#dont say things u cant stand for

[bunnihearted]

im the one society marked as avoidant yet im always the only one who wanna fucking talk things thru. y'all are a fkn joke!!! im sry but u rlly are 💀 im the avoidant one. the one scared of conflict nd afraid of talking.... yet im always the one staying and begging to talk while the other one just leaves or is a wall nd refuses to talk abt it 😹😹😹😹😹

#im sick nd tired of it #sooooo many ppl say they wanna talk #nd blah blah fucking blah #it's never ever true #!!!!! im so sick of ppl jesus fucking christ #im sick of society telling ME im the sick one the distubed one #im the one w a personality #w a personality disorder lmao*** #yet every one else are x100000 more avoidant than me #it's a joke!!!!!! absolutely fucking ridiculous #i barely have patience w ppl anymore bc all they do is blah blah blah but 1% of what they say is actually true #yeah yeah blah blah you're just wasting air atp maybe just stfu #dont say things u cant stand for #god im so fucking angry like????? why is it so hard for y'all to fucking TALK. say what u mean!! say what u wanna!!!! #talk things our instead of running away like a dumb fkn coward everytime smth gets a bit tough #or it's more like everyone have these extremely high nd uttainable expectations nd demands of u #nd if u dont live up to them suddenly you're trash nd they dont even want to talk abt things #bc you're not the perfect little thing they made up in their head #ugh fucking yikes people are so incredibly infuriating #i wish i could just find my ONE person nd then just go off nd be w them nd not bother w everyone else jfc #ok i obvi cant speelll when im angry whatever

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying #shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl #in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated #bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not #her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet #so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive #personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd #compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from #happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is #like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil #not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am #barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me #and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them #but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and #thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard #to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds #nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of #brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but #that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer #defying the stats but for how much longer? #i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it #i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else #excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things #unrelated #ed mention #i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama #bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]

[nyukyusnz]

BRO PPL R WEIRDDDDDD

warning: rant in the tags (p0rn mention, cheating, lowk js smth fucked up)

#so i was watching this tiktok ryt ryt #and its just this girl talking abt how watching prn is cheating and yeah and all #some guy in the comments #said he watched it in a RELATIONSHIP bc his girl wouldnt send ????? thats like what the fuck #he said if she wont someones gotta do it like no??? #thats just basically saying since ur gf wont fuck u youll fuck someone else #cause thats js watch watching it is #youre imagining fucking someone else and its like okay maybe ur thinking of ur partner but you arent SEEING IT #ure seeing someone elses body and all so youre actually thinkin of the other person and it doesnt matter what u say its how itll always be #thats how it works #its what ur seeing so its what ure imagining #esp if ur partner isnt remotely similar to the person ur looking at #sorry ik this is disgusting and all but i felt like talking about it bc its fucked up lowk i cant stand how sum ppl are #.... #;; quiet down! ;; #if you dont wanna see these typa things block that tag<3 #this might be a rlly weird subject for me to be on but i saw it on tt and i wanted to bring it up cus its so wrong #;; the chatz! ;;

[hotsugarbyglassanimals]

i know im not breaking new ground for saying legend of korra is disappointing but so much of the series is genuinely off putting to me. the setting, the tone, how the narrative tortures korra it feels like

which is a shame because I love korra as a character (even if her writing isn't The best at times). but there are so many aspects of the show I don't like. fuck there's so many characters in the show I dont even like either

#says a lot how even when im not rewatching atla in its entirety i enjoy watching clips of it from time to time or analysis videos on whats #good about the show... #i have not touched TLOK since i watched the show finale when it aired #i cant stand mako. i dont even really like bolin much either #i feel like the biggest aspect of TLOK that holds it back is the fact that it wanted to be more 'mature' #ignoring the fact that the og series -was- quite mature. as in it knew when to take itself seriously! TLOK has a superficial idea of- #-maturity it feels like. like 'ohhh ohhhhh look we showed an airbender do killing isnt that cool!!" what the fuck EVER #I DONT CARE. i dont care when it feels like a slog to get thru the show and when u add things that mess w/ the allure - #- of the og show. I dont WANT to know how the first avatar came to be or why the spirit world exists #THE MYSTIQUE WAS WHAT MADE IT SO APPEALING #THE EXISTENCE OF BENDING WAS EXPLAINED BY PEOPLE OBSERVING NATURE AND IMITATING IT. OR BEING TAUGHT SPECIFIC ANIMALS #NOT BECAUSE OOHH LOOK THE LION TURTLES GAVE IT TO PPL TO TRAVERSE THE SPIRIT WILDS.... lame!! LAME!! #im angrier about this than i need to be lmao #the whole lion turtle thing just sounds like the show runners felt insecure about the finale of the OG series lol

[lovsome]

am i so hard to care about?

#i need to vent and i know u guys cant stand me because i can feel it (and certainly from the anon hate) but i think im gonna have an ulcer #if i dont put this out somewhere #SH s*icide tw !!!!! #i need some advice or opinions because i feel like im losing it #i dont understand why my friends cant care about me #i know !!! i know i seem out of touch and insane because i say this so often and the question to someone reading would come natural: maybe #it is just ur perception…. maybe u suck ass as a friend too #and i do ponder about that!!!!!! i take those possibilities into consideration i do. and i genuinely dont think i suck as a friend. i always #check in. if they seem off i ask how they feel. i ask updates on their stuff. i dont think i deserve this tbh #but especially when i am struggling they just disappear #like even when i reach out and let them know im doing bad. they clearly read my measages and choose to ignore them #these are supposed to be my best friends #these days ive been so bad. and trigger warning again #i just feel so suicidal and i have been hurting myself in the desperate attempt to cope and manage these thoughts #and i dont tell them these things #i dont share the details because 1) it is too much to dump on someone and 2) they dont show any interest even on the surface level of my #problems so i just wouldnt tell them the deeper issues #i am just in so much pain. and i also feel a lot of anger because of their behavior. i feel so so hurt by it. so many years of this going on #of them just not even acknowledging my struggles while i was in the midst of them and trying still to support them and be there for e #whatever they had going on. and getting nothing in return #i hate that i feel so angry but i do. and ive been swallowing this anger and pain for so long i feel it eating my insides #even my therapist doesnt understand why i am friends with people that dont care about me #i dont know what i should do #i want to say something #actually i already talked about this to one of them one year ago exactly and i told her all these things and she just said she didnt know #why i was ignored. and then still kept being a part of it #the thing is i am so upset and my mental health is so so so bad. i am supposed to spend new years eve with them in two days but i dont know #how i can do that feeling like this #but if i speak to them about it i think it will also ruin the mood #if someone has any thoughts or advice it would be very welcome….

[sentofight]

ooc. magic vs alchemy thread when?? aside from that, i wanna think more about older edward. traveling further and into a different direction from Al makes me cry a little bit. like, they haven't been away for a long time (lets not talk about THAT moment thank you very much). he'd most likely be defaulted to papa ed mode XD maes hughes raised him well ok?

#ooc.| faty speaks #[sometimes i wonder how i dont write him more even tho fma is my one and only an/ime #[it is a religious thing to rewatch 2003 every year even like the last 20 episode just for the pain #[man 03 wounded me like nothing ever did #[with my still teen english skills i was like hold on whats happening they use some big words let me search--HES WHAT #[help me lord i was traumatized. but it was fine cuz nothing could make me sad after what we dont say his name did #[funnily we were watching feriririsomething anime i cant write it #[and the tall guy with glassess...her...something man XD listen. names escape me for a while then i remember #[my brother was like that guy is sus. / me: what because he wears glasses? are you dissing my people? *fix glasses* #[brother: oh yea name a GOOD glasses guy #[me: WELL!!!!!!... MAES HUGHES HUH!!!!!!??? hes the best!!! ..... #[two seconds pass by: and shu tucker XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD and we both laughed hysterically. i proved his point sadly. #[liiiiiiiiisten..i stand with my bespectacled homies we shall rise #[when u get stuck in a game world u wont find shiro to help you #[anway time to blame wars for the post weeeeeeeeeee

[honexjams]

everyone who's disabled one way or another and simply has to keep going to work no matter how devistating it is on your body and/or mind, I see you and I love you. that shit is so rough and you're an absolute trooper for keepin it pushin

#talkin.555 #disability #cfs #i tell myself this every day #i dont even have a diagnosis for whatevers goin on w me but some type of way #my legs bad my heart bad my anxiety is present which it never rlly was as a teen n shit so like #something #def is going on #my personal theory is cfs but goddamn do i not have the energy to schedule a dr appt #and i brought it up to my pcp and he was like #first of all u ducked out on the last 3 appts so bringing up a whole xtra thing is like not sumn im equipped to address #which is understandable #but also he was like nah ur prolly fine just get more sleep #like dawg #ive tried every sleep schedule feasably possible for weeks at a time each to self test if i can manage anything better that way #and Now that ive exhausted my personal efforts to self doctor i am coming to you and u just say #nah prolly not #like mf i am livid #i cant stand for more than 10 mins without limping and i have a series of quitting jobs i liked because i couldnt handle the physical strain #of standing up for 8 hrs #im always groggy my brain foggy my hearing slow and i cant move like a 21 yo usually does like #there is something wrong and he didnt even give me time of day #like sorry i gave u an extra hour off a few times the past few months but like i am miserable and wanna know #Any way to at least help #lotta tags #sorry abt the rant im just #a commie and dont think a 40 hr work week is good anyway #and ive been progressively getting worse with my Exertion Tolerance for bout 3 years now #like i would love at least a finger in the right direction #from a med professional

[yooniesim]

Collective and final post should've just been an apology and a promise to do better. But I guess that's just too much to hope for.

#ceci speaks #nonsims #text #delete later #definitely shouldnt have had more lies and easily disproven claims in it tsk tsk #and continuing to insult the people triggered #shows absolutely 0 remorse not that i expected any better #you didnt say one damn thing you did wrong not one #you couldnt even admit or say sorry for ONE thing #i said sorry for my stupid ass meme reference joke which was dumb of me and was the only leg u had to stand on #which ur tryin to spin as me being anti asian with covid which is fucking stupid considering #i am asian too u stupid fuck and i had patients calling me corona and ch**nk and not wanting me to tend to them before they fucking died #i know about covid racism against us very fucking well #i dont need a statistic to tell me about it bc i was knee deep in ppe trying to get blood from ppl that blamed me for it existing #i watched people die from covid for three years straight i know it all fucking well #and yet i still apologized bc the joke was in poor taste and i feel bad it was misconstrued and hurt others #you cant even apologize to the people you hurt bc youre too focused on not being wrong about anything #you can delete the posts if u wanna theyre already there #in screenshots #i tried to get you to stop for over a week and you wouldnt leave me alone #i refused to mention your name for days and you kept insulting me and mentioning me over and over again #and you had the nerve to call other ppl stalkers just because they shared ur cc in a cc finds channel #now you're trying to talk nice #or nice enough that someone might feel sorry for you after you showed your entire ass for a week #i dont feel sorry for you one bit #not after all the bullshit you said that youre trying to delete now that ppl found it #too late #eat shit #negative #im done for the night goodnight and sorry everyone

[bhalspawn]

if im honest i like king alistair w a warden queen! theyre happy ur honor!!!

#ACTUALLY im taking over the wardens story now. looking for a cure to the calling? whatre u talking abt #theyre supposed to have 30 years or so!!!!! granted alistair has only been a warden for 6 months or so when he says that but #and maybe joining during a blight also speeds up the taint but actually it doesnt ive decided. theyre FINE #anyway. alistair is fine bc of the therein bloodline ig? like how fiona is cured somehow bc of it #and.... dare i say.......... #They Have A Child Sir. everything's a okay #ugh but the thing w morrigan. can u imagine wanting a child but knowing its unlikely to happen while one of u has one w a woman they cant #stand and the other still feels incredibly hurt #bc of the fact the morrigan knows the whole time #and i get it!!! morrigan is young and her mother is Flemeth and this is what she's been told to do and she becomes friends w the warden #knowing this so like. i see how torn she must be #she calls her a SISTER while knowing this and i can see it must tear at her but how can you just tell them that #oh it hurts. oh its bitter #i mean the betrayal of howe and then loghain has to make morrigans seem much harsher than it really is #and i dont think of it as really a betrayal from an objective pov but in the situation its already a lot what w the landsmeet and the news #that a warden has to die #i mean its all got to hit hard. there's no way ANYONES comin out of this in a healthy headspace #alistair thinks of his son he will never meet and rhia thinks of a stepson she never wants to meet and UGH. #i think they shouldve handled the whole thing differently. like morrigan should speak to both wardens instead of one #when u speak to just the hof and they have to go to romanced alistair it seems. unfair #ANYWAY!!!! IM NORMAL ABOUT IT #wytxt

[mmmmuffins]

.

#sometimes i cannot stand some relatives #for context my parents immigrated to another country before they had me and my sister so the norms and beauty standards are also different #and maybe I should remember that #but i called my older cousin and grandma today #my cousin is about three years older #but she is always always patronising me and my sister and treating us way younger than we are #anyway the first thing she did when she picked up the call was to make a face at my hair #and then when i said i liked it she brushed it off by saying its okay you are at home! dont need to look nice #i #and my skin. always about my skin #'you cant wear sleevless things if you have amrks bah blha blah why dont u put something on your face' #ughhhhhh this is why i hate video calls and i hate calling relatives #like. i always get so much shit for my hair from my family #understandably my parents and my relatives grew up in another country but #leave me and my gay little haircut alone omg #it isnt even that its layered or ugly their probem is that its too short #dont tempt me i will shave it off next #wtfffffffffff i dont want to look feminine leave me be #you could at least. have a little tact idk #my father i love him so much but he is always dropping his hurtful opinions when i dont ask #and he will end the sentence by saying 'it's just my opinion it's okay if you dont agree' like he didnt just insult my entire physical #appearance 😭😭😭 #i dont fucking want long hair leave me be why wont they ever understand taht #making me feel like im 16 again

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#sometimes u have a day thats just so. i cant even. its seems 2023 is my year of rage #directionless rage. i guess im mad at me but instead of being directed inward it just goes out into empty space #im just fucking. im at my saturation point #its a good thing i stopped taking measurements yesterday and went to the store tomorrow bc im so fucking #mostly bc i noticed a problem with the code for a paper that is fucking less than a day away from being locked in on acceptance #and now its like fucking i have to go through and change a lot and im also less than 48hrs away from another massive project starting #that will occupy my whole fucking waking nightmare of a life. so its a good thing im level headed. its a good thing i can accept my fuck #ups with honestly. bc im so fucking. ive had it. im up to fucking here with everything and i just want it to be done #im fucking full of bitterness and black bile and i want to break things. and whose fault is it? fucking mine #bc im too fucking exhausted constantly all the time to fucking pay attention to what im doing and notic that a fucking function isnt #working properly. fuck u fuck u fuck u. so what r we gonna do abt it? #idk well see what my boss says. i already texted her that news and its good bc at least i caught it but god its so fucking irritating #god. will i b told off for this? maybe. i probably deserve it. haha if so that will send me for an absolute tailspin. i cannot stand to #feel ive done something wrong. even when i kno i have. last time i had a total freakout meltdown and made v bad choices and that wasnt even #this bad. so its a good thing im currently fairly stable bc the desire to make bad choices is very strong #im just so sick and tired of everything and i want to let things implode bc im vindictive against myself. but we must not do that we must #be reasonable. so idk we may have to withdraw the paper. whatever i dont give a fuck. itll get accepted elsewhere. i dont fucking care #leave me alone to dissolve into the dirt and set my data ablaze to be helpful to no one. erase my Prospective impack. i don't fucking care #anyway today sucked. i might have to stay up all night trying to fix this. ensuring that i fuck up the start of the looming project yayyyyy #i hate it here. i stopped having fun over a year ago #itll b fine. im just fucking. im full im impotent rage #unrelated

[lebrookestore]

feelings are so complex

#its funny in a way yk #because like on one end of the spectrum theres this person that was supposed to be my best frien #but she ended up manipulating me and doing some really shitty things and will be all nice to my face but talk shit behind my back #and honestly she can be a terrible horrible person and has hurt another close friend of mine really badly #and i want to hate her so badly #and i think part of me does hate her because being around her now just drains me of my energy and i suck at being fake about people #but at the same time i loved her at one point bc she was my best friend and i cant just let that go?? #and she's going through a lot so i just feel sad for her #so like i cant hate her if im sympathetic and its just weird idk man #i want to hate her but i cant #like i feel awful ab the shit she's going thru but that doesnt excuse the crappy human being she's being but i feel like a bad person #holding her accountable for that bc of how much she's going thru and like why why WHY is it like this why is it not in black n white #then on the other end of the spectrum there are feelings that like im kind of terrified off but like #i underestimated just how easily those type of feelings can blossom #is this me talking about the L word? yes. 🧍🏻‍♀️ #i thought that falling in love per se would be like. way more work way more time etc etc #but apparently not? its oddly simply? but at the same time admitting it is like oh okay what #and therefore its like u gotta take time to figure yourself and it out and then like #like you dont really realize it until you're standing in the midst of it #man i dont even know what this post is lmfao 😭 i quite frankly dont even know what im saying right now i am just putting my thoughts out #into the abyss because i gotta put it somewhere #goodbye and goodnight now #brooke rambles

[cruelsister-moved2]

what you eat has an impact on the environment thats just a fact. how u choose to mitigate that might be trying to use locally sourced produce, it might be growing your own, it might be reducing meat intake, it might be supporting community food initiatives, it might just be buying un-packaged produce or avoiding out-of-season fruit, or maybe ur not in a position to do anything. but stop fucking listening to people who tell you that the other regular people who choose to do a different thing from this list than you do are the enemy to distract you from who’s really creating the problem. if you spend more time railing at vegans than you do at monsanto and cargill and ADM then you’re literally falling into the same trap as someone who makes 40k and complains about the minimum wage being increased

#a lot of u guys are straight up brainwashed and think its really leftist somehow who else cringed #DISCLAIMER this is not to say white vegans dont do stupid racist things #but to argue that white vegans are not more racist as a group than like other white people #like. have the same reaction when indigenous land is taken over for animal agriculture #i think its very weird and sad to make it a competition rather than recognising corporate food production as the shared proble #and if u actually care abt farmers then get mad at john deere lol #i cant stand the either/or thing w vegetarianism/veganism #when someones like oh ur vegetarian to mitigate the impact on the environment?? ummm what about [vegetable that can be farmed unethically]?? #girl do you not fucking eat vegetables??get help #also so many of them are just not true like the quinoa thing is sooo annoying because its not true #no one even knows exactly what they think is wrong with quinoa theyre just lke umm isnt it bad #actually one of the biggest concerns quinoa farmers have is that the fad won't last and then they'll be plunged into poverty #and the soy thing everyone repeats okay well again. vegans arent responsible for the majority of soy consumption but also #consumption literally accounts for like 5% of soy production #most of it is for ANIMAL FEED and biofuels. #the same applies to like vegans who get mad at people who buy locally sourced meat etc etc but tahts not what i see on this website #i mean anyone whos getting mad at regular ppl over literally trying to do something good for the environment is an idiot

[lovsome]

just gonna vent for a sec please dont mind me

#…………………………. #i just need to put some thoughts out in the universe because i cant stand them anymore inside of me #sh tw #i feel like such a failure and a stupid piece of shit #i have so much anger inside of me #i dont feel it much usually but some days i just feel this violent need to scream my lungs out #and then if things get worse the urge changes if u know what i mean #and i have been feeling so isolated and not even misunderstood tbh because people just dont seem to care about almostanything thats about me #and i just cant help somehow reaching the conclusion that there must be something wrong with me. im just not worth caring about #and i tell myself that thats okay but its not and im not okay and my hatred for myself just gets worse and worse #not only for that but because i keep feeling disappointed with people and i cant find the courage to say shit #and all of these feelings in my head converge into one thing at the end of the day #and i couldnt help it tonight #i tried but i was physically unable to stop thinking about it #and so i gave in after almost two months of being able to resist #and it was bad #i dont panic often when i do this because i know my limits but tonight i went too far and i panicked and i just spent an hour sobbing in the #bathroom and feeling stupid and sorry for myself #what a stupid life

[thattimdrakeguy]

I’m gonna sound like a prick, but I genuinely find the fact that Tim’s big queer reveal going the way it has to be insulting. Like I keep trying to put nicer ways to say it. But honestly in the end I just find it fucking insulting how Bernard has been reduced to a fucking stereotype in every story but Travis Moore’s addition. And having Tim’s relationship with him be talked about in a way that almost feels like he used him to figure it out, while talking about his ex in a way that comes across like they’re talking down Bernard’s relationship with Tim to a level that doesn’t matter as much as his past romance for the sake of a ship rather than natural development given other things is also insulting.

Like I never flat out say it much anymore, but the main reason I harp on what Bernard looks like is because I cannot believe that no one is fucking bothered by the Bat-Family’s queer representation being partly a pre-conceived character being shrunk into the stereotype of a twink. And past that, barely ever show up in the majority of the stories supposedly about their relationship. I'm at a point where I wonder why they even bothered using Bernard. It's practically not even him besides bizarrely the guy who isn't writing Tim's ongoing story. That hurts.

I don’t damn feel represented. I feel like I’m being talked down to. Like the second story not having him was weird enough, but him being a background item to the stories, like set decoration or a plot device, to two stories in a row by the same writer just feels condescending.

The ship is held up by fans who went out of their way to learn more about Bernard, while we only have one freaking short story about them in the comics. And he's barely in that too!

It’s been MONTHS now. How come we can barely reach bare minimum?

#and i hate hate hate hate hate saying it cuz i know people love it and i really dont wanna take it away from them #its why i never outright say it #But just realizing how little they matter when it meant so much to me is feeling like its killing me #LIKE IT WAS SO EXCITING DESPITE CERTAIN THINGS #and ut has some of the most consistently amusing next posts in the fandom #But dammit I just cant stand how the actual comics handle it #WE DESERVE BETTER THAN THIS #like this isnt just typical me not liking certain things #Im actually just offended #Breadcrumbs for over half a year??? #like r u fucking serious that is crazy #AND FOR FUCKS SALE WHY DOES HE LOOK SO STEREOTYPICAL #he looks like Babs gay friend in that awful Killing Joke adaptation for fucks sake #ITS THE SAME HAIR #He already existedand they draw Tim draw Tim so damn well #its so onpoint #Why can only Travis Moore draw his signature expressions HIS vibe #HOW DID HE WRITE THE BEST REPRESENTATION #COMPARED TO THE MAIN WRITER #that is wack #And I get the whole Steph was his ex #But fucks sake not everything needs to be dictated by the fandom #We are missing out on heartfelt genuine emotion for empty HUSKS that look sweet on the outside #and i know its at least a bit selfish #again i dont want to take it away from ANYONE #But for me its devastating cuz of how I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW it cpuld be so much better

[zulemmita]

i’m reading malibu rising, and i want to kick mick riva in the nuts

#FUCK U FUCK U FUCK U ALSJSKSHDJDVDHDB #I DESPISE HIM SO MUCH HOLY SHIT #i’m only like a a quarter into the book and i hate him so much its insane #every single of his thoughts and povs made me cringe and irk and just scream in disbelief #oh nooo. the women were throwing at him !! u dont understand. what was he supossed to do ??? :(( #YEAH. FUCK YOU #i was not fond of him since the seven husband but MY GOD #this bitch. i cant stand him #M E N . FUCKING MEN #anyway #i’m enjoying this book a lot. and i’m pretty sure is gonna make me cry lmao #but its a book from this woman. so whats new #malibu rising #mick riva #taylor jenkins reid #books #things i say