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fagoutboy · 9 months
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s6 of doctor who actually sucks so fucking bad good lord?
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nevalizona · 10 months
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Stranded.
Pardon any errors.
"Are you fucking kidding me? How many goddamn days did you just say?" John hissed into the phone. He was pacing back and forth twisting himself all around in the cord.
Ivy Nicole and Connor were sitting on a worn bench, waiting. John's car broke down while they were driving back to New Bordeaux. Connor tried his best to fix it, but the poor thing is shot. Connor smoked a cigarette as he watched John, eyes following him, back and forth. This is amusing to him. Next to him is Ivy Nicole. She parked herself there after John got a bit snippy with her. Now she's trying to stay out of his way.
"How long do you think we'll be stranded here?" Connor asked, smile slipping onto his face before taking another drag.
Ivy Nicole shrugged.
"He seems way too angry. So maybe three days." She looked over at Connor and waited to see what he would say.
"Three days? That's cute. I think we're looking at five. Johnny can blow a fuse over anything, but this, this is real anger. I told him this hick town wouldn't have what he needed." Connor shook his head, reaching his cigarette over to Ivy Nicole. She looked at it for a couple of seconds before grabbing it and taking a drag.
"I hope I have enough clothes." Ivy Nicole said absently, eyebrows pinched together as she looked at the floor, his cigarette still between her fingers.
"They probably have a shitty laundry room you could use. But really, you should have packed enough." Connor looked over at her, smile no longer present on his face. He didn't seem angry. Didn't seem upset. He's just there.
"Oh, I hope so! And I did pack enough... for the trip we had planned. Not this." Ivy Nicole passed him back the cigarette as she talked.
He slipped it back between his lips and shrugged.
"You'll make do." He said around the cigarette, using his hands to pat his shirt pocket and pant pocket.
"Do me a favor,' he grabbed Ivy Nicole by the arm to get her attention. 'Go up to our room and see if I left my pack of smokes up there." He didn't necessarily ask, and Ivy Nicole didn't want to argue. She sighed and got up, dragging her feet out the door of the rickety old lobby and up the shitty staircase to their room.
Right as she realized she didn't have the key to get in, the front doors of the lobby opened.
"Ivy! Come get the key!" Connor called from downstairs.
"Nicole!!!! Ivy Nicole is my name!" She whined, leaning over the rail so she could look at him.
He rolled his eyes.
"Fine, Ivy Nicole, here." He tossed her the key, and she reached for it, but it slipped out of her hands and landed on the floor.
"Shit." She grumbled, bending over to grab the key.
"Nice catch, Ivy!" He said sarcastically. She didn't have to look at him to know he had that dumb grin on his face.
"Nicole!" Was all she could say back. She grumbled about how much of an asshole he was as she unlocked the door and walked into the musty, dusty room. The door slammed behind her. She flicked on the light, which casted everything in a sickly yellow sheen.
She went over to the bed that Connor was occupying. Him and John shared a bed, and Ivy Nicole got one on her own. The perks of being the only girl on a trip with boys. She moved Connor’s bag around and poked at John's. Neither were concealing the pack of cigarettes. Ivy Nicole peeked around the floor of the bed to make sure it didn't fall. While doing so, she realized Connor had certainly dropped something. It was a hefty pocket knife. He's clearly had it for a while. He's the exact kind of guy that would carry something like this around. He probably wouldn't want to lose it. She tucked it away in her pocket and continued looking for the cigarettes.
Finally, she found them. They were set on the bathroom counter. He must've set it there after he tucked a cigarette behind his ear. Knowing he would want more than the one he grabbed, but maybe not wanting the pack. Or simply, because he forgot it. Ivy Nicole over thinks these kinds of things anyway.
When she got back down to the lobby, John and had sat in Ivy Nicole's spot. He bickered to Connor, whose eyes seemed to have lit up when he noticed she was carrying his smokes.
"Great, Johnny just ran out and won't quit bitching about it. Thanks, Ivy." Connor said as she passed him the pack.
"Nicole. I also found this. It was kinda under the bed. Didn't want you to lose it." Ivy Nicole said as she grabbed his pocket knife out of her pocket. Feeling semi-selfconscious about how warm it felt.
A smile spread across his face.
"Thank you. I would have hate to have lost it. I've had it forever. I'll have to tell you about some of the trouble I've gotten into with it. Thanks again." They locked eyes, and Ivy Nicole felt warm. Important, if only for that second. She did a good thing, and that good thing made someone really happy. Maybe she has worth after all. She sat on an old chair across from, feeling content.
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cpyclopse · 8 months
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I started crocheting and I made some gay flowers for my gay books!
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Im about to rant about flowers and gay people so when youre done looking at my awsome flower book marks scroll if you dont wanna read like 4 paragraphs
So fun facts about these flowers in case you didn't already know!! As we all know some flowers mean different things (you can go deeper with floriography which is so neat) and they are just generally used in symbolism. We know lillies, specifically white ones, are used for funerals (at least in the west) and red Roses are for love we assign flowers and plants for roles often times by their looks, locations, and histories.
First we will talk about the Violet. So back in yee olden days in ancient Greece around 600-500 bce there was a poet named Sapho. She is important for a couple reasons 1) she was a woman and misogyny has been around since before Jesus (literally) ancient greece had some cool stuff and had some cool policies like that they (from what ive read) were pretty considerate of different religions even having some temples for immagrants for them to pray in but they also had stuff like slavery and generally hated women. And 2) she was the first ever documented woman who explicitly liked other women and wrote about it.
Sapho, being the pretty popular poet she was, made poems about her love of women and in one of them she talked about a beautiful woman wearing violets. That line is where we get the connection of violets to lesbians (and wlw people in general). People have refrenced her violets a lot in history some have also used diffrent purple flowers as well to show their love to other women.
Next we got the Pansy. This connection has been around for at least a little over a 100 years. Pansy has been used as an insult for queer men bc theyre delicate flowers and such and grrr flowers are feminine men are are big and strong hrumph. The term "pasny craze" was made in like the 20s bc queer people were really coming full swing well not really but more and more people knew of our existence and they weren't happy about it (shocker i know). To sum it up its more of a reclaiming something that was used against us there was even a bar named after the flower. To add on there is another flower used to represent gay men and this one was a bit more like flagging. This being the Carnation(my personal favorite flower) specifically the green one. The one and only *Oscar Wilde* wore one in his breast pocket which in turn trickled down to the every day gay mans consciousness.
Maybe we should think about flowers more i know i do. I cant grow a garden bc i dont like to go outside and bc the sun here is evil but someone should grow a gay garden for me. That would make you a real horticulture lad *ba dum tisk*
Bla bla bla rant info dumping all in all i crocheted gay flowers and put them in their respective gay books
- xoxo gossip girl
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markiemelon · 6 months
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hii! i just found out about your blog! i wanted to request something but i also wanted to compliment your work! you have the writing style that pulls me in so that i really read the story word for word (most of the time i just skim through the entire fic to just get to the ending lol) so thank you for existing and writing these stories. they feel like a big hug! keep up the good work, i will definetly read your work in the future and catch up on your other work that i havent gotten to yet!
as for my request haha, i was wondering if you could write for jeno? im a sucker for soft jeno, but i cant really find anything that isnt wayyy too cringey. tbh soft jeno is very rare i feel like *sobs*
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like, jeno is a really cold boyfriend who doesnt really show his affection, and even when he does, he doesnt admit it. for example, when he prepares a gift for you, he puts it in a place where a lot of people can access, so that you dont know that its him. haha and then when you ask him abt it, he pretends he has no idea what ur talking abt.
the only time that jeno is soft and cuddly is when ur abt to sleep or when hes sleepy.
can u js write abt jeno being exceptionally cuddly one day in bed, and the reader is really surprised?
also maybe jeno confesses abt sweet things hes done for reader in the past?
if ur not interested, please ignore! i know i wrote a lot haha, sorry.
bye!
@dungiewungie you are the sweetest. im so flattered. thank you for reading my stories!!!! thank youuu!!! so much!!!!! ♡ ♡ ♡
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☆ genre. flufffff + no warnings
☆ pairings. jeno x gn!reader
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{11:55 pm ~ ♡}
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you and jeno didn’t live together, but somehow he always found a way back to your place. he loved staying with you. he loved the way that the pillows smelled of your shampoo and how your perfume lingered on the silky sheets…
side by side, you and jeno lied in your bed, heads sunken into your pillows.
“yn, why do you have so many pillows? we can barely fit on this bed.”
he was right, you did have way too many pillows, but you liked piling them up and burring yourself to feel cozy.
he tried to throw some off to the side of the bed but you wouldn’t let him. “noo. i need all of them.”
jeno rolled his eyes and pretended to act annoyed. he shuffled around a bit to get comfortable despite drowning in the fluffiness around him. the two of you lied in silence for a moment.
“talk to me.” he said.
“talk to you?” you answered.
“yeah. it helps me sleep.” his voice was quiet.
your lips stretched past your teeth as you thought of all the things you could talk to jeno about. you figured now would be the perfect time to confront him about something since he couldn’t really go anywhere...
“remember that time you got jealous when my secret admirer sent me flowers?”
“yeah… “ he said shyly. “also..i gave you those flowers.” he confessed, a bit hesitantly. “that was before we started dating so i was kind of embarrassed.” jeno rubbed the nape of his neck.
he avoided looking at you; he was just too flustered to.
hearing that made your cheeks light up. “jenooooooo!” you wanted to give him the biggest hug, but you knew he hated your cuteness aggression. so you just told him how adorable he was, and went back to drifting off to sleep…
“yn. come here.”
your head perked up as you gladly placed yourself the closest you could to jeno while still lying side-by-side.
“no” he said, “here.”
jeno put his arm around your back, and pulled your head to rest on top of his chest. “i meant here.”
you didn’t say anything, you just giggled to yourself as you thought about how funny it was that out of all the pillows you had to choose from, he was the softest one.
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thank you thank youuu for requesting! i haven’t had much time to write so I’m sorry this took soooo long. i really hope you like it ♡
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atlabeth · 1 month
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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love 💗
i love this, all you writers out there deserve to gas up your writing
(not so) simple - this is one of my favorite things ive ever written, it is soooo close to being done but it's the third longest thing ive ever written and i think both anthony and the reader character are so fun in it
leave the door open - the first long-ish one shot i wrote and what really got me into the l&co fandom!! it is so soft and sweet i love it so much
come on back to me - written in a fervor a few days after i finished both siege and storm & rise and ruin and the first thing i wrote for love of my life nikolai lantsov. such a fun dynamic and such a fun guy to write for
geyser - one of the saddest things ive ever done and for some reason people wanted more lol. but i think i captured a haunted, melancholy tone in it that im really proud of that i havent really been able to replicate in the other parts
too sweet - my first hotch fic and what has opened up the hotch floodgates lately! (ive got one for him at 6k and counting rn help) i was so nervous about it but it's gotten such a great response that it's really made me love it lol
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shhtickerbook · 4 months
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hi, just wanna tell you ur agere connor art is soooo cute !!!! i lov him to bits :3 also wanna let you know tho just in case you havent noticed that the LEDs go on the other side of their forehead hehe. oh also, do you have a link to your dbh fic? id love to read it!!!
!!! Oh I think you’re right! My silly brain struggles a lot with left and right 😭 here’s the link to said fic! It’s under my super old username from 2018 and I wrote it back when I was like 16 so I’m afraid it may be cringe now hahaha. I had a bit of following on it and I feel bad for leaving all the readers from years ago unfinished. Typical ao3 author lore where you leave a fic unfinished bc *insert ao3 tragic story* happens
WHAT WHEN LOOKING FOR THE LINK I JUST REALISED THIS THING HAS NEARLY 20,000 HITS I HAVE NOT CHECKED ON IT IN A LONG TIME
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vivaladicamillo · 1 year
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I saw your posts asking for ideas and I was thinking what If you wrote something about you being Bams younger sister and filing cky coz April doesn’t want you to get hurt and you have like secret relationship with Dico or Ryan
DICO/MARGERA!READER
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thank u so much for the suggestion!!! im gonna do it for dico this time bc one, theres no fanfics of this silly dude and two, i havent written abt dico in SOOOO long. this ones for the dico lovers out there love yall, a dying breed🫡
WARNINGS: dangerous stuff, fluff, bran being bran yk
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being bams younger sister has its ups and downs
bam as a brother is A NIGHTMARE
hes just such a dick
making fun of u, annoying u and being the “younger brother” type character bc hes just like that
u were 2 years older than him
so when u started kinda liking his life long friend, “dico”
it was kinda awkward bc u yk, hes ur brothers best friend
one night, u were just chilling at the house alone
ape and phil went out, bam was probably out skating somewhere and jess had band practice so having a empty house all to urself?? hell yea!
as u sit on ur couch, just watching some stupid ass movie thats on someone knocks at ur door
when u answer it, its Brandon dicamillo himself (dico)
“hey, uh is bam around?” he asks looking kinda nervous
“nah, i thought he was put filming with u, but its 9:00 he should be back soon.”
“ah ok, ill just wait in my car till he gets here then, thanks.” he smiles at u
“come on bran dont be a stranger! i’m m just watching a movie just wait inside till he gets back.”
you held the door open for him and he walks in and plops down on ur couch
in your spot.
“asshole what the fuck thats my spot”
“didnt see ur name on it.” he says smirking “also what kinda horse shit are u watching? let me show u some real funny shit.”
dico then proceeds to put on an old western movie
“what the fuck dicamillo??”
“what??! this shit is so funny watch this.” he says pointing to the tv as some guy dressed as a cowboy gets shot on screen
the acting was terrible yes, but the way dico was hysterical laughing at it kinda made u smile
his laugh, his interests, just his goofy personality made ur heart flutter
u didn’t realize that u had been staring into this mans whole soul for ten mins until he turns to u and smiles
“may i help u?” he says kinda chuckling
“oh, uh sorry..” u say blushing and kinda turning away
the silence that took place after could have killed u right then and there
until he turns to u
“hey uh.. ive been actually meaning to talk to u about something…” he says, that nervousness kinda coming back from before
u nod ur head as he starts to confess to u
“listen, i know ur my best friends older sister and this is kinda weird but… ever since i met u, i thought u were so cool! i wouldnt have expected u to like masters of the universe and filming bits as much as do…”
“yea, i can see how u couldnt have seen that coming bc of my brothers”
“yea, but anyways, ive always kinda…been into u, im super sorry if this is weird i didnt mean to make it like that i just think..”
u smile, did fucking brandon dicamillo just confess his love for u ??
“bran..”
he turns to u
“i feel the same way, ive always had i just didnt wanna make things awkward if u didnt.” u smiled at him and scooted closer to him on the couch
“really?!?” he said in shock
“mhm, i like you… like A LOT”
u move in closer and you two end up making out on ur couch
after that day u both agreed to date without anyone knowing
yea it was suspicious when u two wouldnt be able to film or hang out at the same time on the same day but the guys kinda brushed it off
u two went of secret little dates
dico would surprise u ALL the time with cute date spots
random cat cafes, parks, family ran restaurants, he just found little cute places in westchester to take u to, and u LOVED IT
when bam realized u obviously were seeing someone bc u were WAYYY to happy, u decided to snoop
going through u room he ended up finding one of dicos shirts hidden under ur bed
thats when bam decides to confront u about it……
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might make some type of part two to this but it depends if yall want it or not, hope u enjoyed! also please keep sending in requests i love them sm !! yall are so creative i love it sm
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samioli · 1 year
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Hi! You wrote a Langwrightworth fic a while back and I’m kind of obsessed with it and that ship more generally. Have you ever had any other fic ideas for that ship/fic + if you wrote a sequel, how do you think they would get with Miles?
howdy anon!!!! aw, im so glad u liked that fic!!! it was super fun to write.
I havent had too many other ideas for them, just a general like. Multi chap fic where miles introduces lang and phoenix to each other, they hit it off IMMEDIATELY, they eventually get together and miles is like. fucking devastated. because he loves both of them but he lost chances. with EITHER of them. and so hes happy for them but is dying on the inside.
MEANWHILE phoenix and lang are together but they want miles to be a part of their relationship!!!! so they keep individually flirting with him and dropping hints bit because they are FOOLS this only confuses miles SOOOO much more
so i basically just wanted a long fic on miles losing his mind and also pining crazily bc the two men he is in love with are fucking each other instead of him (which, he's def had thoughts about them fucking eachother but thats neither here nor there) while lang and phoenix are like "why isnt he getting our hints????"
i hope to work on it one day when my other multichap fic is complete!!
thank u for the question!!!
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moonjxsung · 3 months
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Hiii😊😊, I just wanted to say that I've come to a point in my life where everything I face now just seems to put this heavy pressure on my chest. I don't want to sound dramatic or anything but you, your stories, your blog, the way you talk to us, everything just feels like such a warm hug. I havent been hugged since so long and just being here makes me feel at peace. Thank you so so soooo much star for giving me a chance to feel this way again. I have never really written a message to anyone online before, so I hope I'm not crossing a line by saying all this. It must get tiring responding to so many messages in a day so you dont have to respond. Just please know that I have grown to be a happier person because of you. Being called 'pookie' by you is another privilige I get to have and I'm ever so grateful for that.
I hope you are well and so is your family. English is not my first language so apologies if I have made any errors 😅
Continue to shine brightly with a smile on your face💛🌻
This might be the single SWEETEST message I have ever had the pleasure of receiving oh my god 🥹🫶💓🩷💕 first off no need to thank me, I think the little safe space we’ve built on this blog has been ENTIRELY you guys and your willingness to talk to me and with each other and just be amazing people. I’ve said it so many times but the fact that people even want to talk to me is just baffling to me and I feel SO lucky to be able to interact with you guys in this capacity. Your messages and your feedback and the jokes you guys drop in my inbox… truly something so so special I’m able to just be a small part of. I’m so lucky to have you guys on here!
Thank you so so much for these kind words and I am so grateful that my blog can be a safe space for you while you navigate your life right now. I hope things are going well for you and whether they’re going good or not, you will ALWAYS have a place here with all of us in the fandom and I welcome your messages or your rants or even just your presence with open arms. This is a home for you guys as much as it is for me and our bond is all thanks to you!
Sending you all my love angel, also don’t apologize for English not being your first language! The fact that you even wrote a message at all makes me eternally grateful, you can write to me in whatever language you wish and I’ll still be grateful. Sending you so many warms hugs my pookie, take care of yourself for me!! Love you lots 💓💕🩷🫶👼
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quiveringdeer · 3 months
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Give me a character and I will answer: Dazzler!
Thanks for giving me a chance to rant about my fave Badass Diva, babe! Others feel free to send in a name and choose particular things
Why I like them: I really loved how tenacious and driven she was to reach her personal goals and doesnt like to compromise on that but she's still such a caring person that she cant help but jump in to help or save people as a hero, even tho she continually said she didnt wanna be a hero. Just her compassion for people in general, even who I wouldnt think deserve her compassion: 
Her first thought in both instances with her stalker, Karl Fredricks (Dazzler #26 & Uncanny X-Men ‘63 #260), is to reason with him and try to keep him from getting hurt. Also when battling him one of her main concerns is him hurting anyone else before she thinks of him hurting her.
Why I don't: There arent really points about her I don't like. I guess my biggest gripes are that writers tend to relegate her to a gimmick cameo character more often than not and miss opportunities to showcase her immense powerset range and the deep connections she has with a large portion of the not just other X-Men characters but the other marvel heroes as well. 
Also just the original fact the editors didnt allow her to be based on Grace Jones, like John Romita Jr. intended. It would've been noce to have another dark skinned Black woman hero, with star power outside of Ororo Munroe. And gosh the way they probably couldve bonded and had eachother to lean on. There's just so many "what ifs" that woulda probs changed not only Ali's trajectory but the Xmen/Marvel universe at large. But I still love Ali as she is now too. 
Favorite scene (imma do arc): The "What If" arc of Ali as Galactus' long time herald. The way she found away to discover new planets for him to devour but made sure that they didnt have sentient life that'd be destoryed in that consumption! Ugh says so much about her character!! Also that in her time as his herald he grew compassionate to the plights of other beings, seemingly. Because of her leading by example and what not. It's just soooo good and what I want more of in stories starring her. 🥹
Favorite season/movie (portrayal): My rp days version 😏 --But for real, she's only been in a couple adaptations and I dont know if any do her justice. I havent fully watched the episodes of them in the Outback but yeah
Favorite line (too many):
“Sometimes you have to stop running from who you were and find out who you are truly meant to be.” (Dazzler 2010)
“...It doesn’t matter how everyone sees me. I’m not just a mutant or a singer or any one thing, all of this is me.”
“No way Prophet! We’re not leaving! We’re X-Men, not cowards. We SAVE the world. We don’t abandon it because the going gets rough!” (X-Termination #2 2013)
“You know Barb, a lot of people will see you only for what makes you different--and not for all the good things about you--things that make you a human being just like them! And if you let them, those people will make you into what they think you are! They’ll force you to be a toy...a clown...or a monster...or worse.” (Dazzler #35)
“Hey Doomy, misplace the family jewels again?” (Dazzler 2010)
Favorite outfit:
Basically ANY of Daniel Mcnea's designs 
OTP: 
In general: Ali and "The Loves" polymonogomous rp ship of Ali with Wade Wilson, Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes (and not just saying that cause Koi wrote them and also sent this ask! Truly got to explore so much of Ali's character through those interactions and forever grateful 🥹 -also key piece of opening my mind to poly relationship dynamics tbh)
In canon: Ali x music -Her first and most consistent love and relationship 
BroTP: 
In general-- Ali and Julio "Rictor" Richter, another rp exploration with the lovely @myvalentina Ric's technically Ali's, son-in-law but through lots of interdimensional travel hyjinks and stuff. I never know what canon ages truly are but I feel like Ali is less than 10 years his senior and so she's like a big sister and friend to him and it's just really wholesome
In canon-- Ali and Longshot, they've been through so much and if im not mistaken, literally share pieces of eachothers' souls and while things never work out romantically with them in all the times they get back together, I just love the idea of them still being besties regardless
Headcanon:
Gives amazing hugs, doesn't let go till the other person starts to pull away. Read somewhere once about being this way with kids cause you never know how little someone gets of contact and how they might need that physical reassurance.
Unpopular opinion:
Prefacing that to each their own and no hate to other people's preferences 🙏🏽 
Personally I don't wanna see Queen B or Taylor S. portray Dazzler in any future media
While Dazzler had global reach and star power in her prime within the Marvel universe, I just would love others to portray her. My top pick was and always will be Kylie Minogue, but that ship has probs sailed, so more contemporary picks are Janelle Monáe, JoJo, Kesha or Zara Larsson
A wish: She gets to be in some arcs where the writers truly understand her and let her shine fully--iving on top that it happens with an artists that stays true to her strawberry blonde haircolor
An oh-god-please-don't-ever-happen:
Writers continuing to use her as a gag character or portraying her as a washed up singer 
5 Words to best describe them: Compassionate, Stubborn, Driven, Optimistic, Dazzling (😉)
My nickname for them: Ali (super generic), Light of my life and Queen of my heart 😌
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suga-kookiemonster · 1 year
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I AM SCREAMING, CRYING, THROWING UP, BANGING MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL you did so so soooo well omg not only was the smut top tier but the way you masterfully wrote the intricate relationship that she has with each of them... bro im loosing my mind fr fr
HoWEVER i have so many questions!!! Is she gonna have to choose between the three? Are all of them even an option? 👀 i kinda feel like seokjin does not even see her in a deeper way outside of the contract if im making sense? Like he seems kind of detached (but the lil bit where he was like affectionately saying that she rambles when shes nervous 🥺🥹). Then again namjoon kinda said that he wanted to like get to know her better prior to engaging in sex so it may be like foreshadowing??? AAAAA BUT THEN TAE. tae is actively killing me. I love him so so so so soooo much and you cant tell me hes not at least a little bit in love with her!!!! If i have to choose id go for him 1000 percent but also like... damn 👀
Im really curious about what jimin will have to say about it all bc he seemed pretty cozy with oc? But maybe its all friendship
I keep asking myself If given the chance would yn choose jimin, or the brothers 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨
Anyway just wanted to tell you that it was so worth the wait and that i had a blast reading it!!! The smut was......... i still havent recovered jsjdjdjd
Thank you so so much 🖤
😂😂😂 you have no idea how big this ask made me smile! i love that you love the kims (and specifically tae 😉) as much as i do and that you’ve noticed and enjoy their different dynamics with oc. i appreciate you reading the fic sending this wonderful note💜 you asked so many great questions and i don’t want to answer any of them 😆 but don’t worry—things should be clearer in the epilogue, which definitely shouldn’t take as long as this chapter did lol. hope to update relatively soon!
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mrsbsmooth · 2 years
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i can see you have done some stuff for bobby in the writers room but why havent you ever written something long for him like you did for bruno and ciran? especially cause its your whole blog name you should do it! I would love to read it soooo much
BECAUSE I AM AFRAID BABY ❤️
I started writing for Bruno because at the time, it was the only Bruno fic that existed outside of a few 300-word oneshots. I wanted to read one, so I wrote one. And it went nuts.
I started writing for Ciaran based on a prompt, and because I adore writing shy, flustered men. But also because I knew there weren’t many fics of him. And I love to help.
It is so intimidating to come into a fandom late like I did (only started playing in Feb 2022). I look at the Bobby tag on AO3 (our fic recs for him are here by the way) and I am terrified by the quality of works in that tag. Like, holy shit. The villa fics. The AUs. The people in that tag are like celebrities to me. Like seriously. Christy_sparkle. Daisybarks. Longbobmckenzie. Ariendiel. I-boop-you. Becangle. Crimswnred. ThatWheelchairChick. Throughthejunobush. Margotmuses. A stupid amount of others whose handles I can’t think of right now.
They’re actually celebrities to me. I can’t believe I call them mates now. They’re all so stupidly talented. And they’ve all written for Bobby.
What could I possibly say about Bobby’s eyes that hasn’t been said before? How do I write a smut scene that feels new and exciting? How do I write about his freckles in a way that doesn’t make me feel like I’m plagiarising?
I would love to write for Bobby. I really would. I adore him as a character, I think he’s one of the most interesting characters I’ve read in years. His background. His personality. But others have done it far better than I ever could. So until I come up with something truly phenomenal, something really unique and new to the character… I don’t see it happening.
If you want to see a quickie, asks are always open at @litgwritersroom.
But if you have an idea for a longfic you desperately want someone to write, hit me up with it directly and I’ll consider it.
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oddjobsqueen · 11 months
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Its 2023 and gintsus still dont wanna let gintaes rest despite their ship not having a proper interaction in soooo long (200 chapters is sad even for not romantic standards)
Lets just hope the person whos been replying to the ask that i posted is the same one that sent the anon cos gintama ended like ages ago and its a lil pathetic if some of them havent moved on. Its also funny admitting that theyve been clinging onto the drama cd all these time to keep their ship alive. And the confidence to think it holds any water against what sorachi canonically wrote for gintae in the finale. He larry us.
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kiryoutann · 2 years
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RYOOOOU im a new between kisses reader, i had my eyes on the story for a few weeks but i didn't have time to actually read it and now im feeling in PARADISE because of this perfection you created!!! your way of writing and the plot are SO amazing, i can't stop reading and thinking about this story ♡
soooo while reading i was wondering, did you get a little inspiration from the tv show Reign for the story? It's one of my favorite series and it's not exactly like Between Kisses but it reminded me a bit because of the arranged marriage and the prince who grew up far from his fiancee and already had a lover
Childe would be the cruelest version of Francis hahaha
anyway, i just wanted to say that i am completely, totally, absolutely in love with this story, every chapter i read makes me excited for more and more and more ♡
ahh noo:( i havent watched that BUT NOW GONNA ADD IT TO MY LONG WATCH LATER LIST LOL.
i got inspired by a manhwa called ‘The Broken Ring: This Marriage Will Fail Anyway’ but instead of the male lead—Carcel—having a lover, he has some escapades with many noble ladies before his marriage with the female lead named Inez. (PLS READ THAT UGH THE ART IS SO GOOOODDDDD)
and recently my wip chapters are inspired by ‘The Empress’ series on Netflix, another manhwa called ‘Death is the Only Ending For the Villainess’ READ THAT ONE TOO!! honestly i have so many manhwas recommendations so if you ever feel confused about what to read JUST SEND ME ASKS OR MESSAGES!
THANK YOU SO SO MUCH ANON FOR THE APPRECIATION! i’m glad u like it, and it brings me joy you like the way i wrote it. tbh recently i got really self-conscious about my writing style but, hearing this from you made me feel better!
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./づ~ ♡ here’s a heart for you!
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FLAT SPIN CHAP 5 SPOILERS!!
OH MY GOD IGGY THAT CHAPTER WAS ABSOLYTELY PERFECT!!!!
The way he asked her to come to Barcelona… SO carlos of him I wanted to cry… AND THE WAY HE METICULOUSLY PLANNED EVERYTHING? I am sorry if you dont like / dont care about zodiacs BUT THE VIRGO ENERGY IN HIM JUMPED OUT, and I respect it soooo much. Everything he planned was so /him/, but also so so perfect for MC — the little gestures? Ordering for her? Translating everything for her? POSTING HER ON HIS STORY? God i literally melted
AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON HIM COOKING FOR HER… because god damn you Know how Weak I am and it was so beautiful, also the British breakfast once again just shows how much he cares for her and understands her🥹 i am just about to combust actually
AND THEN RACE WEEKEND? And everything with the green tractor and also MC and Sebs relationship? Once again nailed it sm god i love these teammates… and how she didnt want to fight Seb / come across like that because he just means so much to her????? Girl you got me on the floor rn…
What I cannot stop thinking about is how shes in for the championship, and as of rn so is Carlos… Will they be fighting each other further down the line or… 👀 Make up sex as an apology for aggressive overtaking again? Or podium celebration sex because BOTH of them ended up on the podium (Silverstone? 👀) So many possibilities omfg dont mind me
AND THEN LAST BUT NOT LEAST (thiugh i still have so much to say but my slow ass brain needs a bit of time i guess) the ending was just perfect… like am I the only one thinking Carlos didnt want to sleep with her pre race weekend bc he wanted to fully focus on her but couldnt with all the GO expectations around him? But now that it was done he could let himself fully focus on her and give her all the attention he thinks she deserves? God I love them sm… And the way you let all those emotions show through during the smut was just CHEFS KISS, the way they understand each other is just so 🥹🥹🥹 i have no words lol other than i’m SO obsessed..,
God i hope this all is legible its 4:14am now and i am prone to word vomit already when my brain is working so this may just sound like incoherent crap but i hope you know this chapter was SO GOOD, also the way you captured Barcelona imo was spot on like I wouldnt have noticed that it was all based on research and not personal experiences (though i guess i must confess i havent been to barcelona since i was 4 either… JSJDKFKF BUT YOU MANAGED TO CAPTURE THE SPANISH VIBES PERFECTLY THAT I CAN TELL YOU BC I JUST VACATIONED IN SPAIN LAST MONTH)
okay oh my god i am back from festival and i am finally going to reply to this without crying halfway through...
firstly OH MY GOD. you... you wrote all this... about my work?? I'm touched, I'm shook, I'm honoured, this is honestly the best feeling and probably as close to a "real" author with people analysing my work as I'll ever get and I am ABSOLUTELY here for it (especially as a literature nerd who loves to pick apart all of my books for fun)
haha I don't *dislike* zodiacs, I don't really follow them to that much detail but I vaguely have an idea of them. To be honest, the way I write Carlos is purely based on the guy we see as a Formula One driver and personality (but now you say that I totally see the virgo energy). ALSO I'M SO GLAD YOU NOTICED THOSE I am entirely convinced Carlos is a very detail-oriented person and especially when he is first seeing someone he would be really careful to go out of the way to do really subtle but meaningful things yanno?
As for the championship fight... well I don't want to give anything away but oh I *definitely* have a plan for MC and Carlos and the WDC ;)
Haha don't worry it all made sense! And thank you so much for the comment about Barcelona... it's a little embarrassing how long I spent on google for things to do in and around the city because I've never been to mainland Spain, so even if it's not 100% accurate I'm just happy the vibes were right!!
honestly just thank you so much for this, it means the absolute world <3 <3 <3
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cinnamon-bunni · 2 years
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fun fact: i wrote this all while listening to Positive ☆ Dance Time on loop :) also this fic, which i made quickly in one night, is so much better than my first chapter of my other fic (and the second one too lol) (also this was not reread even once soooo there will be mistakes but oh well <3) i also wanna say this probably takes place between chapters 3 and 4 (both i havent written yet haha ^^;) so i'll probably post this onto ao3 then. just so yall know timeline stuff lol anyways, hope y'all enjoy it <3
Word count: 1.5k Warnings: idealization of suicide
When Kim woke up, the first thing that greeted him was darkness. The second thing was a headache. A horrible way to wake up, but as something Kim was familiar with, he stopped caring.
In an attempt to sit up, his head tried to kill him. So, he went back down with a thump. And not a soft one either, since the couch–because he was on the couch, not his soft and comfortable bed–was more wood and springs rather than cushion and sponge. It made his back ache, in a way that made him want to scream. But alas, he was too tired to, and instead closed his eyes in hopes of falling back into a blissful sleep. It wasn’t going to happen, Kim knew that, but sometimes he liked to cling onto small hopes.
It was silent for a while. Kim almost believed that maybe he fell back asleep, if it weren’t for every part of his body hating him. His throat was dying for water, his head was throbbing, his skin was prickly and felt fake as it rubbed against the shitty fabric of the couch, every single one of his muscles ache, and his brain wanted to turn off and never turn back on. Maybe it would be better if it did just turn off. Then at least he wouldn’t have to deal with days like these.
Turns out, hangovers made everything about a hundred times worse. But that was Kim's fault, wasn’t it? He made that choice, and now he had to deal with it. That’s just how the world works, Kim. He could just hear his dad’s lectures in his head. It made him want to throw himself off of a cliff. And he thought about it, and it didn’t seem that bad of an idea. The world would keep moving either way, no matter if a cockroach like him was at some bar getting drunk or drowning in a river. As long as it was something that would kill the noise in his head, then he didn’t care.
The front door opened. The loud creak announced someone’s presence, and it made Kim squeeze his eyes shut. The action made his eyes hurt, yeah, but he really didn’t want the possible light to pour in and force him to face the world. He didn’t want to, not yet.
“Ji-Ho?” Oh. He didn’t even realize his sister was here. It made sense though; it wasn't like anyone else had access to his apartment. Her voice was quiet and soft, unlike her usual pissy tone she used at him.
Right. Hana. His sister who wrapped up his bloody knuckles after getting brawls or just beating the shit out of punching bags while drunk. His sister who rolled him onto his side after officially passing out. His sister who dealt with his shitty living style and shitting apartment for the summer without much complaint. His sister who always tried to make his world brighter, even if she was bad at it. His sister, who seemed to care about his well being.
Kim forced his eyes open. It was hard, but he pushed himself up into a sitting position. He wasn’t sure what time it was, but light was effectively blocked out with the curtains. Some of it still snuck in from underneath the short curtains, and it hurt to look at it. He really should just get used to it by now.
“Ji-Ho.” His sister spoke louder now, probably expecting an answer. It made him wince, but look at his sister.
“What?” God, his voice was so hoarse. He really needed to get something to drink. 
“Don’t you have work today?” Kim furrowed his brow. He probably did in all honesty, but that didn’t explain why he drank so much when he knew he had work. Maybe he just stopped caring. That seemed to be a recurring theme. 
Oh well, wasn’t like he was gonna go now. He’d rather die than step foot into the WVBA. He didn’t even think he could take a step outside of his apartment, much less get in a good set of work clothes, get his ID, and deal with the idiots down at the association. Maybe his sister could keep him company.
Hana then turned on the lights, and Kim wanted to do nothing else but kill her. He pressed the heel of his palms against his eyes, but the damage had already been done.
“Hana,” he groaned, falling to lean against the arm of the couch. “Why would you do this?”
She scoffed, and he could hear her eyes rolling. “You’re so dramatic. Maybe if you drink all the time you wouldn’t be having these problems.”
He grunted at that as a response. He listened as she moved what sounded to be plastic bags, and opened up cabinets. Maybe she went shopping–it was something he knew he needed to do, but always ended up pushing it further down in his to-do list. Maybe now they could eat proper food, like canned soup and frozen pastries. 
Kim, by using every bit of his willpower, pried his eyes open. His eyes took forever to adjust to the harsh light, but he tried. He listened silently as his sister put away what he could only assume was groceries, and focused on how horrible his muscles and body felt.
“Are you still taking me to the match today?”
Huh? What match? Kim didn’t remember there being a match. “What’re you talking about?”
“Don Flamenco’s match!” she exclaimed, as if it was obvious. She slammed a box of chocolate Pop-Tarts on the counter and spun around to face him. “You promised me that I could watch all of Flamenco’s matches in person!”
Oh yeah, he did, didn’t he? He even bought all of the tickets. He didn’t remember that last part, though.
“And I have to go and watch today’s match, because he’s going against Little Mac! I need to see how it goes down in person, Ji-Ho!”
Honestly, Kim wanted to see that for himself, too. Watching Don Flamenco get his ass handed to him by some seventeen-year-old kid would be hilarious. And it would be a good enough time to take a quick detour to buy another pack of cigarettes–he was sure he was getting low, and he hated the feeling of a light box in his pocket.
But also, the idea of going somewhere that was packed with screaming fans made him feel sick. He didn’t want to go into a stuffy room filled where he would sit shoulder-to-shoulder with people who cared too much for some dumb sport. He hated the idea of getting up and forcing himself to go somewhere.
“Can’t you just go by yourself?” She was sixteen, Kim was sure she could handle it. She didn’t need a chaperone to follow her around. She really didn’t need him.
The stomp she gave made him flinch. He hoped the downstairs neighbors didn’t mind some good ol’ ceiling shaking caused by his sister. “What? No fair! You promised you’d go with me!”
“When the fuck did I say that?” No way did he actually make the promise. He never makes promises he knows he won’t keep.
“You said so when I first got here! Now c’mon–it doesn’t start until a few hours, so you have plenty of time to sober up or whatever you need to do.”
God, he didn’t want to go. He wasn’t going, he just couldn’t. Kim knew he was weak because of it, yeah, but the thought of going made him want to pull his hair out and walk into the ocean.
“I’m not going, Hana. You can go yourself.” Oh, now she was angry. Her face was actually getting red and everything.
“That’s not fair!” she yelled. Jesus, was her voice always that shrill and loud?
“Don’t really see the problem,” he replied with a shrug. “You get to enjoy a boxing match that has Don Flamenco in it without me hovering over you all the time. You should be ecstatic.”
“But-”
“Tickets are on my dresser,” he continued. “So don’t forget them when you leave, yeah?”
“You’re horrible!” He shrugged off that one, too. He felt numb to it all. Maybe that wasn’t a good thing, but it made it easy to talk to his sister.
He didn’t even realize that she left until the door slammed. Kim hoped quietly to himself that she grabbed the tickets–he knew she’d regret it if she didn’t. But he didn’t care enough to check.
Now that he was back to being alone, Kim ended up laying back down. He wouldn’t be able to sleep, not on that horrible couch and with his back problems, but closing his eyes felt nice and relaxing.
He knew she was looking forward to it. He knew the WVBA was probably trying to make sure his position was being covered. He knew a few of the boxers were probably wondering where he was. But Kim couldn’t bring himself to care.
He just didn’t care.
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