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not0a0mundane · 1 year
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Mama Luna is a blessing but honestly? 1 litter box for that amount of cats? Poor kitties
Series: 1 2 3 4
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Phil: 1, 6, 9, 13, and 19
Techno: 5, 17, 20, and 32
Wilbur: 2, 5, 12, 19, and 29
Philza:
1. Canon I outright reject
I... don't think there is anything I outright reject. I mean, if the emduo betrayal had ended up happened, I'd reject that. But that didn't happen. So I guess this is a rare instance of we're all good.
6. Worst personality trait
what are we even talking about he is literally the Perfect Man. having said that him and his entire bloodline could learn to communicate. Not that I'm complaining too much. After all, most of my Phil whump projects rely on Angst and No Communication
9. Scene that first made me love (or hate) the character
Gonna be honest, it was the birb-ness that first drew me in. And after that I lingered a little while on the "he's okay, I guess" area before falling hard and fast into favorite character territory. I honestly don't know when the shift was made tho, maybe after just seeing more of him?
13. Dumbest thing they’ve ever done
probably has semi-intentionally cut off an extremity before as a result of sheer curiosity.
19. Vices/bad habits
I mean, this man has plenty. in the seen canon we know this man does not deal with Anything. Master of repression. Also the whole food thing. If we carry over from the OSMP then we get the gapple thing. If we carry over from Birbness then he probably has self-maiming issues when under enough stress. I could go on.
Technoblade:
5. Best personality trait
He's a Cat Dad but for All the Animals.
17. Quotes, songs, poems, etc. that I associate with them
Through the Valley by Shawn James. If you haven't heard it, go look it up right now. And, of course, the usual things, Voices (the song), the word "orphan." Will never forget that Technoblade Never Dies
20. Scars
I, like most of the fandom, headcanon the face scars that I *think* were popularized by WolfytheWitch. But actually I'm not the hugest fan of the "golden scars on his head from the Butcher Army thing" trope. Idk why. I also generally hc that this man barely has an inch of untouched skin left after all the years. I tend to mix and match when writing for whatever is relevant.
32. Something guaranteed to make them smile/laugh
The Baby Animals part of Spring. Camping out in a field with newborn lambs is form of self-care i don't make the rules.
Wilbur Soot:
2. A canon or headcanon hill I will die on
When Wilbur said he was a "teen parent" he was talking about Tommy and Tubbo, and not Fundy. I have a whole thing about this but basically Wilbur has been looking out for clingyduo since they were young children
5. Best personality trait
He definitely cares. A bit too much oftentimes, a somtimes a bit too far, but at least he does care.
12. Crack headcanon
Godly powers/abilities/outward appearance/etc. skips a generation. Wilbur is as Normal as it gets. EXCEPT. if you put his dna under as microscope you wouldn't be able to identify that you even were looking at anything. Man doesn't have anything humans in his genetic code.
19. Vices/bad habits
This man is the embodiment of a bad habit. He probably has all of them. He smokes. He probably has done drugs habitually. He picks his skin. He bites his fingernails. He doesn't keep track of health or hygiene. he can't communicate. He's a habitual lier. I can go on.
29. Eating habits
not healthy in anyway. He just eats whatever's around. He's had scurvy at least three times.
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the-iron-orchid · 2 years
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Rimworld: Arcana, Part 3: The Goat Is Watching
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Here we see Turel and Jinana having A Nice Time (despite not... actually facing each other..?) Not pictured: Lucio wandering right up next to the damned bed and standing there, damn nosy perv-goat
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Julian sleeps in, naked (look at his pawn icon in the upper right lmao) while the others share some morning conversation. Spirits are looking pretty good overall (the colors behind their icons at the top show their Mood Level; if their Mood drops too low, they may have a Mental Break, which is Bad).
BUT THEN
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Oh no, raiders have sniffed us out already!
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It’s... one Ugly Stoner with a club. I think that’s supposed to be war paint, but he just looks like he hasn’t slept in weeks.
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Unfortunately for ‘Pecs’ here, Tsedi just happened to be nearby, hauling some steel he found. Tsedi has a revolver and a Shooting skill of 12. This is NOT a fair fight.
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Pecs is having A Bad Time. Sadly we do not have the resources to build a cell for him so we can nurse him back to health (and he would also go through withdrawal during this time because he’s a pothead and we have no pot for him). Tsedi let him flee off the map, his fate unknown. ;P
(That reminds me though, we should grow some smokeleaf and roll joints. Smoking refills a pawn’s Recreation, and if they don’t do it too often they won’t become dependent. Plus, joints always sell well to traders!)
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Jeez guys, could you lighten up? (The eyes icon means they had a Deep Talk, which adds to their opinion of each other)
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Getting Lovin’ on the regular and having a high opinion of your lover raises Mood, and that can lead to different kinds of inspiration! Apparently Turel’s diq game is so good that something has to die. 🔫
Keep in mind that Jinana has no weapon and a Shooting skill of 0. 😂
(Sadly I do not have a mod that lets me use custom pronouns. Sadface.)
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Chitchat around the table during Social Hour. I set their schedules so that they have free time that coincides, so they can get social recreation like this! Their only other sources of recreation rn (besides fuckin’) are the horseshoes pit they built, taking walks, and watching clouds. Hopefully some trader comes by soon with some games they can purchase...
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Randy sent us a crashed cargo pod! It contains... one sombrero. We must have it. (Also I have one mod that introduces Housekeeper Cats into the game, and another that turns them into Felynes from Monster Hunter, which is why “Felyne Wool” is available material. Hush.)
Spoiler: Ever the stylish one, Tsedi retrieved the sombrero and put it on. Sadly, I did not get a snapshot.
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A pen was built for Lucio. Turel is tired of being watched while he’s getting his fuq on ig
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Then he shared some Deep Talk with Julian.
Now, these people are getting a lot of chances to talk, and none of them have conflicting Traits, so let’s see how they’re getting on...
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Not only are Turel and Jinana boning down, they are also immediately Best Friends 😂 Turel seems to like everyone quite a bit.
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(Turel does not have a last name, so he’s just Turel Turel lmao) Tsedi has also made friends with everyone, though mostly he has been engaging in chitchat rather than Deep Talk, so the numbers are lower.
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Jinana is getting on well here. I think something went wrong, though, s/he and Heron were supposed to be Siblings. Oh dear.
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Julian getting on well with everyone, though he likes Tsedi more than Tsedi likes him, lol
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Heron is also doing well socially. Everyone is friends! How long before I have to build a bed for five people
A busy day all told, rounded out with some more Night Gardening for everyone. Julian has even managed to gain 1 level each in Construction and Crafting! And he only botched like 4 sections of fence. 😅
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So the day ends as it began... this time without Lucio watching. (Everyone else is still in the same room tho, guys...)
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wdymwhatdoyoumnea · 2 years
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I posted 14,453 times in 2021
1365 posts created (9%)
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For every post I created, I reblogged 9.6 posts.
I added 1,091 tags in 2021
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#amazing - 48 posts
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Longest Tag: 139 characters
#currently failing one class and like very very closs to failing this ither classes and as soon as the deadline hits fir my other class ifai
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
Give me your opinion on all the HypMic characters
(also if you don't remember what some are like just tell me and I'll tell you because I know how horrible your memory is ☆)
ifbajdbakfbskd anitxh they dont know i have a bad memory you just exposed meeeee
okay speed run fucking gO:
BB!!!:
uhhhhhh ichicro; dude fix your sibling realshinships yall nit really functiong as a healthy family i think, but also trust them more, they can handle it
jrio; dude buddy man you have to be a litttle tiny bit nicer i think but other then that rock on youre rad
saburo; i love him but also work on being a little nicer you do need to start working on communication i feel like but again that kinda just what happens in that family, but that dosnet mean you can imrpove
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uhhhhhhhhhh cool color guys????? the bule?????? hhhhhhhhh whats thier nAMe??????????:
samatoki: sir you need therapy. also lay of the smoking sir i dont the sister you no longer talk to likes it alot.lol. also i do like your asthwinc ily but work on your anger and please.dont yell around kids youll scare them sir
jyuto; not to be rude but what the fuck. why??????? if you wanna be a a good c*p do it the right way??????????????? ??? i mean like what???
rio: rock on dude but please stop cooking so many nice and cute animals im so mad at you for that, also did you have youre pericings ehile on tour?????
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FLING POSSE flingposseflingpos:
hhhhhhhh dice; i mean first off mood and vibe but also set up a fucking savings fund. please.please. also whats going on with any lack of passion for mosly laegal activitives????? gamblies have no honuer even tho honhr among theifs thing?????? sir please. a braincell. use one. get one and use it
gentaro; skndskbdakdb amazing incredible show stopping breath taking never been seen before i dont care what you say the way he talks and dresses is just him being him and habing fun living his life and not hurting anyone doing it, and he's able to enjoy himself around people who let him be him and express himself he has good taste
ramuda ramuda ramude: he's more complex (duh) but he's till able to care about the people around him in his own way and supports them and enjoys himself do he needs to work on being more to himslef but give the whole clone thing it makes sense but also should also be more to himself beacuse of the whole cone thing
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MAT MAT MAT MAT MAT MAT AMT::;
hifumi: . i dont want to be mean but,,; u gotta work on talking to people with out the jackt buddy. or work on more boundeirs in the jacket atleast!! but iverall he's suppoerive and a good guy he's desveres what he has and the nice and also suppoetive people in his life
doppo: buddy. threapy helps ive heard. anyway you need to really just get the meantal health unser co troll. u have good people around you to help so i thi k you can also illy
jakurai; . express yourswlf more sir. trust your team mates a little more, you can be yourself with them. also good charcter and im glad u have your realxing hobbys and a good head on your shoulders
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do i do dh and hhhhh BAT????
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#4
click on this if were firnds its a gift <3  
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#3
neither if us have the fucking braincell
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@thou-shalt-not-staple-rats dweeb
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#2
good mo5 everyone, nobody fucking tell danny but im love keaya now???? sm???????
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#1
im not saying that all my friends are amazing and that i care them, but i AM saying that exactly, actually
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marswritingss · 4 years
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haikyuu general headcanons from my sleep deprived ass
hEy this is sleep deprived me who is in in the verge of crying AND ready to go party and rob a bank
yes my kids, it's weird feelings time
ANYWAY here i suppose i'll write both angsty and fluffy and crack headcanons because i really don't know what's happening anymore
me after writing this: nope, it's all crack and fluff my guys. no angst. i couldn't bring myself to make myself more sad lmaoo
warnings: the first part is set on 2012, hence why kenma doesn't own a wii, not a switch. also there's manga spoilers but i out a warning before it heheheh
also not proof read and written while being really fucking tired. it will probably not make sense
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general random headcanons
– akaashi wears clip hair locks when he has to study
– kunimi smokes weed like everyday. he'll be in class and his brain will be on another galaxy thinking about his donkey who happens to be actually a dog who happens to actually not exist. completely permafried but somehow keeps a gpa of 3.8 (in spain we don't have gpa but we have average mark which is the same lol)
– bokuto is really really good at physics. probably recites the three laws of newton while spiking and his serve routine includes him replaying the boyle laws on his mind. probably the reason why kuroo and him get along so well. kuroo prefers chemistry so they have this inside argument where bokuto hits him with his physics fats while kuroo just yells compounds and their nomeclature
– oikawa has a cat. that's it. that's the headcanon.
– makki and mattsun have the dumbes longest pet names for each other. "i love you so much, you meme of my computer, bread of my cheese, ass of my chair, you little silly beautiful brow man with the longest muscliest most tanned and amazingest arms in the world" "oh, is that so? i of course love you more you pink creampuff with no other reason of existence than to be beautiful even with that peach haircut, incredible man i'd 100% recommend 5 stars on booking, 5 of 5 in every stat, wig snatched, my pores cleared, hotel trivago" "please shut the fuck yo the both of you"
– yes that headcanon was INSTALLED in my brain as soon as i read undermattsun's one
– and yes the five stars on booking is a skam reference, if anyone got it
– that was inspired by anitwt
– the first time noya saw asahi's hair untied he had a nosebleed. and actual one
– hoshiumi has made a lot of kids cry because he just has that villain vibe while hirugami makes them laugh when he's the actual villain
– jk the villain is actually yama and tendo's bullies and michiru usuri or whatever his name is
– konoha is ambidextrous and komi calls his jack of all trades master of two
– he also happens to be very fucking good at guessing. tendo's typa shit. he'll be on an exam and he'll just guess every single answer. he'll be like mmmmm this kinda looking like an alkane
– yes that's me trying to show off my poor chemistry knowledge.
– iwaoi arcade dates but it's them hitting the dance machine with scores like 100000 and iwa surprisingly loosing at 128478-128477
– iwa's charger is oikawa :)
– oikawa's charger is iwa's arms
– suga uses kagehina's inside competition so they take care of themselves
"oh mmm... i don't think drinking so much water would be that possible"
"kageyama! i bet i can sip this in less than thirty seconds"
"dumbasss! i can do it in under fifteen"
– bokuto brought an owl to the gym once. and washio just happened to have an aunt whose hobbie was training raptor birds. and that's how the fukurodani volleyball club ended up setting their sunday meetings at washio's aunt insanely big backyard and bonding over owls.
– akaashi's favourite owl is actually an eurasian scops owl.
– wait no ima list their fav owls
– bokuto: great horned owl. you know why.
– konoha: ruffous legged owl. he fell in love with this old grey owl who loves resting only on his arm and he's now whipped
– komi: pygmy owl. bc they both tiny.
– washio: snowy owls. he just loves how they are. loves all of his aunt's owls tho.
– onaga: short eared owl. mainly because they remind him of someone *cough* komi *cough* and he just laughs everytime he thinks about it
– sarukui: northern hawk owl. just because.
– suzumeda: another sucker for snowy owls. she loves their name and their colour. and also because they remind her of yukie. which is a plus
– yukie: none in particular really. but her favourite owl in washio's aunt backyard is a verreaux eagle owl.
– kenma doesn't have a wii because not a lot of his favourite games are available on it. but he's saving for a ps4 since it's coming soon and his ps3 is kinda on the edge of dying of overuse
– the first time hinata had to go to karasuno was also the first time he actually rode a bike and he almost crashed with around twenty cars lmao
– on his second year, kageyama invited the second years to his birthday (hinata yamaguchi yachi AND tsukishima, not tanaka noya ennoshita narita and kinoshita lmao) and tsukishima DID go. he kept saltying over everything but after that, he and kageyama got aling wayyy better. (though the bantering enver stopped)
– akaken headcanon that they sometimes study together if a training camp is near finals week. akaashi is real bad at english and kenma has 0 brain for history
"kozume-san, do you know how the english word for exacerbate?"
"yes, also do you know what were the main characteristics of the meiji restoration?"
MANGA SPOILERS HEADCANONS
– fukunaga's mom is spanish. that's why he's so good at paella. his mom is from valencia ✌️😔
– inunaki atsumu and sakusa form ✨the asshole team✨
– ushijima and hoshiumi have the weirdest relationship ever.
"ushijima do you know how tall i am!"
"yes hoshiumi san. just yesterday you claimed you were 9 milimetres taller than hinata shoyo second best small giant 2 points less than you in stats"
"hahaha! yes! wait! i am going to tweet that! do you want me to tag you?!"
"please do not. my twitter gets clustered of all the fans tweeting about semi san and i's reunion last week"
"i'm going to tag you"
– hoshiumi COMPLETELY tweets in caps locks. there is not a single lowercase letter in the dumptrash of 15k tweets that his twitter page is.
"HAHAHA @HINATA_SHOYO I AM OFFICIALLY NINE CENTIMETRES TALLER THAN YOU I AM THE BEST SMALL GIANT PREPARE YOUR BUTTOCKS TO GET KICKED THIS SEASON BE READY YOU AND YOUR TEAM OF OVERLY TALL MEN WITH NINE CENTIMETRES LESS OF SMALL GIANT"
– hirugami (sachiro) is moniwa's vet, futakuchi and aone's turtle. the first time sachiro and furakuchi met, was the last time futakuchi set foot on hirugami's pet centre. he's now banned from going in there and he had to watch moniwa get checked from the cristal pannel
– shouko (hirugami's sister) has favoritism on sachiro. pays for her and her brother's netflix account and has set sachiro's name as "baby brother" and fukuro's name as "tall arsehole"
– also she and kanoka are in the same team
– miwa and alisa are completely dating. it's not even a headcanon anymore lmfao
– oikawa's argentinian team mates completely thought iwa's name was iwachan and the first time they saw him st the olympics they called him "iwachansito" and "iwatoto"
– they also call oikawa argentoto (yes that's frim twitter)
– both suna and kita have an soecial discount on onigiri miya. arsumu has to pay double for them
– kenma does actually own a house in roppongi hills, but didn't tell kuroo until the bedheaded went to bring kenma food and found out the house had been destroyed and was now being used as a gardening school
– yaku first saw lev's ad in yekaterinburg but didn't tell him. he has a very good laugh everytime he passed by the banner next to his house
– komori and yaku IMMEDIATELY got along. yaku was like "mmmmmmmmmmm a tall libero i see ,':/" and komori was like "haha yea anyway the way you dug that ball was amazing :3" and yaku fell in love
– atsumu' hair isn't that blonde only because of bleach but also because he spends some weekends helping kita with the farm and the sun has cleared it
– hinata is sakusa's favourite.
– tenma and bokuto get along pretty well, and akaashi is scared tenma will start going feral now that he's met bokuto
– ima wrap this up bc it's becoming long lmao ty for listening to my night rambles ily all
–also no it's not well edited i'm on my phone lol
– will probably do again if my mental health goes on like this which is very probable lmao
– good night
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Samuel Xavier Watts
Name: Samuel Xavier Watts Nickname: Sam, Sammy Age: 38 Gender: Male Sexuality: Bi-curious Species: Human Appearance: (Face-claim: Cillian Murphy)
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Height: 1,83 m Tattoos: the date of his father's death in greek numbers on the back of his neck Personality: Sam is very outspoken, usually no matter what is on his mind, it'll probably be spoken out aloud in mere seconds with no regards how it might affect the person he's speaking to. Due to his position, this rarely proves to be a problem, he only ever needs to keep his mouth shut during business meetings, a visible struggle for him. To many's surprises tho, he's a very manipulative and charming man, just knowing what to say to get people to do things he wants them to and if talking won't help, everyone is payable or has a very special person who'd they do everything for just to keep them safe. Because of his over-confidence, arrogance and little regards for others in general, many people tend to call him a narcissistic asshole. However, Samuel would prefer the title of a born leader because of his dominance, planing and strategic skills. There is no scenario he didn't already expect and plan for. Samuel has a good ability to understand difficult problems and create a solid solution for them. Because of his parents' successful lives, Sam is also quite image-conscious and image-focused, desiring to be just as good of a leader as his father was and is ready to do everything for accomplishing his dreams. Nevertheless, he is very social, outgoing and comfortable around others. Being alone is more of a punishment than a blessing for him, consequently, he tries to surround himself with his family and friends whenever possible. Therefore he can also come off as clingy and ridiculously jealous to people he is very close to. Relationships: Anastasia Watts – mother; 61 years old; retired model; widow Leonard Marcus Watts – father; deceased Likes: spicy food, black tea/coffee, reading biographies, expensive gifts, fast cars, cats, cuddling, affection, being so high he stops thinking of the past, little kids Dislikes: being ordered around, people standing up to him, being alone, sour sweets, pop music, cocky business partners, having to compromise, others trying to lecture him about his addictions/health, ingratitude, well-off people taking what they have for granted Hobbies: horseback riding, reading, playing the flute, judo, kickboxing Occupation: Mafia Boss Position: Switch Virgin: No Turn-ons: scratching, love bites, spanking, leaving marks in general, intelligence, being rough Turn-offs: body fluids, too much teasing, pillow princesses, being forced to do things, crying, knife play Other:
owns three cats named Lucy, Minsk and Cookie
takes drug, smokes and drinks heavily but knows when to be sober
Backstory: Samuel's mother was a model and his father was the head of a mafia family, so the two were nearly always occupied by work, never having time for their son – for their family. What most mattered to them, was work and money. However, they couldn't just let a small child alone all time, they felt bad for their son. So, Sam got everything he asked for and was surrounded by servants and his nanny the whole god damn day. He didn't like it one bit, he wanted his alone time and not met a fake polite person after every few steps he took. He didn't mind the servants as much as his nanny, a strict elderly woman, who watched his every move and often complained about how spoiled and lazy he was. The nanny would often get angry at him and scold him. One time she screamed so loud and much at Sam, that he began to cry. Still, with tears in his eyes, he phoned his parents a while later. Worried his mother asked what was wrong and Samuel explained everything to her. The next day the old woman was gone and a much younger woman stood in Sam's room and introduced herself as his new nanny. At first, Sam was confused, but he soon accepted the new situation without questioning it any further. His new nanny was much nicer than the old hag and wasn't so strict as his former one. However, that was not the only thing that changed, the servants began to behave strangely. They all seemed nervous whenever they were around him and they all were much friendlier than before. Samuel didn't know what happened until he heard some servants talk about the incident a few months later. A servant, who worked already pretty long there, told a new one that she has to be careful when she talked to Sam, his old nanny got immediately "taken care off" as he talked bad about her to his parents. Finally, Samuel understood what was going on and felt stupid for not realizing it sooner. Even though he was only 8, Sam liked this new feeling of power. Since then, he complained immediately to his parents, about servants when he didn't like them or their behaviour. The problem for him was that he only had those powers at home, however, this did not mean that he was any different at the private school he visited. Samuel was a witty and charming boy, who knew exactly how to use words to manipulate people, even at an early age, which made him pretty popular in school. Even though, Sam only talked to people who he thought were worth enough his time, nearly everyone wanted to befriend him due to his status and family background. So, Samuel grew up with a golden spoon in his mouth and nearly everyone adoring him or at least faking it. At the age of 13, his father finally decided to let his son partake in the family business. Obviously, Sam was only introduced to the "fun" and tame sides of his father's work. Ordering his people around and going with him on the non-dangerous business meetings, being introduced to a lot of influential people with whom he would make business one day. Despite the boring aspects, the young boy enjoyed the time he spent with his father a lot. They grew quite close and it turned out that Samuel was quite a natural talent, everything his father taught he picked up fairly quickly. By the age of barely 15, he already knew how to handle more weapons, especially guns, than an average police officer and shortly after his 16 birthday he had already killed a man. A traumatic experience which his father used to form his son more and more into the perfect heir, telling him how it was okay to kill and which people actually deserved it. Not really having anyone else to turn to or any other role models, Sam ate up his father's words, believing every single one and letting them influence him. The remorse and guilt he once felt were soon lost and he started to actually enjoy the more exciting aspects of the mafia world. At his 18 birthday, a tragedy happened. A meeting his father went to turned sour and ended in a shooting which only barely anyone survived, Sam's father included. This affected Sam badly because he was supposed to be there with his father but was running late due to celebrating early and sleeping in with a hangover. He felt like everything was his fault, if he would have been there with everyone else, he might have had the chance to save his father. Besides, he was the only one who seemed to genuinely care for Sam after all these years. Afterwards, Samuel took over the family business and let his anger and frustration out on everyone who annoyed him just in the slightest. Even after years, Sam still didn't overcome the loss of the only person he ever really cared for. Not knowing how else to forget about his pain, the young adult drowned his worries in alcohol, like he saw older adults do it. Even though Samuel was still too young to drink such liquors, he knew very well who to pay to get it. As time passed on Sam even got involved with drugs at the age of 21, to let loose once in a while and forget about these bad memories and his responsibilities. Despite all of that he still tried to honour his father and his work by trying to follow in his father's footsteps and running the business the way, his old man had wanted him to. Maybe not really sober nor completely mentally well but nobody seemed to care about because Sam actually managed to do a good job.
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szopenhauer · 4 years
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If someone has bad breath, do you tell him or her? doubtful, I don’t wanna hurt anyone, it’s awkward and a lot of ppl can’t change how they smell
Do you have an item that comforts you when you are sad/scared? used to have one special object, I still hold it sometimes, I suppose I might again at night from Friday to Saturday 
When are you likely to hide your emotions? when I’m face to face with an authority figure like boss, teacher or doctor, policeman too but I never been in a situation like this with them, I also hide my emotions from abusers at times to not show I’m afraid of them and to not provoke them more as well
Which is scarier: Dying of thirst or of starvation? I guess starvation as it takes longer
Have you ever tried to help someone quit smoking? it’s their decision to smoke, I don’t approve but I won’t get involved, I can only avoid them
Have you ever had to talk anyone out of suicide? self harm more likely, I mean... I was talking with suicidal people about them wanting to kill themselves but never at the moment when they were doing it so I don’t know if that counts
When you think of tomorrow, what feelings come to mind? packing, last day with my parents before I go to the hospital
What is the last thing you complained about? probably health related issues
What was the last curse-word you said? kurwa
When you fake sick to get out of school, what do you say or do to convince your parents that you are sick? I don’t fake sick, I might exaggerate but I won’t lie, I don’t want to worry my parents and because I’m chronicall ill I often was going to school even though I didn’t felt like it
Do you still talk to your very first best friend? no
When was the last time something went terribly wrong? basically everything goes wrong
How do you console someone when he or she is upset? depends
Choose one: Trip to outerspace, or trip underneath the oceans? no thx
How often do you feel overwhelmed? all the damn time
How do you deal with everyday life? poorly 
Who in your family do you act like the most? my dad
What is the most romantically sweet thing someone has done for you? my gf is doing many sweet things 
Have you ever been confronted by a mall cop for your behavior? I’ve never been confronted by the store guard - elseway I would never go back there out of anxiety
Is there someone that makes you feel like you’re walking on eggshells? my mom
Were you ever afraid of one of your past teachers? sorta XD
Have you ever been in a physical fight on school grounds? I was attacked but I didn’t fight back so...
A homeless man asks you for 50 cents; how do you respond? dunno
When was the last time you visited a thrift store? recently
Can you handle constructive criticism? I can’t handle any criticism :(
Who is the most sensitive person that you know? me?...
When was the last time you wrote someone a note? few days ago
Do you tell your parents before you go somewhere, or just leave? I always tell
What was the last thing you tried to get out of doing? not sure what was last hmm...
Which season do you dread the most? winter
Is there a foreign culture you’d like to learn more about? maybe
Have you ever seen a famous painting and thought “I could have done that?” abstract art
What is the scariest thing about attending your school? which one?
Are you a good judge of other people’s intentions? I got better with time 
Shopping: best with friends, parents, bf/gf, or alone? depends
When was the last time someone told you to turn your music down? my mother sometimes asks me to because she has migraines
When you don’t know how to spell a word, do you look it up? not always *ashamed*
Are you one to spend a lot of time in the bathroom? nope but I’m the one that often goes to the bathroom 
Do you ever consider the challenges other races go through? sure
When was the last time you doubted your abilities? I have... abilities? :o
What was the last thing you wished for? health... not gonna happen tho :(
How many times a day, on average, do you look at the time? several, when I wake up then when I eat and between meals and then when I go to sleep and in the middle of the night if I go to pee
Where do you first remember living? I never moved
First fandom? woah I don’t remember 
First otp/ship? neither
How old were you when you first when on a plane? -
What was your first tattoo?  -
Do you remember the last movie you saw while on a date? show - She-ra, movie - A lot like love
Did you lose your virginity before you were sixteen? nooo
How many purses do you own? too many lol Are you bi? am not Who was your prom date? I never had one, I didn’t go to prom
Who was the last person to see you cry? parent[s]
Have you ever been used? yep
Do you like when girl takes you by surprise and kisses you? I like consent but... those were the best kisses ^^’’
Have you ever gone for someone despite knowing they were bad for you? I didn’t think about the future nor that I deserve love What kind of gift can win you over? what do you mean by WIN ME OVER? Are diamonds really a girls best friend? not mine, I don’t care for diamonds 
Have you ever dated someone with a child? no way  Have you ever dated someone shorter than you? Sarah was shorter
Who has made the biggest sacrifice for you? my parents and my current partner
What sound is annoying you right now? it’s quiet :3
What gives you a peaceful feeling? sleep?
Would you rather live in the city, suburbs or the country? country
Are you more of a maker and giver, or a taker and user? taker and user I suppose
Do you buy holiday gifts early or at the last minute? early
If someone else were to describe you what would you hope they would say? the truth
Do you think it is harder for a parent to outlive their child or for the child to outlive their parent? parent to outlive the child because it’s not common
When do you do your best thinking? evening/night
What was a choice that you didn’t want to make but you had to? majority of decisions are smth I’d prefer not to make
What age do you think it is most difficult to be? to each their own
Do you think you could handle a day in jail? who knows
Have you ever been on a trampoline? I have not
Do you pretend to be something you’re not to make friends? I’m being myself and that’s why I’m friendless :P
Are you more of a shy or outgoing person? I’m introverted antisocial and a loner but I’m not shy, I can be loud and talkative
Are you more of an athlete or artist? artist Are you the type to procrastinate? I put PRO in procrastination  Do you believe that you’ll always be a kid at heart? ;) What is something you want to improve on this year? health, I’m trying  How many times a day do you get angry? uh oh... If you could eat any food you want right now, what would it be? personal Can you sleep with your eyes open? I’m no Gandalf
Do you still have any living grandparents? If so, how old are they? I don’t wanna talk about that
What’s your favorite computer game genre? simulations Do you have any exes your parents never liked? pfft Do you ever keep things just because they might be useful someday? we are hoarders
Are you frequently in a bad mood? sorry... Do you ever fill out surveys while in a bad mood? I go through soooo many moods before I finish one survey  Are you a fast or a slow eater? slowest among my friends, fastest in my house  How old were you when you had your first relationship? no idea what I should call a relationship and what not  Do you get dental checkups at least once a year? yup Is there anyone in your family/household whom you frequently argue with? mom, sister before she moved out Have you ever used chewing tobacco? tha hell? that’s disgusting!
Do you play Pokemon Go? If so, what level are you and who’s your buddy? not applicable Do you ever sit indoors and wear sunglasses or a hat? hat Are you putting off doing something right now? If so, what is it? drying my hair, drinking water and going to sleep mostly
Are you like me and hoard notebooks and pens? pens now, I stopped buying notebooks... oh wait... no... I just got one because I wanted to save bees, nvm... Are you sitting in front of or by a window? What can you see out there? by, it’s dark but there’s my neighbor’s house Are there any coasters on your table? If so, do they have text or pictures? flowers Do you have a song playing in your head right now, too? not really Don’t you hate it when people answer to surveys with one word answers? lame *I realized I did that myself *facepalm* Ever watched a cat or a dog sleep and run/twitch in their sleep? adorable <3 What’s something we do every day but they don’t depict in movies? it bothers me that in fantasy/sci-fi movies there are no toilets and meals are rare
Is your style feminine, masculine or somewhere in the middle? in the middle, childish yet of an old person haha Do you usually carry a backpack, a shoulder bag or something else? shoulder bag or tote  Do you wear glasses? If so, have you ever tried to fix them when they’ve broken? helped my dad fix his glasses couple of times Are there a lot of dragonflies around your house? they don’t show up frequently
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imacrowcawcaw · 5 years
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@oblvions @shes-outta-sight @lazingonsunday @karrotkate @satans-helper thank you all for the tags 💗💕
A buttload of info about me:
Last thing I read: "Lovers" by @satans-helper 😍😍😍
Favorite Book: The Merry Adventures of Robin Hood by Howard Pyle
Favorite Movie: Beetlegeuse
Dream Date: Imagine this: a nice, plush couch, covered in down pillows and fluffy blankets. There is a fire in the brick fireplace, the wood smoke combines with the scent of Nag Champa incense and the homemade treats that cover the low table next to the couch. There are brownies, bread rolls, cheeses, bowls of fruit, dipping sauces, cakes, sandwiches - a whole feast of my favorite foods. My partner and I would cuddle up on that couch, listening to my favorite symphonies on the record player in the corner and talking for hours. This isn't really a first date thing, more like an established relationshil date, but god I'd love to just spend an afternoon surrounded with my favorite things and my favorite person.
Do I have a crush?: Not really. There are people I find very very attractive (a friend, Sam Kiszka, Duff Mckagan in his 20s, Lucy Lui) but nobody that I'm actually romantically and sexually into.
Hobbies: Swimming, observing nature, browsing Pinterest, daydreaming, writing, reading, making art, singing, listening to music, love to cook
My favorite time of day: late afternoon, right before the sun sets. I'm usually free to do what I like, the temperature starts to drop, I can watch the sun... it's nice
If I could choose what I looked like, anything, what would it be?: I want tattoos, and more piercings, I'd love to change my hair color again - it's been natural for awhile but I think I want either burgundy or bright blue. WINGS! I kind of want giant, strong fairy wings, and maybe glowing eyes, a forked tongue, and tattoos that move and change (kinda like Maui lol)
Am I romantic?: Yeah, I'd say I am. I love to treat people, friends and significant others, but I'd be especially affectionate and romantic for a partner. I'm constantly buying gifts and things that remind me of them, cooking for them, planning dates and buying tickets for things I know they like, quietly taking care of stuff I know they need to do, cuddling, complimenting... I love to shower my partner in affection 24/7
My favorite kind of weather: Late Autumn, generally. About 55ºF, cloudy but not raining, windy
What do I like to talk about?: Lol I talk a whole lot and I've probably talked about everything at some point. One of my close friends and I particularly love to debate religion, mythology, magic, history, and the intersections of those. We also regularly plan heists and crimes lmao
My turn-ons: Long eyelashes, pouty lips, dirty hands (motor oil, paint, flour, etc), sarcasm, seeing someone get excited about something, compassion, casual physical affection
My turn-offs: Nastiness without a reason, knees (I just think knees look weird idk), Trump supporters, 100% pessimism (I understand being depressed or doubtful or being generally a pessimist, but if you adamantly refuse to see anything in a good light and try to ruin it for others f u c k y o u)
If I got a tattoo, what would it be and where?: ohhh I want tattoos so bad but I'm saving up and I'm not certain about some yet.... but I know that I'm getting a tree of life matching with my mom, I want mushrooms, pine trees, lavender, wildflowers (all for personal reasons). I'd also like to make maybe a charm bracelet of sorts with little charms for my favorite bands, books, movies, and other peices of media. I know that interests change and I might not like something in 30 years, but I see my life in periods of interests and I want to catalogue the things that shaped me
My pets: I have 3 cats - Pumpkin Pie, Lady, and Sweetheart
My dream job: I just want to live a free life doing what I want. I want to grow my own food for the most part, and raise animals, and paint, and write, and play music, and go on random adventures, go antiquing, decorate my home from my travels, learn without expectations - I don't want to exchange a fulfilling life for financial security from some mundane modern job.
My dream place to live: Secluded, in the forests of Oregon (or maybe Pennsylvania idk) on the bottom third of a mountain, on my own little farm
My dream vacation: I just wanna go explore historical landmarks and buildings
My dream house: A beautiful historical house -- like an 1870s American farmhouse, or a craftsman cottage, or a Victorian painted Lady, or maybe a New York brownstone -- filled with antiques and records and books and artifacts that I've collected. I LOVE antiques so much, everything would be of fine craftsmanship, it would be lavish and inviting and packed with interesting items at every turn (I want my house to be a curios shop lol) I also want a big ass kitchen and nice woodwork, I literally get horny over original built ins
My piercings: Sadly, I only have my standard ear piercings right now, but I think I'll get more soon. A nose ring, eye brow bar (yes I know that's so 2000s but I like them), probably 4 more on each ear, navel, nipples
If I had kids, what would I name them?: I love older, interesting names, so - Euphemia, Hartford, Monroe, Malory, Louise (me lol), August, Fredrick
My worst traits: I'm incredibly stubborn; I love talking to people but I'm awkward; lazy and don't care; I'm a bit of a collector/hoarder; I bottle up any anger or sadness I feel so I don't inconvenience others
My best traits: I love to give and help; I try to make people comfortable around me/in my home; I have excellent taste; I appreciate quality, culture, and creativity; I have many interesting interests that I'm eager to share and learn more about; I'm very creative
My worst fear: a painful death - I'm not afraid of dying, even though I'd rather not, I just don't want it to hurt
What do I want to eat right now?: Well, considering that I just ate my first bit of solid food in 3 days and immediately had to run to the bathroom... nothing
My favorite vacation memory: *blushes* my first kiss AND nearly my first time (we went like halfway): making out with this dude, son of my mom's friend, at my family cabin
My favorite city: I really don't know. Timber, OR, let's say
My favorite social media platform: Tumblr or Pinterest (does that count?)
My favorite article of clothing: My leather motorcycle jacket. I can't actually ride a motorcycle (trying to remedy that because *sexy*) but I got it a few years ago and it makes me feel so fucking badass. It's heavy, about 15 pounds of good quality leather, has lots of secret pockets in the lining and some cool looking zippers and studs, but nothing crazy. It's hella warm and comfy, I wear it everyday it's cold enough to
Do I play any sports?: pfft no. I like to swim, and I'm interested in baseball and tennis, but I suck at them and also I just don't like team sports
My favorite meal: What I order when I go to Buffalo Bills - a pesto/feta/mozzarella/Italian sausage/basil/tomato/garlic pizza, with homemade potato chips and chunky blue cheese dressing for dipping. If I had room, I'd finish with Marionberry cheesecake pie from Sherri's (but I am incredibly sick and have no faith in getting better enough so I feel like I'll never be able to eat like this again)
What am I excited for?: The winter holidays! I'm atheist, so Christmas is all about the personal stuff and non religious family traditions for me. I love the decorations, the music, seeing my family, baking, giving and receiving presents, it's all just so fun
What am I not excited for?: Cleaning my room, it really really needs it though. Also just continuing to live like this. I'm not suicidal, I'm just in a lot of pain constantly and I don't know what to do
When was the last time I cried?: an hour or so ago, I'm in loads of pain right now
What is something I hate about the world?: There's too much to choose from
What is something I love about the world?: children and nature
My favorite scents: vanilla, lavender, pine, Nag Champa incense, BBQ meat, pizza with basil, rosemary, my Dad's cologne
Cats or dogs?: kitties 💗
What kind of sleeper am I?: A weird one lol. I can't lay on my stomach for more than 15 minutes without it making me incredibly nauseous for the rest of the day, but it's also my favorite way to sleep cause its comfy somehow... I can't lay on my back without a pillow either, 30 seconds in and the nerves pinch so bad I'm screaming. I snore, and I sleep deep, but it takes a long time to fall asleep and usually only beeping or banging noises wake me up??? Like I said, I sleep weird
How long would I survive in a zombie apocalypse?: I really don't know. I have some skills and the drive to learn to fight, but I am currently, as I'm sure y'all can tell, very sick and I don't think I'd be able to live with so much movement and so little medicine
Am I trusting?: Generally, I probably trust too much but I'm not gonna stop
What fictional characters do I identify with?: there are many I like but none I identify with
My most common labels: Mom friend, butch, that weird fat chick (doesn't bother me tho), the well behaved daughter, old soul
My life's anthem: I really am not sure if this is a good anthem song but I love it so so much... Take Me In Your Arms (Rock Me A Little While) by Kim Weston - you see where I get my love of long titles lol
Problems I'm dealing with: my health and whatever painful sickness is wrecking me, figuring out what to do with my life, saving money, getting my anxiety under control, getting the house to actually heat up because I'm cold as fuck
How can someone win me over?: let me express my interests and feelings, show kindness, be funny
What is something people don't know about me?: Idk
Not tagging anyone, this took over an hour
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Meet Jason
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General Information:
Name: Jason
Nickname, if any: J, JD (don’t call him that but it’s a nickname people have tried to use)
Gender: male
Sexuality: straight
Birthday and Age: December 29th, 46
Ethnic background: Welsh, German, Icelandic
Religion: none
City they currently live in: Chicago, IL
Any pets: cat named Hypons tho it’s his daughter’s cat that sort of just lives with him
Current occupation: cop/agent
Past occupations: none
Current partner: none
Children: Isabelle (Izzy)
Physical Appearance:
Height: 5′10
Weight: somewhere around 190?
Body type: surprisingly muscular but doesn’t look it with layers of clothes on
Eye color: grey/blue
Glasses/Contacts/Hearing aids if any: glasses
Skin tone: white, but usually tans really easily in the summer
Scars/Freckles/Birth marks/Tattoos: C’est La Vie tattoo on his forearm, countless number of scars, one right above his c’est la vie tattoo on his wrist
Clothing style: “typical dad”, dark coloured jeans like dark blue and black, sometimes regular blue jeans that are super distressed, sweaters and crew neck sweatshirts with button ups underneath, sometimes just button ups with the top button undid, sometimes super lazy and just a t-shirt and flannel/button up, leather jackets sometimes canvas ones, black hiking boots or all black Converse (there’s no in between with him). Even wears long sleeves when working out
Accessories: glasses, watch, pinky ring, belt
Hairstyle: dark brown with some grey hairs intermixed, partially receding, sort of got a five head going, hair is on the shorter side, kinda floppy, perfect for running a hand through it to calm him down (thus the receding hairline)
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Speech/Language/Communication:
First language: English
Learned languages: self taught basic Spanish and French
Accent: doesn’t really have one?
Pitch of voice: medium? baritone 
Behavior/Habits:
Spending habits: necessities, booze, and books. that’s it, he’s a simple man who doesn’t need much
Morning routine: alarm goes off and hits the snooze, another alarm goes off a few minutes later and finally gets up, showers, usually just puts pants on after the shower, makes coffee, then puts shirt(s) on, puts coffee in mug, then walks to work
Bedtime routine: usually ends up reading till he passes out, sometimes watches 24 and just falls asleep on the couch, 9/10 times forgets to take his glasses off, usually wakes up to properly go to bed when his daughter’s cat wakes him up when he demands pets
Nervous habits: bites his lip when he’s bored, runs a hand through his hair a lot, chews on pen caps, leg shaking
Bad habits: smokes, can’t keep a straight sleep schedule, workaholic, terrible with handling stress, doesn’t monitor his health well (if his daughter didn’t remind him he’d be lost)
Skills/talents: fast learner, quick on his feet, excellent bullshitter, great marksman, observant
Hobbies: reading, binge watching 24 on cable and other action movies, that’s pretty much about it
The Past: Part of his contract with the agency he works with is that he needed to forget his past and move on
Home town:
Happy or sad childhood:
Earliest memory: 
Saddest memory:
Happiest memory
Significant childhood events
Family: Gave up everything about his family. His only family now is his daughter
Mother
Father
Siblings
Grandparents
Cousins
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Relationships:
Friends: work friends... that’s about it
Best friend: his therapist Eli, his daughter Izzy, Izzy’s gf Holly, *later on* Taren
What do people like about them: loyal as fuck
What do people dislike about them: such a smartass and kinda a weird recluse
Enemies: anyone he’s told to take out, sometimes his boss
Mortal enemy: his ex-wife
Mentality/Personal Beliefs:
Phobias: losing his daughter, loud noises, big dogs
Mental illnesses: undecided as of right now
Optimist or pessimist: depends, mostly a pessimist
Personal philosophies: put others before yourself, do the job right, be a better person than you were last week
Biggest wish: to get his tracker implant out and just sort of move to a cabin in the woods by himself and maybe a cat or three
Biggest dream: stop being a fucking asshole to everyone he works with and just suck it up and deal with it
Political party: independent
Greatest strength: does what he’s told no matter what, always honors his word. 
Biggest flaw: super reserved and keeps to himself a lot. it takes a long while to break through his shell but when he does you know he trusts you so don’t fuck that up
Regrets: lots of them but learned from them and has grown from them
Achievements: not dying when he tried to kill himself, going from the kid trying to escape from the agency to the best agent they have, being a good father
Secrets: a slave to the agency, the agency tracks his every move in case he decides to run and they need to drag his ass back
Goals: doesn’t kill himself to get out of the agency, maybe find friends?, grow as a person, maybe start dating again *doubtful but that doesn’t mean Izzy won’t try to set him up with someone*
Likes/Favorites:
Favorite food: stir fry
Favorite color: teal
Favorite drink: ice tea *but only when he stares directly at Taren and watches the veins on his forehead pop out*
Favorite book: Tinker Tailor Soldier Spy by John le Carré 
Favorite movie: Indiana Jones Raiders of the Lost Ark
Favorite song: ‘Hold the Line’ by Toto
Favorite game: solitaire 
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Face Claim: Christian Slater 
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vent (warning for someone not caring about covid, refusing to wear a mask thus putting an at risk person even more at risk, thinking covid is just a type of flu, and thinking vaccines make you immune to all variants of covid. Also him trying to convince me to not wear a mask once. Brief mention for a pet in the ER vet but the pet is fine now) tldr for warnings: my dad is a covidiot 
Gotta fucking love my dad, the same guy who got a covid scare, refusing to listen to the CDC and saying quote “The CDC can suck my ass” when you tell him they’re saying they recommend vaccinated people wear masks indoors due to the delta variant.  Gotta love him ignoring his son who’s an EMT and his child who’s chronically ill with a heavily weakened immune system (who’s currently sick just due to their room smelling like smoke) because he doesn’t care about other people only himself when it comes to covid and wearing masks. Then also complains about how long lockdowns last. Then also goes into stores without a mask on even if there’s a bunch of people in there.  Oh yea? and when he had that covid scare before we got vaccinated? (which did turn out to be negative btw) He literally kept telling me he wanted me to stay as far from him as possible because he didnt want me to have any risk of catching it *even tho we live in the same house and are very reliant on each other due to both of our health* ((his immune system is fine, if not strengthened but he’s also disabled)) 
Every time he hears about covid on the TV or radio or something when he’s around me he always starts going on this rant about ‘covid is just another strain of the fucking flu! that’s why they were able to develop a vaccine for it so fast! it’s not that fucking serious! its fucking ridiculous-’ blah blah blah ((and he wonders where my brother and I picked up our bad swearing habits from))  and since we both got vaccined, phizer put out a thing about us possibly needing a 3rd dose and im fine with that but he’s getting all annoyed and upset about it ((i know he’ll still get it but still)) and says well that we’re vaccinated and that should protect us against *all* variants of covid and that *we* dont need to wear our masks anymore and blah blah blah I still remember after getting our vaccines we went to go grocery shopping bc we were low on food and he was like ‘ya know [birth name] we dont have to wear our masks in the store because we’re vaccinated now’  and it’s like???? *I* still have too??? even after covid is over (IF it’s ever over) I’m still gonna be wearing a mask because it’s good for me?? I literally bought a mask before covid was even known about?? bc i was so tired of getting a cold or something??? 
deadass there’s only been ONE time that i can think of where i didnt wear my mask in a building and it’s because i genuinely forgot it and that was because fluffy, my cat, *was in the emergency vet* and I was stressed out of my mind (Fluffy is fine now btw)
AND GUESS WHAT!! THE DAY AFTER!!!! I GOT A COLD!!! SO YES IM GOING TO KEEP WEARING A MASK
It’s so fucking whack to me as well bc he does the whole ‘i dont like them because they’re not comfortable and i cant breath well in them!’  Even AFTER he’s watched me have asthma attacks but still wear one that’s more fitting and harder to breathe in than the ones he wears ((yes i did compare mine vs his bc he wears the standard blue masks or fabric ones that are a little too big)) and also have POTS episodes while wearing a mask, watched me pull down the mask just to use my inhaler and then immediately put it back up, has seen me have panic/anxiety attacks while wearing a mask- YA KNOW ALL THESE THINGS THAT ACTIVELY HAVE ME NEEDING MORE AIR BUT I STILL WEAR A MASK 
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The Witch Challenge
Saw this going around, figured I’d poke at it... keep it going with your own answers and enjoy!
1. Are you solitary or in a coven? Can I say both?  I practice with my coven and I also practice as solitary - to better myself and for magick or intent that I cannot share with others.
2. Do you consider yourself Wiccan, Pagan, witch, or other? Pagan… witch...
3. What is your zodiac sign? Pisces (Sun and Rising) Sag (Moon)
4. Do you have a Patron God/dess? Yes, Cerridwen.
5. Do you work with a Pantheon? Yes - a couple actually.  I work closely the Welsh/Celtic pantheon, but I also work with Greek and Norse gods as well.  I’m eclectic at heart, so I am open to any of the god/desses that call to me.
6. Do you use tarot, palmistry, or 
any other kind of divination? Yes - tarot, astrology, mediumship are my go to’s.
7. What are some of your favorite herbs to use in your practice? (if any) Rosemary, Cedar, Mugwort
8. How would you define your craft? Eclectic at heart, and it has morphed over the years.  Right now, it seems to be a form of Celtic Shamanism with a dash of Strega (which surfaced over the past year as I started to study where exactly I came from).
9. Do you curse? If not, do you accept others who do? This seems a rather personal question and in my honest opinion, is only the business of the practitioner… that being said, I do accept others that do, as long as they do responsibly.
10. How long have you been practicing? Actively practicing, 10 years - although I did start dabbling closer to 20 years ago.
11. Do you currently or have you ever had any familiars? Yes… he’s a black and white ‘water’ cat - his name is Boo. :)
12. Do you believe in Karma or
Reincarnation? Yes.  Both.
13. Do you have a magical name? Yes, a few actually - know to most as Trinity, initiated as Cerridwen Cauldronborn in March of 2017 - and the other names are only know to those in my closest circle.  
14. Are you “out of the broom closet”? Yeah, for the most part...
15. What was the last spell you performed? Feb. 16… well after ritual that night.
16. Would you consider yourself knowledgeable?
Yes, but with still countless things to learn.
17. Do you write your own spells? Yes.
18. Do you have a book of shadows?
If so, how is it written and/or set up? Yes, have a family BoS and 2 personal ones.  Family book is wood bound, personal one is leather and the other a 3 ring binder.  Not all that organized except to the people who use them.
19. Do you worship nature? This seems like a silly question...
20. What is your favorite gemstone? Septarian
21. Do you use feathers, claws, fur, pelt, skeletons/bones, or any other animal body part for magical work? Yes - hair, feathers, bone, cat claws and whiskers - all naturally ‘given’.
22. Do you have an altar? Several.
23. What is your preferred element?
Water.
24. Do you consider yourself an Alchemist?
Yes.
25. Are you any other type of magical practitioner besides a witch?
As in what exactly?  A witch is a magick practitioner - there are categories and types of magick, but if you practice magick, you’re some type of witch.  
26. What got you interested in witchcraft? The husband - he grew up Pagan.  And my folks never really liked him because he identified as a witch and, you know, that’s bad.  So, after we got married, I figured, well he can’t be all that bad and did some research.  Nothing has ever resonated more with me in my life!
27. Have you ever performed a spell or ritual with the company of anyone who was not a witch? No.
28. Have you ever used ouija? Yes, often.
29. Do you consider yourself a psychic? Yes.
30. Do you have a spirit guide? If so, what is it? A couple actually - my animal guide is an otter.
31. What is something you wish someone had told you when you first started? I don’t really know - don’t have an answer to this one.
32. Do you celebrate the Sabbats? If so which one is your favorite? Yes - the slope of Mabon/Samhain/Yule - those are my favs.
33. Would you ever teach witchcraft to your children? Yes, and I do.
34. Do you meditate? Yes.
35. What is your favorite season? Fall.
36. What is your favorite type of magick to preform? Invocative, Sympathetic, and Divinatory
37. How do you incorporate your spirituality into your daily life? Meditation, almost daily.  I also have crystals/herbs and other magickal items placed throughout and outside of the house for various magick things.  I also do a lot of candle work, at least once a week.
38. What is your favorite witchy movie? Mists of Avalon
39. What is your favorite witchy book, both fiction and non-fiction. Why? Nonfiction is a toss up between Crone Magic and Cauldronborn… fiction, I enjoyed Harry Potter and the Witch and Wizard series.
40. What is the first spell you ever performed? Successful or not. It was a banishing - and it was successful.
41. What’s the craziest witchcraft-related thing that’s happened to you? When I was researching Paganism, trying to decide if it was horrible or not, I put a call out to the Goddess - told her, if she wanted me, she would have to give me some kind of undeniable sign.  That night, I woke three different times, to a woman’s voice yelling my name.  My husband heard nothing.  That’s when I decided to dedicate myself to the work of the Goddess.
42. What is your favourite type of candle to use? All of them, I’m really not prejudice ;) I’m a candle maker myself...
43. What is your favorite witchy tool? Again, all of them - I don’t use anything for my Craft that I don’t love.
44. Do you or have you ever made your own witchy tools? Yes.
45. Have you ever worked with any magical creatures such as the fea or spirits? Yes, all the time.
46. Do you practice color magic? Yes.
47. Do you or have you ever had a witchy teacher or mentor of any kind? Mostly books and experience - and the husband, who simply just let me explore.
48. What is your preferred way of shopping for witchcraft supplies? Shopping small biz!
49. Do you believe in predestination or fate? Yes, but I also believe it can be changed.
50. What do you do to reconnect when you are feeling out of touch with your practice? This usually happens when life gets busy and I don’t make time to meditate - and I need to just get back into it.
51. Have you ever had any supernatural experiences? Yes, quite a few actually
52. What is your biggest witchy pet peeve? The hypocrites… those who claim to be a witch just because it’s trendy or they’re a rebel.  Those who walk around like they know everything there is to know, and and look down their nose at others because they’ve practiced longer/trained in whatever/older/younger/different path/etc.  
53. Do you like incense? If so what’s your favorite scent? Yes, but I usually make my own - love frank and myrrh resins tho!
54. Do you keep a dream journal of any kind? Yes.
55. What has been your biggest witchcraft disaster? Doing magick during a voc moon - smoke alarms blaring at midnight, almost set ablaze my altar!
56. What has been your biggest witchcraft success? This is a tough one, and there’s a few that come to mind… but I think the biggest ‘success’ is me.  As I get to know myself and better myself, the stronger I become, and with magick, that makes all the difference!
57. What in your practice do you do that you may feel silly or embarrassed about? Not really - I have my practice, you have yours.  I don’t judge others, and could care less if they judge me.
58. Do you believe that you can be an atheist, Christian, Muslim or some other faith and still be a witch too? Indeed!
59. Do you ever feel insecure, unsure or even scared of spell work? I used to, not anymore.
60. Do you ever hold yourself to a standard in your witchcraft that you feel you may never obtain? I hold myself to getting better with every ritual/spell.
61. What is something witch related that you want right now? Tattoos… looking to get a Celtic knot cuff on my wrist and the bard symbol on the back of my neck with “Ní neart go cur le chéile” - There’s no strength without unity.
62. What is your rune of choice? Jera
63. What is your tarot card of choice? The Fool
64. Do you use essential oils? If so what is your favorite? Aromatherapist here!  My favorite is clove.
65. Have you ever taken any kind of witchcraft or pagan courses? Yes - online and in person.
66. Do you wear pagan jewelry in public? Yes.
67. Have you ever been discriminated against because of your faith or being a witch? Yes.
68. Do you read or subscribe to any pagan magazines? Yes.
69. Do you think it’s important to know the history of paganism and witchcraft? Yes.
70. What are your favorite things about being a witch? Everything...the freedom to just be yourself.
71. What are your least favorite things about being a witch? The instant fear in someone’s face when they find out I’m a witch...and then the preaching that follows.
72. Do you listen to any pagan music? If so who is your favorite singer/band? Yes - Damh the Bard/Blackmore’s Night
73. Do you celebrate the Esbbats? If so, how? Yes - with coven when they have ritual and at home during the full moon.  We light up the candles, make offering to the nature spirits, re-ward and cleanse the house, sit out crystals in the moonlight and sometimes sing to the moon herself.
74. Do you ever work skyclad? Yes, but only at home.
75. Do you think witchcraft has improved your life? If so, how? Yes - I’ve done A LOT of self work in my Craft, not that I’m anywhere near done!  My confidence has improved greatly, ,my understanding of people and the world in general has shifted, I’m empowered, I’m a healer, and I am free, spiritually.  I’m still working thru physical and mental health issues, but it’s easier now - and I have a family that supports my growth.
76. Where do you draw inspiration from for your practice? My daydreams, walks out in nature, and late nights - after a certain hour, I’ve found that I think and perceive things a little different… and I’m more comfortable with myself as well.  
77. Do you believe in ‘fantasy’ creatures? (Unicorns, fairies, elves, gnomes, ghosts, etc) Yes.
78. What’s your favorite sigil/symbol? Triquetra
79. Do you use blood magick in your practice? Why or why not? Yes, and just began recently - not for just anything tho.  It started because someone gave me an idea, so I did my research and tried it.  Blood magick is a powerful tool and it works, so I use it when needed.
80. Could you ever be in a relationship with someone who doesn’t support your practice? No.
81. In what area or subject would you most like your craft to grow? Right now, my magickal goal is very personal.  
82. What’s your favorite candle scent? Do you use it in your practice? See, I make candles, so this is a rough one :/ I have one called Witches Brew, which is a blend of amber and ylang ylang,,, that’s probably my favorite… and yes!
83. Do you have a pre-ritual ritual? (I.e. Something you do before rituals to prepare yourself for them). If so what is it? Bath or shower with salts/oils/incense
84. What real life witch most inspires your practice? I don’t really have one.
85. What is your favorite method of communicating with deity? Invocation/channelling
86. How do you like to organize all your witchy items and ingredients? Drawers and boxes - organized so that I know where everything is and disorganized enough so that others can’t ;)
87. Do you have any witches in your family that you know of? After a bit of research, I found a few on both sides of my family - but my family did a decent job hiding it, to the point where I’m not even sure my parents know about them.
88. How have you created your path? What is unique about it? Tbh, I believe everyone’s path is pretty unique - and yes, I do not follow a particular path because I’m eclectic.  My path shifts and changes when the need arises… kinda like that river thing, you never step in the same river 2x because it’s always moving and changing?  That’s kinda what my Craft is like.
89. Do you feel you have any natural gifts or affinities (premonitions, hearing spirits, etc.) that led you toward the craft? If so what are they? Empathy and premonitions are things I grew up with and evolved naturally into my practice.  Spirit communication, energy healing and divination came very easy to me, once I woke up to them.
90. Do you believe you can initiate yourself or do you have to be initiated by another witch or coven? It’s a personal decision, really.  I believe it can be done either way.
91. When you first started out in your path what was the first thing or things you bought? Candles
92. What is the most spiritual or magickal place you’ve been? Sedona, AZ
93. What’s one piece of advice you’d give someone who is searching for their matron and patron deities? Let them come to you - meditate and pray, keep an open heart and mind - then do your research!
94. What techniques do you use to ‘get in the zone’ for meditation? Not a lot, noise cancellation headphones work well tho (don’t even need the music, just the silence)!
95. Did visualization come easily to you or did you have to practice at it? Visualization comes very easy to me.
96. Do you prefer day or night? Why? Late night; it has been my experience that the mind works better the later it gets.
97. What do you think is the best time and place to do spell work? Dusk; outdoors
98. How did you feel when you cast your first circle? Did you stumble or did it go smoothly? Well, I clearly remember feeling the shift - whether or not it was ‘smooth’, I have no idea lol - but I considered it a success when I felt the shift.
99. Do you believe witchcraft gets easier with time and practice? Yes.
100. Do you believe in many gods or one God with many faces? Both.
101. Do you eat meat, eggs and dairy? Yes to meat, no eggs or dairy (mostly because I have crappy reactions to them)
102. What is your favorite color and why? It’s a toss up between midnight blue and forest green… and it’s just because I like them really.
103. What is the one question you get asked most by non-practitioners or non-pagans? How do you usually respond? So, what do you do exactly?  And tbh, the answer all depends on who’s talking to me...
104. Which of your five senses would you say is your strongest? Toss up - hearing/smell. 105. What is a pagan or witchcraft rule that you preach but don’t practice? Are there really rules?  And I try not to teach/preach things I don’t practice...and when I do, someone promptly throws my words back at me!
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Sooo here we go another hxh seance! 
(again, Her = A., Him=T.) 
We watched from Colt’s birth to the King’s birth, we stopped mid episode on that latter.
-They definitly find the CA arc far more intense so far, and consider it already went downhill. I quote “Children are dead, the queen is losing control over her soldiers, the soldiers are losing control between each other, Ponzu and Pokkle seems to handle the situation so far but it won’t seem to last, and on Kite’s side they are doomed to go downhill because Gon is with them”
-They are still thrown out that none of the other three (Kurapika, Leorio and Hisoka) are in there. They think Hisoka would have fun being part of his own, while they actively argue that Leorio would be the only one with common sense and with some survival instict he could help the other with.
-A. Wants a showdown between the Ants and the Troupe and T. wants a showdown between the Zoldyck and the Ants. 
-When it comes to the Troupe i find absolutly hilarious that they barely remember their names but remember Feitan, Chrollo, Machi and Shal at least. Nobunaga is also one of the name they remember but they keep stumbling on it. Meanwhile, I mentioned Phinks at some point and A. didn’t remember who I meant so i said “the guy Kurapika hang off the phone to” and she was “aahhhhh yes, his real impact on the serie.”
-They want Hisoka to show up, just because at least, there’s worse than him in front of them, and regardless of who gets hit, you will cheer anyway. They argue Hisoka’s only quality is that at least he’s the only one to be like himself.
-They called Kite “Legolass” or “The Guitarist” during the full episodes. They love his weapon system. 
-They were really grossed out by the ants we met in NGL.. They are cheering to see the Koala again.
-*when Gyro’s backstory started* “Gyro killed his dad.” A: “Well that was completely for free *the backstory happens* A: “ye nah he deserved itn is hxh having a contest for who is the worst dad?”
-They expect Gyro to come back and play a bigger role later.
-When Killua, Kite and Gon fought against the ants from the Lion’s team, Gon’s way to destroy the ant had A. go “this kid scares me”.
-As Pitou appears: “wait so Killua with Cat Ears is an actual character and a villain?”
-They were disgusted by Ponzu and Pokkle’s death. A. especially dislike when you kill couple, so she was upset. They found it really terrible
-When Pitou attacked Kite, they were horrified, but they cheered on Killua’s reaction, they considered it was best to do this this way.
-They were really glad Gon was asleep when Morel started talking to Killua about what they should have done, as they think it would be the kind of things to encourage Gon on a bad path
-When Gon woke up after the Kite attack and immediatly thanked Killua, T. jokingly said “but no homo”. But as the scene kept going, when Killua started to look at Gon the way he does, they went “oh.... he has it bad....” and as soon as he started the “You are Light” sequence, A. actually stood up and grabbed T.’s arm as she went “oh no this is ways too cute!!” T: “Killua is actually in love there oh my god” A: “So this is serious Killua is!! really in love!!”  They are not exactly the shipper style, they don’t make shippy comments a lot, and a few times before, they did comment on how Killua looking at Gon was sweet, or how some scenes were really sweet between them and joked a little about it. But there, they were reacting really seriously to the scene, and A. even confirmed “Here I completely see what everyone is talking about when they say Killua is in love with Gon”. I’m s o g  la d 
-They are not sure if Kite is really dead or no, but they are worried of Gon’s reaction if he comes to learn about it considering how determined he is to save him. 
-They are glad Bisky is back! 
-They don’t really know what to think of Palm yet, she scares them. They find it neat though that she’s supposed to be an ally while her design is frightening and that say, Hirn, the girl staying at Hyaga’s side, looks super cute while she’s an enemy.
-But they fell in love for Knuckle when he started to cry when Gon and Killua went to fight them, and when they saw all the dogs around him. 
-Meanwhile the first reaction while seeing Shoot was from A: “He has no eyebrow.....”. They laughed when they realized he was scared to fight the kids but were feeling pity for him. Meanwhile his power kinda scares them.
-Before the fight against Knuckle, there was a huge conversation about “how can you guess when you put 50% of your strength in your blow, how can you be sure you didn’t put 70% or something”. Once Knuckle’s power was revealed, they couldn’t stop laughing.
-When Shaiapouf appeared, T. went “oh but he’s pretty though, like, he’s kinda cute.” while A. went “this is going to be so troublesome” and I still laugh about it.
-They are really glad to see Netero fight. They say Morel’s fighting is to Smoke Weed while Knov’s is basically Portal.
-They consider Killua to be the most rational when it comes to fighting, but Bisky’s lessons about it made them a little reconsider, and they worry a lot for Killua since then. A. made notice tho that she had the same mindset as Killua when it comes to his reasoning in case of trouble.
-They find Bisky’s way to encourage him understandable but not appropriated and it would just hurt Killua more. When he reacted to Bisky’s “you’ll let Gon die”, T. went “Look at his face it’s too painful for him to hear”
-Also when it comes to Killua’s mental health, A. is getting more and more worried because she realizes what Killua is going through but he never adresses it, and so now, it makes sense it’s adressed, but since he keeps it quiet it makes it even more painful to see.
-The King appeared finally and A. Freaked out because she sees my blog and was sure he was an ally or a good guy, so she seriously didn’t expect him to be a villain, and even less to just kill his owns in the begining. Peggy’s design and the Turtle’s design had been cracking them up since the begining of the arc, so seeing the two of them die horribly had them yell a “oh no!”
-”Please stop killing children why is that happening”
-They thing that there will be a King’s supporter group and a Queen’s supporter group, but we only reached to the moment Colt came to ask for help, and they were just starting to realize a lot of the ants were ready to leave and create their own kingdom.
-We didn’t watch the end of the fights against Shoot and Knuckle yet. A. is hoping Gon won’t pass because she’s scared of what awaits them in NGL.
So as a conclusion, they liked it but are kinda grossed out by the events. They like the new characters for the most part and they still have a lot to see. 
We reached up to episode 91, which is so impressive considering they didn’t want to start the serie at first because they thought it was too long and they weren’t used to get into long series like that; But they enjoy watching it.
They are REALLY missing Leorio though and they often bring him up as for how he would probably make sense of the situations at hand in a way that wouldn’t put anyone in danger, and I love them when they do that, I love how much faith they have into Leorio. 
So ye that was neat o/
We’ll see more laaatterrr
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Rules: Fill in these 92 statements and tag 10 people Tagged by @righteousdemondean wow this was a lot of Qs but thank you for tagging me ^^
The Last: 1. Drink: Coffee 2. Phone call: My mom 3. Text Message: Okay um it’s on Serbian tho xD “A jebiga, iskreno ne da mi se ali htela sam zbog tebe :P” 4. Song you listened to: LP - Lost On You
5.Time you cried: During that song
Have You: 6. Dated someone twice: Yes, asshole really. 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Pfff oh boy, i guess i don’t learn from my mistakes. 8. Been cheated on: Ehh yeah, once me, bf and a friend slept at my place and he fucked him against a 7cm wall while i was sleeping on the other side. That was the most memorable one.  9. Lost someone special: Yes. 10. Been depressed: Yes. 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up:  It was around New Years. Bad wine really.  List Three Favorite Colors: 12. Pink
13. Green
14. Black  In The Last Year Have You: 15. Made new friends: Yes, here.  16. Fallen out of love: No. 17. Laughed until you cried:  Yes 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Ehh i don’t think so. 19. Met someone who changed you: Yes. 20. Found out who your friends are: Yes.  21. Kissed someone on your facebook list: Yes. General: 22. How many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: Dude, like 80%, idk.  23. Do you have any pets: Yes, a dog named Polly. And bunch of cats.  24. Do you want to change your name: I did to Arwen, but realized in Serbia it would be mispronounced a lot. We have that hard R.  25. What did you do for your last birthday:  Got drunk and had a fight with my bf. 26. What time did you wake up today: 9:30 27. What were doing at midnight last night: Tried to write and add few more line before i go to sleep, but ended up deleting whole page of it.
28. Name something you can’t wait for: Leave this country
29. When was the last time you saw your mom:  A week ago, she’s on a trip. 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: My health 31. What are you listening to right now: Ed Sheeran - Thinking Out Loud 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Here we have Tomislav - short - Tomi, so yeah, there’s a lot of them.  33. Something that is getting on your nerves:  Ignorance, injustice, how McDonalds coke is 80% ice... 34. Most visited website:  Tumblr Random Info: 35. Mole/s: No 36. Mark/s:  One on stomach, i share it with my brother. Same place and size.  37. Childhood dream: To have powers and kick ass. Too much Power Rangers i’m afraid.  38. Hair color: Darkish brown, redish in the sun ^^
39. Long or short hair:  Long
40. Do you have a crush on someone: Maybe, but it’s nothing really.  41. What do you like about yourself:  My hair. 42: Piercings: Yes, under my lower lip. Wanted the snake bites, but my emo period passed pretty fast, and i stopped at one. 
43: Blood type:  Ahh dude i think it’s B- 44. Nickname:  Nata, Nale, Natalia, some internet friends call me Arwen still after my nick. 45. Relationship:  In one 46. Zodiac:  Scorpio 47. Pronouns: She/her 48. Favorite TV show:  Supernatural 49. Tattoos: Not yet, wait next month.  50. Right hand or left hand:  Right 51. Surgery: 3ish 52. Hair dyed in a different color: Yeah as a teenager 53. Sport: I like ski jumping a lot 54. Vacation: London
55. Pair of trainers: What does it all meaaaaaaaaan?? More General: 56. Eating: Unhealthy most of the time. Very bad for me.  57. Drinking: Coffee, coffee, sodas, coffee 58. I’m about to:  Continue writing, maybe clean house a little.  59. Waiting for: My day off, just 4 more days.  60. Want: A room full of guinea pigs. Quit smoking. Reyes in my bed? 61. Get married: Yeah, but not now.  62. Career: Wish for one as an 3D artist.  63. Hugs or kisses:  Hmm ill go for hugs since its general. 64. Lips or eyes:  Eyes 65. Shorter or taller:  Pff not too tall or short 66. Older or younger:  Both, i don’t really care about that..but around my age.  67. Nice arms or nice stomach:  Stomach
68. Senstive or loud: Both 69. Hook up or relationship: Very confused right now for that question. 70. Troublemaker or hesitant:  Both Have You Ever: 71. Kissed a stranger: Yes 72. Drank hard liquor: Yes 73. Lost glasses/contact lenses:  Lost glasses at least three times
74. Turned someone down:  Yes
75. Sex in the first date: I didn’t even know her name, what first date 76. Broken someone’s heart: Yes 77. Had your heart broken: If we are talking about real real thing then once, yes 78. Been arrested: No 79. Cried when someone died: My grandma 80. Fallen for a friend: Go to 77 Do You Believe In: 81. Yourself:  Um on most occasions no 82. Miracles: Once my toy started working after hours of crying over it. I was a kid, took it as a miracle.  83. Love at first sight: No 84. Santa Claus:  Made me cry 85. Kiss on the first date: Yes 86. Angels: Castiel jk. No.  Other 87. Current best friend’s name: Don’t really have one. Aldo i feel like i am finding it in someone i talk to. 
88. Eye color: Dark brown 89. Favorite movie:  LOTR 90. Strangest thing in your room:  Stuffed toys? Jewelry?  91. Ever visited any countries outside your own: Yes, briefly.  92. Favorite fantasy creature: Idk a unicorn
 As always with no obligation i tag: @ntbogoni @starsandskies @himluv @castiellover @blacksheep33512 @emmayame @joz-stankovich @mandydarlings @tavum @makocartwheels
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Kevin Cage of @spotlightsaga reviews... Orange is the New Black (S05E09) The Tightening Airdate: June 9, 2017 @oitnb Ratings: @netflix original Score: 8.5/10 **********SPOILERS BELOW********** And suddenly #OITNB5 becomes a horror film in 'The Tightening'. It's a fitting name and it certainly sounds like either a horror film or some sort of off-brand porno you might find in someone else's secret stash that makes you question just exactly what they're into. However, the latter is definitely not the feeling 'The Tightening' evokes. The opening scene even plays to horror roots with shaky camera work and first person perspective as Piscatella (Brad William Henke) watches the inmates and makes his cat-like moves (as an oversized bear) amongst the darkness along the hallways and corridors of Litchfield Prison. The music, the editing, the slamming of the cage door as he takes Blanca (Laura Gomez) as his first victim... It's all very 'Halloween or 'Friday The 13th', most definitely in the key of a psycho-slasher film in the late 70's and 80's. He even delivers a one-liner that most likely sounds like 'Judge Dredd' in his head. Blanca slowly turns around and I immediately think of Bruce Campbell in 'Maniac Cop'. Bare with me, the horror references are going to be real with this one. The music highlights the horror homages that are running rampant throughout 'The Tightening' and only elevates the terror in our first abduction of the episode. Piscatella has fn' lost it and we all should be terrified. Red (Kate Mulgrew) looks a bit out of her mind... She's certainly doing better than she was when Nichols (Natasha Lyonne) found her with a pencil with human flesh stuck to the end of it, a crowning moment of S5 for sure, but I definitely see why people would have a hard time believing anything that spawns from her brain and connects to words that escape her mouth in the state that she's in for most of the episode. People are going missing and trust me, even in a half revved up/half crashing state, clues are everywhere (whether they're truly there or not)... And if there's actually something to really follow those clues to, the whole hunt can become even more intense than it already is. But who's going to believe the old woman who's out of her mind for the first time ever in her life? A hard boiled Russian who's always had control, or at least always grasped for it in impossible situations as we see in her flashback. Suddenly, she looks like she's slipping from any real state of reality... Out of all people tho, I can't understand why Nichols wouldn't at least act as Red's play-along 'Shaman Guide'. I would think she at least owes her that. Nichols feeds her a 'I'll be right back' line... OMG, they are really going for Horror Tropes in every way they possibly can and I absolutely love it. This is a dream come true for me... A women's prison dramedy turns total Horror Slasher. Somebody pinch me, it's all my favorite genres melted into a hodgepodge of totally off-kilter episode. Piscatella has spent 8 episodes being emasculated and dismissed. His plan may seem half baked, and it totally is, but it does seem like a logical plan (or at least next step) for someone who has control issues. Parallels to that theme with Red can be traced and drawn to multiple points throughout the series, but this isn't the same kind of control. Red has shown that she adapts and makes the best of her situation, always moving, always finding a way to either stay on top... Or as we've seen in previous seasons and as we see in this very flashback, she finds ways to bide her time until a real, honest to God, time to strike comes along. Piscatella is basically having his male ego crushed in a trash compactor, an extremely fragile male ego that already he already intensely struggles with juggling and maintaining his own masculinity due to his sexuality and position of power... A power he clearly no longer has. However, Piscatella is still very much also like Red, in the sense that he's looking for the right time to strike, and that right time is now. Due to this very situation being the closest thing a man like Piscatella can come to 'Ego Death' brushing his shoulders (because he sure as shit isn't smoking DMT anytime soon), he recognizes his opportunity and he seizes his moment, barreling into the prison strapped, complete with riot gear and a full arsenal of weapons. He believes he's acting as a hero, but really he's the 'Michael Meyers' of Litchfield... And let's not forget, he's still under the umbrella of MCC. So whatever happens in there, it could possibly hurt MCC in the end, or at least work against them in some fashion. I personally refuse to believe this show will allow Piscatella to penetrate the walls of this prison during a full on 'Hostile Takeover' and walkout unscathed. Unlike Michael Meyers, or other ghoulish 'Horror Icons' Piscatella is mirroring at the moment, he's still human, he can still be hurt. He can still be killed. He's rogue, and the horror is being played to a beautiful key of irony, but in the end Piscatella is just a man... One man against a hundreds and hundreds of some of the most ruthless women around. I would say, 'Good Luck, Piscatella' just out of habit... But I want to see this mother fucker burn! I'd love to close there, because honestly this is exciting, uncharted territory for OITNB to explore, but unfortunately with this series... Even as great as it is, it can never leave well enough alone. The whole 'Slasher Homage' is a huge plus and for me a great way to keep it fresh and new for the series. Unlike most, I've also been enjoying Angie (Julie Lake) & Leanne (Emma Myles) play 'White Trash Villains Let Loose in Litchfield', they harness the same brand of evil that cartoon Siamese Cats would. Essentially they're just dicks, they are relatively harmless because of their daft intellect, but their wicked enough to cause mayhem and push all the right buttons. While the show means for there to be a layer of comedy protecting the duo in cade of a future face turn, it was straight heartbreaking to see anyone mess with Suzanne (Uzo Aduba) the way they did. Unfortunately for them, they are literally decaying via their own stupidity and consequences as the season charges on. Everyone hates them, but that's exactly what makes them two of the best handled characters of S5 so far. Even Lorna's (Yael Stone) exchange with Suzanne in this episode, as reckless as it was, is a true shot at brilliance as two beautiful mentally ill women empower each other... Just in the worst way possible. Surprisingly, It's Gloria's (Selenis Leyva) storyline I have the most trouble with. I know she's in a bad way right now, and I did appreciate her back and forth with Aleida (Elizabeth Rodriguez), who even in her total bitch mode maintained a level of heart and family values... Like, 'piss on you but good health to your kids' kind of way. Ending the conversation with, "I'm sick of being right about people," was fucking masterful. I just don't buy Gloria potentially risking everything for something she has to know in her heart is never going to happen. There are factors like Linda Ferguson (Beth Dover) leaving Litchfield with a change of heart and Piscatella's 'Jason Voorhees at Camp Crystal Lake' style rampage that act as variables that could create seriously unexpected results, but when I think of OITNB, I just don't think of happy endings... And Gloria is an OG. No matter how desperate she is, would she really risk it all just to be reminded the heavy truth of her situation? Just to have a tall, cold glass, of cold hard reality be thrown directly into her face? I just don't think so... Not Gloria... It just can't be.
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omg ok tbh i forgot that i reblogged that ask thing but thank u fren here u go
1. spotify, soundcloud, or pandora? 
spotify
2. is your room messy or clean?
um ok so my room at my mom’s is technically the office and just full of mine and everyone else’s storage so it isn’t really my room i guess and my room at my dad’s is nearly empty and i haven’t been there more than a couple times in a while and i’ve been crashing at friend’s and family’s houses and living out of a suitcase for weeks so i’m just gonna say i don’t really have a room
3. what color are your eyes?
dark brown
4. do you like your name? why?
alright well this is complicated because i hate the name emily and lately i’ve been going by emmitt for a while and it’s just weird because i feel so disconnected from emily and not super connected to emmitt either and i feel like i should just be a nameless person because i hate being referred to as anything tbh
5. what is your relationship status?
happily in a relationship with someone i really care about
6. describe your personality in 3 words or less
a detached mess
7. what color hair do you have?
my natural dark brown color
8. what kind of car do you drive? color?
ah it’s a purple mini van that’s rusting and dying
9. where do you shop?
target lol
10. how would you describe your style?
almost exclusively button ups and baseball shirts
11. favorite social media account?
tumblr probably i use this the most out of all of them
12. what size bed do you have?
queen
13. any siblings?
i have 2 sisters
14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?
i honestly have no idea how to answer this question i don’t have a dream destination or anything
15. favorite snapchat filter?
omg probably the cute cat one that changes ur voice cuz my friends look so cute when they use it
16. favorite makeup brand(s)?
i don’t know anything about makeup
17. how many times a week do you shower?
every day sometimes multiple times a day
18. favorite tv show?
buffy the vampire slayer and dollhouse kill me
19. shoe size?
idk i’m pretty sure i’m a 6
20. how tall are you?
5’1
21. sandals or sneakers?
sneakers
22. do you go to the gym?
no lol but i do plan to start going once i actually move in to my new place and get settled
23. describe your dream date
i want to spend a day in chicago with emily doing whatever we want just walking and wandering into stores and go to a zoo or a museum or navy pier or honestly just anything at this point i miss her so much i don’t care what we do as long as we’re together
24. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?
$6
25. what color socks are you wearing?
they’re both different variations of black white and light blue
26. how many pillows do you sleep with?
at least 2
27. do you have a job? what do you do?
yeah i recently got a job in the mental health field and i work primarily with adults with various mental illnesses in a 24/7 supervised living area at the moment it’s mostly individuals dealing with schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, depression, and borderline personality disorder and i help them with symptom management, building the skills they have chosen to work on in their treatment plans, and help them carry activities of daily living so they can become self-sufficient and can transition out and live on their own
28. how many friends do you have?
ah i mean i know i have a lot of friends but as far as really close friends i know i can count on and will most likely always have around i’d say i have about 8
29. whats the worst thing you have ever done?
ah fuck well i went through a really destructive phase in my recent past where i was just in a bad place and i withdrew and lashed out a lot and was super emotionally unstable and i hurt a lot of people and i regret it
30. whats your favorite candle scent?
omg i have no idea i usually just smell all the blue ones and go from there
31. 3 favorite boy names
elliot (this is my favorite name in the world probably)
max
derrick
32. 3 favorite girl names
bennett
caroline
sara
33. favorite actor?
i thought about this for a solid 5 minutes and no one is coming to mind i’m gonna leave this blank
34. favorite actress?
eliza dushku and alyson hannigan kill me every time i watch dollhouse or buffy i’m in love with her
35. who is your celebrity crush?
amber liu
36. favorite movie?
selena
37. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?
i used to read a lot when i was a kid and the music of dolphins by karen hesse has always stuck with me for some reason idk if it’s my favorite but when i was a kid i checked it out at least once a month on our elementary library visits and even now i always find myself thinking about it
38. money or brains?
well if u don’t have money u can’t survive in this capitalist society so i mean
but if this question is asking what i want in a person i’d want the smart
39. do you have a nickname? what is it?
my family calls me mimi and tbh it’s the only thing i actually feel comfortable with weirdly
40. how many times have you been to the hospital?
i’ve been to the hospital multiple times to visit people but i don’t remember actually needing to be there myself besides when i burned my hands as a child
41. top 10 favorite songs
this is def subject to change depending on my mood at any given moment but for right now:
hold me tight by bts
house of cards by bts
lie by bts
all mine by one ok rock
deeper deeper by one ok rock
we are by one ok rock
decision by one ok rock
clock strikes by one ok rock
como la flor by selena
moon river waltz by shinee
42. do you take any medications daily?
no i had issues with family and insurance so i had to stop seeing my psych and taking meds
43. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)
dry
44. what is your biggest fear?
my mom having anything else bad happen to her
45. how many kids do you want?
this is most likely not going to be my choice lol i don’t have a number in mind if i do have kids
46. whats your go to hair style?
short and whatever it wants to do when i get out of the shower
47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)
well i don’t really live in a house rn but my mom’s house is huge she just moved in and it’s crazy big i’m so happy for her also the house i’m gonna move into soon is p small but still cute
48. who is your role model?
idk probably my mom she’s been through a lot and is still going strong
49. what was the last compliment you received?
“you’re so sweet, you know that?” from a client
50. what was the last text you sent?
“nini
51. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?
tbh i have no idea i was probably in elementary school
52. what is your dream car?
something that runs, is either blue or grey, and magically doesn’t cost me anything to drive it
53. opinion on smoking?
it smells terrible and i don’t like to be around people who smoke
54. do you go to college?
yeah i just graduated
55. what is your dream job?
i have no idea i don’t know what i want i haven’t really thought that far ahead but i love my job so far so i’m alright with where i’m at
56. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?
i don’t really have a preference as long as i’m with and near people i care about
57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?
i don’t think i’ve ever personally done that
58. do you have freckles?
yeah i have a couple scattered around
59. do you smile for pictures?
i make this weird stupid half smile face and i can’t stop
60. how many pictures do you have on your phone?
761
61. have you ever peed in the woods?
i have not
62. do you still watch cartoons?
i never want to not watch cartoons
63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from wendy’s or mcdonalds?
i don’t like chicken nuggets from anywhere
64. favorite dipping sauce?
wait for what
i like soy sauce for potstickers
65. what do you wear to bed?
usually shorts and a t shirt
66. have you ever won a spelling bee?
no i’m terrible at spelling out loud
67. what are your hobbies?
i like to dance idk not much else tho i guess
68. can you draw?
nooooo
69. do you play an instrument?
i played guitar once but i forgot everything smh
70. what was the last concert you saw?
the bts wings tour
71. tea or coffee?
tea
72. starbucks or dunkin donuts?
dunkin donuts
73. do you want to get married?
yes
74. what is your crush’s first and last initial?
e g
75. are you going to change your last name when you get married?
i’ve thought about this actually and i’m mostly just hesitant about how difficult it would be to change my name on like all the legal paperwork and like bills and work things and it just sounds super complicated but i wish it could be easier because i hate where my last name comes from and if i married my current gf we would literally have the exact same name and we would be able to confuse people even more and i just think it would be funny
76. what color looks best on you?
black i think
77. do you miss anyone right now?
yes oh my god
78. do you sleep with your door open or closed?
closed always closed
79. do you believe in ghosts?
yeah i do
80. what is your biggest pet peeve?
ok i get so mad when i go to a friend’s place who has long hair and i’m walking barefoot through their house or i’m sleeping over or i’m under a blanket or something and it just makes me so mad when i feel dumb long single strands of hair in my toes i hate it so much it makes me so mad idk man but this happened to me last night and i’ve been thinking about it ever since
81. last person you called?
ah well the last phone call that i was on was with the director of all the residential living things at my work
82. favorite ice cream flavor?
idk probably chocolate and vanilla with caramel
83. regular oreos or golden oreos?
regular oreos
84. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?
no sprinkles pls
85. what shirt are you wearing?
black and grey v neck t shirt
86. what is your phone background?
a picture of my gf i took a while back of her from a distance with the river and sunset in the background
87. are you outgoing or shy?
shy with everyone besides my friends
88. do you like it when people play with your hair?
only like a very specific like 2 people but when it’s anyone else i get really uncomfortable with being touched and you’d think that people wouldn’t just come up to you and start touching your hair and telling you how soft it is but it’s more common than you think and it makes me want to d ie
89. do you like your neighbors?
my nonexistent neighbors r gr8
90. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?
i always wash it in the morning but sometimes i wash it at night too if i feel gross from the day
91. have you ever been high?
nope never
92. have you ever been drunk?
yes
93. last thing you ate?
a blizzard from dairy queen with pieces of brownies in it
94. favorite lyrics right now
ok i’m gonna be honest and just say i’m not in a place to listen to music rn i’ve been listening to exclusively podcasts and i have not listened to a song and not zoned out completely during it in a very long time and no lyrics are coming to mind
95. summer or winter?
summer
96. day or night?
night
97. dark, milk, or white chocolate?
ah milk or white i guess i’m not a super big fan tho
98. favorite month?
june cuz my birthday also gay
99. what is your zodiac sign
gemini
100. who was the last person you cried in front of?
my dad
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justicewinged · 7 years
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How "wild" does Quinn allow Valor to be (in terms of his freedom to fly on his own or stay closer to her)? Since he was a wild animal to begin with, does he have certain quirks that make being his partner difficult to deal with? Does Quinn feed him, or does he hunt on his own for food? How much does Valor rely on Quinn for in terms of care? (Food, physical care and cleaning, mews, etc.)
*soft mun screams*
ok nonny, you’re like the first ask I’ve gotten on this blog for headcannon without any prompting so that makes you my Favorite Person Ever. Just… so you know.
Alright so like I follow the ideal that Quinn treats Valor, for the most part, like a falconry bird. I know I’ve mentioned that before, probably more times than necessary but I’ll break it down here.
Feeding:
For the most part, Quinn will help Valor with hunting by flushing quarry, and feed him through his molts. She takes a pretty hands-off approach when it comes to hunting, and when the pair of them were younger, she got in trouble with Jarvan III for her letting him loose to free hunt. He was known to eat cats. I’ll let you take from that what you will. ;) Now, whenever she’s staying in Demacia City for a time, she’ll take him out for a hunt every dawn unless she has plans. He is a growing bird, but she will take the traditional approach of letting him go hungry if there’s to be a big hunt so as to avoid getting him “fed up” (that is to say, losing his motivation to food). Raptors are very food-motivated, and Quinn monitors his weight and feedings very closely. He will get snacks – “tidbits” – for good behavior, parlor tricks, and helping Quinn with her scouting duties. His typical treats are whole mice, pieces of his last hunt he didn’t eat, and smoked meats (especially fish and elk). Bigger meals can range from rabbits, to mountain rams, to fish (though he’s not very adept at catching them), and when he’s older, anything upward of a ton in body weight.
Grooming:
Valor is fairly good at keeping himself clean, like most raptors, but because of his lifestyle being kept in captivity, Quinn must provide some of his physical care as well. Once a year, after his molt, Quinn will file and shape his beak and claws – a practice known as coping. Even in the wild, birds are known to split their beaks if they grow too much because they are made of the same material as fingernails. Fun facts! Quinn will still check up on him before putting on his armor and after taking it off, just to ensure all the feathers lay flat and don’t break, because arming him in such a manner does protect him from physical harm but runs the risk of breaking an important feather. When he gets into something, she’ll help him pick himself clean so he doesn’t overdo it or give him a wash cloth bath if necessary. Overall, she keeps him in far more pristine condition than wild birds would normally do themselves. He is a war bird, after all. She cleans his armor every time he wears it.
Housing:
Quinn keeps valor in a mew, but he is allowed into the home so long as he remains on a couple of perches around the house or he’s following her around, and only when he hasn’t been fed recently. (Raptor mutestains are nearly impossible to get out, even with modern cleaners on earth, can you imagine the nightmare they’d be on Runeterra? Quinn likes her army-issue house clean, thank you.) She keeps him in longer jesses around home, called mews jesses, so she can grab him easily should he get into anything. His mew is average size for a Demacian scout’s home, so about indoor 20 square yards for their animal and 40 outdoors. Quinn keeps the place pretty nice, though, with branches to perch on, shifty sand to roll in, lots of sunlight and breeze, and dangly feathers from the ceiling. Also bells. Lots of jingly bells. They don’t have much room, but it’s enough for him to spread his wings, hop around, groom, and play. Quinn deep cleans the mew once weekly, replaces the perches monthly, and does a thorough inspection of it yearly. Around the campsite when they’re out and about, Quinn will let him free fly and hunt of his own volition because she has a decent bit of trust in him to obey her commands, and they have a call and response ritual to keep track of each other. More on that later. 
Physical Care / Health:
Valor is generally a very healthy bird, but on the rare occasion he catches himself into something, most of the time small nicks or skin infections, Quinn keeps him indoors until the whatever-it-is clears up. I mean, of course another part of physical care is exercise. Valor gets exercised daily with his hunts of course, but also creance training and other exercises in agility like dodging around things and going through holes, much like his master trains for herself. Creance training is like sending him on a leash then calling him to the glove. It encourages his bond with his master. Quinn also tests his intelligence regularly with various enrichment things – making sure he knows his commands, playing with his line of sight (a feathered string is her favorite for this, just like a cat), and puzzle toys for treats. By and large, he gets a lot more “familial” (because Quinn is “momma” to him) attention than a lot of his more wild brethren. This is entirely because mother birds have better things to do than focus all their time on their baby bird, unlike Quinn. Eagles are familial raptors, which is strange considering a majority of raptors are solitary, but Valor sees himself as one lucky birb. Any other Azurite would see him as a momma’s boy.
Freedom:
When Quinn is alone, Valor is flying behind, in front, or around her. Their call and response features Valor trilling once, Quinn whistling once, and back and forth until he alerts for danger (which is another post I should make later when I’m not talking about his lifestyle). This keeps him within range of Quinn to help her should she need him, and her within his range so she can keep track of him for peace of mind. When they are entering a more animal-unfriendly area, Quinn keeps him on a short jess with a hood. In extreme cases, when she needs him entirely contained, for example while traveling on horseback, she will crate him. Quinn always feels bad keeping him cooped up for too long, though, so she’ll always let him out to stretch his wings every so often if she hasn’t let him fly for a while.
Personality:
I feel like this is something that was touched on in the probably-no-longer-canonical-but-still-loved Freljordian expedition. When Quinn had that run-in with Lissandra, she explicitly commanded Valor to fly away home, but he stayed, ready to fight his last breath to defend her. This is the difference between him being a hawk or any other type of solitary raptor. Whereas any other solitary hunter would have left her to die, he stayed, and that’s very telling of personality and relationship. Valor is clever. “Personality” as in “tendency to act out,” he will disobey Quinn when he knows better to obey, like when her life is in danger. Truth be told, I think that’s one of the only things that would set off his instincts. Beyond the occasional isolated incident while traveling or deep in official business at Demacia City, Quinn keeps him with a steady supply of food and freedom, so he’s quite content to stick around. Minor disobedience in the form of him clawing at her gauntlet or fluffing himself in the direction of people he feels personally insulted by the presence of (looking at Fiora, Garen, Jarvan….) is very common. To the point Quinn doesn’t even bother disciplining him anymore for this.
TL;DR, Quinn lets him be as wild as she can for the circumstances at hand. He’s a sassass who really shouldn’t be going on missions with the intent to improve relations, but thankfully he can’t talk so there’s that, and has rude habits only really noticeable by his handler and people familiar with raptors (so Azir probably wouldn’t be too enthused about him in general). Quinn both feeds him and he hunts on his own, but because of his captive lifestyle, he needs a bit more maintenance from his momma than an average birb. Good birb tho, 12/10 
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