#here for awful exes

[pedro-pascal]

more pictures of the kitten I'm fostering 🫶

#since y'all seemed to like him in my last post here's a compilation of the best pics i took of him #cats #cats of tumblr #he's the sweetest little guy ever i'm truly in awe #he was naturally very shy at first but now he's a little frantic cutie running everywhere #he purs when you pet him and he doesn't mind being picked up!! #he's playful too and he knows how to perfectly user the litter (wow!) #he's like the opposite of my ex-cat lmaooooo #anyway he's gonna get adopted by people i know so i'm really happy he's gonna be a in great family!! #he's gonna be spoiled <3

[gxlden-angels]

I love getting my silly little dose of validation whenever I explain something as small to my childhood as "yea they taught us to be prepared to be soldiers in spiritual warfare between angels and demons from a young age" and having my therapist or a friend respond like

#my therapist thought I was making a crusades joke and looked genuinely distressed when I said No No. I mean literal spiritual warfare. #I've never seen a person go thru the 5 stages of grief faster than that man in that moment #by spiritual warfare I mean the demons and angels fighting around us at all times or whatever the fuck #the thing that causes people to say the devil is attacking them #but yea no that fueled my martyr complex but not nearly as much as other things #cause this one was at least hypothetical and invisible #'She Said Yes' and whatnot was much more real and much scarier #my paranoia was awful in middle and high school #But yea me and a friend of mine were both raised in separate cults so we were explaining our cults to a friend and it was a great time #it's fuckin wild out here #ex christian #religious trauma

[hauntinglyghostie]

inseparable. a shadow and its source. life and death. as much as you want to tear away the thought of him, you can't. you stood by him, and his shadow lingers.

also here's this TERRIBLY shitty drawing I made inspired by @denimscotch saying Lysandre needs to "take a chill pill. make slime or something" and @rainbowpufflez encouraged me to actually post it.

#so i was like “oh maybe my pokemon-specifically prfr-brainrot is going away!!!” #and then it didn't. and now we're here. yay. yahoo. yippee even. #yeah but im a big fan of being haunted by your ex (?) husband who--i mean it's really complicated. he “technically” died and all. but #people keep looking at you weird when you call him so husband so really what can you do /j #but unjokingly im a big fan of them being married prior to the events of XY because the betrayal is WOW. and also i think there's a lot of #guilt there anyways you know? even if they weren't involved at all that still sucked #but MARRIED? for TEN YEARS???? yeah. went from fighting over which color comforter to buy to “hey btw I'm killing everyone”/j #i think its also really awful if Lysandre ends up being Not Dead and comes back and then. what's the legality of that? #are you still married or not???? whats the consensus of “until death do us part” if your husband comes back. is that parting???? like????? #augustine sycamore #professor sycamore #pokemon #pokemon xy #perfectworldshipping #pokemon lysandre #lysandre #professor augustine sycamore

[static-radio-ao3]

regulus getting scolded the morning after hooking up with his ex? embarrassing. regulus getting scolded the morning after hooking up with his ex by barty? infinitely worse.

#wanted to write a part two to the messy exes microfic but i am so tired #bc i've been going to sleep so late and it's genuinely been making me feel awful #so just tossing this out here for now but i might do it later this week.... maybe.... as a reward for finishing uni work #n e ways.... sleeping now...... bye bye #mil mumbles

[bumblingbabooshka]

Janeway in 'Nothing Human' vs Tuvok in 'Resolutions' There's something here I know there is I can almost wrap my teeth around it.

#I can't watch Nothing Human bc the puppet really disconcerts me #but I cannot believe Janeway really came into B'Elanna's room after all that and the FIRST thing she says...her OPENER is #'Wow it smells awful in here~!' #DUDE....................TIME AND PLACE #HEHEHHE #C'MON MAN #B'Elanna: Is [putting it behind us] an order? / Janeway [normal!]: Yes. #'And what emotion is that?' C'MON MAN!!!!!! #Janeway & Tuvok #Kathryn Janeway #Tuvok #I can see why she and Tuvok are friends #'I understand you're upset but fall in line' #You can be upset but not if effects your work #<- Something which would be fine on a regular ship but is very difficult on Voyager #I think Janeway's certain coldness or ruthlessness which can be aimed at either friend or foe is an interesting #aspect of her personality #Ex: She and B'Elanna COULD have feasibly had a more touching scene together to close out the episode but they don't #I don't know if I'm explaining myself well right now I'm a bit ill and more than a bit tired #Something about uhh maybe....people under their command vehemently and emotionally disagreeing with them/their decisions?? #you can disagree with me but not if you don't follow me anyway #Voyager a ship full of contradictions #they have to all work together and they are all closer emotionally than any other starship due to their situation #but they are also still 'at work' and are expected to follow orders. It's like a 'casual' hierarchy but it's still a hierarchy #and you can't fall too far out of line bc you're someone dear to me #but you're also a valued cog in the machine #and even though you ARE valued you ARE still a cog in the machine #but you're also my dear friend. and all of these things are true at once. #all of that of course but also Janeway & Tuvok are displaying a very particular kind of shared leadership style in these moments #Janeway is obviously on the whole MUUUCH more charismatic and understanding than Tuvok but still - when push comes to shove...

[velvetjune]

Spoilers for Alan Wake/Control games and DLCs: one of the things I really like in Alan Wake 2 is the confirmation that, no, Alan can’t create something out of nothing. There were implications in-story that supported that, but it was good to have that be a big part in the sequel. The AWE control dlc easily made it seem like Alan himself had a role in the events of the game and the formation of the FBC, and, personally, seeing it through that lens cheapened a lot of the game and Jesse’s story. Instead, having his writing influence the Hiss and try to manipulate (even out of desperation) Jesse/the FBC to end Hartman and get help, fit right into plot and conflicts of Alan Wake 2, with Alan being sympathetic, but also an asshole for trying to change and control people’s lives in his writing.

#since the awe dlc dropped I was slightly worried that it was going the meta route of Alan writing everything in control #but since Alan wake 2 I’ve been. thank god that wasn’t the case 😭 #this way makes everything more complicated and mysterious. which I appreciate. makes everything creepier #will say. it’s still wild how much Alan can influence the narrative. #light spoilers for the final draft but—> makes me think of the writers room video where he doesn’t know what he’ll be at the spirals end #like I don’t think he’ll be Evil or anything. but it’s unnerving #might delete #Alan Wake 2 my beloved #so many times in that game it could’ve gone a direction that would’ve lessened or soured the story but somehow it didn’t lmao #more game spoilers but for ex: Alice coming back at the end instead of leaving it with her demise in the documentary #when I first saw that it was devastating. but also wasn’t sure what to feel if that’s how she’s gone from the story #having her actually manipulate her photos. become art to make Alan think she died. go to the dark place and help him and saga #that last video left me Speechless it was so good. #esp after how much I disliked Control (spoilers here) for quickly ending with Dylan in a coma and not much else. #could not be happier with how the AW2 ending played out and the clear love for all its characters #REALLY hope that Control 2 ends in a good or interesting place. give dylan some focus! #not tagging this bc I’m just yelling my thoughts. but knowing tumblr it will somehow be seen on every tag 😵‍💫

[venomroad]

I love youu Jeeesssuusss 🎵

#keep spamming that song to bug bens #the neat fact that i had an ex who would make me feel so awful for liking ugly op charas and here comes bens to encourage me to draw charas #ive adored for so long but never got around to drawing--makes ya think! #im rambling now oop #jesus burgess #one piece #ma

[that--unusual-person]

the warm up whirl. original plan was to model his head but since i already did a full ref sheet of him i figured id do someone i havent completed

#aw shit; here comes shockwave #these two go chest and chest together in my head over who’s the sexiest cyclops #transformers #tf: deus ex machina #maccadam #whirl #digital art

[minthara]

the way german men wanna go 50/50 on eveyrhting makes u think they're gonna carry ur baby for 4.5 months and do half the pressing lmfao

#petra.txt #i will never do 50/50 again if u want me to have ur kid i s2g lmfao #and this is the worst country for this the men here are PRINCESSES #i ended up paying for so much shit for my ex that at one point i made an excel sheet and made him pay me back 600€ lmfao..... #sorry i'm so triggered bc on hingen they all use that 'first rounds on me if' prompt like BESTIE first round will always be on u lmfao #just like second and third and also the dinner. thanks. #on hinge* my autocorrect is awful today

[misty-wisp]

with plagiarism being a sort of hot topic now i'm reminded of how i saw that an ex-friend of mine decided to steal my concept for a persona au (which i had discussed with them COUNTLESS TIMES before and even wrote part of myself before switching fandoms last year) and claimed its their own idea they came up with when a mutual friend asked them about it for my sake.

#they don't use tumblr thank god but uggghhhh i hate knowing that they're pulling this shit #this is hopefully the only '''drama''' i'm gonna be talking about here bc like. this ex-friend was awful to me so awful like omlll #misty says things

[cassmouse]

I think I might want to write a 40 page essay comparing the representation of female characters in the Scott Pilgrim graphic novels vs the film

#it's just so interesting to me #like in many many ways it's much better in the graphic novels?? #Ramona quite literally gets to fight her own battles #redeem herself #all of that yk?? #as well as that people like envy adams are much more human #she gets such an interesting and sad arc in the final comic it's amazing #and KNIVES I don't even have to start with knives but the film did her so dirty #AND ROXIE??? SHE WAS. SHE WAS SO OVERLY SEXUALISED HELP IT WAS AWFUL?? #and her being my favourite evil ex and favourite character in the animated series I absolutely have to say something here #anyway I find it interesting because the film was literally made in a BETTER socio political climate than the books #it was 2005 for fucks sake #the film was 2010 #anyway it's really interesting to me and I think I genuinely will write this??? #maybe I'll email it to my media studies teacher lmao #scott pilgrim #scott pilgrims finest hour #Scott pilgrim graphic novels #graphic novel #scott pilgrims precious little life #Ramona Flowers #knives chau #roxie richter #envy adams #scott pilgram vs the world

[caruliaa]

it is annoying that if a team in a game i dont rly personally care about win people who are sore losers about it are going to tell fans of my fave musician to kill themselves violently just bc shes dating on of the members and that if they lose those same people being sore losers about it are still going to tell her fans to kill themselves violently just bc shes dating on of the members

#CAN YOU GUYS PLEASE JUST BE NORMAL AND NOT SAY AWFUL THINGS ABT PEOPLE JUST BC THEY LIKE A MUSICIAN OKAY. PLEASE. PLEASE #posting this here bc in my mutuals with some ppl that dont like taylor and that literally fine but if you start being cruel to her fans #over the results of a sports game you will become ex mutuals and ex friends if were friends ! setting that boundary ! #youre allowed to not like her but im allowed to not be friends with someone that thinks liking smth i like makes u deserving of cruelty oka #and dont act like ive got some victim complex bc a lot of ppl on here do actually tell swifites to kill themselves #and thats only a funny joke if the other person also thinks so. i think sometimes ppl here forget that #i dont like ariana grande. i think she kinda sucks. im not gonna talk abt her fans the way some ppl on here talk abt swifites #bc im a decent person .and i dont wanna say you guys as in my mutuals talk abt us like tht bc i wanna assume the best yk #but i literally dont know bc its so many ppl on here. so you can understand that im on edge okay #flappy rambles

[applejongho]

that stupid post I rbed earlier (in the morning, when thoughts and feelings are valid) hit me bc I'm literally sitting here like what if I asked for ex bestie's forgiveness bc I'm the one that fucked up (I am going through it rn 🙂👍) and then I looked at the clock and my brain went aha you are invalid you're poisoned with Nighttime O'Clock. go drink a seven up

#apple lady words #i complain here a lot abt this and while ex bestie is nameless i still dont want to put their 'name' down here as evil and im a saint and #blameless. #like there is never a case where someone is blameless. i participated in the downfall of the friendship (that lasted months) #but i truly tried everything i could to salvage anything and those last few months were truly awful. i felt like shit all the time #and felt cast aside by them #and w them gone i STILL feel like shit lol! but it's bc im going through the motions. and i just have to get used to the drastic change of #them not being in my life anymore and not want to fall back into familiar and safe but toxic patterns w them #i need to brave this fucking storm and i am trying my best but [tiny and small cat. crying. lying on the floor face down] #dl #does any of this make sense who knows

[fauvester]

@antebellumite shhhh he’s firing his single neuron

#tcgf au #BECAUSE THATS HIS FUCKIMG EX BOYFRIEND THATS WHY #AND GODS DAMN IT HES NOT GOING TO LET SOMETHING AS STUPID AS FATE OR DANIEL WEBSTER KEEP HIM FROM GETTING CLOSURE #except for the fact that he has not pursued actual closure for like. hundreds of years #much easier to live as schrodingers ex #anyways. poor NB thinking that houn is the same White Iron that repeatedly tortured him as a recruitment scheme #CLAY-GEGE MAY I PLEASE ASK WHAT THE FUCK. WH-WHY. WHY #clay like AW YEAH WHO ELSE IS HERE RESURRECTING GODS? NOBODY THATS WHO. I AM THE BEST AND MOST POWERFUL GHOST KING #jackson is completely unimpressed. a god is just a guy in fancy clothing of course he can become a ghost after death. Duh #i just looooooove drawing tcgf HC. I get to redesign him like an OC to look more Lisztean as I would have liked. lean into the sleek bob #he spent so much time proving that he could he never truly pondered whether he Should… the HC story

[davy-zeppeli]

I feel fucking horrible

#every now and then the feeling of complete and utter despair and devastation hits me and it's awful #I've been crying for an hour #ex walked in and said “you alright?” and when I said “yeah. great.” he just fucking walked out. don't ask next tine. #time* #I'm just lost man #I've managed to lose 2 partners and then managed to get fucking swept to the side by the next guy who showed interest #I've got no friends in real life who I can talk to and not get a fucking lecture from or anyone who cares in person #i wish there was more I could do but what am I meant to do? I feel like shit. I'm being ignored by most people #and the few who do pay attention don't care about what I'm going through or have a fucking go at me #can someone tell me what the fuck I'm meant to do? what have I done wrong here? what have I done to deserve all this? #why am I sat here on my own crying and wanting to kill myself and my ex and the guy I liked are out enjoying themselves. why can't I do that #i have nothing man #me #ramblings

[rivalsilveryuri]

Ran into my ex 2day ECHHHHH

#awful. idk if they even count as an ex but WHATEVER. theyre my nemesis . #proceeded to walk out into the pishing rain just to avoid the potential of them starting a conversation #purely cause. ew. i dont want some weird out of pocket comments . anyways i also cannot see any of my fuckin dash 4 some reason. minor issue #SENTCALLS #i sincerely hope i do NOT fuckin see them again i know we're BOTH going to classes here but they better. ooooh i swear to god if they end up #in the same fuckin. no im not even gonna acknowledge that as a potential or ill rip all of my hair out. awful idea. i hate it #i swear. . oh i hate yhat idea. im gonna be awake at night thinkn about that.