#i'm fine everything's fine

[sophsun1]

FARSCAPE

2.22 Die Me Dichotomy

#farscape #farscapeedit #cinematv #filmtvcentral #userthing #smallscreensource #kwistowee #tvedit #syfysource #chewieblog #userstream #televisongifs #i'm fine everything's fine #this is where the scene ended and nothing bad happened #otpsource

[papermint-airplane]

WARNING: HUGE RANT AHEAD

As per the request from @nectar-cellar:

Oh boy prepare yourself for a foul-mouthed rant because I am MAD!!!! 😠😠😠😠 Not at you, NC. I love you. You can do no wrong in my eyes. 😘

No I am mad at this STUPID FUCKING SIM holy shit

OK FIRST OF ALL

He started life like THIS

What I can only describe as "Disney's Aladdin visits a dude ranch". Yes, I know I have used that exact outfit (minus the boots) for Roman before, shut up, you're not here to expose my hypocrisy, you're here to suffer with me because OH BOY DID I SUFFER.

Ok so he turned out like this. Not bad, you say? No. Bad. Very bad.

I SPENT TWO AND A HALF FUCKING HOURS ON THIS STUPID MOTHERFUCKER AND THERE'S STILL SOMETHING OFF ABOUT HIS FACE AND I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT AND I PUT CONTOURING MAKEUP ON HIS FACE AND YOU CAN BARELY SEE IT BECAUSE FOR SOME REASON, THIS SKINTONE IS IMPOSSIBLE TO COLOR MATCH TONIGHT AND I DON'T KNOW WHY BECAUSE I'M USUALLY GREAT AT COLOR MATCHING FUCK THIS GUY

Yeah so I got him in Live Mode and there is just something about him that is pissing me right the fuck off and I don't know what it is. Is it the eyes? Are the eyes too big? Jaw too square? I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS AND IT'S PISSING ME OFF!!!!!!!!!! I really feel like the eyes are too big but I kept shrinking his eyes until he literally looked like this .👄. and it still didn't help.

I went in and out of CAS at least 7 times and I can't figure out what's off and I can't fix it and I HATE HIMMMMMMMMMM

"Who's made of pixels and sucks ass? This guy!"

"Don't you just love me?"

NO I WANT TO HIT YOU WITH A BUS

I know that making masc men is a challenge for me. This is not new information. It's been a problem for 20 years, it'll be a problem for 20 more. I know what I find attractive in a man, I just don't know what looks good on a Sim. Know what I mean? No? Stop being difficult, you know exactly what I mean.

I also tried using NC's new torso and oh boy that was an adventure because the torso is fire and his face is A FUCKING DISASTER. There is something about his head and his torso that are incongruous with each other and I don't. know. what. it. is. It's driving me crazy. No correction, it has DRIVEN me crazy, past tense. I am crazy now and this fucker is why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOOK AT THIS PIECE OF SHIT WHY DOESN'T HIS HEAD FIT WHAT DID I DO WRONG

I even expanded my slider multiples so I could fine tune things thinking that would help but no I think it made everything worse ESPECIALLY MY MENTAL HEALTH

I hate him. I HAAAAAAAAATEEE HIIIIIIIIIM

So by now you're like "Laura there's nothing wrong with him, Laura you're taking this too seriously, Laura he's fine" and I know. I KNOW! I STILL HATE HIM

And you're god dang right I put that fucker on a pole. If I get community labeled because of this shit heap, I'm gonna lose my shitting mind.

Literally fuck you, I hate you so much. I didn't even give you a name. Do you know what your name is? "Stupid asshole who won't behave" that's what your name is.

I even threw Monica the Devil Girl in there hoping that would help. It didn't.

Know what the worst part is?

I enjoyed this. I mean yeah sure I hated the whole process and I hate the result and I hate this Sim and in a minute, I'm going to have an alien Sim land a meteor on top of his head, but there's something really cathartic about just unloading all of your vitriol on a Sim, you know? And it was definitely a challenge and definitely out of my comfort zone. I'll have to keep trying until I make a male Sim (other than Roman and Aiden) that I'm happy with.

This was a learning experience for sure.

Piece of shit.

#sims 3 #ts3 #sims 3 gameplay #mine #adventures in cas #sims 3 cas #*breathes into a paper bag* #i'm fine everything's fine #gif warning

[so-that-was-okay]

Of course Buck is worried when he knows Tommy is called on a tough mission because it's his first time dating someone with a risky job.

But Tommy? Tommy is scared. Because Buck has a history with near death accidents. Because Buck died once. So when he sends a message to Buck to check on him, he's not even telling him to be safe. He tells him to "please come back to me safe".

#911 #911 abc #bucktommy #evan buckley #tommy kinard #i'm fine everything's fine #confident tommy showing concern for his boy

[greedandenby]

Sam's mouth scar 👉👈 Jacob's chin dimple.

You agree.

#as you can see i'm totally normal about them #i'm fine everything's fine #loustat my beloved #interview with the vampire #iwtv #sam reid #jacob anderson #loustat

[queseraone]

why is every fucking song on this album chenford coded?? 😭😭

#chenford #the rookie #taylor swift #ttpd #the tortured poets department #and i'm only like 6 songs in 😅 #i'm fine everything's fine #😭😭😭

[blood-mocha-latte]

started sledge's book today and was IMMEDIATELY attacked

#rie posts #i'm fine everything's fine #maybe i shouldn't read this book whilst in the middle of Career Crisises lmao #the pacific #eugene sledge

[faequeentitania]

Look, don't mind me, I'm just going very slightly feral over Bruce bashing away at the drums during an extended guitar solo in "No Lies" for the Dive! Dive! Live! concert while on his solo tour for Tattooed Millionaire.

#I'M FINE EVERYTHING'S FINE #bruce dickinson #tattooed millionaire #gifs #music #iron maiden #dive! dive! live! #dickie fliszar #drums #drumming

[gay-otlc]

"my dysphoria's not that bad" my brother in transgenderism you have been without a packer for less than a day and you already want to die

#i'm fine everything's fine #suicide tw

[blueink3]

I have four open suitcases in my bedroom because I feel like I’ve barely spent a night in my apartment in weeks, there are so many clothes scattered about that I can barely find my bed, my mother arrives tomorrow and I should be cleaning but I finally started Sex Education and how can I accomplish anything else when Gillian Anderson and Ncuti Gatwa are being so fabulous? Also why does anyone engage in real-life romance? It’s absolutely horrifying, dear god. (aka there’s a person halfway across the country that I miss desperately and it’s stupid.)

#in case anyone's wondering where i've been all summer #i'm fine everything's fine

[frostmakesa-flower]

#ha ha HA 🫠 #i'm fine everything's fine #ed no sheeran #cvtt1ng

[friedricenietzsche]

Drop the gay pining playlist though

bold of u to assume that it's anything other than fast car by tracy chapman and its spiritual successor (carly rae jepsen's run away with me) on repeat tbh!!!

#jk there is also fleetwood & bruce springsteen & frank ocean & sufjan & mitski & phoebe & julien & car seat headrest & mcr. #i'm fine everything's fine #anon #ask

[blanketed-in-stars]

brb putting my brain in a BLENDER

#she speaks #i'm fine everything's fine #new protocol for the CTL made one conversation take. two hours. #it wasn't even DONE i had to transfer it to end my shift #would like to scoop out my brain and get a new one i'm so. tired. #hopefully whoever took it can help the person better than i could bc that was a shitshow

[beac0ns]

#〤ㅤ/ㅤ*ㅤ（ㅤㅤpiper haleㅤ*ㅤlike a band aid on a bleeding heart‚ i fake a smile and fall apart.ㅤㅤ） #〤ㅤ/ㅤ*ㅤ（ㅤㅤeditsㅤ*ㅤshouldn't we at least go out and look for evil doers.ㅤㅤ） #i'm fine everything's fine

[debbiechanclub]

Having a normal one this morning

#about finlay #I'm fine everything's fine

[saltpepperbeard]

"You made me forget myself. I thought I was someone else, someone good."

#OFMD #Our Flag Means Death #OFMD Season 2 #OFMD S2 Teaser #ofmdedit #ofmd gifs #ofmdblog #ofmddaily #Gentlebeard #Blackbonnet #Edward Teach #Stede Bonnet #Taika Waititi #Rhys Darby #Edit #...MMMMMMMMMMM :))) LMAO #I'M FINE #EVERYTHING'S FINE

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...

#not a shitpost #serious post #ask to tag #tw trauma #cptsd #c-ptsd #and if so we should TALK about it #because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays #like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc #bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times #and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd) #because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact #2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc #3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation #and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie #4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories #and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong #weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards #i got lucky there #also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons