#i am certain it has been done before

[physicsgoblin]

Crows before hoes

#this came to me suddenly #i am certain it has been done before

[leafyleaf657]

Baby Matthew: Tabarnak! Arthur: Excuse you young man, we do not use that type of language in this household! Baby Matthew: Sorry.

Baby Matthew: Fuck!

Arthur: Much better.

#I am certain that this has been done before but oh well! #hetalia #hetalia canada #hetalia england #For those who aren't Canadian tabarnak is a Quebecois swear that means “holy fuck”

[crystalkitty1220]

Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN

#had to re-edit the image real quick because the original edit was from a post I made about Drew years ago #and while the Drew thing is becoming less and less likely. Nevin havinv one has basically been canon since #someone mentioned Greg's (was it Britney's) aura being familiar in s2ch1. ive been putting together a list of every line #that points to Nevin's aura throughout the whole thing (most from s2ch1 but then s2ch10 came out and it was really canon at that point) #but clearly i'm running out of time to say ''i fucking called it'' before it's explicitly stated and i dont want to be in another situation #where somebody else will beat me to a theory and me posting anything about it will seem like copying them. sorry about that btw i had #thought i had already mentioned theorizing that nevin was possessed by a demon in that old theory i made but i had forgotten that one was #super old and was about sigma. so no copying there i just got extremely paranoid there was a mention of a cult and i was like ''nuh uh #that's way too specific and out there of a detail to end up in both our theories'' and i forgot the rest of my super old post was outdated #as hell. and echos had gone ''yeah they're so similar!'' and i took their word for it but now i'm realizing they were probably just trying #to be supportive. so yeah no copying there i was just beaten to the punch of saying something. but i will NOT back down from the aura shit #because i have been calling that shit FROM THE START or at least since i started reading ibvs back when ch20 came out. #also not backing down from saying chris was the worse friend because these past few chapters are the first time isaac has done anything tha #could knowingly upset chris meanwhile chris has. let edward drag isaac to the lair after isaac said edward would beat him up. chose not to #believe edward was holding the secrets over their heads because 'it was something isaac had said' and then immediately distrusted edward in #the next chapter because a random person he didn't know said to steal a book (might i mention how that entire scene proves chris' lack of #development and refusal to take responsibility because it perfectly alludes to when chris had brought those fireworks into his old school #and makes me wonder if charlie has actually gotten him in trouble with his past schools or if he's still just not taking responsibility #and if him following nevin to the woods to test out their powers is an extension of ''if something bad happens its not my fault'' #like seriously this man would bring a mysterious suitcase onto a plane if he's told to). uh what was i talking about agai #anyway on a related note my mental state has only gotten worse since i left tumblr and the habit of thinking about chris instead of sleepin #or doing schoolwork has not stopped. so i was still failing for a while and might graduate now but am still staying away from tumblr. #so yeah this was a little update and im not going to linger this time im just going to leave tumblr again right after hitting post #addendum because i just can't let things go. and was thinking about chris again. i don't think his lack of development is because of bad #writing (anymore. i used to.). instead i'm certain his character arc is going to continue into him following someone (nevin probably) into #doing something really bad. and then he'll finally get actual consequences and go 'oh shit i fucked up real bad this time' #if you think that theory is reaching too far into the future you should hear mine about isaac dying at the end lmao

[lesbiansanemi]

I am so fucking sick of living with my roommate and his fuck ass boyfriend. Also watching my roommate burn every single one of his (already rather minimal, I might add) bridges for this guy is also kind of painful but also his relationship with me is one of said bridges so I'm almost past the point of even feeling bad for him lmao

#i have had to piss for probably the better part of an hour now #because they decided to take a shower together and have been in there for well OVER an hour now #and this is a nightly occurence atp sometimes MULTIPLE times a day #we have one bathroom.... can yall not be considerate enough to not be in there for up to TWO HOURS AT A TIME??? #also it's such a waste of fucking water.... #idk we've hit a point where i literally hear the bf doing anything and i get pissed off #but also tell me why i'm sitting in my room (which shares a wall with the bathroom) and i can hear this man hacking and spitting shit up #and this is also something that happens multiple times a day #like.... dude.... why are you spitting up toothpaste so fucking loudly oh my fucking god #but yeah no i'm like my roommate's only friend atp and he's about to not have me lmao like we're about to reach #'i'm cutting you off when i move out' levels of me being pissed off with this whole situation type shit #and apparently the bf convinced him to come out to his family which his mom was chill which is good #his dad's side of the family though....? not great. and my roommate KNEW that would be the case cuz we'd talked about it before #also love that my roommate has constantly talked about moving out of the city we live in because he hates and also there's no good career #opportunities for him here (which is true) #and now. MAGICALLY. he's like 'idk i think it'd be best for me to stay here' #like oh my GOD???? are you hearing yourself???? are you fucking stupid???? you fucking hate it here??? #but sure throw your life away and ruin all your meaningful relationships for a guy you met six months ago jfc #and the thing is i *know* my roommate we've been close CLOSE friends for nearly a decade now #i know he is not like this.... like yeah he's being insane by allowing this but also i know these aren't the kinds of decisions he would ma #and also i know he wouldn't treat me like this all on his own #it's the deranged fucking control freak of a guy he decided to date and my roommate has too many of his own issues to put his foot down #about certain things and tell the guy no so he's just allowing him to completely take over his life #and fuck everything up until the bf is the only thing he has left once it's all said and done #and yeah. it's painful to watch. but also wtf am i supposed to do because obviously my opinion is not respected nor wanted regarding this #that has been made PAINFULLY clear #ugh this is so fucking horrendous #what is it with ppl who start to date someone and then go clinically fucking insane and destroy their lives all for this one person #who. realistically. they barely know in comparison to all the other ppl in their life #like explain it to me jfc

[ofbreathandflame]

came back to tumblr just to find that @worldsnotsaid is gone? girl whyyy☹️

Hi anon!

It was kind of abrupt, and I do apologize for that -- truly. It's why I am tackling this ask! But, it was very freeing to delete that blog, and it felt as if a weight had truly been lifted from my chest to see it go. Bittersweet, yes! But absolutely needed. Constantly seeing asks box jump from 300 to 400+, the constant hate messages, the inboxes -- it was all too much for me to tackle, and honestly, it felt as if my blog was just no longer productive at that point.

I am always 100% behind the points made on that blog, and the problems in SJM's writing. My passion for those points will never fade or change for that matter. But I think the book community and publishing are just not ready for an actual change -- and it's tough to have the conversation about racial and abusive themes in books when people pick and choose when to chastise and ignore. It's literally like having a conversation with a wall. I can't honestly have a conversation about tackling racism in the book industry when people can't even let go of a book series that isn't even well written. We aren't being militant about the problems in the book industry, and its exactly why it looks the way it does. I don't know, I think I've grown apathetic to it. The urge for docility among reviewers disguised as 'allyship,' the flip-flop about abuse and abusive themes in books. None of it makes sense. And it's like the legwork to make it happen just doesn't seem worth having someone constantly throw vitriol in your face. It just seemed like it becomes a tit-for-tat straw-man debate in the end, and that -- again -- isn't productive. 'Tamlin stans this' and 'Nesta stans that, and it was like ?? Can we just think outside of that? We can't complain about the way PoC are always treated in the story and then turn around and defend an author who would 100% kill them off and let her white character wear their trauma like a second skin. Like how serious are these conversations when the ones having them are unwilling to stop supporting the author propagating these harmful tropes to other authors. FBAA ran because ACOTAR walked; ACOTAR ran because Twilight walked. These harmful stereotypes in these books melded and made the environment we have today. And it is what is.

As another blog asked, I will not be returning to that blog as it was deleted. But there are so many beautiful and articulate antis in the tag that adeptly explain the problems in this series and in much clearer and more concise ways! My blog was a rambling mess anyways!

Funny addition: And do you know the sheer frustration of typing up an entire post that's 2000+ with links and citations talking seriously about abuse and racism and how its portrayed in the media just for someone to skim the post and make a follow-up, sub-post that starts with: 'Tamlin stans always think.' -- yeah never again.

#anti sjm #a proper explanation for those in my inbox #and some of y'all are so fast bc those asks just opened like hours ago! #and to the other person who asked if i had my posts backed up😂 #i actually do up to a certain point bc i used to write in a Scrivener doc before posting on here so idk if you want those #you could just dm #me for it #i guess i don't really care what you do with them as the point has always been awareness! i don't mind you reposting them or what not #its actually most of my stuff in my masterlist but i can't really remember what those post were! #but yeah i am 100% done with talking about that lady and her books in depth #prob delete later

[bossladytae]

~

#will delete later; #i had to lol when one of my old meta posts popped up in my activity feed #it was one on oboro and shouyou/utsuro #i can't remember my thoughts at the time to where i was thinking 'what the heck is all this' while rereading my own meta lol #it's been so long since i indulged in writing meta posts #i don't write or read them anymore for two reasons: #1) i'm not in the mindset anymore to where i used to recall every single detail and could find things again quickly #and 2) long-time gintama fans have Been There Done That with everything including meta #all the 'am i the only one' type of posts -- no you aren't; i guarantee it's been thought of and expressed before #even the same old 'arguments' about how certain gintaladies' characters aren't 'relevant' will pop up in new form #all i intend to do is enjoy gintama for as long as i can #i've paid my dues and made my contributions; i'm more into writing fanfic or supporting/commissioning fanart for gintama these days #i will always love gintama even if the intensity of those feelings has changed since the ending #i don't regret loving this series for 18 years and counting #i'm sure some of my other meta posts are still kicking about or still on private #if i can remember half of what i was thinking when i wrote some of them i'll be glad lol #it's fine for newer fans to continue analyzing; it was fun when we did it too #but i will stay retired

[masterkeynobi]

no i have not read watership down yes i am absolutely thinking about lapin and that one fucking quote. all the world will be your enemy and whenever they catch you they will kill you. but first they must catch you. be cunning and full of tricks..............

#sree.txt #a crown of candy #lapin cadbury #far and away my favorite character actually i'm rotating him in my mindcrowave forever #i'm so certain other people have said this before of course #which like. is also my main Thing talking about/wanting to talk about acoc #bc i am three years late and so certain every thought in my head has already been discussed at length/done to death #which makes me a little nervous despite how silly i know that is #but anyway. love lapin

[smooti]

So I’d been working on a comic for my therapist. She wanted me to express how I felt growing up versus how I felt nowadays. It was to be this big “sequel” to the Janet comic in my head. I spent months trying to lay it out and made it this big important Project that I struggled with working on because it was so big and heavy and had me talking to my inner child and saying exactly what that child needed to hear.

And then this morning I realized I could convey exactly what that big comic meant in this doodle. And get this: the little doodle? I got done. In like a few minutes. And I still felt accomplished and like I’d gotten something off my chest, same as I think I would if I’d gotten the Big Project done.

Aint life funny that way

#jojo art #jojoart #comic #art therapy #this isn’t meant as some profound thing #in fact I am certain this exact idea has been done before #but yknow #i did it #ok to rb

[dajadoesdumbstuff]

Stanley.

Narrator???

#i am certain this has been done before but yk #tsp #tsp stanley #tsp narrator

[our-lady-of-mcr]

everytime i think im done ranting i remember something else LMFAO this one is extra long i hit tag limit god mf damn

#self #for instance.....my mom wants me to cut off everyone who is still tied to the school #and im so mad at myself for feeling a certain type of way when the campus manager called me not too long ago basically to tell me she doesnt #trust the girl who did this shit and she wasnt mad at me but was also mad at me for bringing her to her dads house #for reference we were trying to get a cat from the campus managers dads house LMFAO #and i honestly cannot wait to speak to her again and be like 😔 god dammit you were right like you were every single time #i just dont understand the wiring in her head to think the shit she says and does to people is normal and okay and how she doesnt realize it #is literally a mental health break. when i finally told my mom the first thing she said was shes probably off her medication #which.....probably isnt wrong sadly coming from someone who has borderline and very easily can lose it #but the difference is i dont give in to the urges to try to hurt everyone around me in every way i can #and me and her have said before that we thought she might also have borderline because we were very similar #but god damn does she love proving that if she has it its extremely severe or its something else entirely #on an honest note. shes incredibly narcissistic and i know her mom is part of the reason shes that way bc she was given princess treatment #her entire fucking life and then doesnt understand when other people dont treat her the same way #i hate rambling about this and i hate it that it is bothering me so fucking bad but like ??? #if youre going to decide that you can put our past aside period and move on then fucking do that and stop bringing the past up as a way to #hurt me and the people around you???? she acts like shes not done horrible fucking things to people. so sorry i wrote a letter that was very #honest at the time. so sorry that when you found out i apologized for it and said i regret it because 2 weeks after my apology i no longer #regret writing it. if its making school a living hell for you....theres probably a reason for that girlfriend #i am not the person who put that shit in your folder #though i seriously fucking doubt its actually in her folder shes probably assuming it is #and youre the one who made a complete ass of yourself to every educator that ever stepped foot in that building #that has nothing to do with me that you are a literal warning given to every new educator!!!! i havent even been in school there in months #yet IM the problem??? how am i the problem when i graduated in fucking january???? everything since then falls on you #AND YET AGAIN! MIGHT I MENTION! IT IS NOT JUST MY LETTER!!! THERES AT LEAST 2 OTHER ONES!!!!! #BECAUSE IM NOT THE ONLY PERSON SHE DOES THIS SHIT TO!!!! #god sometimes i sit back and realize that theres a reason she regresses as a person and i do not #im not going to sit still anymore and let someone walk all over me and she can thank herself for that #shes who taught me that blocking and running as fast as i can doesnt fix anything #so here we are bitch. youre not blocked and im sure youre sitting at home thinking about how youre right about everything

[arolesbianism]

Oh baby my brain is crashing

#rat rambles #the staying up til 4 am is finally hitting for realsies I am now incapable of thinking #which is very uncomfortable so I shalst be showering and then hopefully Ill go to bed before 4 am lol #not to say I havent been thinking abt jackie anyways shes so silly #she's such a bad person but shes also my silly middle aged woman #shes so passionate abt her research and abt learning but as time goes on it shifts into almost obligatory #shes no longer a scientist working in a field shes passionate about. she runs a company that is openly for profit and has forgon morals so #much that a great deal of attention much be made to making sure they are not forced to deal with the consequences of such and it just #continues to spiral downwards as jackie becomes more and more of a husk of a person #its all her fault and she sucks so much and I love her sm #because underneath it all shes still a sentimental person and she still does value olivia on some level #not nearly enough. and she sure as hell doesnt respect her. but she hasnt managed to fully shed everything abt her past self #Im sure there is a part of jackie that wants to be able to be close with olivia again. but she still fundementally does not respect her #she hides things from olivia that she knows she would be against and still expects them to remain professional when discussing said things #jackie wants an olivia who is helpful to a fault and not the woman who she loved so dearly before #jackie is just a very selfish person whos ambitious to a fault to the point she couldnt stop if she wanted to #shes dug herself into such a deep hole that she cant remember which direction the surface is #maybe she thinks shes digging upwards. perhaps she was at a certain point. maybe she is and it simply doesn't make a difference #its why I dont particularly hunger for late story jackie logs because ultimately I think its better we dont know how she handled the fall #remorceful or not it doesnt change what shes done and what is going to result from her actions. its all already played out #multiple times before and multiple times again #I do want to see more of jackie's emotional side but I rly dont think we need a full jackie being sad monologue or smth #oni is ultimately a tragedy and I think that getting to rly truly see jackie before if all started going so downhill would do wonders #and as Ive said before I want it to be soooo small and unimportant to the greater story #just smth small and everyday even non dialogue would work to me #like to be completely honest even just a grocery list from her college years would probably tell us so much abt her #anyways back to having a crashed brain and showering this got out of hand lol

[disappearingcigarette]

I should figure out why self aware people piss me off

#like someone can have a flaw or act a certain way #but if that person TELLS me?? about this issue they have and they still do it around me??? oh my god I’m frothing at the mouth #maybe it’s the hypocrisy??? or that I’m not super self aware enough to say I have these flaws up front #or some secret other thing #anywayyyy #I don’t desperately want to go home but I don’t think I’m gonna ever travel internationally again to stay with a friend #I think I’m getting as much enjoyment out of this as I would from being in like California or New York #I’m dreading the flight back home and definitely the worst parts of this so far has been that i . ok #1 am incredibly isolated and dependent on my friend because I’ve never done this before and it’s not like I’m doing a study abroad thing #in that case I’d have other peers and adults in charge of me #and 2! if I am not getting along with her the whole time then where the fuck do I go!! #people don’t speak English here and I know almost zero Italian #I think I’ve lost track of my point idk ugh #yeah I did lose track of my point lol. the other bad thing was the jet lag and how swollen my legs had gotten during my flight over here #thankfully I’m not old and this is the first time I’m on a flight for 10 hours but blood clots scaaaare meee #big succession moment tbh

[tkingfisher]

Divergent evolution in plague doctors

(I am nearly certain this has been done before but I couldn’t resist the shoebill stork doctor.)

#ursula vernon #art #procreate #weird little guy #plague doctor

[undead-cowboy]

E-girl, but e as in estrogen

#trans #transgender #transgirl #transfem #i am certain this has been done before

[yourknightinshiningplastic]

her ass is NOT building

#trying to break the cycle of 'i log into a certain world i walk around do nothing and leave' by going into a different world of mine #its not working #also ive lost quite a bit of blood today #i think its done #well bleeding at least im still going #but yesterday and the day before i only went once and my stomach didn't even hurt that bad #i thought maybe the meds were working #i mean it is better than before the days i go #but ive gone 4 times today so far #and my stomach really hurts #and i kinda feel like im gonna pass out like worse than normal because of the blood loss #thats why i haven't been very active today btw #i am not doing good #also im trying to finish last weeks limited life #ive only got two left #then ill watch scotts and start this weeks session #ive got somewhat of a pattern #i start with scotts and i end with martyns #anyway gtg #winona has something to say

[advluv4life]

When you haven't even touched your homework because you're too busy journaling about these stupid jealous feelings you're getting in your baby of a relationship because it's just who you are. And you really don't want to fuck the relationship so you're just journaling it to see if maybe it helps you rationalize how ridiculous it is to think that your boyfriend of less than a month is going to dump you for some girl who is indeed much prettier than you (no matter how I look at it she is much prettier than me (there's a bit more to it but that's def something I think...) and they're going to get married in like 5 weeks. Like, it's not going to happen that way again, right? That doesn't happen every time and the idea that it would happen (considering what I know about him and how I know nothing about her)...there is no way I need to be this anxious this feeling just engulfs my entire soul and I just I can't breathe. I don't want to do that. I want to be the person who doesn't do that but I don't know how to be that person. I don't know what that person does instead of feeling the way I feel.

Help.

#relationship #relationship advice #help #any advice? #she worked on the same line as us and she got moved to a different department but before that I thought he liked her #he didn't talk to me when she was in our department and if she still was in our apartment I don't know if he'd even actually care about me #not that I was interested in him when she was in our department...but at the time I also thought he liked her...until she left #I'm in my head about it and I don't want to be upset or frustrated and I don't want to take it out on him because he has done nothing wrong #everyone else kept implying that they like each other and I believed it to an extent #he is an absolute sweetheart and I really don't have any reason to be so insecure I don't think #he made a comment to someone one time that he didn't want to be friends with someone who didn't text back #referring to her... which is why I don't know if he really doesn't care about that technically #I don't want to feel like I've been settled on #or I'm the second choice or I am convenient #it would be one thing if she just never was on our line anymore but now she's like an HR so she checks on certain people a few times a week #how do I overcome this what do I do what do I need to put in place to overcome this without destroying a boundary #or feel like I'm crossing and unnecessary boundary #I don't want to see texts I don't want to feel like I have to be elaborated on every conversation they have #I don't know if I just feel less special now that we're getting close to the end of the 1st month or if it's just hormones or if it's... #well I mean I definitely need to work on my internal and external self-esteem #ugh