#give me strength gods of whatever

[mghostship]

I love pizza and anguish <3

#twisted wonderland #malleus draconia #lilia vanrouge #so tired #endless cycle #this has been lurking as unfinished for a good while #it'll never be finished #can't #are converse okay for a baby? #pink was my second thought #give me strength gods of whatever #I need blessing to finish all these ideas! #unfinished #uglyghost

[hopefulsapphic]

actually i do not have thoughts™️ about the first two eps of the pjo show because i did not go into it critically at all. i did not and will not go into it as a 21 year old adult with a decade long attachment to the characters and series, i am going into it like a ten year old child full of wide-eyed wonder and whimsy like the gods intended. and with that in mind i found it truly fantastic

#that said i do have some little things little thoughts #some things were different some things had to be different some didn't but i appreciated the creative choices made #loved that it was sally that told him about the gods first #i did miss clarisse pushing him into the water and that giving him strength and whatever but still loved annabeth just shoving him lmao #things like that #overall love it so far definitely satisfied the ten year old in me #and that's all that really matters tbh #thoughts from my brain #pjo tv spoilers #pjo tv show

[badolmen]

…yall afraid of pancakes?

#ra speaks #personal #….god grant me patience and mercy but not strength because I want to dunk on them so hard #bro. bro I get that you’re Catholic and whatever but like. really. you’re not going to get pancakes for dinner bc its pride pancake night??? #I am clearly not dyking it up enough that folk will just say the quiet part loud in front of me #at least the guy who suggested they eat elsewhere wasn’t any of the guys I’m out to and cool with. #(its y’know one of the assholes that so badly wants to pick a fight with me but is too pussy to speak to me outside of meetings) #I’m always fascinated by the lines other Catholics draw. idk maybe my family is too Irish and it’s like #there’s people who won’t swear or watch anything that acknowledges queer people or apparently eat pride pancakes #like ???? where I’m from is you’re happy healthy and not hurting yourself or others who gives a fuck. more pancakes for my gay ass I guess. #I’m not even mad really it’s just. I am feeling incredible: you would not survive the real world. abt these guys. #except they would bc their parents are loaded rich white folk :/

[deathdxnces]

-> [ scrimblo bimblo ] : scrimblo

-> [ scrimblo bimblo ] : that is who u are now

-> [ scrimblo bimblo ] : and i know a great topic

-> [ scrimblo bimblo ] : me.

-> [ scrimblo bimblo ] : whats your fav draven show

— @axewhirl

→ [ unknown ]: my name is irelia → [ unknown ]: and saying we have nothing to talk about wasn't an invitation for you to find a topic (unsent) → [ unknown ]: much less if the topic is you (unsent) → [ unknown ]: who said i have a favorite, i don't even watch your shows (unsent) → [ unknown ]: we're not friends! leave me alone! → [ unknown ]: i'm actually busy anyway, so goodbye draven

#irelia vc god give me patience bc if you give me strength i'll do things i might regret #there's one (1) guy she enjoys even when he's being overconfident and arrogant and full of himself and draven isn't him i'm afraid #» in character — ⌜the blade dancer.⌟ #axewhirl #» verse — ⌜riot records.⌟ #she's so no invested she won't mind whatever he calls her #but scrimblo bimblo askdjfnaksndf i'm

[keeps-ache]

i have a headache and a sweet tea so i'm ready to fight the universe again

#just me hi #i also have a homemade burrito but that doesn't give me half the strength this sugar water is giving me #though i Am nourished now so that's pretty nice #//really tho i am so tired of head hurting. why must it be this way :/ #i assume i've been getting headaches from the bright light (i.e. the Sun or Parking Lot Lights) so this sucks lol #//SO much lettuce in this britto rn !! i am going full rabbit on this shizz #top 5 words my dad would kill me over: britto hvbdjfhj #lettuceeeeeeeeeeeshjbshbdhsbjvebjsvishdsbhvbskvsjn #//oof i Apparently have some sort of ~mineral deficiency~ according to ma and i had to take Pills :// #which is normally fine‚ i take horse pills like a champ and i like to rub it in my brother's face #but these ones were NASTY. GROSS. just absolutely EW. #and also ig they were the ones that make you nauseous so Whatever i guess #was also subjected to the torture known as 'two spoonfuls of black molasses' that i haven't experienced since the michigan summer of '15 #it's NASTYYY #that stuff Lingers !!! what the hewk man !!! #god invented that stuff to punish 10 yr.ols that's the ONly reason it exists trust me #my brother (same brother) Likes it too like. yeah of course Mr. BaconCookie likes the black molasses #and i just found out my OTHER brother likes purple-flavored stuff so now i have to disown him smh #(purple-flavored ??? grape. it's grape. tho yea it doesn't taste like grape so i guess it Is just purple hfhdjhf) #i'm never trusting them again (food-wise) this is just Terrible #//aw shnizzle i dunno if i went over the tag cap fvhsvs #let's see i guess oᵕo

[hinderr]

Motherfucker i am trying to be NICE

#rant post because boy i am TRYING #i am TRYING. every fucking day. to be friendly and polite and cheerful and fucking NICE #but you are NOT making it fucking EASY #its a carton of fucking MILK. i dont know the damn difference between 2.3 and 3.5 or WHATEVER the FUCK youre talking about #you can HAVE the fucking milk i dont give a shit it was an ACCIDENT oh my god #fucking. MILK #both of us got bigger things to worry about but no. the MILK takes fucking priority #ohhhhhh astaghfirullah god give me strength and patience

[onstoryladders]

gay people in my phone this is a tragedy. like remember when the other day i had to do three things?? i did them but today i have to do ANOTHER thing???? i'm starting to think that THE THINGS MIGHT NEVER STOP COMING???? what a terrible thought and yet it's true

#its even worse today because i have to contact a person i dont know AT ALL #for like a little job or whatev #god give me strength #IM NOT EVEN RELIGIOU[GUNSHOT]

[sierice]

SIE IS THE BOOK ON ZLIB YET IM DYING OVER HERE (idc if it’s bad or not i’m easy to please so i think i’ll like it at the least)

NOT YET SO FAR AHHHHHHHHHHHHH GOD GRANT US MERCY

#god give me strength give me patience most importantly give me the pdf. love and peace #whoever puts it up on zlib i will pay u CASH MONEY plssss #real talk tho i rlly thought it wld end up online faster LMAO #i think it hasnt come up on zlib yet bc a lotta ppl think zlib is still down tbh LMAO #but whatever. its fine its cool its great (lie) #ask #mutuals ask #🤎🤍🤎🤍

[pepprs]

bad enough that i am stuck in my life but even worse when i have to work through / around the stuckness in front of people i care about / explain it / be perceived in experiencing it. UGH!!!!!!

#purrs #i live in my childhood home i share a bedroom withy sister it hasn’t been redecorated since before we were born i don’t even have a license #ive never dated or even been liked like that by someone i know except one time ive never done like 75-80% of the things ppl my age do and im #gonna show up empty handed and empty brained to everythi ng and be seen as stupid and uncaring and whatever when really im just tired and my #life is so flat rn and i don’t have the strength to pull it up by myself and give it shape again but i have to. i don’t think i have covid ( #thank GOD) but i can say even without having ever gotten it and hopefully never getting it that it has ruined my life like genuinely. i mean #good things have come out of it too but i was already socially / emotionally stunted and then being locked down for a year and a half like l #literaly not leaving my house for anything but medical stuff until july 2021 was so PRPFOUBDLY damaging. i feel like someone has taken a the #motion blur tool i. photoshop and just drawn like a scribble over me so some parts of me are stretched to where they need to be and other pa #parts are stuck at like age idk 16 and i think i need to have most of the parts motion blurred to like… move forward! but i can’t make that #happen and i have to explain it and move around it and it’s so EMBARRASSING omg. girl help i am flowering on the wall i am blooming late i a #am hiding in my shell and i want to come out but i also DO NOT so i am cowering in fear forever and never standing up for myself or standing #up at all to be honest!! lol 😸👍 #anyways this post is brought to you by how INSANELY much i do not want to reply to a particular email in my inbox or spend my time tonight #[redacted] on express when i am already so exhausted. and if that makes me a bad person then so be it i guess i am one #* i don’t even have a LEARNERS PERMIT let alone a license. lawl <3

[transhitman]

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha I'm so normal and not angry right now.

#god give me the strength to finish this shift #like with shitty customers I'll probably never have to see them again so it's like whatever. #this though? this is forever.

[jwowwsboobs]

OK coming out midnight

#SO excited but im not staying up 4 the drop im tired n i have school 2morrow. but it WILL be the first thing i listen 2 ... hoping it will g #give me the strength 2 get thru german iv honors... tbh idk how the fuck i got into that class my german is god awful 4 real ... well fake i #fake it till u make it i guess!! whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr the teacher is cool i can always just ask him 4 help right. #i think so idk my school is weird as shit #xoxo #uhggggggggfdjhhhhhh this kind of counts as cleopatrick right #yeah whatever idc #cleopatrick

[guideaus]

i need to read more, too, bc i also have asoiaf and witcher books, and i can imagine i probably dont feel the same as when i first bought them lol

#personal #i'd need to reread tho and see #i think got is worse than asoiaf #and witcher unfortunately was smth that shouldve been improved upon w a reboot... but lauren whatever was just. #like sapkowski was absolutely a cishet white conservative polish man writing in the 90s #anyways this is probably a post for my other blog but god #someone give me the strength to reread and then decide #also recommend good books to replace them w lol #books would definitely be harder to replace but idk

[amphibifish]

my brother is gonna take me to see a runestone in my state when he visits in april yay !!!!!

#fish.txt #i just have to get through my midterms...... may the gods give me strength and wisdom or whatever...... #and work tomorrow......... oughfhfhshsgsg......

[hohuios]

Tag drop: 1/2

#[ ooc. ] marconi plays the mamba; listen to the radio. don't you remember? we built this city. we built this city on rock and roll. #[ ic. ] beginnings always end. that's the rule. it may be sad but looking gloomy just 'cause it's the end isn't my thing. #[ answered: ic. ] cash up front? this i like. the water needs turning on and those toilets need flushing. #[ answered: ooc. ] 'not gonna die' my ass. that bitch slap nearly killed me. #[ psa. ] it's not about loss. strength is a choice: fighting like hell to protect what's important. #[ saved. ] keep it. / i thought it meant a lot to you? / that's the only kind of gift worth giving. i want to entrust it to you; so i am. #[ prompts / memes. ] whatever. i don't really care. i'm just gonna sit this one out. #[ crack. ] perfect timing. the rest of this show is adults only. #[ salt. ] you can hide that body but that smell... hoo! there's no covering that up. #[ et cetera. ] what do you think after looking at your father's image? / it's like staring into a backed up toilet. #[ self promotion. ] it was your idea to work apart wasn't it? / are you pouting? maybe you're lonely being all on your own. #[ promotions. ] i'm impressed! those are two of the most badass women in the world. i only know one other guy who can defeat them. #[ v: dmc1. ] those eyes... deep in them i see the same light as in sparda's eyes. / why my mother? #[ v: tas. ] didn't you hear me? i'm studying. i may take the odd job here and there; but i've got on desire to babysit some brat. #[ v: dmc2. ] a false coin for a false god. #[ v: dmc3. ] and now my soul is saying it wants to stop you. / unfortunately… our souls are at odds; brother. #[ v: dmc4. ] well; if the kid screws up. then i'll just have to kick his ass. #[ v: dmc5. ] this is… special. / special? okay. / this demon is your reason. your reason for fighting.

[rangeralthynia]

I’m insane, clearly.  Draft 2 done by the 11th of this month and I’m only up to chapter 12 of 18?

#why am i like this #what have I done #I don't need sleep #Or whatever marbles I have left #god help us #writeblr #writeblr give me your strength #and your caffeine

[princessmo]

jacob brought it up the other day but thinking abt it i could probably really easily do a van driessen cosplay

#god give me the strength to resist tempation. or whatever