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lankayu · 6 months

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sighs a very big sigh i need to actually draw this

this was just a scribble to get this made up scene out of my head but i keep having this vision every time i close my eyes.......... its like..... as if... sanuso was real..

#sanuso #usosan #one piece #usopp is looking at the stars while praising sanji for his cooking because...because.......#sanjis heart is beating FAST and he doesnt recognize this feeling and its weird and oh god hes having a crisis in the matter of seconds #sanji has fallen #sanji has DIED..#usopp is oblivious to sanji's staring because hes too lost in the stars that remind him of a certain blonde #now that we're on the subject why is sanji's hair such a bright yellow #the perspective is fucked now that i put them side by side but ill fix it. or try atleast #im so hyperfixated on them it hurts

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super-nowa-art · 2 years

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bros i just cannot stop drawing them it might be unhealthy

#rottmnt #tmnt #save rottmnt #fanart #art #GOD i love clip studio so much #like #it's not a constant struggle with the program???? wild???#my hand hurts so bad rn tho uuu been drawing for like #idk 7 hours lol #what i won't do for my hyperfixations!!!!!#anyway i read that alligator snapping turtles are the only turtles with eyelashes and i haven't stopped thinking about it since #so raph has eyelashes now thankz #i also felt like drawing them without their masks bc.... i just did #also fun fact i misspelled homicide as homocide at first and i laughed at myself when i realised what i'd done #i mean #it wasn't wrong #sorry im annoying with these tags i should stop #i love tumblr tags tho one can just ramble on and on but it's not as annoying since it's....in the tags.... or smt....#idk i should sleep

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indecisive-dizzy · 5 months

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I am inconsolableeeee

I need a minute guys- GUYS I AJSHJSKAJSJAKA SOOOBBSSSS 😭😭😭😭😭

the Freaking Finale y'all I need to screamm waaaaaa

#ugly crying #my babiiiiiiies #im happy for them i promise but i cant rn #spoliers->#but scratch leaving Hurt #it reminded me of Aladdin and it's literally my favorite dsney movie #and my favorite character- its just soo #so- 😭😭😭😭😭#i will not be shutting up about them #sorry other hyperfixation i need to process this sobs #the ghost and molly mcgee #typing out loud

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koszmarnybudyn · 8 months

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Do I think Gorgie having enough of Jon's bullshit and them not talking anymore is a good decision? Yes. Will i still think about it forever now also yes.

Like Jon was told not to sewer his support system, he kinda tried to fix it, failed, went into a coma and now hes not really human and everyone doesn't trust him/like him/think he's sus as hell, and to be frank he did dig that hole himself. But god is it painful to watch the dirt go up.

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #jonathan sims #jon sims #georgie barker #she is one of my faves and like good for her #but also god dammit it does hurt #tma spoilers #im on episode 150 now im pretty sure and god its so good but also so so painful #losing your humanity sure sucks #no i have not written poems about it all what are you talking about #(they are not very good and very sappy and jon would hate them lol)#but you know its the autistic feeling of not feeling human #no im not projecting onto jon what are you talking about #anyway im scared for the ending excited as hell sad and anxious and feeling alive again #its the hyperfixation rush

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angelscorpses · 2 months

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when we're talking about shipping but they end up bringing in some romantic shit; what shipping mostly consists of

#angel rambles🎀#sorry guys i am so romance repulsed #once someone mentions any romance in a ship i like i start wondering if i actually ship them or not #keep seeing like romantic jally stuff on my dash and cringed so hard #sorry guys im more of an angst/hurt comfort/dumbass shenanigans typa shipper #and if you bring up sex i am GONE #only really romantic ship i can actually imagine without wanting to kms is raeda #but that hyperfix ended long ago i dont need to remember it #i hate sex so much i don't care HOW much chemistry they have #could just be my aroace shining but still

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destiny-in-the-universe · 5 days

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welp.

i'm currently having thoughts over my latest idea- it wouldn't have been possible without inspiration through one of the people i currently follow and their rambles sparked the creation of this latest brainrot of mine (and because it's angst, i get to just rant about it; this is not a wip per se! i just want to share the directions i could potentially take this-)

this au is specifically for weinerham ft. tengu! howard and the current excuse to write a literal battle with feral and protective not-quite-human characters (courtesy of @thesoundofmadness)

though to get right to the point- you better strap on your helmet, kiddos, because trust me i do not hold back in this!

if anyone's been following my older posts, then i'm sure you're already aware that randy is meant to take on the sorcerer- for the purpose of the fic, he does have more experience and this does take place in a theoretical canon divergent season finale where the sorcerer was broken free from his prison and now randy either has to seal him away again, or permanently defeat him

things are going tense- randy has his powers and the might of his weapons at his disposal but the sorcerer had gotten stronger; the ninja is determined to win this, and he is pushing through- blocking blow after blow, he has the skills to keep going (until he doesn't). a miscalculated hit gives the sorcerer the advantage-

randy is doing everything in his power but the next he's on the ground, his vision blurring (he chokes and red is spilling from his mouth, staining the ground-) and his chest heaving; the sorcerer is going in for the kill- "give up, you foolish boy. you never stood a chance!"

(he can't- he struggles, but his movements are sluggish and he's falling like deadweight on the ground, he failed them- he failed norrisville)

but then a crack resounds- he can hear the whoosh of wings, and the next the sorcerer is off of him; blurred forms of orange, black, and green can be seen from a distance but he's still hanging on as the suit attempts to work its magic to save him. there's desperation in him, to get back up- only he doesn't, he can't, not like this. except he feels the rush- the fire burning at his core, and despite the seemingly losing battle, he hears wings

the powerful beating of wings as a great screech rings out

"ho-w-" he strains, but the last of his fight is gone and unconsciousness claims him easily, but somewhere deep down- he knows. the link shared between two, the bond that runs through him and howard, soul-marked.

except that leaves howard, in his rage and panic and grief (he would not lose randy, not today). he can't lose the one who had always been at his side, the one who had a selfless, pure heart and was brave in the face of danger. howard was not a hero; perhaps not in the way that would've mattered- where he was earth if anything, grounded but shook at a moment's notice if his peace was disturbed- and for the tengu, for howard, randy was the rock that kept him from falling apart.

rage marked him- and he wasn't about to sit in the sidelines and watch the demise of his own flock, and so he spread his wings; even with the severed link, he refused to see another end and with that, he rose like a phoenix

(there was only a fire burning inside of him- ready to take on the world by storm)

in which howard lets the tengu claim him one more time, all to save randy but in doing so- he begins to realize something about himself

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scribbyizback · 2 months

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ok well now I'm fucking pissed

#tw vent #in the tags #its never #its never the child thats the problem #its the grown ass adult that thinks she can force a child to do whatever she wants her to do #but when look at the situation and think #huh #you are simply not right and this childs feelings are valid #maybe screaming and shouting at someone younger than ten and bringing physical violence isnt right #i mean seriously #maybe that simply is not right #and maybe i want to have the chance to fucking say that #maybe i wont stay silent when a sister is turning the house into her rage room #idgaf what your age is #its js proving how fucking immature you are #im just so #im fucking pissed #im not spoiling a child by giving her the ability to not be screamed at by you #you arent a fucking high and mighty princess that can control us #and we're not shittheads for being unnaccepting of that #i have had a shitty week #i am losing my fucking voice because of this fucking sinus thing and it hurts so fucking bad #ivs just been upset period #my family wont pay attention to the fact that i can struggle without telling them #and of course theyre not gonna know im hyperfixating #they wont let me have social media liek every. single. teenager(btw #if a modern day adolescent doesnt have social media they are missing so much bullshit its not even funny)#so how tf are they gonna know i fixate on THE ONE HORROR GAME THEY HATE WITH A PASSION????#they never fucking asked #and i have to scream to be heard by this bitch ass of a sister that cant handle a child existing and doing the same shit she still does

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yuridovewing · 11 months

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Wait if you think about it… there’s a few parallels there between Dovewing and Moonwatcher. Both are socially stunted individuals that get manipulated by an older mentor figure they trusted, they were isolated in childhood because of circumstances out of their control, and because of that isolation, their “family” and community don’t really accept them, also they have sensory based powers they have to keep secret (which further isolates them) and most importantly- they are both misophonia soldiers 🫡

#i remember when i kinned moon in hs and this is reminding me that if i was in a wc hyperfix at that point #i probably wouldve kinned dovewing sjfjdjfjjdjf #im not saying theyre the exact same character btw theyre absolutely not. a lot of the stuff i listed plays out differently in their own stor #stories. i dont think tui was copying the erins’ homework #also i view characters like secretkeeper more favorably bc while her plan had consequences you cant say she didnt love her daughter #and was acting in her best interests. sure she couldve given her to the rainwings but that had the risk of the nightwings finding her #when they started kidnapping rainwings into the volcano #and also the political climate around nightwings was extremely fucked when she brought moon back #so making her keep her powers a secret was genuinely for her own safety bc if the wrong person learned then she could get seriously hurt #which actually has seen consequences in the story with the jade winglet and darkstalker #meanwhile lion and jay isolated dove when she was a young child and forced her to keep quiet about everything while using her powers #and willingly let her relationship with her sister deteriorate while they themselves spilled the secret when it benefitted them personally #also ur meant to read darkstalkers manipulation as just that and a bad thing

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barnabybrainrot · 7 months

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#mod posts #idk dude i am so conflicted abt this ‘barnaby is overrated’ shit #on one hand im like… wow another person who feels he’s overrated. daring today are we?#on the other im like… i understand what its like when the character you like isnt the popular one in the community #like i normally tend to hyperfixate on the side characters so i absolutely know how frustrating it is #i also know from personal experience that a lot of it can just be hating it solely BECAUSE its popular #when i was like 14 and undertale came out i hated it just bc it was popular. and then i played it myself and yknow what? i enjoyed it #like… its okay not to like something!! everyone has unique tastes #and i also understand the concern abt barnaby being treated like snatcher (i know NOTHING abt snatcher so dont. quote me on that)#like theres a chance the ‘fanon’ version of barnaby will be given precedence over ‘canon’#the same shit happened with sans. remember all those sans/reader fics where sans was this edgy mysterious guy?#yet in fanon hes just a funni little skeleton who likes bad jokes?#yet in *canon jesus christ i cant spell today #but like. can we just let people enjoy things if they arent hurting anyone?#like i get it its annoying sometimes. like i had to mute the oc tag bc i was tired of seeing RP stuff #but im not like. going into their inboxes and telling them theyre bad ppl for enjoying a popular character yknow?#sorry this is making like. no sense. and im sorry to put it in tags but i do NOT want this spreading #anyways. those are my thoughts for today.

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moodr1ng · 11 months

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like you guys know what im talking about? when youre just doing mundane shit and whatnot and then you think about your special interest and this like... huge feeling of elation and relief just washes over you? and you feel like the entire world has just shifted themes, like.. the colors have become brighter inside your mind. you guys know that one right..

#97 #it feels like nostalgia a lot. even if its not something from the past #but its like such a good nostalgia.#but it always hurts a little for me. is that the case for everyone?#i love my special interests and my hyperfixations so so much but it always hurts a bit to love them #i can never consume them wholly enough so im never satisfied #i think i am always pained that i cannot become and fully embody my hyperfixation. that i cant melt into it entirely and become one w it #im not sure if that feeling will ever leave

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uhhbeans · 6 months

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thinking about our boys and CRYING and weeping an d.

#like :(( they've been here for what? 5 years now? i wanna say?#i dont feel like going back and checking #but like. i was just a baby!! i was just a little infant thing!!!#once that hyperfixation faded a while back i like. havent looked at any of the canon stuff without cringing #but now with the new video it's like :((#that was my first hyperfixation. my start on tumblr :(#i got to meet most of my mutuals that i can call my FRIENDS now!!!#the ego comics arent even for me anymore. they're for that baby that waited so patiently for a smidgen of canon content #c!jack not being canon would make her blood boil. and to that i say. fuck yeah #anyway.....i miss them :(#chase was my first real outlet outside of myself for hurt/comfort with him n schneep #jamie taught so many writers how to develop their styles when writing mute characters and sign language!! that was so cool to see!!#still debate changing my name to marvin sometimes #idk just to think that these characters formed so much of MY life and probably so many other people's...it's sweet #im babbling on the internets again.

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poisonouspastels · 9 months

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actually im kind of thinking abt how all the main players in the AU are probably way more mentally Not Great than it may appear at first