#but you dont like him but you trust him with your life

[grind-pantera]

Have ever thought of reader and noa breaking up?

I have thought about it tbh im an angst girl and it is my favorite thing to write, imagine this and if you guys are really into it? I can make a full fic: Noa and you mating. Not ceremoniously like his Clan would anticipate but secretly, just for the two of you, just to experience it before the entire Clan knew. Afterwards, as you're lightly placing your hand onto his shoulder as he slept, you found yourself in turmoil thinking of what this meant for the future. You're a human, Noa an Ape. He had a planned destiny, as the Eagle Clan leader. He needed to have their customs met fully, he needed a mate that could support him and understand, he needed to eventually produce an heir, maybe more...

Thoughts are running wild in your mind. You give him one last stroke to his shoulder, placing a longing kiss to his cheek before quietly untangling yourself from him and leaving in absolute silence.

Not just the nest, but the entire Clan as a whole. You leave, hoping that Noa will eventually return to normalcy and find what he needed for a fulfilling life, assuming that you were unable to give him any of it.

The absolute flurry he wakes up in when you're not there. Following your scent around the village. There's a horse missing, provisions are missing, you're missing. He flies off the rails and goes on a massive hunt with himself, soona, anaya and any other ape he can grasp at. You're no where to be seen, your scent dropped off by the river, presumably where you had dived in to clean yourself and get rid of any insight of your smell. you dont want to be followed.

** maybe like five years later? **

you were out foraging with your husband and child - a human whom you met shortly after leaving the clan, never certain of trusting him until you were travelling together for a year. you fell in love, having a child soon after making the choice to reproduce. The summer air was enticing to your skin and you tilt your head back to enjoy it a bit before a blood curdling scream hit your ears.

Your child - screaming at the top of their lungs. you were quick to your feet, same with your husband and went to them, partially behind a few berry bushes.

Apes.

Two of them, from the look of it and you grasp at the gun you had managed to salvage two years ago, your husband going for his arrows. he insisted you keep the gun on you as a means of defense, he was more than able to protect with strength and arrows in most cases.

No, there were three Apes. Your hand slowly comes down as they widened at the appearance of a baby against the shoulder of who you presumed to be the female.

grasping your child in a mirror pose, you pulled them behind you and held the gun up offensively, "We're not here to hurt, just foraging for food."

Silence.

It was deafening as the male huffed out rather aggressively and you felt your arm prickle with anticipation as they drew closer to you. defensively, you slid your child over to your husband who was a few feet behind you and swallowed hard.

your eyes opened wide, your mouth went dry. There... there was no way...

"Noa?" The ape tilted their head in a jilting fashion and stared at you with dead-set green eyes. His lips parted as he stared right back at you, the obvious flood of the past coming back to haunt both of you. Your name fell from his lips. You peer at the female behind him and felt a surge of sadness hit you. It was Soona, and who you presumed to be their child.

You were so happy that he found someone and it was one of his closest friends. you had only wished it to be you instead.

and idk i havent gotten that far yet but it might make for an intriguing series lol if you like the premise, i can for sure write it into an actual fic or maybe two. Also considering it for the customary series lol.

#sorry for typos or whatever i am falling into a migraine haze #em answers #noa #noa x reader #planet of the apes #pota #kingdom of the planet of the apes #kotpota

[kunikidamybeloved]

soukoku but 'promise' and 'eren' by jann

chuuya as 'promise'

You tear me apart Look how selfish you are Left me behind when I gave you my life Where are you now How am I supposed to tell them How And you promised that you wouldn't leave before me Tell me why you couldn't keep your promise

dazai as 'eren'

Hi, how'd you get inside? Why'd you cross my mind? Right now of all times Hey You know I won't let you stay You need to get away Go away

or

I, I don't want to hurt you But I'll have to If you don't leave me alone Me alone I know that you'd rather I do Something else but it's not For you to decide To decide

#chuuya and 'promise' is totally abt how he was feeling when dazai left the PM #the emotional turmoil of that #listen #ok #imagine the bitchass motherfucker who fuckin #led you to the PM in the first place #and who you were partnered with and grew close to #but you dont like him but you trust him with your life #but probably knowing that leaving the PM would be the best for him but it still hurts yknow #emotions are complicated id rather say yipee and pop a cork of the most expensive wine in my collection #<- chuuya when he heard the news #and then his car blew up #and then dazai #yeah i think we all know that dazai definitely fell first #this guys definitely thinking abt chuuya and hides it as plotting or scheming or some shit #but this bitch would self-sabotage so hard and push chuuya away #im dumb and brain dead other people can probably dissect the lyrics and compare it to soukoku better #or utterly destroy and make fun of me #i cant think of soukoku normally or else feelings would start bubbling in my chest for how deep their bond is #and how tragic these two fuckers are #but here #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #psyche talks #analysis #or some shit

[an-oddlyfluffycarpet]

Watched the true Potential episodes again.

#lego ninjago #ninjago #kai smith #kai jiang #ninjago kai #Man #kai was NOT doin' well mentally huh. #like- heres the guy who kidnapped your sister and kinda ruined your life by forcing you to leave your home to save her #hes your roommate now #youre not allowed to be mad at him or anything hes just here #dont be suspicious of him bc hes holding all four golden weapons nooooo #dont try to fight him to prove your worth because all the others unlocked their true potential and you feel like shit #yeah no just listen go sensei wu and trust the guy completly his SON is in there ik he like kidnapped ur sister and hasnt shown any sign- #of caring for family but like. trust me. he does. #oh yeah your gonna have to hold ALL your anger at the dude in no matter what unless you eanna get ostrasized and yelled at. #caspy speaks

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

yk if i didn't grow up in a constant state of emotional repression, id probably be a disaster right now

#vent post look away look awayyy #ohhhhh theyre really trying it this time... #yall if you have piece of shit family members that you've cut off #dont EVER give them an inch. dont give them the time of day #doesnt matter their relation to you doesnt matter their feelings. fuck em #you cut them off for a reason and trust me they will only Prove your reasoning #FUCK EM!!! #absolutely unprompted #i believe... that perhaps.... there may be a restraining order in my future!! #omg i hope so that would be sooooo satisfying <3<3<3 #come anywhere near me and i will metaphorically bite yer dick off <3<3<3 #shits getting Messy again!!!! weeee!!!! #at least i have a fun new update for my dearest buddy sockeyesidequest <3 #anyway im literally looking at this 'family' drama #and i feel like a rabid dog on a chain. just let me go. please. please. its fine i dont bite (lying) im totally peaceful #i totally dont have a whole life of bottled up unrealized rage to unleash. double prommy <3 #'let me know if i can help ill give him a piece of my mind' i say as if i dont actively fantasize about getting his blood on my knuckles

[woodenfawn]

He then proceeded to, among *many* other things, punch him in the face, literally bite his hand, and spit blood on his clothes

#re zero #re:zero #natsuki subaru #subaru natsuki #vincent vollachia #abel re zero #I cannot get over their dynamic. It is SO interesting!!!! The way they both claim to hate each other so so much but also #helping each other and abel's absolute trust of him in other senses. The fact they can literally hold each other at knifepoint #And scream at each other and let their emotions out the way they dont with anyone else #But will protect each other from any outside harm #If you thought julius and subaru had a complex relationship this is like that squared #Subaru's relationships keep getting more and more aggressive dont they #Emilia: oh youre so sweet youre the love of my life!!! Ill do anything for you!!!! #Reinhardt: Friend!!!! Buddy!!!! Handsomest coolest knight!!! #Rem: we're a little more than a bit codependent but thats only due to the circumstances :)) we're both in pain but we support each other :) #Julius: I wont get over you beating me up and being too handsome therefore i will be tsundere >:( #Otto: You'll punch me in the face and I'll laugh at your feelings #we'll torment each other a lot but hey we're buddies. #And then abel and subaru are just. Completely concerning as a duo but somehow id hesitate to call it toxic #I dont know what they are. Except maybe gay idiots #You cant tell me abel's not gay #Can you tell the Chisha Gold chapter and the shut the hell up/vincent & subaru chapters stuck with me a lot #Btw im caught up with re zero's web novel!!!! (Besides the last 3 chapters)

[motordyk]

maybe this vacation was a good idea

#cw abuse #cw child abuse #the more i think on it the more i start to remember #i cant believe id forgotten about this part of my life. its really starting to come back to me #i dont remember the finer details but i am remembering that asshole kid and that he didnt treat me very well #he was very frustrating to be around and i really didnt like him #posting this here because god knows i dont have the energy to send it to each individual server that i want people to see #and im alright with having this be public knowledge. even with the risks that come with it #all i ask is that if you want to ask me anything about this or if you want to know anything at all #please #please please please please PLEASE for the love of god be gentle with me #i literally just found out about this like an hour ago so the shock is still very much fresh #if youre a friend of mine im more likely to trust you but if youre on anon consider your words VERY carefully. very carefully #im thick-skinned when it comes to stuff like this but even now im still a little bit rattled #i think thats all i have to say on this. i love you guys <3 please take care of yourselves

[bearsizedant]

what if I was able to make myself stop caring about being nice to them

#'why wont you be friends with me you were friends with your other ex' because i shouldnt have tried to stay friends with him either??? #just bc you wanted to stay friends with me does not mean the feeling was mutual?? #maybe you and my other ex were different scenarios and i was at different places in my life when each happened?? #and they keep getting to me too. i hate it. they sent me this giant long ass message at 3am like #'hey btw it really broke my trust when that other person told you i was lying to you' #'and also i dont like that you talk about what happened to our mutual friends' #and now im sitting here wondering if ive actually been like a giant manipulator and blowing things out of proportion #every time i think the situation is finally fucking over so i can have some peace they keep messaging me #ugh

[dnasplicers]

dont go into the tartaglia tag biggest mistake of my life

#'the traveler is his favourite npc' childe literally has so much capacity for care and love ARLECCHINO has noticed how unfit he is to be a #harbinger. he loves his family and he loves a worthy fight and he loves the traveler. whether platonic or otherwise #you dont leave the manifestation of your ambition with someone you dont trust with your life. because thats essentially what he puts into+ #her hands. his drive and who he is as a man #AND HIS VOICELINES LITERALLY SAY HE PLACES ENOUGH TRUST IN HER TO KNOW SHE WONT STAB HIM IN THE BACK #like. like???? youre doing a disservice to him to see him as so far removed from the one relationship he puts his own faith in #he Definitely doesnt trust the harbingers to not backstab him #lumine #tartaglia #genshin #txt

[starlooove]

I rlly liked red hood the hill bc besides the gift it completely ignored everything else with the batfam which to meeee I’m taking it as the hill has been overlooked by the bats forever (see Orpheus rising) so yeah nobody there gives a fuck about those people and jason knows better than to bring that shit over there

#genuinely tho #I dislike the trend rn of simplifying Jason and Bruce’s issues and making it seem like Bruce was nice and accepting all along and Jason just #needs to get with the program #like the fanficication of that and the Damian Bruce issues or Damian tim issues or even Dick and bruce issues #where everything comes down to the kids being insecure and Bruce being bad at communicating #which has always been PART of the main issues but using that as the crux and lens through which a solution will be acheived is a stretch #a stretch only made in fix it fics that is picked up by ppl who dont read shit and then writers who dont read dont care and get a check #THIS IS MY ISSUE WITH WHERE IT SEEMS BATFAM IS GOING THAT IS NOT AN ISSUE I HAVE WITH RE #NOT ABOUT RED HOOD THE HILL #back to red hood the hill #i DO like them #playing off how jason has always been able to relax there #with a community that has eachothers back #and the flip from #his early red hood days to seeing dana go that path is soooo #what i find interesting tho as that he positions himself as support and backup more than a deterrant #like yes he does try to talk her down a lot but most of the time hes living his life with a worried eye on her #and i think it shows to how he reacted to ppl (bruce) being heavy handed with him #and u know i love the batfam repeating awful cycles shit i think its very interesting that this is one jason didnt repeat #maybe bc hes so close to the feeling or that dana isnt to him what he was to bruce or even that hes just relaxing and thinking clearly and #above all trusts her #most toxic fun future would be for her to break that trust and him to go crazy but thats a diff rant #anyways my entire summary for jasons character is that THAT is what good coochie does to a nigga #carmen thank you for your service another crazy off the street 🙏🏾 #red hood and the hill #oh. still no Orpheus mention #no it doesn’t hurt less anytime 💔 #Jason Todd

[quietwingsinthesky]

i am not immune to making Terrible Evil Bastard Man get attached to a stubborn feral child and having to carry her around when she inevitably gets tired during time travel adventures

#the doctor is literally more qualified to carry amy pond around BUT #if the masters hands are full he cannot plot. therefore. place little amelia into them. #to complete this picture you must imagine that the first time the doctor hands amy to him when she needs to be carried back to the tardis #the master fully scoops her under his arm like a football and carries her like that. #INTENDING to prove to the doctor that he is not here to do childcare and cannot be trusted with amy. unfortunately amelia is having the time #of her life getting swung around and kicking her legs in the air. #and its only much much later that the master ever carries her around normally. #pov u kidnap/hurt the doctor and five minutes later this blonde asshole shows up on your doorstep carrying a little scottish girl and before #you can do anything he has already wiped the floor with you. and not put her down once. #this is so stupidselfindulgent dont mind me #i think its funny to give childrearing responsibilities to terrible people

[trans-estinien]

#i know my bad for going on twitter #i dont have enough braincells to write a character essay about how all these hermes haters miss the point but. god #also this person is being wrong about how theyre hating him #CAUSE LIKE. #WHO CARES IF HE WAS ULTIMATELY THE ONE RESPONSIBLE. IT DIDN'T MATTER. SHIT WAS GOING TO BE FUCKED #REGARDLESS OF IF THE WOL WENT BACK IN TIME OR NOT. IT ALWAYS WOULD'VE ENDED THAT WAY #the only variable that wouldve changed that is if he created meteion or not #AND THE REASON THE QUESTION WAS FLAWED AND HIS EXPERIMENTS WERE FLAWED WAS BECAUSE HE DIDNT TRUST OTHER ANCIENTS #CAUSE THEY KEPT PUSHING ASIDE HIS CONCERNS ALL THE TIME. RIGHT. SO WHY WOULDNT THEY PUSH ASIDE OR OUTRIGHT REFUSE TO LET HIM AS HIS QUESTION #HE THOUGHT HE WAS ALONE!!!!!!! #AAAAAAAUGH. #'i cant stand that hes treated sympathetically' you are dense. and you probably have never hit a point in your life where you dont reach out #cause you feel like the only one who feels that way. #anyways anyone who hates him like this person is an idiot and yes im being mean

[martyrbat]

batman: war on crime

[ID: Batman standing on a skyscraper's gargoyle. He holds one end of his cape as the rest of it blows in the wind to be flared out in front of him. He's overlooking Gotham City and the people in the busy streets — which is surrounded by towering Gothic buildings. His internal narration reads, “I know I am fighting a war I can never completely win. But there are small victories that encourage me to keep trying. If I can win back one child, there may be hope for many others. If it starts with one person, and then a neighborhood, then perhaps redemption can spread through an entire city, and finally back to me.” END ID]

#WAHHH #thinking of what dini said about bruce.... #‘Like a restless spirit; Batman is cursed to seek salvation for a terrible sin he committed in his past life; #which in his mind was not being able to prevent the murder of his parents. Batman's war on crime is a symbolic war against himself’ #but also i need a tag for everytime batman is just the embodiment of hope no matter how despairing a situation may be #his trust and hope that people can change and things can eventually get better and his determination to prevent other people from #hurting like how he has since he was eight years old.... #like i know i know we talk about it SO fucking much but literally making that decision as a child in the midst of your deepest grief #and deciding that you dont want everyone to ever experience the same lost?? and clinging to that oath for all your life?? #just.... #oh bruce :( #him and his stupid bleeding heart for everyone but himself :(( #c: batman: war on crime #crypt's panels #batman #bruce wayne #bruce & gargoyles

[widevibratobitch]

moments like this when im really glad im a sad little cynic who always considers the worst possible outcome and never lets herself truly get comfortable and trust the good things in her life to stay there and builds her life around trying to soften the blows of the eventual disappointments just waiting around the corner lol never leaving my edgy teenager era peace and love

#i mean if the alternative is whatever the fuck is going on with my best friend rn then hooooo boy #cancelling therapy immediately i never want to change i wanna keep my trust issues forever and ever if its gonna save me from THIS #is he a dick? kinda. yeah. and a coward because if dude was sure he didnt want it since AUGUST and didnt have the guts to end it till now #actually he didnt end it. she was the one who finally snapped. but we seriously fought twice before because she just woudlnt listen #when i said that girl this isnt gonna work and you trust him too much and you're attachment styles are incompatible as hell #your* #but nvm. the least you could do when a 7 years younger girl who's clearly obsessed with you is breaking up with you #cause she just cant take it anymore. and you can see she's still in love with you because you've been lying to her for half a year. #imo the least you could do at that point is just. dont tell her that jfc. just say you're sorry it didnt work out etc etc #dont fucking tell her you stopped being in love with her in fucking august #and just 'didnt know how to end it' and lied when she asked if everything's alright #like my god. yes ig this would never have happened if she hadn't trusted him so completely and expected love to fix her whole life #but jesus dude. she's not even 23 she has a right to be naive. you're almost 30. you DONT get to be a man child anymore #christ. okay. #anyway i wish i could help her but telling her to 'trust less' and 'never truly rely on other people' sounds horrible and cringe and edgy af #but i genuinely dont have any other advice #like babygirl im sorry but your bestie is a piece of human garbage and she's doing the best she can but her best is Not Much alas

[hecksupremechips]

Persona romance routes are all pretty bad but damn they really hit rock bottom with p3p femc route like the misogyny is very blatant and it’s almost hilarious like look at the Shinjiro romance. When you do his social link he’s like very clearly respectful of Kotone as a leader and explicitly says stuff like "oh yeah you’re clearly the best fighter we have, I don’t really know much about fighting like you do, I hope I’m not dragging you down, you’re doing a good job as leader just remember to take care of yourself, everyone looks up to you I know you can rely on them" etc. like he has faith in her leading abilities. But then when you romance him he’s like got dialogue like "bwah bluh i gotta look after you because you’re a GIRL and you need to stick by me, a big strong MAN so you don’t get hurt" and "don’t wear that revealing outfit in front of other guys 👺" and it’s like. Does he respect her or not and also like it doesn’t make sense for him to look down on her for being a girl cuz he literally has never not been led by a girl leader during his time in sees and Mitsuru in particular really has her shit together when it comes to being responsible and a good fighter and she’s always known the most about Tartarus

It’s also like. Idk maybe its just me I’m not a girl so FUCK IF I KNOW but to me the appeal of romancing Shinji is the fact that he’s sweet and sensitive and gentle and has respect for you despite the fact that he acts all scary. That’s like, what made me like this character in the first place. But the writers seem to think what women want is for a BIG STRONG MAN to protect them because they are just DELICATE WOMEN who are inferior in every way it’s like. Shut upppp thanks

#persona #persona 3 #shinjiro aragaki #this is soooooooo obviously not the only romance route that sucks in this game yall know which one im referring to 🤨 #and i actually tend to think of the shinji romance as the best one in the series cuz at least his confession scene is the only unique one #that really highlights who he is as a character and goes with the story #but ughh just idk its so annoying how the writers cant decide if hes sexist or not its really weird and its like #really shows how poorly the writers think of women playing their game its like all the romance options are trash and then your boyfriend is #sexist to you and its so clearly done in a way thats supposed to be romantic which is. ew #like idk if my partner was like talking about how i need to stay close to them because im a weak girl and they are strong man #especially when im literally the leader of the team and have been doing perfectly fine thus far and am clearly the strongest here #id simply run him over with a bulldozer #and its like this will all the guys in this game its like girl shut up and eat glass #meanwhile when youre a male protagonist your gf will kiss your ass to the point its infuriating #and their character arcs can never be too grand cuz then they might not wanna fuck you if they realize they have worth #uh sorry my brain is all over the place basically i hate persona romances lol and i hate how they wrote shinji in his #like dammit i dont want him cuz hes gonna protect me like a man i want him cuz he isnt great at fighting and prefers cooking and puppy dogs #and has respect for me and trusts my judgement and asks me to talk about my life and interests and smiles sweetly #but god forbid a woman in this series be respected i guess

[serenuum]

having SO many mike warren thoughts i want to share but THEYRE ALL IN MY NATIVE LANGUAGE AND ITS TOO ENERGY CONSUMING TO ACTUALLY TRANSLATE ANY OF THEm like what the FCUKK

anyway its once again going insane over special agent mike warren hours happy going insane over special agent mike warren hours to everyone who celebrates < 3333

#YOU DONT GET TO TALK TO ME #because youre not sentimental mike #yes i am #i would be like 10x times more active here IF ONLY i could like. immediately straight up write down all my thoughts in english #i mean i can and i do occasionally but like. fucking UGH #anyway. thinking about literally EVERYTHING #mikecharlie and mikejohnny bromances. mikes death. adhd mike. . #mike who tries his best and forgives people who hurt (MORE LIKE LITERALLY MURDERED < 33) him and who just wants to be loved #tender and caring and supportive mike emotionally vulnerable mike mike who cries and needs help mike who does everything he can #he wants a friend he wants someone to trust w whom he can be himself and not be afraid of being used n manipulated he wants someone to love #hes so tired of everyones shit hes been dragged through literally EVERYTHING hes seen murders hes seen tortures a person committed suicide #right in front of him hes literally been dead hes been abused hes been addicted hes been shot two times and at second time he couldnt even #go to a hospital he was lying injured and shot in some fucking garage on the cold floor and was alone should i go on with the list #he didnt deserve any of that shit AND IM GOING TO FUCKIGN PROTECT HIM WITG MY LIFE #because youre not sentimental mike yes i am. he cares. he cares so much you cant even imagine #hes been through so much and he still holds love and hope in his heart. this shit is insane and im going to kill someone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[dirt-str1der]

Self shipping is always the morally correct thing to do

#Listen to my problems #sometimes self shipping includes the slow and painful process of getting killed over amd over by your f/o thats okay youll get him #eventually. orrr herrrrr (motivational speaker voice). #let me think hm theres been three guys ive loved enough to be this crazy over. self shipping is always correct #if youre not self shipping thats okay but if you want to you should you should draw yourself vivisecting him while hes squealin and giggling #you should write about the two of you biting eavh other until you hit bone you should literally kill him with a knife and them cry over the #body and then bring him back to life and do it again just so you can cry over the body again #you have to grip him by the shoulders and spit in his fave and use all the things he trusted you with against him and you have to make him #hate you you have to make him unable to forgive you then you have to make him forgive you then you have to apologise to him #and then. ohh and then you hit him with all that shit again but make sure you quick save before that because he might not forgive you again #you need to make him swallow pennies before getting into the mri machine and you need yo tell him that itll be okay smd you both know hes #going to explode but he does it anyway because he knows youre going to bring him back and he fucking loves it he wants to do it #oh he doesnt just love it hes addicted to it he wants it to happen and youll make it happen for him youll force it to happen even if hes #begging you not to do it again you can make him do anything you want. you can make him hate you if you want. if thats what he likes. you can #do it for him and you can do it for yourself and you can do it even if you both dont want it to happen you can make him get on his knees and #beg and then you can do it anyway and you can make him so angry that he hurts you right back and you can let him end it and after that you #can do it all over again if you really wanted to ... anyway you self ship to scratch an itch i self ship to scratch an itch everybody wants #different things out of the fiction they consume .. we should get more character reacts when you say youre pregnant but kiryu would be like #um. (blushes) wait is it mine ? <- and you can tell him anything and he’d have to believe it #god i need to go to bed ... wish i was playing yakuza rn ......