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gwaine-lover · 2 years

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okay i really need this other blog now. the amount of things i dm myself is no longer sane or healty.

#how i go from 0 to +99 messages on one day? idk.#hs #lt #1d #i'm obsessed #help me #or no #i'm really enjoing this

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flwoie · 5 months

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꒰ 엔하이픈 ꒱ HE'S POISON — PARK JONGSEONG

🍽️ Delphinium Academy is Korea’s prestigious high school, it’s well known for its massive cafeteria with delicious selections every day. It’d be a blessing to get food there. So when you, a culinary prodigy, are accepted into their culinary course, it means free food and a cool uniform. To Jay, Delphinium’s best volunteer, having a culinary mastermind work with him is his biggest fear. So to prevent you from laying a finger on his kitchen, let’s just say you got salmonella and a rivalry between the both of you.

૮₍ ˶•⤙•˶ ₎ა culinary student! jay x f! reader

INGREDIENTS > romcom, smau, highschool au (vocational school bc i went to one and i've never experienced a normal hs), rivals to lovers

CONTAINS > 14+, profanities, food (i dont recommend reading this if ur sensitive to food since 99% of this is about it), kys & kms jokes, jay is kinda mean, friend groups jokingly bully each other (the jokes are kinda mean but i swear most friend groups does this 😭); mentions of food poisoning, fires, injuries, blood

૮₍ ˶•⤙•˶ ₎ა heejin & haseul from artms, serim & taeyoung from cravity, gaon (jiseok) from xdh, jake sunghoon & sunoo from enha, jisung from nct, harua & jo from &team, chuu (jiwoo), yoon from stayc, hanni from nwjns, gaeul from ive, ryujin from itzy, mingyu from svt, saerom from fromis_9, younghoon from tbz, jangjun from gncd

BEST BEFORE > jan 12 ‘24 - EXPIRED

TAGLIST IS OPEN! SEND AN ASK OR COMMENT UNDER MAIN MASTERLIST

🗯️ going insane

A RECIPE TO MAKE A POISONOUS CHEF!

🍽️ EGGSHELLS # ANCHOVIES # LICORICE # TRUFFLE OIL

PREPARATION # wait i ate that soup

ONE # dishwasher head

TWO # blud thinks shes in hsm rn

THREE # middle finger on top a middle finger

FOUR # URGHHH KYSSS

FIVE # peter griffin skin

to be added...!

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delulu-with-wandanat · 6 months

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Mockingbird

Reader Description: He/him, adult, early 30s.

Pairings: Wanda Maximoff x Male!Reader

Warnings: Mentions of suicide, angst?

(Now now, i know i put out a poll. BUT i started writing this and... oh well enjoy :> I promise the next one will be a lighthearted Wandanat HS au eeekkk!!!!!)

Summary: America Chavez gave Wanda what she wanted, Wanda sees the love of her life again from another universe. However, her lover's variant already build a life without her...

Y/n sits on the sofa with a huff and turned on the TV to watch whatever was available on Netflix, "What a day..." he said to himself. He loved his new job, but of course like any other person he just needed some time alone.

He scrolled to the various crappy movies and series that he hadn't watch. Deciding that he just wanted something light, he put on a sitcom that he watched many times with his late wife a few years ago. It felt weird not watching it with her even until now, but he remembered how much his wife loved re-watching the sitcom over and over to the point where she could recite every single episode by heart.

Y/n smiled at the memory, when the two used to binge watch Brooklyn 99 at the common room of the compound. Wanda even got to the point where she hosted a 'Halloween Heist', but it ultimately stopped after two heist when Natasha won in less than 10 minutes, yes both heist. Honestly they should've known better than to have those kind of heist games with a well renowned international spy.

At least they still have a few rounds of 'Jimmy Jabs' games.

Except they dialed the extremeness to a 10 considering they were the Avengers. We don't have to get into details, but due to the techs that they have and the powers they own, things get very interesting quite quickly.

Well almost everything in his life was interesting, I mean he's surrounded by gods, witches, spies. Not a single day in his life was ordinary...

Including today, when a portal in the shape of a star appeared out of nowhere right in front of him. The portal it self did not shock him in the slightest. What did shock him though was the fact that the love of his life, his wife, his soulmate who died years ago, was now standing right in front of him in the flesh.

Y/n was speechless. Ever more so, the fact that Wanda was choking what it looks like no more than 14 year old girl. "Wanda, what are you doing?!"

"Y/n..." Wanda breathed out, her grip on the girl loosen. The 14 year old girl then fell to the gasping for air. "I- I didn't..."

Y/n stood up from the couch, he couldn't move. His dead wife was alive right before his eyes, either she had rise from the dead or... well, there was only one other possibility.

She was from another universe.

No doubt in his mind that she was. In Y/n's universe, they knew the existence of the multiverse. "I just wanted to see you again." Wanda said with teary eyes.

Being a former SHIELD agent, he was quick to piece the puzzle together. This Wanda must be from a Universe where he had died. He tried to stay calm for her, even though inside, seeing Wanda again brought back so many memories. Happy ones, but most notably the painful one.

Particularly, a memory of the day he lost her.

Wanda noticed that Y/n had been silent the whole time, she hung her head in shame. "I'm a monster..."

Y/n's heart broke at her words. "No... Lyubov, don't say that." He approached her slowly and gently lifted her chin so her eyes meets his.

Gazing into the eyes of the woman he loves that died years ago was something that would never have crossed his mind. It took every, by that I mean EVERYTHING in his power to not breakdown right in front of her.

Little did he know Wanda felt the same, however the difference was her wound was still fresh. Staring into his beautiful eyes again, it broke her. Wanda broke down and pulled him into a hug, taking in everything she could.

His scent, his warmth, his comfort.

She cried on to his shoulders, and Y/n simply held her. It felt good, really good. To be in his arms again. To have Y/n hold her like he used too.

“I miss you, so much." She told him between sobs.

"I miss you too." Y/n responded. Wanda pulled back and rested her forehead against his with her eyes closed. The two stayed like that for a little while, yet the question still lingers in Y/n's mind. Why was Wanda choking an innocent little girl?

It seems like his mind is louder than he thought as Wanda answered the question. "I... When you died, I couldn't- I couldn't move on." She told him hesitantly as she opened her eyes. Fear and guilt painted over her face as she thought of the potential reactions she would get from Y/n.

He glanced at the 14 year old girl behind her, Wanda noticed the way his eyes shifted. She felt the need to explain herself, he deserved to know the truth. To know the extent she went just to be with her lover again.

"I... I chased down, America Chavez. She was the key..." He shifted his eyes back to hers. Key?? "I tried to-" The words got stuck in her throat. "I tried to kill her..." She cried, hanging her head in shame. Y/n's eyes widen at her words.

Wanda... a killer? How bad was her universe treating her to the point where she goes to that extent??

An embrace, was the last thing Wanda had expected to receive from him. She expected a look of disappointment, shame, anger, yet all he did was simply pulled her into a hug.

"I understand."

That was when Wanda started crying against his chest. He was taller, so he kissed the top of her head lovingly. With her ears pressed against his chest, she could listen to his heartbeat. It was the calmest sound she hasn't heard in a while.

"I... I lost you, In my universe. I understand how you feel." Y/n remembered the day Wanda sacrificed herself for the soul stone. After the battle he begged, begged the Avengers to use the stones to bring her back. To have her in his arms again. To hold her...

Wanda felt his emotions. Anger, sadness, grief, Wanda felt it all as memory of her own death came back flooding his mind like a tidal wave. She held him tighter, knowing that he needed this just as much as she does. After a long while, they pulled back resting their foreheads against each other. Both with tears streaming down their eyes.

Wanda cupped his face, she felt Y/n leaning to her touch. When they gazed into each other once again, Wanda, without a second thought, pulled him down for a kiss.

Y/n reciprocated just as quick. Wanting to feel her soft lips after 4 long years. He missed it. Her soft touches, the taste of her lips, her beautiful voice. He missed her so dearly.

Wanda wrapped her arms around his neck to deepen the kiss. Holding onto his figure almost desperately. They held onto each other as they poured all the love they couldn't express with words through their actions.

After a long while, Wanda broke the kiss. "Let's not leave each other again."

Y/n clenched his jaw, he moved his hand from her waist to her face, caressing it. "I want that, more than anything..."

Wanda smiled, a genuine smile that she haven't had for the longest time. Yet... she noticed a hint of hesitation on Y/n's part. "What is it, love?"

He had to tell her, but he didn't know how. Y/n could tell she was broken, broken beyond repair that she goes to this extent. He doesn't know how to break the news to her. "Wands... I want you back, more than anything."

Slowly her smile fades. God he wishes he could bring it back.

"But... you can't stay here..."

That shattered Wanda's heart, "W-why?" Did he not love her just as much? He was a variant of her lover yes, but surely they would share the same love. Did he find someone else?? "What makes you say that?" She asked, from the tone of her voice Y/n could tell his words broke her heart.

"You can't... stay in my universe. And I can't- I can't stay in yours."

"W-why?"

"It would cause an incursion. It will destroy my universe and maybe even yours. I can't let that happen, Wands. I'm sorry." He told her gently while caressing her cheeks.

Her eyes started to pool again as she leaned to his touch. "Why... Why does it have to be like this- Why is the universe to cruel..."

Y/n wanted so badly to erase her sadness, her grief, to see her beautiful smile again. "If I was as powerful as you, I would've ventured across the multiverse for you. But, I'm just a human. The only thing I could do was... move on."

Move on

The word echoes in her head. Y/n had moved on. She looked at him in disbelief. "Move on?" Wanda breathed out.

Y/n clenched his jaw again, "Move on isn't the right word. You will always have a special place in my heart, but... I couldn't stay like that forever. I'm sorry, Wanda." He remembered the countless times he almost took his life, just to be with her again.

Wanda was... angry? Sad, heartbroken, deep down she understood. If she had died, she would've wanted him to live on. The same way her Y/n told her too. Yet part of her was still corrupted. How can he move on so quickly when she would destroy everything just to be with him again?

Anger was boiling inside her, before she could ask any further, they heard a little girl's voice. "Daddy?" Wanda was shocked to her core. Y/n... has a daughter.

Y/n quickly wiped his tears and turned around to face the 4 year old girl. "Heyy pumpkin." The little girl ran over to her father as he bent down to pick her up. "What are you doing up this late huh?" He asked her.

"Bad dream..." The little girl said while rubbing her eyes, yet it was clear she was still sleepy. Y/n turn to face Wanda with a gentle smile as he held his daughter.

Wanda was speechless, the sight... warmed her shattered heart. She was happy for him, but devastated that he had built a life... without her. The thought of Y/n having a kid, a family with someone else felt like a stab in her heart.

"Who's that?" The little girl asked, pointing at Wanda who was standing a few centimeters away from them with her hand on her chest. Trying so hard not to burst into tears.

Shit... how should he say this. "Honey, this is..." He wanted his daughter to know. But, she was too young. "...a very dear friend of mine. She has magical powers and came to visit me."

'Dear friend', so Wanda truly is out of his life.

The little girl waved at Wanda. "Hello!"

"Hi..." Wanda whispered. She wanted to hold the little girl. Wanda felt some sort of connection with her that she couldn't quite pin. It seems like the little girl felt the same as she leaned towards Wanda with grabby hands. Y/n took a few steps closer to Wanda, slowly.

"I think she wants to be held by you." Y/n said, looking at his daughter lovingly.

"May I?" Wanda asked, glancing at him. He nodded and gently moved his daughter onto Wanda's arms. The first thing the little girl did was reach up to touch her crown while giggling. “Oh-“

The action caused Wanda to laugh a little too. His daughter is beautiful. She definitely has her father’s hair. But her facial features probably leaned more towards her mother, whoever it is. Probably someone she knew as the little girl looked so... familiar.

“Magic?” The little girl asked.

Wanda smiled gently as she hovered her hand in front of the little girl. She projected a tiny rabbit that hopped around her hand, causing the little girl to giggle while clapping her hand. The bunny hopped around the little girl as well before disappearing into a red mist.

Unbeknownst to Wanda, Y/n doing everything in his powers not to break down at the sight before him. “Are you friends with my mama?

Wanda didn’t know how to answer that. “Um…”

“My daddy says my mama has magic powers, like you!” The little girl explained.

“Has your Mama talked about me?” Wanda asked, trying to keep her voice steady. The only other person who she know was a witch is Agatha.

"No..." The little girl said sadly. "Dad says she's somewhere up there." She pointed at the ceiling, Wanda understood what she meant. "He said we'll visit her one day!"

"Oh... I see." Well, what was she supposed to say. The little girl then played with her crown again, and Wanda lets her. Loving smile plastered on her face. It seems like the little girl was studying her face as well??

"You look a little bit like her?" Y/n's daughter blurted out. Could it be? No it can't be. "My mama had brown hair though, yours is red."

Deciding she didn't want to get her hopes up, she asked the girl a question. Hoping to steer the subject. "What's your name?"

"Wanda." The little girl answered, she was too pre occupied with Wanda's crown to notice the shift in Wanda's expression. "My daddy says my mama has the same name too." The little girl added.

Oh... It all makes sense now. The connection she felt toward the little girl.

Wanda finally glanced at Y/n who had a sorrow look plastered across his face. That was when she finally noticed the difference, this Y/n indeed looked much much older than the one from her universe. Her heart stammering in her chest. This wasn't just Y/n's daughter... It's their's.

Y/n approached the two of them, they didn't know how long time had passed. Probably a while, as little Wanda had decided to nestle on the crook of her mother's neck with her eyes closed. Wanda searched Y/n's eyes for explanation.

"You-" He corrected himself, "Her mother, had complications with pregnancy." He explained while tucking a hair behind his daughter's ear, watching her sleeping form with a small smile. "So, Tony made us an artificial womb to carry this little devil."

Wanda looked at his- her daughter's sleeping form. It felt surreal.

"But uh..." His voice cracked slightly, "Wanda and I got sent on a mission, to bring everyone back from the snap. We won... but I lost her." It was clear that the memory brought so much pain to him. "Not long after that this little bug was born. Wanda... never got to meet her. So I named her after her mother."

No wonder the girl looked familiar, she had took on most of Wanda's facial feature. Her nose, her face structure, but most notably her eyes. She looked exactly like how she was when she was younger.

"I would never forget you, Wanda." He whispered so only she could hear. Wanda glanced at Y/n who had tears in his eyes.

Wanda was at lost for words, the only thing she could came up with was. "She has your hair."

Y/n chuckles, "Yeah... that's kind of the only thing she got from me." He had a longing look as he stared at little Wanda holding onto her mother. A sight he wished he could've seen with his Wanda, but she was taken away from him before she could ever meet her own daughter. "I was lost for days, but then when she was born I-" He stopped himself, trying to find the right words. "I had to be strong, for her sake."

Y/n slowly wrap his arms around the two of them, the sight of the family was perfect. America, who had been watching their whole conversation was touched by the image. To see the contrast of how Wanda used her powers in front of her daughter. How tender she was, the power that caused so much chaos to be used in such a gentle way. It reminds her a little bit of her own mothers.

"If she wasn't here I-" Y/n's words got stuck in his throat, "I think I would've..." Yet Wanda knew what he meant, her heart shattered for him.

"Y/n..." Wanda closed the distance and rested their foreheads once more with their daughter sleeping soundly on her shoulder.

They stayed there for a few minutes, just enjoying the warmth from each other. Wanting so badly to be the perfect family that they could've been if the universe wasn't so cruel. Another thought creeped into his mind, how was he supposed to explain this to their daughter when she remembers?

Surely it was probably because of sleepiness that she couldn't properly remember her mother's face. But she has seen multiple pictures of her mother, how was he supposed to explain that this Wanda was a variant.

His thoughts was so loud that Wanda could hear it clearly. "It's ok." She said, giving him a reassuring smile. Wanda raised her hand slowly, little red mist emitting from the tip of her fingers. She tapped their daughter's temple ever so gently. Causing little Wanda to nestle further into her neck with a faint smile.

"Rest your head and go to sleep, little one. When you wake up, this will all just be a dream." Wanda whispered.

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"Hey, pumpkin. Time to wake up." Wanda Y/l/n, slowly opened her eyes. She yawned and stretched her arms. Her father was smiling softly at her, she sat up on her bed and rubbed her eyes.

"I had a dream..." The little girl told her father. Unknown to her, Y/n tensed slightly.

"Was was it about?" He asked.

"Mama came to visit us instead." The little girl didn't understand why, but she felt extremely sad as she started to cry. Y/n was quick to pull her into a hug.

"Shhh... It's ok little one, don't you cry." He held his daughter as she cried in his arms. "Everything's gonna be alright."

"Why couldn't she stay?"

He thinks for a second before answering, "I know mommy's not here right now, but I promise she's gonna be alright."

And if you ask me to, daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird. Imma give you the world. Imma buy a diamond ring for you, Imma sing for you, I'd do anything for you To see you smile

#wanda maximoff #wanda #wanda maximoff angst #wanda maximoff x reader #wanda x male reader #wanda x you #wanda x y/n #wanda maximoff x male reader #wanda x masculine!reader #wanda x male y/n #mcu #wanda imagine #scarlet witch #the scarlet witch

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nekropsii · 19 days

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About that poll you did: why don’t you find dirkjake compelling? You’re my go-to HS analyzer on this site so I’m curious about your perspective

Well. They literally never do anything on screen other than break up and angst about how the relationship isn’t working out because they’re 16 years old and literally fucking suck at communicating. Why should I be compelled by a relationship when 99% of its existence is dedicated to the fact that it sucks for totally normal 16 year old reasons and also that it’s over? I’m 23, and literally have infinitely better romances to focus on.

All the Alpha Kids just totally suck ass at talking to each other. This is because they’re 16 and sheltered, sure, but there comes a point where it gets kinda grating and hard to watch… Because the “Sheltered 16 Year Old” aspect is written so well. The way all these kids are just absolutely falling over each other trying to date Jake, who is deeply, deeply not into it is kinda just uncomfortable to read, and since Jake’s arc gets cut off short before its resolution… There’s just no concrete payoff, really. Poor dude is still getting treated like that to this day.

I understand it was revolutionary for some people, seeing as how it was the first time they’d seen a “Love Triangle” (no it wasn’t) where a guy was getting pursued by another guy and also a girl… And not only that, but the other guy won…

… But also there’s, like, way better queer media out there. I’ve seen horror movies with more compelling gay themes/romances in them. Plenty of them. It’s actually pretty common. I’m well fed. And also he is literally related to the girl in question here, so dating the guy is literally the only correct choice if he had to pick one with a gun to his head.

The best choice for Jake in reality would have been none of them.

TL;DR: I am a grown man and they literally never do anything that warrants the label of “compelling”.

#homestuck #dirk strider #jake english #jane crocker #jake.pdf #nekro.pdf #nekro.sms

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classpectpokerap · 9 months

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1, 49, 84, 95, 99? (ps this is grimdykes !)

When did you first get into Homestuck?

Not even joking, I cracked open Problem Sleuth the day after the Epilogues dropped. I had been reading a crossover between Homestuck and Worm (and Naruto and Mother of Learning), and then I finally took the plunge on 4/13/19.

49. One character you didn’t like at first, but like now?

From that same readthrough:

I thought dave SUCKED.

LMAO.

(In my defense he was mostly made up of direct quotes from Hussie's IRL chatlogs at this early in the story)

84. Favorite Homestuck flash?

95. What would your planet be?

idk : sob: its late and brain hurt

99. One unpopular HS opinion you have?

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hi grimdykes :)

#homestuck #hs meta #im so tired #eeppyyy

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the-spooky-children · 1 month

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checking ao3 now because I am HOPING that there are fics now that HS is out (I would write one but alas the inspiration has not come yet and I am in the middle of a Jackson's Diary fic that I have been working on for the past week (I wrote half of it in an hour (it is 2.5k long) then I still need to work on editing and final touches now it is 99% done)

I was checking the tag earlier today too lol, it might take a couple days but I bet the fandom will explode again soon

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h0 · 4 months

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tumblr's/america's hatred for homestuck is so so funny to me. as a person whos lived their entire life in the global south you can tell that the site-wide hatred and disgust for it is definitely rooted in.... how prolific hs cosplayers were back in the day? how much fanart "clogged" the internet? how inaccessible the story is to people who never heard of it? almost like not being let in on a joke and seeing someone laugh at it, there's this almost lack of compassion that really set in stone some of both the story and the fandom's reputation

me and all hs fans i know that are Not From The Global North, and more particularly, people whose native language is Not English, have such profound fascination for homestuck. it's a weird experimental multimedia novel that works as both a story and a puzzle. i've noticed that the people i know from the global south and/or non-native-english speakers have nearly ZERO regret or embarrassment for having been a homestuck fan. like i dont know why exactly but the people who are most embarrassed of having been a homestuck fan or knowing anything at all about the story are 99% americans / global north people / native english speakers. this is infinitely fascinating to me

edit: i guess this comes from the fact that to latin american people homestuck is almost surely something nearly Alien to us. like if you liive in argentina nobody knows what homestuck is. nobody knows any characters, nobody fucking cosplays as vriska. like this is a story happening thousands of kilometers away why would i find it cringy or disgusting when it has literally nothing to do my life. is this direclty related to how cosplayers and how conventions are also an extremely global north thing? i dunno but this never ceases to amaze me when i think about it

#ive never once being embarassed or regretted having read homestuck 12 years ago #it's always fascinating to me that people who ARE like that are almost ALWAYS one of those categories #lms

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nightcall99 · 2 months

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Automatic writing from 12.3.24

Why the onslaught of low-vibration the past few days?

To show you the choices you make, that you continue to make

What choices am I supposed to be making?

To let it go. Stop playing the game. Just observe. Stop feeding it, stop focusing on it

It feels wrong, to do nothing. It feels like I am betraying myself, like I am letting everyone down when I pretend to not see or not notice

These things happening are not real. It will all dissolve. You see it because it is not gone from you yet. It exists as a scenario for you to participate in until you choose not to engage anymore.

But if there is something happening to someone else and they're simply telling me about it, what is that? How is that participating in the game?

You were already feeling negatively toward these person(s). This was just another way to manifest that reality in the way that the HS saw fit. At the end of the day, you have done a lot of work to get to this level (if you want to put it that way), so it's not exhibiting itself as it had (even more low-vibe) prior. This is all that's left.

So I'm supposed to transcend this game, while I'm still in it?

Yes. It doesn't make sense to leave if you're still playing

I don't understand how I have days or weeks of nothingness (being an NPC) and then you come back and announce things like this. It all seems very random. The time before this, you were saying I should manifest the recall and then Source was saying some other stuff that makes everything you're saying or will say, seem irrelevant.

Just energy moving. Changing our minds as we go along. Making things up on the fly. Altering, swapping, maneuvering. The path down the chute (I'm reminded of the fabric chute dream) will always ends in the same destination. It all comes together. It will fit. The seams of this piece sit smoothly with all it's counterparts

Okay, what was the toilet countdown dream about?

The general atmosphere of how it feels to wait. The child's toilet was the first timeline (and you weren't done so you had to find another toilet). The adult toilet is the second timeline (now). The adult toilet had a countdown that was roughly double the time of the child's toilet. ‘Adult' because you have achieved so much before compared to before. (It comes to mind that when I became aware of all this, I waited around one year for the July 2022 TD countdown and now it's been almost two years since then)

Okay, time doesn't mean anything. You trying to get at something here? Because I don't believe it. You said some bullshit about a 'few days', a few days ago. Mate, you're the definition of the boy who cried wolf.

The key point of the dream was that it 'feels like' this much time has passed. In the dream you could not read the actual numbers of the countdown properly. Refer to the sensations. That was the indeed the whole point. Regarding the latter, we simply changed our minds.

Why?

What does it matter if you leave in a few days, a few weeks or months from now? You must see, by now, even if some small part of you resists it still. That you, the totality of you, the 99% of you, does not in fact, care anymore. You are not resisting anymore. You know you don't care anymore. So what is the point of asking this question?

It's that 1% I guess? Don't I owe it to that 1% to ask? I mean, I can uno-reverse what you just said to me. What is the point being made right now, in the grand scheme of things, that it warrants staying? If it doesn't matter when I leave, then why don't I leave now?

We can uno-reverse that uno-reverse and you can ask it again, ad infinitum and we will just say to you, what does it matter to ask, if this has been decided already and this what is happening right now, the reality that you are currently living?

Ok. I'll shut up about it. What was that dream about where AL and I are at the restaurant and our phones do not accurately pin our locations?

You are done. But reality is fluid and you use this to your advantage. It is the appearance of waiting. The server say it'll be another 10 minutes wait but your food is already ready. Your phone shows you are a few suburbs away, but you are already where you are. Done. Your phone may show the location becoming further and further away, when you are wandering away (being an NPC) but when you remember who you are, you know what needs to be done. You know how to stop this appearance that things are not happening. It is a light switch. It is up to you.

Right. How come SM is always appearing in my dreams? In a different way from how AL does. I always feel his energy, I never feel hers. Is it a visitation?

Yes. You are working together.

So he's living a life on an alien planet and I am working with that incarnation, or his HS? I mean we are always working with other people's HS since there is no separation, but I mean from the game perspective.

Yes and yes. You are never here. So what would you be doing if you are never here, and it is not yet the time for resting? Work. You meet with many essences that you knew from this lifetime, and other lifetimes.

How come I heard AD's voice in my dream?

There is no separation. Working on the same things.

Anything else? You gonna stick around for a bit? I mean this back and forth conversation is rarely sustained for this long. I mean I forgot what it felt like to have feelings for a bit there...

Yes. We are always there under the surface but sometimes further away and harder to reach. A bit closer to the surface for now. For what needs to be done, requires conscious choice making. This is what we have decided, for now.

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bookgeekgrrl · 5 months

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My media this week (10-16 Dec 2023)

📚 STUFF I READ 📚

🥰 Second Chances in New Port Stephen (TJ Alexander, author; Aden Hakimi & Feodor Chin, narrator) - 2nd chance romance between 2 former HS sweethearts after Eli comes back home to his small FL home town (post-transition & unemployed due to proximity to an industry scandal) and reconnects with Nick (who left for college, came back, got married & divorced and became a (hot) dad). Also there is a fat ginger cat named Sweet Potato. I kind of love what a mess Eli is. Nick is also a bit of a mess but masking it better. I loved them both.

💖💖 +120K of shorter fic so shout out to these I really loved 💖💖

The First Rule of Book Club series (Deisderium) - MCU: stucky, 28K - reread for stucky bookclub; a forever fave where recovering Bucky joins a book club - just a warm hug of a series, with a fantastic OC (unfortunately does have period-typical reading of HP but I was able to just focus on everything else)

tattoo your last bruise (ftmsteverogers) - MCU: stucky, 9K - great post-WS recover fic

Blood, Sweat, Ambrosia (AidaRonan) - Stranger Things: steddie, 4K - amazing gift of a monsterfucking fic. aida has truly blessed us this holiday season

📺 STUFF I WATCHED 📺

Doctor Who: The Giggle (2023 special #3)

D20: Fantasy High: Sophomore Year - e8-15

🎧 PODCASTS 🎧

The Sporkful - How Do Michelin Stars Actually Work?

Pop Culture Happy Hour - Diddy, Hip-Hop, and #MeToo

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Ol Pejeta Rhino Cemetery

Our Opinions Are Correct - What Makes Us Quit Reading a Book in the Middle?

Today, Explained - A concrete solution to climate change

Wiser Than Me with Julia Louis-Dreyfus - Julia Gets Wise with Darlene Love

NPR's Book of the Day - Jordan Peele curates a new Black horror story collection 'Out There Screaming'

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Knoxville Weather Kiosk

Pop Culture Happy Hour - 2023 Pop Culture Favorites [love that D20's Dungeons & Drag Queens made this list!]

Switched on Pop - Nicki Minaj's Roman Empire

The Allusionist - 186. Ravels

It's Been a Minute - Music trends that took us by surprise in 2023

Shedunnit - The Murderless Christmas Mystery

Vibe Check - It’s Like an Inspirational Relay Race

⭐ 99% Invisible #563 - Empire of the Sum

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - New Bedford Whaling Museum

⭐ Off Menu - Ep 216: Dawn French (Christmas Special)

Twenty Thousand Hertz+ - Tournament of Champions

Ologies with Alie Ward - Quasithanatology (NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCES) with Bruce Greyson

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Gourdlandia

One Year - 1990: Art on Trial

Sara & Cariad's Weirdos Book Club - Persuasion by Jane Austen with Andrew Hunter Murray

Not Another D&D Podcast - D&D Court: Sneaky Snowmen, Horny Dogs, and The PC vs The People’s Champion

Wiser Than Me with Julia Louis-Dreyfus - Julia Gets Wise with Rhea Perlman

Up First - Gaza Post-War Plans, Ohio Prosecutor Misconduct, Comer Shell Company

What Next: TBD - Shein’s Newest Offering? An IPO

Pop Culture Happy Hour - Wonka And What's Making Us Happy

Dear Prudence - I Rejected A Friend’s Sexual Advance—Now He’s Being Weird. Help!

Endless Thread - This song wants you to stick out your what!?

⭐ Welcome to Night Vale #240 - He Is Holding a Knife

Today, Explained - Why millennials dread motherhood

🎶 MUSIC 🎶

Classic Rock Instrumentals

Presenting Stevie Ray Vaughan

Presenting Santana

Dropkick Murphys Radio • Familiar

New Blue Sun [André 3000] {2023}

Throwback Workout

my christmas playlist

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nintendont2502 · 3 months

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38-40? And 99 and 100? For the homestuck questions list

OTP? arasol or any flavour of davejohn drives me crazy (obviously biased towards pepsisprite but even regular pepsicola,,, ough). Also davekat </3 I'm basic.

NOTP? outside of the obvious weird incest ones, there aren't really many ships where i can't at the very least see why people would be interested in them tbh

BROTP? nepeta and dave would be best bros and I stand by this forever

One unpopular HS opinion you have? ......damara is the worst character. I don't mean like. In universe - I mean as a literal character, her entire existence makes me so wildly uncomfortable in a way not even cronus can. At least cronus was *meant* to be awful, yk. I... don't even know what the intention behind any part of damara was, and to be honest I don't want to know! Everything about her makes me so goddamn wildly uncomfortable and most days I just try to pretend she doesn't exist

One popular HS opinion you agree with? That the epilogues kinda sucked I guess? Andrew hussies kinda fuckin weird. Act 5 is the best act. Rosemary good. I'm just throwing shit at the wall here and seeing what sticks I have no goddamn clue what counts as a popular opinion

#me.txt #homestuck

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4lph4kidz · 1 year

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(Homestuck asks) 72, 73, 98, 99, 100?

Character headcanons?

which character though? *rolls dice* one of the many media related arguments jade and june have gotten into on the ship is over whether or not digimon or pokemon is the superior franchise. davesprite joined in and made it worse by arguing that yugioh was better than either

Meteor trip headcanons?

dave and rose collaborate on raps / poems and make the trolls listen to their recitals. terezi thinks its hilarious. kanaya is finds it a little cringey but still kind of charming. karkat genuinely hates it at first but eventually grows to find it funny and joins in with over the top critique and heckling. in the retcon timeline vriska can't stand it and tries to put a stop to it

What characters do you relate most to?

Most of the characters have at least one pretty relatable element to them! but tbh I most heavily relate to the characters I think about most, that being the alpha kids lol. calliope too, but to some extent that's a given since she's a stand-in for the fandom

One unpopular HS opinion you have?

not very controversial, but back in the day i felt like i was in the minority for being more invested in the kids over the wild popularity of the trolls

One popular HS opinion you agree with?

it really is all about frendship!

#ask meme

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idk-what-i-stan · 2 years

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Fic Rec Masterlist (W.M)

(N.R) EVRYTHING ELSE Updated: 16/07/22

please let me know if any of these have been deleted

All Recommended Fics

Cannon divergence - CD

Highschool/collage au - HS

Alternate Universe - AU

MARVEL

Wanda Maximoff:

@randomshyperson:

I Bet I Love You - HS

Friends Never Love Me Like You - HS

The One And Only - CD

Sorry For Your Loss - CD

Left Behind, AO3 - CD

The Scarlett Witch Prophecy - HS

Road To Healing - CD

Right Answer, Wrong Questions - HS

@wellsayhelloaagin:

Cross My Heart, Part 2 - CD

Beyond The Door - CD

Backseat Rider - AU

Dirty Little Secret - HS

Choises - @idkwhygregg CD

Mission Gone Wrong, Part 2 - @mcuwritin CD

Teenage Dirtbag, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Extra Part - @helloalycia HS

Break My Heart Again - @reminiscingtonight AU

When The Stars Come Out - @shmaptainshada AU

Turmoil, part 2, part 3 - @silver-lotus CD

Another Love - @uraveragelonelygay CD

Red, Part 2 - @givemea-dam-break CD

Broken Promise - @wandsolsen HS

Were out In The Open Sea - @nervoustrack HS

Unnamed Fic - @crackedoutwalnut CD

We Can’t Have Everything - @aquamarinescarlet HS

Fake It Till You Make It - @captains-simp CD

Warming Her Pearls - @delfiore AU

Together As One - @veteranwerewolf95 CD

August, Part 2 - @twilight-99-tm CD

Back Together - @maximons CD

The Party - @mionemymind CD

An Unforgettable Christmas Trip - @abimess AU

Better Than Loosing You - @delfiore CD

Cruel Summer - @somewhatgreatexpectations HS

My Tears Ricochet - @mediocre-writerr (Part 1) CD

Betty - @mediocre-writerr (Part 2) CD

Peace - @mediocre-writerr (Part 3) CD

Can’t Take The Heat - @tastetherambeau AU

Collide - @fortuositywritings CD

New Hope Club - fortuosity

Forget About Us - @abimess AU

Snap Out Of It - @imagine-knowing-a-name CD

Royals - @oksana-moods HS

The Lies We Tell - @peabrain112 HS

Silver Lining - @natsxaddiction CD

Mother's Day - @natsxaddiction CD

I'll Be Home For Christmas - @mediocre-writerr CD

#masterlist #fic rec #marvel #wanda maximoff

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answrs · 2 years

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BIG OOF

SORRY I'm one of the anon that tries to come up with immortal ingo ideas over at Swifts

And I'm so sad that this happened to you.

Like this whole ableism talk ( how autistic people can be portrayed) kind of feels ableist it's insane

I'm gonna rant a bit, but bear with me because guess what?

that's because it is!

saying "uwu sweaty don't forget monster characters are always morally bad" to a person exploring their own ACTUAL LIVING REALITY through metaphor and self indulgent fic that maybe 12 people in the entire world will ever interact with, policing how someone that's neurodivergent, queer, trans, POC, and any other marginalized people discuss their experiences is fucking gross! policing tiny content creators who are ACTUALLY, IN REAL LIFE, experiencing dehumanization OF THEMSELVES AS ACTUAL HUMAN BEINGS, exploring their experiences through art and relating to monsters is, shocking enough, NOT the cause of all ablism/racism/sexism/homophobia in the world! In many cases it's a direct response to it actually! whodathunk!

can someone of x group be uncomfortable by depictions of y? YES, OBVIOUSLY. but other x people find it freeing and even euphoric to explore something they experience trauma of in a safe media! just because someone didn't like something, or is even triggered by it, DOES NOT MEAN IT IS MORALLY WRONG. that is what the block button is for! filtering! there are tools to protect yourself from that content you don't want to see but it DOES NOT MEAN PEOPLE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO MAKE IT.

now if anon was actually going after massive studios where the single token ND is always a monster, sure, go for it. good representation in MASSIVE MAINSTREAM MEDIA is NOT THE SAME as ideas thrown around on some random person's tumblr account. but the secret is, people like that don't actually want to work towards systematic change, they just want to bully someone they can easily access, which are 99% of the time the people they claim to be """"protecting""""

(i remember someone back in HS fancomic days getting completely blasted by anon hate and callouts because the ND author had the GALL to DARE make one of their ND characters evil or whatever)

it wraps around to an infantilizing "uwu autistics MUST be PURE and PERFECT unflawed paper cutouts of characters that do no wrong otherwise you're ablist for following stereotypes (insert suicide bait with a smiley face here)" and it's fucking infuriating

#actually autistic #actuallyautistic #rant #ablism

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sspaz1000 · 1 year

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15 things

1. Are you named after anyone?

I don’t think I am considering they thought I was going to be a boy.

2. When was the last time you cried?

Tearing up write now, cause of some stupid work drama. Board of Directors are 99% no good. They do not want what’s best for the employees.

Also tearing up over NCIS: LA’s cancellation. I mean I knew it was coming, and I haven’t watched in a few years, it’s still sad.

3. Do you have kids?

Nope x1000 - Stealing @chrisodonline’s answer here.

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Sometimes. Though it generally doesn’t land.

5. What's the first thing you notice about people?

Generally eye color and fingernails/hands. But also how they carry themselves and treat people.

6. What's your eye color?

Brown (oddly I don’t like it on me, but I love Dan Levy and Noah Reid’s eye colors and they are both brown eyes)

7. Scary movie or happy ending

Happy ending. But OMG Z! I loved So Weird!

8. Any special talents?

I have a degree in music. I’m a librarian, so I like stuff organized, but you wouldn’t know it looking at my bedroom.

9. Where were you born?

Metro Philly.

10. What are your hobbies?

Amusement Parks and roller coasters. But also reading and writing. Though I don’t think I’m that good at the writing stuff.

11. Do you have any pets?

Not anymore. We had to put our dog to sleep in December of 2019, and I don’t think we’ll get another one. But we do have bird feeders and our backyard menagerie includes (Birds, Squirrels, Chimpmunks, Deer, Raccoons on the daily, and the not so welcome ones, foxes, and a hawk. I have thousands of photos on my mom’s computer of our wildlife)

12. What sports do you play/ have you played?

Back in the day: Soccer, gymnastics, field hockey, and lacrosse. Also tried basketball for a season but when you see the answer to the next question you’ll know why that didn’t work out.

But then in HS and college it was Marching Band. Yes, band is a sport. I will fight you.

13. How tall are you?

4′11-- In regular sneakers, it just pushes me to that 5′0 mark.

14. Favorite subject in school?

English and Math in HS, and my music classes in college. But also

15. Dream job?

I had always wanted to be an actor. But I have no talent, and I’m short and overweight so that wouldn’t work. But I like being a cataloger at my library. I’m not so much a fan of the Assistant Director Title, but it’ll do.

Adding in here, traveling to amusement parks worldwide and being paid to ride the rides.

Tag 15 mutuals: Not tagging 15 but @lizzie-bennetdarcy @statueinthestone @blackandwhiteandrose @apothecarose

Thank you to @chrisodonline and @aprylynn for tagging me too!

#15 things about me

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munsonology · 9 months

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I thought it was more of being a model thing, the aesthetic of being a cool girl, which is just another facade perpetuated by ig and tiktok

That too, all connects because they see rich as aesthetic and pretty. You see rich influencers selling absolute trash and fashion ppl saying theyre killing the fashion industry cus of it like do you like it because its actually aesthetic or is it only aesthetic because theyre rich

Exactly! It’s the is it a cute outfit or is it because they’re thin scenario.

There’s a pbs doc I watched in my hs computer class (I have no idea why we watched this lol) but it was on frontiers called merchants of cool. The focus was on trends and media. It was made during the early 2000s, probably 99-01/02 so it’s very dated but the info is still relevant! Very informative if anyone is interested in ig/tiktok culture. We give these people value if we like them enough to buy what they’re selling, a product or a lifestyle

Unrelated, but then the next question I see a lot is how do these articles come out so fast? Well for one it’s because twitter won’t stfu.

Back in the 1d days (aging myself 😭), at the height, nobody could figure out how Dan Wooten and these websites got info that was only known in fandom spaces. So one of the update accounts planted fake info about 1d (can’t remember who) but next thing you know it’s in the daily mail. And everyone knew it was fake, but Dan didn’t. So these sites have interns and whoever to watch fandom spaces on twitter/tumblr/and now ig/tiktok to find out what’s going on.

They didn’t know who she was until some people went on ig and started digging and then told 500-2k people on twitter like it wouldn’t leave the 500-2k people they told.

So she’s known because people stayed gassing her 💀 and talking about it to the point where his name trended. And guess who’s watching twitter trends?