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narcobarbies · 1 year

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carly drugging AJ to make sure he doesn't remember the night they slept together, General Hospital, August 14 1997 | sakura attempts to put her friends to sleep and carry out the task of killing sasuke herself, Naruto Shippuden

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wildflowercryptid · 3 months

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i haven't drawn any kieflo stuff in awhile so here's so doodles inspired by me realizing how long florian's hair would be when it isn't styled into the chunky twists i usually draw him with.

[ transcription for the comics below the cut bc my handwriting can be hard to read rip ] ⤵

PART 01

FLORIAN : Oh, Kieran! You're already here? FLORIAN : Sorry, I guess I should've mentioned it was a wash day. It's gonna take me a little longer to get ready. ( You can wait in my room if you want. ) KIERAN : Dazokie... ( W-Wowzers. ) FLORIAN : Huh?

PART 02

FLORIAN : I've still got a few things to do with my hair, but you can sit wherever or have a look around if you like! KIERAN : T-thanks. ( Pardon the intrusion. ) KIERAN, thinking : Ugh, I really hope he didn't notice how red my face is. Florian walks into the bathroom's door frame with a loud WHAM! KIERAN, thinking : Actually, I think I'm in the clear... ( Guess he isn't wearing his contacts. ) KIERAN : You okay? FLORIAN, off-screen : Y-yeah...

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kiwicidios · 9 months

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゚ ࣭ ୨୧ ᨘ 🥛

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this-should-do · 2 years

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Losing your identity in favor of survival

#gordon freeman #half life #was thinking about my headcanon on why gordon looses his mullet by hl2 in which he gets grabbed by the ponytail too many times and cuts it #of course in a very emotional manner before he hardens as he goes from gordon to freeman in accordance with my chracterization of him from #my fic which u should go read on ao3 #its called could gordon ever be clean #but yeah looove tying chara dev to hair and having it be so significant that gordon cuts his hair cuz i think he has a complex relationship #w his hair becuz hes so trans #i wont get into it cuz its kinda long but trust me its good #fun fact to get the subtle static texture u can barely see i used the sonic . exe static lol #eyestrain tw #<just in case these colors are kinda bright #anyways i love really messy haircuts cuz theyre having a breakdown and using a knife. it feels like in movies their hair always looks good #which is WRONG it would not look good like that u rlying to me #idoindeeddraw #anyways feeling artsy with the caption today lol #but thats like the theme of this comic and i wanted to ensure it was understood lol

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abel-draws · 2 years

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Happy birthday to @hiimtryingtounderfell 's chara my beloved who's absolutely not jealous of Sans getting the spotlight in their special day

#undertale #chara #sans #tumblr sexyman #i love this bastard so much you don't even know #they live rent free in my brain #just a messy doodle because I'm sick and tired #but gf couldn't do anything for their bday and i wanted to compensate a bit and give her some serotonin

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askfallenroyalty · 1 year

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omfg chara is the funniest mother fucker in the whole room. i never realized just how badly i need chara and asriel on good terms content where they just joke around. like, oh my god, they're besties!

like we do get snippits of it in the comic but the plot is always barreling down at full speed so we just don't have time for them to be silly. happy to say the redraw absolutely fixes this.

#really really wanna show off their friendship and love past just play fighting and and heartfelt conversations #let them be goof balls! not everything has to be plot focused!#and i do think having frisk chara and toriel seprated from asgore and asriel makes the most sense #the story serves to break down the AU concept and the “happy ever” notion that western media loves #like it wouldn't be simple and being alive is SO messy esp when trauma hits you as hard as they have had it #so breaking the two up esp over a “fight” sets up the larger plot line but the two can get over it and its fine. totally fine #until christmas when chara realizes they never apologiezed and its left a giant stain on their relationship and asriel feels its too late #to mend it. because they feel isolated and othered by their family and their secrets #AUGH WRITING AM I RIGHT AUGHGHG

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acaciapines · 21 days

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i need to talk about the dess raises kris au. or im gonna explode.

#chatter #GOOD TIMING TO THINK ABOUT AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT STORY: EDITING UR TOH DAEMON AU LOL #like i can separate it out enough when im working lol but afterwards. oh its all deltarune babey!!!#been thinking a lot about dess and how i wanna write her #(aka im gonna canonize some mental stuff i've always kinda had in the back of my mind for her)#and GOD. dess. i forgive her for all her flaws <3 #but no shes sooooo fascinating to me in this au its just. she was Eighteen. right in the middle of a pretty bad psychotic break.#the only person ever in her corner (asriel) Did Not Believe her and has always been real shitty about her undiagnosed mental illnesses #(dw we will come back to this i have a LOT of ideas for azzy lol he is. uh. not the best at the start!)#and so like. of course when it comes to kris her best was never going to be enough.#but GOD im soooo fascinated by like. she does genuinely really truly care for kris.#yes its messy and caught up in a bunch of other things but she LOVES THEM #even if she cannot ever love them in the way they want her to (ie as a parent loves a child)#and is it fair for kris? no! course it isnt!!!#but theres no changing the past and so. this is kris's life now #and its dess's life now. and they just have to live with what happened #thinking about the like. 6 months to a year where it was just dess and kris (before chara) and. god.#GOD. YOU GUYS.#sorry this au is. um. i think it is my everything. like.#if you know you know (hi stars lol <3) but. man.........man.#i have a lot of thoughts about. prophecy. and when translating that out beyond just story and into like. the real world #cause lets be real prophecy doesnt exist but things w this power of 'you are supposed to be x and cannot be anything but x' DO and #god. the dess raises kris au is So Much.#also yeah another acacia tags essay they simply hit differently <3 #also enough to go into the main tag so #drkau #anyways lemme go back to editing lol

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rosykims · 1 year

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one week after reading infamous and suddenly im a metalhead again. please god please i cant do this

#being an emo in 2014 did irreparable damage to my brain chemistry. case in point #anyways im thinking sara might be a sevenmancer after all. i personally love orion obviously. but i just cant PICTURE them #but seven/sara........ its so messy and stupid and embarrassing which is sara's natural state of being ykno. it just WORKS #oc: sara #i might make a quinnmancer eventually but idm. i hate it when charas are named after people i know its my ultimate ick so

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hamadacare · 9 months

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the way i can't stop thinking about mr jacq pokemon .. . he's so cute

#‘⠀i am satisfied with my care ( ooc )#YES I LOVE MY NERDS #there's tadashi and now jacq #( but also my messy purple haired charas: shinso from bnha and jacq lmao im so predictable )#look. he was called attractive in the new dlc by a new character in the game and i just lost it like?? OFC he's cute!!#with his pretty eyelashes and eyes ...#i can't stop thinking about jacq ngl- but i have a rly big gripe with the pkmn rpc--#and tadashi is still at the forefront of the brain- but my god is the disney rpc so quiet with each other OTL

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lisxdumbr · 2 years

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what do you think about shiina niki?

He's the most extremely stunning, remarkable, extraordinary, incredible, impressive outstanding, amazing, astonishing, marvelous, phenomenal, splendid, imposing, breathtaking, thrilling, mind-boggling, mind-blowing, staggering, fab, super, fantastic, tremendous, wondrous, beautiful, handsome, out of this world, fabulous, attractive, lovely, good-looking, gorgeous, comely, pretty, sensational, radiant, ravishing, striking, dazzling, devastating, wonderful, magnificent, glorious, captivating, bewitching, charming, alluring, exquisite, bonny, drop-dead gorgeous, amazeballs, easy on the eye knockout, smashing, beauteous, pulchritudinous character in thE WORLD

And he's my best boy, comfort, and favorite character ever. I literally started enstars because of him and to this day he's still the only character I tend to spend everything just to get a full album, the most precious. Why do you ask though?

#’lis isn't your fav chara yuuta?’ yeah. him too #but niki has been top 1 since the first day and his position is strongly set #the twins may make me unconditionally happy but what Niki causes is just raw euphoria #ik my top is a little messy. but yeah I think my point is understandable enough if you read my lemon squash cheers live blog #← yes I was thrillingly happy at everything yuu said but my emotions towards Niki felt extreme. not even comparable #(i still have that live in my blog btw)#anyw I'm sorry I love talking about my faves can u tell #❝ mail !!#❝ ritz.txt !!#niki shiina

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toestalucia · 1 year

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i rly like these LOL theyre cute

#stardust speaking !#i dont like gran w/out messy hair..............#truly angel devil meme seeing those tho LOL djeetas hair is rly pretty in that class art tho like. rly rly pretty???#since they did helmet-less skins of the row5 classes can we get a glasses-less version of that new rotb skin #uhhh ill rewatch the relink trailer w eng subs l8r but the gameplay demo......;_; calling outt he next persons name in the chain #is stuff #i rly rly like #wish the game would have nonstop banter........#its why i liked ffxv so much #i love when charas interact in&out of battle #and stuff thats not 'u pressing x to dialogue' ykno #like i like stuff like type0s lines when they switch in/out of battle + their different lines at certain story points in the missions #(machina voice) grrrr #so im def into that in relink #i. nvr finished gbvs like. at all<3 but considering they threw in a holy erste empire mention. i hope #gbvs2 mentions newer msq stuff too #+ blue gran????? r we getting blue lore before then ingame. since its the Art no way its just There For Fun #excited for zegagrande in relink too......................#hhhhhh i hope they talk about true king since. gestures. its zega!#like dont be shy if u put it in zegagrande then spoil the entire story for new ppl who cares #my dream is msq anni but if they give us 6dragons anni w/ blue lore id be fine w that #ill be dissappointed no matter what cuz no way theyd give us msq anni but i am alrdy dreaming

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noxtivagus · 1 year

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thinking abt lucilius n belial hdfkajsdlkfd

#🌙.rambles #(THIS IS MESSY IM LIKE V SLEEP-DEPRIVED. take everything i say w a grain of salt. anyways..)#they're a bit fucked up but ngl they're one of my fav pairs #THERES SM SO SAD ABOUT THEM #i think lucilius is very cool #he reminds me of ffxiv hermes in a way.. both r among my fav charas but #^^ they're quite the opposites. very much opposite since hermes is very empathetic while lucilius is uh.. </3 #i can't remember the ship name for faa n belial but #i love how wmtsb touches on different kinds of love in a way?#stuff like yk. lucisan. belial. lucilius. stuff related too w the skydwellers n all #cilius n belial r pretty sad bcs there's belial who. his yk to faa. a rather twisted love. perhaps obsession but #faa's so. indifferent. to him #morning light hymnus rlly has this desperate feeling to me. from belial to lucilius. it's pretty romantic from a front yes but #to me more than that it feels so. desperate.#he's. incredibly dedicated to lucilius #OHH.. READING SMTH RN N YEAH #gbf wmtsb has stuff on. reciprocated love #sob oh yeah that bit w.. lucifer's love for the skydwellers but. he never really received. anything back. no reciprocation #maybe that's why he's my fav still. more than cilius or lucio i still wld say lucifer's my fav #he's just so. kind n beautiful n pure and. yeah #i rlly love wmtsb so much!! it has so much that r very dear to me. the whole series just appeals to me so much #from mythological stuff w angels n then stuff to do w the sky n love n #i haven't finished the third part yet despite playing for more than 2 years n i'm like 150+ rank yes i procrastinate That much #IT MAKES ME SO NERVOUS TO CONTINUE..#idk what i'm saying atp i rlly just want to write anything! i shld work on school stuff i'm not Too sleepy rn #also last thought yk that art of some of the wmtsb characters with flowers. yes #belial's r roses. they look blue to me but white is also a possibility???? like a thread i saw on twt a while back said #white roses.. blue roses.. THEYRE MY FAVE :<< n either of the meanings of the flowers kill me inside i'm weak #iirc lucifer w lupines is also so goddamn unfair 🥹 okay but. hdkflajsd i have stuff to do now i shld stop procrastinating!!#yk smth i don't really say but. belial was one of my fav charas even from two years back. i hate.. i hate the way i relate to him in a way

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chryzure-archive · 2 years

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chrysigil is also very fascinating because this is probably… the only situation chrysi’s been in where she is not The most important person to her s/o. she probably doesn’t even realize that she’s accustomed to being the center of attention—and with gil, she tries to ignore how much that throws her off (and tbh, upsets her to some degree) by making her relationship with him some sort of game. she’s just lost the person that means the most to her in the world (and the person that literally viewed her as The Person For Him. azure would give up his soul if it meant chrysi was happy), so with gil, she’s just distracting herself. having fun. flirting with him and making him blush. it’s fine that she’s never going to have a deep relationship with him—it’s fine, really. she doesn’t mind. everything is lighthearted and fun!

but the thing is, gil starts caring for her genuinely (oz is helping because of course the only way gil realizes he cares is via oz…) and suddenly it’s really hard for chrysi to make this lighthearted. it scares her. she doesn’t want this—because above all else, she doesn’t want to lose it. if she never has it in the first place, then she can’t be anxious about gil putting oz above her or losing gil entirely. she tries to make it clear to gil that she’s not someone to worry about (acknowledging oz is always going to be gil’s priority), she’s incredibly independent (she’s not going to let gil in because she doesn’t want to deal with any additional heartache), and, most importantly, she’s already tried out “true love” and it burned her—why bother with trying to be a couple with gil officially? (he won’t ever be azure for her).

i mean, i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again: how does chrysi fall in love again—try someone new—after having been with azure? the whole new dynamic is hard for her.

#like hmmm. talking abt gil being a mess but in this situation he’s not half as messy as chrysi #probably because gil’s WILLING to learn (more accurately oz will bully gil into learning..he wants chrysi as his sister in law goddamn it)#but chrysi’s shutting herself off to protect herself #a) not used to being the second option and it wounds her pride jst a little bit #and b) she’s still scarred from azure’s death.#so she decides to put on armor but it only raises all of gil’s concern instead and he jst does not. stop. making. sure. she’s. okay.#it makes it so hard for her to pretend that her thing with gil is just that—only a Thing.#because she realizes he cares for her and she craves that care so much #like okay. idk if this is clear in any capacity because my brain is literally sludge rn #but it boils down to two points #one: chrysi likes being the center of attention whether she realizes it or not (so oz being gil’s center of attention is a new situation for #her—that said chrysi loves oz and that is her little brother 🖤🖤🖤)#and two: chrysi finds it hard to be with gil—who struggles to understand her—after azure—who understood her innately #the combination of those two things turns her into somebody reclusive (due to point 1–she’s retreating in her shell to protect herself) and #self-destructive (point 2—her (unhealthy) bid for attention and her way to feel something after the loss of azure)#i’m here to call out chrysi for her vanity and unhealthy coping mechanisms btw #like she’s perfect but also she’s a fucking mess and i love her and that’s why i think she’s my fav chara to write 🖤#memorie.txt #s.chrysigil

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allgather · 2 years

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note to self to write abt pidge & resiliency, pidge & neurodivergence and disability, and pidge & protection by others and how it weighs on her.

#I’m in my ‘every chara I write is disabled and/or neurodivergent era’ and it’s sooooo sexy of me #also she’s caught in these messy feelings abt accepting protection from her team bc she loves them and would do the same #bc she believes in reciprocity and helping each other out #and feeling like one of them is bound to get hurt on her behalf and not being able to FUCKING take it #if any one of them were to like. pull rank on her and tell her smth is too dangerous lolololol she’s So Stubborn it won’t work #but like bro dude sometimes an adult or even like an older teen at minimum should rllt get her ass OUT of there

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thefixeraa · 2 years

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... CRIME THEMED SENTENCE STARTERS : “ is this your idea of laying low ? ” @batfall .

being in gotham always seems to bring out the worst in humanity . with its high crime rates and corruption ... a storm always lingering heavy in the air -- as if the whole city is being sucked into a blackhole . suffocating all of the city , slowly and painfully . the world is normally cruel , but the city itself is unstable . the ration between the corrupt and innocent is heavily imbalanced . crime is most often encouraged and for mia ? it hardly makes much of a difference . there isn’t much that can differentiate between mia and the rest of the criminals and crime lords . yes , she adds too the chaos ( though it was her own special brand of chaos that might seem a little different . ) not many can find a home here , of course , no one sane would ... that’s why the minority is the innocent , and why folks like herself thrive among the chaos .

it’s almost like clockwork -- how her arrival sparks the the rats to crawl out from the gutter . being in a city that is essentially like a utopia for the crime driven men [ who have egos the size of the statue of liberty , and suffer from tiny dick syndrome ... ] it’s difficult to keep a low profile here , what with how the name ‘ fixer ’ falls off everyone’s tongues . though if mia truly wanted to keep off everyone’s radar . she knows she’s capable of doing just that . if you just so happen to catch a glimpse of the woman in black -- then it might just be the very last thing you see at all ( and of course , there are worse ways to die . ) it isn’t always a random act of violence , more often than not she has a reason to be here . whether it be a lead , a target , or a unique situation that brought the fixer here . she more or less tends to be working here , and no , that doesn’t always include ‘ laying low ’ ...

mia breathes heavy as she throws an unconscious man on the ground . one of the last bozo’s who tried killing her ( though not entirely his fault ... he was only doing what the don told him to do : show her what we do to people who want to try and stop the family . ) “ no , actually ... my idea of layin’ low is havin’ a cold beer and watching trash television till my eyes bleed . ” sardonic tone drips from her lips as her body then turns to face the masked anti - hero . “ and as we can both see , toto isn’t in brooklyn dorothy . ” dark brows crinkle at the middle of her nose , “ you’re a grown as man weain’ a costume , and last i checked it ain’t halloween . so i don’t think you’re one to judge about layin’ low . ”

#* in chara . / answered .#batfall #FJKSLKDHF THIS WAS ALMOST A NOVEL #but what's new?#you show up on my blog and i just write and write #hello i love you and thank you for welcoming my dumbass back #and also this messy ass woman #which clearly you ordered <3

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strawberry-miiiiiiiiiiiilk · 9 months

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sitting in my room for a half hour thinking about how if we lived in a better world Ada Wong would be the Ilsa Faust of Resident Evil (primarily in how she's introduced in Rogue Nation), with a dynamic to leon not unlike Fujiko Mine's and Lupin's in which they are both extremely competent and in situations in which they may have to work against and occasionally with each other on a mission, but ultimately are forced to stay apart and while they may be apart and even have different love interests from each other, ultimately still care deeply for one another. They are compelled to go after each other in part because it's so difficult and they are so often in circumstances in which they can't be with each other. The thrill of the chase and all that.

Ada being only tangentially related to the other character's stories because the world is simply larger than them and she has her own concerns and problems to deal with, and to have that be given any care or weight in a story, let alone focus. That she can be cunning and even manipulative but because she needs to and will still choose not to when the chips are down because she is genuinely caring--which I know none of that is new ground for her but I wish it was done in a more interesting way and *without leon at all*. She chooses to show mercy in a key point not because she's in love with that other character.

And also that she has more personality. I dig the subdued nature of her in 4r and her subtle sarcasm but it's just crumbs. I want her to be silly on occasion and say dumb jokes because she's alone like in 2r. I want her to shed a bit of that seriousness when she's on the clock because she's confident in herself as a professional and again has no one to put up a façade to.

It's honestly kinda embarrassing reading this back as I realize most of what I'm writing is not only already present in the games but incredibly tropey in and of itself, and wouldn't improve the character much. Dear god I think too much of my view of the character has been marred by shallow fanworks depicting her. I think if anything it's a sign that:

I'm a shit writer and need to do way more than watch movies and gesture vaguely at them to come up w a decent story or character (that being said as much as I prefer Fallout as a film, I stand by my earlier statement of Ilsa Faust being the ideal spy woman as she's depicted in Rogue Nation as she has a distinct set of goals and needs that are complex and developed largely tangentially to the protagonist's, at least initially).

It's going to take a completely new approach to her character to get something remotely interesting and that takes advantage of her potential.

For as mired in tropes as she and every other character and story in Resident Evil is, Ada could be far more memorable and enjoyable if only there was more care and effort to giver at least some interests and goals (perhaps even...characterization) on her own other than being a sexy love interest and potentially traitorous (as so many femme fatales already are).

#I mean she basically already is Fujiko I just wish it was more fun and gave her shit to do that didn't exclusively revolve around leon #I have a lot of thoughts about leon as a character and as much as I enjoy their over-the-top mr & mrs smith romance also fuck leon #Sighs....I know I'm asking too much from a franchise that has famously bad writing and largely archetypal characters but it's maddening #Mostly to me personally because I love spy shit and femme fatales for how messy and misogynistic the archetype is it's my favorite #So it kills me that a cool femme fatale like Ada who has so much potential as a character is relentlessly squandered #And it's the most annoying thing in the world to me to complain about fandoms/fans but I'll be a hypocrite and vent that it bugs me #How much fan media revolves around a*on and coming up with idealized domestic fantasies for them which can be chopped up to misogyny #And how tropey fan shit is but still it's so dull and often bends Ada into an ideal wife/gf for leon but not explore Anything Else At All #Not every romance has to end in marriage and kids like what about the inherent drama of them being forced apart isn't #Compelling to fans? What I'm trying to say is I want them to have a painfully messy divorce and a game or movie exclusively about Ada #*and I mean like they never marry just break up but emotionally it's a messy divorce that's ultimately for the best given their jobs #Also I am far too out of my depth to go into it but many have pointed out how her characterization often falls into pretty #nasty tropes that Asian women often fall into in Hollywood films which considering how much US blockbusters influence re it's not surprisin #But it's unfortunate and I'd be remised to at least mention that it feels at best dicey to have the only recurring Asian woman be mostly #reduced to a love interest of the white protagonist and sexualized with little else to go off of as a character #Yes she's competent and a super spy and saves his life constantly but I Want More And She Deserves Better #And yes everyone is super tropey and flat and the women in general often take a back seat to male charas but like I said #this whole franchise is badly written and honestly it kills me how women are written in general in re but I was thinking too hard about Ada #And maybe a sign that this series needs an even bigger overhaul than the remakes are doing character writing-wise #Or just don't and jettison the bloated lore once and for all and be episodic and silly b-horror idk if I can care about established charas #Coming back if they're in such dull forms. Maybe the mercy kill option is ideal and have re9 and all new installments be different #Ugh why can't I care about something useful like computers or cooking or job applications

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