#i have to prep for the exam that i have tomorrow

[inventedfangirling]

Episode 7 Pat : To lose or not to win that is the question

Okay I saw a post talking about how episode 7 pat "loses the bet everyday" and how in this rooftop scene...

Pat raises the stakes (asking pran to confess in public) to keep Pran from saying the words just then (knowing he won't take that option) is making me feel and think a lot of things and now my brain is all over the place and i might as well just all note it down here or i won't have peace of mind.

At the outset i want to confess that eventhough i know that the bet has been for pran's sake i still viewed at as a legitimate competition that both pat and pran were trying to win, but i'm realising more and more how (for a large part of the bet) that just wasn't the case at all.

Pat came all the way from Bangkok to the hostile architecture trip alone only and only for Pran. Pat wants to be with him. Pran knows that and Pat knows that Pran knows that. He hasn't tried to hide it at all.

Pat knows that Pran has feelings for him, Pran knows that Pat knows that. But he also isn't ready to admit what it would entail and the familiarity of competition between them allows him to explore that.

"Whoever falls in love first loses" - when both of them know that they have feelings for each other, is hilaaaarious on first watch, but once you've rewatched it countless times and reached a whole new level of brain rot where your blood cells have p cells embedded within p cells in them then it isn't funny, it isn't funny at all * screams into a pillow *

Coming back to the bet, and what it actually means which is that whoever admits it(their feelings) first, loses. And all of us including pat and pran know that pat has already lost. Him coming to the trip just to get Pran to talk and his confession that he actually didn't like Ink 'like that' is all pointing to just one very obvious thing.

So Pat has already lost and yet they're both entering into the bet as if on equal ground. Pat could (and is very much willing to) keep losing over and over again, he very clearly wants to be with Pran but he would keep the charade of the bet up if it meant Pran wasn't ready.

Which means that the entire time that they were teasing and flirting with each other, all throughout episode 7, pat keeps on losing just for Pran's sake.

Do you realise how absolutely insanely madly crazy (mature) in love Pat is???? This might be a childish bet to YEW but to him its a space for Pran (and him) to explore their feelings without the responsibility of a relationship on them, it's actually revolutionary.

Kinda like killing with kindness, which basically sums up the kinda guy Pat is when he's with Pran.

"Don't force me to" he says in response to Pran's "You're just not brave to" (confess) when all of us know Pat is very well brave enough to do that and that is exactly what Pat is reiterating here. He's saying "you very well know why i'm partaking in this charade don't act like you don't i could kiss your competitive ass right now but im not doing it cos i want you to (admit that you) want it".

The man is basically losing (coming over to play and then offering to clean pran's face cos he looked upset screams somebody who wants to win real bad right hahahah NOT *argh pat can you not be so unreally sweet people have to go back to their real lives with real men to be disappointed by*) over and over again asking Pran to "just let me love you, you dork".

Here Pat is literally doing the confession, the very thing they started the bet stating, "i'll make you beg on your knees for me", well he's almost doing the next best thing, and he's doing it willingly, in front of people, with the most genuine smile on his face.

And when he raises the stakes on the rooftop and he does it entirely for Pran again. As much as he wants to be with Pran he equally wants it to be when Pran is ready for it. Not for it to be a decision he is forced or boxed into. He doesn't want to beat Pran he wants Pran to walk into the loss like he himself did, over and over again, because that's just the kinda guy he is.

Boy basically said if me winning the bet means you losing your chance to make that choice for yourself then i don't want that kinda win.

Which is why he's been willingly giving up all the chances to win throughout the episode, but continuing to put up the charade of the bet cos 1. yeah ofc its loads of fun teasing pran and he is so grateful he gets to be close to him again but more importantly 2. he can't (but he is fully willing to) wait for Pran to mentally be ready to get into a relationship.

"As for me, when i have a lover, I always let my lover win" - And truer truths haven't been told. Man has been losing since the very beginning. And that too happily. He is only doing it to give Pran the time that he deserves to process the whole thing and accept his love.

See even here he isn't expecting Pran to confess his love and sweep the whole bet thing away.

Look at Pat pausing trying to figure out what Pran is doing here. I can almost hear the cogs in his brain turn, until the very moment that Pran extends his hand to wipe the stray piece of rice away and then gives him that look. The look that says, "I love you, i'm done making you wait, thankyou, i love you".

So to conclude, Pat like the simp he is entered the bet (and kept willfully losing) only to make Pran comfortable. And literally the first moment that he completely feels comfortable, Pran gives in.

This whole post is borne out of my thoughts after i read what was said in here.

For more of my bet era patpran brainrot :

#and then they both lean in to kiss #which is all that pat wanted in the first place so who's the real loser now? #its me. i was supposed to be prepping for an exam tomorrow #but ofc i had to process all of that and now we're here #bad buddy #patpran #pran x pat #bad buddy meta #bad buddy brain rot #pat napat #pran parakul #bad buddy the series #episode 7 #ahh i love this show and their love so much #some very valid points as to how prans need to win was linked to his feeling that he was always at a disadvantage cos of falling in love 1s #AND how each time pat tries something pran amps it up further #in the reblogs to this post which i have had such a delight reading though #i love how we are all at such wild levels of brain rot as this show deserves

[casiavium]

debating whether or not I can actually do ghiralink week hahaha

#dying inside #I mean. my exams are finished tomorrow and maybe that's just what's making me stressed #but also I have to prep for moving into my first real apartment (where I have to pay real monthly rent and utilities) #(as opposed to semester costs that cover everything in two payments no matter how much utilities you use) #and like after may 16 I don't have a job so. I can't get one until I actually move and get back from field school #and the school is supposed to contact me if I get aid or an assistantship with a stipend and tuition coverage but uhhh they have not #and I only have a few weeks before I leave for field school to do this because technically the lease starts before I get back

[percabeth4life]

Re your update news. Plz sleep and hydrate and take care of yourself. Just feel better soon! Your story can wait and health comes first.

I hope you're able to relax and just like sleep.

Ah, doing my best to sleep and hydrate a bit today. Unfortunately this is midterms week and I really wanna avoid having to reschedule all of them like I did last semester, that was a pain.

And I really really wanna post the next chapters :( but I'm only halfway through ch. 2 and ch. 3 deserves so much love and attention to really give it the impact I'm aiming for- ah, it's unfortunate.

But thank you anon <3

#I'll likely be sick for at least another week #possibly longer due to stress #ive gotta finish my homework today #and 2 major assignments tomorrow plus prepping for my exams #and of course I still have an essay to write- #ahhhhh so much to do #so little time #i need to double check when my midterm is for estimating class... #life answers #anon asks #plus I STILL need to work on the next chapter of pray to the king like I promised #ugggghhhhhh

[seokshinedk]

At long last….I have completed all assignments for the semester. It is Done

#text #we just have one more class tomorrow but it’s just a debriefing session & I’ll be done by 1pm!!! done!!!!!! #will definitely be grabbing a nice lunch & a lil treat afterwards cause God…. #this semester was Rough.. #but it’s over!!!!!!! #there are definitely so many things I would’ve done better…but oh well. now I know. #so now it’s just the waiting game for grades #I found out I only have to remediate one section of that horrible case study exam so at least my meeting w/ the prof will be brief lmao #just one more day of class..& meeting w/ my voice clinic supervisor…& I’m done!! #but then I do have to prep for my externship interview next Tuesday lol #nerve-wracking but hopefully I get it #just……..one more day

[wholesalesoftie]

my friend left his scarf at my house and i'm just wearing it cause it brings so much comfort fr. love my friends sm uni is actually healing me

#he left it here after 5 of us stayed at uni all night #they came to my house cause the mcdonalds here opens at 6 so we got breakfast #it was really nice i liked it a lot #had 2 all nighters at uni this week #theyre just good fun w good friends forreal.... #im definitely in a place rn #i really wanna ask someone 2 be in a qpr but its complicated #made another playlist over it lol #miss them a lot and dont know what to do when they get back and i see themagain causejust talking is. hard #but as joe says. im down bad in an up good way lol #the scarf is so comforting #josh wears it all the time its like his signature piece and hes a big comfort to me so the scarf is too #makes me feel calm i dont wanna give it back but i probably will tomorrow #just enjoying the feeling for now ... #ramble #love uni sm love friends sososo much #quality time love language never been this fulfilled ever it makes me so much better #uni is fixing me while also making me worse <3 #i have an exam tomorrow but its open book so ill be alright i think #not fully prepped but theres still time #i believe in me <3 #if ur reading this ily :) #every morning i wake up and i type my silly little tags.... :)

[loregoddess]

the final boss fight for Octo2 is indeed very cool, I did not breeze through the fight quite as fast as the first time (and therefore got to appreciate and enjoy the music), although I did kick that guy's ass into next week nonetheless

the strange girl in Crackridge DOES return after the final chapter sequence finishes, so I dunno what her deal is still...(and yeah I did see Ori, my girl)

anyhow, time to prep for the superboss and see if I can get past that guy without having to level-grind half the characters to lv 80 again

#Ochette's lv 77 bc of course she is (I started with her) so I should be fine for her at least #it's just the first phase of the superboss fight that's such a pain in the ass #well first I have to make it through the Praxis exam with my sanity intact tomorrow #and then I can think about spending 1-4 hours prepping/fighting the superboss #oracle of lore

[southislandwren]

just took an exam in 20 minutes without even reading 2/3 of the content and still got an 83%. this is why every faculty member of my department lets me in on gossip and trusts me. i am sooo fucking smart

#sat in plant manager's office for like an hour listening to him yell at a grad student for doing stupid shit #(justified because who does an ice cream research project without knowing you have to fucking pasteurize the mix before freezing it.....) #then i sat in lactation prof's office for 30 minutes listening to her perspective on the department drama #then i went and killed that astro exam. and soon i will depart for the disturbed concert with my friend in tow #tomorrow will be rough i think. 8am class with a quiz. then mixing ingredients. then work. then helping bestie with a spreadsheet #actually my whole week is kinda rough #friday i have prep at 9. clarinet at 10. class at 11. freezing IC at 12. work at 3. dog sitting immediately after work #BUT on saturday im going to see boytoy's cousin's play and i think we'll probably go out for food or something too #so like a proper date kind of. also i WILL hold his hand in the car ride there&back he is simply too soft and comfortable to not hold hands #also while i was in plant managers office he was there sometimes and he stood like right next to me and i couldve made contact but i didnt< #we are so good at keeping life and work separate #anyway. the best part of being a super senior is the trust i have from the grown ups and my classmates #and the worst part of being a super senior is having all the responsibilities that go along with that trust #school post

[angelwonie]

i literally want to kill myself fuck school

#i have an exam tomorrow and im doing prep and i wanna die i wanna die mitski isnt helping AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #— lia speaks !!

[the-music-keeper]

Objective #6 is done and my clothes are clean once again! Also, I just now noticed it's eight o'clock, so I'm going to go eat some dinner.

#amy rambles #amy's to do list #adulting #laundry #i got some prep for my baroque exam done too #i have the thread that connects the four different subsets of baroque music we talked about #i even have my examples #i sent off an email to my professor with the thread and the examples i want to use so he could give feedback on both #so once he emails back (as i suspect he will do tomorrow) #i should be able to knock out the essay pretty quickly #(also i just looked at the email i sent to him and what did i find but a giant stupid typo staring at from me from the screen) #(gosh between this and the paper i'm just embarrassing myself all over the place) #anyway it's time for dinner #then i'll shower #and then we'll see what schumann research we can knock out

[broke-on-books]

Reading I Crawl Through It by A. S. King THIS WEEK OUT OF ALL THE WEEKS like...

Omg standardized testing? That's my next two weeks fr! (The past 2 weeks have been prep)

Random drills and alarms? We had one of those earlier today!

Bomb Threats? That reminds me of the shooting threat we had last week!

Naked guy hiding in a bush selling craft projects to teenagers? Okay actually I've got nothing there

Anyways haha I very much would love an invisible helicopter right now... 🤞(even if it would only be visible on Tuesdays)

#blah #just of all the weeks of my life i could have picked up this crackhead insane stack of bound papers.... it was this one. absolutely wild #also i googled shooting threats in my area to make sure i wasnt doxxing myself and there was a ton of results for just the past few weeks #including a school ive been to nearby lol so anyways LOVE that for us wow #this book is SO wild actually but if im being honest i kind of get it. almost vomited mid conversation this morning bc i was so stressed :) #also my test ''strategy'' is like not to worry abt it and ill do fine HOWEVER. if other people panic then i start to panic and then i fail. #anyways someone beam the entirety of calculus into my brain in the next week because i remember nothing apparently (despite getting As on #every test. love how that happens) and also the rules for both my government exams bc i don't even KNOW HOW MANY FRQS WE HAVE #and also spanish. please god im begging i have to do good on spanish. ill fucking shatter if i fail or barely pass that one god please #haha anyways we're not stressing about it! because this week is ''stress less week'' so obviously that means no one is stressing right???? #right?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!? #hgggggg anyways i FINALLY FINALLY got a slot to pet the animals this year. (normally the SGA kids take them all) so yeah i may have *counts #on fingers* 15 hours of exams and 16 hrs of exam prep in the next two weeks but i get to pet baby goats for 5 mins (like actually 5 mins) #during my lunch tomorrow so whos the REAL winner here #okay i may be going more crazy than i thought haha anyways we're having a GREAT time and likely won't study today bc studying makes me #stressed and procrastinating delays the stress and if im going to be stressed anyways then..... #god i feel so bad for my friends with anxiety right now. im feeling it bad and my chemicals are generally where theyre supposed to be #anyways time to read my book more haha best of luck to my fellow test prep friends on here

[thebibliosphere]

Remembering a 'fun' moment through the haze of drugs yesterday when I asked the nurse for something to brace my knees with because I could feel my hips starting to dislocate when they turned me onto my side.

The nurse, god love her, got down to my eye level on the gurney and very sweetly told me that when joints click, they're not actually dislocating, and it's just ligaments sliding over each other causing gas pockets to crackle and pop. This is true for most people and is actually what makes that satisfying crunch sound when you go see the chiropractor. So I knew right away she was thinking, "A chiropractor has told her this; this will be an Educational Moment."

Meanwhile, I was trying to figure out how to tell her I know this, and that's not what is happening as a teeth guard was being slipped between my teeth when my GI doctor went, "Did you not read the note I put in her file? She has EDS. When she says it's her joints, it's her joints. Listen to the patient!"

He then showed her how to hold my shoulders in place while he was doing the upper endoscopy exam so my shoulder wouldn't randomly slip out and make my chest muscles seize. As I was laying on my side and he was double checking my position he leaned in and let me know with a wink that he'd asked a physical therapist what to do and hopefully I wouldn't be in too much pain with my joints tomorrow. (I am not.)

He also brought an extra nurse in from the allergy department (Sam) to monitor for signs of anaphylaxis because, apparently, it looks different when the patient is sedated. The fact that I "woke up" from my sedation (I don't think I actually fell asleep) and gave him a thumbs up when he announced "excellent prep" to the room at large made some of the nurses flutter because they'd given me enough fentanyl to knock out a horse, but I have a vague memory of the allergy nurse and the GI doctor sharing a look over the top of my head before starting to talk to me in calm measured tones to let me know it was okay that I was awake, but I needed to stop moving. Was I in any pain? Could I squeeze Sam's hand once for no and twice for yes? Okay, good, we're almost done...

It was a weird but validating experience.

#chronic health tag #medical procedure #I feel like this GI doctor is trying to make up for every instance of medical abuse I've ever experienced #and it's working #I felt so safe

[your-local-granny]

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#there is simply so much to do its 12.30 theres so much to do im going to go catatonic my guys #do the readings watch the lectures post two discussion questions on each finish the midterm prep (that you havent started) #also we need 2 trays of brownies for the bakesale cause u promissed youd help and its too late to bakc out and only like 2 other ppl r help #and also you have only 2 hrs tomorrow to learn 2 pieces on piano and also go over staging for the entire opera and also record 2 16m. cuts #ALSO!!! thats not even counting friday!!! which consits of a choir performance and opera showcase followed by 3 and a half hrs of staging #AND EVERYONE KEEPS GETTING SICK. #and ppl r like omg nooo hoow thats so sad!!!! ITS BEACUSE WE R BEING OVERWORKED TO THE POINT OF COLAPSE!!!! #and if we complain we wont get any more roles HELLOOOOOOOO #this is the department you have cultivated!!!!! #no i havent studdied for the listening exam!!! i literally DONT HAVE TIME to know A HUNDRED HOUR S OF MUSIC IM SORR Y #its a constant war of trying not to overextend myself and then being fucked over a week later bc the only way to stay on top of it all #is to work overtime!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #god forbid i had a JOB or something christ!!!! #i swear to christ the reason im fucking broke is because this gd school doesnt give me time to get a paycheck!!!! #thank god for commissions!!!!!. #okay i need to preheat the oven now or do Something productive my Word. #portal of rambling

[mitskibf]

i frew up.....

#i have an exam day after tomorrow pls don't let me fuck up my prep

[cranberryjuice-posts]

Abby Anderson modern day head-cannons

Parings - Abby Anderson if the apocalypse never happened

Tw- some nsfw at the end

An- this is both In general headcannons and relationships

Abbys father is a neurosurgeon so mans is loaded bro 😭- abby def went to one of those hella expensive private schools.

She’s kinda old and new money

So Abby can go three ways ok

The typical basic blonde IT girl

Straight girl on the weight lifting team

Muscular masculine lesbian

I think we all know which one makes the most sense.

Abby wouldn’t come out to her father about being a lesbian until like high school

I’m pretty sure her mom died in the beginning of the apocalypse but it could be safe to assume that she’s also a doctor in modern day

Abby would of gone to a really good university and become a neurosurgeon like her father

While in medical school she met Nora and Mel - they knew Owen and manny and that’s how the group all met

She would of definitely done sports - so sports Abby did would be

Weightlifting

Basketball

Ice hockey

She’ll go online and see the thirst edits and comments about her and laugh because she’s not only flattered but she’ll find multiple women who are her type and like their comments.

HEAVVVYYY against college parties like girly is a student athlete and on a scholarship for her medical degree — she’s always studying and doesn’t want to do anything to ruin her scholarship

After she gets her degree she works in a well known and high paying hospital

Got a German Shepard and named her Alice

Graduated top of her class

A big football fan and if her school has a football team she would go to every home game.

You and Abby most likely met in college.

you two met after both taking a same extracurricular.

she had to actually prep talk herself into actually going up to you and talking to you

once she actually asked you out she was freaking out over wether or not you actually liked her (she had Nora help her pick out an outfit)

after a few dates she awkwardly asked if she could be your girlfriend. You said yes of-course

At first you thought the relationship would be hard since Abby’s always busy but much to your surprise she always made time for you

After like a week together she took you to meet her parents, you were anxious as her parents were well known medical professionals but they welcomed you with open arms

Once she introduced you to the friend group you knew you were stuck with her.

Is overly protective of you- a guy hits on you she’s passive aggressively getting into his face. Some girls are starting drama with you - she’ll tell them to fuck off . A teacher is refusing to take your paper late - Abby will go have a one on one possibly bribe the teacher to take your paper.

If you did well on exams she’ll take you out to a nice resturant however if you did poor she’ll reassure you take you to a comfort food restaurant and help you study next time.

Outside Abby’s the sweetest most gentle person you’ve ever seen however in the bedroom it’s completely different

Abby is the type of woman to take her time devouring you. She would spend hours between your thighs with her tongue on your clit and her thick fingers pumping in and out of you painfully slow

She can either be soft and loving whispering sweet nothings into your ear taking her time with you compaired to when she lost an important game or is stressed out about exams she’ll fuck you like no tomorrow, denying you your orgasm and degrading you, with her thick strap deep into you

#lesbian #wlw #abby anderson x reader #abby anderson #abby the last of us #abby tlou #abby x reader #the last of us fanfiction #the last of us #tlou fanfiction #abby headcanons

[silkscream]

smut idea if you wanted options idk i live to serve (my liege) but stress fuck with peter bc uni is killing him and he’s on the streets every night and happy won’t get off his ass so when you crawl into his bed in just a t shirt and underwear he quite literally goes insane

18+ mdni!!!!!!!!!!!

god peter is so fucking pathetic. he barely has time to himself. barely has time to fucking breathe. yet, when he's alone -- when he knows that he'll at least be alone for the night -- he occupies his time by palming his cock at the thought of you. he thinks of your plump, pink mouth, how it circles his cock. how it sucks heart-shaped bruises on his neck and his broad chest.

and there's a night that he's free -- he means it loosely because he has to wake up the next morning to immediately volunteer. then, his schedule is packed with exam moderation, which he also volunteered for. he's busy as hell, and you'd gotten so used to it that you decided to occupy yourself without him. when you don't text back within five hours, he feels crushed.

but you don't leave him waiting for long. it's his night off, after all. you're excited to have him around in general. the two of you indulge in a marathon of your favorite tv show (you're mostly rewatching because peter had been too absent to watch the season with you, though you don't tell him this) and cooking dinner together. fulfilling his domestic fantasy, ravishing you in sweet kisses.

but peter also craves you in a way he can't say out loud. well, he can -- he's a big boy, he can tell his girlfriend that he wants to fuck her. but it's been a while, and the way you make your sleepytime tea and do your skincare routine discourages him from trying anything.

but then he watches you crawl into your bed with just a t-shirt -- his t-shirt -- and panties. he joins you, spooning you, though he's weary of the growing length that's probably prodding the back of your legs right now.

"want something, peter?" you tease.

he groans in frustration. he doesn't have the energy to play this game with you -- dancing around what he really wants. so he grasps you tightly, hands exploring your hips as he hovers over you. you're pliable underneath him, so soft and sweet.

peter wishes he had all the time in the world just so he could eat you out for hours. but he's been denying himself of you for weeks. he hasn't been able to be next to you in such a close capacity for weeks, either.

so he fucks you easily. there's no resistance -- you were wet by the time his bare cock was even prodding in between your folds. he still feels bad that he wasn't able to prep you (he really fucking wanted to eat you out), but you're still wet enough for him. the way you want him is enough.

peter has to pace himself, knowing that he might finish too quickly or hurt you in the process with his super strength. he drinks in your moans with his mouth, caressing your face with his calloused hands.

his hands have known blood and deep gashes. punches that would send his opponent across a parking lot. but now, his hands are gentle, just for you. he uses them to explore the softness of your body. he uses them to worship.

"love you, baby," he rasps weakly.

"love you, too," you coo. "cum inside me, please. wanna feel it."

and he does. he always does -- loves to listen to you and give you what you want. peter will cherish this moment until the next time he gets to be inside of you, even if the mission tomorrow is quick to finish. even if the mission tomorrow occupies him for days.

he'll come back crawling home to you. always.

#asks #sunflowermotel #i wrote this while drunk btw #peter parker smut #peter parker x you #peter parker x reader #spiderman smut #DISCLAIMER. i'm not currently a peter fucker atm if you can tell by the state of my blog and id like to formally apologize. thru this tag. #love yall

[malynca]

i think I might have reverse imposter syndrom 😬

#like i have an exam tomorrow and only did a fraction of the prep we were supposed to do #but i am somehow convinced that i'm gonna be great at this #anyway let's see how it goes