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playapt402forme · 2 months
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"There's a place, with no hate. Touched by grace. quiet as faith."
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hello and welcome! this is my fan account for the wonderful artist girl in red! you can call me sagey!
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I've been a fan of girl in red for 4 or 5 years now! my favorite album is if i could make it go quiet but that's kinda the only option as of rn hehe
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my favorite songs are
we fell in love in october (that's me and my gf's song cause she literally asked me out in october)
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apartment 402 (duh)
hornylovesickmess
i'll call you mine
girls
bad idea!
i wanna be your girl friend
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my fav artists other than girl in red!
taylor swift
lorde
harry styles
sza
frank ocean
dayglow
fleetwood mac
the smiths
olivia rodrigo
kendrick lamar
and so many more!
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this blog is no place for any kind of hate. no racism, sexism homophobia, etc will not be tolerated. be kind to each other.
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my main account - @awrldalonee
thats all for now! stream "too much" (out now) and stream "im doing it again baby!" out april 12th !!
love u bye
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opossumloverr · 5 months
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✪ TURTLE BROS CUDDLING HEADCANONS ✪
Summary:
The turtle bros favorite Cuddling positions!
Warning(s):
None!
A/N:
Bro. I needa focus on finishing these requests, BUT I CAN'T HELP IT, IM ONLY HUMAN 🤧 FORGIVE MEE (Gender-neutral, Romantic)
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《RAPH》
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Spoons
Yes, I know, pretty plain Jane, but it gets the job done
He just doesn't wanna hurt you while cuddling
Even though you insure him that you'll be just fine
He is NOT taking any chances, nada, zip, nothing
In this position, it's easier for him to nuzzle into your neck and whisper sweet nothings into your ear
He churrs very loud while cuddling (background noise)
They all do to be honest
《LEO》
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Leg hug
I was debating if this should go to Mikey but I ultimately decided it should be Leo
Look at me and tell me he wouldn't be clingy
Especially If it's cold,
in that case give up on ever getting up from this cuddle prison
It's so cold and he so fragile and helpless (Yeah right) Wont you stay with him, just for 5 more minutes?
Oh? he said that 1 hour ago? Well, this time, he means it! (No he doesn't)
《DONNIE》
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Baby Cradle
When he finally has free time, he likes to hold you
Just caressing you softly
Or he will be playing video games while you cling to him
Watching him get sucked into the digital screen, unconsciously skimming your cheek with his hand
You guys don't cuddle often because he's either busy with a project or he doesn't feel like it
But when he has time, he's here with open arms!
《MIKEY》
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CLINGING ON FOR DEAR LIFE
I think we all know why I chose this one
Cuddle time with Mikey is PRECIOUS
He is not letting go until he's satisfied or it's completely necessary
Smooshing his cheeks into yours lovingly
Smooching all up over your face
He'll whine if you have to leave though
Just hold him tight!
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OKAY GUYS IK IK, IVE BEEN GONE FOR A WHILE, AGIAN. FORGIVE ME, Anyways here's this. Ik its short, but it's the thought that counts, there may be some grammar issues but... yeah..😛 I LOVE YALL, IM STILL WORKING ON REQUESTS.
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etherealyoungk · 1 year
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skye !! i was rewatching that knowing bros ep with svt yk and the members were talking abt mingyu being such a flirt, trying to show his arms and abs "by accident" so i was wondering if you could write smth abt that !! like just mingyu teasing op by showing his abs pretending to wipe his face with his shirt and pretending to be tired to stretch his arms bc he KNOWS op is watching him and he just loves that attention (anything really i just love reading abt flirty mingyu)
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bestie hii! im sorry for getting to this so late :( and i've seen your other requests too, i'll get to them soon! but i LOVE this request so much ahhh
mingyu would be such a menace this way. he has an eye for you and he knows you do too, no matter how much you try to deny it. he always manages to catch you staring at him or looking at him...or his arms *cough* to be exact and that just gives him a ego boost.
mingyu would see you occasionally at college around lunchtime at the cafeteria or library studying or reading. but this time you were volunteering by the sports team in which mingyu was in. you really didn't want to do this but your friend dragged you along, so here you were, holding out towels and water bottles during the game break. and mingyu was oh so smug and happy about seeing you here. and he's not going to stop there oh no. he would flex his biceps and roll up his sleeves to show off his perfectly toned and built arms, making you have to shake your head and snap yourself out of some unhealthy thoughts. he's just doing the most to tease you and it's really starting to affect you.
but you don't wanna give in to him so you try to play it off but your gaze always ends up going back on him and he smirks to himself knowing that. he loves that he manages to get your attention so easily. so during the break he comes up to you for a bottle of water and you offer him a towel too to wipe the sweat but he doesn't take it. he purposely looks at you and lifts up his shirt to wipe the sweat from his forehead. your eyes widen and you look away, cheeks heating up.
you clear your throat and shove the water bottle in his hand and go look to offer someone else a bottle, trying to not have the mental image of his abs imprinted in your mind. for the rest of the game, he's going to tease you more, looking at you and winking, and at the end mingyu's just throws his shirt off and is playing and you're trying to avoid looking at him, trying not to blush but it doesn't work because he catches you eyes and smirks like an idiot once again.
after the game, you're heading back to grab your bag and head home when chan asks you to give something to mingyu, saying he left it on the field and he runs off, leaving you with another task. you sigh and make your way to the sports room and find mingyu sitting on one of the benches in a white sleeveless top and his hair damp from a shower. mingyu sees you gives you a small smile.
"hi, um chan asked me to give this to you, he said you left it on the field", you mumble out the words, handing the item to mingyu and turning around, ready to run away but his other hand catches your wrist, not letting you go.
"woah, don't run off like that baby", he says amused.
"im not, just i'll get late for my bus", you counter as you turn to face him agian.
"then i'll drop you home", he says with a wink, making your heart flutter. oh god.
"you were pretty cool out there", you say softly after a few seconds of silence.
"hm in know, i saw you staring", he says with a smirk.
"I WAS NOT i was just looking at you playing", you defend, shocked. like he was one to talk after what he was doing on the field.
"just admit you like me babe", he says, stepping closer.
"i-i you're such an annoying idiot", you say instead and he chuckles. "you're cute when you're shy"
you just look at him and don't say anything, "now why don't i drop you home", he adds with a toothy grin.
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misscinnamonroll16 · 3 months
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grandma Rosiepuff's pod in the sims 4
ok, im finally doing it. here is grandma's pod in the sims like i said i would do. i used opefulee's floor plan for the pod (they have a pod tour on yt)
the first room is the living room. i gave them lots of toys bc theyre kids, mainly for floyd and branch. i did add some things that i added to the bunker build, like the pink vase is in jd's room. i love the little height chart, the tree one fit the best to me. theres lots of little things, like the records on the wall or the baby things on the table or muddy foot prints by the door
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next is the bathroom. i hate builds that look to staged, like an open house or something. i like to make mine look lived in, thus all the clutter everywhere. i wanted to shove the changing table into a counter but it suck out. i put baby things near the changing table. there's makeup and a small mirror for Floyd, a cup with tooth brushes and skin care products, cologne, and bath product slight out of frame. there's a hamper, a basket of clean laundry and on the floor is a pile of clothes. and branch's lil potty for potty training.
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on to the kitchen, i made it such a weird shape it was hard to fill it without making it cramped. the bulletin board with concert date and school activities. some priceless China that totally wont get broken in a pod with five boys, never. school art projects hanging up on the walls. more muddy foot prints by the back door (who do you think did it). a calender on the wall for other dates and such. cookies on top of the fridge. couldn't forget branch's high chair and wine in the fridge bc raising five boys must to be hard so grandma needs a drink
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time for upstairs. its a simple hallway, a few pictures, no the boys TOTALLY DID NOT draw on the wall around their door. Absolutely not. i put a broad with childrens drawings bc grandma cant hang their drawing on the fridge, the door is glass. were not going to talk about how i fucked up the railing
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on to the actual brozone, the boys room. i wanted to take bits and pieces from each of them bc thats what you do when you share a room with you siblings, you put in what you can. beds go as followed, first bunk (left) Spruce on top, floyd on bottom. next bunk(right) top is clay and jd is on bottom. then branch's crib. i put the alarm clock next to jonh's bed bc i imagine hes the one waking his brothers up for school or rehearsals. floyd has a lil ghost night light by his bed, spruce has a reading light up by his to read fan letters. thers board games on their dresser. floyd has nail polish by his bed. clay has books on his bed. i made it where they could rehears their songs and record them in their room. agian more cloths on the floor (seriously who keeps leaving those lying around) and another toy box bc clearly these boys dont have enough toys.
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thats it, thats the pod. did you enjoy
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im-yn-suckers · 7 days
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‧₊°˖bf!heeseung x blackgf!reader ‧₊°˖ warnings; kissing, hugging. cuddling. hee calls reader 'my lil chocolate drop'. hee compares her to choco. um reader asdk "is it cuz im black?'' TT erm lmk what else‧₊°˖ mia says; whats up guys!! i almost ouked today so yk!! this is dedicated to someone who is black!! im using asmut tags to reach a larger audience if that makes sense THERE IS NO SMUT THO! really big ty to @microwvdstrawb3rri3s for helping me i genuilney (?) coudnt do it w/o her :)
'hi baby' hey hee' he sneaks his arms around ur waist and kisses your neck. you squirm bc it tickles and he only pulls ypu closer/
genuinely he loves your hair, lke no joke frfr whether its curly, straightened, in braids, etc he will play w it :)
when ever ure insecure (which u shldnt be bffr) he says this "oh baby, now why are you saying this you know my faveorite dessert is chocolate pie right? and ure my favorite person, makes sense? hmm?'; no it doesnt but yk heeseung
'hello little chocolste drop' he walks into the bathroom while you do your skincare, he kisses your exposed collarbone and smirks at you. and ofc you blush
you drop a candle (while it off) and he goes 'BABY YOU GOTTA BE CAREFUL IF THAT WAS ON YOUD BE DEAD' 'why am i in trouble?' 'bc you dropped it??' 'its bc im black isnt it' "HWATTTTTTT nvm nvm its my fault" bro is scared
once agian you drop smth and instead he goes "BABY BE CAREF- yk what nvm i dropped it you little b-' (bitch) 'oh go ahead say it say it say it call me a racial slur and hurt my feelings' 'i was g call you a butch but ok drama queen' 'more like black queen;P'
anygays, he loves u and your extra melanin and your beautiful self
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Joseph quinn head cannons part 2!!
Part 1
Masterlist
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Mouthing "I love you" to eachother across the room
Cooking dinner together (turns into a food fight)
He let's you wear his jackets (secretly he really likes the brown leather one on you it compliments you eyes)
Painting and wine dates 🤧probably in the living room he would probably try to paint something very cool like a sunset but gets all mad when he ruts in the colors to much so he just paints a smiley face overs it and signs it and gives it to you for a early birthday present as joke." It's from the heart love take it"
He would try to be romantic and do the scene from Lady and the tramp but yall end up bumping heads or biting eachother lips NOT very fun
Says he doesn't snore so you prove him wrong when you take a video of him snoring while he sleeping his comeback are always the same "why you recording me while im sleeping ay"
Loves when you wear his clothes to sleep especially his botton up shirts with lace panties
If your short( like me )when you get on his nerves he will put your favorite snack or your phone on the highest shelf in yalls house and act like he doesn't know where it is "dont look at me I would never do that once again ask the dog!"
His morning voice is rusty and deep and he knows you love his morning voice so he will go to your ear and whisper you to wake up "morning love" "time to get " "baby come on" "no you can't have me for breakfast"
Sence he has anxiety he would probably play with your hands or squeeze your knee as comfort
Really good at cooking but not at baking
Trys to do your makeup or test it for himself but doesn't know what is what "why is it called a booty blender" babe!! I got the powder in my eye agian " "why are my lips tingling "
Going back to reality TV shows if he ever got invested in them you'll see a whole new side of him "fucken hell just slap her already " love get the wine my cup is about to be empty!!!" Babe you saw that she trusted him and he slept with her sister who does that" (get angry and riots at the tv )
Random late night thought with joe "babe can pigs see the sky " if we met when we where younger would have we been friends" do you know fire trucks are actually water trucks" finger are wired like did are arms slip into smaller arms"
Randomly stare into your eyes for a couple of seconds and walk away( kind of like the picture ^^)
Leave hand written notes around the house for you
Loves giving you hugs from behind
Loves the morning but hates the sunlight
Very protective of you when it comes to yall being out and fans or paparazzi comes up to yall
It's very dramatic when he's over stuffs himself "God I should have never eaten that much" "baby catch me I'm gonna faint"
Lives trying out new foods
He hates how his mom and you tease him about baby photo " I was a cute baby alright God " mum mum that enough don't need her running away from me"
Daily jogs but never goes as planned "we barely left the front door how are you tired" " sweetheart I told you to pee before we left....never again...never agian"
Sometimes feels guilty for blaming the dog for everything he goes to the dogs bed and sit himself down "look we gotta have a chat yea look I'm sorry that I keep blaming you for what I do but your way cuter then me so if I blame it on you she won't get mad but I'm my case I think she already caught on"
Randomly jokes about having kids with you in the future "imagine a mini use running around right now " "yeah I said it they would definitely have my hair"
Love naps
He only cries when you're around he loves how he can have a person to lean on when he's feeling stressed "I loves my fans their lovely but I'm just so tired"
505 from Arctic Monkeys is probably yours song
Good at cooking but not good at baking
He loves catching you watch edit of him it make him feel very lucky "ay what you watching their"
If it's really cold he will make sure your bundled up cause he doesn't want to hear you complaining later "breath from you noise then" just waddle like a penguin you got it babe"
Gets all mushy in the knees if he see you holding a baby
Buys you flowers everytime they die
Helps eachother what to wear that day mostly he will fit the color groups you have on
Dancing in the rain but the one of yall slip and fall and ruins the whole mood
House hunting
Makes fun of eachother in the rudest way possible to see who gets offended first (obviously it's him first)"YOU TAKE THAT BACK RIGHT NOW LADY"
Alway keep a small comb on him for his hair
Love putting his hands in your back pocket
Takes a couple of clothes home from his photo shoot csuse he over heard you saying you loved the outfit he was wearing to his stylist
He is the big spoon but secretly likes being the small spoon sometimes
Alway has to have you in his arms when yall are asleep and if you get up in the middle of he night he get all whiney and sad "baby where you going" okay I'm giving you 30 seconds hurry please"
When you have a bad dream will alway try to help in the bets way possible even knowing he can't really do anything about it but as long as your smiling your alright "well do you want to to go inside you head and kill him myself cause I wil...I will 😡"
Have a book yall read before you get ready for the day and before bed (mostly like a novel or muder mystery)
When you asleep he loves cuddle you from the back whispering in your ear "don't worry I'm never letting you go "
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twiixr4kidz · 2 years
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I promise dis is da last request….. basically…. Scott and the evil exes (minus roxie) as parent. Y/n headcanons cause Yolo (agian so sorry bout meh overload… I just luv ur work)
omg it's not an overload at all!! i love the fun requests you have :D
scott and the evil exes (minus roxie) as parents!!
scott pilgrim
chaos but not in the absolutely crazy way - in the "i have no idea what im doing" way
he doesn't know how to hold a baby or how to feed a baby or how to change the baby's diaper
so you're going to have to give him like. a lesson on how to.
BUT WHEN HE FINALLY GETS THE HANG OF IT, expect him to actually let you sleep??
he knows it was a lot of work carrying a whole child for 9 months and even though he's exhausted from being up all night with a baby who's whining and crying for seemingly no reason...
he's just happy you're getting your much needed beauty sleep
matthew patel
somehow already knows exactly how to parent??
you don't know where it came from but seeing him bond with your kid is just precious
mattie has an air about him that causes the baby to just... stop?? crying??
you have no idea how he does it but whenever you can't figure out what's wrong, matthew can
this man is a sucker for playing peekaboo with the kid though
like an absolute sucker
the delight on his face when the baby gets surprised is hilariously adorable
lucas lee
bro was built to be a father IM JUST SAYING
he would be an incredible dad
he's not sure about the ins and outs, but neither are you, so it's a learning process for the two of you
the late nights of crying are less than favorable, but whenever one of you is too tired, the other takes over so they can get a little shut-eye in
he's definitely the kind of dad who wants the baby to be his little mini-me
MATCHING OUTFITS.
you're going to have to explain to lucas that he cannot put a mini leather jacket onto his 2 month old child and is going to (jokingly) argue with you over it
todd ingram
he gets the hang of the whole dad business pretty damn quick
especially for someone who was panicking about it merely weeks before the birth
and the day of the birth
and every day after that
NOT THE POINT
similarly to lucas, he thinks the whole matching outfit thing is absolutely adorable, and he's going to try to rope you into it too
he's gonna show the kid all of his favorite movies and play his favorite songs for them, even if they're too young to understand what's going on
he's also the kind of dad who totally talks to the kid about how much he loves their parents
kyle katayanagi
he has thrown confetti at this child every single month anniversary of their birth just because he thinks it's the funniest thing ever
and honestly, it kind of is
he's not happy about being up all night, and he's gonna complain about it A LOT
just give him the "i carried this fucking child for 9 months you have no room to talk" look and he'll shut up SJDKFHKSDJHF
despite being a huge dork, he's really helpful with the kid!!
i mean duh
he's the dad
absolutely loves playing with them
he reads them a bedtime story literally every single night and he doesn't plan on stopping ever
ken katayanagi
at first, he isn't sure what to do
of course he wants to bond with his own kid, but he doesn't know how to go about it
literally just hand him the baby while he's going about his normal tasks and he'll eventually get the hang of it
he loves putting the baby to bed, and whenever you can't find him, he's probably sitting in the chair next to crib and making sure the baby's okay
he's gonna be a little more overprotective of both you and your child just because he doesn't wanna see any harm come to either of you
like at all
gideon graves
he's the most responsible man ever
that being said, you once handed the baby off to gideon and came back to see he was explaining all the different parts of his music studio
to a 3 month old
who could only giggle and cry
that being said, he does take care of a lot of responsibilities around the house
moreso now that there's another person to worry about
he insists that you take care of the baby and make sure they're fed and changed and stuff
he starts cooking and cleaning more in between gigs, and even though you can't come as often anymore, he makes sure to make it up to you every single time
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pumpkzsafeplace · 9 months
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haiii pumpkinnn ^_^ nice to meet uuu im new hereee can i be ummm 🐈‍⬛ if not taken pwease? <3
umm idk much of wha i wann say but ummm got my old baby blankies wit me now!!!!! been wan them for while now i gots themm aaand makes me happyyy cuz no hab good day today :( bf gots real sads and ovethinkin n thinkin bad stuffs n i couldn cheer him up n i felt so bad n im worried when he wake up he still feel bad and im jus sad i don wan him to keep feelin bad like dat i wann make him happy again :(((( now im miss him..... wan him back n okay agian but he seepin...
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hihi lil bug’ 🌼
yes of course! i've added you to the list <3
welcome aboard! tehehe <3.
sometimes we can't help all that much little one- especially if our partner is battling their own thing. the most we can do is ensure tham that everything is okay & that they are okay & that they have done nothing wrong <3.
as long as your there for them & comfort them whenever you can, then you're already doing the vest best <3.
i'm super duper proud of you little one for looking after your boyfriend- i know how hard it can be, so big big big hugs for you <3
& i hope the both of you have a good day today <3
-🍰
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sunshine-on-marz · 2 years
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Fluff request: Literally just cuddling. Thats it. Like reader goes over to wills house and they just end up cuddling in bed and watching tiktok or something on his phone and reader tucks his hair behind his ear and goes "I love you so much" and just curls into his chest and he gives little head kisses and and and fshshsjshjshjshjshfjhdjfhs can you tell ive been thinking about this alot?
Ok so im just going to do cuddling head canons cause this request gave me a stroke-
Cuddling Wilbur Headcanons
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-Bear hugs
-wraps his arms and legs around you
-whispers to you the whole time
I love you so much baby
You’re so perfect
-I’ve said before and ill say it agian, he is in the top 3 most kissy people on the smp (in my opinion)
-kisses everywhere
-holds your hand the whole time
-kisses your ear everytime he whispers to you
-all around a sweet heart <3
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Sorry if this seems rushed!!! I was on the phone while i made it!!! But i do hope you enjoyed anyway!!!!
Love ya!
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wpdariacutnes · 5 months
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Me: canda offical duddle song a wona wery longs makes but knows cold vebbert code
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Let been a penert
Going a special going a bloud nofing~
Like perfect guy never ben bit mental
How skiming a mess you a pents spish on spik
Someone coll humaly of animals mentals land~
Someone love blood a get a pet system~
Someone say a reddy been frends get me so stres out ( wona a pet me in land?)
Echo:
Let me makes self out mean a say wellcome a your pet land a get so mentaly
Get so shader okey me baby pet guy
Make me wish a been your a shut up on bone me self a but it
Someone say so special a bit freks a 3am gevan a so motcher betns out a sper on
A knows someome a pet severt self's a wall get Sweet a pepeis winks
Make me wish a been your a shut up on bone me self a but it
Plis been a frends me maen get pet severt me like you funky pints time a life
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Someone say a frends target a pet tagety let me a bitch a persen a fund town a dead lol
*end echo here*
All want for wona do is you
You say a deasever a been pet frends a mental get restart a target you bag
Ladybug get self yandere funky town a lemon line a lies
More bone get teshus what spik you mean get so killer baby wokings steps
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Someone pet get a never see self a bit so funky of self stret on you a limps frends Real humands
Someome say Bibi get pluto a red dog reps it me dead harts a deam~
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Me tone is like tale a enifing see is me pet ears
But you dont give deam on all im fuck up been a pet a funky want is you how dumb you are~
I get bone a self again and agian get severt~
You limits a say a never see you like tale or ears pet spish is same a never spik me enifing nose~
You say enifing neber you voice a been your all pet
Self say you respktor a been tale and legars ears a pet dintners a nader Neptun a get dice of dance greet diskoten
You say come on someone is so tale on ears pets a freks a never skriming a names a push it
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💿💦💿💦💿💦💿💦💿💦💿💦💿💦💿💦💿💦
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the-firebird69 · 6 months
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pink floyd dark side of the moon - Google Search
and dave sang this to his brother. and meant it. a cold stark place. so you can hear what i hear. and planned to. and our son said get off it your high horse meat eater. and he laughed so what irght yeh. your emotions are lacking substance and back up. and he laughed and said so yo get killed and your out. they dont need a fako. he got mad left school for a time. did too. and saidthis im hot your a baby. wwrong and should nto talk and too late. idiot. and he did sya this he is right im wrong. fn stupid. and wanted ppl to know and he said so what im wrong. dead wrong loser. happens all the time. loyalty to you math wrong. he spoke up how then what thehehll oh well ok is the answer...and tons dont see it
dave went on and died not geetting it no he understood you cant tlak. and he did. and blabbed. and sang wrote adn farted is an ass. and he says it is not your fault. yeh not squished it is the freaks. and he got mad saaid it f them they blow. cnat do sh with them around. fought saw it a lot and forgave no. saw it.
said this. f him stunted. and was mad shit agian and then what else. hit mac no he misseed they used it. and oh boy. macs did it ok but the morons fd it all up. wo a care man...wo. dont care. and ok he said i see it ad went to town
they dont. let him loose and had him talk. are losers.
we see it too they dont care if they die
Thor Freya all approved
and with gusto the tards are out they sck badk
Olympus
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emonicothirteen · 6 months
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My parents try to keep me innocent.
They think I’m some little innocent kid, thier baby girl who knows no wrong.
I lost my inoccent the day my mom got depressed.
I’m not blaming her depression. I’m not saying she was at fault for having it. Not at all.
But, my dad was barely home.
So at fucken five years old I learn how to take care of myself, of my sisters.
Now, almost the years and two more kids later, thier trying to be parents agian.
I appreciate the fact thier trying, don’t get my wrong I do. I appreciate the stuff they manged to do when I was a kid.
But somethings are too late.
Due to losing innocence and beifn shoved into the adult world. I’ve done bad shit.
Things nto child should have done.
You can’t let me lose my inoccence. You can’t let me become an adult. You can’t let me grow up to fast. You can’t let me get into bad shit.
You can’t don’t any of that and expect me to go bakc to being a innocent child.
Im gonam be angry, I’m gonam be grown, I’m gonam be the way you raised me to be.
Don’t try to play the hero if your not willing to accept when you were the villain.
Mom and dad, I still love you, even though you’ve fucked me up.
I still appreciate the shit you’ve done for me, I appreciate the shit your trying to do for me.
Just please. Don’t act like it was always perfect. Don’t try to turn me back into a child.
Let it be.
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hwagenderenvy · 1 year
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Hxxngjxxng knew sxxnghwx looked good. Of course, they had all seen what they were going to wear before the award show. But what he didn’t notice was the puffy curvature of sxxnghwxs breasts. “One touch and he’d probably shudder underneath my hands..”
hj thought. He had to feel them. Even if it was just one brush. After a night of happy celebrations and pats on the back the band changes out of their performance clothes and pile into the cars. Everyone except hxxngjxxng, who was stuffing sxxnghwxs
clothes into his backpack. He didn’t know what he was doing,his plan was crazy and probably wouldn’t work but he has to try. he WANTS to try..
Some days later hwx was in the shower at the dorm and hj had convinced everybody to go out for dinner. Of course they only accepted bc the leader agreed to pay. “This better work.”he huffed. He sat on the bottom bunk waiting for hwx to come out, stroking the clothes in his hands. “Hxxngjxxng?” Secnghwc saw his pants in the youngers hands. “Hwx i want you to put this on.” “Wha-why?” Hj stands up and places the clothes in his hands. “Come on baby. Put it on. You looked so pretty that night..” seconghwc now understands what’s going on. He’d never imagine this would happen this way, but he couldn’t lose
this chance. “Everything? I-i don’t have my boots..” “That’s okay” Hxxngjxxng walks to his closet and pulls out a designer box that contains a pair of black pumps. “You can wear these.” Without wanting to ruin anything hwx goes into the bathroom agian to change Finally he opens the door wearing the outfit. “Come here.” Jxxng whispers from the bed and pats his lap. Hwx clicks his way to stand between his legs and hangs his head in a blushing embarrassment. “Turn around.”the leader sounds gentle but when hwx turns two small hands grab him in a way no one has ever handled him. He’s harshly sat in between hccngjccngs legs. He gasps, “hccngjccng your hard!” Pressed against his ass hwx feels a thick bulge. Secnghwc almost moaned at the feeling. The hands on his hips slowly start inching up his abdomen. “Im sorry hwx, I’ve just been wanting to see you in this again.” “Why?” Hj laughs at the question. “You know what exactly how you look. You knew how good you looke with your wide hips,” he sqeezes hwxs waist. “How swollen your tits look in this shirt.” The tips of hjs fingers finally reach the peaks. Secnghwc squirms, a small sound escaping as he bites his lip. “Joong, what if they hear?” He pants. “Don’t worry baby they’re gone, want me to keep going?” Hwx nods with his eyes shut tight. Jxxng now fully cups hwxs mounds, squeezing them like he wants to juice them. He loves the way his hands move up and down with hwxs heavy breathing. It’s everything he imagined and more. He starts to kiss the exposed skin through the shirt cutouts, making lewd kissing noises. He pinches the erect nipples wanting to pull more sounds from Secnghwc. He earns a loud moan and a heavy arch of his back that makes his ass press against his throbbing erection. “God…” hj throws his head back wanting so badly to feel his cock In secnghwc. “Please..please joong can i take my clothes of-“ “No. whores don’t get what they want. I have to punish you for bouncing your tits in front of everyone. Gonna make them nice and sensitive..” Hj viciously rubs hwxs nipples, the fabric adding a rough sensation. Hwxs mouth hangs permanently open as he twitches and moans. Jxxng grabs one of the hands clutching the sheets and guides it to hwxs hardness. “Since you sound and look so pretty ill let you touch yourself, but just rubs. Okay baby?” “Ye-yes jxxngie, thank you jxxngie.” While the assault on his chest continues he massages his erection through his pants and humps his hand. “AH” he screams when a harsh slap lands on his left tit.”good, keep going baby. Cum in my lap.” Another slap and hwc feels close. “Jxxngie I- I’m cuh-close..” he sqeezes his legs together wanting more pressure, until finally he feels the warmth pool in his underwear. The loud “Yes!” signaled jxxng that the man in his lap had came. Satisfied he finally lets go of sexxnghwx. He gets out from underneath him and lays him down on the bed. He starts unbuckling his belt. “Strip. It’s my turn.” He smirks at the older. Hwx quickly takes everything off wanting to get rid of his wet pants. Hj climbs on top of him and places his knees on either side of his arms. “What are you-“ hj then spits in the middle of his chest and on both of his nipples. Jxxng then dips his tip on the now wet and sensitive surface of hwxs right nipple.” Secnghwc yelps at the overwhelming sensation. “That too much hwx? You like that?” Hwx nods as tears start spilling from his eyes. Hj can’t contain himself anymore, and moves to the center of hwxs chest. Sliding his cock on his spit in a humping motion. “Squeeze your tits baby.. that’s it..” Hxxngjxxng loses it watching hwx clutch his swollen red tits, crying from overstimulation. He plants his palms on the bed and furiously humps hwxs chest, chasing his climax. One final cry of his name and hxxngjxxngs cxm spills all over secnghwxs neck, chest, and chin. He falls next to him and they both lay there catching their breath. Secnghwc reaches under his pillow and pulls out a towel to clean himself with. Hj chuckles. “Oh, prepared were we?” “Shut up. Like you don’t have one under your +
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kim-woonhak · 2 years
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Hehe I am back again with the Boyz!!!!! ♡♡♡♡
omfg this is my bad i did it again and responded to this for someone else already (link) but iM GONNA DO IT AGIAN and elaborate more also so i can re-answer the last question but ONLY about jacob <3 but it's a lot so i'll put it under the cut
> send me a kpop group <
✦ my first bias: haknyeon actually bc of a different ask game on here where someone asked for my first impressions of tbz and i loved haknyeon's smile and that he was friends w seungkwan ✦ my current bias(es): jacob <- idk when that happened but it hit me like lightning (biaswrecked by sunwoo <- ducky's fault (not rly) / new <- i love him so much he is everything / hyunjae <- was never supposed to happen but he has so many mannerisms that remind me of taehyung ugh) ✦ my album and/or era ranking (or favorite of each): stealer era jacob was so slutty (also that one suncob vlive they did 🥺) > d.d.d era fit jacob sooo well both the concept and i loved his hair > debut era bc i loved their debut songs and flower snack pre-debut show > thrill ride era was just so much fun even as a non-deobi at the time > reveal era > maverick era > bloom bloom era > no air era > giddy up > breaking dawn > everything else idk what's left also idk where i'd put the current whisper era rn im not the biggest fan of the TT so maybe between no air and giddy up ? giddy up was so long ago tho omfg when i watch content from then they look like babies to me now ✦ how i got into them: dreamy n ducky and watching the boyz flower snack debut show they did but ive been listening to their music since stealer era (bloom bloom & no air my beloveds) ✦ which member would be my best friend: kevin is major bestie energy!! also i think jacob and i would get along well ONLY if someone else mutually introduced us bc i am similarly horrible at befriending someone on my own :') ✦ something i associate with them (or with a bias/any member): with jacob i associate acoustic guitar songs and he rly gives me early 2010s youtube singer vibes, also melatonin bc of his soundcloud mixtape, no cursing / getting mad / his very good christian values in general haha, but also bad-cob, his habit of sticking his tongue out and biting it when he performs, hips that don't lie, his signature 🤙 pose, his bunny teeth, kevin and moonbae vlives (mr. toronto... mississauga ontario canada, mr. milkbags, etc.), tori kelly bc of that tori kelly pentatonix video they would not stop laughing at, also sangria from the milcob vlive 🤫🤪🍷, the red octopus plushie hat he wore in his tiktok, also insanely good dancing in general even tho he joined the company not knowing how to dance, aaaaand a light purple color bc i think it looks nice on him idk i just associate my biases w different colors
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The present moment
Part 1 // Part 2
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"Okay, so what was it you wanted to talk about"? You said, looking into his teary, big brown eyes
"You know exactly what I wanna talk about y/n don't bullshit me"
"Why.did.you.leave," he asked, pausing at every word before he finished his sentence
"I don't wanna talk about it, eddie, not right now." You put your head down, knowing you can't look into his eyes at this moment.
"Please y/n talk to me an tell me why you left , that's all I want Is a answer why you left that day why you ran out of chaple,my life,our friends life,hawdinks, you just dissappear and 6 years later you show up back into our life's getting married to the dip shit that bullied us all our life. He huffed frustrated just by thinking about it . So tell me, why did you ?"He asked, searching for an answer in your eyes
"Because .... :
"Because what y/n wake up and tell Me ? He asked as anger rise into him
"because I- DIDN'T WANT TO SEE YOU MARRY SOMEONE THAT WASN'T ME OKAY!! "
He looks at you will guilt in his eyes confused by this all but it hits him all at once....
"Oh baby , y/n, look at me ,please look at me.
" I can't eddie it hurts ,
he sees the tears in your eyes running down your red puffy cheeks .
"I'm sorry, eddie, but I can't do this right now , I'm gonna need you to leave,"
"no, no, I need you to say it"
Leave eddie...
"No, say it. Tell me what I need to hear"
"NO EDDIE LEAVE !!!"
"NO Y/N SAY IT TELL ME THE TRUTH I NEED TO HEAR IT COME FROM YOU"
he said, taking your face into his hands.
" SAY IT ! PLEASE ."
"LEAVE EDWARD!" You say annoyed by it all
"please y/n baby don't leave me agian I want you to say it tell me how you feel fuck I could care less if you slapped me around I just need you to tell me how you really feel."
He looks inro your teary eyes not ready for might come
"I-i love you eddie I have since we were 12 God I love you so fucken much it hurts it really does the day I found out you got with chrissy was the day your broke my heart and the fucked up thing about it all is that you didn't even know but what hurt the worse was when you decided to marry her ,that fucked me up I didn't wanna see you get married to someone else I wanted to be the one you got married to I want to be her ,but what I know is that I'll never be the ONE AND ONLY CHRISSY CUNNINGHAM and im okay with that eddie ....:
you looked at him with all the emotions you had left in you
"You moved on, and I needed to do what was best what was best for me and what was best for us , "
"cause if j couldn't have you as someone, I see spending the rest of my life with What was the point of having you in my life at all."
Oh........
" so their that why I left. Are you happy now?"You cross your arms together
He didn't answer, taking in all this information so new to him ...
You felt the same
You loved him
"Leave eddie," you say, trying not to make eye contact with him
"Y/n, look at me please," he said, trying to get your attention m
A knock comes from the door
"Give us a second, please, " eddie yells at the unknown person
"Y/n baby, please look at me please", " he pled with teary eyes
You look at him not ready for what he might say or do that can only hurt you worse then before
Y/n , I love you too God I been in love with you sience I was 10 when I first saw you at the trailer with your short pig tails in your over all on all cover in mud I felt like I found my person, my other hafe I was just scared ro tell you cause I didn't wanna lose you" he looked down at your hands" but I guess that's already happening" he quickly said
The door knocks get lounder
Edward munson, get out here now !
"Shit chrissy "! He forgot all along about her too wrapped inro this moment with yiu
"You should go eddie can't keep your wife waiting "
"Y/n let ne finish please," he pled
"No, please go and tell Wayne I'm ready for him to take me down the aisle. "
"Y/n!"
No eddie go
Baby
"Don't !I'm sorry, but right now isn't the best time for us "
"Like they say, right person, wrong time tears peak into your eyes once again
Eddie turns his Hill, heading for the door but stopping to say one more thing
"Y/n just to let you know I will always love you, quickly wiping his face before turning the door knob heading inro the main room with chrissy.
Great, even the one moment you had you screwd it up
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"You sure you're ready for this?" wayne asked you, taking your arms inro his
"Yeah I am wayne thank again for walking me down the isle would be really embarrassed if I went myself you know since my dad never gave a shit" you bowed your head letting the emotions run threw you
"No problem pumpkin remember you mean so much to me and eddie. We would do anything for you" he smiled
Yeah, that all you had was wayne and eddie. You needed them in your life
You needed your other hafe
You needed eddie
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Wayne walks you down the isle you look up at Jason he's all teary eyes confused on if it happiness or regret
You stand with all your bride maids who are mostly Jason's sisters and his cousins. You had really had no one to be with you from your side, so that would have to do .
You look at everyone in the chaple, happy to have all your loved ones here .You see chrissy hugging onto eddie arms tight and and the way eddie looks at you makes you what to. just go up to him, hug him.
You see Robin with Vicki annoying your gaze you couldn't blame her for it either .Dustin made contact with your gaze knowing his head for confirmation telling you its your choice not theirs .
In a couple of minutes everything will change
You'll be married to jason carver you'll be a carver
This wasn't right
At all
But it was for the best
Chrissy was a munson
She took your spot their nothing you could do to win it over ....
Jason takes your attention off of the crowed putting his hands on your cheek rubbing his thumb onto your cheekbone
"Hey, it's alright baby just breath relax once where done here. I will get some alone time,he" smirked, letting out a quiet laugh, showing his dimples off. You studied his blue eyes staring stat....
Did he really love you ?
Was this how love felt like ?
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Eddie looks at you with sadness in his eyes he has chrissy wrapped around his arms ,something was off sith her but be want really focused on her as he was you standing their looking beautiful red wedding dress and he looked at Jason anger risesinro him picking at his pants leg goings up and down waiting
Just waiting
Dustin can see his sad friend ....
This want right
Something needs to be done
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It's time
Jason took your hand rubbing your knuckles. You looked into his blue eyes, confused .
Did you really love him
Or did you just not want to be alone
Jason, you may start
Andy pats Jason on the shoulder, passing him the letter
Y/n
I know we started out rough. I know this doesn't seem all right, but I'm a changes man and a changed man wants ro make this right for you,to be honest I had a huge crush on you back in highschool, you where scary don't get me wrong,but God you are sexy .ever since I saw you that day at the bar I knew I had ro take my chances with you ,for you to know the real me ,the real Jason not just some dush bage jock, but me Jason, spending everyday with you makes me flutter with love that I have never felt in a while you make me a better man you make me wanna do better for me,for us and maybe someday we can start a family together have little carver running around in our big house with a big backyard and everything we dreamed of.youd something else I needs in my life something new for me to love and to care for .that why I wanna marry, I wanna have a life with you y/n.i life you need
I love you, y/n ,
And forever will Ms.carver
THAT
WAS
THE
SHITTEST
VOWS
I
EVER
HEARD.
Eddie wanted to punch the guy. What type of vows are those you were me, then just a pretty face, you were sweet, kind funny, smart everything he wanted
If eddie didn't deserve you ,Jason didn't deserve you either
"Y/n, it's your turn "
Um-okay.......
WAIT!!!!!
DON'T !
PLEASE !
STOP!
WAYNE WHAT ARE DOING..eddie.asked
Son, shut up....I'm doing what right. I'm not letting yall leave without each other. Wayne goes to the front, taking your hand, taking you to where sits eddie and chrissy now where gonna be adult about this and let it out this isn't the first time I had fo sit yall down after s fight ,you smirked remember all the little fights yall would get inro just for Wayne to sit yall down to talk it out,it alwsy ended that way.
"Now speak "
Nothing
Nothing
Still waiting
"GOD DAMN IT ILLL SPEAK" Dustin says
"EDDIE YOUR IN LOVE WITH Y/N NOT CHRISSY AND Y/N YOUR IN LOVE WITH EDDIE NOT JASON OK ....GOOD NOW SPEAK ASS HATS."
'WHAT YOUR IN LOVE WITH Y/N" chrissy added, getting up from her seat, angry
I- i- eddie stuttered
"GOD AFTER GIVING YOU A CHANCE YOU STILL GO FOR THE LOW LIFE LIKE YOU I SHOULD OF SAW IT COMING !"
"CALL HER THAT AGIAN CHRISSY I SWEAR A BULLET MIGHT ACCIDENTALLY GO THREW YOU," Nancy added..
EXUSE ME.....you said in disbelief sweet innocence chrissy wa not so innocent now.
"WAIT, SO YOUR NOT IN LOVE WITH ME.Y/N ?"Jason implied
"I-NO SORRY."
Jason laughed, 'OKAY, THIS IS GREAT NEWS !"
What? " You looked at him, questioning him
"To be honest, I only wanted to marry you to get back at chrissy for marrying the freak "
"Come on y/n if eddie over here doesn't wanna marry you what made you think I did"
Your eyes start to tear up
Your just a joke to them
TO EVEEYONE
WOW
'AND EDDIE I ONLY MARRIED YOU TO GET BACK AT JASON CAUSE  I KNOW HE DOESNT EVEN LIKE YOU ,I MEAN COME ON EDDIE WHO EVER WOULD I BARLEY EVEN REMEMBERED YOU ,I WAS JUST TRYING RO BE NICE THE DAY WE MET FOE SOME WEED AND LOOK WHERE THAT GOT ME ....IM A MUNSON NOW GOD YOU KNOW HOW DISSIPOINTED MY PARENTS WHERE. "she screamed out inro the open stomping her leg.
silence took over the chaple
Blank stairs from everyone
"I gotta go. I'm sorry, everyone,"you said quickly, running away
OH THEIR SHE GOES AGIAN RUNNING AWAY chrissy added
"Will you shut this bitch up" Robin spoke out loud for everyone to hear
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Eddie chased after you this time
Y/N!! STOP PLEASE he begged
I DONT WANNA TALK RIGHT NOW
Y/N PLEASE!!
WHAT EDDIE WHAT DO YOU WANT,!
DO YOU LOVE ME he asked
Eddie ....
ANSWER THE DAMN QUESTION Y/N DO YOU LOVE ME !!!!
I DONT KNOW EDDIE ...JUST PLEASE you begged not trying to look into his teary eyes.
Y/N BABY PLEASE JUST ANSWER  he begged getting up close to you holding your face in your
I DONT KNOW EDDIE I JUAT NEED TIME....... ALONE
HOW LONG DO YOU NEED !
I DONT KNOW EDDIE  I -ITS NOT THS BEST TIME FOR US RIGHT NOW
WHAT!
I NEED TIME EDDIE TO FINE MYSELF FOR YOU TO FIND YOU SELF, LIKE THEY SAID WHERE UNLOVABLE ,HOW CAN WE LOVE EACHOTHER WHEN WE CANT LOVE OURSELVES
PLEASE DONT .... he sniffed, trying to hold his emotions in.
IM SORRY EDDIE BUT RIGHT NOW ISNT THE BEST TIME FOR US ..
PLEASE DONT Y/N YOUR KILLING ME BABY he begged holding onto you tighter not wanting to let you go.
MAYBE SOME DAY WILL BE WITH EACHOTHER, IN THE FUTURE, BUT NOW ISN'T THE BEST ,you put your head down in Shame and guilt running threw your body
NO ! NO ! NO! DONT SAY THAT DONT RUN AWAY FROM ME Y/N .He cried out loud tears all over his face, his hair everywhere
IM NOT RUNNING AWAY THIS ISN'T A GOODBYE EDDIE .
WHAT IS IT THEN ....
I DONT KNOW  EDDIE ,MAYBE SOMEDAY IN THE FUTURE WILL FINE EACHOTHER ....
NO, I NEED YOU NOW PLEASE DONT LEAVE YOUR ME YOUR MY OTHER HAFE WE CAN LOVE EACHOTHER TOGETHER ,I LOVE YOU y/n
I always have
I KNOW EDDIE ...
you kiss on the forehead one last time
I'll see you around eddie ,wait for me okay you said
IY/N PLEASE NOT YOU .....
Eddie...
No, listen to me, you're not leaving. I need you, okay?...whatever you're going through? I will be their by your side okay ,you need me. I need you, so no, not again....your not leaving me
"I love you"
You're it for me, okay, so it's either you stay with me and figure this shit out or you lose me....lose us forever. "
Pick?
Let's just say you were happy with what you picked......
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Saturday 1999
12:03 am
You wake up in from the bright sun outside shining from your window and the noise of birds chirping in the early morning, you cheak the left side of your bed noticing it empty you quickly get up sliding on your slippers heading down straight
You call his name
In here.!
You enter the kitchen ro see your bf cooking at the stove with only joggers on with a kitchen towel on his shoulders
"Good morning, baby, "he said, kissing you
'"Morning eddie "
"Are you okay ?"he asked." Look like you saw a ghost "he joked, widening his eyes
"No, just everything right, you know it feels wired....I feel happy I feel free and complete!
"Me two me two baby," sddis goes, behind you, wrapping his arms around you, kissing your neck and your face all over.
"I love you"
"I love you"
He smiles, smacking your ass which caused you to squirm
"Oh the letters are on the table if you want to put them in the envelope so we can send them out already"
"Okay !"
You walked over to the table, seeing the letters happy at your decisions. You made
The future is your present moment......
~ Save the date~
For the celebration of
EDWARD MUNSON AND Y/N Y/L/N
9/18/99
Located at Garden Chapel in New York City
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Yeah that sounds more like it......
"BREAKFAST IS READY."
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"I BURNT THE EGGS"..".AGIAN":.....
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"MY BAD!"
Also, thank you. @wendyfawcett for letting me you use one of your ideas and for letting me continue on with it!
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hellz-gate · 2 years
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Headcannons for Ciel and Alois with an s/0 who almost died in childbirth
WARNINGS!
Pregnancy
She/her pronouns
Angst
Childbirth
Almost dieing
Bipolar outbursts
Hitting and abuse to others
Ciel
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He was already nervous to become a father
Before you came into his life he was alone in his office doing the queens work most of the time
But then you came and everything changed
He became more nicer ajd tried showing more emotion
He promised himself he would never lose you
He already lost so much
When he found out you were pregnant he couldn't believe it
He was scared as shit but he wasn't upset
Him a father? No way
He had to pinch himself a couple times
He would need time to process this
"Im not upset i just need time to procress this information"
He would leave the manor and walk around town all day
After that he relized that he loved you and he needed to be there for you
When he returned he immediately apologized and promised to never leave agian
And he kept it
Every step of the way he was there for you
He held your hair for you during morning sickness (even tho he found it disgusting)
He made sure Sebastian and the servents would get the things you needed
He made sure that they would keep an eye on you
He did aswell
He also tried making some of the meals for you (he failed and needed Sebastian to help him)
And he read EVERY singel book about childbirth and pregnancy to avoid anything bad
When the day finally came he was there for you
He hated seeing you in pain but he kept telling you to be strong
But then he kept seeing you get more tired and tired and looking more weaker and weaker and eventually you suddenly passed out
The nurses rushed him out of the room and told him to wait patiently
What the devil was happening?
God are you okay?
He prayed u'd be okay
God please okay
He waited for what seemed like forever untill the doctor came out
His worst fears were confirmed
He didn't get it
He got the best doctors and nurses
He read so many books about pregnancy and childbirth
What did he miss?
He obviously read something over
He was so lost in thought he didn't even notice the sounds of a baby crying
He would burry himself in his work
Try to distract himself
The servents would look after his child as he would ignore them
Hadn't even looked at the kid once
Whenever he got the chance he would visit your past out form in the bed
Due to blood loss you were in a deep sleep and they didn't know if you were gonna make it
He would stare for hours at a time
So many thoughts would run thourgh his head
This had to be his fault
This was his punishment for all the things he had done
One night he heard your child crying
He relized he didn't even know if he had a son or a daughter
He entered the baby room
Memorise flashing of Sebastian following every instruction you gave helping you decorate
He saw a crib holding a small figure
He toke a deep breath and slowly peeked over the crib
He saw a tiny baby girl with his hair colour
Suddenly the girls eyes opened he gasped
She had your light/dark e/c eyes
She looked up at her father and smiled
He hadn't even named her...
He sunk to the floor shaking and started sobbing uncontrollably
"Please god...if this is a punishment for the things I've done don't hurt her...please if angels exist for once in your life listen to my crys and let her live"
For once his cries were heard
He had returned form a business meeting when one of the servents come rushing telling him you had awoken
He dropped everything and ran to the room
He brust through the doors breathing heavily
He froze when he saw the babys crib had been moved next to your bed
You were rocking your daughters crib silently humming to urself
You turned and smiled at him
This was real right?
You were okay?
This wasn't a dream?
He walked over to you slowly before pulling you in close
And for the first time ever
He allowed himself to cry infront of you
Your daughter was named Rachel Phantomhive after his mother
Alois
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Since hes bipolar you had no idea how to confess your pregnancy
You had to tell him when he was in a good mood
While it was true his moods had gotten better since you came into his life
He still shouted but he was never physical with the servents anymore
And he tried VERY hard to control his emotions
When you tell him you have no time to procress anything
He lifts you up in his arms and spins you around
"We're having a baby? Im gonna be a father?"
When you nod he kisses you everywhere
You bet hes gonna cry happy tears
If you guys aren't married already he'll propose the following month
He thinks Hannah is useless but as she is athoner women and you two get along well he trusts her with caring for you
You thought he was clingy before OH BOY HES WAY MORE CLINGY NOW
Hes always keeping a close eye on you
Always kissing you and cuddleing you
He'll brag to people at gallas about his cute little pregnant Princess
Whenever he gets the chance he goes out to get baby clothes even tho you guys have no idea what the gender is
When your bump shows hes always touching it and wrapping his arms around you
When you guys are asleep he often rests his head on your stomach
And when your alseep he'll often sing lullabys he used to sing to his little brother
Whenever he was in a mood he would get farway as possible he didn't wanna hurt you or the baby
When you entered labour he was excited but scared
After a long painful 9 hours you gave birth to a baby boy
Alois immediately went to hold his newborn son
"Y/N! Look we have a son! We have a baby perish baby boy!" He said happily
You smiled weakly at him before passing out
Everything was blur after that
The yelling
The baby crying
The fear and the sterss
When Hannah told Alois that you had suffered alot of blood loss and she managed to close the wound however you were out into a deep coma and now he had to play the waiting game to see if you would live
He slapped Hannah with tears in his eyes shouting at her and calling her a useless dog for letting his princess go into this state
After this his moodswings came back just as wild
He would shout and scearm
He would break furniture
He would hit the servents
Everything was just like as it was before you had come into his life
He did NOT trust Hannah with his son after that she LET happen to you
Instead he got Claude to take care of the baby
He was suprisenly good at it
Alois wanted to visit the baby but it felt so wrong without you
Everynight he would sit by your bed hoping and praying you would wake up
You never did tho
No matter how much he begged
No matter how much he cried
He would fall asleep by you crying his eyes out
And when he woke up
The dreadful cycle would begin agien
One night he was awoken by the child crying
Claude didn't go check on him for some reason
He was pissed
He stomped and huffed untill he burst down the door
"STOP CRYING YOU UNGREATFUL BRAT YOU AND THAT USELESS TURT ARE THE REASON MY PRINCESS Y/N IS DYING HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO YOUR OWN MOTHER?!?"
He screamed at the newborn untill he relized the terrified look on his sons face
He sighed this wasn't the babies fault it was just a baby it didn't have any control over the situation
He picked the crying child and held it
"Ssssh its okay Daddys sorry i just miss mommy" he rocked the baby untill his son fell asleep
He got a chance to look at the babies features
The baby had your h/c and his deep blue ocean names
Tears rolled down his face
"Y/N please come back...our son needs you...i need you"
For the next two days he would still have his moods but being with the baby calmed him down
He loved talking to his son and singing lullabies to him
One night after falling asleep next to you he felt something nudge
He looked up to see...
No way
His prayers were heard
No way...
It was his princess
Awake
And...ALIVE?!?
"Alois what happened-"
Alois cut you off but jumping into you holding you close
"You promised you wouldn't EVER leave me...why...WHY WOULD YOU SCARE ME LIKE THAT I THOUGHT YOU WERE GONNA DIE" he sobbed crying into your shoulder
You sighed and storked his back
"Im sorry Alois...im here now"
You held onto eachother as he coutined to sob for 2 hours
Untill you both heard a baby cry in the room next door
"Can i see him?"
"Of course princess he would love to meet you"
Your son was named Luka Trancy named after his brother
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