#go away mum

[alexisntedgy]

ghosts has me feeling the most Intense emotions over the silliest songs

reach for the stars, climb every mountain higher 🥲reach for the stars. follow ur hearts desire. reach for the stars,,, and when that rainbow’s shining over you 🥲🥲🥲that’s when your dreams will all come true 🫶🫶🫶

#no i am not crying to billy ray cyrus #go away mum #bbc ghosts #ghosts #six idiots

[itsalwaysforyou]

jay not asking coach about letting lonnie onto the team bc he doesn’t want to do anything coach might disagree with…….

#‘coach trusts me…’ like what if i cried #man i wish they made more of a thing of jay being TEAM CAPTAIN #<- i’ve made a post before abt how easily he gives it up & jay not liking positions of power etc etc #but i do think he treats the role like it could be taken away at any moment #coach TRUSTS him. holy shit coach trusts him #the first positive adult figure in his life trusts him to take care of the team #train them and critique them and lead them to victory #and coach probably wouldn’t have cared abt lonnie being on the team #but jay is sooooo hesitant to ask #coming from the ‘if you want it take it and if you can’t take it break it’ guy #like this is the one thing he doesn’t want to risk breaking……. #and then obviously he gives it up!!!!! #he gives up the thing coach TRUSTED HIM WITH bc it was the only way to let lonnie on the team #& mr ‘my only dislike is women being unhappy’ was like I CANNOT REST UNTIL LONNIE IS ON THE TEAM #it’s suchhhhh a sweet gesture not only from a hashtag feminism standpoint #but also character wise for jay #like this precious thing that coach has trusted him with but didn’t really want that much anyway….. #it’s going to mean more to lonnie if she had it. even though it means everything to jay #oh it makes me crazy #damn my mum was right. i think too deeply about things #im like i analyse things a normal amount and then i’m writing essays about 1 line from descendants 2 #I AM UNWELL #anyway. jesus christ #descendants #jay son of jafar #EDIT i’m not finished actually #do you think jay fears the repercussions? what would happen if he went against coach’s word? #bc sure. he knows coach is nice. he knows auradon isn’t like the isle #but. ‘you don’t want to be at my house at dinner time’……. #he is still scared of his dad. you know. he can never get the lamp he can never do anything right

[simptasia]

my mum died last night

#i was with her. i spoke comforting words to her as her breathing slowed #she didn't suffer - she wasn't in any pain. she heard me and became slower and slower then i... saw her die #i never predicted i'd be there at the moment of death #it was her time. her body had been slowly shutting down the last three days and she'd been officially dying for 5 months #she was so strong. she was hanging on for me. needing to know i'd be able to survive with her gone #once it was clear that things were gonna be fine (besides the emotional toll) she started to truly let go #i've been with her whenever i could be the last three days. and night nurses watched her as i slept #last nights nurse woke me to be with her in her final moments #besides hearing me talk the last few days - i was also running star trek for her to listen to #she couldn't communicate or move but we all knew she was aware of things around her #i gave her words of reassurance and comfort and the last words she heard me say were ''i love you'' #and three days ago before she lost the ability to speak the last words she managed were ''i love you'' #so things went as well as they could be considering the situation #she died a little over 12 hours ago. it was 7 hours before they could take the body away. that was. haunting #it's been a rough day. worst day of my life. but mum is at peace now. and i have a lot of kind people to support me #everything will be okay eventually and i have my whole life ahead of me and mum wants that life to be good #so i musn't give up. now matter how depressed i feel

[epicqtefail]

HOLY SHIT IS IT REALLY YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY?? ON APRIL FIRST You were literally born a legend lmaooo Happy birthday!! 💙💙💙💙💙

aaaa no my wording was bad, sorry!!!!! it's my birthday today (2nd) it was almost the 1st though i took my sweet time coming out. born to be a disappointing let-down of a fool instead *sad trombone sound effect*

BUT THANK YOU! I LOVE YOUU!!! 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

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#my mum's waters broke on april 1st but then she didnt go into labour right away which led people to believe even more so that it was a prank #and the fact that she wasn't due until around a month later

[true-bluesargent]

young royals is a very compelling show and i know everyone loves simon and wille together but i am going to be so honest the only correct way to end this show would be for none of these characters to ever see each other again and them all to leave this fucked up school and be put into intensive therapy x

#like maybe simon and wille are not that compatible #which is okay because like. theyre 16 #simon's mum was so right love should not be this hard when youre so young #and august... he needs to get out of the royal family's orbit he needs to get away from his messed up friends #he needs to leave hillerska and he needs SO much therapy #sara and simon need to go to therapy separately and together and so does their fucking dad #and they need to get AWAY from these rich freaks #and my poor felice also needs to get out of hillerska or she needs to get some better friends </3 #young royals

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#thinking about death again bc my dad texted an update on my mum #apparently she got a blood transfusion and threw up. thrilling stuff. but it just nudges at my head #bc it just makes me think. when shes gone its going to leave a trace. the outline of a person #i dont kno why i find that so upsetting. i just think about all the half completed scrapbooks that will whither away in my sisters old room #and it makes me cry. shell leave behind her incomplete scrapbooks. half tumbled rocks. containers of sea glass and lucky stones. digital #conversation thatll never be responded to. shoes and clothes #and memories. evidence of of a life no longer there to live it #and it just makes me sad i guess. i dunno. theres something sad about a project that will never be finished #a project doomed to be forgotten because it was only ever in the care of one person #but thats how it goes. what is is. nothing to be done about it but feel that sadness #i dunno. my head is full of static and frustration for unrelated reasons #but death pokes at my head during the day and i lose my already unsteady focus in an effort not to cry #im tired and sad and wishing my medication was working better #shes not even dead yet. im pulling a roman r0y and pre grieving. except for reals #unrelated

[yeyinde]

NO BUT YOU ARE SO RIGHT ABOUT ALEJANDRO OMG? that literally makes so much sense cause let’s say he owns a ranch in the mexican countryside and it’s far away from people so he can keep you safe and you both own a fuck ton of land and take evening trail rides around the property and maybe y’all own a few goats and chickens and it’s just a nice happy farm family 🫶🏻🫶🏻 -‼️

My headcanon is that Las Almas is actually Guanajuato or close by. Maybe, he lives on Carretera A Dolores, Guanajuato or something similar. You raise animals together, and he works on the farm when he's home.

You bring him coffee, maybe atole one balmy morning. He smells of myrrh, sweat, and the sun. You hand him the glass, and he gazes at you, sweat on his brow.

His eyes are heavy with affection. (As always, as always-)

"Gracias," he says, the corner of his mouth curled up in a toothy grin. You go to walk away, back into the house. His warm hand on your wrist stops you. He motions to an upturned pail beside him when you turn. "Ven aquí, cariño. Sit with me."

You spend your days beside him as he works, talking about everything and nothing. He looks at you, and you can't imagine being anywhere else but under the Dragon fruit tree as he chases chickens around your yard. You sip agua frescas and wonder how you got so lucky.

#he owns a ranch #he hires neighbour kids to help out to keep them out of trouble and away from the cartels #he takes you into the beautiful city #you go to church on sunday and visit his mum for dinner after #he comes from a BIG family and they all adore you #you spend your days reading under a peach tree #surrounded by Peace lily Blue jacaranda and Sea hibiscus #alejandro vargas #alejandro headcanons #alejandro x reader #cod headcanons

[lightasthesun]

just wanted to thank everyone that's been encouraging me or offering some kind of support the last few times I talked about getting a cane... because I went and got one today and I didn't think it would make that much of a difference. I underestimated how much it would change for me.

So thank you <33

#got a prescription from my GP last week and gathered my nerves together to get one today #thankfully we have a health care supply store only ten minutes away on foot #I'd planend on getting an anatomical one as prescribed by my GP and it was comfortable and id probably have chosen it too but #then the lady there told me to try the derby handle instead and honestly that was even better plus i can use it on both sides #its sleek and black for now because i can barely bear the thought of anyone seeing me using a cane in our small town in the first place #but once im comfortable.. #anyway we went to a shop across the street afterwards because my besties mum needed to get some things and I didn't wanna go home by myself #and tbh i preferred the thought of going into our small city centre with somebody i trusted and felt comfortable around the first time aroun #long story short im super suprised by the difference it's making 😬 i mean ofc i didn't just get the cane on a fluke #but it was like 'well let's try it out it may help and people keep saying it's for stability and chronic pain too so why not' #yeah so apparently i did need it #i felt so much better #there were several instances where i noticed the cane kept me from stumbling or swaying or missing a step #it felt good #so thank you all

[talentforlying]

tbh i think the coldest and most shocking thing that can happen in an argument with this man is if you call him "john" and he corrects you to "constantine". biggest red flag you can find on the play. sounds pretentious when you're not experiencing it. means he's absolutely fucking furious with you.

#like here's the thing: he's not going to correct you if he doesn't know you or like you. he won't give anyone that power over him #he won't ever let some random jackass know they've gotten under his skin. it's just not worth the effort to him. #so if he's correcting you? it means you know him on a personal level. it means you're at Bare Minimum good friends #and it means he's so fucking angry that he's rescinding your place in his life until the argument is resolved. the castle gates are closed #you are now on professional speaking terms until this is resolved and the professional constantine is a real nasty piece of work #who will not spare your feelings or try to salvage whatever you've built with him. professional constantine wants the job Done #i've talked before about how little effort his father put into naming him after his mum died and how unemotional john's been about it since #and how unique it must feel when someone says 'john' to him with love or care or compassion after a lifetime of hearing it in anything but #like his first name doesn't usually mean a lot to him! its use is not a closely guarded privilege! #but if he cares about you then calling him 'john' can feel as intimate to him as a kiss #and if you burn him he will snatch that level of access away from you for Months. sometimes Years. #so! yeah!! if he ever corrects your name choice in an argument then you've Really Fucked Up Buddy!!!! #( also. hypocrite that he is. if you're on 'john' terms and you call him 'constantine' in an argument FIRST he will be absolutely WOUNDED ) #( and he will cover with that professional veneer. that cold uncaring mask of anger. but it's trapped-cornered-animal anger ) #( it's let-me-cover-this-injury-before-you-can-really-get-your-fingers-in-it defensiveness. and he will be cautiously distant afterwards ) #( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.

[tmae3114]

the example people always go for with 'taking things literally' is 'not understanding idioms and metaphors' or 'not understanding sarcasm' and that's frustrating for Me, Specifically, Personally because I am a person who has a lot of social struggles with Taking Things Literally but, crucially, not in that sense. I understand idioms & metaphors just fine and, as someone who's primary special interest is the written word & storytelling, actually am pretty good at them and thrive with them. I miss sarcasm occasionally but catch it most of the time and am often sarcastic myself.

No, my Taking Things Literally is that if you say something to me or give me an instruction, I will Understand It Literally. I will get what you said and not at all what you meant. There are exceptions to this in cases where I've learned the script and even use it myself (e.g. the other day I asked my mum "Is this Not Butter" about a thing, and she replied "Yes but it has buttermilk", because we both understood the real question was "is this the lactose-free spread?" because I was making food for my sister) but in the vast majority of cases, I just. will miss implications and unspoken assumptions. I will just completely miss them, they will not register, I Did Not Know They Were There.

Implications in a narrative? I am on it immediately, this is my bread and butter, I can pull a story apart to get to five layers of subtext & implication & theme like breathing

Reliably understanding that the request "Can you empty the dishwasher?" includes emptying the drying rack which is not physically part of the dishwasher because the real request is "Can you put the clean dishes away?"? Not a chance

#me #fortunately I know a lot of Techy Computer People #so I can go ''you know how if you input a command your computer will do Exactly What You Told It To? my brain works like that' #and then they get it #and that last one is one we've been working on #the request is now usually phrased as ''Can you get the dishes?'' which is mutually understood to be either #''can you put the clean dishes (in both dishwasher & drying rack) away'' #or ''can you load the dishwasher & do the handwashing?'' #depending on the time of day & which of those tasks needs done #however sometimes my mum & dad do forget and use ''can you empty the dishwasher'' and then later they go ''you didn't get the drying rack'' #and I go ''you said dishwasher!! you didn't mention the drying rack!!'' and they go ''okay fair'' #ANYWAYS. I AM HAVING SOME. COMMUNICATION DIFFICULTIES THOUGHTS ATM #[squints at this post] [sighs] okay I'm going to add the relevant tag but if this break containment I WILL be turning off reblogs posthaste #bc my activity STILL gets influxes from my last autism post to break containment #actuallyautistic

[mispeltnostalgia]

ha ha so i now have a lightly burnt piece of carpet because i cannot control myself when there is maths and a candle in my vicinity. I got mad at some homework and deiced to burn it for funsies and cause cathartic but it fucking took alight and so i dropped it and stamped it out (i now have a sore foot and am down a pair of socks). however, there is now a lightly melted piece of carpet in my room and soot fucking everywhere. 👍

#nogolsta says hi #i fucked up #someone please take away my candles and flame starting materials #no mum thats not the smell of burnt carpet what are you talking about #based on other stuff that has happened today i should have expected this to go wrong #whoops

[enbysiriusblack]

Prompt: Peter's mum(s) are told what happened to him (1981, post-Prisoner of Azkaban, post-Second war, or a combination)

Remus sat opposite the two women, fingers nervously tapping the mug of tea they had made for him. They had also opened up a packet of biscuits, but he couldn't stomach eating anything.

Lydia glanced at Remus with a cautious smile, "So what brings you here, Remus? Did you need, um, help with anything?"

"No, no. It's about Peter, actually."

Lydia's smile grew, "Oh, Peter! How is he? Can you tell him to come visit or at least call, I swear that boy is right back in his moody teenager phase!"

Remus looked close to tears, and Cora frowned, leaning over to place her hand on Remus'.

"What's happened?"

Lydia's smile faded, "What do you mean, love?" She turned to Remus, "Is Peter okay?"

Remus slowly shook his head.

The two women waited for him to speak.

"He's- He's dead."

Lydia froze, completely unmoven and her eyes stuck staring down at the table.

Cora took a few breaths before asking, "Um. How?"

Remus started to shake, blinking away tears, "He was protecting James, Lily and their baby. There was a spy in the order. He was- Black was the spy."

"Sirius?" Lydia looked up.

Remus nodded his head.

"I know Sirius."

Remus quickly spoke again, "He's the one who did it. He killed Peter."

"Sirius was his friend."

Remus nodded again, "Black lied to us all. He was not who we thought he was."

Lydia leaned forwards, harshily gripping Remus' hand, "No, I know Sirius. Peter cared for him so much. He- he had sleepovers here. I helped the boy with a nightmare and we talked about his troubles. He's a good kid, a good friend for Peter."

Remus shook his head, "No- no, he wasn't. He tricked us."

Lydia frowned in disbelief, confusion in her eyes, her grip loosening slightly, "You believe that?"

"I promise you, Mrs. Pettigrew. Black killed Peter. Peter is dead. Because of him."

Her hand slowly retreated back across the table.

"My boy", she muttered.

Cora placed a hand on her wife's back, whispering comforts to her.

Remus awkwardly sat across the table, "I should go-"

"When did it happen?" Lydia asked.

"About a month ago. The first of November."

Lydia shook, "He's been gone a month? And no one- nobody came and told me?"

Remus bit his lip, "I'm so sorry, Mrs. Pettigrew. I've been lost in my grief this past month and I assumed you already knew. But Professor Dumbledore came to visit me a few days ago and informed me you hadn't been told. So I thought it should- it should be me."

Cora nodded, "Thank you for coming, Remus."

Lydia abruptly stood up, quickly walking to Peter's old room, closing the door behind her.

Cora stood up, "You should probably get going now. But we do appreciate you coming to tell us in person. Feel free to visit anytime, I think Lyd would like that."

Remus nodded, "Thank you. I'm moving back to my parent's in Wales, if you wanted to keep in touch."

#peter's own mother thinking sirius can't have been the spy whilst remus believed it straight away <\3 #(if you're wondering why lydia cares more than cora. it's because lydia is peter's actual mum whilst cora is his stepmum #cora only knew him for like 5 years or so. in which he wasn't even there often. #i mean obviously she still cares a lot and is still going to grief. but she can handle it a lot better #lydia pettigrew #cora pettigrew #remus lupin #peter pettigrew #marauders era #marauders #anon ask #my writing

[hella1975]

my mum picking me up this morning: you're not as hungover as i thought you'd be

me, just yacked in an alleyway: yeah haha

#it's 3pm now and i still cant believe that happened that was. an experience #basically my mate's 21st coincided with her sister's 30th so they both had this big joint Event last night #where they literally rented out a farm house and the field nearby and set up a whole campsite and barbeque and everything #it was really random but also really good esp bc ive been friends with this girl since we were super young #and our mums were friends so ive just got. lots of connections to her family and it was nice seeing them all again #but there was fully like 60 people at this thing and i DID drink more than i meant to but i wasn't paralytic which is good #and my hangover ISNT that bad in terms of how bad my hangovers can get #it's just that my mate's dad picked us both up at 9am this morning which was already going to be... rough #and then proceeded to do the bumpiest drive down the country lanes ive ever experienced #i was literally grinding my teeth like i am NOT about to throw up in this man's car please if there is a god do not let me throw up #and i didn't! my mum picked me up from this (thankfully very quiet) road that has this rickety old alley coming off it #and i had the very humbling moment of 'im actually going to be sick aren't i' and had to WAIT FOR AN OLD WOMAN #TO FUCKING MEANDER OUT OF THE ALLEY AND WALK FAR AWAY ENOUGH FOR ME TO AT LEAST HAVE A SHRED OF DIGNITY #and proceeded to throw up. in a public alleyway. at 9:30am on a sunday. so of course i needed to tell you guys about it #im now force feeding myself garlic bread. im going to manchester tomorrow. i have a flight at the crack of dawn on tuesday #what is even going on anymore #also fully did just do nos last night with some 30 year olds. i cannot express how fucking odd a thing that is for me to do #actually no i can express it bc youse know that im funny about drugs so for me to not even be that drunk #and get offered a fucking balloon of all things and be like 'yeah why not!' is.... odd #i know i inhaled wrong though bc it didn't do a thing which honestly im happy about <3 #hella goes home

[chaoswillcalmusdown]

The Banshees of Inisherin / Polite Society / Spider-Man: Across the Spider-verse / Summer of Soul/They Cloned Tyrone /The Godfather/Rye Lane / Bottoms / Die Hard

9 Favourite First Time Watches: 2023

Tagged by @thatidomagirl and tagging @cryptiddies @icedsodapop @polarcell @naslostcontrol @kutputli @fishbarconcept and anyone else who wants to do it

#idk about you guys but i find something deeply poetic in the fact that godfather and bottoms are like. in the same convo #rwrb got pushed to 10th place when i remembered that i did actually watch the godfather trilogy this summer #hate to give a coppola some credit but the godfather is a classic for a reason #it even kept my mum (the jane austen addict who hates blood and violence) invested and awake for the full run time #marry me with jlo and owen wilson got pushed down to 11 when i remembered die hard asdfghj #the ones who got away (2023 releases) are joy ride and scrapper. and aftersun. and past lives #if i have to pick a fave it's rye lane #it was just so iconic in every way #the script the visual story-telling the characters #the peckham of it all #also quite funny how obviously i gravitate towards a movie of colour #like. white people can make great art and i'll likely get to it #but i've spent a whole lifetime seeing those movies and now i'm gonna go out of my way #to make sure i watch all the movies of colour that interest me #polite society and they cloned tyrone and rye lane really just tick all the boxes for me #in terms of like. sci-fi/magical realism within the plot or the visual choices #i really mourn the lack of attention they got but i also know neither of them got a cinema release in sweden #and neither of them got any kind of substantial promo in sweden #so i can only assume it's a similar deal in other places #tragically enough

[eroticcannibal]

So I found out today the real reason my bank suddenly gave me £300 compensation. It was not because my mum complained over the bank statements they sent me being delayed when I was trying to get approved for a house.

It was because my mum complained over them sending my bank statements, including transactions that list the town name (in store names) of where I had been moved to to escape my abuser, TO MY ABUSERS HOME. WHEN TOLD EXPLICITLY NOT TO DO THAT.

Anyway thank you very much to the staff member who discovered the fuckup and got very personally invested in the whole thing due to also being a dv survivor

#my mum and sister hadnt told me because they could handle it and thought i was going through enough #and like yeah fair im ok with that #and im ok finding out now we have been moved away from there #but also wild to find out my ex knew where the fuck i was! #fuck sake! #fuck my bank honestly! #word of god

[bilolli]

@xitsensunmoon I'M FUCKING DYING I'M DEAD JIGGLING AND DOING LITTLE DANCES THE KEYCHAIN AND THE STIKER ARRIVED AND HHHHHVHJUGKDIDJD

Rambling like a fangirl under the cut

MOON IS SO EFD CUTE AND NOW HE BELONGS TO MY BAG

also OMG WOWIE DHJDHW9QJE CANDIES AND SO MANY *scrambling to use them on my laptop keyboard and sketchbook jwhsidjwl9*

And I have little shiny stars everywhere (because I'm an idiot and opened the bag upside-down lol) and I LOVE IT.

And SUN IS ON MY LAPTOP TOO

And it FITS SO WELL because it doesn't matter from where you are looking the guy is staring at you either way aghshdusgahsh

THE WAIT WAS SO WORTH IT HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*dies happy*

#rambling #me going to my mum just to brag about this HAHSJXUAB #“you spent your money for this?” “YEAH SHUT UP IT'S AN INVESTMENT” “investment for what?” “MY HAPPINESS BSJXUJAJAHAHAHSHHDD” #*runs away like a jester*