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notdelusionalatall · 23 days

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i feel like i'm floating. everything seems unreal

#i don't feel real #do i exist #am i real #i feel like i'm floating #dpdr #derealization #derealization episode #fuck this bullshit #but i am also #overcaffeinated #does it matter?#i don't know what i'm feeling #i'm clenching my jaw #all the time

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meownotgood · 6 months

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HE SOUNDS SO FUCKING SAD LIKE SERIOUSLY I CAN'T HANDLE AKI CRYING I CAN'T DO IT

#this was meant to be a reblog to my last post but I forgot tumboo doesn't like videos in reblogs #the little hiccups #aki please...... let me hug you.......#IT HURTS SO BAD WHEN HE'S UPSET GUUUH #jaw hurts from clenching my teeth so hard at this scene #ow it actually hurts lol #sometimes I get so engrossed when it comes to aki that I clench my jaw very hard and don't notice I'm doing it #aaakiii..g.g..a.a....aaaaaaaaaaaaa...... AKI

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taikanyohou · 2 years

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there's an alternate reality where this vegas:

and this pete:

most definitely fuck.

#i have a scenario in my head where the bodyguard disperse to find porsche and as vegas is heading out back to main foyer area #he bumps into pete and pete just looks at him with disgust and knows vegas is Upto Some Shit and porsche disappearing is bc of him #and vegas who's already Mad does not need pete to be looking at him like that so he spits out a 'what the fuck are you staring at?'#and pete just cuts to the chase and asks vegas 'where the fuck is he i know you're upto some shit.' and vegas just smirks and says 'who?'#whilst he steps closer to him until he's trapped pete up against a wall and leans into his ear and says 'who pete?'#and pete spits back in vegas' face how 'i know you've got your eyes on him. don't think i haven't been watching your every move.'#and at first it feels like a bucket of ice water has been thrown on vegas but then he composes himself and says #'why? are you jealous?' at which pete just scoffs. and then vegas tries again and says 'or do you like what you see? the thrill of it?#eyeing me just to see what i do next?'#and pete doesnt respond. just bites the inside of his cheek. bc there is a thrill to it #but he is not gonna give vegas the satisfaction. and yet all vegas has to do is look at pete as he clenches his jaw and he gets his answer #and then vegas just rakes his eyes all over pete's body and says 'you've never looked so good'.#and pete isnt gonna get distracted by the fact that vegas of all people is telling him this. so he asks again 'where is he?'#and vegas just tuts and steps even closer and presses their bodies together and says 'fuck him. i'm talking about us.#stop being so fucking good all the time pete. doesnt it get tiring?'#and pete's trying to stay focused on the task at hand here and he knows exactly what vegas is doing as vegas carries on saying #'don't you wanna be bad sometimes pete? what if i let you be that with me? no one has to know.'#and the invitation sounds so tempting. the prospect of it. that he should be with kinn doing his job but instead he's fucking his cousin #and just being the centre of attention for once. being vegas' centre of attention .... it makes pete's toes curl.#and vegas glances down at pete's mouth that's fallen slightly open. and its so pretty. so pretty that he has to touch it. and as he does #pete opens his mouth wider and vegas runs his thumb along pete's entire bottom lip. and he can feel pete breathing hard.#'you want this.' vegas says. 'look how you open up your mouth for me so pretty to have more.'#and now vegas is calling him pretty too and pete's resolve is breaking brick by brick until he moans when vegas wraps his hand around his #throat and vegas says 'i wanna taint you so bad that you'd have to wear this to cover the bruises on your neck. and the next time i see you #i'd do it all over again.' and pete asks in a barely there voice 'next time?' and vegas smirks and leans into pete's ear and says #'if its what you want. because i do. i wanna see you be bad for me. just for me. i want you to come to me only. for me only.'#and then vegas bites down on the skin there making pete clutch onto vegas' blazer and as divine as vegas looks pete wants to rip it off.#and just as he's about to do something about it vegas steps back leaving pete's arm mid air. and pete hates that. and vegas sees it all #over his face and says 'what do you say pete? you either leave with me right now or you can go back and be the good little boy they think #you are.' and vegas holds out his hand. and no one's ever treated pete like this before. so he takes it. and lets vegas take him.

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rooscandraw · 4 months

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watched the two eps of pjotv today and clenched my jaw so hard the entire time (out of excitement) that I gave myself a migraine. this show truly will be the death of me. can't wait

#special interest moment of I Am Unconscously Violently Clenching My Jaw So I Dont Scream (/pos) About This #you know that thing where you get so excited abt The Interest it hurts?? yeah.#basically im insane abt this and i will have art soon it just unfortunately will not be digital until I'm back at the dorm w my tablet #but goDddd #roos.txt #pjotv

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starboyvoid · 8 months

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it's so funny how I can meow more realistically than bark, if I try to bark it's just high pitched like a tiny dog, and if I meow, I sound like an old ass cat

I cannot growl or do other stuff though, I can do a cats "mmmmmmmm" when angry, and can hiss when scared (i don't do it on purpose actually) but other than that I still can't get the other noises yet 😭

I can do a bird sound tho

#wolfkin #caninekin #dogkin #starsboys post #otherkin rambles #otherkin stuff is running through my head plus I'm bored so I said #“hey fuck it lets share this to tumblr.”#I'm a wolf #and yet I can mostly just do cat noises #anyway does anyone else clench their jaws and teeth bec their brain goes “angry dog mode”#like it doesn't really happen now but it used to #also I'm wild but also not wild what the absolute fuck am I #debating on deleting honestly lol #I could ramble abt my experiences girl (neutral)#oh wow I'm actually allowing myself to be free to express this online instead of being worried about being seen as “weird”

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imrisah · 1 year

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#Life update that no one asked for but I feel like i haven't been present for so long #chronic pain right? i kind of have it #it's jaw related apparently seems like I have lockjaw out whatever and it's uneven and a side of it has to work a lot harder #to close my mouth so my muscles on the right side of my body are just having none of it #a mouth guard had helped reduce the frequency of episodes but it will take a long time for them to go away #if they do #I'm down to one serious full blown episode a month and a lot of smaller negligible instances of pain #a lot of stuff in my chest seizes up in the middle of my sleep cause i clench my jaw really hard apparently #clenching also potentially the cause of my light and poor quality sleep #it's getting better slowly 💪#i Just needed to vent my hopes and fears to the ether i guess #no art unfortunately just d&d in my life right now #i did do maps but I'm jealous of them

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lemonyinks · 1 year

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Quote from Bly Manor

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cattywampers · 23 days

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its not like a perceived sensation of rejection or responsibility for loss (or just loss Normal) isnt the underlying factor in almost every single non-dying loop or anything. surely that wouldnt be the case right. Haha

#isat spoilers #🗝️#and i stare at siffrin and i dont say anything at all.#okay thats the end of the post dont look at the tags dont worry about it #the rare few that are just like “wait i fucked up” in a normal way #THE BONNIE ONE W/ THE DEATH RITUALS CONVO MADE ME JAW DROP BECAUSE THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME THAT HAD HAPPENED IN MY GAME #AND IT IMMEDIATELY CLICKED FOR ME LIKE. OH. THIS IS HAPPENING BECAUSE YOU WANT IT TO.#BECAUSE YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH THE ALTERNATIVE. WELL THAT'S CUTE #actor AND director!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and to this extent it makes me giggle whenever loop is like. Ummm. I have a suspicion. but I'm not going to say anything.............#like you know if you dont spell it out for siffrin he's going to pretend it's not real right. because it isn't until it's spoken aloud #because I'm sooo sure he knows that much at LEAST about what's going on with the wish #is that it's at least partially connected to their OWN willpower #enough so that he intentionally invoked it at the ending of act 3 #okay im done reambling in the notes. you understand #I guess i just wonder how much about the play is Siffrin following the Universe as they tend to say to justify his willful repetition #and how much about the play is the Universe conceding to Siffrin to allow them that repetition #or rather. providing the avenue for him WAIT A MINUTE #OKAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY #CLENCHES JAW ITS FINE

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fandomfluffandfuck · 2 months

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Shout out to the dude in one of my classes who I have never spoken to before that just punched my shoulder on the way out of class, stopping me for the sole purpose of asking how often I mew then not believing me when I told him I don't. Compliment received, lmao

#hilariously though because I'm not on tiktok often (my fyp is thirst/kink/fandom only lol) i didn’t understand what he meant at first #and it was loud #so i didn't really hear him and i had to ask him to repeat himself multiple times lol #(mewing if you don’t know is the tiktok facemaxxing thing where you put your tongue on the roof of your mouth to supposedly shape your jaw)#(clenching your muscles or whatever)#(i don't really know how it works lmao)#also while we're on the topic in high school once i had a classmate gasp and say my name then when i asked what happened she just motioned #to how i was cracking my neck and went 'jawline for DAYS!' and i still think about that sometimes 💀💀#personal #thoughts

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homoeroticfisticuffs · 2 months

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hearing a song from one of the awesome mixes when you're with other people and trying to act normal about it should be considered an olympic sport

#happened to be in the kitchen when american idol was on and a guy sang bring it on home to me. clenched my jaw a little if i'm honest #brandy comes on at work sometimes and if i don't do a little dance to it and quietly sing along i WILL die #gotg #guardians of the galaxy #marvel #marvel cinematic universe #mcu

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soldier-poet-king · 7 months

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I normally have the sleeps Too Much flavour of mental illness, but the sheer anxiety and stress about the Job Thing means I slept??? Barely at all??? And what sleep I did get was plagued by anxiety nightmares. So today is going swell I am definitely not Having A Time.