#ill never live this down

[michaelinaroombitching]

saw tammy faye. it was AMAZING. the whole casts vocals and acting was BRILLIANT, especially andrew and katies. their portrayals of jim and tammy were PERFECT. cannot fault this show. perfect in every way imo. also andrew is the SWEETEST PERSON EVER. he literally has made my whole life. i love him so much. i hope i can meet him again. he means the world to me, he was so nice. im sorry for basically having a panic attack on him. hes so warm and kind and his VOICE. hes so amazing, he must be protected. meeting your idol is great when your idol is andrew rannells. im still trying to process that ive met THE ANDREW RANNELLS. best day ever.

#im still in shock #tammy faye is so good #andrew rannells is the sweetest man alive #i want to hug him so bad #ill never live this down #he smells like dreams #andrew rannells #tammy faye #musicals #musical theatre #almeida theatre

[fabulouslygaybean]

oh god. welp. the most embarrassing thing happened and i don't know if ill ever recover from this

#please help #friend came home earlier than expected and Heard something she shouldn't have. i think. maybe. #and now we're just awkwardly sitting + chatting around the table #THEY GOT HOME 20 MINUTES EARLY!! WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO!!!!! #the walk of shame to the dining room was Not Pleasant #she commented with a very Knowing look that i took an awfully long time to leave my bedroom #SOMEONE KILL ME PLEASE #ill never live this down

[crowrrupt]

"Dandelions" that's a daffodil

I'm just joking, cool art btw

Losing my mind bc I know it’s a Daffodil, and with full confidence I thought I wrote daffodil

Gonna go fix that now xD Thanks for telling me (embarassing since it’s my favourite flower)

#ill never live this down #mailbox

[greyfacade]

Viscera Cleanup Detail: You did a shit job.

Me, an ex-cleaner: Fuck you, I did fantastic. :(

#my reputation has been ruined #Ill never live this down #/jk

[kiddokori]

his ass is NOT getting up for his 8am lecture

#skyward sword #loz #loz fanart #sksw link #sksw zelda #sksw fi #ill always come back to link ill never be free of him #i kinda wanted zelda to study history too because shes really into the history of skyloft/legends/etc in game #but maybe that can be a hobby maybe shes more into folktales and mythology than history #i also considered some type of math/stem for fi but idk history/linguistics fits her designed purpose of being a sortof messenger more #i think shes real good with numbers tho maybe she does math tutoring on the side #why are campus stairs always so fucking long theyre such a weird length you gotta fucking lunge every step #and doing that w a giant ass backpack and an artbag and a fucking can of gesso #in the summer. torture i think they were just trying to weed us out #you think art students have any core strength #thats why links so ripped he has to haul all that shit around all day #he definitely lives in a co ed dorm w zelda and they have the most fucked up evil (remlit) dorm cat #groose is there too i just dont have him pinned down sorry buddy #kiddokori

[groovyace]

Bruce has this hanging on the fridge by a little magnet.

(Dyou think the guy who shows up first when you look up "man cooking" on pinterest knows what his photos are being used for?)

#jason todd #batfam #he #he uh #hehehehehdhhdo #(breaks down crying) #you #i cant believe i couldve seen AK jason todd live on my puter #but my puters too old and brick like #ill never get to see him at this rate #gdi #we couldve had it all.... #dc #dc comics #thefridge

[ballad-of-the-lamb]

Bogos binted? 👽

#munpost #ill never live this shit down

[thutner]

thinking about how in 5x01 when house told the team that thirteen was tested positive for huntington's and her "life span's been cut in half" and after that revelation the camera pans from thirteen to kutner ...... his reaction ..... OH IM SO ILL IM SO ILL ABOUT THEM ........... IT'S THE WAY CAMERA MOVED FROM THIRTEEN TO KUTNER ..... IM NEVER MOVING ON FROM THIS

#house md #house md gifs #remy hadley #thirteen #thirteen gifs #lawrence kutner #kutner #kutner gifs #kal penn #kal penn gifs #olivia wilde #olivia wilde gifs #thutner #thutner gifs #never living down the thutner agenda actually #ALSO #IM VERY ILL ABOUT THEM #the amount of love that i hold for thirteen and kutner IS INSANELY IMMEASURABLE #i can never be normal about them EVER

[dandelion-roots]

[ID: a digital drawing of Riz Gukgak from D20 fantasy high from the waist up. He looks like he's holding onto sanity by a thread and is covered in blood as he attempts to sew a finger back onto Biz's hand and says, ha ha, oopsie! End ID]

Damn man being 14 sure is tough... It's all just pimples this, brutally shooting off a classmate's fingers before figuring out he wasn't the mastermind and then immediately regretting it that...

#dimension 20 #d20 fantasy high #fantasy high spoilers #fantasy high freshman year #riz gukgak #watched the whole first season in a blur and have many emotions about them #my homicidal princesses etc etc #never watched a campaign before so i just went from la di da in episode 1 to rocking on the floor w adaine in ep 2 #i half regret not writing down the moments i wanted to draw but also i am going to watch the hell out of moments compilations on yt #so im sure ill remember at least some #too many good moments to count #have to do the 'yes!' thing. i just have to #fantasy high freshman year spoilers #ill skip the live one shots for now and go straight to sophomore and then come back later #also hi. just in general. what the fuck what the absolute fuck #i see why this was meant to be watched on a weekly level

[oetscop]

this is kinda old and i almost didnt post it. i kinda gave up on making a full rainer ref like i did with daniel soooo take this ^}^

this is after 1997 and before 2000 when he went missing for good.

#eyes #my art #petscop #petscop art #petscop fanart #rainer hammond #petscop rainer #i like to think the reason his stuff is in the marks garage is bc daniel nlm was just squatting in there #so now she like refuses to speak to him #mostly bc she only just got care back and they didnt even want to be living there in the first place #same night he was trying to get a picture of care #almost breaking the door down #anna had never seen him cry before so it was jarring #you can imagine why she went no contact #he actually stays in contact with belle for like. a really long time #theyd leave silent messages on their answering machine until she left for college #she reported them missing and nothing came of it #idk why im saying all this LSJSKSJSKSHSJ I PROMISE ILL WRITE AN ACTUAL FIC OR SMTH ONE DAY

[tiktoks-we-like]

#fun fact i used to have rly long hair and my hair stylist was like ohh my god this is the healthiest hair ive seen in ages please let me #use you as a hair models i was like ommg thatd be cool sure #a month and a half later #i buy an electric razor #hair gone #my mom tells the stylist what ive done #they still tell all their clients this story and its been over a year ill never live it down #tiktok #tik tok #video

[lord-squiggletits]

Y'know the thing about writing feral/unhinged versions of Orion/Optimus, is that you can't go too far into the feral/unhinged direction to a point where OP's core character traits are lost or become too diminished. After all, in a multiple-continuity franchise like TF, part of what makes the stories make sense is that even if details change (sometimes major details), the characters are still recognizably themselves to one degree or another. (Although this isn't always the case due to executive meddling or some characters being such blank slates from their initial G1 appearances that there's basically nothing to model them off of, but I digress.)

It's pretty much another reason why I love IDW1 Optimus, bc he literally is a canonical feral/unhinged Optimus who's unhinged as a direct consequence of who he is as a person and what he's been through. Like, he still has those fundamental character traits of trying his best to be moral and make good choices, trying to be a role model, etc, except after 4 million years of war and untreated depression he's basically holding onto his sense of self by his fingertips. So when he "goes feral" e.g. losing his temper and beating up/killing people or saying hurtful things, he's feral in a way that's directly tied to his normal personality and not just as a random quirk he has.

IDW OP's feral moments arise from the gaps between "Optimus' attempts to be who he thinks he needs to be" and "the reality of the world that he can't fix/seems to only make worse" that cause him to lose hope, or become cynical, or lose his temper. But in this case, the unhinged-ness makes perfect sense because it arises out of Optimus trying and failing to be the best person or to make the most morally good choices he's trying to make. Basically, the "feral/unhinged" label is just another way of me trying to say that he's not just unhinged because he's weird or because he's a bad person, but because it's an emotional reaction (more like an emotional explosion due to pent-up emotions) to the context he exists in.

I'd also say that IDW OP's personality being generally reserved/stoic and (trying to be) noble works in tandem with those moments he has of going feral because it makes him more realistic. His psyche is treated in a way where the writers are like, "Hey what if the pressure of having to be everyone's idol and be the best person in the galaxy at all times actually broke Optimus down mentally and emotionally?" It makes IDW OP far more relatable. Instead of naturally being a perfect Christ-like figure who never wavers in his morals or convictions and is just naturally a nice person who always has the wisest and best answer, being a good person is something that IDW OP has to consciously strive to be. Even when he feels like it's useless, or the cycle of violence will never stop, or any attempts he makes to help only ends up with things becoming worse.

And I feel like this does a service not only to IDW Optimus as a character, but also as a sort of moral/philosophical perspective for the reader to ponder upon? I feel like culture at large (or at least my experience of it) tends to believe that "goodness" in a person is simply an innate feature that people are born/not born with, and that being "good" means that you must be good at all times, both in your actions as well as the way you feel emotionally about yourself and the world. Like, there's a tendency for our vision of "a good person" to be good in every aspect at all times without having to try to be a good person. So I think IDW Optimus' character stands as a good example of how someone can be good at heart but still struggle to maintain those feelings of optimism and hope and justice. It's a good idea to have such a paragon of a character (in-universe and out-of-universe) be so conflicted and to even be mistaken, misguided, or make things worse because it shows that goodness is as much about "trying to behave/act in a way that is good" and not just "existing as an innately good person."

It's way more realistic for a person to want to be good, try to be good, and sometimes/often fail than it is for them to just be a good person. I enjoy the fact that IDW Optimus is both a good person at heart, but also has to strive to be a good person and live up to other people's expectations of what they see in him. I like how he wants to be a good person and change society for the better, but he also spends a good amount of time either feeling hopeless and alone or being angry at/detached from other people because of how frustrated they make him. He's realistically portrayed as someone who wants to be good and hopeful and change things for the better, but is also mentally and emotionally broken by that burden because of how impossible it is for him to Fix Everything and be the Perfect Prime/Leader/Autobot that people see him as. It's this fascinating mixture of "yes, this is who he is as a person" but also "there are things he desires to be that he could never possibly become or live up to."

This got really far off based from feral/unhinged Optimus sdklfjaslkdlfkas. The TLDR is that if people want unhinged OP, I feel like they should give IDW OP a chance because he IS unhinged but he's unhinged in a way that's a realistic/thematic representation of how being an Absolute Good is impossible. And how being a good person isn't just about Existing And You Are A Good Person, but rather goodness is a constant state of flux in which you adjust, you make mistakes, you lose your temper and feel hopeless, but then you pick yourself up and try again.

Also IDW OP really likes climbing in dangerous wilderness and jumping out of flying vehicles which I think is very feral and sexy of him to do.

#squiggposting #idw op love #idk if i adequately explained it in the body of the post. but i really do feel some kind of way about the idea of like #being a good person isn't about just being static. always being the same person. just naturally being good and nice all teh time #but rather being a good person will cause you to be CHALLENGED and being a good person calls you to ACT #and you WILL make mistakes. there's never a situation in which you're all wise and always have the right solution or are infinitely patient #but goodness is something you can CHOOSE something you can BECOME and you can still have negative emotions and CHOOSE to be good #like being a good person is a continuous process of self improvement. you aren't just born a good person #and i'm not trying to tear down the notion of 'goodness' or say it doesn't exist #rather i'm trying to say that it's far more comforting to hear that you don't have to be The Best Person at all times #it's comforting to know that good people aren't just Effortlessly Good because they were Just Born That Way Naturally #there certainly are some people like that but most of us aren't like that. and i just like idw op for that reason #he shows that like. you can be a fucked up mentally ill guy who despairs and loses his temper and is basically suicidal #but you also still genuinely try to be hopeful and try to help others. like you are good because you Try To Be Good #and you Try To Hold Onto Your Principles bc giving up or becoming evil isn't an option for you #but also trying to be A Good Person drives you fucking crazy bc we live in a universe where that perfect good simply isn't possible #so the result is an optimus who's at once Noble Paragon and Unhinged bc he's unhinged as a result of trying to be a paragon

[max-headroomfiles]

I'm sorry for being. Yknow very annoyed I know this isn't a big deal or whatever

But I'm still so angry. I'm so angry at the fandom, I'm angry at the try guys, and I'm certainly angry at how EVERYONE is praising the try guys while still wishing for Watcher's downfall.

I'm so angry.

#watcher #watcher entertainment #selene.txt #and ill say it #watcher should be angry at you. #watcher should be angry at all of you for being racist. #you geniunely dont deserve the content you called overproduced #and you CERTAINLY didnt deserve that fucking apology #im so sick and angered by this fandom #“we'll never let them live this down!!” well guess what i wont let the fandom live their racism down #now we're even. #hate you guys.

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

thinking abt kenny and his anti-neet agenda

#it’s soooo funny how he was constantly like. Fuck Tengen In Particular #but it’s also such an interesting aspect of his character it floors me all the time …. #the fact that what he hates more than anything is. the kind of person who gives up without trying. that learned helplessness #he hates tengen because they hid themselves away for all their centuries of living. chose to look away from the world of curses #while kenjaku has lived in that world for thousands of years now and continues to interact with it… and the people in it….. #and it’s also so obvious when you remember the characters kenjaku is most positive towards in the manga. he likes takaba. he likes yuki. #yuji too….. #all people who refuse to give up even when they’ve been knocked down a hundred times #yuki who uses her last strenght to create a fucking black hole… takaba who vows to make kenjaku laugh even after losing faith in himself #and yuji who never stops coming back from the dead. from the brink of insanity. yuji who tries again and again and again #i think kenjaku loves human resilience more than anything #hhhh. he really is my favorite…… gege ill never forgive u for fumbling him pls remember that . #ari noises ✩

[starchasersversion]

star "i wish you would" chaser

#I WISH YOU KNEW I MISS YOU TOO MUCH TO BE MAD ANYMORE #ILL NEVER FORGET YOU AS LONG AS I LIVE #WE'RE CROOKED LOVE IN A STRAIGHT LINE DOWN MAKES YOU WANNA RUN AND HIDE BUT IT MADE US TURN RIGHT BACK AROUND #LITERALLY EVERY LYRIC #starchaser #sunseeker #jegulus #james potter #regulus black #Spotify

[thousand-sunnies]

every day the collection of fics i want to write grows bigger

#what do i have #ace pov of a lesson in changing the world which is basically a standard ace lives fic #time travel au but luffy is basically not a character and everyone else gets to do fun stuff #modern au where luffy makes friends with new people (law and kidd) and they’re fascinated by the 17 million connections he has #(3 princesses 2 world famous singers 2 kendo champions a model a prosthetics engineer a foremost historian the list goes on) #vampire devil fruit zosan moment (does the principle of feeding anyone who’s hungry include offering up your wrist? spoiler alert: yes) #kuina lives fic (kuina would hate sanji with a passion) #(sanji says he refuses to fight a woman and those are literally kuina’s sleeper agent activation words) #oh a sequel to benefits of drinking with strangers ofc cora meeting the strawhats and also sengoku #sanji & vivi arranged marriage (it works out exactly how you’d expect) #lawlu fae au (the fae owning me is the fae’s problem) #AND cora & ace resurrection shenanigans #goddamn and that’s off the top of my head #shit i need to sit down and write ill never get through all of this #if anyone is curious about any of these please ask meeeeeeeeee i always want to yell