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riddledem0n · 15 days
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As someone who's on the schizo-spec I hate when non psychotic ppl go "I may be delusional but [insert most non delusional thing known to man]"
It's not even delusional girl.... you're minimizing the actual definition/issue which already is a huge issue in our community
Do u have any idea what it's like being delusional........
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lennon-gal · 7 months
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tw: death, murder
about a year ago i saw someone on twitter talking about how it’s “cringey” or “annoying” that yoko is and has been so insistent and vocal on keeping MDC in jail.
i would just like to say this: if you do not understand what it’s like to have a family member murdered, stop talking. the murder of my brother 6 years ago has made me say and think things i would have never thought before. luckily for yoko, she got justice. i never did.
good for her for keeping that scumbag demon in prison. he deserves it. i would love to see my brother’s killer in prison if we knew who it was.
it completely changes your perspective. i am an EXTREMELY vocal leftist on basically all political issues. i hold politics very near and dear to my heart and i have for a long time. i was forever against the death penalty.
that was, until i imagined what could happen to my brother’s murderer: the man who stole my best friend and father figure away from me at 10 years old, the man who made me listen in my bedroom as my family’s screams pierced my ears, the man who made my last sight of my brother a disturbing, white ghost of an 18-year-old kid.
the point is, it changes you as a person. judge her for the OTHER shitty things she’s done. not this.
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dear-galileo · 8 months
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tumblr just did a really good job of making me want to never pick up my phone again (aka making me go to sleep instead of dicking around on my phone) by recommending me not only a beatles tumblr blog but a rpf beatles tumblr blog
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Something that I am really, really not a fan of is the... what's the word.... "woobification"(?) of Ringo within the Beatles community/fandom. He's always treated as this silly little guy that likes octopi and that's it. THAT IS NOT IT ! Ringo is a real person and it doesn't feel like he's treated as such. Even in fan art. John, Paul and George are always drawn so nicely and they actually look like themselves, while Ringo looks like a slightly less exaggerated version of himself in the cartoon (which he didn't like!!). I get it, stylization is normal and not everyone is going to have a realistic art style, I'm not asking that, but if you can draw John like an actual human being, you can do the same for Ringo !!
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windsorsetc · 2 years
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full offense to rock historians but when you pull out all the gender, sexuality, and fluidity of the musicians you write about, that's not very rock n roll of you
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femslashspuffy · 2 months
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I can't take the archive footage in Forrest Gump seriously it's just like when people edit Joe Biden to say stupid things. It's like being in a showing of Rocky horror where you say leading questions to make the characters say stupid things. This is one of the most famous movies ever and they put Forrest Gump showing his ass to Lyndon B Johnson in it
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m1ssunderstanding · 4 months
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Get Back Rewatch 55 Years On: Day 16
Not the Love Actually India footage! https://archiveofourown.org/works/40600110/chapters/101720886 by @inspiteallthedanger is a favorite I should revisit after this painful day.
“Yes, what Were we doing?” Literally, why did you start this conversation, Paul? What did you think John and George were going to do? Just let you have your little casual chat about the footage? Come on, you know them better than that. “In your room?” “Yeah, right. I remember, yeah.” You set yourself up for this, babe. 
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I would LOVE to know the real context for John’s mic-job. Because yes, that is real. He really did do that while staring like That at Paul. But it wasn’t after he said, “I don’t regret anything. Ever.” What was the real moment where John decided that was his move? And did Paul really just keep talking right over all of that? Beatles tumblr deserves access to all that footage just for all the obsessing we do. 
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It is noteworthy, certainly, that we know for a fact that a good chunk of John’s India footage is just Paul, but in how much of that footage, I wonder, is Paul also focused on John?
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We all know Paul approves, but why did we have to use valuable time to show monkey sex? I did not need to see that. 
“I have all the tapes, too.” Those laughs. You guys aren’t as sneaky as you think you are. Also, @ Lennon estate you won't release the tapes. Chickens.
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George is just SO sick of their shit. “Because that was the purpose of going there was to try and find who yourself is.” AKA ‘I took your dumb asses on this beautiful spiritual retreat and you had to make it about your stupid psychosexual obsession just like you do with everything else.’ “And if you were really yourself, you wouldn’t be any of who we are now.” AKA ‘if you two would stop fucking hiding, we – me and Ringo too, you’ve dragged us down with you – wouldn’t be in this hellish mess.’ And here’s the thing. He’s pissed off. And rightly so. But he’s still going along with their veils and secrecy. A callback to his strumming over Paul ranting at him. He’ll still protect them even when he fundamentally disagrees. George is such a beautiful person and so underrated by people like me.
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 Paul’s appreciative little look as John finally ends the difficult conversation. 
"Bye, Bye Love” is DEFINITELY *meaningful*
John calling Two of Us “Four of Us” is so sweet. Like saying to George and Ringo, “You are important too. Just because we don’t have weird thoughts about your physical adjacency to Elvis Presley, doesn't mean we don’t love you.” 
I think John’s willingness to be taught is also an underrated leadership quality of his. All the old men obsessed with Leader Lennon won’t acknowledge it, but that’s what it is. It’s humility and a recognition of other’s strength and it’s leadership.
Literally everyone else: Just don’t look and it’ll go away. John: what? Don’t look at Paul? I don’t know how to do that.
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George and Ringo honestly had the patience of saints to just sit there and play through Two of Us eight million times so John and Paul could do their little accents and silly voices.
And then John can also do the traditional leadership, too. “Start again, ey. Shh, don’t talk when he’s playing there, gang.” And really, he’s the best of the four for that job by far.But it’s far from acerbic or cutting. Get Back John is certainly almost undiluted Lovely John. 
Quick reminder to anyone who may have forgotten: those boots George is wearing are literally Paul’s hand-me-downs. Earlier on the nagra reels, George was describing a kind of boots he’d like a pair of and Paul was like “I’ve got some you could have.”  Permanent baby brother status. 
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“That’s a good idea, John.” “Yeah, well I’m full of ideas like that, I’m famous for ‘em. Literary Beatle, you know.” Puhlease. I know fics with more realistic dialogue.
“The things that’ve worked out best for us haven’t really been planned any more than this has, it’s just. You know, you just go into something and it just does it itself.” Yeah, George. Because of Brian. 
Paul really wants to do a big Thing at the end, because he loves performing, yeah. But what’s this about John and Yoko’s black bag? Does he think that performing together will remind John that being a Beatle with Paul is what he loves? Or does he just want closure before everything falls apart?
He really does hate to see him upset, doesn’t he. Like, I think he does a lot of things purposely to get a reaction out of Paul. And sometimes he needs to see him hurt to know he even cares. But from the way he’s watching Paul chewing his nails and rocking, you’d think Paul’s worries affected John physically. And then he breaks into “I Lost My Little Girl” almost as a sort of knee-jerk comfort instinct.  
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These two shots are comedic gold.
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My cabaret boys again. Heck, maybe I’ll write it just for myself. Honestly though I love that the two Beatles who loved performing and who would’ve been performers in any life (would’ve been performing circus elephants if they’d been reincarnated as animals) got to continue doing it into their eighties. One of the few happinesses in the end of the Beatles.
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Get Back really is such a great character study, though. George hands John a drink. John takes it without looking at George, let alone the drink, and gulps. George hands Paul a drink. Paul smiles at him, then proceeds to sniff it and swirl it and inspect it like it might be poison before he gives it a taste. 
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John chewing the mic. I hope you didn’t do That to Paul’s dick in India. What if that’s all that happened?
Bitching and gossiping: top requirements in the job description for John Lennon’s Codependent Special Person.
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In these last few minutes of the day, I’m relating more and more to George. I’m sick of John and Paul and all their drama and stupidity. John suggests they write another verse of Let it Be together, and Paul looks frankly horrified at the idea.
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So John lays his head in Yoko’s lap, reminding me painfully of that “ . . . except you can go to bed with it and it can pet your head without . . .” quote.
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And then a few minutes later, Paul’s spiraling again and asks to go home to which John responds with a tease. “I’m just tryna get the group working, you know,” and “You’re gonna have to be strict, Paul.” And it’s just dizzying and frustrating at this point. Where are they possibly going to go at this rate?
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japage3moondog · 9 months
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the beatles bad impressions hc's
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how the boys would leave a less than perfect impression and what they would do to make it up to you.
john lennon
john would come off as a pretentious dick at first. like the first thing he'd ask you is your music taste and start listening all the obscure jazz bands he knows. and then he's asking if you own a record player and ranting to you about how much better music sounds on vinyl.
it's love at first sight for him, though he doesn't realise it just yet, in that he feels like he can open up to you completely. whether he meets you on a bus, in a museum, at a concert, or wherever it may be he will just spill completely onto you.
you try to avoid talking to him for a while because it's pretty overwhelming having a stranger, however charming, just start talking about music or art or literature.
so when he can finally see you again, after he's realised what he's done, he apologises. verbally and with flowers. then he shuts up and lets you talk about what you like.
paul macca
paul would be weirdly controlling. like you would meet at a cafe and he would insist you order his favourite drink, or you'd be at a library and he'd take the book you were about to borrow out of your hands and replace it with something he enjoyed reading. he thinks he's being really suave and romantic but it's a little creepy.
you either walk away or try to awkwardly take back control of the situation. you kind of see what he's getting at but you're still a little wary of the strange man who got you to order a sad cappucino.
he apologises with a heart to heart where he explains that he's attracted to you and he made the wrong call thinking it would be more charming than scary.
george harrison
george would be very quiet and you would think he hates you at first. he's also quite standoffish and can be blunt or just give super short answers. he loves to start conversations but he either doesn't finish them or makes them so awkward that you end them for your own sake.
this makes you very hesitant to interact with him because you're not sure if he actually dislikes you or if he's fucking with you. overall a very unpleasant confusion.
eventually you confront him and he has no idea he's been coming off that way. he's extremely apologetic and lets it slip how much he actually likes you, and is starting to love you. from then on he makes sure you know just how much he appreciates you.
ringo starr
when you first meet ringo and he's so flirtatious and affectionate and showering you with love, you feel so special and excited inside. but then you see how he acts with everyone else and the joy sort of melts away. seeing him be even more passionate with strangers makes you feel quite foolish.
you go very quiet and try to keep to yourself around him, giving one word answers, prematurely ending conversations, etc. you know you're probably overreacting a little bit but you comfort your choices by reminding yourself that he's literally a celebrity and meets thousands of people just like you.
he's starting his whole flirty bastard routine when you just shut down and he also gets really sad. he tells you that even though he treats everyone this way, he also really cares about you and enjoys your company. he tones it down in the future.
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nikoisanidiot · 2 years
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hi! can we have some headcannons about what a relationship with each of the proxies would be like :)
Yes ofc! Note, in my au the main "proxies" are Tim, Brian and Toby!<3
Relationship HC's With The Proxies||Proxies x Reader Headcanon's
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Tim Wright -Be prepared to smell like smoke. You will smell like smoke no matter how hard you try. -Lots of Johnny Cash, John Lennon, Bon Jovi, ect. -HE HAS A KISS THE COOK APRON. DON'T TRY TO FIGHT ME ON THIS, YOU WILL NOT WIN. -Tim need's minimum two hours alone after a mission, no matter how long it was. He takes that time to recuperate away from you for your safety, in case he dissociates and Masky fronts.(In my au he has DID.) -Tim love's when you wear his clothes, it's cute to him. -Tim has a soft spot for kids, like a big soft spot. He want's one of his own one day, with you. -He prefers if you don't interact with the creeps(assuming your a civilian) to protect yourself and the others from harm. -Rant's to you about Toby, a lot. -"Hey sunshine." "Oh, of course love." Just a mushy guy. -Probably love's morning kisses. Like any chance he gets, his arms are around you giving you a kiss on the cheek. -When Tim has schizophrenic episodes, I beg of you to make sure you're there for him and to reassure him. Be yourself and try to make what he's going through as comfortable as possible and don't treat him any different unless you think he need's help. Ask to touch him, incase he might be paranoid and want to run. Comfort is key. -Tim loves cooking, homie will cook you a four course meal if you asked tbh.
Brian Thomas -He love's it when your curious -Oh you had a weird phase? He's had weirder. -Brian is your therapist tbh... -Right after a mission, be prepared to take a long, hot shower together. Also be prepared to probably watch a horror movie right after. -"Hey I know your busy right now but could we go get a bite to eat? I'm hungry." "Go by yourself, Brian. Your a big boy." "Fuck you." "Yeah yeah, get me a chicken sandwich." -Brian makes the most bizzare jokes sometimes. -Brain collects guns, when you want to hear about his collection, he gets excited and probably wont shut up about the damn things for AWHILE. -Baby, babe, honey, sweetie and love are his go to nicknames for you. He has joke nicknames for you too like dickface or asshat but only uses it when he's joking. -Brian can get pretty serious sometimes when it comes to his job so please, if he's working him, don't bug him. -Prioritises time to be with you and makes time to be with you for a few hours. -He likes squish. He likes when a person is a little chubby. Mean's Brian has more of you to hold onto. -Gets pissed off when you act like stewie and pretend he's brian the dog. Like he genuinely hates it. -Loves when you wear his hoodie, and if you ask him to wear it again, he will. -Lost of long night drives, jamming out to random music and watching the stars.
Toby Rogers -He didn't get much attention as a kid, so be expected to have a very clingy boyfriend. -Don't underestimate his strength, he's seriously a strong guy. -When you notice his hands are starting to get big sores, he will breakdown and tell you he had another nightmare of his father... So he'll ask you to bandage his hands. -Hand holding, cuddling and literally and form of physical affection. -Toby has echolalia, he repeats the phrase "I love you" a lot, but he does it with the biggest fucking smile, makes your heart MELT. -Toby dosen't have corprolalia. He just swears like a sailor. -Coming back from a mission, he goes for the booze, he drinks a lot of it to forget literally everything of the mission. AKA his tics can get a little aggressive, he punches himself, throws stuff around the room, has occasionally punched or slapped you a few times. -When Toby has a PTSD panic attack, he becomes non-verbal for a long time and just abuses himself relentlessly because he cant feel shit. He has a mental collapse for a few days, and as a result, Tim and Brian let him take a break from missions, letting Jeff fill in for Toby. -Toby needs a lot of panic attack aftercare. He usually needs to be wrapped up in his bandages and lots of cuddles, kisses and care. -"Y/N- could we-could we please cuddle? I want some care... please." -He loves nicknames like baby boy, pumpkin and Tobs. He loves calling you Babydoll, honey, and babes. -Please don't take his hoodie or face mask, sometimes his only comfort is those things when he feels he can't come to you. -Emotional guy.
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anotherkindofmindpod · 6 months
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I think you guys need to make a special tweet for the segment where you explain how Lewisohn literally edits (disingenuously, without parenthesis) out the part in John’s statement about Jim’s physical abuse. Because, wow: that’s a game-changer. That he felt comfortable doing so is beyond the pale. I can’t even express how it makes me feel, entirely, but I think it taps into that wrong place in everyone who’s experienced abuse. It’s infuriating, actually.
Thanks, Anon. We agree- it's infuriating! Here's the section from the transcript of the episode: ---
Daphne: He writes on page 33: It was all irresistibly magnetic. But Paul's predicament never changed: his dad didn't approve. This wasn't going to stop him, but he loved his dad and valued his own good reputation too much to openly rebel like John. It made John mad, and all the more determined to be the troublemaker Jim said he was.
Phoebe: Lewisohn then quotes John from the 1971 St. Regis interview the source of which, by the way, is given in a footnote not in the text. He quotes John as saying, Paul always wanted the home life. He liked it with daddy and the brother, and obviously missed his mother. And his dad was the whole thing. Just simple things like he wouldn't go against his dad and wear drainpipe trousers. He treated Paul like a child all the time, cut his hair and telling him what to wear at 17, 18. I was always saying 'don't take that shit off him.' I was brought up by a woman so maybe it was different. But I wouldn't let the old man treat me like that. 
Okay, the problem with this is that Lewisohn omits, with no ellipses, what we believe is a vitally important line from this classic Lennon rant. John does say the thing about drainpipe trousers, but then he adds this: 
And I was always saying, face up to your dad, tell him to fuck off! He can't hit you. You can kill him! He's an old man. I used to say 'don't take that shit off of him!' Because I was always brought up by a woman. So maybe it was different. But I wouldn't let the old man treat me like that.
Daphne: So he omits the part about John mentioning Jim hitting Paul.
--- As I mentioned in the episode, Lewisohn using John's quote to frame John as being "mad" at Paul for being weak and image-conscious is not the best judgment (are we 1000% certain John is mad at Paul here rather than Jim?) and, given what we know about Jim's abuse, in especially poor taste. The full conversation can be head HERE
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mythserene · 2 months
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Have you ever even read Hunter Davies’ John Lennon-Julia's death section? Because if you haven't you're missing out.
(And perhaps not having enough compassion when judging subsequent biographers.)
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“Twitchy” alone is catnip. (Full text at bottom.)
“spoke the same language, liked the same things, hated the same sort of people.”
“hated the same sort of people” **chef's kiss of all chef's kisses**
This line is one of many that makes me trust Davies’ picture of his subjects. I recognize these guys in his words. Every one of them. Davies’ access is undervalued on that score, because the picture he painted of the humans he witnessed has been confirmed over the years. That's John Lennon. That's the John Lennon we got to know after they broke up, so sanitized or not, we still recognize him. Davies’ characterizations were proven meticulous and exact, and that makes me trust him with the other people we didn't see as much. (Like, “one of nature's ravers,” Louise Harrison.)
“Twitchy took it worse than me. Then he said, ‘Who's going to look after the kids?’ And I hated him. Bloody selfishness.”
“And I hated him. Bloody selfishness.” That line. And he's talking about a guy named TWITCHY. Fuck me, I surrender.
“We'd caught up so much, me and Julia, in just a few years. We could communicate. We got on. She was great. I thought, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it. That's really fucked everything. I've no responsibilities to anyone now.”
Are words even necessary? That's Oscar-stealing screenwriting. A work of art. (And the very next word in the quote is “Twitchy.” I mean.)
“I refused to go in and see her. But Twitchy did. He broke down.”
The perfect final line to a masterpiece that has been sucking biographers in since publication.
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Hunter Davies • The Beatles
p48 Julia, John's mother, whom he was spending more and more time with, still approved of the life he was leading. She had now almost taken over from Mimi in his life. He relied on her, because she spoke the same language, liked the same things, hated the same sort of people. “I was staying with Julia and Twitchy this weekend,” says John. “We were sitting waiting for her to come home, Twitchy and me, wondering why she was so late. The copper came to the door, to tell us about the accident. It was just like it's supposed to be, the way it is in the films. Asking if I was her son, and all that. Then he told us, and we both went white. It was the worst ever thing that happened to me. We'd caught up so much, me and Julia, in just a few years. We could communicate. We got on. She was great. I thought, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it. That's really fucked everything. I've no responsibilities to anyone now. “Twitchy took it worse than me. Then he said, ‘Who's going to look after the kids?’ And I hated him. Bloody selfishness. “We got a taxi over to Sefton General where she was lying dead. I didn't want to see her. I talked hysterically to the taxi driver all the way, just ranted on and on, the way you do, just babbled on. The taxi driver just grunted now and again. I refused to go in and see her. But Twitchy did. He broke down.”
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iheartjohnlennon · 5 months
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Hii!! Do you think you could write a John lennon x assistant reader that's an enemies to lovers?💕
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'You really got a hold on me'
London, '65
Word count: 846
Tags: Sexual Tension, Mild Smut, Developing Relationship
                   
In the recording studio, the late-night session had taken its deep toll on everyone, everyone except for assistant perhaps.
 
She had been whisking around happily since the early morning - papers in her hand, words in her mouth. A lot of words, all words to do with the boys. 
   
She busied herself with making tea for them before she left for the night. Paul and George lounged on the sofa, they exchanged tired smiles as they heard the kettle sound.
 
After moving gracefully out of the quaint back kitchen, she handed George a mug and gave his arm a rub.
 
"Here you are, George." 
 
"Cheers, love." He acknowledged, looking up for a second. 
 
Paul offered a warm smile when he took his tea. "You're a lifesaver," he added.
   
Now, when it came to John, there was a noticeable pause.
   
He sat in the corner of the room, an air of indifference about him, it intimidated her sometimes.
 
It was always like this between them since they had met, an underlying issue, not explainable. The others were good with her, and she was good with them.
   
John had always been a bit crude with her, nagging her. Nagging her way more than he did the other secretaries too.
   
She hesitated, glancing in his direction before deciding to skip him for the moment, well, she hadn't prepared a cup for him in the first place. 
   
Her decision wasn't lost on him, it pissed him right off. "Am I fucking invisible, then Y/N?" 
 
John snapped at her, a cold edge to his voice.
 
He put his guitar down, deciding his attention could now be focused on annoying her. 
 
She shot him a wry look and sighed before replying dryly. "Yes, John."
   
Paul and George exchanged glances, attempting to stifle their uncomfortable laughter as they took sips of their tea.
   
John wasn't one to back down, especially not to some assistant. She paced back and forth, his eyes followed her every step.
 
"Oh, right, I see. Everyone gets tea but me. Feeling the love, aren't I? Aren't I?" He challenged rudely.
 
She shrugged, feeling bored of his pre-rant.
   
"Well, it's not bloody rocket science, is it? Prepare tea for all of us or don't. That's what you're good at after all."
 
"What?" She asked angrily, hoping he didn't insinuate what she thought.
   
George and Paul exchanged knowing glances for the last time. With a shared understanding, they rose from their seats, leaving the room with a sense of practised nonchalance. The heavy door swung shut behind them, hopefully muffling out any more bickering. 
   
She sighed and retrieved a fag from her cardigan pocket. 
   
"Well, love, it seems it's just you and me now," he remarked, a mischievous glint in his eyes as he leaned against a nearby amplifier.
 
She shot him a sidelong glance, a mixture of scepticism and amusement in her expression. 
 
"Don't get any ideas, Lennon. I can handle myself just fine."
   
John raised an eyebrow, a sly smile forming on his lips. He walked towards her, becoming oddly close. 
   
"Oh, I'm sure you can, but where's the fun in that?"
 
He seemed to whisper. 
   
She rolled her eyes, and looked away from him, maintaining her composure. 
 
"You know, you're not as charming as you think you are."
 
She knew she was lying to herself. In spite of his frequent insults and rudeness, there was an air of eroticism in it, just an air.
   
John chuckled, unfazed by her retort.
 
"Well, lucky for you, I'm not here to charm. Just to keep you on your toes, y'know?" 
 
She sensed the sarcasm.
   
John seemed to be slowly closing the distance between them, their noses softly touching. 
   
His voice, low and teasing, sent shivers down her spine.
 
"You know, love, I can't decide if you're more of a nuisance or a temptation."
   
She was caught off guard by the sudden proximity, and his comment. 
 
Before she could respond, John closed the remaining gap, his lips roughly met hers in an unexpected kiss. The studio, once filled with the echoes of music, now carried the sounds of their smooches.
 
Their lips embraced and his tongue tasted her mouth, from the tip of her tongue to the back of her throat. Her back had pressed hard against the wall as his hands gripped his arms.
   
John pulled away from the heated kiss, just briefly.
 
His lips now traced a path along her neck, she exhaled softly and then let out a slow, breathy whisper. 
 
"John..."
 
Undeterred, he persisted, determined to leave a mark. 
   
She gently shoved him away, creating a small but deliberate distance between them. John leaned in for another kiss.
 
She chuckled, placing a hand on his chest to stop him. "No need to rush."
 
His lips hovered, a playful pout forming on his face. "I thought you liked a bit of excitement."
 
"Oh, I do, but let's savour the moment, shall we?" She said. 
   
John slipped his arms around her waist, pulling her closer. His hands squeezed her behind, and she gasped. 
 
"Savouring it just fine, love," he groaned.
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sanaxo-o · 3 months
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spread some love !
talk about your favourite mutuals and why you like them
I am only tagging the mutuals who I talk on a daily basis. I truly love, respect and look up to every single mutual of mine and I am really grateful to have them in my life because I don’t think I would have come this far without them :)
@o-onikix : Nara is literally my closest and dearest friend I could ask for. She literally knows everything about me, she is also someone who pays close attention to me and always remembers the littlest things I say. Like once we were talking and I mentioned about me liking butterscotch cake and a few days later when we were on call and I was eating a cake Nara went “Is that butterscotch cake?” Without even me having to tell her. It made me genuinely so happy because tbh she might be the only irl friend who pays so close attention to me and my well being. Not only that you will always see me running to her whenever I am in some kind of misery and she would always be there for me and listen to me. I still remember how I was there with Nara when we were talking about ghosts 😭. Poor baby was shaking 💀 but tbh…she’s cute like that haha. I love you so much Nara 🥺
@from-izzy : ironic how it’s about to be a year since I sent you that flirty text as our first conversation. Omg glad I got this ask now. So yesterday I had this huge argument and was upset but do you know what izz does? She call me to check on me to know if I am okay 🥺. Like that made me realise that I truly am surrounded by such lovable and caring people and that also especially someone like izzy knowing she was herself freaking out over her assignments yet she called me :( it made me want to cry (happy tears yall). And tbh even though me and izzy argue most of the time her silly stuff at the end of the day I always go to her knowing I cannot live a day without hearing her rant about uni. Mine and Izzy’s friendship cannot be described in one paragraph tbh 😭. Like we have way too many dynamics for that 😭. We can be flirting on one app, bickering on another and having a deep conversation on some whole another app. To sum it up, I trust izzy a loads and I always go to her when I have to talk about something :) love you 🥺
@winterchimez : my Als, mu Sabrina Carpenter enthusiasts, the one who bears my crazy ass 🥺. We literally bonded over Sabrina Carpenter and I love that for us. I always go to ally when I see something negative or just to talk about something I get stressed about and you know what fills my heart? She is always there for me. Despite everything she’s been going through, she still manages to have a talk with me and I admire her for that. Not only that she might be one of the strongest people out there for still doing what she’s doing despite the struggles. Me and ally are someone who would always be together (as she said, we’re Kyunyu) she’s also ig the third mutual I made on this app which is really important for me because it wasn’t easy for me at that time knowing my writing was always dark and it made me kind of reluctant on making friends, scared people might judge me but Ally just out here accepting me as her gremlin. (I will always send you Sangyeon stuff. Once you see this expect that Sangyeon video in your DMs mam). Love you despite all the stuff I pull up with hehe.
@strayed-quokka : me and Lenlen met just this year, in feb but we got insanely close so fast it’s crazy. If you are a moot of Lennon you can expect some adventures from her side which will always make you go “WHAT? HOW ARE YOU? EVERYTHING ALRIGHT??” Like no kidding. I used to also read her TBZ work (by that I mean that Sunwoo fic) before I became her moot and I still cannot accept the fact that we’re now moots 😭🥺. She has my heart and we’re married I believe. The one thing I always look forward to is “Good morning Sana” from lenlen which just makes me smile like a kid 🥺. Me and lenlen also have such chaotic moments together, she’s always up to something in the DMs tbh 😭. And when you see me and lenlen together expect some crazy flirtings from both sides haha cause it’s never gonna stop. I still admire how lenlen and @from-izzy were there for me when I was scared and hid myself in the washroom:( it made me feel so much more better and safer knowing they are there for me no matter what.
@mosviqu : despite me and Boo starting off on some..meh terms (it’s not my fault you thought I was bullying you 😐) we grew so close after that tbh 😭. Me and bar from talking about her Sunwoo fic to me making a doc of Eric fic which only she has the access to 🥺. The words are not enough, because there’s so much to talk about her, from her writing, to her sweet personality, to her chaotic energy which just explodes out of nowhere. She also never fails to amaze me with her choice of words sometimes…
@cloverdaisies : we haven’t talked talked lately because (fuck your job and uni. They’re taking you away from me 😭🥺) life happened but I look up to clo and her writing so much it’s unimaginable. I remember how I was fangirling about her to ally and ally going “oh she’s my mutual” and me not believing it until clo started following me which made me want to scream and die out of happiness + embarrassment because hello?? Your favourite author just followed you 😭. And now when it comes to clo…I don’t trust her (jk) but I love her. She is…she makes me question reality with what she says everytime 😐. But I will never forget how clo was there for me when I needed her the most. She was listening to me talk when I was scared and I was truly glad because there was someone who was there to listen to me.
@astrae4 : Gill is like my child who always gets herself in trouble 😐😭. We always simp, sob, cry and scream over the one and only Choi Chanhee but despite that she gives some of the great advices when you need it. And no I am not gonna play that restaurant game ever again child-
@quaissants : my gremlin, my pudding 🥰. I trouble her like…everyday which makes her want to kill me (enemies to lovers?-) but despite that she helps me a loads when it comes to writing 🥺. We mostly interact on the server but nowadays I talk with her in DMs too which I am grateful for <3
@itsbeeble : hmm…I love you but I won’t stop bullying you (I don’t even bully you. You just think I bully you and it’s just your mind playing games with you because it’s always filled with Eric and Sunwoo…) jk but because of her busy schedule we don’t get to talk much but whenever she comes back from her disappearance those days might be one of the best ones because I have fun with her and izzy. Hope you’re alright and healthy since you disappeared. Again.
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mr-animall · 3 months
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"Hidden in plain sight " 4/6
In the morning Justin woke up to a thumbing noise. He sat up then walked to his window to see a tried Louis. " I've found the solution" Louis shouted. Justin ran to put his shoes on and down the stairs he went. He went out the door to meet Louis. " How!???" He finally replied. " I did research on the warehouse and who it's previous owner was however the owner before did not leave traces of their identity, I decided to question the landlord of now, on him was old files about the previous owner and allowed me to search through them, it took a couple of hours till I recognized similar hand writing on a paper of agreement to rent the place, I searched for a name but it came down as a fake identity, I was told by the landlord that the previous landlord had cameras on his property, he told me how awful it is to record people, so he took them down but he still had the cameras in a box if i was interested, I went through all the footages to find the date of the agreement, I found a clear image of the mystery person and set the image in a search software and he appeared for a dui, his name is Lennon Alexander Lee. A lonely scientist who was in love with a male coworker but the man he loved was married with wife, from the pain he committed. I came to find out about the story when I researched his office to find a secret compartment under his desk, in a floor board, a letter of confession, addressed to his lover with initials at the bottom. I assume we read the love letter to his dead lover. Jordan Campbell is the name, no time for the details on how I found him. He is buried at a near by cemetery, I have the address for that as well." He said looking at Justin who had a look of shock on his face. "You-You found all that in one night??? Did you even sleep??? " Justin said in a concerning tone. " I rest when the spirit is out" Louis said in a serious tone. *Sigh* ... Louis... we will talk about this afterwards" Justin said. Louis nodded without even listening to what justin said because he had already began route to the cemetery.
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Once there the two boys aimlessly looked for the name, until justin said "over here I found it" Louis jogged over and stood besides Justin. The two boys stared at the old tombstone as it look at them back somewhat menacesingly. Louis snapped out of the trance and handed Justin the letter. Justin looked back at Louis as he gave him a reassuring look. He gluped and began to read it out. As he did he began glowing only when he finished did the glowing pour out of him, then faded. " Omg it worked" Justin said sighing in relief. " Good.." Louis replied having no energy. " I kinda feel bad for this dude" he said staring back at the letter in his hands. "Some things aren't meant to be" Louis said. "That sucks" he said frowning. Just then an idea popped in Justin's head. He began digging with his hands a small hole. " Justin..? Louis said walking over to him. " I think ghost guy would have wanted him to have it " he said covering the hole and patting down the dirt. " That's.. thoughtful" Louis said looking at Justin who smiled back him " nah it's not a big deal." There was a silence between the two before Justin stood up pointing at Louis "RIGHT, you can't just stay up all night and do these kinds of things, this is the last time you're doing this- "justin's voice faded leaving only louis admiring him. He never noticed on how generous and caring Justin was. He wanted to be around him more. Louis laughed a bit leaving Justin confused. " I promise to attempt" Louis said, justin continued to rant all the way to his home. Somehow the strange situation brought them close. The next few months the two hanged out more and more. Playing videos games, watching movies, exorcising ghosts. Even if it was simple small talk they did it together. However something changed, in Louis, there was a lingering knot in his stomach. Unsure he made it his mission to figure out the strange emotion that lingred in him when he was with Justin.
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windsorsetc · 2 years
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part of my undergrad was studying the fine line of courtly love between women in the british royal court in the 16th and 17th centuries and how it often was genuine sapphic love and not just a court game, but it was something tolerated and accepted as part of a woman's intimate circle because it was common knowledge that her marriage to a man was sanctioned and controlled. anyways i feel like there are some parallels between that and john and paul's relationship :)
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roxannepolice · 7 months
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Ok, listening to The bloody Bealtes' new song in 2023 made me emotional... I could rant forever about Now and Then being good (shocking?), but thinking about the process of its creation...
It was on the disc of Lennon's late compostions that Yoko Ono gave McCartney, Harrison and Starr where they got Free as a Bird and Real Love for the Anthology recordings, but they found the recrding of bad quality... And now Peter Jackson (yes, that Peter Jackson) helped them clean it to the point where they could match the lyrics with the piano and McCartney and Starr could write their own parts, mixing Harrison's old guitar part in!!! There's nothing generated or artificial about it, just taking beautiful music and letting it shine!
Just... THIS IS WHAT AI CAN DO FOR ART!!! Not make it so people can no longer put effort into creation, or no longer ask more talented and trained people to make their visions true, let alone let big corps make less known actors reduntant, or ever bring dead people back to life, they have never fully died in the deep sense that bloody Horace called ages ago! What it can, what is should do is help people undust jewels lost to history so they can let their beauty and creativity of the living shine!
No, please, Nirvana, don't ai generate Cobain's voice, take his unrecorded songs, and show their beauty with what living people can do...
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