#but not soon enough

[jeeaark]

*checks 3 times a day for update at least*

Not trying to be all “omg hurry up” but when someone is frantically waiting for me to release a new chapter, I always love knowing it ^.^ means I got their heart hooked

#but not soon enough #I'm glad they're enjoying the story though! Means a lot; hell ye~

[myarcadiandream]

Can Dee just give Yak the love he deserves pleaseeee

#I know it’s going to happen #but not soon enough #I’m to impatient for slow burn #so fanfiction shall suffice #Yakdee #thai bl #thai drama #wandee goodday the series #wandee goodday

[of-crowns-and-echoes]

helloooo ms artise hand in marriage pls. love a fictional monarchy but also fuck the monarchy, yk? what are the goals of the rebels? or at least, what are their goals generally understood to be by the public? are they thought to be responsible for the deaths of the most recent divine ones, or were they all attributed to something else?

Fuck the monarchy!

As far as the public is supposed to know, the rebels want to be done with the whole Divine One system entirely, and cause anarchy. The people know a little bit more: the rebels are advocating for welfare and equality, but as a whole, their goals aren't clear.

You will find out about their actual goals soon in game, directly from them, and also find out why they haven't yet made those goals public.

As for the deaths: there are definitely people who believe the rebels had to do something with it, but they haven't stepped forward to claim responsibility. The nobles/ministers haven't blamed them either, yet.

#answered! #can you tell i can't wait to write the rebellion scenes #they are coming up soon #but not soon enough #ch: artise #of crowns and echoes #interactive fiction #twine #twine if

[imagionationstation]

GONNA GET RANTY

You like my rants, do you?! You like my headcanons?! Hmmm?!

THEN LET’S GO BECAUSE I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED THAT I HAVE FEELINGS ABOUT THIS!

Two words. Fungus. Humongous.

*screams into pillow* *wrenches self back up*

OKAY. Let’s get ‘er done.

It’s not the episode itself that I don’t like. It’s just one premise of it that I refuse to accept. And as it’s already been established that Donnie is the fav, I THINK IT SHOULD BE CLEAR WHERE I AM GOING WITH THIS

Or maybe not. Because this became canon, so a couple writers must have been blind to it. So let’s get a move on, shall we?

So. Their fears.

April’s makes perfect sense. Her dad’s been turned into a mutant that she can never be certain isn’t going to decide that she’s his meal instead of his daughter. She knows that he’s her dad, but he’s also become something else. That has to be scarring and terrifying, especially since he kidnaps her whenever they meet. This girl has some serious trauma, and her fear is of her dad turning against her- him hurting her. Especially after he’s spent his entire life obsessively protecting and caring for her.

We’re introduced to Leo’s fear early on, which is him failing his brothers. He mentions that he has nightmares about things happening to them, and him not being able to do anything about it. Not only does he have big brother and instinctual mama bear vibes, but now he has leader responsibilities on top of it. He’s terrified that he’s going to be the reason they get hurt.

And I know what you few Leo-shouldn’t-be-leader fans are thinking, and NO! I do not support fanfics where the brothers are like “Sensei gave this to you when it was to much for you to handle, so you shouldn’t be leader anymore”. LEADER IS EVERYTHING HE WANTS IN LIFE! LEADER IS APART OF WHO! HE! IS!

His father didn’t up and decide that for him! Master Splinter was just trying to help lead him to being the best leader he could be!

Of course it’s stressful! He’s out there saving the planet and keeping his family safe! Besides, what worthwhile thing in life isn’t?

We’ve already established that Casey has a thing about rats, and who knows if it originated or was influenced by the story about this ‘Demon Rat?’ Super curious about that lore, btw.

In conclusion, perfect sense. Irrational/chronic fears are not fun.

Also, Casey, bro, look me in the eyes and tell me that you haven’t subconsciously shaped the Demon Rat to look like Master Splinter this whole time, because I believe nothing! 🤣 (Not a jab at Splinter, I just like how brains make connections without our consent. Like how dreams work, yk?)

Mhmm, mhmm, I completely believe that somewhere in Raph’s mind, he’s secretly terrified that the Spy-Roach- *looks at mental notes* -otherwise knows as Chong (*WHEEZE*🤣)- will come back. His irrational fear transformed into a weaponized creature that’s only life’s mission is to hunt him down and end him, and in turn, will happily end his brothers along the way. Two terrifying prospects in one. This fear checks out.

Again, past mutant trauma that I wholehearted believe haunts Mikey because of their first battle! He never had the irrational fear, but he does have the spooky tunnel attacks and almost drowning at their hands in the back of his mind. They start out tiny and cute and suddenly they’re purple and trying to kill you! No way to tell until it’s too late! Seriously, it’s played off as a joke (a funny one, mind you), but I wouldn’t trust squirrels either!!

And now.

What you’ve all been waiting for.

“Don’t touch me! Get away from me! You make me sick! Mutant! Weirdo!”

“April! What’s wrong with you??”

“You nerdy- three-fingered- FREAK! I hate you! You mutated my father! I never want to see you again!”

YEEEEEE- CAN I JUST SAY HOW MUCH I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS! The way the scene is acted out is a little cringe, but you look past that and EVERYTHING THEY ARE NOT SAYING BUT ARE ABSOLUTELY SAYING?!

“Don’t touch me!”

HELLO?! THE MUTATION SITUATION ANYONE?!

“Don’t! Don’t touch me! You keep away from me! I never want to see your faces ever again!”

“What am I to April, anyway? I’m worse than a nerd. I’m a freak! We’re all total and complete frea-!”

People, this is all being made up by his subconscious. I don’t think I’m reading into this when I say that he is absolutely dealing with intense insecurities and this cringe scene is so much more than him fearing his crush disliking him. April is the first female human he’s ever met; the first human kid his age that he’s ever come in contact with! I’m not surprised that he attached himself to her, or that he’s placing every inch of self-respect on whether or not she can see past him being a ‘freak’.

I think if they had left this here; I would have been in love with this ep. This would probably be up in the favorites, and I’d watch this as obsessively as I watch “The Broken Foot” and “The Creeping Doom”.

Unfortunately…

THIS IS THE ESCALATION SCENE?! THIS?!

YOU KNOW WHAT THIS DOES?! THIS TRIES TO UNDERMINE EVERYTHING THE FEAR PORTRAYS! THIS TURNS IT FROM A DEEP AND BURIED TRUTH, TO THE OBSESSIVE CRUSH! I CAN STAND THE CRUSH ASPECT AT TIMES, BUT THIS IS PUSHING!

BUT I REFUSE! I. REFUSE.

NO WAY! NU-UH! NO WAY! NOPE! NADA!

There is obviously some serious Mutant Dysphoria going down, and I’m willing to bet it’s been there for as long as this kid has known the truth about the human world. This should have escalated into his brothers hating him or being mobbed by humans or just her yelling at him some more- literally anything would have been better than this!

Oooooh, maaan, I am so high strung right now. Should probably walk away before I snap. As you can see, I’m so normally attached to this show and this boy. Nothing concerning or unreasonable about it!

If you disagree with or dislike anything I said, leave a factual comment explaining why I’m wrong! I totally could be! Or you could not know something that unintentionally makes you wrong. Either way, turtle education is shared! Tis the best kind~ 💚💜💙🧡❤️💚

#kill the crush #actually they do #but not soon enough #he literally has to die for a normal friendship #Which I blame April for but whatever #not here to rant about that #See what I see TMNT #tmnt donnie 2012 #donnie tmnt #2012 donnie #tmnt donatello #tmnt donatello 2012 #donatello 2012 #donnie hamato #donnie 2012 #tmnt leo 2012 #leo 2012 #tmnt raph 2012 #raphael 2012 #tmnt mikey 2012 #mikey 2012 #michelangelo 2012 #tmnt leonardo 2012 #2012 tmnt #tmnt 2012 #tmnt 2012 april #tmnt 2k12 #casey 2012 #casey jones #tmnt donnie

[malbecmusings]

Next Chapter.... coming soon

#but not soon enough #fuck #acwm #let's GO

[patermillion]

Everyday I am closer to watching the dungeon meshi anime, and I think that is beautiful

#soon #but not soon enough #anime #dungeon meshi

[turboclown]

someday I'll be dead, at least

#but not soon enough

[chicorybones]

I can't wait to move, this place is driving me up the wall

#seriously #i need to get out #soon #but not soon enough

[kaiiyoshii]

i thought this would fit them

#katara just got here #she will join soon enough #atla #atla fanart #avatar the last airbender #aang #sokka #zuko #toph #also fun fact this is the second atla fanart i ever made #the first was toph as the ‘nah id win’ panel #kaiiyoshiiart

[ionomycin]

Maiden of Light

#artists on tumblr #i'm so ready to be over winter #spring and warm weather can't come soon enough #my mood is directly linked to the temperature #so i'm trying to cope by channeling my nordic roots #lucia maiden is a cool bit of culture that i always liked as a kid #the whole school would be standing along the long hallway #in the dark #holding candles #while the one chosen as lucia would walk through it with a wreath and candles on her head and we all sing the Sankta Lucia song #i'm not religious but #the VIBES #were immaculate

[cakemagemaeve]

Oh, Prednisone my beloathed.

#bad enough it gives me the sweats and leaves me perpetually clammy #bad enough it fucks up my tummy so that i can barely eat the whole time i'm on it #bad enough it makes me perpetually agitated and irritated #but it also makes me smell of onions even after a long shower and liberally-applied deodorant #and i hate the smell of onions almost as much as i hate the smell of pickles #i took my last dose of it on sunday #so hopefully it'll be out of my system soon #but not soon enough #not anything like soon enough #*whimper*

[haemosexuality]

one step closer to being real

#they cant say fuck yet but they could probably get away with hell #adventure time #fionna and cake #when/if this gets to 10k im turning rbs off #its at 9k rn so it probably will soon #post neutered everyone go home #ok this has calmed down enough that im turning rbs on again

[little--buttercup]

just found out it's not normal to want to kill yourself the day after a nice night because you feel like you will never be able to live up to that feeling ever again

#i know that i will feel that feeling again #but not soon enough

[foolsocracy]

put dick on a team and trust he will make sure they can perform as an acrobat troop

#fab five you will always be famous #theyre my little guys ever #dick grayson #donna troy #wally west #garth of shayeris #roy harper #fab five #dc #dc comics #putting everyone in random ass colors cause why not #casual work out wear am i right or am i right #IK dick was screaming cheering applauding as soon as donna was good enough to do crazy shit #her super strength and flying? oh what a partner to have #oh wait context. speedy wasnt a member yet in the circus issue so he wouldnt be in on the acrobat shit #he joined later #titans #teen titans

[magspeaches]

#it’s ok gort you’ll see durgie again soon enough xoxo #just slapped this one out in a couple hours don’t look at all the other wips gathering dust #enver gortash #lord gortash #dark urge #durgetash #durge #baldur's gate 3 #painterlypeaches #bg3 #bg3 art #bg3 fanart #baldurs gate 3 #gortash

[monotonous-minutia]

something so atmospheric about sitting near the open window on a cloudy day nearing the end of summer and hearing, amidst the regular backyard birdy conversations, a crow call out for the first time in months. the best kind of harbinger. spoopy season here we come.

#but not soon enough #random