#just have 2 more busts to do

[ifjgh]

Kensington's little brother, Kassi, is next in this paper cut-out-esq adventure. Had some difficulties with incorporating some of his details with this style, but I made them work the best I could. <3

#oc #original character #art #papercraft #Kassi #project x #my sweet son that has every disease #he deserves so much better at least Kenzie is good for him #best brother duo ngl #just have 2 more busts to do #Shark should be fairly easy i just have to fight his hair a little #but Lunjet's mask is going to make me cry #wish me luck lol

[sergle]

I think I'm going to make a temperature blanket this year

#generally people would plan for this earlier. but. I only JUST thought of it last night #I'm considering like a mood blanket / mental health blanket or whatev instead. one of those alternate concepts #but I FEEL LIKE categorizing my mood / mental health day by day would do something to me #and I don't really want to tell on myself that hard. showing off the finished blanket and ppl going oohh... there's a lot of this color! #what mood are these two colors for! #and i'm gonna have to crumple up my color key chart and eat it before they can find out #idk maybe I'll still try that way. but temperature just feels more like. yeaahahhhhh go with the flow buddy #I bought a ton of yarn recently bc there was a black friday sale and I was grabbin skeins for $2 so I shouldn't really need to do shopping #maybe pick up another color or two. but I can probably just bust out my own stash I already have #sergle.txt #crochetposting

[stuckinapril]

might have a parisian girl era soon. we’ll see

#uncle who lives in belgium knows i graduated a year early + currently studying for the mcat #and he’s practically begging me to visit him in belgium and study there #and belgium is only around 2 hours away from paris so you best believe id be taking the train there every day #the thing is i study full time & only have a minimal part time job on the side so he and my mom would have to foot that bill #and idk i’d feel so bad. i’m already so spoiled. like i never had to work a day in my life but im 21 #it’s very much in arab culture to spoil the daughters like this but still !!! #it just feels like i have to put my big girl pants on and start saving + relying on myself more & more when it comes to that #so that’s probably what i’ll be doing. plus i have research + my neuro internship here and i cant just drop that #but once i get a research publication in a few months + save up my own money im seriously considering j putting myself on a plane & going #i’m sure he and my mom would have no problem paying but it feels wrong. this is one thing i rly wanna pay upfront myself i think #but if i do manage to pull it off it’d be so cool bc i rly wanna see him #and i rly wanna bust out the 8 years i have in french #p

[bmcblr-remake]

bmcblr sings: (apparently both versions of) more that survive

#y’all want crusty you GET crusty #WHO decided it was a good idea for me to try this i spent so long on it and it’s still shit quality #there’s nothing i can do about that but i spent 7 HOURS ON THIS #THIS IS NOT WORTH 7 HOURS #IM NOT EXPERIENCED ENOUGH FOR THINGS LIKE THESE #tbf most of that time i was just nitpicking #it looks a little better than the one before at least #and i’m lowkey pirating the editing software i’m using #idk if that’s the right word but #it’s supposed to cost money but i got a code like 2 years ago and i’ve been using it ever since #it’s so busted it doesn’t even let me export as mp4 #i have to export as something else and convert it #bmcblr sings #i know for a FACT there’s gonna be more so i’m just gonna make the tag now #bmcblr remake #i GUESS

[autisticaradiamegido]

day 61

one a those days

#day 61 #year 4 #it me #i dont know how much detail ive gone into on this blog #because i do like to keep a particular vibe here #but without going into detail im on like my sixth major family medical crisis in like #3 months? #and i just think. if everybody could stay out of the hospital for like. #more than 2 weeks at a time? #that would be fantastic #that would be really great for all of us actually #anyway everybody is fine we just had a scary ER visit today after my grandma had a nasty fall #she is okay she didnt break any bones and she is now having the chillest and comfiest time she can manage at home #busted her right arm pretty good but shes getting along just fine and has followups already scheduled with her doctor #HOWEVER. the energy of the day has still been hot garbage and id like to speak to the manager

[risingsunresistance]

vanguard loot is so good im having a blast over here

#ignore the fact that the materials cost 40m for each key IM not paying attention to that. i got all this myself gfkjhg #2 amalgams a tungsten plate and 2 refined umber in that first one... nearly payed for another key- #you do need a mithril plate but tbh they arent THAT bad. getting diamonds and iron is just a bit annoying #getting mithril is TRIVIAL and i have. so much titanium. #im having a blast over here opening these kjhfkg #technically losing a lot of money but so some ppl would call me stupid but eh. i like actually playing the game #really want that locket aaaaaaaaaugh it's a 0.78% drop. one day 👍 #the powder is BUSTED with the golem and powder buff both out kjfhg #i also want more ice cold books aaaaaaaa #i've also gotten hilariously lucky with crystals BOTH times. it's only a 1/10 chance :0 #chat #sb

[pikachu-deluxe]

out here creating abominations that shouldn't exist

#this is about advance wars btw #made 2 units that are vehicles that can go through mountains #for context vehicles Cannot do that #only soldiers and air units can #and also one of them is basically a tank and anti air combined but weaker than either #so it can just chase soldiers and air units where they'd otherwise be safe if you don't have air units of your own #these guys would be busted af but they're super weak and cost more so

[bitchfitch]

i just got done with my third chiro appointment, and like. I've noticed a significant improvement in terms of how much pain I'm in but I'm also noticing i can't like. stay sitting up. I can sit, which isn't always the case, but the muscles in my back are so loosey goosey/ not responding/ spasming that I keep curling forward until my head is almost pressed to the bed in front of me while I'm sitting cross legged. Don't know what that's about but it's affecting productivity something awful.

#like #i have shockingly good muscle tone considering how little i can move so this isnt a strength issue. #Ish. Like. the thing with eds is that if you have it severe enough your muscles have to pick up the slack for your ligaments #which results in you building way more muscle than you would expect #I cant lift more than 25lbs in like a bag or something without dislocating my elbows/shoulders #but i can bench 180~ and barbell squat my own weight #its just a matter of not pulling on anything #Tbh i think this is just the level of Nonsense that happens when my muscles arnt constantly tense. #my ligament structure isnt sturdy enough to work without that extra reinforcement #Anyways ive needed a back brace since i was 12 but insurance wont pay for it and like fuck am i able to shell out the 20k myself. #Ive looked into corsets but my proportions are so weird that id need a custom pattern #which is Pricey to get from a reputable company. like 2-3k which is better than 20. but still out of reach. #Im not confident enough in my drafting ability to make one myself. #seeing ms.banner. a real and skilled seamstress who knows what shes doing. lay herself out with a bad corset pattern is kinda #a good sign that maybe i an idiot whos sewing experience is stuffed animals and quilts. should not fuck around with my spinal health #I think id be more comfortable doing it myself if there were more mens corset patterns and more examples of how non #lingerie mens corsets are like. meant to work #i dont exactly need bust support. and most women's corsets dont have the shoulder support mens do. and thats like. #the area im most scared about fucking up bc its already a nightmare #tbh when i get the sg shop open im putting all the profits into a savings account and just working hard to get the budget to pay #for a proper corset.

[therealvalkyrie]

bath + asparagus time

#I did some cleaning and my day’s gotten slightly better #long story short I’ve had a fucking weekend lmfao #last Thursday I had a complete breakdown on my way home prompted by like the smallest comment u could think of #nevertheless it made me sob violently #like picture florence pugh in midsommar but more hysterical #on Friday I had a good day!! but it was fuckin busy man and I didn’t get around to #half of the stuff I needed to #Saturday was also busy and on the way home from work my car started SMOKING!!!! from under the hood #nothing was on fire but it freaked me the fuck out and I couldn’t get it to the mechanic until today so I had to find rides everywhere #and that was stressful #I only got like 3 or 4 hours of sleep Saturday night bc I had a (fun!!!) thing that went really late and then had to get up at 5 for work #on Sunday #so Sunday afternoon I got home and napped from 2-6pm and then just went to bed at 8 so I STILL didn’t get any shit done #and then this morning I opened again and I spent my sh #ift w people who are even newer at my job than I am so I was like training them/doing everything they couldn’t do yet and it was just #a weird day and my boss was acting weird and I didn’t like it at all #and then this afternoon I take my car to the mechanic FINALLY and he says the radiator’s busted and leaking coolant everywhere and also #one of the tires is fucked so we have to get them all replaced #and that’s gonna be several hundred dollars which is fine it’s all fine but I’m fucking tired #and when I got home there were still dishes to do😭😭😭 #I need someone to baby me and clean my house #gawd #valkyrie talks

[goshdangronpa]

The case is closed. The victim is avenged. The killer is executed. Further plots twists have been revealed. We’ve reached the end of Chapter 1 in “I DISAGREE: An Ibuki Mioda SDR2 Protag Swap AU,” but it’s not over just yet. Danganronpa games always close out each chapter with a little something extra, and this project will be no different. I think that after all that death and destruction, something light and sweet is needed. (This is a long one.)

We’ll Make It Another Night: Ending Chapter 1 with a Sleepover

Focusing on the positives can be tough, even for someone as positive as Ibuki Mioda. It’s not like that positivity’s done her much good on this island. She tried her best to bring some good vibes into a bad situation, but it stopped being so effective as things got worse. She did what she could to make a difference with the disease patients, but lives were still lost. Even when she saved the day by making so many key contributions to the trial, the reward for her efforts was a decidedly hopeless death for poor Kazuichi.

What hurts most might be what happened with Mikan. Her free time events with Hajime in SDR2 show that she strives to break down people’s defenses and bring out the beautiful soul within. She tried doing that for arguably the person hiding behind the most defense mechanisms in the group. She made some real breakthroughs. More than that, she made the kind of friend she was hoping for when she accepted the invite to Hope’s Peak. All that now seems to be for nothing.

She starts to spiral … but, alone on a bench in Jabberwock Park, she finds someone else feeling even lousier than her.

When Byakuya Togami proclaimed himself leader of the class, he promised to protect everyone. He tried to make good on it by joining the medical staff in quarantine and watching over the island’s most vulnerable people. It ended so calamitously that his classmates accused him of committing murder for his own gain at the cost of everyone else’s lives. His stock as leader could not be any lower.

“Only a fool would still accept me as leader,” he laments, a far cry from his haughtiness.

Ibuki cheers, “Then I’m a fool for you!” She’s not just saying it to be nice.

Mikan’s not the only one she bonded with in quarantine. (Please excuse my one-ship mind.) Ibuki and Byakuya would ramble about life on the road, pester the pretentious Teruteru with requests for greasy fast food, and try to discern each other’s inner selves in long conversations. The investigation and trial saw them work as a team to root out inconsistencies, piece details together, fight false accusations, and catch the killer. Byakuya’s not used to trusting people, but he’s also never met anyone as genuine as this weird girl with no filter and baffling taste in everything. Her cheeky response is that her taste in friends includes him.

“That’s exactly what I mean,” he says, uncharacteristically self-effacing.

“Forget all that!” Ibuki shouts. “Let’s have another room party!”

Byakuya reminds her that she doesn’t have to stay in her hotel room anymore. She knows: with quarantine over, she wants to host the hangout at her cottage, make it a pajama party, and invite everyone! After all, they were planning a shindig before Monokuma threw a monkey wrench. Doing it now will give them, as well as the other volunteers and the surviving patients, a chance to finally hang out with the people who stayed at the cottages.

They send invites to every cottage. Ibuki even slides one under Mikan’s door, though she’s almost certainly staying somewhere less obvious. They go back to Ibuki’s cottage, then wait.

There’s a strong possibility that no one will come. It’s been a long and difficult day for everyone. Maybe no one’s in the mood to party.

Then, when the clock strikes 8, Sonia Nevermind comes a-knocking. The Ultimate Princess has never been to such an intimate party before, especially not as just “one of the girls.” She also likes the idea of the shindig as a way to reunite the two halves of the class, especially because she wants to cast off her role as leader of one group. Right behind her are Gundham Tanaka, who bonded with her over the past few days, and Teruteru Hanamura, who won her favor after apparently showing a more nurturing side during the crisis. That’s enough for a party, especially because the latter brought snacks!

Others come as well, and this time Ibuki’s the one getting help in seeing the bright side. Mahiru Koizumi comes with her camera, eager to finally spend time with and get candids of her quarantined peers. Despite initially dismissing the idea as silly, Hiyoko Saionji is right behind her. Akane Owari and Nekomaru Nidai believe that surviving the disease and trial is worth celebrating. Peko Pekoyama wasn’t sure about going either, but relents when Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu tells her how fun their hangouts were. She’s glad that he’s making friends ("Just a few days ago, he might've dismissed such a gathering as a waste of time ..."). Meanwhile, he’s grateful for Peko’s survival and enthusiastic to publicly celebrate their connection instead of hiding it from everyone.

That’s a lot of people in one small cottage, but Ibuki says the more, the merrier! The party goes late into the night with pizza, make-up, hairstyling, gossip, games, and waiting with permanent marker in hand to draw on the first to fall asleep (Gundham). Gradually, everyone leaves for their own cottages. Sonia wants to stay for her first sleepover experience, but Ibuki promises to do it another night.

Byakuya helps clean up. Proclaiming the party a success, he bids Ibuki good night. “Hey, you’re not escaping that easy!” she says as he touches the doorknob. “You’re staying with Ibuki tonight!” This was her plan all along, she explains. She felt bad that he was the only one who slept by himself at the Hotel Mirai. So despite what she told Sonia, a sleepover’s happening tonight after all.

“That’s a great deal of trust to place in someone during a killing game,” Byakuya says. Ibuki brushes off the notion that he would ever kill her and pinky-swears that she won’t kill him. “People will jump to conclusions when we walk out of here in the morning,” he says. She replies that people can think what they want and she wouldn’t care. “The bed’s too small for both of us to fit,” he says. Ibuki teases him for such a brazen suggestion, then affirms she was going to take the sofa anyway.

“Please stay,” she finally says. That’s when Byakuya realizes that this sleepover idea isn’t just for him. He steps away from the door. They get comfy, Byakuya in her bed, Ibuki on the sofa, and hit the lights. He’ll be sure to wake up early and return to his own cottage before the others can notice. For now, the two friends rest together.

Meanwhile, in another cottage …

Nagito broods. Ibuki and Byakuya’s invite is in his hands, but he barely notices. The boy has too much on his mind. Despite being alone, he talks aloud just to straighten out his thoughts.

“I was going to start the killing game myself. I was planning to help the Ultimates achieve a greater hope to beat back despair, even if it meant sacrificing everyone else to elevate one. But Chiaki’s murder was such a waste. There was no hope behind Kazuichi killing her. And now, Mikan … that an Ultimate could descend into despair like that is maddening! Are they all so weak? Can someone like me really count on them? Maybe … maybe …”

He lifts his left hand and finds the letter crumpled beyond recognition. He’s still ruminating as Chapter 1 of “I DISAGREE: An Ibuki Mioda SDR2 Protag Swap AU” comes to a close.

Next time: ... I'm not sure! I might add a few random notes to round out Chapter 1. I'd love to respond to questions or suggestions if anyone has any (send an ask!). I'm also strongly considering a short hiatus. I know, many a long-term fanwork has died from the creator taking pauses, but I've got other fic-related ideas simmering and I'd like to develop Ch. 2 rather than coming up with it on the fly.

This has been a ton of fun, and I'm just proud that I was able to keep up with a serialized project. Watch this tumblog and we'll see what the future brings!

PREV: Mikan Tsumiki, Ultimate Despair

NEXT: A Few Last Notes on Chapter 1

#I DISAGREE: An Ibuki Mioda SDR2 Protag Swap AU #danganronpa #super danganronpa 2 #sdr2 #goodbye despair #ibuki mioda #ultimate imposter #sonia nevermind #gundham tanaka #not really tagging the rest because they're more walk-ins than anything #watching two friends die in the morning and having a party at night is totally in line with how DR treats grief #just see this as people trying to stay positive #on that note it was important for me to show that Ibuki needs people to bring her a little positivity as well #people who give cheer need to receive it as well #between this and a fic I wrote for the upcoming Everybody Loves Hajime zine I'm really enjoying the Ultimate Imposter #looking forward to developing that character's personality #I've gotta do Chapter 2 specifically so I can bust out my ideas for Nagito Komaeda #thanks for reading this. and any of these. and anything I write.

[gentlethorns]

fuck dude i have got to find a job where i can be self-employed and creative. i cannot be in fucking retail hell anymore

#she bork #tbd #like now i don't deal w customers which is cool but now that i work at like a big retail store and not a little mall outlet the pressure is #insane. and i have bosses who never say good job or thank you and who have set me up to fail by throwing a department on me that i was not #hired to run or trained for and frankly don't have time to run properly either. so every week just starts w me in our weekly meeting being a #fucking piñata like 'why didn't you get this done 🤨 you need to manage your time better 🤨 you're losing sales 🤨' and i'm like i'm trying!!!! #what more can i do!!!!!! and then the side of it i actually kind of enjoy (which is what i was originally hired to do) is very very hard on #my body bc it's a very physical job (i run the team that unloads the trucks every day and like i'm usually helping unload bc i'm not just #gonna stand there and watch while my team busts their asses lol) and now i'm finding out that it's actually not normal to wake up every day #w your joints screaming and stiff and that i might have a chronic condition (doctor is thinking some sort of chronic inflammatory arthritis #but i won't know if my imaging and blood tests showed anything until like mid-june) and i'm like. so even the part of my job that i don't #mind as much is not good bc it's like actively destroying my body. okay sick 🤠 and i don't wanna quit bc i've only been there for like #eight months and this job would be really valuable on a resume but i don't want it to look like i'm a job hopper or like i'm fickle or #unreliable. so i'm stuck here for a while i think. but the pressure is destroying me mentally and i know i need to find a position somewhere #else that is 1. not fucking goddamn retail bc retail will always be hell and 2. not management bc i don't see myself ever really getting #into upper management but lower/middle management gets shit on the most so if i go somewhere else and end up in middle management i'll be #right back to wanting to kill myself in a matter of months. basically i'm tired of expectations and pressure and stress and i'm tired of #waking up at fucking 2:30 every morning just to go in and get shit on and destroy my body all over something that in the end i do not fuckin #care about. i need to make art and be held accountable by only myself. idk i've been toying w the idea of learning how to tattoo and trying #to start establishing some artistic skill so maybe eventually i can do that? not now bc the economy sucks and that's scary lol and anyway i #have to give myself some time to actually learn the skill and perfect a style. but it makes decent money (at least before the expense of #supplies and taxes) and allows you to travel and still work and also it would be fun. and i could tattoo myself so it would cut some #expenses for me since i cannot stay away from the damn needle. idk lol i need to save some money before i buy a tattoo gun or anything but #i'm considering it bc i am going fucking crazy rn and ik this feeling will leave me eventually but i also know it will come back bc it #always does. and i'm tired of just surviving and just making it through every day and every week like i want to be happy and this is just #not doing it for me anymore #ugh fuck why couldn't i have been born w a brain that likes numbers and code and technology. i love being an artist but it makes finding a #sustainable career really difficult bc i feel so restless and miserable when i'm stuck in a passionless job but my passions are not #particularly profitable. hate it here why wasn't i born a capybara no job no responsibility just squint and squeak and sun

[galariangengar]

Ok, I cleaned my room a little (still a bit messy and need to dust but it’s better than before), I ordered and received official transcripts I needed from 2 community colleges, and I officially submitted my application for a part time job at HomeGoods 👍🏼

#I needed a bit of help/clarification from my parents for this job application before I submitted it #then they went off on a rant about how hopefully I get into a nursing program somewhere soon and can be an RN by the time I’m 30 🙃 #like yea I wish that would happen for me too but this kinda shit/talk stressed me out even more #it just puts a lot of pressure/stress on me than I already have and makes me feel like shit more than usual #but this is a start/ I’m doing something with my life even if it’s small #I busted my ass doing so much shit since the summer to prepare myself for applying to nursing programs again and to something with my life #I took more classes to complete prerequisites/I took the HESI & studied for it in 2 weeks/I got my drivers license #even though I’m not where I want to be right now/I’m slowly getting there and getting back on my feet and doing something with my life #jazz uses curse! 💜

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#do i feel guilty abt spending like 4+hrs working on my CV during normal work hours today? yes #but also i spent 5 months getting paid part time when i was working 10+hr days 6 days a week #so i feel like it balances out #also i need to update my cv as things happen bc i instantly forget so many things i do #like i forgot i was named on at least 1 publication. like completely forgot until i searched my name on google scholar #also i have like 25 posters/presentations to my name. and only like maybe 5 of those are ones that r just in name #ive given a lot of talks/poster presentations lol #my cv is so long. i prob should have shortened it more before i sent it to the dude im talking with #but like. idk im gonna meet him next week so like if i commit a little faux pas by sending a too long cv im sure its fine. hes already #interested enough to chat. and therefore i have to bust my ass preparing to meet with him #bc hes from the most prestigious uni ive contacted. so like really theres no way ill get in. but i will shamelessly try #god. ive gotta really study hard. like i mean i dont have to but ive been so burnt out for so long that ive been slipping when it comes to #hardcore academic stuff. like my memory of genetics and chem stuff is slipping. and generally i find it difficult to wrangle my thoughts in #a way that makes sense. so i really wanna be prepared to talk to him #lol my boss is gonna get back from Europe like hey ur gonna follow me to las vegas? and im gonna be like haha fuck that i dont wanna live #there. i am currently 1 foot out the door. im at the bus stop waiting for someone to give me the money for the science bus #give me funding to study cool stuff!!!! #ugh and i still need to look for more ppl to ask. like i want at least 2 or 3 US options on top of my 3 potential UK options #and like im really considering contacting some ppl in Germany bc like all the papers i look at are german. the germans are doing cool #cyanobacteria bullshit. and im jealous and i dont speak german but hey ive got a year to learn #so idk maybe ill see if my boss talked to anyone cool while she was at her conferences. pls boss tell me abt the other cool cyanobacteria #ppl 🙏 but idk. i feel like ppl dont quite get what im interested in. bc its astrobiology but really its more evolution and understanding #the fundamentals of life. so like no i dont wanna go to mars. i wanna understand what freaky shit life was doing millons if years ago #ugh. im being a slacker. ive gotta shift into try hard mode. #but also i wanna draw and finish my fanfics 😭 we'll see what happens #unrelated #also thank u to the ppl who sent kind words on my post yesterday! im still shadowbanned so i cant reply to u 😭

[ellasent]

So, my computer is acting up pretty badly and after trying so hard to at least boot it up from another hard drive so I can recover the stuff on the main SSD, I haven't had much luck in getting anywhere.

There's been so much I was planning on using this thing for and it's just, welp, there goes those plans.

I'll try to get things back on track today because gosh dang I don't want to lose all of the stuff on there when I get it sent in for repair.

#But like seriously #I was doing streams of Magical Vacation for my friend #we also started reading SBR together #We were literally gonna do some more yesterday until this whole thing happened #Man I even got Spare Parts episode 2 #But yeah best of luck I guess #I at least still have Yokohama Shopping Log on the way #It's gonna be great reading that #Heck maybe I should bust out the pencil and paper while I'm out of a computer #Draw some fanart of stuff bouncing around in my mind and all that #That should be fun #Still I really just want my computer issues to be over and done with

[istherewifiinhell]

heres the 03 arc. something happens/someone shows up. its infuriating. something/someone else. happens/shows up. and is more infuriating. you feel better about the former....

#some shit #turbles... #brought to you by. uh. EVEN MORE. japan. mystism. trial combat. weirdos?? at least their not aliens this time??? #they had splinter show up and do the coolest shit hes ever done and then did the like. bad end scenario thats just a projection/dream #leaving me. just confused to actually if he did that cool shit. cause. i want him to have.... #-> his sons got kidnapped by the. NINJA TRIBUNAL. yeah listen. cause they must undertake A GREAT TASK. becoming. one of 8 acolytles. #training to defeat an ANCIENT EVIL. and the guys incharge of this training uh. just suck shit. they arent very nice. bad pedagogy #so he fucking. busts in and yells at em for being all ominous and shit and is like. #good luck with all that but im taking my fucking sons home. #but then blah blah fight that isnt even real. and its just annoying cause that could be real growth for him... #telling someone else off for being needlessly secretive huh!!! i wish this for him. i believe under the edifice of. 03 cartoon conventions #there could be a good dad under there. #akfdhbghabga okay. i get so exhausted trying to explain ANY of this. really truly. eh you had to be there. #(there being. the multiple days of fucking cartoon turtle bullshit [affectionate][derogatory]) #oh in other news abt it were are getting to a weird era. of. how the show was broadcast. or. really #not broadcasted. cause this season was like. too dark. or whatever. it came out on dvd? 2 years b4 it was aired on tv.

[chisatowo]

Y'know doing artfight this year has made me realise just how much my art has been rapidly improving over the past year. Like just looking at the ones I've done this year vs last year is so jarring in a good way for me, you can rly see the improvement in quality

#rat rambles #also helps that Ive been doing more simple backgrounds this time lol #but still Ive probably done more fullbodies this yeat than every other year combined and Ive actually been drawing more poses #I am starting to run out of the characters I rly rly wanted to draw but I still have plenty characters I wanna draw still #Im getting rly close to breaking my previous attack record! just 2 more and Ill be golden #I still plan on trying to make at least one attack everyday until artfight is over though I rly wanna use this chance to push myself #artistically I mean not energy wise if I dont have enough ebergy for a full body Ill just do a bust or smth #I just think drawing other ppls ocs could be great for messing with my style #not in a changing it way just in a figuring out how to draw a bunch of different shit #so glad Ive been so artistically motivated so far I was scared I burn myself out instantly like last year fnfbdjdn