#i don’t recognize myself

[arabyian]

day by day another part of me dies

#I don’t recognize myself #text

[bunibelles]

Listening to “While You Were Sleeping” by Laufey late at night just hits different 🫶🏼

#I don’t recognize myself #I’m dancing down streets #smiling to strangers #idiotic things #I trace it all back 3:30 am #that night smth turned in my heart #while u were sleeping I fell in love #just really sweet lyrics #not even to anyone cause I’m pretty content by myself rn #just the idea of enjoying life tho #dancing down streets and smiling at strangers cause ur happy about the little things in life #at least that’s how I interpret it for rn #and while I sleep I fall in love #with the idea of life #very ace spec core of me if I do say so myself #cause I’m on ace spec #anyway #bella rambles #Bella late night rambles #cause rambling late at night also hits different #anyway guys stream laufey bewitched I love it sm 🫶🏼

[fluasch]

Good-fucking-bye I’m shamelessly flirting with some random on tinder who put crack in this November

#Anna talks #i don’t recognize myself

[mizgin]

i realized i stopped doing so many things i used to be passionate about, it’s like i lost my appetite, i don’t want to taste life, i don’t crave it as much as i did

#i don’t recognize myself #diary

[insidemyminds-posts]

People love to use and abuse whoever they feel like.. brilliant

#borderline blog #inside my mind #i don’t recognize myself #i hate this

[isurrendertoclones]

A clone getting a bad haircut and having an identity crisis

#‘I don’t even know who I am! I don’t recognize myself in the mirror!’ #clone culture #clone trooper culture #clone trooper #clone troopers #the clones #the clone wars

[jaynosurname]

Finally got around to watching the new John Mulaney show because being late to things is kinda my thing. And something caught my eye in the second episode.

Is that fucking Subaru from Re:Zero?

#john mulaney #re zero #natsuki subaru #i don’t know how to feel about myself being able to instantly recognize Subaru’s tracksuit in a crowd full of people #i guess the re zero brainrot never left

[sotangledupinit]

i’m obsessed your honor

#ready or not #grace #daniel le domas #the superior le domas brother #LISTEN #I agree with the discussions that Daniel wasn’t in love with Grace and that his brotherly love of Alex drove a lot for him in the film #it’s true and accurate!! #and I think Daniel wanted to be good and never really felt like he has a purpose to be good once his brother got out #but he’s really the only one to FIGHT against his family and actually try #because he recognizes his family is fucked up and he won’t let someone innocent get dragged into it #and for that he’s an icon #but also grace and Daniel are the prettier couple with better chemistry so of course I want to surround myself with AUs #thank you samara weaving and Adam Brody for being pretty together #i love them your honor #pls don’t judge my hastily-made gif while I was doing other things on my phone #queue you like me now

[danothan]

tough pill i have to swallow is realizing that “getting better” doesn’t mean “getting to do more things,” getting better for me means taking better initiative in protecting myself. and THAT means making sure i do LESS things

#sounds kinda obvious but i only just realized it lmao #feels like i have to grieve a lot of my goals now but no one said the healing process would be easy #danbles #and for anyone else that has a disability that prevents them from doing smth #or trauma that makes certain triggers limit their opportunities #or neurotypes that make it harder for them to love smth like they used to #or whatever else #i don’t want to make it sound like you have to give up on the things that make you happy #I’M certainly not going to #but a huge value of mine has always been experiencing everything life had to offer #and everytime that backfires (whether it’s burnout; triggering a flashback; triggering an episode; putting strain on my body; etc) #i always just thought to myself ‘it was bad timing’ or ‘i haven’t gotten better yet’ bc the endgoal was to always get to that point where #i could experience it. i want to try new things all the time. i want to feel normal and be included in everything #but if smth keeps Making Me Feel Bad then maybe there isn’t a version of myself that can take it on #it’s not resilience to put yourself in harm’s way #idk how well i’ll be able to put this into practice tbh. i rly rly like exploring different experiences #even negative ones are valuable to me #but the least i can do for myself is recognize that i might not always be the problem #maybe i’ve already hit the limit on all the self-work i can do. maybe it’s the environment or situation itself that’s the problem #fuuck guys ​i feel like i’m going thru a stage of grief here why is this shit so hard 💀

[quietwingsinthesky]

the last unicorn post from earlier has me thinking about the master. that yana is still in there, you know? is still someone he was, if even for a brief flash across the life of a time lord. there’s no way to unlive that life. there are ways to twist it later, sure, to make utopia into hell on earth. but the life was lived. in much the same way that the doctor can remember, can feel, the love he held onto as john smith even as that life is ripped out of his hands. the doctor choose denial and then grief and then to shutter it all away. and so john smith died, and so professor yana died, and the doctor and the master live on. the doctor has done this before, and he lives in orbit around humanity, trying to keep the best parts of them and hold them deep enough to take root (which he can pretend he gets to choose, as a time lord. as a human, it all floods in and can’t be dug back out.) but what about the master, right?

to borrow a turn of phrase: i think there are two time lords left in the universe, and they both learned how to regret.

#regret here meaning less feeling the emotion of actual regret obviously because time lords do not actually funxtion on unicorn rules. they #already get sad just fine on their own. no humanity needed for that. #but i dont know. i just dont think he brushed it off so easily. i think he did a hell of a job convincing himself he did. #and what better way then to twist his own great works and destroy the species he was working so hard to save at the end of the universe. #but what about the knowledge that he *could* be that person. that somewhere in him exists a version that wanted to save people. #a version that is painfully too much like the doctor. even. now is that part worse or better than the human part? #but if past regenerations are ghosts i think yana deserves a haunt. #anyway maybe ignore this one im rambling about nothing here #theres just. i dont know. what if you were the last of your kind and in surviving you made yourself Not Like Them in a way you’ll never #escape. #i mean doctor who is just so concerned with all these plots about hybrids and children of the tardis and clones and What Makes A Time Lord. #but they’re so obsessed with it in just. a very Lore way. is what it feels like. we get brushes of more like with jenny and how she’s #physically a time lord and the doctor denies her that inheritance. a shared suffering… #but me myself im just fascinated with the doctor and the master as the time lords who survived. but they survived Wrong #its. its. children of gallifrey that don’t belong to her anymore. you know? #i dont care if river’s got time lord dna!!! or the metacrisis is physically human!!! i dont care!!! talk to me about what it means beyond #their blood and bones!!! what’s it like to have your sense of self stripped from you like that!!! #what’s it like when so much of you is the shed skin of time lords past. but one of you was human. one of you was painfully *humiliatingly* #human!!! #enough about how much dna you need to count as a time lord. i want to know how much they can mutate until they can’t be recognized as one. #does that make sense?

[crippled-peeper]

male 24 looks greasy and lame and and kind of smells like garlic

#having. one of those days where I don’t recognize myself that well #my face

[oddishfeeling]

baby?

#i don’t recognize myself in this one #this one in particular #me

[moghedien]

I ordered something a little silly from Japan as my birthday present to meself…

That’s right it’s Freaking Out Over Gay Thoughts Mako 😌

#its an animation cel in case that isn't clear lol #she’s just like me fr #lol I found this on eBay and like IMMEDIATELY recognized the exact scene it was #I’d recognize gay panic mako anywhere #and like I don’t talk about her a TON but Mako is the character that I feel is the most like me #like we are literally the same in many ways and this episode made me INSANE #lol I’d been looking at the listing for weeks and decided I’d be mad at myself if I didn’t get it and it sold #but also it arrived a full week earlier than I thought and I’m not ready to frame it RIP #gotta go research archival framing techniques now lol #makoto kino #sailor moon

[insidemyminds-posts]

I don’t like not knowing who I am

#bpd shit #borderline blog #inside my mind #i don’t recognize myself #i dont like this

[yuttikkele]

happy 4/13 eve here’s a redraw.

(og under the cut. brace yourself.)

AHAHAHAHAHA!!!! THAT’S RIGHT!!! GET DSMP’D IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#homestuck #homestuck fanart #hs fanart #bro strider #bro strider fanart #jack noir #jack noir fanart #dsmp #dream smp #this fits SO well i hope someone can recognize how well it fits #for those who don’t dw i’ll explain #bro died impaled by his own sword like wilbur did #not to mention the similarities in character with bro and wilbur and how philza and jack are CrowsTM #and the meme text is definitely something bro would say #i make myself laugh too much #ack #draws #dsmpstuck

[mistytwooo]

Jacobs age literally had nothing to do with the plot yet Stephany still decided to make him two years younger than Bella ( making him 15/16 during the time frame) and make him act his age…. Like wtf 💀 like two years is fucking insane as minors. Imagine being 18 and your love interest is 16… like what was she thinking dude.

#twilight #twilight renaissance #twilight angst #jacob black angst #Jacob black #bella swan x jacob black #twilight blog #twilight characters #why are we choosing to ignore this #I don’t even recognize myself at 16