#but no energy urgh

[drakshadowdraws]

My drawing for a DTIYS by @/wisforia on Twitter ( Great Artist and Writer! Go please check their work qwq)

A link to their twitter heheh:

https://x.com/wisforia?t=mmNsgSkNO1xe2Yzliys4-g&s=09

#art stuff #drakshadowdraws #genshin impact #cynonari #tighcyno #tighnari #cyno #dtiys #I want to draw them more #but no energy urgh #also hate my sketch brush aaaarghhh #go to sleep

[aibyoutachi]

For the souyo doodle requests, how about Yosuke getting ambushed by Yu's (and his, I guess lmao) herd of cats because he grabbed a bag from the kitchen that they thought was treats

i feel like souji would keep picking up cats by "accident" and promise yosuke that no, he really won't do anything but feed it until he finds it a new home and now yosuke is that stereotypical grumpy dad who pretends he didn't want any of them but secretly loves and spoils them

#p4 #persona #souyo #my art #answered ask #sorry this took so long... my requests are always open i just don't know when i'll get the idea/energy to draw a certain request #speaking of getting ideas i got motivation to draw this bc i started rewatching vids from a youtuber couple i rly like #i'm about to speak my truth in these tags #it's the channel rachel and jun... #now i'm seeing their videos through souyo tinted glasses and let me tell you it is fueling my delusions immensely #quieter person who cooks and loves cats and is very very patient + their more outgoing redheaded SO #very cute and domestic vlogging channel... urgh my weakness

[puppyeared]

ive made myself more wet and pathetic

#new icon because im SUFFERING. im in HELL #its so bad. i had to sign out of discord so now im both lonely and stressed #because i KNOW im still gonna get dstracted. i just did making this URGH #how good are brains at working around things. i once set a 7AM alarm on my phone with snooze cause i was so sure my brain would #be too lazy and keep snoozing instead of actually turning it off. but nay it either kept sleeping through the alarms and snoozing #or actually managed to turn off the alarm half awake that i barely remembered it and then waking up late #i actually have a track record of climbing out of bed and turning my alarm off without remembering. which is impressive bc i have a loftbed #the other thing is setting fake deadlines so make myself panic into doing things ahead of time. but unfortunately that doesnt work either #because if theres one thing my brain will put all its energy into remembering its self assurance. meaning i WILL be able to remember #the real deadline even if i try to trick myself. cant ask someone to give me a fake deadline either #the only things keeping me going rn is that i have deadlines due at least 1 day between each other and excitement being able to talk with #crow after break. but you can see how well thats going <- ignores long term rewards in favor of short term pleasure #BTW CROW IF YOURE READING THIS IM SO SORRY TURNING OFF MY DISCORD WITH BARELY ANY EXPLANATION #im a huge fucking dumbass and i had barely enough impulse control not to block everyone in my dms because i realized that would send a real #really bad msg. youre not distracting me im distracting myself and i promise youre not annoying me i just really like talking to you and #thats why im just barely stopping myself from signing in. I WANT TO TALK TO U LOTS BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM KICKING MYSELF FOR DOING IT #you can be a little mad at me btw cause i definitely could have done that better but i was all over the place abt how to do it without #making u think im ignoring you. IF THAT MAKES SENSE. SORRY #yapping #doodles #puppysona #edit but last week i tried to schedule and give myself work periods and break periods using my class schedule #and reminders on my phone to tell me when to start and stop. can you guess what happened

[vodid]

i know its only october but part of me wants to shut down my store for the remainder of the year so i can focus on making more products with less pressure/things to do, but its def gonna suck not having that wittle bit of income. i would like to finish up comms and accept some more before the year ends tho. i just have a few left rn (cannot believe they've taken me this long i am so sorry 😭 i want to work on that next year, starting with taking less at a time to hopefully get into a pattern)

#urgh just. vo rambles after a long day #i've been dealing with burnout/fatigue/general adhd shit for a few years and its not good for my productivity #i got a giant stash of energy drinks going tho #my walmart not only has a shit ton of the yummy halloween flavor from alani nu (not sponsored) but they stocked SO MANY cherry slushes #i'm set for a good 2 weeks. #HOWEVER if i shut my store down now.. then a few of my pieces are probably going to be removed since theyre my annual redraws #theyre not super popular pieces in my store but.. what if someone wants one?

[mcdannowave]

#h50 season 6 #happy smile #scott caan #h50 bloopers #danny williams #hawaii five 0 #cute adorable blond smiling..w/ those crinkles there just making everything better ❤ #(i don't have the same energy i once had to look from which ep this laugh from blooper is from.Still. enjoy it) #Also.just had to test a few things w/ this gif. bc my blog is still unlight ban.ed for some reason #(If you sent me a chat msg for this blog.I can't see it.Can only see it if u reblog or tag me inside posts) #and i'm still waiting for support to respond and to finally try to fix this.bc even I cant find my stuff on my own blog anymore #Still.Only the dashboard(or clicking on my name tag) works for folks to find my stuff.That if. they follow me or someone reblogged it... #urgh... #If things weren't hard enough already.Anxiety levels just rising up (again) #had to double meds just last days when Scott released a F- one hour+ new interview on YT #It's hard fam..and tiring..all of this #mine #é complicado quando duas pessoas que voce ama é ao mesmo tempo um gatilho pro seu pior estado mental

[shiroselia]

This is one of those updates where I remember that SSO is a game for kids because most of their handling of quests (re: dayblockers) and the new little press space to skip things that take two seconds anyways really just reek of below-7-second-attention-span impatience

Like holy shit is this game being more iPad kid-ified for each year that goes by

#I'm not mad at it anymore cause yknow #It's expected and nothing new by now and I don't have the energy to care about this stuff #but it's very obvious and funny in a very Urgh kinda way #sso #ssoblr

[eirian]

yeah that post made me think. commissions as my only source of income is rough. its fun, yeah! but the inconsistent and frankly Low income of it all gets..very stressful and tiring

i only know of two conventions around here and they dont happen for a while and theres no guarantee i can get into the artist alley, let alone afford more stock to sell at said cons. other than that i dont know of really Anything art related around locally like craft fairs or galleries. so im not sure if i can really break into that scene around here ??

if theres a way for me to make money with my art that doesnt involve killing myself with commissions or trying to break into an industry that doesnt want me then i am Open To Suggestions

#i was thinking of maybe getting into vtuber model rigging or something. but thats like. A LOT #i could also get into 3d modelling bc i do know how to do that im just inexperienced rn #but also my true passion is 2d illustration. so i want something to do with that #and i dont think childrens book illustration is up my alley anymore due to style change #sorry if i sound very self defeating rn im just tryna think within my wheelhouse and limits #maybe Regular book illustrations would work??? idk. but isnt that just the same as commissions.. #if i could find somewhere to sell like. prints. of my original work. thatd be cool #DAMN if i had fucking adderall i could totally get into publishing comics like id thought about doing a while back #i have Options its just a matter of how much energy and motivation i have to put into those options. urgh

[maudiemoods]

Ohh the urge to go completely incomprehensible

#i just wanna #be #like #i just want to exist and observe #im so jealous of trees #and rocks #and moss #and the dead things that get to decompose and become energy #urgh #ren won't shut up #tw vent #tw death #just in cassseee

[acircusfullofdemons]

jester wants to do ask memes but nobody else wants to do it with them and I'm too tired to type things out/find any for him to do :/

#luka.txt #co op: jester #there's a parative ask thing we've been slowly chipping away at. kinda. #urgh my brain feels like much and all the energy has been zapped away #curse having a uterus. making a youtuber apology video to my roommates rn about these unfair working conditions

[datastate]

kitty... save me kitty... kitty...

#urgh i don't have the energy to get out of bed but. i gotta... they need breakfast... #jestersvaguely

[constantvariations]

It's kinda funny to me that so many people are up in arms about Neo's actions in C8 when it's easy for me to dismiss simply because that ain't Neo, yknow?

Like, Neo has never pussyfoot around murder. If she wants you dead, you gonna get dead. From Neo about to stab Yang while the latter is unconscious to Neo and Ruby falling through the void while Neo uses the visuals of Ruby's loved ones to try and weaken her enough for Neo to strangle her to death, Neo has always been fairly direct in her methods

So, it's difficult to reconcile that version of Neo with the one who would passively let her target take themselves out

Not to mention the semblance shift. Neo's semblance, Overactive Imagination, is illusions manifested via semblance glass. They shatter upon contact. Because they're illusions

That's the biggest deal breaker for me. Crwby changed her semblance so much she might as well be a whole ass other person. Fuck, it could've been an Afteran. It's not like Neo was needed here, especially with how easily she was discarded

Instead of illusions, Neo's new abilities seem to be... animorphing people/creatures she may or may not have met via semblance clones and allowing them sentience

Mcfucking what???

The point of illusions is they're not physical. It's not an actual transformation, but rather the aesthetic of one. This could have worked if they kept the semblance evolution to multiple illusions at once OR allowing physical transformation, either of which would have been super cool to see, but they pushed too far. There's too many upgrades that deviate so much from the original ability that it's a whole ass new power

So, immediately on her introduction, the og Jabber is killed(?) and in its place is... multiple Neo-Jabbers. Who can eat other creatures alive. And apparently desire to do so

McFUCJING WHAT

This implies that all her semblance clones of others have their own sentience. Which would never make sense when she never interacted with anyone in that torture scene besides Roman. Seriously why the fuck is Lionheart here? Give us nothing, king

Now, given that we are shown the stream of souls, what could have happened is the illusions were possessed by folks who needed to get a last word in, but that's not. what. happened.

Instead, we have the writers disregarding a character's inability to speak so they can brutalize a teenager in the stupidest way possible, and throwing away all logic of a fairly easy to understand power because it suits their plot needs

Riveting

#rwde #idk its hard for me to actually hate anyone in this show besides jaune bc of the writing #and jaune specifically BECAUSE of the writing #neo deserved so much better than this storyline bb i am so sorry you ended up in this dumpster fire #but honestly the fucking semblance evolution thing is absolute bullshit plot convenience and this is its peak #neo gets like. 3 fucking upgrades to her semblance because *checks notes* she was betrayed by a bitch she knew was unstable/ untrustworthy #fan fucking tastic #whats even the point of having a pre established villain if you're gonna switch them out last minute anyway??? #idk its always silly to me when people stretch a character's influence beyond writer capabilities #like 'urgh oz is evil because uhhh politicians in other countries suck' #like babe. youre putting way more thought into this than the writers who couldn't come up w a more evil oz than 'bird twins' #the energy is wasted #at that point write your own damn story bc its clearly more interesting than anything crwby can come up w #i have more thoughts but i need to sleep or else my next 12 hr shift is going to drag my spine through an apple orchard so peace lol

[kellystar321]

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#periodical life updates #(<- NUMBER 3!!!) I FINISHED THE ANIMATION AND EVERYTHING FOR THAT PROJECT AND SENT IT OFF! super excited!! #it looks really cute! i tried my best and im mostly satisfied of where i landed <33 #it's my little sibling's birthday today!! it's also the first official meeting of lgbt club!! (the other event was a fun lgbt mixer) #my backpack smells bad. like mildew or mold maybe? urgh its awful and gives me a headache. i might need a new one. i dont know. urghhh. #my programming homework is due today!! yike!! but other than that my personal projects with deadlines are all done! #INIQUITY NOW THAT YOU HAVE TIME ARE YOU FINALLY GONNA WORK ON YOUR SELF SHIP BLOG?? YES!! HOPEFULLY!! #truthfully i /have/ been working on it on the side. it looks decent but the colors;;; i have always been pretty sht at color picking? #i can adjust with filters but without that im like. a little not good yet lmao. gotta do some studies sometime perhaps #BUT YAY EXCITED!! ive got some rambles and doodles and a tag system and f/o info which is extremely cumbersome (affectionate)!! #also i have new fandom ocs for the latest dimension 20 campaign and im so delighted heho <33 this campaign is literally so fun. #im watching it with my sibling when its done!! OOH ALSO I FIGURED OUT HOW TO PNGTUBE AND i will likely never use it BUT COOL!! #i dont like. talk. lmao. my art streams are 1) silent 2) rare 3) only shared with my siblings. pngtuber is a little useless. but CUTE!! #i got boba tea yesterday!! sandy bought it :3 <3 and we're having pho and cheesecake later and i might plan out a little excursion today? #like i might get a treatsie. OR i'll just sit on campus as usual and get a mango smoothie and draw for a while (or work on homework.) #(lets be honest its likely the former. i might get a little back into traditional? ooh or maybe i'll practice my asl?) HEY THOUGH. #ive been thinking about making a henrey stickmn (ask)blog to practice asl? like. no plot. just henry teaching ellie and charles asl #really funny considering my Real concept of an askblog for THSC. not ace or eca; but a secret third thing (⛎) ;) #then again since when have i EVER followed through on an askblog lmao?? damb im all over the place today. we're already hitting tag limit #okay!! 3 AM!! if im going early tomorrow i gotta eep! goodnight everyone i love you!! see you tomorrow if i have the energy and time!!

[jxgi]

thinkin about pre mask jagi who played guitar between training sessions and had a small band he'd rock out with. thinkin about quieter moments where he'd play melodic shit and low-key sing to his bros dependent on who was around

ryuken (his papa) really liking jags ability playing guitar but never saying anything cause he doesn't do that and how eventually Jag probs stopped playing guitar cause he just figured everyone found it annoying and hated it

thinkin about dream mode Ken's rage where ryuken straight up tells Jag he cares way too much what others think of him and is too sensitive and Jag just basically agreeing and being sad over it cause he feels unloved ouch

basically, a more innocent Jag appeals to me and I love the idea of his inferiority complex being played on mwah

#.headcanon #I need to sleep #But like jagi playing guitar is on my mind like eighty percent of the time #And in Ken's rage 2 like urGH his story is so good #I'll sum it when I have more energy

[sundaytragedy]

Ah sometimes when patients don't speak English they give me the paperwork they got from the clinic/hospital they went to and i figure it out anyway i put the packet in front of my face and like bam! Suddenly all cyrillic! except their name is written in english. So I thought of my Russian friend I haven't heard from since they told me about the war

#i say cyrillic cus i dont know exactly where she was from #im interested in learning the differences between russian and ukrainian cus. patients from there but im soo busy urgh no energy sad 🎻 #i asked a woman if she was ukrainian and she was surprised + and told me everyone just assumes she's from russia #this reads like a journal enntry it definitely is

[gigantomachylesbian]

my tasks for the evening:

goof off

eat a lot of sour patch kids

survive the horrors

#k talks #bweh. bwehbwehbweh. bwehbweh. #I can make it I can make it two more days until break I have it in me. urgh. #I'm not going to my morning meeting tomorrow because I don't understand coding for shit anyways. so hopefully that fixes me #I was going to work on my prospectus but actually my job is to feel better and conserve energy. #AND I finished my reading for tomorrow so I'll have time to at least draft it and then I can edit it friday

[eryanlainfa]

Tumblr is once again on fire and it's all I see since yesterday and it's very disheartening..

#i dont really have an alternative tbh- none of the other platforms I tried really works for me- #and its not like I have an audience I know will eventually follow me to whatever else I might move to #i dont have the energy to start a whole new account again.. and I dont really want to go back to past ones either.. #idk the whole thing just makes me sad #eryanbles #and I dont have the energy to put all my art throigh nightshade or glaze or whatever- I sometimes am too lazy to even post my art as it is- #urgh #vent