#falling in love through music

[thief-of-eggs]

Thinking about Alastor sitting down to play at the piano one night, once everyone is settled into the new Hotel. His playing starts off jazzy, then, as time goes on, slowly bleeds into something more melancholy. Something almost mournful, but not quite. There’s notes of joy in it, albeit hidden under longing bars.

Lucifer hears it, lilting across the hotel halls. He chases it down, transfixed by the notes, by the soul whom is pouring itself into them. Lucifer has always been a dreamer, a supporter of dreamers, and there is no better dreamer than the artist.

And when he happens upon the correct room, peering inside to behold Alastor- of all people- hunched over the instrument, gracefully pouring himself into the keys- Lucifer’s thoughts turn on their heads. A warmth blossoms in his chest. A tugging at his heart that he hasn’t felt in centuries.

He watches Alastor for ages. Wondering at the beautiful tune, what emotion could possibly back it. He watches with such softness in his gaze, affection weaving underneath his features, all while the warmth spreads all throughout his cold soul.

When Alastor finishes, he looks up, noticing the form standing in the door, and startles, his face flushing with crimson. Lucifer is quick to murmur his praises, and Alastor even quicker to mumble his thanks, sweeping out before Lucifer can question him further.

Because how is he to explain that the symphony Lucifer heard was one orchestrated by Alastor’s own twisting feelings for the angel?

#i’m turning this into a fic just yall wait #falling in love through music #like normal people #radioapple #appleradio #hazbin hotel #alastor x lucifer #alastor hazbin hotel #lucifer hazbin hotel #appleradio headcanon

[weallpartyatybcpatricksfuneral]

idea:

vampire pete and ybcpatrick au

pete is kidnapped by the Vixens cult, he's The Music Guy of the Chicago hardcore scene and he's got a little too close to figuring out their operation

patrick is an experiment of the Vixens, a kid born from locally famous musicians that they kidnapped and brainwashed into a yellow-eyed, hook handed, violent monster

the Vixens are working to see if the same brainwashing would effect Pete since he is nonhuman, but it doesnt work

the brainwashing in patrick is failing, the Vixens notice this and vocally plan to kill the two of them, which Pete overhears.

Pete shares this plan to Patrick and the two have to work together to break out before they kill them

#I LOVE WHEN CHARACTERS ARE EXPERIMENTED ON!!!! YEAH BOY GO THROUGH THE HORRORS FOR WHAT IS THOUGHT TO BE THE GREATER GOOD!!!!!!! #i think they get to be a little fucked up and weird. as a treat. #also for fob9 we need music videos where joe and andy get to be weird freaks #like yeah we got donnie and sandman but they deserve to be creechurs too #me posts #ybcpatrick the guy ever #vamppete #fall out boy #fob #patrick stump #pete wentz

[thekidsarentalright]

that medley was such an incredibly sweet, touching tribute and i can only hope that being able to honor such a special person on stage was healing for patrick. i hope he knows how loved and supported he is :(

#feeling soooo much just. the way he grieves through music. the love u could feel. andy hugging him. god. #and pete hugging him too i think? god. literally get you a band full of as much love as fall out boy #txt

[roychewtoy]

#finished manifold garden tonight ouuuuugghghgghh it was so Very good. yes👍YES👍yeahyeahyeahyeah #i luv u exploring endlessly stretching impossible spaces. i luv u mandelbulbs and twisty fractals. i luv u thrumming synthy music #man it was so tasty. end of the game was giving me fearful..cosmic dread? i havent felt since outer wilds. just THROWIN urself off #like. these are colours these are twisting colours. why are u slumping down the couch ever so slightly with a chill down ur arms #fucking wonka boat tunnel dmt trip nightmare of a colour sure. sure yeah. and it was AWESOME awesome ending. TOTAL collapse #fun puzzles. throwin urself and free falling through a level never got old. loved snappin the gravity round. nada motion sickness✅️Score✅️ #playing manifold garden: this is just like jacob gellers shape of infinity video....... #couldnt stop thinkin abt him describing the airborne funerals given in the library of babel #the body falling eternally never hitting the ground thats CRAZY THAAAAAAAAAAAAATS. i would like to read it. im gonna read it #jacob geller u have not led me astray yet on video game recs. manifold garden! MANIFOLD GARDEN!!!!!!!!!! #great ost yeaaaassirr. just really liked it so i did oohheeeeooo :] :D yeahboshdone #manifold garden #structure tag #chewtoy

[apollokyler]

🌞ЛУЧЕЗАРНОЕ СОЛНЦЕ🌞 в твоей власти согреть меня, спалить дотла, либо, отвернувшись, превратить в лёд.

aquarius sun imagery and would you also see? crossing the sky in might and glory, the Sun lits up the earth, and It sees everything, and It guides, and It judges; it's bright when It faces you, and it's warm when It stretches Its arms towards you, and it burns when It strikes you, and it's cold when It turns away, and it's dark when It disappears, but It is there even when It's out of sight, and even then It proves Its presence with the solar wind embracing the night

posting it when it's dark already and i miss the sun… i love the sun and i also love aquarius camus and it just so happens- anyway my statement is that i think camus is supposed to be sun symbolism. both his red and teal hair colors are just like aurora borealis, referenced in his attack, which is the sun wind itself. then aurora is the roman goddess of the dawn, her greek counterpart being eos, for which you can sometimes see an iconography of her holding vases pouring out the morning dew… it's rare and i need to research it more… aside from that the solar wind spreads over the sky like wine the aquarius pours… and is so beautifully like proof that the sun is around… don't you also think it's a powermove hyoga learns it because *starts crying* this is only one aspect of it though... i will think about it more… stay tuned

#check out the music!!!!!! link in the title!!!!!!! sorry it's a 33 minutes long orchestra piece but it's my favorite... #i feel so much towards him... #went through a lot drawing this... from kissing the screen to hating it to not being able to look at it to falling in love with it again- #did i make him justice... just a humble attempts to portray his greatness........ *shakes* #locks him in a square 2000x2000 canvas... FREE HIM- #i tried to deconstruct it for fun effect #saint seiya #saint seiya fanart #my saint seiya art #aquarius camus #artists on tumblr #my art #digital art #apollo_kyler

[applebees4prez]

i need to have a discussion with one mr. brennan lee mulligan about how my chemical romance makes beautiful music that has given queer and mentally ill kids a comfortable place to be angry while also encouraging them to keep marching on and to be themselves no matter what anybody tells them. i need to sit bleem down and explain the plots of three cheers, the black parade, and danger days so that he understands how creative and interesting that the music made by this band is. ruben is an awsten knight or pete wentz if anything how dare you sir.

#i understand it’s all fun and games but i’m just. so tired of people accusing mcr of being something theyre not #THEY HELPED ME THROUGH SO MUCH RAHHH #in space no one can feel you dying is a FALL OUT BOY title and NOT an mcr title #i love bleem so much #but maannn listen to their music #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #ruben hopclap #my clerical gnomance #my chemical romance #mcr #brennan lee mulligan

[whollyjoly]

BofB as Killers Songs - Ronald Speirs

Ronald Speirs - Battle Born

you lost faith in the human spirit / you walk around like a ghost your star-spangled heart / took a train for the coast up against the wall / there's something dying on the street when they knock you down / you're gonna get back on your feet no, you can't stop now come on, show your face / come on give us one more spark sing a song of fire / lest we fall into the dark (boy, you was battle born)

pt 4/? - band of brothers as killers songs

song rec for speirs by @ronsparky

playlist for the series

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Taglist: @xxluckystrike @ronsparky @land-sh

Let me know if you'd like to be added or removed!

Next up: Eugene Roe

#bofb: killers songs #<- the tag for this series #but yeah jessica was the most right about this song for speirs i couldnt NOT #also the lines about come on give us one more spark / sing a song of fire / lest we fall into the dark is SO speirs coded #something something being the meanest toughest son of a bitch in the whole eto to help lead his men #and to keep the flame lit within him so they could have a beacon through the dark days of war something something #also hilarious because spark/sparky #i think im funny #so thank you jessica!!! 10/10 #ronald speirs #ron speirs #band of brothers #bofb #hbowar #the killers #the killers music #mine #band of brothers moodboards #bob moodboards #me a few hours ago: omg blu i love your ron speirs moodboard cause it shows a soft side which we never really see! #also me: posts a ron speirs moodboard that isnt soft at all #this is a self callout tag #em's moodboards

[majorshatterandhare]

It is very obvious to me that I like music that tells stories. (ALL music tells stories. Every song tells a story.) I like concept albums, I like musicals.

Therefore I find it very funny both that my favorite Mech’s album is one of the two that don’t have an overarching story *and* that my favorite My Chem album is the one that doesn’t have an overarching story.

#the mechanisms #but also other music #i need to ho through and actually look at all the music i like and make a list of what all falls into the ‘overarching story’ category #i like american idiot. specifically i *really* like the broadway soundtrack #i was a theatre kid raised on classic rock and 90s alternative #i fucking love meatloafs music #i have so many music recs if anyone wants music recs please hmu #i do enjoy also that ‘mech’ and ‘chem’ are the same letters #mcr is my Roommates thing. it is Not Allowed to be my thing. but there was a hog minute ghat i listened to bullets at least 1x/day everyday #please please please im begging you to hmu if you want music recs. #i have a hard time desiring new media but i also would love to dump some recs on someone

[fionnaskyborn]

Was tagged by @oceancamp to post my current five favorite songs! (They should invent a stages-of-grief-esque model that encompasses and accurately describes both types of anguish I had to go through making this list - the one of limiting myself to only five songs, and the one of trying to put as little videogame music on here as possible so that I don't end up looking like an absolute goddamn geek, which... I am... Oh well!)

Thank you so much for tagging me - here are the songs!

Heaven Pierce Her - War Without Reason

Tatsuro Yamashita - Love Space

This specific arrangement of Death And Republic + Meet Again

Winger - Junkyard Dog (Tears On Stone)

The Protomen - Light Up The Night

Is it courtesy to tag other people after you've been tagged in a post like this? If that's the case, I'll tag @spiralled-fury, @solradguy, @swamppossum, @five-by-five, @northstarring, @ineedmoredragons and @tbonechessor!

#logs #ya don't have to participate if you don't want to‚ from what i've gathered - it's all just for fun anyway :] #The link to Yamashita's song is actually a link to a website that hosts city pop songs‚ since those keep getting taken down on YouTube due #to the strictness of Japan's copyright laws with regards to music. Uploads of Yamashita's songs in particular get taken down quite #frequently... The rest are either Bandcamp or YouTube (in case of Junkyard Dog) links #Very out-of-character of me not to put a Кино song on here‚ haha #I had a hard time deciding whether to put HOLD BACK THE NIGHT or Light Up The Night here‚ but ultimately decided on Light Up The Night #because... hoo boy #okay storytime. i've known of the protomen since somewhere around 2021. got The Good Doctor in my recommended feed‚ clicked on it because #i thought the album cover was cool + the title was appealing‚ but i never really listened to anything theirs beyond that song after that. #fast forward to 2022. be me‚ watching the greatest videoessay on planet earth (Steak Bentley's Metal Gear Solid 4 Was A Mistake). #the fucking MONTAGE comes on‚ and I fall in love with my second Protomen song. second fast forward to 2023 going into 2024‚ finally got #around to playing the Violence update. i learn of the name of level 7-2. the widest‚ most mischievous grin appears on my face. #i enter the level‚ proclaim ''ULTRAKlLL IS NOW A STEAK BENTLEY REFERENCE'' and blast the song as i get my ass beat by every single thing in #that level. #and let me tell you. getting mollywhopped ten thousand times by the FUCKING GUTTERTANK TRIO AT THE END OF THE LEVEL WAS. not a pleasant #experience. but the song made it better. :) (i played the level before the balance patch came out and uh let's just say i had more deaths on #that level than on 2gabe and 1gabe. SEVENTY-FOUR. FUCKING. RESTARTS. JESUS /CHRIST/. #goodness how i yearn to make a 3d animation of v1 going through 7-4 with that song in the background as a tribute to the man himself but #alas i am a student who has everything in the world but time #thanks for the tag again!! ^^

[itspileofgoodthings]

Taylor returning over and over to the falling through the ice accident in the Bolter—everything to me

#like. just. the shock of it all #there’s something about Taylor where her experience of life is so ….. brutal #like I don’t know how else to say it but it just is. life is not easy on her it is always ready to CLOBBER her #and in a way she’s not easy on life. there’s some kind of magnets/opposite poles stuff where she’s just always drawn to the worst things #to feeling them and experiencing them and almost ??? creating them #like I don’t mean to overstate it. and I know she has a family who loves her (thank GOD) #and also she’s very practical and industrious about creating this very Instagram worthy life full of Fine Things and a Fun Time #and of course all the resources in the world at her disposal to create all the trappings of it #whether it’s a celebrity Fourth of July party or the eras tour #and she’ll do it and love it. but as all the best critics know and point out the most fascinating thing about Taylor is always the music #and it’s where all the weirdness and stubbornness and difficulties of her life. her a c t u a l longings her actual fears #her actual terrible awful experiences that she charges headlong down the paths of #is set free! and it’s breathtaking in the most shocking way #like falling through the ice! I always say the first thing that always hits me about a Taylor album is the bitterness #just this blast in the face. and her music is so gentle! in so many ways #and the packaging is so appealing and her voice is so soft and expressive and there is none of that weird experimentation #even musically (remember when she shut down imogen heap for putting a minor chord in clean she was like absolutely not. I’m obsessed) #(with that moment forever) #but like. so much of Taylor’s packaging and life and HER really does SEEM so basic or ordinary or just rich girl ordinary I guess #she likes basic things and wants basic things. but also she is so hungry so restless so angry so wounded the rich internal life is CHURNING #all the time. every second. and it’s spectacular to watch and also I will worry about her until the day I die #or just—-I don’t know. it’s going to be spectacular and it is sometimes going to be awful #but she will keep furiously writing her way through it!! #there IS such a woundedness to her. and it makes me love her so much because it’s packaged in such a way people think it must just be #whining or privilege. but it’s not! it’s just. the human condition and Taylor’s own flaws #okay I’ve lost the plot here a bit in my ramblings but yeah the ice metaphor. insanely perfect

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

WHATS WITH THE FUCKING SKK MUSICIAN AUS WHAT THE FUCK

#caps cw #i just spent the last #5? hours reading still still still im experiencing a range of unexplainable undescribable emotions #i liked that this one was a lot more like overall positive than i was screaming your name through the radio #bc there you already KNOW dazai and chuuya are on bad terms currently so when you're reading them falling in love you have this like #looming dread #the entire time as you wait for things to fall apart #here i had the same sort of anxiety bc theres no way there WOULDNT be drama but it was a LOT less rhan i expected #it was nice #the social media segments were always cute too #they were just #so fucking in love and happy and im fucking crying aouch #esp when dazai announced he got the part. ahgh #me everytime he picks up and spins chuuya: #I WAS JUST EXPLODING BC IT WAS SO SWEET AUFH #anwyay WHATS WITH THE FUCKING MUSIC AUS IN THIS FANDOM #THE FUCK IS THIS #swearing cw #skk

[always-a-joyful-note]

Enstars is like being impaled with a spear with the words "you can and will love these characters and hate yourself for it" while Idolish7 is like hanahaki in the way that you gladly let these comforting weirdos into your heart and suddenly found flowers choking you to death

#fandom spamdom #note's notes #idolish7 #enstars #ensemble stars #i know hanahaki is a lung thing but the vibes are the same #still rotating the i7 cast in my head btw #why do music related media - whether its anime or musicals or stage plays - hurt me so much? #also i7 is so different from the likes of bsd and enstars in the way that theyre actually all more or less relationship goals??? #i mean yes theres a bit of mutual obsession link click style but it really is overall wholesome #thinking about mezzo and their development as family to each other when their own family abandoned or dropped them #thinking about momo and yuki saying the most insane things to each other and yelling that what the other is saying is unhealthy #thinking about iori being lowkey obsessed with riku and riku finding unwavering support from iori #thinking about yamata and nagi and mitsuki fighting as they try to be adults and work through their traumas #thinking about trigger and their reluctant friendship confessions #thinking about tenn and riku's severely complex relationship #and aya loving her brother but falling under kujos manipulations and tenn being overly self sacrificial and and and #it lured me by being so slice of life and threw me in a world of pain

[trash-bin-ary]

O_O act 5 somehow this has gotten more depressing

#in stars and time #this is a post i made #I’ll look it up later but just for ease anyone have a transcript of that really long sif thought that it automatically scrolls through that #ends with kill him multiple times #okay yeah this is my liveblog post anyway #me when I’m frin and I mess up all of my friendships •.• #I mean understandable they got like a billion mental illnesses during these loops #actually more like sif when things fall apart: teehee #also can we talk about the music cause it is So good and I’m pretty sure there’s 2 versions of the dormant song and the alt version fills me #with fear and sadness #o_0 uhhhhhh how long this go for I’m not having a good time (yes I am I’m so intrigued and love this game so much) #jfc sif you’re killing me #:000000 a) hey red! b) holy duck this music is great #this game glitches sometimes and I have no idea if it’s on purpose or not

[ruleofexception]

I can wait for you at the bottom

The Worst In Me - Bad Omens

The Summoning - Sleep Token

Demons - Mayday Parade

Lead Me Out of the Dark - Crown The Empire

So Much Love To Give - Glorious Sons

Here’s My Heart - SayWeCanFly

Good To You - Marianas Trench

Hold Onto Me - Mayday Parade

Stomach Tied In Knots - Sleeping With Sirens

Stay - Mayday Parade

Deathbeds - Bring Me The Horizon

Just Pretend - Bad Omens

I saw someone else post a lyric breakdown and thought it was a cool idea, so... here are the lyrics that gave me another au idea made me think of the trope!

1. The Worst In Me - Bad Omens

I had you in my grip, but you're starting to slip Bring out the worst in me And now it's come to end, I think I'm giving in You set my demons free

It's better when you're with me, but that's better left unsaid It's better when I'm empty, but I still let you in

2. The Summoning - Sleep Token

Oh, and my love Did I mistake you for a sign from God? Or are you really here to cut me off? Or maybe just to turn me on

‘Cause these days I would be lying if I told you that I didn't wish that I could be your man Or maybe make a good girl bad

3. Demons - Mayday Parade

Now I can live with all my demons, we all get along And they whisper in my ear “We’re safe, there’s always something wrong.” And if it looks like Armageddon’s coming down today I’ll kick back a bottle of that poison It’s made for you and me Come on, let’s go One fell out of my dreams It came down in your heart Paved the way for me to follow

4. Lead Me Out of the Dark - Crown The Empire

Without a doubt, I need your help I know you've heard me ask before But come on girl, I need to tell you now I know what I've done wrong The only way out of here is the way I've avoided for all my life There's so many things I wanna say But there's too many things still in the way I'm lost, please help me find my place You're the only one, please lead me out of the dark

5. So Much Love To Give - Glorious Sons

I've got a heart in me, I swear It's hidden in the back of a bar somewhere Everything you've heard is true But I can make it up to you I've got so much love to give I've got so much more than this

Forgive me for everything I did

6. Here’s My Heart - SayWeCanFly

So here's my heart for you if you want it It's got a couple bruises on it Sometimes it breaks down and it doesn't work quite right, but You bring it back to life You bring it back to life And I'd believe in God if somebody could prove That there existed something more perfect than you But if this were the last time I ever felt love I'd be alright Cause nothing ever felt so true

7. Good To You - Marianas Trench

And I know this isn't enough, I still don't measure up And I'm not prepared; Sorry is never there when you need it

And I do want you to know I'll hold you up above everyone And I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me And I'd be so good to you

8. Hold Onto Me - Mayday Parade

Stayed up too late and it hurts to breathe Said it's 4 A.M. girl, go back to sleep Sometimes at night, I can hear her dreams

Come rescue me, come rescue me Don't you ever leave, don't you ever leave I know we got our problems and it's probably me So hold onto me, hold onto me

9. Stomach Tied In Knots - Sleeping With Sirens

Oh, my stomach's tied in knots I'm afraid of what I'll find if you want to talk tonight Oh oh See the problem isn't you, it's me I know I can tell, I've seen it time after time

And I'll push you away I get so afraid, oh no

And I can't live without you now, oh oh I can't even live with myself, oh oh oh I can't live without you now, oh oh And I don't want nobody else, oh oh oh

I only have myself to blame But do you think we can start again 'Cause I can't live without you

10. Stay - Mayday Parade

Oh can you tell, I haven't slept very well Since the last time that we spoke, you said "Please understand if I see you again don't even say hello."

//

I'm not strong enough for the both of us What was I supposed to do You know I love you Whoa-oh

Please just stay Stay

11. Deathbeds - Bring Me The Horizon

Eyes like a car crash I know I shouldn't look, but I can't turn away Body like a whiplash Salt my wounds, but I can't heal the way I feel about you I watch you like a hawk I watch you like I'm gonna tear you limb from limb Will the hunger ever stop? Can we simply starve this sin?

That little kiss you stole, it held my heart and soul And like a deer in the headlights, I meet my fate Don't try to fight the storm, you'll tumble overboard Tides will bring me back to you

And on my deathbed, all I'll see is you The life may leave my lungs, but my heart will stay with you

12. Just Pretend - Bad Omens

I'm not afraid of the war you've come to wage against my sins I'm not okay, but I can try my best to just pretend

So will you wait me out Or will you drown me out? So will you wait me out Or will you drown me out? (at the bottom)

I can wait for you at the bottom I can stay away if you want me to I can wait for years if I gotta Heaven knows I ain't getting over you

#obiyukimadness23 #in love with the mark #obiyuki #ans #music #playlist #should this trope win (odds are looking favourable right now lol) #I may need to appease the brain and write the thing :3 #just a short thing #but a thing #i tried to order the playlist the way that I think this thing will go... #ie: Obi being so ready to Do The Task #realizing that he maybe does not want to follow through with The Task #realizing that he doesn't want to do The Task because his own heart can't handle that #having a moment of bliss with Shirayuki in which life is great and they're there for each other #Shirayuki finding out about The Task and not handling it well #Obi falling apart but trying desperately not to become A Problem #ANYWAYS

[ansy-tea]

Y'all ever stopped listening to your favorite bands for about 2 years for reasons you don't even know yourself. Maybe it's because you're busy. Maybe it's because you thought you've acquired new tastes. You really don't know. But then suddenly you listened to one song of theirs again and now you're sobbing over how good the songwriting was? And now that you're not a dumb High Schooler without much experience you understand the lyrics even more?

Anyways that's me with Fall Out Boy right now lmao. It's high time I listen to their new album later.

#incoherent rambles #ansy-stalks #confession: would yall kill me if my fave album of theirs is MANIA hAHAHAHHA— #LISTEN #NONE OF THE SONGS WERE A MISS— lord i remember how people criticized that album in its release and how fans are worried about the dubstep-y #vibe (me too cuz “yo idk much about music but how will andy & joe do this live im sorry im dumb 😭”) #then again none of their songs in their wholeass discography is a fricking miss anyways /absolutely biased #even their covers are fun to listen like I Wanna Be Like You??? That sht is on repeat lmao. I Wann Dance With Somebody?? good sht dawg #I think my second fave album is either Folie & Save Rock and Roll? Just cuz Folie is my vibe and SRAR were all dhxjkwjfiaokeixiw <33 #Every fan loves Infinity On High for sure— Golden & ILALWTWIATTGYO (me & you) makes me sob every time #broooo the raw ass line of “I saw God crying at the reflection of my enemies and all the lovers with no time for me” #and “the best way to make it through with hearts & wrists intact is to realize two of the three ain't bad. aaaIIINT BAAAAAADDD—” #for folie a deux there's not a damm instance where I did not feel sadness over What A Catch Donnie. Dawg. The way Elton John sings his part #too bro 😭😭😭😭 #AND HOLYYY SHT THE AFTER(LIFE) OF A PARTY PHCCKKK I FORGOT HOW THAT NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME HOLD IT IN HSJDJKSOSID #i would skip that song cuz it makes me so sad sometimes 😭😭😭😭 #OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT LET ME RETHINK MY ORDER OF FAVE ALBUMS HAHAHAHHAHA #“I'm a stitch away from making it AND A SCAR AWAY FROM FALLING APART. APART. BLOOD CELLS PIXELATE AND EEEYEESS DILATE- KISS AWAY THE TEARS #AND KILLS ON THE MOUTH OF AAAALLLL. MY FRIIIEEENDS—“ PHHHHCCKCKKKSIEOS 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #JDJAI WAIT AND THE ENTIRETY OF SOPHOMORE SLUMP #OKAY I NEED TO STFU IN THESE TAGS HAHAHAHAHHA #okay to defend my MANIA adoration (do people still hate this album? hope not). ***Bishop's knife trick.*** #“I'm sifting through the sand.Looking for pieces of broken hourglass.Trying to get it all back—put it back together—As if the time #had never passed. I know I should walk away but I just want to let you break my brain and I can't seem to get a grip. no. no matter how I #live with it. thESE ARE THE LAST—“ #I'm sorry. the delivery is just too delicious. #MANIA is a fricking mixbag of weirdly mainstream inspirational songs- to suddenly; drugs- to actually being unhinged- to one of the saddest #“im tryina redeem myself” song(s) (heaven's gate- church- and bishop's) #okay i really need to shut up 😭 #aight. i will stop.

[interlagosed]

Orchestra conductor Carlos falling in love with promising young ballerina Lando………………………….

#something something them catching each other’s eye in the middle of a practice and all the music in the hall falling quiet #they don’t exchange a word for months they just fall ever more in love through stolen glances #Carlos watching the elegance of Lando’s every form—swanlike #Lando enraptured by the intensity in Carlos’ face the precision and violence of his motions #I am so sorry. I am SO sorry. #carlando headcanons