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softavasilva · 1 year

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now how do i normally go about my day after having read this

#warrior nun #avatrice #warrior nun cast #wn txt #'breath her in' they said and alba understood it to be 'look at her with the most yearning of eyes with a treat of an almost kiss'#alba is fucking insane she almost let her intrusive thoughts win #i owe her my life actually #every acting decision she has made for ava is so crucial and profound to her characterization #im so fucking thankful simon fought for alba as ava #no one can portray her like she does and no one can ever fill she shoes #now back to this unhinged information???? wtf jcndjndjd theyre chemistry is so intense they have to be like 'ok wait chill not yet'#also thinking about that time kty said there was supossed to be another kiss in the last ep #so ur telling me we could have gotten a total of 3 kisses?#im gonna fucking throw up #i love this cast this crew this director this whole team so much #no one can do a show better than them

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crowleys-hips · 1 month

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Binary Stars

hi have a ficlet with some Crowley angst 🔥 (art by @alwaystuesday )

i wish i could stop the searing ache that throbs through my veins with every breath i take. but when i undress and expose my pain, let my shaking hands disrobe all pretense as the light grazes my nude frame in full, plain sight for everyone to see, the world calls it beautiful. they ogle wantonly, licking their lips at the sight of my wounds like i'm a fine, rare delicacy to be ravished. a freshly sacrificed lamb ready for a feast.

i might as well be.

i spilled my guts in the sky, and my ichor became stars. and when i cry, new constellations form as my tears crystallize in the ether of a cold, uncaring universe that has never bothered to know its own children.

so can you blame me for hoping that if i just bleed enough, new star systems will bloom in the nebulae of your eyes and you'll finally be able to see me?

not for the explosions of light that leave everyone blind, but for the excruciating mass of agony and unbearable softness corrupted, collapsing under their own gravity.

could you feel the force of our collision?

would the crash shake your core and transform you like it does to me?

when you dance with me, can you feel a new world forming between our mingling breaths, one that is just for us to share?

or is the dust and gas all around us too dense for your eyes to make out the body of mass gravitating around you?

or worst of all

do i burn too bright? is the touch of my lips scalding? should i dim myself small to be bearable? would you want to fuse with me then? even if i must lose pieces of myself, so i can at last live in the glow of your veins, and never have to know the frigid loneliness of space again, forever ensconced in the shelter of your warmth

would you take me then?

hello?

is anyone there?

angel?

...it's too late. it's always too late.

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tougotstrangeld · 3 days

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I LOVE YOUR ACCOUNT SO MUCH OMG ANOTHER INGLORIOUS BASTERDS FAN AAAA

OMG THANK YOU I LOBE FINDING PEOPLE THAT ALSO LIKE IT

#im gonna fucking throw up #im tweaking #christoph waltz slug #oughhgh

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natjennie · 6 months

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i cant remember who i was before i watched s5e5 of ghosts. that's a different jennie. she doesn't know that cap's medals are on backwards because he snuck into a veterans event just to catch a glimpse of his crush. she doesn't know that his face lit up when he caught havers' eye across the room. she doesn't know that he was called out by another soldier, that he fell to the floor, gasping for breath and desperate. that havers knelt at his side without hesitation. that his hand reached out for havers' face unbidden. that he couldn't get the words out. that havers knew. that he cradled cap's hands in his own and reassured him that he understood. that he imparted his swagger stick as a final gift, warm from his own hands. that they said each others names. that havers knew. he knew.

#im gonna fucking throw up #oauuaughghh #who was i before that #ghost5 #ghosts s5 #bbc ghosts #ghosts spoilers #capvers girlies stay winning. and losing.

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chonkymoth · 6 months

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i'm gonna be fucking sick

#for volume 2 eps 4-6????#NATALIE???#im gonna fucking throw up #no one touch me #lokius #loki series #loki laufeyson #mobius m mobius #mobius #loki season 2 #ken's music shit #mine #Spotify

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narzissenkreuz-ordo · 1 month

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oh the horrors keep coming after me. why is my dad trying to get in contact with me and my sibling. again!!!! go play house with your new and normal wife and daughter leave us alone!!! you abandoned us long ago why do you feel the need to go after your 'broken' and 'fucked up' biological children when you went and got a new normal family!!!!!! stop rubbing salt in our halfway healed wounds!!!!!

#im gonna fucking throw up #why do you want to talk to me now when you just think of me as your failed daughter #yappin

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pneumonic-screamers · 3 months

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fuck my stupid gay life.

#jinx's hijinks #my mother just helped me sign up for the orientation of my psych course and she put my deadname in #im gonna fucking throw up #now im gonna have to talk to multiple different people to get that changed

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moghedien · 11 months

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