daily reminder how much yours truly is going to violently shake and sob at 2am while watching this and hearing whatever bullshit score gustavos created this time to absolutely rip my heart strings out fiber by fiber while I watch Joel close his eyes while hugging her as she cries into his chest and wraps her arms around his neck
and how I will be completely inconsolable watching them make camp and try to help with each others pains while ignoring their own
And how I will shut my laptop and stare at my wall breathlessly while tears dry on my face because I won’t even have the strength to wipe them away after watching Ellie grab his hand while she thinks he’s dying and he grab hers when they’re approached by Jackson’s men but he thinks it’s danger and so he does it instinctively to protect her
im COOL
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honestly i dont think people give wolf 359 enough credit for being one of the best tragedies ever written. Like the tone of the podcast remains a comedy but just under the surface is the horrifying reality that none of thease characters are ever going to be ok again, sure some of the characters survived, but they return to earth entirely diffrent people, there is no recovering from that, theyve lost everything. what is waiting for them back on earth? what, in the end was their reward?
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I have this irrational fear that the only reason why Lucien is so good as a character is because Sarah leaves him alone. Because I saw what happened with her male leads (Tamlin, Rhys, Cass) and how they went from characters with a lot of potential (ACOTAR Tam and Rhys, ACOWAR Cass, I am a firm believer that ACOWAR Cass would sucker punch ACOSF Cass for his appalling behavior towards Nes) to the hot mess we have now.
I am scared shitless that the reason why my baby Luci is so good is by accident. That because Sarah didn't focus on him since he's not the main "love interest" is precisely why HE'S SO GOOD AS A CHARACTER. And that's why I'm kinda dreading the next book (if it's really going to be about Elain because that means Lucien is bound to be showing up a lot in it no matter what she chose to do with the mating bond).
God pls protect my man Lucien Vanserra. Sarah have a track record of ruining her own male lead (for me!!! They're kinda ruined for me) and I can't have that happening again. THRICE IS ENOUGH HEARTBREAK FOR ME
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Theory: The Clone X was not Cody like some people think or even Fives (I know he's been dead for a very long time but so was Boba Fett and look where we are. Plus, Echo was supposed to be certainly dead too; making him Winter Soldier-esque storyline wouldn't be that surprising) or not even Slick.
((Also, now that we've seen his face devoid of any tattoos or scars I think first two takes are definitely not applicable anymore; they wouldn't put that much effort to make him unrecognizable))
Back to the point: In my opinion, The Clone X was none other than...
Fox.
Now let me explain.
Who else, other than X, was loyal to the law and justice dictated by it over any moral or ethic code?
Fox.
Who else was portrayed with such single-minded focus on hunting down traitors of the government he served, regardless of what it was?
Fox.
Who else could know not only Coruscant so well but also identify Rex like they knew each other?
He already was a remarkably successful tracker of traitors, why not make him more efficient by pointing them out for him?
Good soldiers follow orders, after all.
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a little thought about rían daughter of belegund: she never knows her father’s end for certain. she doesn’t get to bear witness and she doesn’t get closure. word must get out eventually, once beren’s story is known, but she’ll never know the details, and for years she must just wonder what’s become of what she left behind
and then when huor doesn’t return, rían follows. she crosses incredibly hostile territory alone, very young, just to find the mound of bodies where huor lies and lay herself down there. she’s not pursuing hope and she doesn’t find any, but this time, at least she’ll know
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if i think abt the tragedy of 3zun for too long i go insane, because by all means all 3 of them should have died in that coffin. it'd be TOO fitting. sworn brothers, promising their lives and deaths to each other, stuck together in their cycle for 100 years until there's nothing left of them, until they've merged into one
just for, at the last second, one of them says no, and pushes the final piece away. his life spared, one of us will live to pick up the shards, forever separated from the others
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ugh im starting to run low-ish on my migraine meds and until i can (if i can) get my medicaid back i wont be able to get more meds bc 1 card of tablets is $900+ without insurance and im soooo not looking forward to it, these tablets are the only thing that keep the migraines away and without them im gonna go back to multi-day, completely crippling migraines that leave me bedbound and unable to turn on the lights or look at my phone for more than a few minutes
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i think my absolutely favorite part of night in the woods is that the game doesn't tell you from the beginning what is really up with mae. one of the biggest revelations about the character *you* yourself play is only given about 40 or so mins before the game ends and i think that is why the narrative works so incredibly well.
if you had known what's wrong with mae from the very start, you could have excused a *lot* of her behaviour. but the game doesn't do that. for the entire game, you play as someone, who often is incredibly rude, doesn't think of consequences or responsibility, is very self-centered and who you know has beat a child to near death. and you get enough explainations to that to not really question it too much - you get told she has anger issues and you realize she struggles to often see past her own privilege, especially when she interacts with bea and maybe that's just how she *is*
and this is exactly how the town and even her friends *see* mae. and even more important, with this perspective you are forced to see how much mae is hurting people around her. she's a pretty shitty friend to bea, angus says that she brings out the worst in gregg, she beats a kid nearly to death, she gets aggressive with people, when she feels like she isn't in control she starts to destory stuff, she is rude and dismissive of other people's feelings, and she almost never apologizes or tries to akwardly laugh it off afterwards.
and that's important. you are supposed to ask yourself. "why are these people even sticking around with mae", it's important that you see that her mental issues do not excuse how she treats other people and the least she can do is apologize. and she struggles with it and she *tries* to be a person that doesn't always say the worst thing at the wrong time, but she isn't really trying to heal. and the empathetic thing she needs to do for her friends is try to heal. but she doesn't do that - she tries to hide in a past that doesn't exist anymore and sees the people in the town as the people they were two years ago and she wants to distract herself with them from actually having to go through the incredible painful process of healing.
and if she would have explained how she percieved reality in the first few hours of the game, you would have understood her better, but that wouldn't have helped you see how much she is hurting the people around her. the game is never dismissive about her mental illness. her friends never abandon her, despite not really knowing what's up with her. but night in the woods is very clear about the fact that mae needs to put in actual effort into her relationships, too and she needs to learn to be mindful of other people's emotions.
the ending wouldn't have gone half as hard if you had known this all along. you can see how much mae's "just shapes" mentality did active harm to everyone around her and just 10 minutes later you meet a group of people who see people exactly the same as she does, just shapes, that they try to not to think of as people. and afterwards, when mae thinks she will die, she realizes that she wants to feel emotions, that abstracting everything around her so she doesn't have to feel grief or guilt or fear isn't what she wants. she *wants* to feel these emotions, because it means she is living life the way it is intended. and really, that moment permanently changed by brain chemistry I think
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