#i'm so sick of this can't look at it anymore

[kooqitas]

— getting a +4 ... ★ with: jjk!

#pairing: jungkook X reader. #synopsis: your boyfriend may not know how to lose in 'uno' #tags: is literally jungkook fingering you during a uno (and yes his friends are at the table) #wc: ~400 #notes: i'm a little sick :( wrote this just so i wouldn't disappear

⚠︎ english is NOT my first language, i just write for fun, if you don't feel comfortable with grammatical mistakes DONT READ!

you gasp when you feel jungkook dragging your pantie to the side and putting one finger inside you without any warning.

you know that your boyfriend is a kinda crazy and you like it, but you never thought that he would fucking you while you play uno with yours (and his) friends.

when namjoon put a ‘+4’ card you just put another one in the same way, making your boyfriend draw 8 cards, and he just ask to you take the cards for him, while he puts other finger inside you.

you gasp again, moving the leg trying the close them, but jungkook won’t let you do that.

he curves his fingers, staying a little rougher.

"god" you moans, the others boys at the table looking at you.

“are you okay?” jimin asks.

“yesssss, sure, just… i think i will win’’

‘yes, thats my girl!” jungkook says, kissing you, so he puts his third finger.

“t-too much!” you moans again, your body sweating.

crazy, jungkook is fucking crazy.

“what? the game? oh c’mon, that’s funny!” hoseok says when he puts other +4 card on the table.

“she is just a little shy, because she knows that she will win” jungkook jokes, going harder with his fingers.

you bite your lips, trying to close your legs again, but jungkook still fucking your hole with his finger. 

“stop, or all the boys will know that your pussy accept me anytime!” jungkook says in your ear, giving you a soft kiss on the cheeks.

when a 'reverse' card is placed on the table, jimin makes jungkook draw +4 card again.

and with that he presses his thumb on your clitoris, going faster with his fingers and putting the fourth.

you can hear the 'ploc' his fingers make, but you don't care anymore, not when you cum, screaming his name as you officially win the game.

“what that fuck is hap-” 

“she just getting a +4 too, relax” jungkook laughs.

all the guys at the table see your eyes rolling and your body shaking in jungkook's hands. you can't even feel embarrassed, because in the next second, jungkook shows his hands to the guys.

your juices all over his fingers

“you know… i always win, guys” he jokes… 

you breathe heavily, recovering from your recent orgasm

“so...does anyone want to suck my fingers? she has a such great taste…”

you think that yout boyfriend is just joking, but you blink and jimin is suck his fingers…

and after him, seokjin does the same.

oh god...

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[mcflymemes]

CHALLENGERS (2024) PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary.

who says i want somebody to be in love with me?

i don't want to fuck you to prove a point.

fuck me because you want to.

are you gonna do it or not?

tastes even better than it looks.

i just told you i missed you.

i really want to kiss you right now, but i'm worried that if i try, you'll think i'm the worst friend in the world.

you know, it hurts me sometimes how little you believe in yourself.

decimate that little bitch.

let's be honest, you gotta feel bad for the kid.

you're not a spring chicken anymore.

dude. he's a pancake. you're gonna flatten him.

how's this feeling?

we're ready for you.

so obviously this isn't the result you wanted today.

you choked.

i don't want you to embarrass yourself.

i'm just a little rusty. it's a confidence thing.

get your fucking confidence back. i can't do it for you.

i'm so sick of you using this as an excuse to have a fucking meltdown.

you said we could watch a movie.

you're evil.

i'm gonna quiz you on it tomorrow.

sir, i don't know who you are.

i don't think we have much more to talk about.

i haven't spoken to you in five years.

i was just taking a little nap.

move, or i'm calling the cops.

you were really something back then, huh?

we always talked about how amazing it would be to win this together.

i'm a crazy person.

any predictions about how that's going to go?

can you do me a favor? can you not, like... demolish me tomorrow?

shut the fuck up.

if it matters to you so much, i can just give it to you.

i need it to look like i really beat you.

don't guilt me with your dying grandmother.

she's the hottest woman i've ever seen.

you were... fucking incredible.

baby, we've got to get going.

i'm not going to that party.

are you that threatened by me?

we can't both just go in there, dicks swinging.

i'd let her fuck me with a racket.

hey, do you smoke?

of course they will remember you.

see, that's your problem. you think you're like an artist or something.

you just want to win because you love it when people tell you how talented you are.

are you on facebook?

i told you tennis was boring.

you just got this crazy look on your face.

are you on a date?

i don't kiss and tell.

why did you want to have dinner with me?

i think you might be the worst friend in the world.

i didn't know you were so concerned about my feelings.

of course you still have a thing for her.

we just had what i'm assuming is the best sex of our lives.

i fucked your brains out?

what do you think you need? a cheerleader? a fuck buddy? a girlfriend?

you're talented, you're charming, and you've got a big dick.

excuse me for inconveniencing you.

don't expect to sleep here tonight.

stop going easy on me.

i'll be whatever you need me to be. i'll fuck off if you want me to.

i need you here, actually.

you're referring to when i declared my love for you.

you're not in love with me anymore?

i've been dreaming about this for five years.

i'm gonna propose something to you, and it's gonna make you angry. it's gonna make you very angry. but you have to hear me out, okay?

i'm finally ready to listen to you.

how dare you fucking ask me that.

do you think it's cute what you're doing? do you think it's funny?

that's the stupidest fucking thing i've ever heard.

i've always wanted you.

you didn't do anything to me. i did it all to myself.

i think i've reached the limit of my willingness to have this conversation with you.

do you understand how embarrassing it is that you're here?

you've never beaten me.

tell me it doesn't matter.

will you just hold me?

i'm not here to fuck you.

i miss watching you play. you were so beautiful.

#challengers #mcflymemes #rp prompt #rp meme #rp memes #roleplay memes #roleplay prompt #rp starters #ask meme #ask memes #roleplay meme #sentence starter #sentence starters #sentence starter prompt #roleplay inbox prompts #rp inbox meme #inbox prompt #inbox meme #look at me making memes left and right today

[sansevierias]

Love of two is one Here but now they're gone

#cyberpunk 2077 #cp2077edit #johnny silverhand #male V #silverv #adam smasher #V #i'm so sick of this can't look at it anymore #take it! take it away from me! ptuiiiii #you guys should've seen my face when i was missing a piece for this #and i realized the song's illustration guy is holding 4 tarot cards #mind blown #they are btw death the emperor the empress and the sun #o #o cyberpunk2077

[docnukes]

Davesport sauna because the world is my toy and I play with it

#my art #davesport #dsaf #dayshift at freddys #dayshift at freddy's #dsaf dave #dsaf jack #jack kennedy #dave miller #I need to kill these dudes IMMEDIATELY #they piss me off and rot my brain. I see orange and purple together and my brain immediately thinks “davesport lol” #I'm sick of it. #It's so tiring. #I can't look at fucking colors matching together anymore #Davesport has taken over my heart and soul and also my rationality #I must obey dave miller and jack kennedy dsaf

[jedi-bird]

I'm back home, showered and in bed with my heating pad. I did not murder anyone at the event, which is good. We were lied to however, about what was required for us to bring, which I'm not surprised about. I don't want to have to repeat it all tomorrow, even if it's on a smaller scale. I'm tired.

But at least the ham tasted good and the crumble, while much less sweet than last time, was good and I didn't have to stay until super late. Small victories.

#vent post #look i like my in-laws but this year I'm just not feeling social #i sick of being judged because i need to sit in specific chairs and can't help with a lot of the cleanup #i get told in the same breath that a lot of my problems are probably because of my cats but then get asked if i want a new one #because someone has a problem cat they don't want to deal with anymore but they won't let it get adopted out #and also get told I'm probably pretty happy that mine are all starting to die off because i clearly have too many #no one told us there was going to be a gift exchange so we didn't bring anything #which is fine because we were planning to leave early anyway #I'm tired of dealing with people right now #I'm feeling very overwhelmed and at a breaking point #and i want to tell my partner that i don't want to spend my birthday helping my mother in law take down her tree #i don't want to have to cater to her on a day i already associated with bad things #i just want to lay in bed if I'm not allowed to go anywhere fun

[rosesradio]

does anyone want to make like a petition or something for thomas to donate at least part of the ad revenue on his sorting video to a trans charity? or at least put some kind of disclaimer in the video or in the description stating that he doesn’t support jkr, and maybe link some resources and/or charities to encourage donations? idk, it just sits weirdly with me that, upon checking the video a minute ago, there’s no alterations to how it was originally posted to address the bigotry of that franchise.

(especially considering he bought a bunch of merch for the video, which he makes a joke about, potentially encouraging his viewers to sort & buy merch for their houses as well)

#and most of the recent comments don't seem to care either :/ #and see back like a year or so ago when i was still trying to be a fan and just support fan stuff i listened to this hp podcast-- #and it was really nice that they used a good portion of their proceeds around pride month (and i think around j*r's birthday as well)-- #to donate to trans charities to kind of counteract that bigotry #unfortunately i just can't listen anymore bc i'm sick of the whole thing #but the point is i feel like thomas isn't saying anything in the hopes of not addressing it? #and if he's really trying to make a 'safe space' and be 'open about feelings' and stuff like in his videos that's no way to go about it yk #i dunno #and yes on my pinned i say i don't want to harass any hp fans. but i also think those fans have a responsibility to voice-- #their disagreement. and if they're in a situation like thomas's where they're continuously receiving ad revenue-- #(idk how much for 6M views but i don't imagine it's like one of my paychecks :/) #then he should do what he can to try to counteract that bigotry #(not to mention he still has like every other video plus the patreon plus merch so it's not like i'm suggesting to rob him blind--) #wow look at these tags. if only i could write fic so easily #anyways #sanders sides #ts crit #ts criticism #ts critical

[svogliata-mente]

baby's first amv

#i actually can't look at it anymore i'm so sick of it but aproximatively 40 quality control rewatches ago i was very proud #so i'm sticking with that instinct #also throwaway account obv i'm not putting my real full name out there but i am taking suggestions. this was kind of a placeholder name tbh #gintama #shit forgot to tag sorry

[straydogged]

I'm so tired of seeing my father in the mirror

#I dont. know what to do. I don't know how to stop looking like him #I can cut my hair or dye it or pierce my face so I'm more metal than skin and I will still share his fucking features #I am so disgusted by myself. I just want to look in the mirror without feeling sick for one reason or another #I can't stop being his fucking child and nothing I do will ever change that #I'm. not okay lol I am not okay and today just. keeps going and I keep getting triggered #I'll be fine. eventually. #I don't want to be sober anymore

[journeysendinlovers]

Hearing too many more people say they can't stand the sight of some of the most significant insects in the world is going to be my joker moment

#i can't fucking take it anymore #monarch butterflies in particular is who I'm thinking about #this is a species so old they take a path around a mountain that is no longer there to come to the same regions #every winter #for 100 million fucking years #i cannot look at you and take you seriously anymore if the sight of one makes you sick #i haven't seen a group bigger than 5 all winter #i live at the edge of their winter migratory range #as a child I saw them by the hundreds

[tmae3114]

Thinking thoughts about how the knowledge that Cole spent a decent portion of his childhood with a chronically ill parent influences the way his initial reaction to turning into a ghost reads

#Ninjago #Cole Ninjago #listen. LISTEN. that one line in Peak-a-boo? #''Don't tell me we can fix this because we can't. This is just who I am now'' #that has A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT VIBE NOW #it RESONATES #(if you're wondering why I'm saying he grew up with a chronically ill parent) #(it's bc I'm pretty sure Lilly died SIGNIFICANTLY after the MotM flashback) #(we see her implicitly bedbound in that flashback and Cole looks Baby) #(and then in the S8 flashback to his first meeting Wu he is /definitely/ a teenager) #(and he says he ''just'' lost her) #(so she was alive for a WHILE and with the ''I don't want you to be sick anymore'' ''we don't always get what we want'' exchange) #(she definitely didn't get BETTER in the intervening years) #(so. chronically ill parent.)

[running-in-the-dark]

well I can already tell this is gonna be a bad night

today has just been fucking weird and hard. I'm in a bad mood. everything feels bad. (probably not helped by me not taking the new antidepressant last night so I wouldn't sleep all day)

the plan was for my friend to come over this weekend to help me pack. she did that last time and it helped a lot. (my husband could help, obviously, but he's in charge of other things that also need to get done. plus he's very bad at putting things into boxes.)

but the rail strike is still going on so it's likely that she won't be able to get here (or get back in time). so now that's suddenly a lot more stressful and the one thing that I thought would make it go okay is gone.

and I also have to like. at least reread my thesis a few times or whatever to study for the oral exam on Friday. which will make me want to die. because it is bad. so. that will be bad. and the thought of being asked questions about that piece of garbage for 30 fucking minutes is so horrifying that I genuinely do not know if I will be able to get through it without taking my Lorazepam beforehand (which I know is a horrible idea, and my psychiatrist told me twice that it's a bad idea, and I know it would just make me unbelievably stupid. but holy shit that is the scariest thing I can imagine.)

and of course instead of doing anything useful I'm now just sitting here feeling like shit (like last night, only worse)

#it'd just be so fucking nice if I could just.. have a break #it's just been nonstop awful shit since my dad's cancer diagnosis in 🤔 2015. I'm sorry but that's too long. I can't do it anymore. I just #need some damn time to fucking calm down #like yeah any outsider would probably look at my life and think 'well you haven't actually DONE anything in like 6 years' #yeah that's true #but I've also been sick and/or in pain pretty much since 2018. and some of that was fixed last year when I had my gallbladder removed but i #is still not good. first of all that did not work out so well for me. but also everything else is still not right and no one cares and I #just don't have the energy to fight to get a diagnosis #I'm just so tired #I really thought I'd just. go to uni. get my degree in 3 years like expected. get a job. move out. have a normal life FINALLY for the first #time ever #and NONE of that fucking happened #EVERYTHING WENT WRONG. again and again and again #and I am just. so. tired. I can't. I can't do it. #it feels so fucking pathetic to be like 'my life is soooo hard everyone feel bad for me' when there is just. objectively not that much wron #but it just. never. stops. #I've never had a fucking moment to just. sit down. and think. and make decisions about my life. everything just. happens to me #I just. feel so lost and stuck and doomed and it won't fucking get better! it won't! my life got better ONE TIME and it has been pure hell #since then #like. no. it won't get better. this will keep happening over and over and over #I'll never have a choice. not really. I fucked up my life permanently when I dropped out of school at 18 and tbh I wish I would've just bee #brave enough to do what I really wanted then (killing myself) #because fuck. this is not worth it #literally everyone I love is either really fucking far away or just. fictional. #I have no close relationships with anyone irl #everyone I know irl is mean and kind of an asshole. and I'm too useless to meet new people. #I just. I don't want to survive anymore I want to live but I can't have that so. what's the goddamn point #its gonna be fine. because I'm a fucking coward so I'll never do it anyway. but I fucking wish I could

[arcaneyouth]

this shit really makes it hard to want to do anything to distract myself

#vent post #negative #want to play a game to calm myself down? yeah that's not going to help. that's a nice reminder of everything. #want to work on my comic? keenly aware of how much i need to code my own website before webtoon and tumblr fuck themselves over for good #want to watch youtube? keenly aware of how much youtube wants its creators dead too #ok maybe i'll cross stitch. but i'm aware i'm only doing it because its one of the few things available to me anymore #read a book? guess what industry ALSO wants its creators dead! #i can't enjoy any of this because i feel sick #can't even go outside and enjoy myself there's nothing out there for me to even do #that doesnt stave anything off i'm just going to have a breakdown but i'm outside now #the world gets smaller. #i know it will get better. as everything burns a better life will come out of it. #but i don't know how to be ok with experiencing the now while i wait for the better to come #even as i try to look into 'the good industries' so maybe i can survive in this world with an ok job #there's nothing there #i know better than to expect anything perfect but Everything Wants Me Dead #i want the bare minimum of Doesn't Want Me Dead and it doesn't exist #what do i even do. all i can do is keep going while hoping for a miracle.

[nexus-nebulae]

brrrrr (/pos)

#weight talk #<- just in case even though this is pos #but like. okay ive been. SEVERELY underweight all my life #like i looked like a skeleton you could see all my bones it was AWFUL #i just. I've literally always hated looking like that i hated looking like a walking corpse i mean i looked ILL #but recently i started taking remeron for anxiety #partially bc my anxiety keeps causing me to not eat properly bc i feel sick constantly #so i kept ending up in the ER for malnutrition and dehydration and my liver getting messed up #well i started the remeron for the panic attacks bc daily panic attacks suck but the psych mentioned it could increase appetite #and it???? did????? I'm eating on a slightly more regular schedule???? I'm eating more than once a day???? #and like. ok I've always weighed like 100lbs #highest i ever got was 111 when i was 16 #and then it dropped 10 #and then dropped 10 more in the span of 3 months while i was in and out of ER #and i was genuinely starting to panic over it bc i could PHYSICALLY FEEL my muscles getting eaten bc i had no fat left #like i was getting drastically weaker by the day my knees still won't stop buckling #but in the about three months I've been taking those meds I've. gained 10 back #I'm actually gaining weight like me and my mother are genuinely SHOCKED this genuinely hasn't happened since i was fucking TWELVE #and just now i took off my shirt and noticed. holy shit. my stomach doesn't go CONCAVE when I'm hungry anymore #like whenever i couldn't tell if i was hungry before i would just look at my stomach and be able to tell if it was too curved inwards #but now!!!!!!! it doesn't do that!!!!!!! and I'm genuinely fucking ecstatic like oh my god i don't look dead anymore #I've always wanted to gain weight i feel like i would be 100% more comfortable in my body as a fat trans man #and i can't talk about that to anyone bc they always say it's either self harm or fetishistic #when no i just genuinely feel more comfortable in my skin thinking of myself that way #and now i have confirmation that i would genuinely be happier that way with this bc the sheer joy i have at not being underweight anymore #i mean I'm still a bit under but at least im gaining SOMETHING like at least i dont look like a drowned street cat #seeing the very slight rolls and folds in my stomach when i move the right way makes me happy

[malyen0retsev]

we’re really watching streaming collapse in real time huh lmfao, good

#i gotta laugh at this point bc if u think i'm paying for multiple services you are wrong i don't have the money for that #streaming started out great #then capitalism came along and made it far more expensive than regular tv was #and then it became about profit above ALL #stories weren't allowed to breathe and grow audiences organically #they barely even became about storytelling tbh they just became about view numbers that's it #and it's created increasingly god awful tv shows and films #which don't have a heart and soul to them anymore #which btw on a side but related note does somewhat explain how avatar 2 has done so well lol #it's something DIFFERENT which has a hEART TO IT amongst the endless cycle of marvel #and it's like OH LOOK IT'S ALMOST LIKE PEOPLE ARE SICK AND TIRED OF ALL OF THIS #anyway #this is funny to me i can't lie #sarah rambles

[eddis-not-eeddis]

I hate the shaky, kind of fizzy feeling of a blood sugar crash wearing off. Like, do I need to eat more, or is this just the residual tremors? Why is my entire face numb?

#Oh look i can't feel any of my extremities and my nose is cold again #gosh dang #i am so sick of my blood sugar crashing out of the blue #so far as I've been told i'm not diabetic and my sugar has always been pretty good every time i've been tested #but i've started having really weird episodes where my blood sugar PLUNGES for no reason #even if I've eaten pretty well recently #and i have no idea what that's about #also it makes my whole face numb and my hands and legs start to shake #my nose and lips go cold and sometimes blue #i can't really tell when my sugar is going to crash though because i no longer feel hunger #and a lot of the things that used to alert me to an oncoming crash just don't happen anymore #it's getting worse but when i went to get blood work done everything came back normal so i don't really know what to do

[peribirb]

gettin a real Maybe It's Just Not Worth It vibe tonight, enjoy tagspam 👍

#im so fucking sick of wishing i was happier or in a better place or just #better in general #it feels like that's all i can do. just wish that i wasn't miserable and clinging to the will to live every single fucking day #and get lost in the daydream of “wow maybe i won't want to kill myself one of these days that'll be neat!” #but i just don't think it gets better i think that's bullshit #i think that sometimes a person can just waste their life and be miserable and then die and that's just how their story goes #like statistically speaking not all of us can follow our dreams yknow #fuck i don't even HAVE dreams i don't even have that guiding star of like something im interested in or something i want to do with my life #nothing's driving me i'm literally just Here #“staying alive is all you have to do <3” okay that's a nice sentiment but what happens when every day of staying alive is fucking miserable #every fucking positive affirmation just slides off of me i can't believe that shit anymore #i feel like at this point i should make clear that i'm not like Planning Anything Drastic #i don't want to be dead i just desperately want to not be my fucking self anymore #sick of that asshole tbh #i just want to spend a day feeling neutral about myself. just not wishing i was dead #not mentally self harming by looking at other people living lives i feel like are out of reach #man it's not even extravagant stuff it's like one-bedroom apartments with a modest kitchen #like that's what daydreaming is for me it's fucking sad #like what's the point in trying to get better if that's all i'm aspiring to and i can't even manage to pull that shit off :/ #anyway #that kinda night #personal #vent