#its okay ill be fine. joking.

[bonesrbleaching]

well, goodnight tumblr! everyone say Johnny Warfstachex Don't Have An Asthma Attack While You Sleep!!!!!!

#lolaa.txt #the mold....... #its okay ill be fine. joking. #anyways nighty night guys!!

[skitskatdacat63]

Okay, everything's good, I can release the full cut of this, thanks again @ayceeofspades <3

#so glad lando's okay!! now i can peacefully shitpost :) #way prouder of this version!! the finality at the end is realllyyyy funny yo me #and i think the music matches up way too well w the lando section #like the way it ramps up right when his csr flies is so funny 😭😭 #i domt want to make light of a crash so please dont call me insensitive but i think its fine to joke now thats officially okay :] #mayne ill post this on tiktok idk. i think cofi c and my brother gave me too much og an ego tonight SKFLLVL #i think its fine to be proud of your work but maybe im a bit too proud LOL #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #carlos sainz #lando norris #2023 las vegas gp #2023 las vegas grand prix #we do a little bit of f1

[bueris]

okay maybe I should seriously reconsider my path in life and sell my soul to marketing or journalism instead

#okay venting in the tags you are very welcome to ignore or not respond to it i just need to yell somewhere #i always thought id be an art therapist because well i care about people and want to help them and love art #but everyday i wake up feeling like a fraud and an imposter so like. should i really be doing all that when im not entirely #certain i cpuld handle it??? like i know i haven't gotten the meaty bit of the education towards that yet but like #university costs a disgusting amount of money here and if i pick the wronf thing im likely doomed forever thanks to awful government #i know things could get better like they did after thatcher but honestly im not putting any bets on it considering how the current labour #party is so like if i fuck up here im basically dead #also can i actually do art uni. like could i cope with that. im deeply unethused with art at the moment and honestly will i evwr be #idk #it was jusr a thing i always did but education around it is fucking soul sucking #also the emotional weight of hearing and solving people's problems as a therapist. i would consider myself quite empathetic for the most #part i feel other people's pain quite strongly and obviously as a therapist id be feeling that quite a bit so could i actually cope with it? #ik therapists have therapists but still #i mean im doing work experience at an occupational therapy place so ill just be extra inquisitive about it all to make sure im going #the way i wanna #I'll be fine by the end of a levels ill probably understand what i want in life #if not then gap year to work it out #should probably look at unis for english language too then #sigh #ucas website i may as well marry you #ill be okay im getting in my head about stuff im actually pretty good at art even if there are things i can improve on (like patience lol) #yeah maybe the voice telling me i suck doesnt know shit and should shut up #yeah #shut it nasty voice you're wrong actually!!! im doing just fine and you're being overly critical #they should make a brain that's your friend and not mush that hides the amalgamation of every bad thing ever in its crevices #crevices shoyild be filled with kindness and love. #sex jokes about that #why the fuck is yahoo mail syncing i dont use you you washed up search engine #bue waffling #vent post

[theygender]

Apparently the scene you get with Shadowheart if you get her approval all the way up and then tell her you want to get to spend time with her is the same one you're supposed to get at the tiefling party, which means if you trigger it early you may not get any scene with her at the party at all. This made things pretty confusing when I showed up expecting to advance my romance with her and instead she just gave me some generic "lol wine is good huh" dialogue meanwhile every other companion* BUT her was actively trying to jump my bones... Literally just had to beat everyone else off of my Tav with a stick and then go to bed alone 😔

*Except Lae'zel, who instead went on an unprompted rant about how she knew I wanted to fuck her sooo bad but I had Pissed Her Off by making her be Nice to People so now she would NEVER allow me the pleasure of having crazy hot githyanki sex with her. (She propositioned me a few days later anyways)

#i seem to have accidentally started a romance with lae'zel astarion AND gale in addition to shadowheart 😭 #like the next day i had a notice to talk with astarion and it was the scene where hes talking about not being able to see his reflection #and it was literally like dodging fucking bullets trying to pick an option that wasnt flirting #i ended up having to pick some mean dialogue that was like 'maybe its for the best youre not exactly aging gracefully' #bc the ONLY other two options were like 'tell him you think hes beautiful' and 'gaze lovingly into his eyes' or some shit #and i was like '...okay im picking the mean one but i mean it as a joke. maybe it can be a joke' and i picked it an he was all horrified #but then the next dialogue gave me an option to say 'lol im just kidding' and i was like PHEW #but then he just went back to being fucking flirty again and was like 'really~ well then tell me what you like about me the most' or smth #and i was like FUCK. NO #but then the next dialogue tree in addition to having the normal flirty options had three additional options #that were like 'youre fine. but lae'zel/gale/shadowheart? now theres real beauty' #and i was like. fuckin. OKAY #ill wonder wtf those other two are doing there later but for now ill pick the one where i tell him in interested in shadowheart #so i picked that option and this bitch fucking APPROVED. told me he was going to have to work harder to keep up with his competition #like SIR. what do you MEAN competition. i let you bite me ONE time bc you said you were dying of thirst and i wanted to help a bro out #and then the next morning i immediately told you i didnt like it and i never wanted it to happen again #what do you mean competition dude you arent even on my radar 😭 im a DYKE #and why were lae'zel and gale there as options too?? #the next night i got gales weave scene where he shows my character how to use magic #(my tav was pretty unimpressed as a fellow mage tbh but hes my friend and i was being polite) #and when i clicked the option to clearly say at the end that i was not interested in having an intimate moment with gale #he got all misty eyed and was like 'oh how quickly these moments fade away...' #like bro the moment didnt fade away i politely shut it down on purpose bc im not interested. what are you talking about #and THEN i got lae'zel trying to fuck me and when i turned her down she gave me the exact same dialogue #about how i would miss out on having hot githyanki sex with her. AGAIN #yall im JUST trying to romance shadowheart 😭 leave me alone #if anyone else is gonna try to trap me into flirting with them then at least let it be karlach next time please 😭🙏 #(ill come back for lae'zel on another playthrough bc being between her and shadowheart sounds like a safety hazard tbh) #rambling

[elmmni]

utilizing the power of gay love and my girlfriend believing in me to push through the 11 pages of writing due Thursday o7

#she believes and i cant keep worrying her by joking about jumping into traffic #got 2 pages done tonight in the last like 45 minutes after locking in so i only have 5 left to finish one so i can do that in like 3 hours? #and then the other is only 4 pages so i can do it #the power of gay love and adhd focus music is gonna get me through finals i can feel it #i literally just have to get to friday and im clear ill only have 4 more assignments after that and 2 of them im already mostly done with #and the other 2 arent due until next friday and should be quick #and exams are next week but thats fine im a good test taker ill be okay #maybe its midnight delusions maybe im just pulling through whos to say #she speaks?? #girlfriend tag <33

[jadeofblades]

"God i hate shuichi SO much he's so pathetic and annoying i wish he died instead of-" 💥💥💥🔫

#mindless chatter #rant #shuichi saihara #Listen i get it. I do i know he's not everyone's favorite #But some of shuichi's haters are so...... good Lord #maybe its cuz i relate and like him a lot but yall are so ruthless and for what #like yknow what.. maybe he isn't that good at being murder cases...... BECAUSE HE WAS NEVER MEANT TO #HIS PREVIOUS DETECTIVE LIFE WAS DEDICATED TO INFIDELITY CASES AND SMALLER SHIT #OFC HE'S NO KYOKO WHY DO YOU THINK HE COMPARES HIMSELF TO HER SM #and how shuichi suffers so Much mentally but noo he's a damn emo boy.......... side EYE #ik most or whatever amount of the hate are jokes but like man i just.. do not Care #Let me browse through his tags online in Peace #This is.. dumb #dont mind me. Its 1030 pm im tired and im a lil bitch about my faves #Normal me is like respect peoples opinions c: #Mental illness me is like THEY HATE CHARACTER? BEAT THEM WITH METAL PIPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I could also apply this to gonta and kaito #But hate for them is less common and more so stuff like #They're dumb as rock and (instead thing that literally isnt them) #Like okay you can say you didn't pay jack shit anout them its fine #Okay thats enough goodbye (walks away with my ass out)

[ladyinbl00d]

mickey altieri the man that you are.

#i am going FERAL over this man #it is INSANE #holy fuck #timothy olyphant is js so fine in general #AAAGGHHHHH #i want to kiss his stupid face #thats all i ever want. #ohhhhhhhhh boy #mama i love him #mama im in love with a criminal #AND THIS TYPE OF LOVE ISNT RATIONAL ITS PHYSICAL #ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i need to shut up abt him #BUT I PHYSICALLY CANT #going insane over mickey altieri is no joke in my world #i wanna make out with him #SCREAMS INTO A FUCKING PILLOW #rewatching scream 2 js 4 him is so sillyyyy #omgggg #OKAY ILL SHUT UP NOW #sorry not sorry #davi screams into the void

[br1ghtestlight]

youtuber i watch is making a video abt trans rep in bobs burgers. killing myself

#I HATE THAT BOBS BURGERS IS POPULAR SHIT LIKE THIS NEVER HAPPENS WITH OBJECT SHOWSS #who is brave enough to make a video on trans rep in inanimate insanity #like THERE ISNT EVEN TRANSGENDER PEOPLE IN BOBS BURGERS ooh three characters in a season one episode and then marshmallow. and maybe gene #whatever #sorry im just scared when ppl talk about the show bcuz theyw ill be mean :( they dont understand her the way i do :( #not that bobs burgers has GOOD trans rep to be clear its Okay its fine. theyre trying at least #but nobody understands her the way i do sorry #txt #bob's burgers #tw suicide joke

[gynecologistmsfrizzle]

oh i might have gastroparesis which is fun and new

#rhi talks #i went to the doctor like hey girl can i get like an x ray or something maybe and she was like. no you can get a new chronic illness though. #turns out the fact that i have been feeling progressively sicker for the past month and my long history of stomach problems was NOT anxiety! #suck on that ! paralyzing my pyloric sphincter to own the libs ! #anyways. to be entirely honest i have been thinking about this mostly through the lens of bad jokes and 'could be worse' #to avoid processing it in its intimidating entirety. which is fine. and an okay coping mechanism actually. #the meds seem to be helping a lot and as gp goes my case is relatively mild so i will live on it seems #cant get rid of me that easy! #jokes on you god i LOVE smoothies!

[caruliaa]

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#there was an incident just now. actually not just now probably an hour ago by now w one of my cousins #(idk if shes rly my cousin shes my cousins cousin at least tho. idk) #basically i hadnt seen in her in a long time like years and i was really excited to see her again at first #but then like she just kept calling like literally every single thing cringe like. i was playing among us with my cousin and sibling? #oh thats cringe #everything related to like. someone having an interest in something? thats cringe #and like at first it was like. idk i still fucking hated it like #im fucking sorry okay cringe culture is the fucking worst and its making a comeback for some reason and im so sick of it #but i was just like. idk its fine ill just ignore her #but she kept doing it so just kinda snapped and was like #'listen can you stop calling everything cringe its making me not want to spend time with you its 2022 can you just let ppl like stuff' #and she was like 'omg it was just a joke' which like #okay well if u were just making them to like. joke with my cousin then dont make them abt stuff im also doing !! #and second of all at some point she was like 'yea well stranger things is cringe now bc of fans tht make amvs and cosplay@ #and she said that seriously so it was clear she wasnt joking !!!! #also just in general she didnt feel like she was joking that much to me #maybe that just bc im autistic which makes me double cringe for bringing it #bc now im the stupid cringy autistic person who uses being autistc as an 'excuse' for stuff #which everyone on here makes jokeso f and makes fun of including my own fucking friends rbing posts like that #and making 'nerodivergent and a minor' jokes #bringing it up* #whatever #also im not a stranger things fan thts jsut waht she said #and i am the kind of fan she was calling cringe for other stuff so !!! sorry ofr getting fucking upset !! #but i didnt bring tht stuff up then i just went to my room #and then everyone saidi shouted at her when like. i did raise my voice somewhat but no i was just fucking annoyed !!! #like idk i have to deal with stupid fucking. cringe culture and ppl acting like its so emmbarassing just to like stuff enough online #i dont need someone to fucking bring it up constantly in the span of like 10 minutes irl #idk. im just fucking tired #im so fucking sick of everything honestly

[memvi]

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#oopsies #! #i am mildly drunk #so not enough to account for my stupid ass behaviour. its okay tho #oh. i actually said if nobody likes me ill die. it was supposed to be a bit of a joke but babygurl im drunk and did Not mean to say that #i was goin thru my feels last night #ITS A JOKE IM SORRY #i prommy im fine if ppl do not like me

[belovedcherie]

um chat is it over for me

#WHAT THE HECKKKKK #I SAID SMTHG SO EMBARRASSING OVER TEXT BC IM SLEEP DEPRIVED AND LACK JDUGEMET AND NOW IMSDFSKDAHJFGAKSDGFHJASHGFDKJASDHGFJKASDGFJKASDGFJASD #SEND HELP #yk those jokes abt boys sending texts past a certain time #thats me #what #im gonna die #IM DYING #im dead #im okay #WHAT HETEHJCD #ill just like. explain myself tmr #ITS FINE #(going crazy) #the way its all my doing too what . what if this was my last straw oh my gosh #cherie's chats

[sprinklethetangerine]

I wanna go surfing. I say that like I even know how to surf lmao

#its okay ill figure it out on the go its fine #LETS GO STRAIGHT INTO THE WAVES WITH NO PREVIOUS EXPERIENCE WOOHOO #LIFES TOO SHORT AND ITS ABOUT TO GET A WHOLE LOT SHORTER #im joking i dont even have a surfboard

[our-inspire-verse]

Bark bark *vent under readmore*

Im nottt in a super great spot rn but im fighting hard every fucking day. Im gonna go fucking insane. Im tired of suffering no matter what i do. My ENTIRE body hurts so bad. Christ and i have work in like 8 hour again. And im nauseous and haven't eaten enough.. and i noticed today that im losing weight. I didnt hit 70 pounds til 4th grade and when i was 18 they said i was clinically too underweight to donate blood. Im supposed to be putting on weight. Not losing it. Whered my belly go. God i have a thigh gap now. I need to escape this fucking place. I have to get Out im not doing great. Im okay, of course i am, i am surviving and finding joy and solutions and coping but. What do i do. What now. Everything hurts and i feel like its my fault.

But what do i do then. Just keep finding rides to work. Keep waiting for a chance to get my license back. Keep waiting til i can get a car. I just need a fucking car. If i get a car things will change COMPLETELY. Maybe i can even go get Some Action. Maybe i can hit up some other friends. Maybe i can be more free. I cant Stand this hellhole. My skin is rotting off my bony body. Its just like when i was 5. Its just like when i was little. Lmao! That makes me feel great! Im having an interesting time. Its like, okay. I'm really allowed to be unwell rn. Thats okay, ill survive. Tuck n roll am i right? Try not to die, and keep the government off my ass. Fuck. Im going to die

#im doom posting #i knowsww im being irrational but do you know what being tortured for hours every day does to a man #anyway. mental illness comes and goes in waves. tomorrow at some point ill be filled with determination and love #but in the meantime im clutching my skull thinking about how ill make it in. who will drive me #my loser ass #i suck /half joking #its okay. its all fine #you know what im fucking saying #negative #do not reblog #personal #system babbles #inthrum

[drowningincaffiene]

would love to not self sabotage my entire fucking life someday

#its okay #everything is fine #and I'll be alright #i just need to kill myself first #thats a joke i should stop making those jokes #its like as soon as I try to be better i do something SO in character of me to do and FUCK IT ALL UP #but its fine #im fine #ill start over #moon rambles

[genekies]

#god why do i love him #he rejected me half a year ago but i still love him #its almost been a year since i met him and this stupid crush started #but he found someone he might fall for and i gotta pretend to be happy for him. i want to be happy for him. but i cant. so i gotta fake it #we spend everyday together (i mean we are roomates and live right next to #i just wish he loved me like i do him. but thats never going to happen. he just doesnt like me like that. i wish i was fine with it but im #not and i cant force myself to be fine with it. i joke with my friends that its okay but its not. even with one of our other roommates #i joke about it with #ill just swallow my feelings and put a show on. im great at that. but i wish i was the one he was loving. the one getting good morning texts #the one he wanted to spend his life with. the one he looked forward to talking to every day. the one he wanted to wake up next to. #i just want to be the one he loved #i feel so pathetic man. im always the one rejecting others. i fucking hate being the one who has to swallow feelings and pretend its all ok #why doesnt he love me?