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#it feels very much like a Chore and a Task and if i dont reblog things fast enough from my tag
jinstronaut · 28 days
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this is also why i stopped using my tracked tag for a while tbh
#and i might do it again bc its just#a reminder that no one rly cares abt what i do / who i am etc#which might sound over dramatic idk how else to describe it tho its just hollow#it feels very much like a Chore and a Task and if i dont reblog things fast enough from my tag#people get very angry and/or upset with me even tho theres just#so much content and i have 0 time so everything gets queued no matter what#like this whole experience feels like a chore lmao#and it never ever used to#but now theres so much animosity if i dont behave / interact with things Properly#or whatever the make believe rules are idk#this dash can just be so negative like have we all truly descended into madness during this hiatus#bc like i get it ive been up and down and all around too but ive never been straight up MEAN to anyone in this community#and i never want to either so this entire situation thats been bubbling for months just feels like shit#bc what the fuck changed and how do we get back to where we were#i never ever ever ever felt this way before like idk the middle of last year#but ever since like last fall its just been idk. Bad#once again im sorry if ive ever done anything to upset anyone but my silence / absence doesnt mean i dont care#ive just been Incredibly busy due to some real life changes that are out of my control#i might not have energy to answer everything but i do Read everything and it does make me smile#and i save messages that are kind in my heart so i can be reminded of the root of what this blog is supposed to be#a space for something im very passionate about and previously had nowhere else to express said passion#so like idk if we all like the same things why does this weird feeling of competition linger over us lmao#why do all ccs have to fight???? each other???? when we all love and do the same things????#i have nothing against anyone personally but what i Do take issue with is the way that ive been doing this since 2021 and im fully just#ignored and shoved aside by so many people for reasons i fully dont know or understand#so yeah idk this is a novel i just woke up from a spontaneous nap bc im so exhausted i can only stay awake for 3 hours at a time#but yeah anyways idk !#be nice its so easy !#tbd
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bbyquokka · 8 months
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𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 | han jisung x fem reader x lee felix
𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄 | smut – 18+ is strongly advised!
𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓 | pet play with jisung and felix!
𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 | she/her pronouns used, pet play, unestablished relationships, threesome, friends with benefits, oral (m and f rec), throat fucking, hand job, nipple stimulation, face grinding, vaginal fingering, finger sucking, multiple orgasms, protected sex (p in v), cum on body, 'facial', 'spit roasting', aftercare–if i missed any lmk!
𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒 | 3.7k ~ ( 3,718 )
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dont repost. dont translate. minors, ageless & default blogs; dni! feedback and reblogs are highly advised and appreciated!
“look at her. doesn't she look so adorable? sitting pretty for us.” 
“oh, she does. i think she is ready and waiting for us, ji.”
“mhm, i think so too felix.” the two men ogle at you. their eyes scanning your body making you feel embarrassed and squirm. the sudden attention and the way they continue to talk about you so lewdly, as if you're not there, makes you feel just that tiny bit dizzy.
jisung kneels down to your level. his fingertips glide along your jawline and down your neck until they're met with the faux leather pink collar. he hooks his finger under it and tugs. it's a gentle tug, one that doesn't cause discomfort but it's enough for you to fall forward and have your face level with his.
you part your lips as you look at him. a mischievous smirk on his lips. he wants to play with you.
“so adorable.” he coos. you're unable to take your eyes off the handsome man, feeling yourself succumb to him despite him not doing anything to you.
but it's his voice. the way he sounds so seductive and mischievous. it's his touch. how his fingers delicately dance along your neck and jawline before brushing up on the collar. it sets your skin on fire, core to throb and ache with need.
“oh c'mon jisung. don't tease her too much. she has been good all day.” felix laughs.
you have been at jisung's and felix's beck and call the whole day. it's their birthday so naturally, you'd do anything for them so they'd have a memorable day. they started by waking you up, jisung holding a collar and leash, felix holding panties that don't have enough material to cover you as well as cat ears.
your knees are red and sore from crawling around all day. you've been made to drink and eat out of pet bowls and sleep on the floor by jisung's or felix's feet. the leash being tugged every hour or so by one of them when they want something from you. you've been purring and meowing like a cat because, well, cats don't talk.
you've all found it very fun and amusing. the lads have been teasing you too much which has resulted in your lust building and building to the point of it overflowing and spilling from your pores. you're certain that the flimsy material of your panties are soaked.
the same can be said about the two men, however. every tug of the leash, every purr and mewl you make sends pleasure to hug their groins nice and tight. their dicks straining against their clothing, twitching away and begging to be freed from their constraints.
now it's evening, though. the chores and tasks the two men had to do are now completed so, luckily for you, you have their undivided attention.
“mhm, that's true felix. think she deserves a treat.” jisung stands up and pulls his sweats down. he lets out a content and heavy sigh as he removes his boxer shorts, revealing his boner. “man that feels good. it's been painful the whole day.”
you purse your lips together, shifting around on your knees as your core throbs. his cock is right in front of you for the taking. the urge to just grab it and start devouring him so strong that you have to clench your fists together.
felix notices and walks to you, squatting down and smirking. he pats your head, stroking your hair as you would that of a kitten. but his pats are almost mocking, filled with cheekiness and a hint of dominance.
“awe.” he coos in a mocking tone which causes jisung to look down at the pair of you. “i think she wants you, ji.”
you look up at jisung with puppy dog eyes and a pout on the lips. you whine, shifting your hips side to side as you feel hot and flustered. jisung wraps his hand around his cock, giving himself a few pumps before taking a step forward.
he taps his cock head against your lips. the salty precum smears on your lips as your tongue quickly flicks out to taste it. you part your lips slowly, never breaking eye contact with jisung as he slowly pushes his cock past your lips.
your mouth eagerly welcomes him with warmth and wetness. your tongue flat to stroke his underside as he pushes until he hits the back of your throat. his eyes flutter close, lips slowly parting as he slowly thrusts his hips; testing the waters to see how far he can push.
all the while, felix is stroking and caressing your hair. he whispers praises in your ear, telling you how much of a good girl you are. he kisses the shell of your ear before licking it and blowing on it which causes goose bumps to arise to your skin.
he watches jisung use you for his own satisfaction. his head lolling to the side, eyes half-lidded as he holds your head still. he fucks your throat, hips quickening to chase his high. felix feels a slight form of jealousy forming.
not because he has any feelings for you or jisung; you're all just friends with benefits, but because he wants a turn. he wants to feel your mouth, your warmth around him. he wants to experience what jisung is experiencing because from the whorish sounds the man is making is making felix more and more horny.
“fuck. please do something yn.” he pleads as he stands to his feet, hands shaking as he pulls down his pants and underwear. you eye him from the side as you release one hand from jisung's thigh to wrap it around felix's dripping cock.
he shakily moans as your palm comes into contact with his skin. his body tingling as you lazily stroke him. you divide your attention between the two men, focusing on making sure to suck jisung just the way he likes it as well as stroke felix's hot cock.
your palm glides along felix's hot skin. the bumps from his protruding veins can be felt. his toes curl against the floor, his bottom lip caught between his teeth as he watches you. you stop at his cock head to rotate your wrist and give a few rubs to his tip.
he's sensitive. you know that just by the way his breath hitches in his throat and the way his cock throbs in your hand. you rub the pad of your thumb on his precum soaked tip, listening to felix moan and practically crumble.
jisung, on the other hand, has his fingers buried in your hair to keep your head still. he peers at you from below, his pupils blow out with lust and excitement. he wants to get his hands on you, delve and devour you more. 
you pull from jisung's cock with a wet and sloppy pop to wrap your lips around felix. the sudden action shocks both men as you eagerly suck felix. you suck slow and long, hollowing out the cheeks and brushing his tip along your cheek. the bell from your collar ringing with each movement. you know how the two men like to be taken care of. you know how they are with you and how they like to treat you.
felix is caring, soft and slow. he likes to bask in the pleasure and soak it all in. he likes the tingles he feels along his spine and his fingertips. he likes feeling the pleasure rush in his bloodstream and making his heart pump fast. he praises you, using his deep voice to his advantage whenever he is impressed with you (or whenever he wants something)
jisung is the polar opposite. he likes to manhandle you, roughly grabbing you and flipping you over. making your body scream in the various (and bizarre) positions he puts you in. he's fast and sloppy. he has no coordination so his movements are sloppy but they somehow work. he's a self proclaimed pervert. he likes to be messy, likes to overstimulate you until he has you crying; it brings him immense joy.
they're the ying and the yang. when they team up together, it's a perfect harmony. a perfect balance of soft and slow to rough and hard.
you alternate your sucks and strokes between the two men. their gazes are fixated on you, pleased with how well you're treating them both. they're both consumed with so much need, that a single touch from you burns.
“ok, that's enough.” jisung groans as he backs away. you frown as you look at him, your hand still occupied on felix. “any longer and i won't be able to last. i want to at least cum either on or in you.”
you hum with a shrug, accepting his statement. felix has his lips pressed together in a thin line, his mind battling a war of should i stop or continue? his question is answered when he watches jisung lift you up off the floor and carry you to the bed where he rests you on your back.
you lean up on your elbows as you anticipate. felix strips himself off his remaining clothing before positioning himself behind you where he allows you to rest on his lap.
jisung also strips before crawling between your opened legs. he hums as he comes face to face with your clothed core. a wet patch formed on the flimsy material. he smirks before rubbing your vagina ever so slowly. felix reaches down, fingers caressing the skin of your chest until they come into contact with your breasts. 
you bite your lip, watching and anticipating their next moves. your breath hitches in your throat as jisung rips the flimsy material of your body, your soaked core coming into contact with the cool air. jisung licks his lips hungrily as his eyes flicker on your pussy. 
the puffy lips and swollen clit. the throb of your core and your skin glistening from your wetness. his cock throbs and shaky breaths leave his lips as his mind fogs over with all the things he wants to do to you.
felix cups your breast and massages it in the palm of his hand. you grunt, watching him squeeze and kneed your breast like a baker kneading dough. they're soft and squishy, nipples perky and begging to be played with. felix notices and brushes his fingers along the sensitive nipple before rolling the bud between his thumb and finger.
jisung places both his hands on your inner thighs to keep you legs open. he gathers some saliva in his mouth before spitting on your cunt. he hums in satisfaction when he sees you throbbing before attaching his lips to your swollen clit. 
he sucks and licks it. swirling his tongue around the bud. pleasure shoots up your spine, your mind slowly but surely fogging over from the pleasure the two men are providing you. your lust has been building and building the whole day, resulting in your body burning with intense desire.
you could cum. the floodgates have been let open. the more they tease and play with your body, the closer you are to over spilling. jisung's mouth works expertly on your cunt, sucking and licking, making sure his saliva and your juices coat his face.
he spits more on your cunt, using two fingers to rub it onto your clit and between your puffy folds. he moans softly as you coat his fingers well, his cock throbbing and balls hurting. he rubs your entrance, fingers daring to slip inside before going back to your clit to rub fast and harsh circles.
you moan, bucking your hips upwards. felix tugs and pinches your nipples in the process, watching jisung toy and eat you messily. you grip onto felix's legs, desperate to hold onto something to keep you grounded. jisung's lips are attached to your cunt once again, his tongue expertly pleasuring you.
you roll your hips on his face, desperate for more. jisung looks at you through his lashes, a smirk on his face. felix leans down and kisses your lips, drinking in every moan and whimper that spills past your own.
his tongue pushes past your lips to meet with yours. a battle of dominance in which you lose resulting in felix swirling his and sharing his own saliva in the process. you swallow each drop, becoming nothing but mush.
it burns. heat pools in the pit of your stomach. it makes you throb and roll your hips faster on jisung's face whilst your nails dig into the skin of felix's legs. every part of your body feels stimulated. felix caressing your nipples and mouth, jisung on your cunt; it's too much to bear.
jisung pushes two of his fingers deep inside your entrance, thrusting them instantly. you moan out, felix swallowing the moan as he tastes every inch of your mouth. he nibbles on your bottom lip gently before going back to kissing you messily. his fingers never tiring from your nipples.
your body shakes and thighs convulse. it's threaten to spill, your walls clamping around jisung's digits. he looks up at you, then makes eye contact with felix and gives him a knowing look. jisung's fingers curl and caress your gummy walls, the squelching of your juices and his saliva adding even more noise to the moans and grunts.
“c-can't!” you briefly pull from felix's lips to warn jisung, hoping he'd move–but it's jisung after all.
he thrusts and licks. he nibbles, sucks and spits. his face and fingers glistening with your juices. a final thrust here and a tug of the nipples and you're coming undone.
it hits; hard. the pent up frustrations paired with the boys playing with your body unleashes a hard orgasm. it knocks the air out of your lungs, making you whimper and whine for the two men. felix and jisung watch you become a mess, jisung thrusting his fingers through your orgasm.
your juices coat his skin nicely, making him feel somewhat satisfied. but the raging hard on him and felix are still supporting is a sign that the night isn't over just yet.
jisung pulls his fingers out off you slowly, licking them clean and humming in satisfaction. 
“how would you like her, lix?” his attention turns onto the other man, watching as he thinks and grins.
“doggy. like the good little pet she is.” he coos, stroking you sweaty skin. before you could even respond, jisung grabs you roughly and rolls you onto your stomach. “all fours, yn. like the good pet you are.”
you shakily rise on all fours as felix grabs a condom and moves behind you. he hums in satisfaction, giving your back and ass cheeks a few strokes before squeezing the flesh. jisung moves in front of you, hand under your chin so you're forced to look at him as he strokes your bottom lip gently.
“now, you're going to be good and let me use this pretty mouth of yours whilst felix fucks you, yes?” 
you nod as felix takes the wrapper off the condom and rolls it onto his length. jisung hooks his finger under your collar, tugging it harshly. you grunt as you shift a little close to jisung. with his free hand, his gently strokes your hair and hums. from the back, felix holds your hips gently before slowly pushing his length inside you.
you both hiss at the sensation. it burns as his length widens and opens you up more. your previous orgasm has made you tight, much to felix's satisfaction due to the feeling however, he can't just slide in with ease which is what he wants to do.
he pushes half his length inside and gives you both time to adjust to one another. you feel full and high on adrenaline. your body tingles and burns with pleasure, your mind slowly turning to mush.
“i'm going to move now.” felix grunts from behind. you give him a single nod, giving him the go ahead. he starts thrusting slow and gentle at first, taking note of how you're still a little tight around him.
jisung pushes two of his fingers past your lips unexpectedly, pushing them deep inside your mouth. your eyes widen and tear up as you suppress your gag reflex. jisung chuckles and watches you swirling your tongue around his two digits, getting them nicely coated in your saliva.
you suck on his fingers, whining softly as you never break eye contact with him. felix picks up the pace, his movements now fast and a little harder. he pushes more of his length in once he feels you loosen up a little, once he hears your soft moans. his grip on your hips tightening with each passing second.
jisung pulls his fingers out off your mouth and wraps them around the base of his cock. he pumps himself a few times before tapping your lips with his cockhead. your lips part automatically, jisung pushing his length in your mouth and down your throat.
his head kicks back as he thrusts. your mouth provides warmth, throat providing tightness. his thrusts are much like earlier, except a bit harsher and more raw. your tongue strokes the underside of his skin. you can feel every ridge and vein on his hot cock. the two men moan and groan from the pleasure your body provides them, both of them getting very lost in the feeling.
you, on the other hand, have become reduced to nothing. the pleasure you feel is not like what you've experienced before. it's a different type of feeling, a feeling you're not quite used to but don't hate. you feel like you're just being used as a toy, used for their pleasure and you don't hate it. 
“good. so good. fuck!” felix groans from behind, his forehead sweaty. his skin slaps against yours. the squelching sounds of his dick fucking your sloppy hole echoing in the room, mixing in with the moans and the hums. 
the bell from your collar chimes with each movement. your throat burns from jisung's cock abusing your throat. your jaw starts to ache and drool starts to spill. his movements are sloppy, uncoordinated but again; it works.
“i don't think–” felix starts, struggling for air. “i don't think i can last much longer.”
“yeah. me neither, lix.” jisung whimpers. he pushes his hair back with one hand, his other tugging on the leash of the collar. your walls clamp around felix, walls fluttering and throbbing and you come dangerously close to your second orgasm.
“i think yn is close too. i can feel her clamping around me–fuck!!”
“such a good pet.” jisung whispers as he strokes your tear stained cheek. “such a beautiful face too. are you going to let me taint it with my cum?”
your eyes light up at the thought. you hum the best you can around his cock, eager for it; for him.
a few more thrusts of his cock and jisung is quick to pull from your mouth with a loud and wet pop! he grabs your hair with one hand, tilting your head back whilst pumping himself fast with the other. his hips buck, muscles spasm as he pants.
“cum.” he chokes out. he thrusts in his palm and groans loudly as his cum shoots out and coats your face. you close your eyes, feeling the warm fluid land on your cheeks, chin, nose and forehead. jisung's body shakes with pleasure, his high making him rub himself through his orgasm.
once he calms down he release that breath he was holding. you open your eyes and look up at an exhausted jisung, who gives you a soft smile; however it's not over yet.
felix's thrusting has become sloppy and uncoordinated. his deep moans free flowing from his lips as his hands grip your hips. your walls tighten and tighten around him, making it harder for him to move but is also a clear indication that you're close.
“you can cum, yn. i don't mind.” your head dips low as you allow the floodgates to open. you moan felix's name as you cum, your walls fluttering and pulsating around his length. felix shudders at the feeling before pulling his cock out and taking off the condom. he pumps himself a few times before his cum shoots out onto the curve of your ass and back.
you both come down from your high, your arms and legs slowly giving up. without a word, jisung grabs some tissues and baby wipes, using them to clean your face whilst felix cleans your ass, back and intimate area.
“thank you, yn.” felix softly says as he wipes your body.
“for what?” you choke out. your voice hoarse and throat burning. jisung grabs a bottle of cold water, helping you to take a sip of it to moisten your throat.
“for letting us do this.” 
“you don't have to thank me, lix.” you giggle. “i enjoy it just as much as you and jisung do.
“i know but i just wanted to say it, y'know.” he mumbles shyly as you sit down, legs stretching out in front of you. jisung has disappeared into the bathroom to run you a hot bubble bath whilst you and felix speak. minutes later, he arrives, scooping you up and placing you in the tub.
the two men help wash your hair and body. your muscles relax from the warmth of the water. once done, they help you out and dry you off, helping you dress before carrying you to the bedroom again.
felix quickly cleans the bedroom and opens the window to air the room out whilst jisung places you on the bed. the two men help to dry your hair and do your skin routine for the night, causing you to giggle as the two of them pampering you.
jisung pulls out a Chapstick and applies it to your lips. you rub it in and grin, body feeling tired and relaxed. you glance at the digital side clock, smiling when you know yofu still have time.
“hey guys.” you say, stopping them in their tracks. they look at you with tilted heads. 
“happy birthday.”
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𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄 | it's the sunshine twins bdays so here is a little something to celebrate that. idk what this is tbh, its a mess ik. but i just wanted to post something for them :( don’t forget to leave feedback, reblog and tell me what you think here. curious as to what is next? here is my wips list! i hope you all enjoy! ‹3
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𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐒 (𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍) | @bintificreads ; @septicrebel ; @amyyscorner ; @writerracha ; @hyunluvxo ;@aestheticsluut ; @xcookiemonsteer ; @fairylouist ; @myprwttyhan ; @oshimee ; @lilquokka04
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scream-for-help · 2 years
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I posted 2,277 times in 2021
23 posts created (1%)
2254 posts reblogged (99%)
For every post I created, I reblogged 98.0 posts.
I added 32 tags in 2021
#arthur pbs - 4 posts
#actually autistic - 4 posts
#wholesome - 4 posts
#hunter x hunter - 3 posts
#polyamory - 3 posts
#my hope in humanity is not unfounded - 3 posts
#studio ghibli - 3 posts
#trans - 3 posts
#lgbtq - 3 posts
#i dont even need the help - 2 posts
Longest Tag: 118 characters
#bold of you to assume that i would not try to team up with my own clone against whoever the hell is trying to force us
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
There are little moments every day where I feel proud of myself for doing mundane tasks such as cleaning or grocery shopping and these moments are what keep me going. Im a stay at home parent and I struggle with motivation, but when I get something done I always pat myself on the back so that the next time I have to do that chore/task I dont feel as unmotivated.
For example, today I took my toddler grocery shopping with me and I am someone who struggles with grocery shopping even when I know what I want. However this time I purposely went down every aisle and made sure I had some idea of what I wanted. I ended up spending a good bit of money, but I made sure I could make several recipes and not buy too many snacks.
I dont think anyone cares, but im very proud of myself and felt like sharing
11 notes • Posted 2021-11-14 17:47:10 GMT
#4
Dear god someone help
I have an unhealthy obessession with the man with the yellow hat.
Sincerely,
A bitch with issues.
12 notes • Posted 2021-10-16 15:47:46 GMT
#3
Yall 3 days grace dropped a new single and its how a lot of us are feeling with this damn burnout.
15 notes • Posted 2021-12-01 01:46:11 GMT
#2
Can we talk about how fucking savage early seasons of Arthur were? Like, the memes make so much sense if you have grown up on Arthur. Granted the show started before I was born, im a pbs kid, my parents never paid for cable and my mom was big on educational programming.
I have never stopped watching Arthur, but im watching it with my son right now and can I just tell you, these episodes hit different from a parental experience. Im not sure how to explain it. Like muffy said something about teaching her dog to eat a new brand of dog food and the only way the dog could learn to eat it was by watching Bailey eat it. Baileys her butler. Bailey is also a dog.... yall wtf. Am I just crazy?
Also who remembers the episode about Arthur hitting someone? Cause it was a good episode to address, but people didn't like it? Can someone explain?
25 notes • Posted 2021-09-25 22:28:52 GMT
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You know what sitcom with a romantic subplot i wanna see? Roommates to polycule.
Imagine the possibilities. Its completely untapped, you could have anywhere from 2 to idk how many roommates. And the best part is it doesn't have to be just the roommates, it can be, but adding extra characters drives it further.
Its been done in the monogamous way a thousand times, but poly? I've never seen it. I want to see this on TV all the time. Or at least have one streaming service open to talking more about and being more open about polyamory by showing it.
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fenfyre · 7 years
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Ive got a question! How do you manage to write continuously? Ive been struggling a lot in that area since I dont write that often, but when i do its 4k words. You seem to write pretty regularly. Do you have some tips for those who fail to do so? And how can my writing attract attention? when i post something and it only gets 2 likes and no reblogs its pretty unsatisfying... keep being awesome! and keep up the great work~ -a secret admirer who hopes that their english grammar didnt sound too bad
First of all thank you for your message and please don’t worry, your English is fine! I wouldn’t have known you’re not a native speaker if you hadn’t mentioned it (but maybe that’s cause I’m also not a native speaker, who knows).I am definitely no authority on good writing habits and there’s as many different ways to write as there’s writers out there. But you asked how I manage to write regularly so I’ll just tell you about my habits. Just keep in mind this is what works for me personally, you can tweak and change my tips however you want to make them fit for you!I think it’s important to mention that I don’t always manage to write as much as I do right now. That’s mostly because I have a lot of free time at the moment. When I’m stressed I write way less, maybe once or twice a week or not at all. Because then I’m tired and don’t have any motivation left after a long day at uni and let’s face it, writing is damn hard. But I also greatly enjoy it, creating something makes me feel good about myself and helps me cope in difficult situations. So when motivation is low and I feel like just crawling into bed instead of sitting down in front of the laptop I try to remind myself that writing is not some chore I need to get done but that it’s something I truly, deeply love and that I’ll feel so much better after getting a few words down.That’s one of the first steps for me. Making writing precious and part of my me time, thinking of it as a form of self-care. Maybe keeping a little writing journal can help with developing a positive attitude towards writing. Just jot down a few words about your mood before and after each writing session. If you’re similar to me you might notice a trend that looks like this “Before: tired, annoyed, anxious. After: proud, more relaxed and happy”Then I make sure to choose a time for my writing where I can be uninterrupted and focus just on the task on hand. Maybe that’s early in the morning before classes, in the afternoon after work or at night before bed, all depends on when I can make time to be productive for a bit. I get cozy, make myself some tea and get a few snacks, put on some music (I generally like instrumental or sometimes indie for the smuttier stuff) and get to work. Before I start I always have a certain goal in mind, usually to hit 750 words. That was the number to hit every day during a challenge I took part in years ago and that kind of stuck with me. I work in 25 minute intervals, taking small breaks to review my process and it usually only takes me two of those to hit my goal. See, I’m not a particularly fast writer, I average about 900-1000 words an hour and getting down 4k like you in a single setting would be near impossible for me, even on a good day where I do nothing but write. But that’s fine, everyone has their own style. I managed to build somewhat of a habit, 50 minutes of writing a day. 50 minutes of me time to reboot and refresh and that accumulates with time into longer stories.I also recently started using a free app to track my writing, where I can put in what projects I’m working on with overall and daily word count goals, a writing log and graphic charts to track my progress, reminders to write and all kinds of neat little gimmicks. It’s called Writeometer in the Playstore if you want to take a look. It also keeps track of your writing streak so there’s an extra nudge not to slack off when you’ve built a nice one. Definitely helps to keep the momentum going!Another big motivation for me is to post here, get a bit of feedback and feel like people are waiting for more. I’ve been really lucky with and so grateful for all my sweet followers who keep supporting me, reblogging my things and sending cute messages. But it’s hard to get out there and I understand the frustration of working hard on something, being proud of it, wanting to share it and not getting any feedback at all. I’ve been there. Still am a lot of the time, depending on what I’m working on. I’m not a big name myself and I deeply appreciate every note floating my way.It’s hard for writers on tumblr. Fics are so much harder to consume than fanart, you can’t tell by a single glance if you like them and want to share them, blobs of text don’t look cute on blogs and many people don’t take the time to work their way into a story when they’re just idly scrolling down their dash. That doesn’t mean artists don’t deserve every bit of the attention they’re getting! It just would be nice for writers to be recognized as well. But that’s not something we can really help so here’s a few things you can do:Get out there, make friends and have fun with them! Reach out inside your fandoms and see if you can get connected, maybe visit streams of artists you like to get to know people (shoutout to fabulous sintral, I still love you all very much I’m just a little shit!) or just beat down your anxiety enough to message someone whose blog you enjoy. Offer to fill prompts or write fic for fanart you adore. It’s insanely flattering to get art for your fics or fics for you art and if they brag and squee about it, that’s exposure. And you made someone happy! (This isn’t to say you should only try to make friends to get more notes on your work, that’s kind of a dick move. I’m just saying that getting connected is fun and will help get your stuff out there).It’s also helpful to not chill in mostly dead fandoms all the time (like me) (sorry snk fandom I heard there’s shit happening again soon. Hang in there). I got the most feedback on the Yuuri on Ice fics I wrote when the fandom was at it’s peak. So where there’s actually lots of people there’s more chances of being recognized. Though I also understand if your passion lies somewhere less crowded. Don’t force yourself to write something just because you think you might reach more people with it.Overall I’m not an expert on how to best attract attention. I think a lot of it is just luck and persistence. Keep writing, keep putting yourself out there, have a good time and in the end you’ll find cool people with similar interests. At least that worked for me?All the best to you, anon! And if there’s any more questions feel free to send me another message.
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