#cause he knows where they're coming from

[seance]

five and klaus in wedding at the end of the world.

#tuaedit #the umbrella academy #tua #klaus hargreeves #five hargreeves #userbecca #number5theboy #tusermyra #edits #random gifset cause i missed them and their easy banter #the way five just doesn't shy away and relaxes around him #and i'm just so sad cause i think part of the reason why klaus was trying so hard to bring the sibs to trust reginald #had less to do with him personally and a lot more with his desire to give them back part of what he thought he could finally have #validation affection and a sense of a real family #he really wanted for them to be all happy and accepted together #he wanted to do that TOGETHER cause any amount of turtle-dad time was almost meaningless without them #the fact that they could also save the world in the process was a pleasant bonus #he wanted to believe SO HARD that they all deserved to get their childhood back #and his face gets so soft looking at them but he doesn't push #cause he knows where they're coming from #especially five

[saltlog]

#※saltlog #-> au: echoes of typhoon #-> sry for those who want this to make sense cause.. #-> the point is i'm posting notes for myself!! #-> as things pop into my head so it's.. for me lmaO #-> related to ancient text.. where i said vash will disappear with his plane. then send it back empty to get it away from knives. #-> thinking ww/rest will just accept the msg he left in it. 2 bad they're coming to get u back. ark arc.. of sorts #-> also ww wears gloves till he around vash starts slipping w guitar playing. so vash realizes he isn't just normal mercenary but EOM pilot #-> due to his palms having weird shit on em alright.. so vash knows ww can access the msg in his plane when he sends it back.. woahs #-> my brain exercise... why is it so big. man.

[sysig]

Let me chew you out a little, since we have a couple minutes (Patreon)

[Panel 1] Prismo: *mumble* *mumble*

[Panel 2] Prismo: *mumble*

[Panel 3] Simon: Hmph. “Just because it’s in your head-”

[Panel 4] Simon: “-Doesn’t mean it’s yours,” huh?

[Panel 5] Simon: Give me all the responsibility with none of the privileges?

[Panel 6] Simon: And then you get mad at me for trying to pick up your slack? Prismo: Hey...

[Panel 7] Simon: Clearly you already expect that much from me!

[Panel 8] Prismo: Hey, hey! I did the best with what I had! I didn’t expect any of this!

[Panel 9] Simon: And yet you didn’t even consider telling me, so we could’ve avoided this?

[Panel 10] Prismo: It’s not like I could’ve just- taken it out! I was locked out!

[Panel 11] Simon: You could’ve done something!

[Panel 12] Simon: Instead you let my life spiral around this thing, kept me tethered to Ice King’s Madness-

[Panel 13] Prismo: Fionna and Cake are real thou- Simon: NOW you tell me! After I find out for myself!

#Doodles #Adventure Time #Fionna and Cake #Simon Petrikov #Prismo #They have like two minutes where they're alone together that aren't directly shown onscreen: Allow me to insert some ideas lol #As long as Simon isn't so faded that he can't work the nerve up I Absolutely think he'd get mad at Prismo for all this #Not like he didn't just come back from a terrible experience trying to work around his terrible dregs! He's very miserable! #Honestly I think the anger would be good for him lol #He's had to live like this for years! Under Ice King's shadow for something that wasn't his doing! #And he knows Prismo - he met him - they talked - but not about this #And I mean I honestly don't blame Prismo - with everything going on and his own depression spiral he had a few things on his mind #It's in a bad way for everyone #That said he is a Wish Master he really could've told Simon at any point even if he couldn't take his little pet project out of him lol #Then again again what Was he supposed to do lol #As much as I would trust Simon to keep a secret I don't think either of them could've expected Simon trying to summon Golb to do this #Obviously it /did/ happen that way but could either of them have guessed?? I don't think so #''Don't go summoning your ex-'' ''She's not my ex >:('' '''Cause there's an illicit universe in your head and you might summon that instead' #Like what no I don't think Prismo could've just - guessed that! Lol #He did leave Simon out to dry vis a vis Ice King and Fionna and Cake tho which was Not cool and he Could've done something about that #Although I can also see Simon snapping and telling someone that it wasn't his own stories - there's no winning! #But that's what makes the argument fun haha #Man they're both fun to draw ♪ Simon in that dress and Prismo's tiiiiired tired eyes haha ♫ #It was shortlived but they have a fun dynamic :D Simon speaks so deadpan and sarcastic with Prismo haha <3 It's quite cute honestly

[thatdemiboymess]

Drew some bees for a friend of my aunt - he wants a friendly and cartoony bee with a honeycomb and a drop of honey for a candy he's selling, apparently! :33

#irl #my art #bumblebee #bees #its my first time trying to draw a bee tbh #they're very cute and i especially like their funky little beaks where their proboscis comes out #i kinda doubt he's gonna decide to use my art tho tbh but i think they're cute so I'm posting them here anyways #i haven't drawn anything in a while either so this was kinda nice to do even if it was also a bit frustrating #then again the reason it was frustrating was cause my aunt is acting as our in-between and her friend seems to have a very specific idea of #what exactly it is that he wants and not talking to him directly to figure that out is kinda not working #I also think he got a bit confused on the difference between horizontal and vertical because I drew the horizontal one first #and part of his feedback was that he wanted it horizontal and in flying motion so??? #anyways it's not like he's paying me so if the second one isn't what he's looking for I'm calling it quits #my aunt did actually offer to pay me for it but I don't wanna take any money from her since she's not the client - it feels wrong #she's just trying to do a friend a favor by introducing him to an artist ya know??? #...also low-key don't feel like this (my art) is worth actual real world money so ehhhh... #ANYWAYS!!! Look!!! Cute bees!!! #EDIT I have been offered like $30 but it is still on the table kinda since I'm not willing to make anymore changes asdfghjkll #$30....for bee??? Little bee drawing??? May have to delete/take this down if indeed $30 for little bee drawing...

[quaranmine]

I don't have time to write it out now but I realized last night that I may have taken it a little bit for granted if my readers truly know what a hot shot crew is or not lmao so I may make a post on that with some articles/videos to throw in my masterpost

#cause it's just something that has come up so often in my research that i just know about it lol #they're a bit more highly specialized than a 'regular' wildland firefighter #also like when grian describes the guy wearing yellow - most of their uniforms are yellow lol #learning about hotshot crews and actual wildland firefighting though is also where my research actually made me cry one day... #specifically from watching interviews of the lone survivor of the yarnel mt fire crew. because he was the ONLY one of 20 to survive. :(((

[monty-glasses-roxy]

I find attempted murder plots a lot more fun than actual murder plots unless said murder is the inciting incident for a mystery, honestly. Someone almost getting Murderized and then having to continually evade the person/make sure it doesn’t happen again/generally deal with the consequences of that are always fun

How does one just come back from almost getting murdered by someone who was once your friend? What do you even do at that point when you’re an animatronic who can’t even leave the building?

In the scenario proposed in previous ask, I don’t think Freddy would’ve expected to re-activate, and he’s probably not so dense as to be clueless on Why they tried to kill him.

I can imagine him like giving back the parts and apologizing once everyone’s back to themselves, but he might’ve thought that his friends were permanently Lost by the time he was accepting the parts/put together where the parts were coming from, especially if they’re going so much against their programming to try and hunt down and kill a child.

(Clarity: Not trying to say you’re writing him wrong or anything, just chiming in with how I see him)

(In reference to this ask and since this is might be something you wanna see @jellycreamjammedart)

Doesn't that make it worse? If he thought they were permanently gone, so much so they would try to kill a child, doesn't that make it worse that none of them could kill him? He looked at them and said they're beyond saving, he thought they would kill this kid no matter what in that state, and when given the chance, the shining moment when they could do the things accused of them, they couldn't do it.

The thing is, does he even know they're virus'd? Does he even know they're gonna kill Gregory? I think with some of their actions, it could be guessed they'd probably hurt him but why would he believe they'd kill? Does he trust them so little he'd jump to that conclusion once they start acting weird?

But this assumption that they'd kill Gregory... isn't it worse if he just assumed they're beyond saving? Yet for some reason, they can apparently save Vanessa? For some reason, he's totally fine? For some reason the only solution is to destroy them? Doesn't it make they fact they couldn't do it to him worse because he'd assumed they could? For assuming all of that and not considering they could be saved, surely if he understands his mistake it just makes everything worse?

Because if you think about it, if he was okay with them being destroyed... what makes him better than what he assumed of them? They couldn't kill him, and yet he was fine with the others possibly being killed. He helped them be destroyed, never sought an alternative solution that could have helped them and assumed they were long gone and beyond saving. Yet, even at their lowest points, even after they have more than enough reason and even after they had Freddy's life completely in their hands like he had theirs, they couldn't do it. They backed out. Or someone stopped them.

Isn't that worse? That they made the decisions they needed him to make? Someone stopped them, like he should have stopped Gregory or someone didn't have the heart to let him die, when he had the heart to let them be destroyed. I can't help but feel that's worse.

#pop rox answers #and yeah buddy I know you're not saying I'm writing him wrong or something #this is all purely discussion! #I don't think he deserves to die or that anyone would kill him but a few might come close maybe #you're so right almost being murdered is much more interesting than murdered especially in this context #fun fact! cause they're animatronics they're a lot harder to kill! #so you could deactivate them in your attempted murder sure #but if you don't destroy those chips? if you don't destroy their memory and their self? #what's stopping them from being reactivated again? what's stopping them from being found? what's stopping them from coming back? #with full knowledge of what you tried to do to them? #very hard to get away with the murder of an animatronic! especially if you're an animatronic and don't know where the chips are stored! #or you didn't know your hardwired programming would physically prevent you from finishing them! #and now the only way to keep them deactivated is to hide them without a trace! #but there's ALWAYS a chance they're gonna be found. there's always a chance the dead will start talking. #your programming has the same limits as everyone else. they can go everywhere you can go. #you may never rest easy again knowing it's only a matter of time... #I guess unless you're Roxy with the high security clearance but she couldn't do it anyway #the doggo has seen too much death to ever cause it herself... #intentionally anyway. #might be really fucking tempted though #anyway!!! yeah!!! that's that!!! #fun!!! #murder is such an interesting topic cause how much would it take to push them to do it? how far can they go without backing out? #how does an animatronic commit an impossible murder? #fun stuff!!

[aflawedfashion]

I wonder if the gang comes together in the finale to print Richie's photos of cops targeting gay men, and they all decide to blow up absolutely everything because they have nothing left to lose now that Constance has control and they choose do the right thing

That would be a good ending

#in the trailer Constance stops the presses on something #everyone runs into the room and it looks like they're up against Tina #but then Tina's in the last shot where joyce says everyone will know what we did #Richie is holding papers that say something about police #Doug's missing from the group but he's in shots with Constance #so he could be on the inside while everyone cause chaos behind the scenes #it's photos of cops brutalizing gay men #this is beyond minx #if the show gets renewed maybe they start a new company #all together #if they start over everyone can be in the positions they want to be in #if everything is gone it's just the six of them and they build what the want #blank slate #the magazine also felt like it got too big so if they're forced to start over it'll bring that underground underdog feel back #wait hold up stop me I'm writing the fanfiction ending I want to see #because if that's what happens I'll accept some of the things I didn't like about the season #it'll pay off #I've been holding out with some of my thoughts to see how the season ends #please let it come together #minx #aff watches minx #minx spoilers

[and-stir-the-stars]

Got the brainworms.

A Nest Torn Empty, the month Mike is away. There are some flavors of trauma that might interestingly suit that scenario. These are just little brainstorms, don't feel like. Compelled to use them lmao

One might fit the idea of being medicalized, poked and prodded. Psych test after psych test, evaluations and therapy as it was in the eighties, possibly by particularly shitty professionals who try to go the therapy version of "bad cop" and INSIST mike is lying just to see if he breaks?

Another might be someone deciding to enact some kind of revenge on Evan's behalf. This could go any number of ways, but I think it would be interesting if someone who has been in Evan's position before decided to try and create some version of "a taste of his own medicine" for Mike, though obviously without the near death bit bc of plotlines etc.

And then there are less obvious things that kind of get left out. Being torn from your family all of the sudden is traumatic. He doesn't know what's going to happen to him, or to his brother and sister. Whether or not he's in another abusive place, the sheer amount of differences could throw him off. All the rules are different, all the people are different. He probably feels very isolated.

(You're giving me ideas for the au where Mike thinks Evan died after they're split up, lmao)

In terms of reactions, I think there might be more of a shutdown than his earlier behavior. If nothing he's doing yields ANY reaction– good or bad– then why bother? I think a lot of it would just lead him to be very tired by the end of it all.

Final aspect that I think would be interesting: as the kids grow up and actually learn to talk about the shitty upbringing they had, I think Mike's month away might fall to the wayside for a while. Nobody else thinks about it; it doesn't come up.

Eventually, though, it does need to be addressed. Maybe it kind of pales in comparison to the bite itself, but the experience still hurt.

(Or disregard all of this! Just brainstorming dhfjdkdksk)

okay first off I think it's so funny that I have to outsource all my "how would Mike react to xyz trauma" stuff to you,, like how dare you know him so well and have so many tantalizing Mike thoughts /honorary /pos

i think my initial idea was more along the lines of like,, Mike keeps insisting that he didn't mean to hurt Evan, but the more the psychiatrists poke and prod and question him, the less certain Mike is.

All of Mike’s claims that "I didn't know that would happen" and "i didn't mean for him to get hurt" and "i didn't want to kill him" are met with stuff like. "So there's no history of you hurting him?" "So Evan hasn't been put in danger by your actions before?" "So this behavior is a recent thing that came out of nowhere?" And just like. General questions that, whether asked out malice or from people genuinely trying to understand if Mike is a danger to himself or others, only serve to highlight in Mike’s mind that maybe he is inherently evil, because every time he swears that he didn't mean it, he's just met with a reminder of all the times he has in fact hurt Evan and others before and with the reminder that he could do it again at any time.

The idea that there are certain "professionals" there who just insist that Mike is lying about not meaning for the Bite in an effort to get him to cave and break???? Oooooh boy. Angsty, I love it. Maybe as time passes and Mike gets more and more frustrated, his "medical treatment" and "psychiatric professionals" just get worse and worse as a result of his lashing out. It starts out with the psychiatrists just trying to be thorough and get a detailed understanding of what happened, and the mere nature of their questioning frays Mike as he interprets their questions as them not believing him. He tells himself that he's crazy for feeling so attacked by them when they're professionals trained to help people, but like. It doesn't make the problem go away. Mike starts lashing out as he feels like they don't believe him. And his lashing out is ofc seen as signs of hostility, leading to worse and worse "treatment" (in both sense of the term), and leading to him being placed with awful "professionals" who blatantly tell him to his face now that he's lying about not meaning to hurt Evan to get Mike to break.

And the whole experience just, like, shreds every sense of faith Mike had in his own judgment. He doesn't know what to do or think anymore, and it doesn't matter anyway, because no matter WHAT he does or thinks it has the same result of people just. Making him feel cruel and evil, like he'll inevitably hurt someone, like he's a monster and has always been a monster and is trying to manipulate everyone here in the psych facility and everyone he's ever known into thinking he's NOT a monster for his own personal gain.

Worst thing is that in Mike’s eyes, these are strangers who don't even know him or know anything about him, and yet they don't NEED to know him to know that he's evil. Mike coming to the conclusion that theres something so fundamentally broken about him that people can PHYSICALLY SEE IT, he reeks of it, it's the first thing people see when they look at him, the ONLY thing people see. People don't even need to know him to see straight into the evil in his heart. Which is only furthered when he goes back home and all these classmates he never talked to before are calling him a murderer, not to mention Liz's ambivalent reaction to seeing him again.

#Like low key there's an ask sitting in my inbox abt how saffron mike would react to smth #And I've just been staring at it like. No idea my guy. I am not the mike expert here. Lmao #Now I'm thinking about mike begging and praying for william to come get him out of this facility #And will not doing so feeds into Mike’s reluctance to trust will later on #And feeds into mikes frustration that will has been so absent #ie the scene where mike freaks out in ch1 of bcoh and he's like. FATHER should be #The one giving ev his meds so he doesn't try ripping his own head off from the pain so WHERE IS HE?? #Like Will just. Consistently does this #Also mike not knowing what's gonna happen to him or liz or evan... #Do the psychiatrists even tell mike whether or not ev is still alive? #Does mike assume that liz is in a psych facility herself? She didn't cause the bite but SHE has been hurting ev too #Does mike wonder if he's ever getting out of here #And then no one in the fam talking about mike's month away!!! #Ur giving me thoughts for a one shot that takes place several years after the bite #With evan begging mike to stop pushing him away #And mike is just. So traumatized not just from going thru this but from no one talking or caring abt it #(On top of his normal trauma abt not wanting to burden/hurt anyone w his issues and not feeling they're important #And and and plus all the time mike spent trying to reach out to ev after the bite only for ev to be so traumatized that he kept #Rejecting mike) that he can't stop holding people at arms length. #A nest torn empty #my brother my wound #tw medical malpractice #Tw child abuse

[roaringroa]

everyday i feel the want to be an aunt grow stronger and stronger

#my oldest bro has always said that he and his gf don't want children #and i respect that obviously i don't say anything to him in regards to that #but... i do selfishly want him to change his mind dlsuagdlasd #they bought an apartment together at the end of last year and were talking about doing rennovations or not and my dad advised him not to do #one in a specific way cause he knows they don't want children but if they change their mind later down the line that rennovation would make #it difficult for the child to have their own room #and they listened and not only did not do the rennovation but also didn't deny the possibility of wanting a child like they've done before #soooo... i'm trying not to hold on that sliver of hope #they're 28 now so i think they're on the age where they're beginning to really seriously think about whether they want to be parents or not #instead of just shutting it down and thinking well that's a decision for later like i do #no matter what they decide they'll have my support and love #but that being said i would absolutely adore to spoil a nephew or niece like i really want to dhasopda #i think that want partially comes from my absolutely awesome uncle that takes so much care of everyone of his nieces and nephews #like he's always played with us a lot but also taught us so many things and still does #like a few years ago he took me and my brothers on a trip and this year he's doing the same for another set of cousins #i have so many memories of going biking with him in the park or even in the city streets or watching him and my little cousins doing plays #in the living room or making ploys with him to scare my older brother or him helping me with my homework #like i really do admire him a lot and i would love to be that person for my own nieces and/or nephews #i think also that i love my brothers so much and i'm so thankful for having them in my life that i want to demonstrate that love #and one way would be to do so by helping take care of their kids #anyway... i've only mentioned my oldest brother cause he is the one who is close in age and life experience to be a dad anytime soon-ish #but i do think my middle brother wants kids someday it's just that he's 23 now in med school and not dating anyone #so it prob will take a long time if he does have kids someday #(also i think i want to be a mom too... of course will have to think it seriously when the time comes especially considering i'm a lesbian #so i will have to do it through ivf and there's a lot to consider but i do feel that instinct within me) #but all of that is still faraway in the future dsadhas #and the conclusion is please give me a baby to show love to @ my brother and his girlfriend that i adore #like seriously i love that woman she and my brother are so similar and fit so well and she's funny and gave me her old kpop albums lol #we're literally going to a paramore concert together just us two next month i'm so excited doapds #my post

[sheliesshattered]

I’m just so tired

#things with my dad are getting significantly worse. with terminal brain cancer that's pretty much the only direction things can go #but his mental state is deteriorating quickly. multiple massive brain tumors will do that to you but now it's accelerating #I described it to one of my siblings that it's like Dad's mind is a big jigsaw puzzle and for a year now it's been clear that #the once-whole puzzle is breaking into pieces. for awhile the pieces were still pretty big and he could still carry on a conversation well #he might not remember it 15 minutes later but get him talking about an old memory or something he's an expert on and he could just go on #I've been calling him twice a week for months now. since Mom first suggested we work on writing a book together #in the month since we decided to give that up as a lost cause Dad has gotten noticeably worse. he's gone from losing his train of thought #to talking complete nonsense in a scrambled combination of old memories and things he once read about -- smaller and smaller puzzle pieces #and as things have taken a downward term I know from talking to Mom separately that Dad is also having a lot of trouble with basic self care #balance and bathing and eating and knowing where he is and all kinds of things. all of which is made worse by his memory problems #and by the fact that he outweighs my mom by a good 100lbs. so when he fell in the tub and couldn't get himself out she had to call for help #had to have a church friend who is more than a foot taller than her drive over to help maneuver my dad out of the bathtub #he's also getting obstinate and angry and saying that my mom and my nb sibling who lives with them are the ones with mental problems #all of which means I think they're going to need in-home healthcare ASAP. if not a round-the-clock facility. it's coming sooner or later #but Dad still hasn't officially retired so he's still on his own insurance which apparentlydoesn't have any coverage for that sort of thing #so Mom has to get him to file the paperwork to officially retire and then get him on her insurance. hopefully without a huge confrontation #and I feel like we're running out of time. that he's going to need that care before all the paperwork has time to clear once its started #I feel like we've been barely surviving horrific river rapids and now I'm the ONLY one pointing out that there's a massive waterfall coming #ignoring it won't make it go away or take longer to get here. it'll just hit us with even fewer preparations in place #I have enlisted the help of siblings so hopefully we can convince Mom of the importance of getting the paperwork started #but Mom is so mired in her own grief and busy with work (and she can't quit bc of the health insurance) and unable to get the help she needs #that it's tricky to bring up any of this sort of thing in a helpful way. and all the while Dad is getting worse #meanwhile I'm trying to deal with my own grief and manage my own chronic health situation. and still call Dad twice a week just to chat #and holy hell I'm just so TIRED

[this-doesnt-endd]

why is everybody taking mike saying his life began when he found el to mean that he just straight up hates will like? its like all im seeing but like idk i just dont think thats what he meant like he was trying to get el to fight also this like whole thing were people are like mike is the fucking worst person alive he just shoulda died cause his character is gone like idk i feel like this is mike and the way him and will are these days doesnt seem that like abnormal to me like they have been best friends since they were young and theres never a time where theyre like we arent friends anymore, idk mike just has never seemed the person to pour his heart out, also like theyre in the worst growing pains of friendship. highschool, one has a girlfriend, one is figuring out who they are, one moved away, like i dont think mike doesnt care about will, will cares more outwardly cause thats just how he's been, also like personally i feel like its setting up for season 5 like this all started with will and i think in some sense its gonna end with will and theyre gonna be able to bridge them back together to be as close as they were in season one, like theres always been this thread of friendship and love being what save them and i feel like theyre working towards that and are gonna bring it full circle in the end

#also like i get why people are upset about will not coming out #cause they did say it would be addressed and it kinda was kinda wasnt #but i feel like s5 will very much be about will and i think they want to unfold everything with will slowly #but i saw no point where byler was happening #like i did not ever see it happening that will comes out to mike and mike is like i feel completely the same i love you and theyre a thing #like i think theyre going to have the situation of will coming out and like telling mike that but i think its going to be about will #learning that his family and friends still love him completely and like unconditionally #like i see them having mike make a speech about how will is friend always and forever like after everything #they will always be friends nothing will ever change that and he will always be there for them #i want them to bring them back to this s1 level of friendship #and i think thats like another thing that will worries about cause throughout the season we see will fixated on the idea #of him and all his friends staying how they were playing dnd and just being kids cause like after every trauma will went through #he knew thats what he was coming back to his friends and they're games and them just having this simple happy time together #and theyre still friends but lots has changed so quickly and like it makes total sense for will to want to stay where he his but he cant #and i think all of that ontop of how he feels and worrying about if thats okay and if he can truly be who he is and this fear #or losing that losing his friends completely for being himself is just horrific to him and eats him alive #and theres going to need to be this big changing like make or break moment where will know without a shadown of a doubt #his friends are here for him and love him and will fight for him and go looking for him #and thats obvi gotta come from mike cause theyve been together and been best friends since day one

[yilingbee]

since apparently my mind can't shut up about it but i need a scene where we see kinn teaching porsche how it is to be with a man intimately, like this is the first time he's ever been with a man sexually and tbh porsche doesn't strike me as a guy that knows that much about how gay sex works, so he's entirely clueless when he begins his relationship with kinn and only has his experience with women to guide him (which isn't much help)

and i need to see that clumsiness and inexperience reflected in their relationship (like you're telling me porsche gave a perfect blowjob in that helicopter??? nah, i don't buy it, they've been together too short of a time for that to be believable)

like i need a scene where kinn has to guide him and tell him what to do next, have that vulnerability shown, and look it doesn't have to be in the middle of sex, they can just talk about it, maybe kinn brings up the posibility of bottoming and they talk how that would work, what kinn likes and what porsche would do in that position to take care of him, i just need something

#kinnporsche #like it's not even 10am yet and this is what's on my mind 😭 #like hell they can even air it as a sidestory #like it can even be just a conversation they have in bed before going to sleep #porsche's insecurities coming out and asking kinn if he's doing alright cause maybe they HAVEN'T talked about it bc so far it's been good #but now the more they grow comfortable around each other and the more they trust and love each other #all those vulnerabilities will start to come to the surface bc they're ready to face them #and kinn will reassure porsche he's amazing and will ask where this is coming from and porsche will say 'youre the only man ive been with' #'idk if what im doing is right or frankly idk anything of what im doing #and kinn will be all 'okay ask me anything what do you want to know' #and at first it will be awkward bc ofc it is but slowly but surely porsche's questions won't be stuttered #and with each question and answer he gets he will grow more comfortable and confident to ask kinn all these thoughts he has #bc u can bet my man has questions like a shitton of them he's a himbo for god's sake #(maybe there's even an anatomy lesson in there as well bc porsche might still be fighting some feelings over how much he likes being fucked #like there are SOOOOOOO many possibilities and i just want every single one #i'm a greedy bitch alright 😭

[pathsofoak]

I have no idea where it came from but for some reason the natural progression of my fic has caused Thomas to be the younger brother(tm) of the group not counting Chuck

#I mean the others except for Gally ARE canonically older according to the wiki #and Thomas is starting to realize how strong WCKD really is and how small they all really are #like he feels much more like a child (in a vulnerable way) in this point of the story #than the others do because they let Newt hover over them like a mother hen and also they're together much more #not that they don't miss the same constant of support and care #this IS a found-family focused story still #but anyway Thomas's arc is a bit more moved toward the beginning of the story since he's not really there in the second half #so he realizes WCKD is too big to ever defeat or properly survive sooner than the others #I think I like how passive the end is in a way #like the kids all fight for their lives sure but they can't fight for their freedom and they know it #so they just fight to make WCKD's job as miserable as it can be because they'll be hurt anyway #that's where the end starts #because that desperation and anger is exactly what causes them to take the risk of taking the chance when someone DOES come #but the actual part where they get out is taken care of for them #I think I just like the hopefulness of 'someone will come and help you' #I mean them all fighting like hell and surviving is cool and I like it #but honestly the most important part is they survive and there are people out there that take it from there #like they're not alone like they were in the books #idk the found-family potential of the movieverse right arm is just so high #and I'm taking it to the max I guess #the point of their arcs is they're WILLING to fight for themselves #they don't have to succeed #not all on their own #it's their willingness that's crucial to their escape. Not physical strength or intelligence in any way #they don't have to solve a puzzle or destroy the enemy. They just have to trust themselves enough to believe they deserve to try to last

[duskgryphon]

so how’s everyone elses saturday evening going huh

#gryph.txt #soooooooo many thoughts lmao #the fucking ending first of all #hot damn #but like #okay no 'cause when i was rewatching the series last week in prep for the finale the. line where it's like. only a titan can free the colle #ctor. my thought was literally. oh then what if the titan imprisoned them in the first place #dunno if that's been brought up before but oh boy was it right #confirmation that caleb was wittebro's name. wait didn't flapjack suggest the name that means flapjack told hunter to call himse #OUGH #NO #HATE THAT #okay #and then belos seeing caleb's palisman and hunter and screaming his name #like that felt like he was legit reminded of his brother/thought hunter was his brother 'cause he literally said #hunter looked the most like him #also funny thing #first off the collector gender as fuck second off they're literally like. not far off my fucking owl house sona #for fun one i mean. love a good powerful being that comes from fuck knows where #really only th. the being part #you know #also can we talk about how the collector has the power to manipulate matter. fucking. SPACE. damn that motif is everything huh #literally not putting this in the tag it's just me rambling #okay byyyyyyyyeeeee

[seventh-district]

tag limit my beloathed... continuing my analysis of my potentially Sun x Moon coded ships here ↓

#Seven.txt #tag limit can't stop me cause i'll just make another post #anything to avoid having to put all my thoughts in the body of a post. too scary. #i like the illusion of speaking softly in privacy that talking in the tags provides me #anyways where were we #when i say Sun x Moon coded i'm not referring to Sun & Moon the FNaF characters. although they are definitely a prime & on the nose example #i just mean.. light & dark. upbeat & downbeat. loud & quiet. opposites. y'know? you know. #they don't even have to be blonde hair x black hair honestly. although that def helps. just personality can be enough #like. okay. i'm thinking about Jesus and Daryl. from TWD. don't laugh at me. hey. listen. #i think they could count on personality alone. like yeah visually theyre both. Brown. but Jesus is so chaotic and sunny! #at least compared to Daryl.. and i mean if u wanna get problematic with it you could replace Jesus with Beth but. eeeeeeh #i don't really ship them? they were definitely Something and S4EP12 is my favorite for a Reason but its not bc i ship them #not sexually at least. it's hard to ship Daryl with anyone sexually. for me. but i don't think it's romantic either #they're some secret third thing. whatever it is i think it's got a Sun x Moon dynamic nonetheless! okay uhhh who else... #not Shigaraki and Dabi popping up in my head.. the hell. i'm really scraping the bottom of the ship barrel now #neither of them are Sun coded in the slightest. where did that thought come from. anyways uhhh... OH #what about Karlach and Astarion!? ohhhh yeah yeah yeah i think she's Sun-coded in a fiery sense. and he's def Moon-coded #in spite of the white hair lmao. ohhh and the way he misses being in the sun??? do u see where im going with this. do u see my vision #okay who else. Dew and Rain??? fire and water... i think they could fit. but Dew being Sunny in the more fiery sense like Karlach #if i wanted to get real self-indulgent i could talk about Venti and Saoirse. they're deeefinetly Sun and Moon coded. which tracks lmao #of course my most dearly beloved permanent and personal ship is Sun & Moon coded. of course it is. Saoirse is just as Moon-coded as i am #obviously. even more actually cause they look the way i Want to look. and then Venti is def Sun-coded when we look at the mask he wears #which he hardly ever drops. so. it's almost permanent he's so committed to the bit. when he does drop it he's... hm. hmm. #he's too complex to fit it in these tags lmao. i best stop before i make myself wanna pick Heaven In Hiding back up #to circle back around to the podcast that started it all i suppose i'd be remiss not to mention Martin and Jon #they're very Sun & Moon methinks. at least the version of them that i've gathered from S1 and fanart/posts/spoilers #but doesn't Martin get... sucked into the Lonely or smthn. ohohoho perhaps the Sunny thing is just a front. like Venti! hm #many thoughts. head full of ships rn. but alas i'm hungry and running out of tags again so i'm gonna stop here #thanks for coming to my TED talk on Sun & Moon coded ships. i hope u learned as much about me as i've learned abt myself tonight #gonna go post the next chapter of AEIWNF. make food. and uhhh... rotate Gerry in my mind some more lets be honest here