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weuschoiceheart · 3 years

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⋘I-Land / Enhypen⋙ Love, I-Land (special chapter)

Tagging: @mari-kigold @akira-star @affectionaterainoflove @enhypenthusiast @periwinkle-ink

Genre: just very nostalgic :))

Word Count: 2k+

Jay knew something was up when he walked into a dead silent Hybe building.

Looking around, he frowned at the emptiness. Am I too early? Too late? Checking his watch, he realized that he was exactly on time. So where is everyone?

Sitting down on the couch, he decided to wait for everyone in the lounge. Perhaps the other members were playing some trick on him, to scare him when he lets his guard down. None of the other Hybe artists were here today, since Bang PD had let everyone take the day off, so the silence felt disorienting.

A beep from Jay’s phone startled him out of his thoughts, and he clicked on the notification.

Location change: go back to where we started. See you at the reunion!

“Go back to where we started…” Jay muttered, a smile spread across his face as he thought back to the old box in the woods.

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“Remember when we first came here?” Youngbin sighed as he, Jimin, and Sungchul walked through the forest. “It seems so long ago.”

“Yeah…” Jimin stretched his arms above his head, pointing at the familiar building coming into view. “And we’re here.”

“It still hasn’t changed,” Sungchul said in awe, watching as the black door slowly flipped open and the three of them walked in. “I can’t wait to see everyone again.”

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“Wow...I can’t believe it’s been a year already,” K traced the sides of the egg gate. “Everything feels older.”

“No, it’s just you getting old,” Kyungmin teased, ducking behind Nicholas before K could smack him. “I’m kidding, I’m kidding.”

“Remember when we waited for you to come back from the dance unit test?” EJ asked. “You guys were so cool performing on stage.”

K smiled, thinking back to the old memories. The feeling of being on stage again, giving all he got to keep from getting eliminated. The cheers from the other boys, the smiles at the camera. He still recalled the nervous feeling of waiting for the results, and most of all, he vividly remembered the moment he, Jungwon, and Sunghoon got back to I-Land and hearing—

“Hello~”

As if on cue, the gate opened to present Enhypen crowding around the entrance, doing the exact same move K had created a year ago. Jaw dropping in shock, he heard the yells from the other boys as they tumbled out the egg and embraced the members they haven’t seen in months. Before he could fully comprehend everything, a wild blur of blonde hair suddenly launched himself onto him and Taki, wrapping his arms around them both.

“Taki! Hyung! You’re back!” K laughed as Niki jumped up and down, bursting with excitement to see his fellow Japanese brothers. Has he grown taller? K wondered, and he felt somehow proud and sad at the same time. Ruffling Niki’s hair, he watched as the younger hugged Taki, almost lifting him off his feet. “Let him breathe, Niki, we’re not going anywhere.”

“You’re finally here.” A familiar voice said, and K turned to see Seon making his way over. Grinning, he trapped K in another hug, and K feels like he’s finally back home.

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“Did you actually framed the shirt?”

“Yes I did, do you want to come over to see it?” Jay boasted, trying to one up Nicholas.

“He actually didn’t, he lost it when we moved into the dorms and this morning he panicked because he couldn’t wear it to the reunion,” Jake said, causing Nicholas to raise his eyebrows at Jay, who gave Jake a look of betrayal.

“You weren’t supposed to tell him that!”

“Well, it’s not like—ahhhhh!”

Before Jake could finish his sentence, a larger body wrapped his arms around him. He could sense the younger boy’s enormous smile before he could hear him. “It’s me, Jakey!”

“Daniel!” Jake tried to struggle out of Daniel’s embrace, though he was too busy laughing. “You almost gave me a heart attack.”

“He’s going around hugging everyone,” Jay explained, “Don’t be surprised if he actually gives you one next time.”

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The ghost watched the boys crowding around the egg gate, a sad smile on his face. It’s been so long since he had any visitors, and seeing them back brought some light in his undead life. Literally. All the lights had been shut off since the boys left, and the ghost had to make his way around in perpetual darkness. Not that he needs any light to see, but it's nice to view the sun, even if it’s just for a little while.

Turning around to look at the practice room he just came out of, the ghost could almost see the past images of the boys practicing there. The Fire team, organizing their formations. The Fake Love team with their hoods and shirts over their heads, trying to practice without laughing. The Flicker team, playing around with the curtains. It’s also the place where Seon first found him, and the first time the ghost ever revealed itself to anyone.

There was the lounge connecting to it, where Niki had played the piano and Heeseung had sung. Where the infamous arm wrestling match had taken place and the boys had played with the video filters on the IPads. Where they had cried and comforted each other, and where Jay had written his heartfelt letters.

Making his way up the staircase that the Grounder boys had also walked up to see I-Land, the ghost drifted along the common room. Here, all of them had sat while playing Truth or Dare, the hoodies spread out and “Made by Jay” was created, where they waited anxiously to perform. If he concentrates just enough, the ghost can almost imagine the I-Land boys filming their PR videos, and sheep Niki making Sunghoon laugh.

There was the dining area, the place where the morning zombies had sat, Sunoo had said “I’m cuter,” where they munched on macaroons and ramen. The ghost can almost see the nine reading letters from their parents, talking and joking around the table. There was the kitchen area, where Sunghoon had screeched about the pork, Hanbin had found the broken banana, and Heeseung had ranted about the ramen. The fridge was empty of spoons, and no one did any side squats to get rid of bloating now.

Moving on to the bedrooms. He had always wondered how K managed to fit his long limbs on the bed, or if he could at all. The mist that Sunoo had sprayed all over his face, and that Jungwon had almost eaten, was gone from the drawer, leaving only the empty reflection of the room in the mirror. The annoying fly that Geonu had tried to catch was gone, the light that Jay had turned off dark (no, the dressing room light does not automatically turn off by itself), all the beds stripped of clothes and necessities. Why Nicholas was sleeping naked would remain a mystery, no more Jay yelling at everyone to wake up and Niki going back to sleep right after.

The washrooms were next. He had to admit, Jungwon’s and Jake’s pranks against Jay worked pretty well, coming from a ghost anyway. There were the sinks lining the wall where K and Taki washed up like father and son, where K and Jay hugged and promised that they’ll debut together, where Jay scolded everyone for leaving their laundry around.

Out of the washroom now, the ghost lingered outside the room that used to contain the stage outfits and BTS phones. The traces of the boys can be felt, thinking back to the selfies and pictures they took together, to when they marveled at the clothes for their very first “Into the I-Land” stage. He peeked into the practice rooms where he can almost see the Pretty U team helping Sunghoon struggle through aegyo, and where the I Need U team played zombies with the eye massager.

Drifting down the stairs again, remembering how Youngbin carried Jungwon down the stairs to the practice when the younger boy was barefooted, the ghost moved on to the stage itself. He recalled every performance here clearly; the nerve-wracking audition stages, the dance and vocal units battle, the incredible “I&credible” stages, the moving “Calling” performance, and the iconic “Dive Into You” stage. Jigeum Buteo saying “Standby,” Jake’s “this hyung is crazy!” and the confused “Rival? Live?” echoed through the ghost’s ears. The memories of it all hit him like a truck (not that he would feel anything if he was hit by a truck, he’s a ghost after all, but you get the simile), causing him to choke up a little. He missed them so much.

Strolling outside now, the ghost walked into Ground, and reminisced some more. Here was where Rain taught them “Fire” and hugged every one of the boys. He could picture Jay giving back massages to Kyungmin, telling him how they must work through the pain to get to I-Land. There was Hanbin comforting Jaebeom (it’s so weird calling him Echan now), and helping the other boys learn the dance. Sunoo and Sungchul practicing “Save Me,” Jaeho practicing with Nicholas and Niki, Taki making faces at the camera. A blurry image of all the boys comparing and measuring their heights, trying to see who’s taller. Really, I-Land seems like a magical paradise, but he would never forget the fun times the Grounders had, and the hard work they put in to achieve their dreams.

Outside once again, he spied the matted grass on the ground and smiled wistfully. It’s strange, he thought, how it was still there after Jungwon filmed his PR video in his sheep costume. He remembered how adorable he was, how all of them were, showing off their personalities to get fans to vote for them. And now it’s getting dark, so the ghost moved on to the small light from a campfire in the distance.

Settling down on the ground, he watched as all the boys talked and joked with each other. They were sitting down in front of the large screen, where the final 11 had watched the fan videos, and pulled the benches around in a circle. Their smiles lit up their faces, their arms tangled in one another, Jimin’s head leaning against Geonu’s, Taeyong holding onto Echan’s hand. The scene filled the ghost with a feeling he can’t describe, and being a ghost with no heart, it was definitely a little strange, feeling something after a long time of emptiness.

“....and I just want to say thank you, to everyone for staying by my side on this journey,” Seon concluded, snapping the ghost out of his daze as the boy sat down. As if reading his thoughts, Seon’s eyes flickered over to where the ghost sat, and smiled.

Thank you for looking after us.

Being a ghost is lonely sometimes, floating in and out of places with no purpose. The smile, that one kind thought, ignited a flame in him. In a world filled with countless people, it’s hard to spot a lone spirit, invisible in a crowd. It’s even harder to make them feel at home, in a place where they’re recognized and wanted. Yet here he is, enveloped in a family who coaxed him out of his shell. No, I should be thanking you, Seon.

Maybe this is what the fans felt, watching them run for their dreams. Every Friday charged with anticipation and excitement, of finding who would get eliminated and who would stay. Away from lives permeated with pain, loneliness, and uncertainty, they found solace within these 23 boys as they followed them on this journey to debut. Along the way, the fans found each other as well, and a community full of eggies and engenes was born.

Thank you for the memories, I-Land.

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A/N: Thank you to all the eggies for welcoming me into this wonderful family. Whether you were a predebut stan or just started stanning Enhypen, thank you for supporting our boys. I-Land is over now, but our journey with the boys will live on.

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hoonieluvs · 4 years

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sunghoon x reader

prompt: “no no, i must protect your hand at all cost, this includes holding it at all times.”

you were sitting by the bleachers waiting for your best friend to finish his practice for ice skating.

you and sunghoon decided to go on a “date” because it’s been so long since you guys have gone out. it’s also because he’s busy practicing for his competition next month.

you watch as he approach you with a smile on his face. you can’t help but mirror him.

“how long have you been waiting for me?”, he asked as he put away his shoes in his dufflebag.

you stood up and said, “long enough to see you getting scolded by your coach again.”

“hey, to be fair doing a triple axel jump is hard”, he slung his dufflebag over his shoulder and held his hand out for you to hold. “let’s go.”

ofc, you also held his hand. even though you’ve been friends with him for a long time, and you know how much he likes holding hands, yet you’re still not used to it.

people would often assume that you guys are dating but ofc you always feel the need to correct them because it isn’t true. although sometimes you wish you guys were dating.

you don’t know when you started thinking of your best friend in that way. was it that one time when he cried over facetime because you were out of town for a week and said he misses you? or was it the time when he said “i love you” but it felt like he said it not in a platonic way? or were you just being delusional.

“earth to y/n? hello?”, he snapped his fingers infront of your face and you looked around your surroundings and both of you were already in the parking lot. were you that deep in your thoughts?

“oh...sorry”, you opened the car door and sat on the driver’s seat. “you know, you should really learn how to drive now”, you continued as he rolled his eyes.

“why would i learn when i have you?”, he put on his seatbelt and you checked your mirrors and started driving.

“because you never know when i might leave again”, even though you didn’t intend to but it came out as a whisper anyway.

you heard a clicking sound from his seatbelt and you tried not to look at him but you can see him looking at you from your peripheral vision.

“what did you say? because i don’t think i heard you right”, he nervously chuckled as you drove.

“it’s nothing”

“sure”

the whole ride was a complete silence but thanks to the music in the radio to fill it in. you on the other hand, felt like your heart beat will be heard by him because of how fast it is beating right now.

you tried glancing at him a few times when there’s a stop sign and you see him texting on his phone.

“we’re here”, you unbuckled your seatbelt and open your car door to setep out and he did the same thing.

you didn’t know you were walking really fast until he grabbed your arm.

“hey, why are you walking so fast?”, he ofcourse intertwined his hand with yours again, as always.

“oh, my bad”, you stared at both your intertwined hands again and wonder if it’s just his habit or something more.

again, it was silence as you guys reach your spot. the park was a lot fuller than you’d expected because it’s a saturday. there’s also a lot of kids running around and playing. you and sunghoon walked a little further to a more secluded area where a giant tree is at.

“you know, you don’t have to hold my hand the whole time. it’s not like i will go anywhere.”, you begin placing the blanket on the grass and spread it out.

“no no, i must protect your hand at all cost, this includes holding it at all times”, he placed the picnic basket on the blanket. after he was done he lay down on the blanket and closes his eyes.

“you’re being dramatic now”, you grab the freshly sliced fruits from the basket and ate some strawberries.

he shook his head still his eyes are closed. “do you ever wonder what if we ended up together? because i’ve been thinking about that lately.” he opens his eyes and looked at you.

you choked on your strawberries and he sat down and offer you some water. you thanked him and he chuckled.

“well, i wouldn’t say i’ve never because i have of course”, he grab your hands that was resting on our thighs and played with them caressing them.

“continue”

“right, i’ve thought about that a lot before. when i went away for a week.” i still do right now who am i kidding.

“i honestly expected your answer that day completely tho. i’ll always be here waiting whenever you change your mind”

ok so, what happened in that one week you left you ask? so he may have confessed his feelings for you the same day you were leaving but since you were too shock you ran away. he understood why you did what you did.

you like him too, yes. you still like him-in fact love him, that’s also a yes. he feels the same way towards you, yes. but commitment? that’s a no no.

you ran away like you always have from your problems. you didn’t know what to do and that’s the first thing that came into your mind. you were and still is scared of commitment. you don’t know why but you are. so now your chances with sunghoon are slim because of your stupid commitment issues. you know sunghoon and he would never do that to you, but you think he deserves better than to be with you.

“yea...i know”, you look anywhere but him.

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that was three years ago.

thinking about it now is kind of stupid. but you do regret it a little bit.

you and sunghoon are still friends but not as close as before. he’s traveling the world being the olympic athlete that he is, while you moved to the big city and got a 9-5 job.

you found out through an article that sunghoon has been rumored to be dating with a fellow skater. it honestly did not surprised you. you knew one way or another that it would happened. and you’re hapoy for him even if it’s just a rumor.

what you didn’t know is that sunghoon is in fact still in love with you. he’s still waiting for you to say the words but it’s been three years so who is he fooling. he still hoped even if it’s just a tiny bit. but you thought that he gave up already...

is it right person, wrong timing or is it just your commitment issues?

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