#excited to be back smoking

[egophiliac]

IT'S BUNNY TIME EVERYBODY

(feat. Dilla)

(bugle accompaniment by Yuu)

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #white rabbit festival #ah...the eternal dilemma of 'is it hair dye or whimsical anime hair'. and so we roll the dice again. #so it's canon now that yuu is inexplicably great at bugling. everybody get ready to incorporate that incredible trivia into your characters #anyway HELLO THERE madam spade #i think we have enough evidence now to say that you're not allowed into nrc unless you have an absolutely smoking mom #(riddle's mom has a smoking crater where her heart should be but we digress) #dilla likes two things: BIG VANS and also telling her son's friends all about how he used to literally refuse to not dress like a bunny #and yet now he does not wish to dress like a bunny. :( deuce what HAPPENED #meanwhile epel is too polite to whine at his best friend's mom so he's just hoping vil never finds out he wore a bonnet #silver is like 'i'm the handsomest little marching band boy. i'm taking this outfit back to show everyone.' #and ortho put all his points into POWERFUL THIGHS #he minmaxed leg day and is going to go kick a tree in half #can't wait for part 2 to see if they resolve the exciting cliffhanger of whether or not silver finds an alarm clock

[no-brain-just-akutagawa]

honey, you've got a big storm coming

[ID: An edited 4-panel Lilo and Stitch meme. In the first picture Atsushi is sitting on the floor with his back turned to the viewer. He says: "I need someone to be my ally...". In the second picture he looks to the side with a worried expression. He says: "Send me anyone." One the left side Fukuchi is staring at the viewer with a frown. On the third picture Atsushi has his back turned to the viewer again. He says: "Anyone will do." Fukuchi is still staring at the viewer, but his mouth is slightly opened. His expression is a mixture of confusion and disappointment. In the last picture disguised Akutagawa is staring into the background with binoculars. The caption in square brackets reads: "Coughing". End ID]

#is this more than you bargained for yet? #bsd #bsd memes #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs memes #bsd spoilers #bsd original #posts with ids #sskk #bsd atsushi #bsd fukuchi #bsd akutagawa #you have no idea how long I've dreamed about making this meme for #I'm sorry for the long description but there's a lot going on in this meme #I tried to shortened it as much as possible #I'm so excited about this ryuu coming back!! #I've missed my man in colour haha #obviously I had to reference fall out boy in the first tag #also the fact that ryuu is looking at smoke adds extra flavour #don't mind the difference in colour though let's imagine it as red because I'm too lazy to edit it now

[rainymoodlet]

🌹 are you ready… to fall back in love? 🌹

🌹 Kiss Me in Komorebi+ returns November 3rd! 🌹

#ts4 #ts4 screenshots #ts4 edit #ts4 bachelor challenge #;kmik #sim: daniel #|| #VIBRATING AT HIGH FREQUENCIES #just queue’d the first six posts 🥹 #i am so so excited to get back to posting!! #not a lot has happened personal life wise but… we’re goin out to dinner tonight #and i’m trying to get back into my sidehustle fhdhdh #we stopped smoking 🌿 so we could get better-paying jobs #and we’re planning on transitioning before december 💕 #i am so so ready to take this journey!!! #soon i’ll be working from homeee 😩 #i love you all so much!!! #i’m so excited to see everyone in action again 🥹

[peridots-pixiwolf]

[Start ID. A three-circle venn diagram with Gabriel from Ultrakill, the Lonely Wizard from Inscryption, and the Hollow Knight from the game of the same name. Between Gabriel and Lonely is the text "guys will see a character with vague biology, say 'is anyone gonna buggify that' and not wait for an answer". Between Lonely and Hollow is the text "void beings placed in solitary confinement by a superior they admired with the intention of keeping them there forever". Between Hollow and Gabriel is the text "existed only to be a tool for their god. just wants to be perfect. never allowed to be a person". In the center between all three is just the word "trauma". End ID

having Thoughts

#peridots-nonsense #gabriel ultrakill #ultrakill #lonely wizard inscryption #inscryption #hollow hk #hollow knight #...need a doodle tag actually. is this art??? #know i said i'd stop tagging it like this just yesterday but #peridots-art #this is a little rushed because i'm trying to post it at 4:20 my time because it would be awesome. #...i don't smoke i just get really excited about having a specific number to obsess over and it's funny #inspired by the tags on a gabriel post and my own personal thoughts about these dudes. #think that should be all. it's the time now #alright came back after. technogender's tags on a nov 5th post by feyfeather #hit a comma for the second time but not revising it the post was about gabe but it really reminded me of thk... #*feathers plural. as for the lw-focused sides i've been thinking about their parallels with hollow for a good while actually #and the last one's literally just. i like to give gabe/pyro (under suit)/lonely insect-like anatomy. what are you gonna do about it #that's ACTUALLY all. goodbye tag-wanderer. hope this is. inchresting #OH right also if you see the disproportionate amount of attention given to gabriel's doodle no you don't #1.5 HOURS LATER REALIZED I MADE A TYPO GRRR HISS #you did NOT SEE IT #I DO NOT MAKE TYPOS HERE. BUILT DIFFERENT.

[boxwinebaddie]

IS THAT A SHORT HAIRED JERS ON PINTEREST?? 👀

Ding, Ding, Ding! We Haaave A Wiiiiiinner!

that Is a short hair jerseykyle on the pinterest!

**very long uncle nina rambling under the cut, a lot of it is about my creative process, rm, the side characters and ofc...short hair jersey.

also omgshjssks!!! y'all are Quick With It on the pinterest!!! i personally am Obsessed with it and tried to make it really well thought out and am very specific with the things i pin, especially in the face/aesthetic sections bc they’re v important for visualization to my personal hcs bc i feel very strongly about my hc about how the characters look, what they wear, even just what they care abt and i hope you like them. <333 i also try to add sections/pins as we get new information/i develop my rm!cast more — specifically the side characters because they got neglected while i developed stan/kyle.

sidebar abt a side character i was scared abt developing bc they’re not in my wheelhouse: i’ve actually been working on some stuff about tweek lately that i actually feel p excited abt it’s a little weird? but I Personally think it’s fun and fresh! i hope y'all it, omg <333

someone Also asked me abt craigory a while ago and idk too much abt him Yet other than that he that he’s 6’5” n lanky as hell, skates everywhere, smokes a lot, is bad at processing death specifically and every time ( a ) stripe dies, he buries her in a shoebox marked stripe like #13, goes to the pet store and buys a new stripe and pretends like that’s the original stripe: no change, like she’s not a completely different guinea pig. ooof. he studies astrophysics at harvard ( takes a greyhound to visit tweek every other weekend ) and is gearin up for a huge internship for NASA in washington all the way cross the country which freaks tweek out SO much bc he’s moving far away. :///

but, anywhore! please ask me about the side characters anytime! i love talking about them! and if you see anything specific pinned anywhere on the NCU pinterest, also feel free to ask me! obviously i have a sea on anons rn, so it'll take me a sec, but hmu anytime, y'all.

now...onto Short Hair Jersey which...tbh, i looked at that pin for a while because i was like, hm, this site model is very cute to me, i like his freckles v much...but he has short hair. regardless, i just said fuck it and pinned it to the board as another face reference and didn't do anymore deep thought about it...but ooooough that i am Thinkin...

i wanted to do a short hair jersey moment for a while. hair i feel like is very symbolic/can be analysed in rm, specifically with stan.

basically, you can kind of tell what era were in, his current mental state, and honestly, what point of rm where are in by stan's hair color.

ie. that white/silvery danny phantom color was pre!rm when scotty was still around/calm b4 the storm, blonde stan is post-scotty fallout when the toner washed out, electric blue hair stan is first style breakup sort of manic/mostly depressed stan, blue washing out/color oops, stan having just the tips of his hair blonde is healing stan w/ the dark brown coming in, red hair stan is crazy boy manic divorce stan and pink hair stan w/ the red washing out is cute boy, happy anti-valentines day ravesey reunion stan, with pink tip hair stan being very close to healing/college stan, and dark brown stan being healing/sober, thriving ( hw is hard, but he's okay ) ravenstan.

as far as kyle goes, i think long hair kyle is Default Kyle...short hair kyle is definetly...an Anomaly, a glitch in the matrix...a very, veeery bad sign, tbh. long hair kyle being jersey just sets him apart from my pep kyle and canon kyle tbh, i like his dark academia, maneater, philosophic ice king energy. and i was gonna say that maybe kyle stopped cutting his hair after stan passed away but...nah. nevermind.

bc sheils def had kyle get hair cuts & complains when his hair gets too long ( when kyle came to visit all he did was nag nag nag kyle about his long hair, smh ) but once he started college, i think it just got longer and Longer and he was Going to cut it but bebe BEGGED him not to because he looked so good w/ it long, v chic, giving off duty couture runway model fr. i love you sm, long hair jersey! mwah!

BUT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED IT BE SHORT FOR AN IMPORTANT PLOT REASON. like not just Because, like, i think kyle agrees that his hair looks better long and likes it like that so he wouldn't just randomly cut it short...but he would if it was an important reason.

my first thought was that maybe he did it before the plane ride, like cut his hair short when stan dyed his blue so they could both be dramatic and quasi-secret broken up together buuuuut...

i had a far, far Worse idea. ;)

so towards the end of RM...

-- which sorry, side bar again, but i just wanted to say, bc i have anxiety abt it and get lots of anons asking me for answers abt things i don't actually know yet. I Did Not Finish Planning Out RM. like...at all. just because its so complicated. so the stuff in the middle is kind of only half way there, some of the stuff even before ravesey get together is kind of dodgy and the end, i have Concepts for ( and plot concepts in gen ) but they're not fully formed and need to be figured out by me. so technically, you are basically building a story with me, or watching me develop it thorugh your asks...i hope that's okay? --

but, *ahem*, towards the end of rm ( i'm so sorry, guys, i'm evil ), i had plans to...FATALLY WOUND JERSEY ;) saving stan in south park, there's some violence and drama and action towards the end that involves a lot of the other characters in southpark we left behind/side characters we don't know about yet...and i kind of wanted to do something Dramatic ala tangled saving rapunzel by cutting her hair off, like, idk some very dramatic and upsetting, heroic reason that jersey's hair gets cut short....

so i'm thinking...he gets also mortally wounded in some violent and horrifyingly sad and frightening way, maybe a shard of glass cuts the hair off...but, tbh, my most Final Canon Answer is the hospital team needs access to a lot of his upper body/head/neck region and they have to cut his hair short to save his life and operate or something. so he wakes up in the hospital with stan there...with shorter hair.

( he still looks fine as hell tho! don't get it twisted, i think it kinda still curls around his ears and stuff it's not too short but it's DRASTIC )

anyways...so...Yeah. short hair jersey. dramatic, i know! and i think him groing it out post rm is him going back to being healthy and i kind of wanted to keep it like that....buuuuuut...

I had an Even WOOOOORSE idea...

which was that around the time stan dyes his hair unhinged manic panic vampire red, kyle cuts his hair short again in a sort of He Liked My Hair Long, So I Cut it Short...way.

what do we think?

-uncle nina, torturer of beautiful boys

#honestly i feel *exciting* things abt this omg #i don't have that last part planned out perfectly but involves the mackeys lackeys law student group assisting on a trial in sp #a large investigation...that resurfaces...about a ~murder~ #and its very messy and violent as it unravels and things come to light oh my god i am excited and frightened to develop/share #ALMOST MORTALLY FATALLY WOUNDED KYLE DYING IN STANS ARMS...i bet you he says smile pendejo :((((( #brb gonna krill myself to be with jersey i think its very unlikely hes going to survive bc how weak his body is from his ed the smoking #and all his chronic illnesses and everyone is scared hes gonna die and stan is at his bedside the whole time idk if their back #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa dramatic tangled ending #i have mixed feelings abt short hair jersey like i love u and miss u long hair jers but the symbolism and the reason/plot around short hair #thats very interesting to me i like the change in the air #BUT HOW DO WE FEEL ABT THAT DRAMA OMG #I THINK THAT ITS SPICY AS HELL #not stan holding kyle in his arms kyle spitting up blood and telling him itll be okay and to take care of curb and water suzy for him #IM ILL THIS IS SICK BUT IF THIS WAS A TV SHOW I KNOW IT WOULD BE CRAZY PEOPLE WOULD BE SCREAMING AND CRYING

[shea-like-the-butter]

Monday, May 29th 2023

I can’t find a pulse

My heart won’t start anymore

#excited to be home TOMORROW!!!! #don’t wanna go back to work whatsoever #i want a chill vacation where I can just read and get baked the whole time 😭 #this was wayyyyyy too frat for me tbh #this morning when everyone else was gone was my ideal tbh #a nice wake and bake #😌✨ #me #ootd #outfit #band tee #girls who smoke weed

[niishi]

Sensory issues that make me not want my hair to touch my neck/ears

vs.

chronic migraine disorder that can be triggered by wearing my hair up for too long or wearing anything on my head at all

vs.

ppl telling me they like me more with long hair&making me feel insecure about having short hair

#im gonna kms #its an every day issue #i dont have this problem when i have short hair #but i HATE feeling judged i get so hyperfocused on it and it makes me so sad and i cant cope w it tbh #its something i work tirelessly to change by trying to be mindful and not give a fuck but #its HARD #so many ppl express how much they like my long hair better and I just wish they'd keep it to themselves #bc now im like rlly insecure about having short hair again #idk.... i remember back in the day when i was working at the smoke shop and had short hair #there were a bunch of girls who would express how good it looked and how theyve always wanted short hair but #their face was too fat or it wouldnt look good on them #and i would encourage them and tell them if its what you want and it would make you happy then it will always suit you and look good #no one in this world has a “face” for short hair #all of our faces suit whatever hair we want for ourselves #but pol have this opinion based off of society constructed beauty standards #and will just outright way or imply #that you look better following those standards #i think ppl should find happiness and self confidence more attractive than adherence to beauty standards #i successfully convinced one of my coworkers and an old and younger customer to cut their hair short #and they were so bright and excited to show me after they did it #and i hyped them up to hell and back like it made me emotional bc it takes courage to embrace your happiness #despite others judgements #im just #not as brave anymore #im rlly tired tbh #anyways srry im just emotional bc my head hurts and im overstimulated from my hair touching my neck jshfjekduriwj

[dejasenti99]

this album cover is so deja senti core u couldve told me it was taken in the lowered bar

#literally theres friday and psyche in the back taking his shot #this song in general is making me excited for scenes where they're all hanging out there #txt #im from fkn illinois ofc im gonna like shit like this #good bye chesh and bowie table dancing psyche trying to teach them to line dance nerve smoking them all im dead #even eros tries LOL

[kenobihater]

the last remaining threads of my sanity are slipping through my fingers rn 🚬 😑

#i'm out of cigarettes i'm incredibly ill and i'm reconsidering my relationship to a certain fandom. #look i'm NOT saying i'm gonna stop the divorce proceedings but uh. fuck. i may have been re reading some of my older works and unfinished #fics and i MAY. i repeat MAY. have some tiny shred of interest posting about st*r w*rs again #motherfucker i'm SO hesitant to speak that into existence and will be absolutley APOPLECTIC if it happens bc i don't fucking WANNA like sw! #i divorced it! i took the kids (my ocs) & filed a restraining order & crossed state lines & broke all contact and yet! and fucking yet!!!! #i find myself in tags i havent visited in over two years on the archive like some beaten dog slinking back home to a shitty master #i honestly hate like. fucking ALL of the shit i've written from then that i reread and some of it was so bad i couldnt even bring myself to #click on it after reading the summary. like. UGH! i have a half baked fic idea i wrote a little for and i think it's more compelling than #any of the literal dogshit i posted back then so i MIGHT work on polishing that up and posting something that isn't actual garbage by my #current standards. all of this is still up in the air tho bc i dont know if the hyperfixation or even the bare minimum lvl of interest has #returned or if it's just fever induced delirium. i've been having INCREDIBLY fucked up bad horrible awful vivid dreams as of late so fever #induced brain fuckery isn't out of the question. sigh. i'm so mad abt this #even if i do regain some interest in the fandom i don't think i'll have any interest in new source material after the mando s2 finale & #tbo.bf sucking ass & the obi show being mid & everything with the ST. i plan on watching ando.r but after that? zero interest in anything #new from sw. so. if anyone still reading this and is getting excited abt me POSSIBLY MAYBE being interested in sw just know i still hate it #a bit and feel like i'm being dragged kicking and screaming back into this mess unwillingly. or it's due to a fever. god i need a smoke #len speaks #that's literally the longest tag rant i've ever gone on. fuck that's a BAD sign

[thelooniemoonie]

Ya boi went to the woods again today and got a great haul!!

#the moon speaks #got some new and replacement specimens to press and dry #but i got an artist conk for the first time!!! (pictured top left corner) #i didnt even think they grew in canada let alone my neighbourhood #im super stoked too because it rained heavy yesterday so i was excited to go out before the smoke came back 👀 #i was looking for mushrooms but found such a big boi!! i have no room for him but I'll see what i can do!! #alas i am covered in mosquito bites now but it was worth it. im gonna try to sketch a design on the bottom and leave it out to dry/preserve

[rottenlittlefink]

This is probably stupid af but I rly wanna try shrooms one day maybe

#shiftblr #maybe in one of my DRs #in my CR I’ve only ever did weed and that’s all I’m ever gonna touch #drugs tw #shrooms ment #I’m gonna smoke weed with fran when I shift back to Moralton lmaooo #first time I shifted there it was only for a few seconds and I heard Orel talking to me but then I got too excited and ruined that attempt

[rosicheeks]

😷

#literally just got back from vacation today and I tested positive for covid #gonna cry brb #I was SO excited to hang with friends and chill and smoke #but noOoOooOoOoO can’t do that anymore #also can’t dog or cat sit this week #I feel so so stuck #praying that my parents didn’t get it but they were with me all week and was in the car with me the entire ride home #please send all the positive and healing vibes my way and to my family #shut up rosie

[buddyapologist]

sc says 6 yrs ago I was doing dabs and drinking margaritas w my ex best friend and my ex partner and now I'm uh. laying here. miss that

#avery.txt #like yuh that was in my smoke weed everyday era so obvs i wasnt exactly putting my heart into my schoolwork #but like. uuuuuuuuuuuugh i miss 1) that ex 🥲 2) having a dab rig 3) not having a lot of responsibilities #now im like. an adult and ive gone thru so much and i am happier now but im also world weary #so im like just. god kid i wish i could go back and tell you how to do it all differently #but also if i did that maybe i wouldnt be here rn #and minus the unemployableness and chronic procrastination im doing pretty great!! i write so much!! #im having so much fun with just. LIFE rn #ppl who follow my spn blog have seen for real how much writing i do + how Excited i get abt Stuff lmao #things are ok! and tbh a lot of stuff sucked back then i was honestly pretty miserable mental health wise #so even tho i miss the lack of responsibilities i do not miss my mental instability

[allofuswantgwinam]

yo I like really just don’t think I wanna be a part of society

#I’m so done with shit fr #I feel like I shouldn’t have been put on this planet sometimes #not bc I hate myself or shit #but bc I don’t fucking fit in with this bs #I know other peoples relate to this feeling #how fr we gonna make it idk #but we can do this #ugh #nothing makes any sense #I am tired #I’m ok no depressed shit rn #I am just over it all #idek how to describe it #gonna smoke a blunt about it #AND #fucking and. there’s more #the gas station dude that’s obsessed with me I am gonna have to spell it tf out to him #he continues to flirt with me even tho i literally DONT DO IT BACK EVER AND NEVER WILL #I WAS PRAYIN ON MY HANDS AND KNEES On my way! AFTER WORK THAT IT WOULD NOT BE HIM AND IT MFING WAS #AND HE WAS ALL FUCKING WEIRD AND EXCITED AND WAS TRYINT O MAKE ME TOUCH HIS HAND WHEN I WAS GIVING HIM MY CARD #AND I WAS NOT LETTING HIM AND HES LIEK ‘why’re you mad’ #and I’m like bc just get my stuff so I can go home pls #also I go through the drive thru btw #but yeah he gets my stuff and fucking asks me again bc he was STILL being ducking weird to me and I’m just gonna kill him next time #problem solved #murder #jking #but I will probably have to be mean #he’s gonna make me do it and I really didn’t wanna be mena but fuck him fr #I do not care about his feelings anymore

[dirt-mccracken]

Survived the drive, had dinner, and now I'm sleeping alone for the first night in this house while my brother and dad stay at my brother's old place + finish some packing.... this is insane<3

#nooooo carpets I'm hyped about that for stains and cats #but like I genuinely just sat in the backyard in my boxers smoking bc I needed to do Something to chill #+ tonight will be weird sleeping bc my curtains are hiding in the truck still and there's a bright ass light right into my bedroom (: #but I am excited I think this will be a good adventure #and realistically the worst case scenario is I move back in a year 🤷‍♂️ #hopefully it goes better than that but still #personal

[christianbrothersmp3]

haul :)

#tanukichan was the opener and i was excited for the one song i knew by them #and then the smoke alarm went off right as they started to play it and then they never came back😭