#i'm tired now

[kesoyotes]

@tmaynt Challenge: Day 17 - Best Michelangelo

'03 Mikey is a better all around character but as someone who grew up with 2012 it was hard not to include 2012 Mikey too ... he's the best in his own special way to me

#tad bit late but I'm posting this anyway #fuck the algorithm #I'm tired now #teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt #tmnt 2003 #tmnt 2012 #tmnt michelangelo #tmnt mikey #tmaynt #mari's art tag

[efingart]

Kyle "Gaz" Garrick

#kyle gaz garrick #elliot knight #modern warfare #call of duty #cod modern warfare #underrated king #i just felt like doing a study today and here he is #i'm tired now #efing art #efingart #my art #myart

[fellthemarvelous]

I just made a phone call without flinching and I'm so proud of myself!

#i'm tired now

[maxsix]

#it's upsetting #and i h*** him #san #choi san #ateez #that is all i'm going to say about that #except also this: who empowered him to do this #who told him this was a good idea #he knows we know this is our weakness #he's capitalising on pain and suffering #think of the PEOPLE san #i'm tired now #go away san #anyways hand kink

[activelyrottingbrain]

#FINALLY FINISHED THIS DAMN COMIC #Damn #Finally #I'm tired now #my brainrot #haikyuu oc

[techbonnie]

... So funny story, I mopped all the floors in my house and being the certified genius I am left my phone at the start of my mopping adventure. My pants have no pockets you see.

so now I have to wait for my tile floors to dry before retrieving my phone, so I don't slip, fall, and die attempting to get it.

One drop of water and I swear the tile turns into the smoothest ice rink ever seen.

#but I dont want to make dinner anymore #I'm tired now

[traincarsandstars]

Independent, semi-selective, and semi-active multi-muse roleplay blog for characters from Honkai Star Rail, and a simi-sentient Astral Express. OC-friendly! Blog is not spoiler free. Follow back at @travelerandclover

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#self promotion #I'll create a link to her page tomorrow #I'm tired now #ToT

[aces-and-kings]

The Aces-and-Kings Carrd (2023)

#oc carrd #ooc carrd #I'd like to add char ref sheets to each page but otherwise it's good #thorstyr helbwilfsyn #greyson evandrus #alexander hawthorne #ravka kirigan #aces #mateus #rp #crystal dc #carrd #yaaay #I'm tired now #apparently I can't just add things I have to re-do them

[jupiter-balls]

I think this doll dress may perfectly explain my personality 😂

When I got Grizelda and Zéphyrine I joked about them being Victorian/Edwardian child ghosts so uhm....Wouldn't it be funny if I actually made Grizelda a vaguely late Victorian dress and commit to it?!

Hilarious right? I obsessed over this for 3 days where I barely did anything else, But I'm pretty proud of how I drafted and sewed this. Zellie can live her life as a spirit now 😌

Here's the inspiration but it ended up pretty different due to materials, creativity and her being a doll. but that's okay 🥰

#I'm tired now #this took way too much mental energy 😂 #dolls #grizelda #sewing

[azucar-skull]

Hot tip:

Don't go to class if you had a panic attack in the parking lot 10 minutes ago

It's not worth it, just go home

#I'm tired now #🫠

[alexeiadrae]

During a spy mission, Lina overhears an interesting conversation. Written for Lina/Gourry Week prompt: Overheard love confession.

AO3

#the slayers #lina inverse #gourry gabriev #lina x gourry #gourrina #lina/gourry week 2023 #gourrina week 2023 #and Lantz is there too #i'm tired now

[ethertheaether]

My one issue with writing anything is that I don't have any writer friends to beta my stuff and I overthink too much about asking in a server, so pretty much all of my writing is just not beta read :D

Anyways, just finished writing the first chapter of a qsmp fic, so feel free to check that out! It's a mess because I am just crushing several fandoms into an au and hoping it turns out half decent!

#writing #qsmp #ao3 #qsmp roier #qsmp bobby #badboyhalo #and more #Those are just in the first chapter #dsmp #Au #I took the whole dsmp being a past life thing and tried smth #I'm tired now #Goodnight! #Bonnenuit! #Buenasnoches! #Boanoite!

[redeyesblackjou]

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#mun things #panic attacks are exhausting #I'm tired now

[ynyseira]

Of Plants and Potions, Chapter 8 (Final Chapter!)

Wouldn't it be loverly if Sharp and Georgie could end up together? Let's find out together, shall we?

I can't thank the Sharp Wives Discord enough for all their love and support. More Georgie and Sharp to come, although probably not very soon!

#hogwarts legacy #aesop sharp #professor sharp #hogwarts legacy fanfic #ao3 fanfic #my fair lady #pygmalion #I'm tired now

[best-enemies]

ok. you know what. ill bite. what are your thoughts on the master

Oh anon I have neverending thoughts about the Master. Took me a few days to write but I'm having a day off work, thank god. Sorry this is a long one but you asked for it lol here we go:

One, I have this personal meta that there were multiple factors that made the Master evil, all due to a) things that happened to him, be that trauma, betrayal, etc. b) the environment he grew up in, as in the Time Lord society in general. A society that dismissed feelings as weaknesses and treated mistakes as if they made one unworthy of dignity and at the same time turned a blind eye when necessary and swoop their dirt under the rug with corruption and murder, something they didn't seem that bothered by.

By the way, what I'm saying doesn't erase the Master's actions, he's fully responsible by what he does (and he owns it proudly!) and I'm not condoning those things (I shouldn't have to clarify that but you know how it is with fandom lol). But I mention this because, if you need an example, just take a look at the first Doctor, especially during his first serials, and how he was willing to kill a caveman with a rock (oh if that rings a bell lol) and has made some pretty selfish/poor decisions. But he changed, and he was willing to change. I don't think he was a bad person within his core, but those traces were a reflection of his upbringing and his culture. He kept choosing to be a good person, and that's what drives him, while the Master keeps choosing to be a bad person.

What drives the Master to be like this? Why does death and chaos and destruction give him so much bliss, even though he knows he'll suffer the consequences and they're mostly negative? Did he find comfort in those things or did it become so addicting that, as per the scene in the Timeless Children episode, it is a way to calm all the rage he can't/doesn't want to deal with (and not even those things work anymore)?

By the way, Verayne - aka one of my all time favorite authors - wrote a scene in this fic where the Master and the Doctor talk about it in bed and it's my favorite moment of them in this story (and one of the best scenes I've ever read in fanfiction). By the way I recommend all of Verayne's stories, they're fantastic and give some great insight on their relationship, especially Tensimm.

The topic of the nature of the Master is something I LOVE to discuss about. I've been a fan of the show for a decade and it's like I keep unfolding this character more and more. He's that interesting.

Two, there was an interesting moment from the War Master's first boxset that still lives in my mind rent-free. I can't remember exactly which audio, but he says that he's an observer, someone who sees the universe the way it is, a realist. That line just gets me. It actually says a lot about the Master as a survivor. For me it's actually a better description of him than someone who's just 'evil'. He knows the universe can be a terrible place, has lived through the worst, and thinks that the Doctor is living an illusion, that he doesn't see reality the way it is. That the good he sees in people is fake. That may be a reflection of his own experiences (not what his approaches might have helped). Or maybe the Doctor isn't deluded - he's just trying to prove a point to himself. That he's good. I mean, he is trying to be good every day and that that is what matters, but I'm trying to see it through the Master's eyes here so don't give up on me lol.

He knows the Doctor is lying to himself. Here's my whole point: the reason the Master exists is because he's here to make the Doctor confront himself. He's been in the Doctor's life ever since they were kids, he knows the Doctor better than anyone else. He's seen his best and his worst.

By his worst, I mean the side that the Doctor doesn't show anyone else, like his companions and friends in general. All they've got is glimpses of it. And they won't like or approve that side of him. And the Doctor knows that.

And that's why he hides it. But the Master is here to expose that side and to tell him that he likes it. He wants the Doctor to accept that side of himself because it's the one that's most like the Master. The reason why the Doctor is different from anyone else in the universe, the reason why he's special, is because out of everybody, he's the one that's most like the Master. As the Twelfth Doctor puts it: "She’s the only person I’ve ever met who’s even remotely like me."

Identity is important. Seeing yourself in someone is important. Because the Master needs to be understood, and to be seen, and as the Lumiat put it, like every beast, he just wants to be loved. He doesn't think he's wrong in his ways. He doesn't want the Doctor to heal him, he wants to be loved the way he is, a monster, because he loves the monster in the Doctor as well. And the Doctor loves the good person inside the Master, the one he knows that's still there. I mean... there was good in Missy. But a huge part of that was her love for the Doctor. That's why she tried at all.

So we see how the Timeless Child thing hurt the Master. That was one aspect of it. One, was because the Master is proud, and that's his biggest capital sin. He believes that now, the Doctor is greater than him. Two, he thought that he had someone in the universe who was just like him, whom he shared a history with, so that there was something in his life that mattered. Their history mattered. But now he thinks it doesn't anymore, because the Doctor has had a history before him, and therefore he's just a spec of dust in the Doctor's life now, just like the humans, a passenger.

He throws that anger at the Doctor because the Doctor always thought of themselves as special (and in the Master's vision, he'd always thought he was more special than the Master too), and now it was true, and the Master feels like nothing. It hurts him deeply that, in his mind, he no longer holds the importance in the Doctor's life that the Doctor has in his. And I think that he's angry at his own feelings for the Doctor, perhaps blaming himself, but he can't help but try to attract the Doctor's attention at all costs, because he needs it, he's addicted and maybe she'll give it to him and he'll have some importance in her life. Maybe if he does something grand enough, if he's the one to kill the Doctor, it'll be worth it. He'll be the one to have killed the Timeless Child, the Doctor. Now imagine how much it hurt so that he asked her to kill him too, to die with him. Maybe that's how he figures they can finally be together. Who knows.

I added some tags to this post, which I very much agree with, with my words about how the Doctor can be very controlling about their relationship, trying to make the Master something he isn't so he can feel not guilty about loving him.

Aaand here's my thoughts about The Doctor Falls and the scene I believe to be the most important Thoschei moment.

I also wrote this about the Master and how his jealousy plays out in his feelings for the Doctor, and I mean not only by wanting him but wanting what he has.

Long story short: the Master is a romantic he just takes bad flirting to a whole different level (destroying galaxies to get his crush's attention)

#PHEW #there you go anon #i think it started well but this morning i was thinking about them #and i got in a hurry to write it all down #and the timeless child part came out like that #this will probably need an edit i won't re-read it again #sorry about all of this it really got out of hand LMAO #i'm tired now #doctor who #thoschei #meta #? idk #character study #or an attempt at it #doctor/master #best enemies #asks

[regular-lord-reckoner]

this cold is kicking my absolute ass and it’s not even so much the cold itself (although i am very, very, very sick of coughing) but i just have.....no energy physically!!!

despite that, though.......i have secured a therapy session for next week so that’s....neat !!!

anyway back to my taco bell and bob’s burgers i go !!!

#sometimes i'm like 'am i really disabled tho?? what if i'm faking it? what if it's a placebo effect #and then i'm literally dragging myself around the house and it's like yeah that's about right #anyway this is why i've been doing the workouts i've been doing for the past few months #i was able to pull myself up in the shower real smooth!! #thanks muscles!! #kinda #anyway #i'm tired now #it's been a lot lately #and i'm on vacation now so i'm going to rest and relax and enjoy myself :3