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beautifulpersonpeach · 2 years

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I saw the question about the fandom ignoring Jikook and I just wanted to add a point as an LGBTQ+ person there could also be another possibility - Jikook's bright, incandescent, guilt-free associations just seeming too good to be true. Maybe this puts me in category 2 ? But I just can't work out the maths of how they could be the people they are - loyal, dedicated, cautious, private, unselfish - and be so open about such a major secret that can hurt their own team. 'Hidden stories' have more appeal for me because that's what I'm familiar with, and also I guess I think there's another couple in BTS who show a lot of unexpected intimacy without being front and centre in the same way so it's further confusing. (maybe a 3.2 category which isn't really rival shippers but 'competing' shippers since the idea of two ships that can be true is hard to believe)

Idk I just see a lot of people talk about it's homophobia to not believe in Jikook and I think that is ignoring those of us who are cautious because we don't want to get hurt / were hurt and can't trust freely. And / or have alternate fantasies or truths we see in BTS!

Hi Anon,

I think I understand what you mean and I've seen this pushback, that jikook are so open and seemingly 'too good to be true', in some other spaces as well. I applaud the self awareness you're showing here too, because you admit it's likely your own personal experiences mostly influencing how you think about pairings in BTS, including jikook and other pairings you find more interesting partly because they appear clandestine. At risk of dumbing down your point, this is one central argument rival shippers, especially taekookers, hold on to.

My primary problem with the argument that jikook are too openly affectionate to be anything more, is that it is awfully reductive. Not just because it dismisses the agency of Jimin and Jungkook, but because it assumes the five other guys in their team are just play-acting roles all the time as well. It assumes jikook and BTS have no understanding of how the k-pop industry works, and have no resources at their disposal to engage in any relationships they wish to pursue.

In other words,

Why is it impossible to think queer people do not feel an impulse to freely interact with people they love and care about?

Why is it doubtful to think if given the opportunity to do so in a socially licensed environment, such as within the expectations of a k-pop idol who can freely engage in skinship with his bandmates, they would not take that opportunity?

Why do their own moments of deference and affection towards each other suddenly mean less, simply because those moments are frequent and sometimes captured on camera?

Why is it that several first-hand accounts from idols stating that relationships and queer relationships are somewhat common between idols and bandmates, are dismissed without consideration?

As I've said before, I don't really know what jikook are. They could both have partners that have nothing to do with each other. The exact nature of their relationship is not something that actually concerns me or that I put much stake into. But it is a myth that queer people are almost always clandestine and that they hardly ever openly express affection towards people they care about.

Again as I've said before, I myself am a queer person and one reason I could no longer ignore jikook despite not even biasing either of them, was because I recognized in them elements of my own queer expression as a visible minority who has lived in a conservative non-accepting country, and I noted how their actions and words have remained consistent for almost 10 years of watching them.

We all have access to the same media showing how the members interact (however certain shippers such as taekookers have made a point of not just dismissing this media, but avoiding it altogether), but the way we interpret that media ultimately boils down to how much we center our own preconceived notions in the narratives we create around the guys. Regardless of what I personally feel at the end of the day about whether or not queer people in the public sphere can openly show affection, I cannot in good conscience dismiss the consistency with which jikook have done so towards each other.

Their own words and actions, shown consistently with cameras on or off, have to count for something. To dismiss that in favour of what feels more familiar or 'right', is entirely your prerogative, but I hope you can understand why for me that view holds no weight at all.

As to the categories, yes I'd place you in a subset of Type 2 and Type 3. :)

#jikook

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sisterssafespace · 2 years

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salam sister🫶🏼

i recently found out one of my closest friends is telling other people some really private things about my life, and this got back to me after being passed through multiple people already, and as people talked about it the story twisted so now people think something of me that isn’t even true.

i’m so sad that my best friend would tell people about something i trusted her with, and i don’t know if i should talk to her about it and express that it made me upset or if i should just distance myself without really saying anything. if you have any advice please feel free to tell me, i really don’t know what to do

i also don’t know what to do about the fact that people in our community are talking about me, i wish i could go to every person and tell them the truth but i can’t and it just makes me feel so sad, i’m just trying to ask Allah to heal this situation because while i feel helpless His power is limitless :,)

و عليكم السلام و رحمة اللّٰه و بركاته dear sister

I am sorry this happened to you, betrayal is a very serious situation that affects us deeply especially when it comes from people that are close to us. I am sorry you are hurting..

However, I have so many different thoughts on the situation I am not sure which one you are ready to take in. I am taking my time with replying to this because I have oppositional opinions on this topic 😅 but eventually I decided that I am going to start writing and see where my thoughts take me.

The easiest way to go is to cut her off, your best friend. I could tell you that a person who speaks about you behind your back is not your friend let alone your " best friend " and that Allah swt has made sure you find out about this because you reached a point in your life where you need to clear out your circle and reevaluate your relationships and friendships, do a little sorting and reorganizing for the upcoming stage of your life. - but I can't say that. I am not perfect myself to pass judgments about this girl. For one reason or the other I did talk about my best friend(s) at some point of my life even if I never meant to hurt them, probably I was more hurt by them and I needed to vent. We are human beings. We make mistakes. Maybe this girl does love you deeply, but she made a mistake. Can you tell me that you have never made a mistake toward another person in your circle? Idk. I just want you to take into consideration that human beings are by nature 'sinners' and that Allah swt is the most forgiving. And if He swt forgives worse than this, you can totally forgive this incident and not kick this person out of your life - IF you are capable of forgiveness and moving on.

P.s. I am not saying you should act as if nothing happened and I am not dismissing your feelings of hurt and betrayal. You should be angry. I am absolutely validating your feelings. You have the right to feel this way and you should not force yourself to act normal, but at the same time you should not make any decisions when you are blinded by unpleasant feelings (anger, hurt..). So I highly recommend you do not rush, you do not let your feelings control you, you give yourself sometime until you ve calmed down, you can take some space from her, as much as you need, and then you do what your heart feels is right. You can ask Allah swt to guide you, to clarify your heart to know whether she is a good person who just made a mistake or a bad person who has bad intentions for you.

P.s. I did not mention the option of confronting her and asking her why she did that because I am not sure if you can handle confrontation. I personally can not for the life of me. But if you are able of doing that, and if you think confronting her would be beneficial for you and would bring you peace then go for it - but always remain calm and do not hurt her with your words, you have to act in a respectful way that Allah swt would be pleased with. In fact, a good Muslim who follows and tries to copy the prophet ﷺ traits and character should always be respectful even toward the people who did them wrong. The life of our Prophet ﷺ is full of examples of him being kind to people who wronged him, which might sometimes even lead these people to accept Islam. Sübhanallah.

Anyways, let me summarize my thoughts:

a) Did she hurt you on purpose? You have yo check If she didn't do it intentionally to hurt you and she is a good friend.

b) if she did it on purpose and she turned out to be a bad friend then you can keep your space or cut her out of your life or keep her in your life but set boundaries, but whatever you do make sure you do it in a respectful way. You should not react to the wrong doing with another wrong doing yourself. I am sure, from what we know about the character of Our Prophet ﷺ, that if you were to ask his opinion ﷺ , he would have told you to still be kind to her - but to not be close to her again not to get hurt. As he ﷺ said ‘The believer should not be stung from the same hole twice.’

But in any case, you should take your time and make sure you have calmed down before making any decisions.

Now, about the community and the people who kept twisting the story. First of all: THANK YOU FOR THE HASSANAT. As whenever someone is talking bad about you or badmouthing you or gossiping, you are taking from their good deeds.. but what's most important is I want you to remember that You are not responsible for what they say about you. That's only a reflection of them, and their hearts. If one good person with a pure heart and pure intentions was amongst them, he or she would have told them off and broke the cycle of gossip. Also, you should not even care what they say about you. You should only care about how Allah swt sees you, and Allah swt sees and knows your heart. So do not be ashamed, do not be scared, whatever they said should not decrease your confidence or your self-esteem. You have to be sure of who you are and of your own version of the story because that is the truth and that is what Allah swt has witnessed. And you should keep holding your head high, as long as you know you are not in the wrong. And even if you are, it is Allah swt that you should ask forgiveness from. The people do not matter I promise you. They will not share with you your sins nor will they stand in front of Allah swt on judgement day with you. To each themselves and to the believer, Allah.

Before I make this way too long I am gonna stop myself here. I hope that my words helped clear your mind a litte. Kheir in shaa Allah.

May Allah swt save you from everyone who has bad intentions for you my dear. Ameen.

Salaaam.

- A. Z. 🍃

#sisterssafespace

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padawan-crevette · 1 year

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7, 8, and 14 for the pride asks :)

Hi there! :)

7. Are you the "token" queer person in your family?

As far as I'm aware yes, at least I'm the only one who's out and a lot of relatives have made it clear they perceive me as the odd one out, but then again I only know a fraction of my family so I really can't say

8. Describe your gender without using any words traditionally related to gender:

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14. How do you think other factors like neurodivergency or upbringing have impacted your identity?

(This one ran long, sorry! And thank you for asking it, it was very fun to answer!)

My parents are ND too, no matter how much they're in denial over it half the time, and I think it showed in the way they raised me with hardly a thought for gender stereotypes until puberty hit and my dad got all overprotective about it. I think they also don't understand gender as well as they think, because what they say doesn't match up with what they do. Especially as far as gender roles go, you can see it's a learned thing and not quite something they understand because it's absolutely not consistent across the board, and that really bled over onto the way they raised me. You can probably imagine how confused I was when other people, particularly at school, started expecting me to conform to certain ideas in regards to my behavior and tastes.

It definitely took a long while for my autistic ass to even get it lmao and I think both of these things play a huge part in the way I understand gender as a concept only in relation to other people and the way they identify and define themselves. Encountering the word "agender" was even more a revelation than "non-binary" was, and honestly such a relief. Same for asexual and aromantic. As much as I am a big language nerd overall and love to read, defining myself in single word labels was a big struggle for a while, and had the same flavor as struggling with finding the right words to express myself and my emotions in my daily life, which is one of the things that first made me relate with posts about autism. Figuring out I'm autistic helped me understand my identity and how I function the same way figuring out my gender identity and orientation did, and it's all something I'd never have bothered to do if I hadn't felt the need to find people I belonged with when many pushed me away or questioned who I was. Hell, I never thought of questioning my orientation until my friends in high school talked about being straight/gay/bi (the only three labels they knew) and asked me my preferences. My immediate response was a confused "I can't just... Idk, like people??" in part because growing up in very tiny countryside villages, I wasn't really exposed to queerness as a concept for a while, and what thoughts I may have had on the subject were filed under "marked for later", and in part because when the question came up I only had some vague thought that maybe gender had nothing to do with liking someone or not.

Same goes for being aspec and poly, my flavor of neurodivergency comes with being somewhat confused about people and feelings and emotions most of the time, and it took a long while for me to have some idea of what I felt and wanted. But getting there came along with meeting some truly lovely folks, and spending hours talking about it together and finding out we had so much in common.

In conclusion, I'd say my neurodivergency absolutely plays a part in the way I perceive and understand things, including every queer label I identify with, but really all of the above is interconnected in a way that feels very much like the chicken and egg question. And my upbringing at least let me grow up in a space where, more often than not (at least when puberty wasn't getting in the way of my parents' behavior towards me), I didn't feel like I had to think about gender, and I believe that helped me be comfortable with that the way I am now, as an adult.

#ask game #pride ask #it's late and i probably should have left this for tomorrow #as you can see from the rambling answer and possibly typos and other weird structure where i went back in with edits #but it was very fun to answer and think about!

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prince-honeypaw · 2 years

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Hello hello, tis I, the second half of the snack pack popping in! Not to be predictable, but could I possibly request some regressor Aizawa headcanons, please? Maybe with some reformed!Kurogiri as cg for flavor, you know, play a bit in some AU space for fun? Sort of like a how things have changed vs how they stayed the same thing, I suppose. Idk, reunions already are a good trope and they deserved a better one, and I trust you haha 🌙

♡ Hello hello, Moony! Of course you can have some baby meow meow and ghost dad!!! If you recall from a previous post of mine, I played in an AU where Shouta was at the raid on Kamino, and will be going back to that idea here!

♡ I did my best with this, but I think I ended up getting off track >w>;

♡ Before the events of Uncle Shouta were brought into light, there was a tense period of time where Oboro was trying to relearn how to be a person as well as mend his relationships with his friends. He thought he had time to prepare himself for properly facing them, but the commission had to make sure that Kurogiri was in custody of a hero that could contain his quirk.

♡ So when he was put under Shouta's custody he was... Surprised.

♡ The feeling was, unfortunately, mutual. Aizawa, while grateful that Oboro was coming back to himself and being a person again, it's not easy to forget that not long ago he was... Well, not Oboro. Which made the first week of Oboro moving into his apartment awkward.

♡ And yet in spite of all this, in some ways it feels like Oboro had never left.

♡ The way he talks, the way he moves, the way he laughs and smiles like he hung the stars and painted the clouds- That's Shirakumo! And maybe that's why Shouta slipped back into old habits as quick as he did.

♡ Shouta slipped into his headspace about a month after Oboro had gotten settled in. It was sudden, timid fingers clinging to a gaudy pineapple print shirt while looking up at Oboro with this soft, sleepy expression. And Oboro smiled like he always would, "Hey there, Scraps, what's up?"

♡ It was the first time Oboro truly felt like he was home since coming back.

♡ From then it was reclaiming old comforts and finding new ones too, for as much as things changed, they also stayed the same.

♡ Baby Shouta was still a low impact, yet mischievous little thing that Oboro could easily track if he needed to, and he still had this resting grump face that would turn into a disgruntled scrunch when his crimes are stifled. Only now when Oboro sees it his eyes train on that under eye scar...

♡ Big brother Oboro will kiss over the scar and blow a raspberry on it without mercy. The baby loathes this and will squawk indignantly.

♡ Similarly, Shouta will quietly place cute band aids over Oboro's more prominent and abundant scars, murmuring that bubba's okay, kitty can fix it, it's okay.

♡ No matter how many times Oboro tells him they don't hurt anymore, Shouta won't have any of it. He has to make it better. He can't lose him again.

♡ Even though they have these moments of tense understanding and solemn realization, they are still as close as can be!

♡ Though Shouta can't seem to understand that he is significantly larger than Oboro now and cannot subtly steal his bubba's clothes anymore.

♡ Even if he could understand it would likely not stop him from trying.

♡ Oboro accepts this.

#sfw agere #bnha agere #Agere Aizawa #Agere Kurogiri #Agere Shirakumo #Honey HCs

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gunsatthaphan · 3 years

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Bro i just talked about that topic with a friend and i find it so interesting as well cause in my male queer ships that arent from bl most of the fandom seems to be queer women.

Its very interesting to think about why bl is mostly women. A part may be that we are attracted to one or both characters but that tends to be the case with straight ships too i believe, hust now youre attracted to both.

I think it all comes to what female representation in media is like and who fenale characters are written by. I find it incredibly frustrating to keep watching tv shows that are led by the male gaze and only get frustrated when female characters are just an asset to make the male lead better or just are the romantic interest or the bad guy or sometimes in shows teenage characters with whom i could mostly never relate. I think bls are written or made by mostly women or queer people so its kind of refreshing to not only dont have to see a straight relationship and feel forced to relate to the girl/woman but also with seeing men being written in a way that is more appealing. Bl i think is kind of targetted to women and there is a side where some people may fetishize it or just be creepy about it but mostly its just a gay relationship in a tv show, its not that odd.

Also as a queer women i can tell you we are always looking for representation and bl is a big industry where you can find a lot of people who really try hard to show a good message and end the tabu around queer couples (and some who dont which we know but well). I would like that there were more gl things but i guess this shit works in a certain way, maybe in the future we will be able to improve more since in the last few years the bl industry has improved dramatically in its ways.

I really have been thinking about it and men just are so restricted in all aspects or life, that its so refreshing to see different kinds of ways men express themselves without them exploiting the idea of a woman that men create. Its refreshing to see the actors be more comfortable and create a safe space where they dont have to feel obligated to be always limiting and controlling their actions. I think its jut a good female space where women dont have to feel uncomfortable relating all the time to weird female characters and also seeing men in a different light (this last thing doesnt only happen in bl, if u see the kind of characters women love, at least in my case, are jake peralta or nick from new girl, not the male alpha sex symbol). Idk, theres a lot to say about this, i saw an article and took a few screenshots so ill try to leave them down here.

Also at the end of the day everyone watches what they watch. People shouldnt feel ashamed and i, for example, am a bisexual women so if it were that im attracted to both men and thats the only reason why i watch bl or gay ships then i should feel the same with straight couples...right?

Also watching gay or any queer couple isnt fetishizing or weird or embarrasing. Stop stigmatizing queer people and making it as if it were sooo different from watching straight people in tv shows. There are many issues in the bl industry but it also isnt a bad place. Actors are always embraced in the induatry and fans support them so much (idk too deep about some ships or fandoms, a lot is fanservice which is ok too, but for example offgun and their fandom which is amazing). Everything in the world has faults and bad spots but also...stop u guys lol

Ill drop the screenshot (which i just realized is in spanish so sorry if yall dont speak spanish but if u do here u go!!) and ill leave hahah sorry for the long ass text but i was just thinking about it.

hello there!

thank you very much for sharing your thoughts!

I don't want to make this too long; not because I don't want to answer but because you already made very good points. I don't think I need to add much 🙈

Also I don't know spanish so I can't read the screenshot but I very much agree with the last chapter of your text. The fetishization issue is still very relevant because sadly it still exists in big parts of the fandom but you're absolutely right about the stigmatizaton part!!

so thank you again!! ✌🏻

xxx

#bl dramas #opinions #discussions #very well said #<3

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zekejeagrs · 3 years

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Hi friend! This is mha-adore; I'm on my main blog because my mha blog is a side blog and I can't send a question from that blog. Just to prove it's me - you came to me asking about a matchup exchange and I asked you to explain what it is and I agreed, and the day after I wrote my side matching you with Shoto, and in our personal messages your recent message is, "I'm so excited to do your matchup!" something to that idea. I hope that's enough to prove it's me.

I'm asking for a matchup with mha please.

I'm a quiet and well mannered person who strives to appeal to everyone I meet. I happen to have a personality disorder and as such, some people get a different idea of who I am. I consider myself friendly but emotionally distant, a friend of mine has accused me of not caring at all because I'm naturally a distant person. I'm mostly very respectful and try to avoid any conflict or fights, but the moment someone insults or fights a friend of mine or my partner I drop my friendly exterior and hone in on the person, insulting them, spilling any tea I know about them, I say whatever comes to mind that I know will make them feel terrible, and I end it by stomping on their foot. With close friends or my partner I'm more talkative - not loud or boisterous, just more talkative. I insert my opinions more, I hold a conversation and I openly give my thoughts about different topics without worrying that I'll upset them.

I'm a trans male who uses he/him and they/them pronouns; I'm pansexual. I'm 19 and a Leo sun, Aquarius moon, Virgo rising. The only characters I don't feel comfortable being matched with are Endeavor, Dabi and All Might.

My hobbies involve drawing (I'm working on a comic), I love to play both Pokemon and Animal Crossing, I enjoy writing fan fiction, studying and playing card games. (Like Old Maid, Go Fish, Crazy 8s, Blackjack, Solitaire, you get the idea.)

My love language is to show my love in subtle ways. Cooking someone a meal they love without being asked to, spending time with them doing whatever they want, giving them hand made gifts and giving them cute pet names like love bug, sweetheart, sweet tea (a different way of saying sweetie). I offer genuine advice to them, even if I know it'll hurt or upset them. I want the best for my partner, even if it means taking the path of most resistance. I want someone who can aim an arrow into my heart. I look for someone who shares my taste in music and who will listen to music we both enjoy together. I like the area of Melanie Martinez, Billie Eilish, Ricky Montgomery, lofi beats and some of the older country music, like from the 80s and 90s. Generic, I know.

As for anything specific, perhaps my matchup's opinion on having children? I'd really like to have a child someday.

Thank you again so much for the matchup exchange offer, it's very kind of you 💗

— matchup exchange

ty sm again for doing this exchange with me! you seem so nice i’m v down to be mutuals/friends with you (only if you want ofc)! also, what would your quirk be? i’m v interested in what it would be since i mentioned what mine would be on my submission to you. i hope you enjoy your match!

i match you with...

fatgum

| hi yes i matched you with a human marshmallow. one of the reasons why i matched you with taishiro is because of the difference in your personalities and the way he would work well with your personality because of how much he cares. the way you’d meet him would probably be by working at his office. he’d find you to be so sweet that he wants to get to know you better. he actually doesn’t mind how proper and emotionally distant you are because he understands that everyone is different and present themselves differently.

| you’d take some time to open up to him and become friends but he’s completely fine with that! he understands reserved people because of tamaki & only wants you to feel comfortable around him. because of that,,, taishiro definitely always starts the conversations. “how’s your day?” “what did you do over the weekend?” “what did you think of that movie?” once you become more talkative with him and have your conversations, he’d be so happy because he sees it as a new level of friendship.

| that’s when he starts realizing he actually has a crush on you. he’d confess at the end of a long work day and explain that he’d like to be your partner,, “i really enjoy your company and i want to be your partner for a long time- oh i just realized what i said, only if you also want to be my partner- or i mean would like to give me a chance to prove myself-“ idk how he managed to get himself out of that one but it would end with you accepting to have dinner at his house.

| like i’ve said before, taishiro doesn’t mind that you’re emotionally distant. he knows you care and just show it differently than others. the first time he saw you angry at someone he was very scared & shocked because he’s never seen you that way before. he just stood behind you as you absolutely slaughtered the person you were angry at and watched with wide eyes before trying to diffuse the situation. he asked if you were okay and that it wasn’t a big deal that that person was insulting him but he expressed how grateful he was for you standing up for him. he never wants to see you like that again but he’s glad he got to see every part you.

| HE IS VERY RESPECTFUL ABOUT PRONOUNS!! that was probably the first thing he asked you! “oh! he/him and they/them? i go by he/him too!” he’d even write it down to remember because he doesn’t want to make any mistakes or offend anyone.

| taishiro would be so supportive of your comic! he’d check up on you when you’re working on it and bring you cut fruit and water. he’d genuinely be so interested in your drawings and writings— he’s not artistic so seeing it come so easily to someone would be so cool to him. he’d only read and look at what you’re comfortable with sharing though! if you ever ask for any creative help, he’d be 100% down to help you. he comes up with the coolest ideas too and you wonder why he says he’s not artistic.

| on his days off you guys either stay indoors and play animal crossing or walk around and collect pokémon. his island would be so messy so he’d always try to copy your island. island visits & he always leave you gifts. he’d have so many pokémon because he plays when he’s on parole (oops!). he’d jokingly brag about it to you and would offer to take you with him next time but he doesn’t want you to get hurt. he seems like the type to be secretly very good at card games?? he’d just surprise you with how good and competitive he is when you play together and with other people.

| taishiro listens to old country music. he knows every lyric to every dolly parton song and sings when he thinks he’s alone. you’d have to introduce him to your other favorite artists & he’d absolutely love their songs! ricky montgomery makes him cry a little but he’s fine! he swears! even though there’s tears rolling down face!

| PLEASE COOK HIM FOOD! the first time you cook him food to show your love he just blushes and smiles the whole time. he can’t. HE CAN’T! HE JUST LOVES YOU SO MUCH ALREADY HOW IS IT POSSIBLE FOR HIM TO LOVE YOU EVEN MORE??? every other food is ruined for him after you cook for him because your cooking is the absolute best to him.

| he’d love the small gifts you give him, he’d treasure every single one of them and display them around the house. sweet tea would be a perfect pet name for him- he loves it so much. he’d call you love bug in return and cook you dinner and give you small gifts. he’s definitely an acts of service and quality time guy. just being in the same room as you doing separate work is good enough for him. your presence just soothes him and he has a blast!

| taishiro values your opinions very much. he always tries to be the best partner for you and listen to you because you have so much insight. he also trusts you so much and knows you mean well when giving him advice. he just loves you so much, he doesn’t want to disappoint!

his opinion on having children

| he basically already adopted tamaki & kirishima, of course he wants kids!

| you’d have to be the one to bring it up because he doesn’t want to seem like he’s forcing you into anything.

| he’s so relieved once you do bring it up though! “yes! i want to have a family with you!”

| it doesn’t matter if you have them biologically, adopt, or have a surrogate— he loves his child so much and cried because he was so overwhelmed with love and finally being a dad.

| he’d be the best dad! (although a bit clueless) he wouldn’t imagine having a family with anyone other than you. you’re just perfect for him.

| he’d also ask if you could adopt a dog

| he is so protective over his family too. if anything were to happen to either of you, he would be so upset because you’re his life.

| overall, taishiro would try to give you and the child the best life!

i hope you enjoyed! pls lmk if anything is inaccurate or if you want me to make it longer.

@mha-adore @space-cowbop

#iidastiddiesmatchups #iidastiddieshcs #mha matchup #bnha matchup #mha #bnha #fatgum #taishiro toyomitsu #fatgum headcanons #bnha taishiro

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longsleevs · 6 years

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The cabin

Pairing: Tom Holland x Reader

Warning: language i guess

A/N: This time, a short imagine! Xx

Summary: Jacob looked confused at all of us "What the hell is going on! You two like each other or what!?" In that moment i was about to freak out, so i just standed up and went inside the cabin.

We just can't wait till the moment when we arrive in that little town full of snow and cute views, were we will spend an amazing weekend

"What are you thinking about??" Tom said while i was looking through the window "What??" I said turning to look at that beautiful eyes that drive me crazy, he smiled "I asked what are you thinking about" he said with a kind smile "Oh! I just can't wait to arrive, that's all" i said looking through the window again trying to not to blush, he just smiled and turn to talk with Haz and Jacob

We finally arrived at the cabin, it was a smol house made of wood, it looked like any Christmas movie from the outside "This place is amazing" Z said looking to not just the house, the view that we had too "So you guys just learned something new" Jacob said while we all looked at him confused "That i can choose the house for the trip and it will be amazing" he said with a proud smile "We haven't seen the house inside Jacob, calm down mate" Haz said while Tom was laughing

In that exactly moment Jacob opened the door, and we went to inside the cabin to find the most beautiful place that we had ever seen "Can i spend the rest of my life here" i said as i walked around the house sort of like flouting with a huge smile on my face, i could feel a pair of eyes looking at me, following all my moves, normally i would stop but I'm just so exited that i didn't even care

We went upstairs to find 4 rooms, 3 bedrooms and 1 bathroom; we decides that girls in one room, boys in other room and mama Jacob in the last room. "You're telling me that this house just have 1 bathroom, while here we are 2 girls, 3 boys, 2 GIRLS that will never left the bathroom and the this idiot, that will want his hair to look nice!" Haz said like a insane person, like completely insane "Calm down, there are othet bathrooms Harrison" Jacob said laughing "I'm sure that you aren't insane because of Z and Y/N or my beautiful hair, you just don't want us to smell your shit in the bathroom, mate" Tom said and Harrison started laughing "Shut up! That was our secret, idiot!" Haz said thing that make all of laugh, suddenly i felt a soft touch on my shoulder "Sorry, darling" Tom whispered to me with a soft smile in his face.

Look away, you blushing, idiot!

Gez, i just don't know how to explain, how much i love this guy, that curly brown hair that falls over his cute face, that soft and kind smile that melts my heart, that deep brown eyes, the fact that in my head he is the most perfect human being on earth

Back to earth, Y/N

The next thing that i knew was that we were at the living room and we were already on the couch, Tom sat next to me (i was next to Z btw) and put his arms behind me, like resting them on the couch, but I could feel his touch from behind.

We were talking, laughing, having a great time, but all i could think about was the fact that he sat next to me and that his head was rest on my shoulder; i was freaking out inside and i knew that Z realised what was going on next to her and that her friend is about to have a heart attack

It was all dark outside (we arrived at 4 pm, rn it was 7 p.m) and Haz has the great idea of going outside and had like a little camping, but we will sleep inside, that's how he explained his idea, btw he meant have a little wood fire, we all laughed at him, i thought that he was insane because outside was freezing, but 3 out of the 4 people liked his idea, guess who said no, Yup! ME!!

We were in the living with Z, the guys went to the grocery store and we decided to stay "What was that in the living today?" She asked me with a smirk in her face and then laughed "Idk, i sat there and he came and sat next to me, thing that could be completely normal, but then he sort of hugged me from behind, i mean, you know exactly what i mean" i said and she laughed "idiot" she said as i rolled my eyes "and then he- he rest HIS damm head on MY shoulder and stayed like that until we all moved. Did you dam told him about my feelings! No! You told Jacob and he told Tom, yeah... that's what happened. Btw I'm going to kill you two!" I said and she laughed of her paranoid friend "No idiot, i didn't said anything, stop being paranoid" Ha! Look i knew that she think I'm being paranoid! "And no Jacob don't know. And maybe he likes you back! Is that so difficult to believe!?" She said as looked to the ground playing with my fingers "Yeah... why would he like me? I mean I'm just Z's friend, or that annoying girl that is always with us..." i stoped when i heard the door open "WE BACK!" Haz shouted, while we were rigth next to the door "we are rigth here idiot! And don't scream!" she said mad, just because i was about to cry.

I tried to stop crying, cleaned my face and turned to face Jacob ans Haz "Where's my chocolate??" I said trying to sound exited "Tom has it" Haz said, pointing at the kitchen, looked at him confuse "He is at the kitchen" i said ohhh and gave him a smile and went to the kitchen finding Tom taking the stufs out of the bags "You will just stare or you will help me??" He said and laughed "Mmmmm Sorry... i just came to for my chocolate, but i can help you!" He didn't even looked at me, or smiled, he just keep taking the things out of the bags "Here it is, love" he said as he took the chocolate out of the bag, i just smiled at him and started taking the stuff out of the bags with him.

We all were outside, i had life 3 or 2 bed sheets around me and like 2 couts, because it was freezing, while the weirdos of my friend's were drinking freezing beer and i was drinking hot coco. We all were sat on like this big chairs, all of them were for like 2 or 3 persons, i was sat in the least cold one when Tom came closer "Can i sit there??" I looked up at him "Yeah! Sure!" I said as i gave him some space to seat "Can i?" He said touching the sheets, i nod and gave him a little of space, in that moment i realized that we were cuddling, and sharing the sheets

Don't freak out

"I guess that we have a couple here, and i didn't knew!" Jacob said pointing at Tom and me "No we not! We are just feezzing!" I shouted without processing the words that were coming out of my mouth. Z looked at me saying 'like you are and idiot', while Haz looked at Tom but i didn't pay much attention on that "What it's going on here? Is there something that you guys wanna share with me?" Tom and I looked confused at Jacob while Z and Haz just looked at us like if they wanted to know what to do "Mate, just say it" Haz said looking at Tom "I guess you should say it too" Z said looking at me and whispered "sorry". Jacob looked confused at all of us "What the hell is going on! You two like each other or what!?" In that moment i was about to freak out, so i just standed up and went inside the cabin.

I sat on the couch "What the hell is going with me! You have always expressed how you felt so damm easily but now you can't even told the guy that drives you crazy, that you love him!! I'm an idiot" i said to myself as i started to cry. I felt completely lost, until i felt that soft touch on my skin, i looked up and i just saw Tom sitting next to me and putting his arms aground me, i rest my head on his chest and tried to stop crying "You can keep crying, darling" i looked up to him, our faces were in front, my eyes were lost on his deep brown eyes "Why are you crying, love" he said cleaning my face, and getting closer "Nothing" i said looking down "You wanna know my secret, the one that Haz told me to said it, darling" he said while holding me on his arms, i just nodded "You need to look at me, in the face, if you wanna know, love" i looked at him "Ok... Here it is... I'm going to say it. I- I- reall- really..." he was really nervous, that was kinda obvious, with just looking at his face, once he said the word 'really' he got closer to me, and our lips connected on a cute and soft kiss, i pulled away after a little kinda shooked "I really like you Y/N... No! I love you, i have being in love with you since the first time that i ever saw you... i just thought that you were the most beautiful and amazing person in this world. The way that your hair is always up in a messy bump, that kind and cute smile that you always have, the way that i get lost every single time that i see your beautiful green eyes, and the way that they sometimes change of colors. And for me you are just perfect, you are the most perfect and beautiful and amazing and kind soul in this entire universe" i looked at him so damm shook, i just never though taht this guy could feel the same way that i feel for him "Wan- Wanna know m-my secret??" He looked at me confused, i mean he just said all that beautiful things about me, he just confessed his fellings and i didn't even said anything "Yeah... i guess" he said with a mad tone "I love you too Tom" i said whith a huge smile, he smiled and his eyes has sparkles "I can't believe i just told you that" i said looking down, he just kissed me without saying a word, his lips were so soft and comfortable and the way the fitted with mine was just perfect "Since when?" He said with a happy face, once we pull away "Before we meet in person, i mean... before i even knew you were Spider-Man... i mean since the impossible" i said looking down "You looked so cute, sensitive and soft, i fell for that kid, i mean i had a crush on 16 or 15 year old Tom. I always watched your movies, i had a crush on you and i admired you... You don't know how loud i screamed the day that i found out that you were Spider-Man, because that meant that you and Zendaya would be in the same movie, and that i could meet you. I fell in love with you since we meet, i really didn't knew you before, but when i finally meet you i fell completely for you... I couldn't control myself any time that we were together, i just looked at you and the only thing i could think about was about the way that yout curly brown hair falls over your face, about your soft and kind smile and about your beautiful eyes..." he cuts with a kiss, wow! thee kiss already! We went away when we heard the door open

"Can we come in??" Haz said, Tom and I laughed "Yeah!" 3 people came into the house "you don't wanna kill me rigth?" Z said hiding behind Jacob "Nop, not at all" i said laughing at my bestie "How is everything in here??" Jacob said "Better than ever" Tom said with a huge smile.

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A/N: Hi, my little sunflowers!🌻 Hope you liked this one. It has being a completely mess writing this, Why? Oh! Easy! Because the internets didn't worked and i saved it all, like until the half of the story on the drafs, and the Wi-Fi wasn't working, so it didn't save, and then i completely forgot like my password, oh! Rigth! Why my password?? Because my little sister uninstalled Tumblr from my phone!🙄

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