#idk I just am so upset by it if I think too hard about it. idk.

[devastatinglygreen]

Okay so now do what you think will happen after Colin finds out about Lady Whistledown. 🙏

so i sat on this for a little bit because i didn't really know how to answer it but i was chatting with @gleefullypolin, while totally not talking about polin nonstop, no. talking very normally i assure you.

i'm going to put the rest under the cut because it might have spoilers or speculation that people don't want to see:

alright so we know when colin finds out about LW, right? and we know they have a fight. a big one. obviously.

i think colin has to have a regression of his character. he's only been vulnerable around one person so far this season. penelope. and he loves and adores her and she's going betray (hello eros and psyche!) his trust.

there is no love without trust.

there's something very interesting we noticed while chatting about colin and his bro friends. they've been there each time he makes a choice about penelope.

the first ball, he chooses her over them after they're like, "the featherington girl? why concern yourself with her?" but then he tries to take it somewhere private and she checks him hard and cracked his armor. she was not impressed with that version of him and he knew it.

and he definitely will when he learns she's LW if he wasn't aware before

when he's not near them, he chooses her without thinking about it, he runs out after her at a ball when gossip about them is pretty much being said to their faces. even at the first brothel scene, he tells them he's late but then we see him at the market waiting for penelope. this man is a fake and a liar and we see him, we know what he's about. nerd.

in episode 3, he's with them at the balloon thing and they're messing with him about helping penelope and he's so dumb because he's like "i'm done with all of that. it's good to back" all cocky and lame like he wasn't just eating the same cupcake thing she did and staring at her. i was a dramatic teenage girl who once had a crush on a guy who i only saw at lunch and never knew his name and even i wasn't down that bad. good lord. embarrassing.

not really i love it, i love him so much

but he picks penelope over them again when he runs off to save her from the big mean hot air balloon.

we see them again in episode 4, at the library while he watches penelope through a mirror. because that's definitely not crying, screaming, throwing up behavior. they invite him out. for revelry. regency bro speak for possible syphilis and liver disease, it's fine.

he can't get down with his ladies of choice because he's knee deep in wishing he was balls deep in penelope instead. he stares at a wall. they manage to make us feel bad for a man sitting in a brothel. amazing.

we see them at mondrich's. they're talking about girls they probably didn't actually sleep with. oh sure, totally buy that you had access to a woman for 6 months straight. you bet, my guy, totally believable. colin is unhappy. he's like don't you ever want to have a feeling? they're like, no, i just feel the syphilis. it burns, bridgerton. we need antibiotics.

antibiotics won't be a thing for like another 100 years give or take good luck i guess

but he stays and drinks. he's picked penelope but he can't have penelope at this moment. he's in bed laying there waiting to sleep. or die. idk. he's a bridgerton, they're dramatic.

he sees them one last time in episode 4. they stop him. they're dicks. rude to will on top of it? pls. they invite him out and he says no. he's picked penelope once more but he doesn't say anything but "excuse me" and pushes through. they don't push back. they're like, fine. more chronic liver failure and fake stories for us, bro.

he finds penelope. causes a huge social upset that no one pays attention to because he's too busy ragging on debling for having the audacity to leave penelope for years. which is fair. colin would never.

chases penelope. catches her. not quite balls deep but knuckles deep at minimum, let's be real.

which, i am very sorry for this being this long at this point, is why i think we could see his "friends" again before the end. he's going to go through something world shaking and they're always there when he's making a choice but i think what's important to note is that he always makes the right one, he always picks penelope. i think he's not fully dropped that armor and it's easy to slip back into someone pretending not to care, especially when you're hurting. he's got to reject the man society wants him to be and, essentially, be the man penelope needs him to be. she's his purpose.

eta: colin loves to be penelope's hero. i think he's going to feel that pull over whatever else is going on.

i'm just saying it's a mirror of how penelope needs to reconcile how she's both penelope and lady whistledown. they both need to come to terms with who they want to be moving forward. symbolism or some shit.

or i'm totally wrong and all those words above mean nothing. either way i got to avoid folding laundry. time well spent if you ask me.

#asks #anon #polin #bridgerton spoilers #bridgerton speculation #colin bridgerton #penelope featherington #colin's douche friends

[tchaikovskaya]

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#like ok I know I’m being self centered and borderline self obsessive and narcissistic for taking so much time to dwell on this but #what is it about ME that makes people so crazy like I know of other accts w more followers than I have and afaik theirs aren’t as rab #*rabid as mine are lmfaooooooo #like I know that so many of you are so incredibly kind and so lovely and honestly that’s why I’m still here #but there is just a very tiny but extremely loud minority who are vicious and fucking relentless #I won’t go into detail but yeah it even bleeds into my life irl and them making a point to intimidate me #in the real physical 3D world not online like my daily actual life #and I just don’t know what it is like idk why idk what it is that I do or have done #(not to be problématique but) it’s not even like I post thirst traps or pics of myself at ALL #IIRC I haven’t for like over 4 yrs now lmao. it’s not an issue of me intentionally drawing attn it’s just me Existing on here??? #idk I just am so upset by it if I think too hard about it. idk.

[steampoweredskeleton]

Ignore

#delete later #in typical birthday fashion i am now exhausted snd overwhelmed and battling a meltdown #i stubbed my toe and now cant put any fucking weight on it #im exhausted from performing appropriate birthday excitement. i dont think i understand birthdays correctly #to me the only relevance of ppls birthday is that i can show that i care about them and give gifts that make them happy or #spend time with them. other than that its just a day. in my head my birthday is just a day but it's a day rhat im expected to be #ecstatic over. i dont understand that. i spend the day worried im not feeling the correct feelings or displaying them right #and worried bc the normal day routine is broken and im anxious bc i don't know what will happen #too much uncertainty. abd rhat anxiety makes me feel guilty. but at the same time bc to me birthdays are avout showing the #person that you care. if everyone ignored it i would start to assume they dont care. idk how to fix my brain on this #at least its only once a year. plus the whole still being alive at 24 thing freaks me out. so when i inevitably have my #meltdown or shutdown it comes with not fun things #i get the same way at christmas except its slightly more socially acceptable for me to hide at christmas. #meltdowns make me angry abd emotional so i know im being a bitch in my head but logic is hard so im just upset and angry #and confused on how im supposed to feel and act. i fucking hate my brain. #i have ordered good comfort food abd have weighted blanket abd new piercing. life is okay #i dont want to see mu parents this weekend but it will be what it will be. im so fucking tired

[hecksupremechips]

Honestly though I think it’s really a bad sign when I look at Shin Tsukimi and literally feel like he’s a self insert 😩

#the klock keeps ticking #yttd #i wanna replay yttd so bad but i also like Gotta play other stuff with the time i have akskks #but yeah the brainrot this specific character has given me idk if I ever really talked about it but it was BAD #i like obsessively played the game in like 3 days and it was not a good idea lol but just like shin #i had to take like a week to recover from this guy cuz i couldnt stop thinking about him and how hes just like me fr #first off just the very inconsistent personality hes got going on that is very me he has these different personalities he wears to cope with #all the traumatic shit happening hes both so helpless its comical and so manipulative its terrifying #and idk its really interesting how like good and bad he is at being manipulative like hes very smart and can analyze weaknesses and lie so #good not even he knows the truth but hes also grasping at straws he doesnt think things through at all #like the second main game he just didnt prepare at all hes fumbling his way through everything its going so bad #he just wants to go home he wants to outdo the game makers but hes being used by them so bad he wants it to STOP #and its just the way that like. it hits so hard cuz you know hes really not a bad person not at all he doesnt want any of this hes just #being horribly manipulated and doing whatever he can to survive but its also really scary how #well hes able to lie and manipulate and claw his way through but hes also weaker than a grade schooler #and you never forget that either and as much as he cheated his way through he still failed it was all just a cheap trick in the end #and all of this hits very hard like his personality is eerily similar to mine and just the way he thinks and acts #cuz im the same like im weak and a dweeb who likes funny cats but im also emotionally detached and observant and selfish #but where it hits the hardest is his relationship with midori like oooof that one was too real just like #the first person who was ever his friend was horribly abusive and treated him like a child and didnt respect any boundaries #and he just got sick pleasure out of seeing shin be upset and he was like. a groomer #and shin was fucking relieved when he died but also kept his scarf and adopted his personality to survive #and still goes by sou after ch2 and the scene that gets me the most is when shin ai is asked about his relationship with midori #and you can just SEE how horrified shin is because his deepest shame his abuse is being shared to everyone without his consent #and hes reliving it all in that moment and literally seeing who he used to be experiencing the abuse #he just curls into himself and like covers his ears and pulls his hair thats literally what i do AAAAAA #im just so grateful for the direction they took this character kokichi ouma wishes he was shin tsukimi so bad #and yeah just like damn. its scary how similar i am to shin like damn i really am going through it huh oof #I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I WILL DEFEND HIM WITH MY LIFE HE DID ALL OF THAT STUFF YOUR HONOR BUT LISTENNNN #have you considered that hes cute and smart and weird and maybe just needs friends who arent assholes

[pinkfey]

i don’t think i’m built to work with teachers in the school district 😔

#i’m autisming too hard today #like i cannot be librarian again after this job bc this one teacher can’t stand me and i don’t know what i’m doing wrong #she told the principal that i cut their library time short because i didn’t want to do story time?? when that isn’t what happened at all #the cutoff point is six minutes until the next class. if it takes her class that long to pick out books then there isnt time to read a story #because we’ll go overtime and the next class will have to wait!! #so i told her i don’t think we have time for a story today so if you’d like for them to keep reading that’s fine #and u can leave whenever you’d like !! #like hello ?? what am i missing !! what did i do wrong !! #the principal confronted me about it and i said i could tell the teacher was upset when i told her #and the principal said she gets upset about a lot of things 😟 so #idk i just. i can handle mean parents but i can’t deal with a mean coworker i just can’t #everyone else is nice to me but when i see her talking to them in the break room it reminds me of like. #the socializing i struggled with in school. i just can’t do it #like this on top of the abortion is just demolishing me today #anyways.txt

[himalayaan-flowers]

so many people adored Matthew Perry,

in the uk 200 funerals a month are unattended

#i think he was amazing for helping people #always loved him on friends and was extremely sad to hear about his death #i'm not saying anyone shouldn't feel sad i think the opposite it's completely natural to be upset i am too #it just seems idk #so sad that so many people die without anyone noticing #no outpouring of love for them :( #but what's worse is perhaps no one cared when they were /alive/ either :( #matthew perry had such a hard life #i wonder if some of these other people did too

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#uuuuummmmmm hypomania? bitch what? like huh? huh????????? #fucking hello???? like that's fucking like clearing whats happening at this moment #like i mean. im still grounded but like high energy. notably elevated mood. deminished need for sleep. im like fucking on right now #and but like i really really should not b. like hello? #but like its weird bc like what does that mean? like it happens every so often like too much energy that feels unhinged #but like it doesnt really affect my life too much it just feels kinda wild and upsetting to me bc its like not in control #but like i mean right now this is notable with respect to what i normally experience. like energy higher and mood higher than normal #like its midnight and im not even a little tired after having a fucking week like what??? #not looking forward to when this breaks and i crash. but like whats the pattern her? how long has this been happening? #im gonna have to start tracking my mood bc idk i feel like im noticing it more now. like i dont remember this happening always cyclically #and like in the past it usually lasts like a day or ill have a few days where im like high energy but also fried and kinda up and down #but like im not going like full on way way high for long periods of time. but its hard to tell bc i have so much emotional dissonance #like ill have this like frantic energy while im standing completely still and i wanna grin in an unhinged way but its black static down #thr middle. so its like am i happy? and i depressed? fucking idk. im usually mostly depressed i think as a product of being so anxious all #the time. i don't usually go super low out of nowhere. i mean. i think its more linked to hormore stuff but i also think this is as well #idk its weird just. thoughts. i should start tracking my mood and ya kno also probably talk to a doctor #but like im about to lose my parents health care as i turn 26 and also fucking atrocious executive function #issues. like. it feels like my brain has holes in it. or i heard my lab mate say she was worried she had a brain tumor #bc its just like. something is not functional in the way its supposrd to be. ya kno? but like its fine #i mean. its not fine but like its fine #sigh. god im gonna forget to track this shit. like im already like my braun is disintegrating in my skull #can i pls be exused from being an adult while i have some sort of episode lol. but like idk #itll b fine. ive got a level head and an analytical brain and big control issues so i can keep myself on the rails #dispite the trashfire haha. ugh wtf do i do tonight tho. lay here abd try to sleep i guess #hope the mood stays up tomorrow so i dont like collapse into a puddle #ay ay ay. interesting. very interesting #im like a commit pinging around. a pinball bounding of those little pin thingys. ill meet with my boss Tuesday like yooooooo #idk if u havent clearly noticed but ive been a bit ya kno emotionally #unstable ✌️ or maybe ill b back to my normal sad sack self by then lol. idk weird vibes. real weird vibes but good 4 now #unrelated

[emometalhead]

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#it's so weird spending time with my mom #like she's my mom. I love her. I appreciate her. for the most part I enjoy spending time with her. #sometimes she says things that make me so upset and defeated that it's hard to be around her #today she said the worst people are repressed gay people that aren't out #she said all gay people need to be 'flamboyant and happy' or there's no point #how do I come out to her when she says things like this??? how am I ever supposed to feel safe and supported enough to come out #I panicked and blocked a really nice+pretty girl that genuinely wanted to go on a date with me bc I couldn't think of a way to tell my mom #it's pathetic and I feel awful #I can't drag someone else into this though #my mom also denied that I'm mentally ill. she said my anxiety and OCD don't count and blamed my anxiety on caffeine #she denied it when I said I'm anxious everyday but don't consume caffeine on a daily basis #it genuinely doesn't make my anxiety worse and she's never denied my anxiety in the past so idk what started it now #she also started arguing about some old superstitions my grandma has #these things are so odd/outdated that my dad asked how my grandma is even from the 20th century bc she acts like she was born way before #it made no sense for my mom to suddenly repeat and defend this stuff #idk I'm tired. mentally and physically. didn't sleep too well last night so I'm sure that's contributing to my overthinking #I'm actually feeling fine rn all things considered. it's just exhausting trying to think about the future and how to navigate things #ashley rambles #mom tag

[todayisafridaynight]

Its SO upsetting how often the bad guys don't get to have a lasting turnaround. You see it with random side characters, but c'mon guys. Just let them go to prison for a little while and have them come back. I promise you do not have to kill a character off, or base the character off a real life person, thus narrowing their chances of a return even thinner, while building up the possibility of a comeback. This franchise has cursed me with such lovable characters I'll never see again, and my heart can't keep at it like this.

I'm gonna have to just take that suddenly-dropped-off-a-cliff-storyline into my own hands. Gotta pick up all the slack. They're too good at giving tender, heart wrenching moments to characters we'll never see again. Way too good.

Not sure if you know the streamer Crystal, but her reaction to the ending of 3 was the most extreme I've ever seen. She was full on breakdown sobbing, and even the chat was asking if she was okay. RGG look at the hearts you're breaking out here 🙃 Also, your posts about Mine and that ending are beautiful, and you could talk about it a million times. It'll never get old.

the most egregious- pardon the pun- execution of this trope in rgg games is aoki's death.

like legitimately, his death did not need to happen. the past antagonists you could make a decent point for why their deaths were justified (ryuji's probably being the goofiest ngl) but aoki's felt as though rgg was just checking off a to-do list.

i don't really watch rgg content creators, but if someone could send me a clip of that i'd be down to watch: always a fan of watching people be emo over Y3's ending

and speaking of, thank you i have strong enough mental illness that all i can do is talk about that scene over and over again :)

#snap chats #the worst part is im only partially joking about being mentally ill #like i just think of that one directioner fan being a super fan until they took medication and then they were normal #pretty sure if i did the same I Too would have shut up four months ago but to our benefit/dismay medicine's hard to get so <3 #i am simply a dog chasing its tail and by that i mean i will simply talk about mine and y3's ending until i die #or until my mental illness latches onto something else idk #but yeah it sucks dick how rgg does so many great and emotional scenes #but like. we never get to fully see that pay off with characters like mine or aoki #like i want to see them have to face the consequences of their actions- ESPECIALLY mine #mine makes me the most deranged Obviously but i just want to know how daigo would react and treat him #we only get a semblance of how daigo felt after Y3 via the rggo story but its not enough #i want daigo to be upset with mine i want mine to HAVE to work things through with daigo #because unfortunately i dont think daigo would just cut mine off i think he still would try to figure out what the fuck was going on #idk i just need something to happen to mine that crushes him and has him rethink his ways a bit #'crushes' yk like. something beside the pavement--- #i wouldnt want him to totally change tho. i like him deranged but just channel that deranged behavior to their benefit #brb thinking about mine saying he wouldnt be acting up if daigo didnt get shot again jesus christ i think of that line every day #OK I HAVE TO GO DO A COMM RN ACTUALLY I'LL BE MENTALLY ILL LATER BYYYE FEEL FREE TO SEND ASKS AND ENABLE ME

[causticsunshine]

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#found out i’ve more or less cut off my one old friend after i hadn’t seen them online for ages #and another friend is completely leaving behind the phase of their life we met during which i get i understand #but it still makes me sad all around #i feel like i’m really bad at online friendships like i want to engage w people more and build relationships but am always afraid by trying #i’m being too annoying or too try hard #so i try and then if i don’t get anything right away or super consistently i assume that person dislikes me and i get discouraged #or i think i’m pretty good friends w someone online and in turns out they don’t feel the same way about me #and then there’s the case sometimes where i take time back from social media or am just overwhelmed and by not constantly talking to #someone they assume i don’t like them and i have to prove that’s not the case like every time i go a little quiet #it’s silly to be so upset about this regardless of the special circumstances but it’s happened so often over the years #that i’m more or less convinced most of the time that i’m just not someone people want to be friends with. idk. #alex talks

[buriesitsteeth]

just venting again I’m sorry

#okay so this is going to sound whiny of me idk I’m sorry I’m like this I really am #ik none of you follow me to hear about this shit and I’m sorry for constantly whining about things I don’t like being like this #I just have so much going on in my personal life and then also nothing at all #I’m just plagued by constant chronic loneliness and it hits me so hard some days that it’s like physical pain #I can’t even talk myself around by saying ‘you do have people that care!’ because I really don’t anymore #everyone’s too busy with their own shit and I find it hard to talk directly about my feelings #I downplay or switch topics or focus on talking about them #and then I get upset because they don’t understand or don’t think it’s serious #but I don’t know how to say I feel so hollow and breakable and at the same time full to bursting with sadness and grief and anger and #self hatred stronger than I’ve ever felt before #and if I try once or twice to express this crushing feeling of shitiness #and you don’t understand or listen my brain will shut down the idea entirely #and prevent me from reaching out again for a long time #I just feel like I’m so inconsequential and ywt at the Same time I’m the one cog still turning to keep everyone else going #like I’m nothing and yet too much at once #I don’t know. I feel like I’m on the edge of Something massive and irreversible and I don’t like it #I feel like I’m also on the precipice between never ever trusting anyone again and diving head first into trusting Anyone #that bothers and trusting them too much. caring too much again in the hopes that I do get hurt for a final time and learn my lesson #I don’t know. and I don’t like having these fits of sounding fucking crazy on here and I’m sorry again for sounding like this this isn’t who #I am I promise im just struggling I think. but I don’t know how to fix it. it feels like some sort of like… #fatal flaw in me somewhere. I don’t know.

[piplupod]

oh i think I'm going to throw myself into a ravine actually

#i need to . do something. idk what. everything is bad #boy i hate the feeling leading up to a meltdown #and then when it never happens u get to just edge on this feeling basically for days until u finally break #tonight was supposed to be so good. I was so set. i had my dinner plan and i was gonna watch aew #and then parents happened and the second spider of the day and i just want to tear all my skin off or something #im. so frustrated. missed all the wrestling. and my dinner is all skewed bc my routine is so fucked now. hate this #this all sounds so trivial and those parts of it are but theres other shit i dont want to mention bc i Can't Think About It rn #i just. god. fuck!!! #idk what to do lmao i am so tired i am so so tired. this is all hell #i am supposed to just let it go and move on but goddamn im upset. but im not allowed to be. supposed to just move on #not productive to be upset. cbt and everything says ur just supposed to let it all go and be fine w everything #change your thoughts :) i am not being abused i am not being fucked over :) i am fine and all i need to do is eat :) #my feelings dont matter and i have no wants :) my needs dont matter past basic survival things and even then those are flexible :) #i just need to try harder bc obviously im not trying hard enough so ignore the body and just push thru :) this is how its supposed to work!! #you got your plans you've been looking forward to for several days fucked over well too bad just move on :) #no being upset because you can just think past it :) you have to control your feelings :) #i just want to go to bed #vent /

[disappearingcigarette]

yeah shit is gonna be rocky I think with the friend I’m staying with

#like I had breakfast and I said maybe too jokingly that I felt like I was gonna throw up #and she was just like bookin it to this place she wanted to show me #and I’m yanno. don’t know at all where I’m going and I’m just following her as best as I can #and she turns left and like a person on a scooter came really close to her and ik that was more what she was upset at #but then she was like #giving me attitude like. we’re going over *here* it’s this way I made a *left* #and I’m like yeah dude I don’t know where I’m going #I honestly wish I got along with her better but honestly idk like I’ve had more issues with her than most of my friends #and I want our friendship to work and I think it does from afar or like smaller amounts of time together #but we’re gonna be together for two weekssss #and I’m also very thankful that she’s letting me stay here and this is my first time abroad but idk #I wish that she’s be a bit more conscientious of me but also I am an adult so I shouldn’t need a baby sitter #she’s kind but not nice I suppose which is probably better overall as someone that I need to interact with #I’m also not like cut up about this but I am. worried for how we’re gonna get along throughout the trip #and that’s more why I want to go out to bars with other people around bc tbh I’m not really a bar girlie and clubbing scares me #and she’s into that stuff way more than I am #I think tonight I’m gonna be like hey. we both stayed up super late last night. you don’t have money. I have a meeting at 11pm. #maybe we shouldn’t go out tonight??? #alternatively I also feel bad bc she’s had a really hard life and I know that she’s infinitely way more deserving of good things than I am #which is maybe not the mindset to have but it’s the only way I can articulate it #and I know this is also such a stupid first world problem to have to be like ughhh my friend that enjoys my company wants me to visit herrr #first in Italy for two weeks and then whatever country she lives in next year and the year after that #with increasing amounts of time away from home #maybe I’m just learning that traveling internationally is not something i really want to do #and maybe I’m lazy for that bc airports aren’t that bad it’s just the flight and all of the time that I dislike #my legs were so swollen when I landed it was a bit concerning #anyway. I don’t know necessarily if I want to or can really afford to go to Japan or South Korea next year and New Zealand the year after #and that could also be that I’m using my money in a different way #bc I could feasibly go if I still have the same job in two years #and that’s a whole other thing to talk about my relationship with money but anyway.

[actuallyitsmyhouse]

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#I’m sure I’m lowkey screaming into the void and that’s fine #I think that’s good actually #but on the off chance someone sees this who actually has advice #have any of y’all ever been in a relationship where your sex life just completely falls apart #like I mean I can count on two hands the amount of times since the beginning of the year #and some of that is related to health issues (mental and physical) #and I’m trying so so hard to not be like. #as upset about it as I actually am #but it’s been so fucking difficult I just don’t know what to do #I feel so unwanted #like it’s not just the lack of sex it feels like that piece has just made everything else so much harder #it used to be such a main way we connected like #idk it was so special and important to me and I know it is to him too #but all this other life shit has made it impossible for whatever reason #and I can’t get it out of my head that it’s just me #my post #personal #rant #anyway I hope no one sees this tbh #I want advice but I also just feel like shit person #idk what the approach even is #it doesn’t feel like he ever wants to talk about it or acknowledge more than offhandedly

[bbasmati-rice]

okay opinions time.

so i love the new sonic frontiers update. yes its hard as fuck, yes i wanted to give up multiple times, yes i even said it was impossible in the Master King Trial. But despite all of that, it was fun.

It gave me a huge sense of accomplishment when I beat the Master King Trial AND the new End fight that I cried out of joy and stress when I beat both of them! I was so happy that I didn't give up, and ended up just sleeping on it whenever I felt like I was getting angry.

It also gave me a chance to connect with the Sonic community, as I am a new fan (got into sonic around 2020). I was looking through community posts and seeing other people struggle and complain and call it impossible, as well as people asking for tips. And the people who responded with tips helped me out soso much, I wouldnt have been able to beat it if not!

I dont know about you, but I was hoping for a boss rush in Sonic Frontiers, and now that we have it, despite being insanely difficult, im pretty happy about it. Being forced to learn new techniques (speedrunning tricks) AND finding out about features from the boss fights that I didnt know before (parrying Wyverns rockets, and parrying Knights spikes) was really fun.

plus, the ending was so worth it. i dont think I could find it but before I beat the game I saw a post speculating about how the Original ending was the bad ending, and the Final Horizon ending is the good one, and idk about you guys but I agree. i like that speculation

Plus the story? The playable characters? Amazing. playing as amy and tails and knuckles were all really fun and I dont have much words about them but djdkdhdkdjdjfn ( also amys voice acting in that one scene if you know you KNOW)

despite this, will i ever fully complete this update? Absolutely not, I cant complete most of the new Island challenges or any of the portals, but that doesnt take my enjoyment away.

Idk, im rambling at this point! im about to replay the update saturday so maybe my opinion will change or whatever but I liked the update thats the post bye

#rambles #sonic frontiers final horizon #also I loved the new songs as per usual #im with you vocal ver slaps. so does Revisited im here #i said it on my priv Twitter but im here original sounds like an opening song and Im Here Revisited sounds like an actual final boss song #idk the original just doesnt hit the same when fighting supreme or wherever it shows up #also the Revisited version to me is much more loopable!!! which is fun #either way. going into the kellin quinn playlist #anyway i love sonic i love sonic frontiers i am loving in a world full of hate #yeah it was stupid hard and I do think the boss rush is unfair #and it is stupid that in The End theres no real way to know what youre supposed to do #i brougjt supreme down to 0 health 3 times before i finally looked up what the fuck i was supposed to do #but I ended up beating The End fight in one go so im not too upset about it #the boss rush however was stupid but its possible! never say never besties #anyway you guys should talk to me about sonic frontiers. please. anyone #i am yelling at the void #edit theres also stuff im not mentioning here bc spoilers but I may reblog this post with more stuff sometime

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#hmm kinda thought you might try to make more time for me today since we haven’t talked in 6 days #and we had a lot we wanted to catch up on or at least I figured we would since 6 days is a long time #but I haven’t heard from you all day still #and it just seems like another one of those days where I won’t hear from you until super late at night and then barely get to talk to you #idk maybe I am too sensitive but just one fucking day where I actually get to talk to you for a solid block of time isn’t too much to ask 4 #this shit getting annoying tbh #it’s not hard to message someone and it doesn’t take a long time or anything #so I don’t see why you can barely seem to speak to me anymore #our lives are very different yeah but I always make time for you so… #sometimes I don’t know what all to think about these things #don’t want to be upset over something so small #but also why can’t you keep up on something so small #personal