#if anyone is wondering

[tomatoteddy]

I honestly hope y'all dont mind that I'm not as active here anymore like I used to 😭😭 I'll be totally honest I'm becoming more active on Twitter because of my recent V-Tuber fixation ehehe 😅😅 I'll try post here but if anyone's wondering where I am, that's why

#btw my twitter @ is tomato_teddy #if anyone is wondering #dt rambles

[lenniereadsalot]

I let her see Atsumu too and told her how much SakuAtsu content there is and I think she's dead lmao

@seasoning-powder

#if anyone is wondering #shes my friend irl #that I forced to get Tumblr lol #haikyuu #atsumu miya #sakuatsu #lennie rambles

[the-blue-painter]

HIIII BLUE!!!! I THINK YOU'RE REALLY COOL AND AWESOME!!!!!

:33333!!!!!!!!!! I hope you have a good day btw!!!

-shy positivity anon!

THANK YOU!!!!!! i just beat the most emotionally devastating game so things are going well

#blue answers #a different hue #game was in stars and time #if anyone is wondering

[strickenspirit]

It’s my birthday next week. I’ll be 24.

As many do, I struggle with the day. However, I got a tattoo last year. I am getting another tattoo to cover some scars and starting a personal tradition. I honestly think it’s helped me so much and wanted to pass it on 🖤

#birthday #tattoo #multiheaded crow tattoo #if anyone is wondering #24th birthday #aquarius #birthday advice #autistic #being autistic #mental health #actually autistic #autism #tattoos #tattooed girls #complex ptsd #ptsd recovery #sh recovery #anxiety #autistic adult #autistic women #happy birthday #cptsd #actually neurodivergent #neurodivergent

[xerox-candybar]

Sometimes I use voice notes to keep tabs on ideas. Often the results surprise me, and I have an inexplicably difficult time remembering what I meant, or my (American) Midwest accent is SO MUCH WORSE than I expected, or, in this case, both:

ROM = realm. The REALM where souls are confined by bodies.

But my tone of voice, it really, really sounded like I was giving directions to somebody.

“You know, the place where everyone’s Self meets? It’s just north of 14th street, you take the cross town bus!”

Anyway in other news I understand why I have more ot3s than otps.

#my writing #wilf #(work I’d like to finish) #it’s a Geto x Gojo x reader story #if anyone is wondering

[veritasrose]

I think by time I hit 50, i want my arms to be mostly full floral sleeve tattoos. All done in old botanical illustration style. I have my inner forearms done.

And I am already planning the dog’s pawprints on either upper arm with flowers surrounding them. Wouldn’t be hard to fill in the rest.

#veritasrose rambles #this is all assuming the financial situation approves #i mean i am not even 40 yet so i have plenty of time #ed slocum tattoo artist #if anyone is wondering #he travels a lot and is amazing

[trapny]

I've been watching a letsplay of "The Coffin of Andy and Leyley" and I love it.

Spoilers underneath ↓↓ because I accidentally wrote a multi-paragraph media analysis again

The game is a modern Gothic horror. The horror doesn't really come from any monster for most of the story. Instead it comes from the dread and tension of the story.

And it's also incredibly masterful character writing. They wrote a manipulative sociopath who's codependent with a guy that has extreme PTSD and some kind of protection complex, and they wrote them into a perfect sibling dynamic.

The whole incest thing, while seeming just to be fanservice at first, (and maybe it is,) actually adds to the Gothic horror element with that drop of "taboo sexuality". There's so many different kinds of tension going on and despite the game being almost entirely dialogue based, it's still manages to be incredibly riveting and suspenseful.

The dynamics between the characters are great, and every aspect of how the siblings act and think makes perfect sense with their backstory.

Ashley grew up in a neglectful home, in a world that is proven to be very rude. Like, the nicest people that are interacted with are literal cultists. On top of that, she's pretty clearly a sociopath or something of the sort. Being that she is a sociopath, and also was too neglected to ever really learn and adopt a moral compass, it makes sense that she would latch on to the one person in the world that actually values her, that being Andrew.

And Andrew is so messed up also. He's cursing by the time he's like ten which already isn't a good start, and then he got peer pressured into literally killing someone. And then after that, he literally makes a blood oath with his younger sister that blackmails him forever into staying with her.

The two characters were probably already hopelessly codependent on each other, but considering they were quarantined together for what is implied to possibly be more than a year (and also in an organ and blood harvesting facility, mind you) and by the time we meet them in story, Andrew is just about to get dumped by his girlfriend which is his only contact with another person.

That's just the start of the extreme circumstances.

Taking their codependence and leaving them in a box for over a year with each other being their only human contact while they are literally starving to death in a fake quarantine in the middle of a city full of the rudest people possible, it's literally no wonder that the neglected sociopath and the PTSD golden child are pushed past their limits and literally resort to eating someone just to survive.

The story is a tragedy, but it's more similar to "death of a salesman" than it is to any classic plays.

They start at rock bottom, starving in an apartment. And then they get handed two pickaxes, two headlamps, and a large serving of human flesh.

#trapny originals #the coffin of andy and leyley #media analysis #if anyone is wondering #the letsplay i was watching was manlybadasshero

[dearweirdme]

I mean, you've got people in your responses literally proving my point by making excuse for why jk gives back half the energy that he gets from tae so you guys know what im saying is true in that something is legit coming off as one sided here and that jk isn't responding in kind and rather than admit it, you'd all still rather sit there and push the idea that it's just tae being over eager, clingly and bold while jk is undermining him and playing everything down to protect his own feelings. Like wtf kind of healthy relationship is that supposed to be?

And if you really think that jks cold ass response to tae's appearance and the sniping over the editing comment plus the implication about tae taking the tone from serious to not serious about music just by being there after he cracked the same kind of comment in the same kind of tone the other day on the live was a 'joke' then I have a bridge to sell you.

Jk has literally outright said that he keeps an eye on what's being said on social media and he's still pulling this kind of shit in the year 2023.

You know the real reason why none of the other members got called out for appearing on each others eps? because none of them had another member literally sit there and tell them to haul ass outta there.

I don't know wtf his problem suddenly is with tae but it's becoming increasingly obvious to ppl that he has one.

Y'all can say whatever shit you want about what I'm saying but I'm legit in that I still ship the possibility of this couple so I know that its gotta be niggling at some of y'all too how much tae is trying his best and getting stonewalled in response. The only reason is bugs me so much in the first place is because that's supposed to be his man (and i believe he is) but he's not moving like it at all and then clowns on the timeline are like 'aww, kekeke, how cute' over his shitty, dismissive and thoughtless behavior.

What do ppl want from jk? How about to not be so obviously bored, bothered and bitchy whenever tae tries to do something nice for him? How about he actually considers the shit he's reading on socials and stops laying bait traps for his psycho stans to jump on? How about he stops echoing and implying the same rhetoric that tae antis are peddling to accuse him of being everything from an attention seeker to a stalker? Like when Tae simply mentioned he liked the idea of doing a live with jk in response to an army and jk in his own live still interpreted it in a way that implied he felt like tae was just talking about it for clout and that's why he hadn't mentioned it to him.

Deny it all you want but lately his ass has been playing hot and cold when it comes to taehyung which is fine if he'd stop setting him up so damn much.

Alright anon, I was seriously about to block you last night, and I absolutely will if you come to my blog again with an attitude to this. I'll go through your ask a bit to point out my problems with things like this.

I mean, you've got people in your responses literally proving my point by making excuse for why jk gives back half the energy that he gets from tae

It's not excuses anon, it's what is normal and logical. You are the one making up a harmfull narrative here. Our responses to your (idiotic) misrepresentations of moments are because you are the one mistaken here, and it's just obvious to us that you are.

so you guys know what im saying is true in that something is legit coming off as one sided here and that jk isn't responding in kind and rather than admit it,

Please don't tell me what I think, if anything I make no secret of my thoughts on here, so this is quite insulting on many fronts. It will get you blocked if repeated.

push the idea that it's just tae being over eager, clingly and bold while jk is undermining him and playing everything down to protect his own feelings. Like wtf kind of healthy relationship is that supposed to be?

Absolutely not! Tae is not being over eager, or over clingy, he's just being Tae. Jk is not undermining him or playing anything down. Your lack of understanding of human interactions is not a base for me to believe otherwise.

And if you really think that jks cold ass response to tae's appearance and the sniping over the editing comment plus the implication about tae taking the tone from serious to not serious about music just by being there after he cracked the same kind of comment in the same kind of tone the other day on the live was a 'joke' then I have a bridge to sell you.

Again, severe lack of understanding human interactions. Like... I cannot even begin to tell you all the ways you are wrong (I could actually, just don't feel like it on the base of your ask) (am I still in drama mode... yes, yes I am). Jk's cold ass response... seriously 😂🙄.

Jk has literally outright said that he keeps an eye on what's being said on social media and he's still pulling this kind of shit in the year 2023.

Unsure what this has to do with anything, no.. don't enlighten me, I'm sure I'll still disagree.

You know the real reason why none of the other members got called out for appearing on each others eps? because none of them had another member literally sit there and tell them to haul ass outta there.

Wait, I know another reason 🙋‍♀️... could it possibly be just because it's... TAEKOOK together? Like surely it's not a surprise that people react to Jk and Tae taekooking on main.

I don't know wtf his problem suddenly is with tae but it's becoming increasingly obvious to ppl that he has one.

Yeah that's not legit either, the problem is people like you! People like that awfull taennieisaflop account who uses people like you to get a thrill out of fandom. You don't think for yourself anon, you go along with what excites you most. Maybe you've never fully warmed to Jk, who knows... but Jk does not suddenly have a problem with Tae.. You, and other's like you, suddenly have a problem with Jk. This... is Tae and Jk right now:

I still ship the possibility of this couple

What the flip does that even mean? How do you ship a possibility?

so I know that its gotta be niggling at some of y'all too how much tae is trying his best and getting stonewalled in response.

Not me.. so go and send this to someone who does and wallow about it together please!

tae is trying his best and getting stonewalled in response.

Where on earth do you get the idea that Tae is trying to what... out them, go public, get Jk to react? Tae is just being Tae. Tae has always talked about Jk.

The only reason is bugs me so much in the first place is because that's supposed to be his man (and i believe he is) but he's not moving like it at all and then clowns on the timeline are like 'aww, kekeke, how cute' over his shitty, dismissive and thoughtless behavior.

No that is not your only reason, your reason (the main one I think) is that you are unsatisfied. You want more from them than you get. Well surprise surprise... you will never get that much. You are not concerned for Tae, because Tae's behavior towards Jk would have reassured you that things are alright between them. Your need for public reassurance of their relationship is unjustified.

What do ppl want from jk? How about to not be so obviously bored, bothered and bitchy whenever tae tries to do something nice for him?

Again, oddly concerning lack of understanding of human behavior from your part.

How about he actually considers the shit he's reading on socials and stops laying bait traps for his psycho stans to jump on? How about he stops echoing and implying the same rhetoric that tae antis are peddling to accuse him of being everything from an attention seeker to a stalker? Like when Tae simply mentioned he liked the idea of doing a live with jk in response to an army and jk in his own live still interpreted it in a way that implied he felt like tae was just talking about it for clout and that's why he hadn't mentioned it to him.

Weird as f*ck anon! Seriously, you don't understand Jk at all.

Deny it all you want but lately his ass has been playing hot and cold when it comes to taehyung which is fine if he'd stop setting him up so damn much.

😑

#please don't come back anon #i can really do without people like you #taekook #if anyone is wondering #this is me losing my patience 😂

[crazy-lazy-elder-sims]

Just got my blood drawn again(for blood tests) i swear these Doctors are vampires or somthing with how much the y ask me to get my blood drawn and tested

#blood tw #medical tw #its for testing for pcos btw #if anyone is wondering #sigh #non sims

[cershiv]

ah yes i love resident evil 4 the survival horror game

#if anyone is wondering #this is resident evil 4: otome edition #and its free on itch.io #trin.txt #resident evil #ashley graham

[cissa-calls]

Me realizing I’m gonna have to hand dye the fabric of my newest cosplay: 👁️ 👁️ Oh no

#if anyone is wondering #its Wednesdays school uniform from nevermore #cissamakes: another Wednesday outfit though she still hasn’t finished the first #cosplay

[miriamnox]

oh i think i know what all these clever fucks meant when they talked about being burdened with the weight of knowledge. i just walked ten thousand steps with a tote bag filled with books (to the brim, i mind you) in seldom if comfortable doc martens. i am dead. i am more that alive sitting my ass on the grass by a lake in a park looking at ducks. my shoulder weeps. i stopped feeling my feet at some point so i don’t know how they’re doing. however!! the crows started cawing just now. so it’s great

#the books are: hitchhikers guide to the galaxy #dracula #the invisible man #and an antique edition of history of antient greece #if anyone is wondering #on another note #crows

[veliseraptor]

"well yes I decided not to fast on tisha b'av but at this point it's been many hours since i had very little food so maybe i should just see if i can go the next seven hours without--"

no! no!!!! that's exactly why we don't fast now stop it

#going to go miserably eat a protein bar and feel bad about it #this is my real life #if anyone is wondering #the reason why this is dangerous for me #is because if i were to manage it #it would be very easy for me to go 'oh well that was fine. now let's see how much LONGER i can go :)' #and that's just. not a road i should go down #particularly when i'm depressed #disordered eating cw