#i can't art so i'm desperate

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #firearms #guns #swearing #ask to tag #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #it's a goddamn Day once again #while still recovering from the rest of the week my doctor informed me that it's clinic policy that I can't stay on my prednisone #so I have to either leave the clinic or lose the one med giving me even a desperate tenuous grasp on basic tolerable qol #and then while I was drawing there was some kind of altercation in another building #so now I'm on high alert for that too #also fun fact I have not touched a firearm in 7 1/2 years but I drew that m4 from memory lol #(btw this is a play on 'I am not god's strongest soldier') #(which is a play on 'god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers') #tbh I should've drawn kirby sharpening a knife but this is what we got today

[witheredbouquet]

drawn for the dragonyule gift exchange on twt, so glad that i could join this year! thank you for hosting, saint starfall ♥

i hope that everyone has a wonderful dragonyule & a happy new year!

#dragalia lost #dragalia lost fanart #fanart #dragonyule gift exchange #my art #if you saw this already no you didn't LOL #sorry i don't post/use tumblr much and i messed up orz #my recipient was ritte! i dunno their socials or anything so i can't tag/link em - but i hope they it c: #food is based on stamina consumables in dragalia lost! chibi beast volk is based off his dragalia mini comic appearance! #anyway. been a while since i've taken the time to “finish” up a piece (and well. have the time to draw at all) so i'm glad i could do this! #i think i'm proud of the final result even though i still have lotsa room for improvement #(desperately trying not to nitpick things and ultimately regret posting this urghghghhhng) #one of the first times i've drawn food! i feel okay with the result hehe #learned that there's a more active DL community on tw*tter for fanart and stuff and i've never been more tempted to join shjdakfasa #plus so many zines are twitter only and i can't see most of the posts without an account #but yeah no thanks just tumblr is overwhelming enough LOL #anyway happy dragonyule/happy holidays to anyone reading this! we've made it through another year—i couldn't be more proud of us!

[shirogane-oushirou]

🍄 Happy (belated) Renniversary!! 🍄

it's been one year (+ two weeks) since the dream i had about a Strange and Silly Guy who ended up becoming Ren!! i've never had an oc who's been this important to me, and he's helped me through some difficult times and exhausting issues. he's also the reason why i formally joined the selfship community and met so many cool people!! 💕

i'm so happy to have finally finished this piece to celebrate the day (night?) he dropped into my head almost completely formed, changing my life for the better. gripping him in my fist and squeezing ARGH i love my little Fun Guy... Fungi... so so much, and i hope he always knows that. 😌💖

#IT'S FINALLY DONE. THANK FUCK KAJSNDKJ. like. would he ever pressure me if putting something together was #stressing me out? of course not! do i desperately want to do something special for him bc i love him so so so much? absolutely. #and maybe now that i have The Anniversary Pic™ done my art block will be... unblocked? since i don't feel like i HAVE to work on #this one pic OR ELSE!!! sdfkkjn. but yeah!!! dude popped into my head LITERALLY exactly when i needed him and i'm #so thankful every day. ONE THOUSAND KISSIE ATTACK!!! MWAH MWAH MWAH!!!! #(and in the same vein thank you to everyone i've met since then ;w; #you're all so wonderful and i can't express how much y'all mean to me. ANOTHER ONE THOUSAND KISSIE ATTACK!!!) #📌 [ my posts. ] #🎨 [ 046 art. ] #🍄 [ lying on the blade of an emotion. ] #🧃 [ who is in control. ] #selfship #self ship #selfshipping #self shipping #blood - #(jic) #[ renniversary. ] #046 art

[fluffs-n-stuffs]

/ mildly spicy art under the cut! --- sacredshipping ❤️‍🔥

clingy ghost types. 💕

#/yes I added the lil disclaimer because I shy . SKDJFHSJDKFNSJKDNFJS #INCREDIBLY self-indulgent art because I was really sad over being sick and made this to cheer myself up somehowksdjfsdfs #I'm actually Really happy with the pose on this one? It's a trickier one for sure but oh my goodness it was surprisingly fun to figure out #especially if it means getting to draw Morty all snug on Eusine's lap like that aha h ssdhfsdfnsdsn////////////////////// 🫣🫣🫣 #(even out of his vampire costume he just can't keep his lips off the other's neck alright let him be all mushy and affectionate and bitey) #(Eusine is just Over the Moon having the other so comfortably in his arms like that ooughgggghgng) #me kicking my heels giddy over my own work asjkdanskdn #I wanna do sooooo much more touchy feely affectionate pieces with them I am Diagnosing them with Desperately Touch-Starved rn 🫵 /lh #sacredshipping #morty/eusine #morty x eusine #gym leader morty #morty pokemon #mystery man eusine #eusine pokemon #pokemon #pokemon hgss #pokemon gsc #fluff spice?!

[mayhemart]

A Returner's Magic Should Be Special 

(귀환자의 마법은 특별해야 합니다)

#I'm caught up with the manhwa again... and I'm crying TT_TT... I don't care what happens now because things can't get worse at this point #I'm holding the master of the magic tower gently and I'm carefully hiding him in my pocked so nothing bad ever happens to this old man #zod exarion #desir arman #a returner's magic should be special #returner's magic #mayhem art #i desperately need more fics about them! platonic or romantic or best friends shenanigans or something - idk i just care about these two

[ratstuckinamarble]

there are many ways to boop~

Oh so many >:)

#I've got the high ground ehehe #aaaa this was such a delightful thing to see #your drawing is so cute T-T #the boop stick so my rat can reach is everything hdjshdhh #that's amazing #the way they're both sitting there reminds me of guinea pigs #the shapes are similar here XD I love that so much #you've given my rat such an elegant snoot~ #the wings look so graaand #so very shaped #and your wolf's paws are just so adorable #I can't it's the cutest thing I've seen all day #just -boop-boop-boop-boop- I can imagine that going on and on hehe #I'm in such a good mood #thank you Dauntless ^-^ #rätposting #ask by: #a-dauntless-daffodil #art by dauntless #rät's art shenanigans #BOOP └⁠(⁠ ⁠＾⁠ω⁠＾⁠)⁠」 #also I was desperately searching for my pens as I was drawing this and then. they were right next to me djshsj #if something isn't in its usual spot I just think it's gone 💀

[moe-broey]

Felt. Compelled (to take a break and revisit some sketches 🫡)

The second pic is an older sketch, the rest are all part of the same sketchdump! And. I think it shows. How resting is always on my mind w them LMFAOO the curled up poses are damn near identical........ 🧍

#fire emblem #feh #i have like. intricate hcs about it. intricate rituals...... #can two extremely touch adverse motherfuckers find comfort in casual intimacy. discuss. #HUGE hc for alfonse i can't remember if i've ever talked about but like. overall he's touch adverse #but when he does touch it's desperate. clinging. ect. #also moe is 100% cat coded in this context. do NOT touch. unless if i lay on you first. and even then. #i may still have to kill you about it sorry man. only i'm allowed to touch. #i have.... one million casual intimacy thoughts.......... #biggest most important hc is both being used to being intimate waay before like. anything remotely romantic occurs. #like. yes alfonse is touch adverse but also when you're on some fucking journey or mission. you gotta stay warm at night. #also a hc i have is communial bathing is standard in askr. so like. a lot of things are just normal actually. #and not at all charged. just necessary or the norm. #in some areas moe adjusts surprisingly quickly. in others moe is fighting for its fucking life. #fe alfonse #moe tag #summoner oc #my art

[teenytraveler]

hi guys i'm still alive btw work's just been kicking my butt cause i've been working over time for over 2 weeks now pls don't forget about me i just don't have the time nor energy for art rn :((

#fr guys never work in tourism unless u like it #i accepted the job cause i was desperate #i miss art so much but when i have free time to draw i'm constantly tired #or when i want to draw i can't cause i'm at work #also i work at a private company and they obvsly don't know what work life balance means #my boss's business partner calls me even on the weekends to ask me stupid questions like #leave me alone!! #sorry for the rant guys :( #i never missed being a part of art community and drawing so much like i do now #wish i could just quit my job and do art but i gotta earn money somehow ;__; #meg rambles

[peaceblank]

The med school primary application asking if my work and activities are meaningful, like by simply going out of my way to do anything doesn’t have some kind of impact on my life.

#are we not the sum total of all our memories and experiences #peace speaks #yeah I know it wants the most meaningful #but I think it's so dumb #like I volunteered in the respiratory ICU during the height of covid #I didn't really do much but it sure left an impact when family members kept desperately asking me if they could see their loved ones #and I had to tell them not yet because the doctors were doing something #like that didn't massively change me as a person or alter my viewpoint #it just made me highly uncomfortable and have the desire to go into a field where I never have to interact with patients #but I can't say that because med schools don't like you saying things like I want to go into forensic pathology #because they want you to be open to new experiences #which they can clearly tell from the fact that I have both a science and art degree #participated in college sports #and also shortly worked at a shipyard #not once has anyone said my life is boring when I have to do the rundown of why I'm currently doing anything #even explaining where I'm from takes at least a few minutes due to how often I've moved #meanwhile all the stupid example essays I've seen are just #I've wanted to be a doctor ever since I could remember #how does that make them a better applicant than me #they should just let everyone in and let them fail out like nature intended

[rainbluealoekitten]

i genuinely feel so bad for my ex's gf though because she's out here posting on her insta that it's their 3 month anniversary but boyo is making me playlists with unrequited love songs and posts stuff about being nostalgic about when we were dating, keeps complimenting how i look, and literally yesterday was telling me he still has the sticker we stole from the library where we held hands and cuddled like. he's such an important friend to me but really i guess i will have to cut him off (again) bc i thought we were both over this but apparently not and it's just going to hurt a lot of people if i don't

#also in all honesty i am scared that i will do something stupid without realising it or while in a not very lucid state #like once after we broke up i let him fall asleep on me around 4am then we watched the sun rise together until i finally left to find #my own bed #like i knew i shouldn't be doing that but i hadn't slept in over 24 hours and #he was so sad and so was i and i just needed someone but he just needed me. and we really did seem like we could but perfect #but yk what this relationship has taught me a lot and still does because to him? we should have been soulmates and i get why #i mean we read the same poetry and cry at the same music and he loves it when i infodump about greek mythology and i love it when he sends #pictures of his cats and our art is so desperate for another person to See Us and we danced in the rain once #and it was one of the most beautiful moments of my life #but it's never going to be right and idk he can't accept that i don't and never will and never have loved him. i'm sorry it seems perfect #but it's a good reflection moment for me too in all honesty yk #bc the boy i'm obsessed with also could have been someone fated for me i mean #what's the chance we live on the same street twice despite having travelled the world? #what's the chance he and i-both very private and solitary individuals-immediately felt we could confide in each other? #but apparently that doesn't mean shit to him #and idk maybe he's also just as sorry and as apologetic and maybe even a little #heartbroken over it #just like i am w my ex but. idk #i do not know #anyways once i get the motivation to write a full novel then it's over for everyone #until then you get my shitty journal musings #blue screams into the void

[rivero-piv]

Ramble (Important)

#so uh about the financial situation; I don't want to sound desperate but it's gotten a bit worse #I know it's not right to keep asking but I'm throwing it out there just in case #if anybody knows anybody who might want a commission or two please let em know #because of family matters we might've ran ourselves into a tight spot and now we need $130 or so #I don't want to be a burden to you peeps who followed for art and stuff but this is currently the only way I can help my family #I'm not in the mood to post anything fanart related atm; except for any commissions #i do doodle here and there but that's between me and some friends; so sorry I can't provide any art for now #taking a lil break from the hobby to help out

[great-cats]

#I'm just curious tbh #polls #tumblr polls #Compress #Yeah I can kind of tag him #Please vote #Please #I'm desperate #Might post art *eventually* #But I've been under a lot of pressure from academics lately so I can't promise anything

[naydralikessoup]

"you can let it kill the prosecutor in you or you can let it help you grow" "prosecutor edgeworth chooses death" "you effectively killed the prosecutor in him" IM LOSING MY MIND

#i'm so normal about thjs game #i care about them a normal amount #this is the normal reaction to ace attorney #phoenix is like don't talk about him don't talk about him prosecutors are the worst they're all the same #like yeah buddy mourn the loss of your boyfriend but PLEASE IM BEGGING GIVE ME MORE INFORMATION #i played the first game and it slowly turned into a dating sim. i walked into this one expecting the same. my boyfriend is dead. #thank you franziska for validating my desperation #my guys only metaphorically dead #not actually #phoenix i love you #please tell me what is going on #he's gotten meaner to maya and just seems so much more upset all the time #this game is killing me #phoenix too #my boy my guy he can't handle it #i have a friend who says they can't watch romances because they get parasocial about it #i should NOT be allowed to play ace attorney #WHERE is my guy #after that line from fanziska i really doubt he's actually dead #but i've seen art for the next game that features a different prosecutor again TvT #i just want to see edgeworth again is that so much to ask #franziska you're great. you're cool. you seem like you'll have an interesting arc #where is your brother. #is ace attorney seriously the type of game to kill your faves like that??? #i didn't think it had the guts! #making me FEEL THINGS for the CHARACTERS????? #that's TOO FAR #qfc's lawyer posting #death ment tw #aa jfa spoilers

[sapphism-and-cyanide]

I AM DESPERATE

IF YOU ARE A GENSHIN ARTIST AND YOU DRAW THIS MAN. THIS LIL GRANDPA. THIS ABSOLUTE UNIT. PLEASE REBLOG THIS I WANT TO FOLLOW YOU THE WORLD (MY FEED) NEEDS MORE PULCINELLA CONTENT.

#genshin impact #genshin #pulcinella #the rooster #mayor #lazzo #genshin art #genshin artists #sorry for that last tag i am just REALLY DESPERATE NO ONE EVER DRAWS HIM AND I AM SO HUNGRY FOR CRUMBS #i am but a feeble scholar (writer) and i can't do this myself #while we're at it if you draw pantalone columbina capitano pierro and/or sandrone also reblog this #actually you know what just reblog this if you draw any of the harbingers but mainly if you draw pulcinella bc that's my main focus rn #i love them all so very much but the lack of pulcinella content is a literal crime against humanity #My one fear is him not being playable but i have a couple more regions to go until reality slams into me like with how hyv handled dottore #like what the fuck even was that first you HAD to make him sexy and i was like ok ig and then you made him cool AND THEN #YOU GOT RID OF WHAT MAKES HIM COOL #the biggest crime WAS WHAT THEY DID TO WEBTTORE NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #ok i'm done now lol but pls i need pulcinella art thanks for coming to my ted talk

[thornheartless]

Feeling very out of place with people, the world. I don't know. Like I talk too much but end up being quiet at the wrong times.

#i so desperately wish to be taken seriously #i am so tired of sharing myself #i just wish for some form of compliment that's genuine #not out of pity #not attached to a joke #not an attempt at flirting #i wish i didn't feel alone all the time #but i keep being all jokey because i hate the vulnerability of someone wondering what's wrong #i don't know how to explain that this is just the way i am #i don't think anything can fix that #and i don't want people to feel like they need to try #and i don't want to burden people with the full weight of it all #because it is heavy #i have genuinely never told anyone ever the full extent of all the things that have gone wrong in my life #i'm technically celibate y'know and that's because i don't like people using me #but i keep trying to be someone to be used for fear that i will be forgotten the moment i can't provide entertainment #i'm not really that funny anyway i think #because i get carried away and end up more annoying when i finally have the attention i crave #but am too scared to voice that i need #sorry i'm being mentally ill on the dash #i promise i'll be fine #just overthink when i'm tired and need to get the thoughts out somewhere so i can rest #i'm actually having an alright time drawing #feel like my skills are really improving with just this one piece of art #i also feel like a weight has been lifted off me just from typing this out #yeah #i'm alright #thorn talks

[moe-broey]

Fuck it my brain feels super clogged so I'm posting my agenda with little to no context + one doodle idk if I'll color but I kinda want to but I kinda don't LMFAO

(wips I'm hoping to return to ect ect, just a few snippets from a larger Thing)

#fire emblem #UPSETTING. not enough room in my brain for the sheer amount of guys and things. #seriously i feel so overwhelmed jumping from one ip to the next like i had this whole kick where i was about to #go SUPER hard into sumo again and mashing them together w paldea bc i had so many ideas and concepts #but then engage and then a very brief thought about genshin very fleeting and then. pokemon mystery dungeon. #god i was SO feverishly like deeply into pmd again and drawing my oc from when i was 12 and making loose gijinkas #all the while i feel like i've abandoned my boy. and girl. askr siblings...... i miss them #(<- thinks about them every day) #i feel like i'm running in circles chasing my own tail like desperately trying to latch onto anything that can keep my attention #but i am so so soooooooo distracted all of the time amd i have evil boredom syndrome. #i also just keep getting to a point in my art stuff where??? i'm just stuck???? i can't continue???? it's ALL i can think about #but no amount of thinking and looking at it and trying to write it out will actually get me anywhere. AUGH #exploding myself with my mind. so much hatred in the world. #anyways takumi alcyst friendship heroes i'm begging you to make them interact. i think they could be SO funny together #fe takumi #alcryst #my art #wips