#i want to take her on the train today

[abirddogmoment]

Two weeks with Aurora! Here's a recap of life so far.

Our targeted socialization was pretty successful, we managed a bunch of different experiences and she rocked them.

Monday: Busy street at rush hour

Tuesday: Train station

Wednesday: Construction site

Thursday: Bike path next to train line

Friday: Outside a coffee shop

Saturday: Baby hike in the wild

She's still doing great in overall good citizen behaviours. She has specifically been crushing:

✅ Sleeping through the night

✅ Name recognition

✅ Basic training skills

✅ Recovering from being startled

✅ Being crated quietly

Honestly she's doing amazing, I am so so proud of her. 💜

Areas for improvement for the week include:

✴ Bullying Pike (which is improving but still not great)

✴ Demand barking and overall noise level

✴ Chewing on the couch in excitment

Our biggest victories this week include:

🎉 Baby hike 2.0 with beautiful ranging, reasonable baby recall, and great enthusiasm

🎉 Calling off play with Pike on multiple occasions

Our big goals for next week:

🚀 Less harassment of Pinecone

🚀 Working through the foundation levels of the baby conditioning class I'm taking

Really excited for the next few weeks with this girl! 💜

#dogblr #rory borealis #about aurora #she is snuggling really really well without biting me #and she 'asked' for a training session the other night which was soooo sweet #i want to take her on the train today #and i want to take her to see some blow up xmas ornaments before theyre put away for the year #i would love for her to stop barking #but im remembering how loud mav was and he grew out of it pretty quickly #so im hoping she grows out of it as well #the conditioning class is pretty cool! #its for dogs 8 weeks to 8 months #conditioning is a weak spot of mine - i dont know enough to work through it on my own #so i think this was a great purchase #im excited to work through it this winter #i feel like if any dog can use more body awareness and core strength its probably a brittany #this photo is from last week by the way we have like no snow left

[beeduoo]

wonderful

#there is a ranboo that goes withthis but i didn't like how he was looking imma restart from scratch tmrw😭😭 #ctubbo #michael beloved #ctubbo fanart #Guys you have no idea what i went through today like it wa fucking crazy i need to share this #so i went to the mall after school right and im going home at like 8 on the train with my friend bc i was supposed to be picked up ay her #stop right but then im told to just go to my stop and take the bus and im like ok sure but the problem is my phone is on SEVEN PERCENT and w #hen i get to the stop my moms like u have money for the bus right and im like ueah and i check and i have NO MONEY #BUT I DIDNT TELL HER ANUTHING BC I DIDNT WANT HER TI GET MAD BC I KNEW SHE WOUDKNT WANT ME TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT NIGHT (FOURTY BLOCKS #So im like ok im getting on the bus now my phone is on four percent i have to WALK HOME allll that way and there's this crazy ass upward hi #ll that's like ten blocks long ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD but like my mom thinks im on the bus so im trying to speed walk as fast as i can and i #RAWDOGGED it too because MU PHONE WAS GOING TO IDE!!!! #I made it home at two percent U guys i was so proud of myself thank u for listening #IM SO MAD IT WOUKDVE BEEN OKAY IF I WASNT IN A RUSH And also if i had music uggghhh Whatever #I bought this really cute skirt at garage hold on let me find it #lexi pleated skort color Navy blue ITS SOOOO CUTE got some new leg warmers too yesss.... #I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THE TRANSIT APP i woukdve been able to attach my apple pay and buy the stupid ticket if my phonewasnnt #too dead to do al that... #Guys always make sure u carry cash with yiu goodbye

[juniperhillpatient]

if u work in healthcare ur not working a shitty customer service job it doesn’t matter how frustrating or difficult the people in ur care may be or what kind of day ur having u HAVE to be nice to the people in ur care & supportive of their needs because they rely on u & bedside manner isn’t an optional fucking part of the job

#this is sorta a #vent #but I’m keeping it as vague as I can to not even risk breaking any hippa rules #lest I become the one being unethical #had to report someone at work today 😬😬 #I don’t want to say I hope I got her fired. but I hope she is trained to take her responsibility more seriously

[oatbugs]

Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship

#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it #it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper #provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the #interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after #50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked #his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it #he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from #when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has #his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever #but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how #we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe #cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna #back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed #practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence #we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one #who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted #to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say #goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art. #you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea? #if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa #the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding #his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.

[lvstharmony]

To my friends on here: If we ever meet up irl then just know that no matter how open I appear over text, I‘ll most likely be quite nervous and shy if you meet me :')

#Went to Cologne today to visit my cousin #and a friend that I‘ve known since 4 years lives nearby so I asked if she wants to pick me up before I take another train to my cousin #and so she did #I didn’t think I‘d be nervous when meeting her 😭 #I asked her if she‘s nervous she said no and then said she can really tell that I am LMAO #Other than that it was really nice and I‘m glad I finally got to see her irl <3 #I also gifted us matching lego necklaces that have been waiting to be worn for TWO YEARS lmao 😭😭😭

[summerlycoris]

Guess whos potentially working a triple tomorrow?????????

Im going to transform into my final form if this shit keeps up i swear to god.

#summerly talks #im just. gonna have to tell my boss that. effective immediately. i cant work the weekend anymore #sad because its good money #but this is becoming a fucking pattern and if it does i may actually dive into a fission reactor while singing meltdown ;_; #like. i was okay with the double? my coworker called in because her baby was sick #and she promised me if i couldnt get anyone to cover for my am shift tomorrow she would take it #then at like 9pm i get a text saying. she cant. her baby wont let her leave #and i feel selfish because. she has a baby. but i have cats and luckily i was able to drop by today to pick up my sleepover kit #and also make sure minty had food. (fieldie has an auto feeder so hes okay) #and i just. want to go home #the reality is i cant. i cant go. not unless one of the people i texted gets back to me saying theyll come in #and no one has yet. its 11pm. no one will at this point. #im tired im tired im tired #i dont want to end up like i did at my ladt job. giving away entirely too much of me and destroying myself #ive already lost most if not all of my passion for this job #and when i was younger i dreamt of working with disabled people. i burnt too quick and now im a shell of what i was #but this is the only thing im trained for that would allow me to like. keep my home #maybe if or when i move to brisbane i can look into a different job. do an it course idk. something where there's less people skills needed #i better try to get some sleep orz tonights gonna be a bitch of a thing

[obstinatecondolement]

Did some fucking masterful salesmanship towards the end of my shift that netted the company a big ten-ish quid. All in a day's work.

#basically someone came in looking for a zip for a cropped corset top that her daughter bought #which she had worn once and the zip it came with immediately broke #but my colleague said that we don't sell separating zips that short #and in fact no one does except this one guy in the city centre who makes zips himself #so the customer was very disappointed that she now had to trek all the way into the city #and I said 'what I would do is take the zip out and put in some ribbon in an appropriate colour and sew on some hooks and eyes' #which we have in abundance #so I found her a ribbon that was a good colour match (the top was an olive green satin fabric) #and a packet of silver hooks and eyes and some green embroidery floss #heroically saving her from taking the train into town #and getting the sale for us and not yer man in the city centre #my colleague and the customer were suitably awed by this quick thinking and creative problem solving #and both agreed that hooks and eyes would look much nicer than a horrible old zip #I am going to get a good grade in retail: a thing that is normal to want and possible to achieve #honestly though they are so fucking lucky to have me at [workplace] #I give great customer service and I am very knowledgable in craft-related areas #and the curtain stuff is coming to me! #it's not rocket surgery #I ordered a blind today all by myself using the manufactorer's online portal #although I did get the manager to double check everything before I converted it to an order and booked it in #so that if I had made any mistakes that she had cosigned them lol #but yeah I am such a good little cog in the capitalist machine #of Big Ribbon™ #werq bitch

[pepprs]

crying again lol ok

#purrs #and posting online abt it so i get immediate validation / support instead of asking for help from anyone im close to i know. but god fucking #damn it to hell. ok im going to be candid about this because it hurts so fucking bad. five years ago i met someone so important to me. and I #miss her so so so so much. and every space here i have a memory with her in. and she left in July and she’s gone. and im sobbing my eyes out #FOR WHY because it was over 6 months ago and im happier and she’s happier and we’re all happier. but i think im getting some aftershocks #being here for the first time without her exactly 5 years to the week we met: when she was so important to me. she was the whole reason i #even saw myself as something. and she’s fucking gone. she left. but she’s not dead like LMAO idk why im crying so hard when i could just #text her any time and tell her that i miss her. but idk. it’s just everything is stirring memories and they’re painful to think about now or #at least today because she’s gone and it all changed. i was just saying that i feel like im not having any emotions and tonight the grief ju #just rammed into me like a train and my fucking counselor sucks ass and won’t even help me work through it and everyone is busy and tired an #and im a staff coach so im not supposed to be having a fuckjng mental breakdown over **** pacing around in my bathroom at 1:23am but ive be #been thinking about her so much and remembering all the formative interactions i had with her here and missing her so much i want to explode #and die and p*ke and whatever. so stupid to cry about it but i fucking miss her. and i hate that she’s not here. and i’m trying so hard to b #be her but i have to be me but i can’t not have what she brought here and im just crashi ng and burning and can’t be honest and im having a #breakdown and crying so hard and i don’t know what to do. i ithink i’ll be fine after some sleep and reflection but my heart is like seizing #on itself right now and nothing takes my mind off it and i just keep crying LMFAOOOOOO. i hate it here #delete later #like how can you look at me like that and then fuck off to ****** 4.5 years later. you know? im about to punch a hole into the hallway #and i have to be quiet bc ppl are trying to sleep but it’s making me fucking crazy. #retreat tag

[feluka]

i'll say it again. every SWANA girlie should be entitled to one free patricide per lifetime no charges no jail time no nothing

#devastating news today. #i learned that 1- my dad wanted to start a bet on me dropping out of uni before the end of the year. #he was serious too. thankfully my mom told him to shut the fuck up :)that's exactly what i need while struggling with my studies thanks dad #2- he's now spreading lies about me to my mom to make me look bad #he told her i lie when i say I'm going to sleep and instead i keep the lights on and stay up all night #and that he sees me frolicking around playing and having fun while claiming to be asleep #my mom called him out on being a shitty liar because when i can't sleep i still keep the lights off because i fucking hate the lights #and also she comes to check up on me at night and sees that i am asleep so she told him he's a liar #and now 3- he's claiming my whole mental health lapse thing was me faking depression to get away with having poor grades #which is funny because he took me to the psych hospital himself and told our entire extended family that I've gone crazy. #funny how he changes his story all the fucking time! #and his proof? he 'sees me chatting with people and laughing all the time so i can't be that depressed' #what people you fucking dickhead. do you know how debilitating lonely i am. do you have any idea how much it kills me. #and when my mom tried to stand up for me and say that i don't talk to people #his reasoning was that i'm being secretive about it because i must be talking to boys 😐😐😐😐 #i truly dont understand him. like my guy YOU put me in a girls school and follow me outside everyday to make sure i take the girls' train. #like what boys have i conjured out of thin fucking air. literally what the FUCK are you on about. #also now he's using that as an excuse to 'keep an eye on me' and look in my stuff and follow me around #i know he opens my phone because that absolute idiot accidentally took a photo of himself with it #and i know he follows me this isn't news to me. i just. idk. i thought we were on better terms these days???? #like i truly thought we were being friendly and cool with each other lately??? #then he explodes out on nowhere with this stuff and goes on and on about how much of his money is wasted on me!!!!! #i'm just so sad all the time and i'm truly trying to hold on and not end everything and i dont need him to do this to me right now #i'm so so sad and tired! really i don't see an end to this! #one day i'll walk into the ocean and have him fish my corpse out of the water

[lavenderedhoney]

Slept overnight at her place and she woke me up at 5:30am to push my head down the bed so I could suck her off before climbing on top of me and pumping a couple loads into my cunt. 😳 She also grabbed the lube while we were in the shower today so she could get her cock in my ass and bit my shoulder right before she came. 😩

The throat training has been paying off and it's so satisfying!! In the past she hadn't been able to move much in my throat without making me throw up or get very close to throwing up (extremely unsexy and unpleasant for everyone involved lmfao), but today she fucked my throat till she came twice. I was proud of myself lmao!

Later when I was riding her she had me squeezing in a specific rhythm with my hip movements and it took a lot of concentration but it made her cum really hard and that was really hot too 😩😩😩

(DNI if you: are a cishet man, are under 18, do not have your age on your blog, or host ageplay or cnc content on your blog)

#i still gagged but i didnt have to pull off to take a breather or anything #it was crazy hot feeling her head push into my throat over and over #definitely feeling motivated to keep training #i want her to be able to fuck my throat harder now bc i love when she uses me like a toy 🙈🙈🙈 #today was so hot tho #when she told me how to squeeze on her? very hot #the way she was moaning and how hard it made her cum? very very hot!!! #baby 💖 #text #lesbian nsft #sapphic nsft #wlw nsft #nblw nsft #trans nsft #t4t nsft

[kordbot]

wow. I am going to die tomorrow

#im supposed to be accompanying the girl ive been training for her horse riding exam #but its SO FUCKING HOOOOOOT IM DYING #i was in the stables today just to practice loading The Beast™ into the trailer and practice the dressage part w her one last time #and the head exhaustion has taken away ALL of my energy ive literally been running in low energy mode since morning #and tomorrow ill have to be there for a good couple hours OURGH #especially since we dont know if her other trainer will be there so i have to help her warm up just in case #also just generally be there to help w getting The Beast™ ready #if i dont survive this i want jacob to take over my selfship blog. goodbye

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

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#ann's taking no prisoners today #i can see the angst train is in full force #she did say it #she wants to leave!!! #oof #and can you really blame her after all the bs that went on #especially coz lister keeps deflecting and putting off from discussing the real issue #i swear to gods she is the one who is sabotaging her own happiness and relationship #seriously #fuck this shit #i hate it here #:/ #raee watches gj #raee in rantmode #gj spoilers #gj finale feels #gentleman jack

[localbabygirl]

VENT

#i invited my brother to a running event that i wanted to attend alone bc he's been MISERABLE the past year and i wanted to do something nice #for him and ever since he's just treating it like his own event and making fun of me for wanting to attend even tho he's soo much fitter #than me. i don't even really wanna go anymore because he's ruined it. i just know he'll make me feel bad that day #found out today he invited someone else to it as well and he's been paying her 100 euro a week to train for it so she'll actually be able t #run the distance and i just... feel like crying ngl #i was short on my money this month and he wouldn't support me so i had to take up a short time loan at my bank to pay for my groceries #with 8% interest. #i'm just so tired of it all why do i keep reaching out my hand to people that would never do the same for me #i feel so stupid every damn time i'm so disappointed in myself

[a-very-fond-farewell]

I’m back at it again folks. (*inhales k/im g/o-eun content like kirby*) I’m fine. time to write 😔🏳️‍🌈💅🏻

#sneaky niki #lamb loose liveblogging #it’s women loving hours in the club and I can’t get over how pretty and charming she is #I can’t watch the big scary movie she’s in now bc: #I’m a scaredy cat (*dpr song playing in the background*) + it’s not available where I live #but believe me I am /this close/ to make a ‘do it for her’ poster with her face on it #anyway #topic of the day is (*checks notes*) divorce #listen I’m no expert on relationships and I can honestly say that HDS’s wife should demand one #will she get it? would she even want to get a divorce? that’s beside the point #but I want to truly honor Hye Young’s character and put myself in her shoes as I write this part of her story #bc what /i/ think she should do has nothing to do with what /she/ wants to do #also marriage and companionship and relationship are very complex IRL?? #ik we’re all on board on this nemesis-living-together-while-giving-one-another-blue-balls train of a fic #believe me I get it. but I feel so much for Hye Young. her husband turned into a horrible person. 3 years have gone by. poor woman #so. since these are the vibes for today. I plan to take a small break from ch16 (that detestable chapter >:0 bad chapter! headache-inducing #) #and focus a little bit on Hye Young for the time being. #she will make an appearance later on (possibly after ch 20) #but today feels like a good day to listen to her #nobody listened to her in the show. now it’s my turn to let her talk #ok so. confusing omens aside. #have a very good day folks :)