#everyone is trauamatized

[happyfoxx-art]

When your dumb-dumb twin wont stop leaving the medbay if he wakes up on his own so you just have to babysit him. And if it keeps the nightmares away? added bonus.

#Rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt movie #rise leo #rise donnie #rotmnt #rottmnt #cuddles #disaster twins #i love them so much #hnnng #whose nightmares you ask? #yes #everyone is trauamatized #they put cute lights in the medbay to make it less sad #leonardo needs so much therapy #so do the rest of them tbh #rip #platonic cuddles #sibling cuddles #i literally cant i love them so so much hnng

[socksandbuttons]

Hi! I was the anon who wanted Solar to absolutely break :3 I was surprised with your art response but OMG hii! I love your art and your many AUs, especially the bean eclipse and dad eclipse <3

Back to Solar breakdown, remember how Sun cried during the first time Earth showed up? That's how I want to hear Solar cry but MORE! MORE SOBBING! MORE HICCUPING! Just every and all pent up emotions, the blame he put on himself for what happened to his Sun, the overworking so that he didn't have to face his emotions, and just all emotions come crushing down on this man. I will not be satisfied until he can't speak properly from crying. Like the "I- I... I just- I..." type of broken voice.

Anyway, yes, I do indeed love Solar. He's my favorite character from the shows, and while I do want to see him breakdown, I also want him to have a happy life in the end :3 <3

- Unhinged Solar lover anon

aww thank youu unhinged solar fan glad u like Redemption arc thru being small and Redemption thru fatherhood (???). YOU GUYS GOTTA GIVE THESE VOICEACTORS A MOMENT. so they can properly cry. but lordy a broken man. to hug. also just letting him emote for a moment. i see he kinda needs it with how tired he sounds. Sir. Sir ur making sure everyone else is having a moment BUT NOTURSELF. anyway yeah in the end we just want him to be happy. he deserves to be happy. and hugged. and told he is loved. and sun wouldve been proud. let sun says hes proud.

#hes sort of happy in my sun lunar au and the fact thats just nice eclipses universe but he makes his own lunar (by accident) #*stares at that au* its a little different from current canon tho. #hes the most normal guy out of everyone yet also incredibly trauamatized and overworked #get that man a blanket #sams solar

[slutdge]

Heavy subject matter under the cut im just not feeling well and need to get it out of my system

i used to constantly try to convince myself that my experiences with police brutality werent that trauamatizing but im glad i got over that, cause girlypop if you were slammed down on the ground, handcuffed and screamed at to stop resisting (all this during a mental health wellness check) despite yknow. being handcuffed face down on the ground while an officer was digging her knee into my spine so hard i couldnt stand up straight for over a week afterwards was, in fact, bad for your mental health. and this was only one of many instances. dont give these dumb fucking pigs any grace.

with that being said, i dont think ive expressed enough how much you will never feel safe after experiencing police brutality or mistreatment even if its just one time, whether its in your home or in public, you will never feel safe again anywhere because you know first hand they can do whatever they want and get away with it, and its something ive really been struggling to cope with lately now that im kinda drinking less off and on. like i dont know how to function knowing that that could happen again at any time no matter where i am and i couldnt do anything to stop it because even if you dont resist they still wont give you any kind of mercy, there is nothing you can do to snap them out of their fascist power trip because thats why they became cops in the first place. i dont know how to not live in fear and despair when cops are out there especially with the added factor that my abusive parents have on multiple occassions made false 911 calls that ive said i had a plan to kill myself so that i would be arrested and taken to the psych ward every time theyve suspected ive been getting too close to escaping from them and going no contact with them like i want to, even going as far to get a court order to have me arrested. idk i just dont know what to do anymore lol theres not a single thing in my life that isnt tainted with despair idk how im even alive still. sorry for the depressing incoherent late night thoughts, i hope yall are having a good night 🫀 it sounds silly cause its just tumblr but truly this blog is the only place i feel like i can freely express myself and i appreciate everyone who has taken the time to send me kind messages, more often than not thats the only positive thing ill experience in my day

#ptsd

[fallen-gravity]

I’ve seen some criticism that Belos’ defeat was underwhelming. All of that build up and he just crashed. Do you see that or is there a hole there?

Honestly, even though I completely disagree, and gesture to the whole of Luz becoming a Titan and tearing away at Belos up until he had nothing left as being far from underwhelming, even if we're only looking at the scene where he's melted away by the acid rain and then curb-stomped by Eda, Raine, and King....isn't that what he deserves?

If Belos had gotten this big, over the top anime sequence type of death, with whole crowds attacking him and him fighting tooth and nail and reaching near victory, that'd be exactly what he wanted, isn't it? Any outcome where he looks like a hero, any outcome that made him look like a hero dying in action for the good of the people, is exactly what Belos would've wanted. It would've proven exactly what he's been saying all this time. If Everyone had beaten him to death, he, in his own dying mind, would've been vindicated that the Boiling Isles was full of savages.

But the fact that he succumbs to rain? to nature? There's no heroic way to paint that. It's incredibly pathetic. Everyone on the Isles knows that the rain is acidic and fatal, so even those who may have sympathized with him otherwise would hear that his cause of death was rainfall and thought "god, what an idiot, dying in such an easily preventable way." One of my personal favorite comments on this came from....either a friend on discord or some other tumblr post, I can't remember which, was the comment that pointed out that Belos melting away in the rain plays a really neat little parallel to how evil witches are always defeated in stories in the real world; they're melted away by water, and essentially what happens to Belos is no different; the rain melts him to mush, just as regular human realm rain made of water would melt evil witches of fairytale lore to mush as well.

It's not about getting a big, dramatic death scene. It's about getting it over with. Belos is gone, and that's that. There's no mourning or even any real celebration, outside of Raine commenting that curb-stomping on his melting corpse felt satisfying. It just Is, and now that he's gone, they can work on restoring the Isles like he never existed. It's exactly the kind of ending Belos would be furious about, the kind where he just becomes some pointless little blip in Boiling Isles history. Obviously Luz + co are still trauamatized by the whole ordeal, but I guarantee that even as few as two generations down the line, the name Belos or Philip Whittebane is gonna be nowhere to be found anywhere in the BL records, and he would fucking hate that

Which is why it's such a satisfying way for him to go. Get fucked, old man, you're not even getting the satisfaction of an overdramatic death scene. Get rained on.

#asks #anon #toh #toh spoilers #the owl house #the owl house spoilers

[creativeskull95]

How will you be writing everyone going forward?

Thad's actually about as chill as I was already writing him, so he's probably gonna stay the same.

Uzi? More trauamatized. Also feral.

N? Guilt guilt guilt. But also super concerned over Uzi and more of a motormouth.

Khan is trying, but like Goofy from a Goofy Movie trying. He'e so awkward it's gonna hurt.

Lizzie's the same for now, maybe a bit more blonde. Doll is no longer speaking English until she proves otherwise.

Maia's probably gonna be a bit bolder, but still a coward.

#skully answers #murder drones

[seeminglyseph]

Me: Yeah, but... I mean like everybody's been traumatized by their parents?

Therapist: not to the degree of cptsd

Me: doubt.

#did your parents trauamatize you #like almost everyone has abusive parents right? we just like didn't understand it as abuse at the time

[demonpriest]

i’ve never been to one so idk how much i have a say in this but.... maybe don’t make psych ward jokes if you haven’t been to one?

#everyone ive known who has been to a psych ward have been trauamatized by their times in one #so maybe stop.... maybe....

[herohotline]

nonnie that was really rude wtf. I’m sorry that they called you that.

Eh, it happens. It was my bad for wording the tag wrong, I understood why they thought I didn’t think those issues were serious. My bad on that. But, yes. I’m not a freak or some sort of sociopath that doesn’t think illegal trauamatic issues aren’t Serious Issues.

If I say something or word something weird like that in the future, it’d be my hope that someone would pull me aside or send a message asking what I meant. But, again, with how people act on the internet nowadays, everyone’s ready to slit throats and cut out tongues the minute you screw up your phrasing or wording. It’s very unfortunate, but whatever. They just proved my point.

[celestianstars]

I feel you, when you say about going to a therapist. It's weird talking with someone about all your demons and how you feel deep down. I need to go to one too, but I guess I'm too scared 😰

Exactly like idk I just get so scared of making that step but also feel like I’m letting everyone down who keeps encouraging me as gently as possible to get some help.

Or maybe I just like feeling this way or something, it’s easier to feel shitty and let those demons do what they want instead of trying to control it all and confront it.

And for me, I felt fine for years. Like sure trauamatic things had happened but I felt like I was doing pretty ok anyways and now I’m not and idk I’m just not used to this or anything like this and I just wanna shut my brain off.

I hear you 💕 thanks for understanding also

#venting

[kissland]

So last month I read "It Looks Like This" (illt) and right now I'm nearly finished "The Love and Lies of Rukhsana Ali" (tlalora). Theyre both fucking fantastic and heartbreaking books about closeted gay teens whose religious parents (christian and Muslim, respectively) find out they're gay and cant deal with the fact and respond in /seriously/ horrifying ways. and like I seriously recommend them both and I rate them both 4/5. But.

But. (Spoilers ig)

In illt, Mike's (15 y/o main character) is sent to Christian conversion therapy camp and the boy he was caught kissing (they weren't dating yet but they were in love) gets drunk and dies on a back road car accident while Mike is at the camp. and when mike gets back home, right, he's mad at the world but. Hes the one saying 'thank you' to people willing to help him out, and saying 'sorry' to his teachers for missing school, and the WORST part is that while his mom is mostly okay w him being gay now that hes fucking traumatized, she and his sister still tell him to just "wait for his dad to come around" (his dad is still stoic and hesitant about LOVING HIS FUCKING SON) and the author writes him as like. LENIENT AND WILLING TO?????? AND UNDERSTANDING????? like "hey dad I know I'm getting bullied at school and you caught me kissing a boy on my birthday and sent me 4 hours away to conversion therapy and then that same boy killed himself but I'm sure this is all very hard for you pls take ur time I understand" LIIIIIIIIIIKE.

And it's the same in tlalora. Rukhsana's parents find her kissing her (white) girlfriend and whisk her away to Bangladesh, not allowing her to leave the country and go back to seattle until she finds a husband. They take away her passport, drug her, and give her an exorcism to "repel the jinn from her"!!!! Meanwhile her bumfuck white girlfriend is whining back in seattle about how Rukhsana hesitated to tell her parents about their relationship, and then complains that Rukhsana still hasn't come back home, and when Rukhsana DOES make it back to seattle, Rukhsana's straight white friends tell her that her girlfriend doesnt want to see her, that she should give her some time, that she "should have dealt with the situation better and not broken Ariana's (her gf) heart." AND THE AUTHOR WRITES RUKHSANA AS INTERNALLY AGREEING W THEM AHHHHHH????? B T W I didnt mention it but the man Rukhsana planned to marry before escaping was actually a gay Bengali man with a boyfriend in the usa but the night Rukhsana left Bangladesh he was fucking MURDERED WITH AN AXE for being gay and shes dealing with THAT TRAUAMA AS FUCKING WELL and everyone is like ":/ well u couldve still handled this better Rukhsana." Like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

LET TRAUAMATIZED GAY CHARACTERS BE NOT FUCKING FORGIVING????? THANKS???????

#its so fucking FRUSTRATING #LET THEM BE ANGRY FUCKING GAYS!!!!!!! NEVER FUCKING APOLOGIZE

[gimmesumsuga]

So I was in bio dissecting a pig and trying to not vomit when some fuck decided to throw a firecracker into the hallway and I thought we were being shot tf up and I'm very pissed atm so your sts update is clearly a sign from the heavens as a token of apology God bless you

Oh jesus :/ I hope it made up for what sounds like a pretty trauamatic day otherwise! 

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Anon: A part of me feels bad for namjoon.. the other part of me feels bad for everyone else, namjoon tried to kill yoongi before with no real reason and now I’m anxious

Yeah, I just feel kind of bad for everyone, to be honest.  What kind of sadist even writers th-.... oh... >.> lol 

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Anon: Oh damn....oh thank god but I don’t really like Sam knowing who knows it’s strange but thank god the boys helped hopefully jimin and Yoongi find out what happened and go to her. I’m loving this chapter and I’m loving the protectiveness that Jin, Tae, and Kookie showed damn just perfect brb reading it again

I hope you enjoyed it just as much the second time around, nonnie! 

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Anon: JUST READ 67. GODDAMMIT!

Haha I’m gonna take that as a good god dammit, hopefully?  

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@shedevil65 - Wow how is MC not traumatized

I don’t think she’s had chance for it to all sink in yet, to be honest 

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@shynerdybtssblog - *shakes* holy moly that was not what I was thinking what was going to happen!  

Pt 2. I love you and take your time 

Always nice to have a surprise, right? :P  Thank you sweetie

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@riverlakepondstream - Yo with all due respect fuck you dude

I probably deserve that lol 

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@kidrauhlschik - GUESS WHAT. IMA AT WORK. AND GUESS WHAT. IM GONNA READ CHAPTER 67 BECAUSE FEELS

Pt 2. Ok wow. So I read it. Took me long enough. Now what am I supposed to do????????? How can I wait???? Aghhhh you’re such a good writer ♥️

Ah I’m glad you liked it, and I hope you didn’t get in trouble at work! haha thank you lovely 

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Anon: i'm so angry at namjoon in sweeter than sweet oh my g o d. i genuinely thought that maybe he would get a redemption arc-- and i was rly rooting for that too!! but after this shit he jos pulled??? bitch needs to die smh there really is no excuse for him fuck that noise anYWAY i lov ur fic sm and i got so excited by this update that i fuckin hit my ankle on my coffee table :(( i'm suing u

Ow ouch!  I hope it didn’t bruise too badly anon! Don’t sue *smooch*

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@keideonseu - I've been following Sweeter than Sweet since Chapter 9 and I gotta tell ya, YOU REALLY KNOW HOW TO KEEP ME HOOKED!! I mostly read it on Archive of our Own, and just recently did I find your tumblr. 😂😂 I am hella torn between Jimin and Joon tho... Joon is my UB but Jimin is just a CINNAMON ROLL who deserves all the love

Ah I’m glad you found me here! I can’t blame you for still feeling conflicted, especially when Joon is your bias! 

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@einekleinecubasianfraulein - Woman! YOU'RE KILLING ME, SMALLS!! I love STS so far... The angst is so real. I'm only allowed to leave kudos once on AO3, which is a very stupid system. I'LL LEAVE ALL THE DAMN KUDOS I PLEASE!! All the love to you, gorgeous. Hope you're well. 🖤

Aww thanks sweetie! I appreciate the want to leave more even if you can’t lol 

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Anon: OMG, THE NEW CHAPTER. DARLING YOU FED ALL OF US JIN STANS SO GOOOOOD. I ALREADY CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER!! GREAT WORK! ❤️💓💗💛💚💜💙💛❤️💛💜💗💛💙💜❤️💛💕💖

I soooooo enjoyed writing Jin very differently to how I usually would!  It felt great! Glad you liked it ^^

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@nnn3r5 - Lord STS wrecks me further into oblivion with each new chapter. You truly are great at what you do Steph. You're such a good writer😭😭😭💜💜💜💜

Thanks hunny, I try my best :) 

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@yoonnggii - OMG i just finished reading chapter 67 and IT WAS SO GOOD!!! I CANT WAIT FOR CHAPTER 68, i’m in love w this series!!! IM SO GLAD THEY KICKED NAMJOON OUT but i’m sad jimin and yoongi weren’t in this chapter:((( either way i still loved it!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH💓

You’re welcom, and thank you very much!  Yoongi and Jimin should be back next chapter! 

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Anon: Omg!!!! Namjoon is kicked out!!! I have a feeling he’ll be back though. I really hope Jimin and Yoongi Forgive Her And they can have more cute couple time together I miss that they was so cute!!!!! UWU

Ah, I miss it too.  In desperate need of some fluffy times in STS again soon! 

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 Anon: so i just read chapter 67 of sts and well...NOW IM CRYING LIKE WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS I WAS HAPPY 17 MINUTES AGO AND NOW I CANT COPE WHERE IS MY INHALER IM JSJJFKSJHDDXNz~~

Ohhhh, I hope you recovered just as quickly anon! 

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@jaetaebum - *slams fists aggressively on a table* WHAT THE FUCK !!!!!!!!!! I WAS LITERALLY HAVING A PANIC ATTACK DURING THAT FIGHT SCENE AND I HAD TO STOP READING FOR A MINUTE TO CALM MYSLELFV???? i'm dtill hyperventilating and idk what to do with mysenlf??? help??? i'm in love !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg !!!!!!!!! you are an absolutely legend and im sp inspired by you

Bless you sweetie, you’re so cute! lol you’re welcome *hug* 

[fallen-gravity]

Like I said before, I value your insight, so I would love your two cents on this: Speaking from personal experience, do you think an extreme amount of grief and loss can change a person on a traumatic level and on a socially functioning level?

I’m sorry if you can’t relate to this, I just want someone else’s perspective is all.

I believe any and all experiences can change and alter a person and their outlook on life. Trauamatic experiences and grief and loss especially so. When you've gone through so much and lost so many things and people that you've loved, then yeah, I could definitely see that having a social impact on a person.

Everyone is different and therefore handles trauma and loss differently, but I believe that if a person loses enough loved ones, or enough loved ones hurt them in an irreversable way, then yeah, it's gonna be a lot harder for them to interact with others in a "socially acceptable way". Someone may shut everyone out, others may unhealthily cling to to the relationships they still have in-tact, and so on. I honestly think it'd be more concerning if someone appears unchanged after going through intense traumatic experiences, because it either means that they're hiding things or that they're so traumatized that it's begun to show as apathy, which in itself can become very dangerous if left ignored.

Of course, I'm no expert on the topic, and I in no way majored in psychology or anything, so it's still good to take everything I say with a healthy grain of salt. This is just my take on it! and if you're speaking for yourself, anon, I sincerely hope you'll be able to heal from your trauma in the future and seek help from those around you who care about you.

#asks #anon #ask to tag