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Hyria is so fascinating to me… Like, she's the best friend of THE Lady Irene. As in the original one. She wasn't even reincarnated because really she spent SO. MANY. minutes of her life in the Irene dimension, pleading, begging her best friend to not basically kill herself.
(Most likely one of her last friends left, with Irene leaving there was no hope for her.)
Hyria spent so long in there that when she came back the trees in her sacred forest were hundreds of years old, that everyone she knew was dead. And for what? For a friend who couldn't even change her mind? For friend who instead would be living on in a new form, unaware of all the significance she had to the world.
So she settles, in the maybe 20-30 years she spends out the human world, Hyria gives birth to child along the way. She was there for that child so infrequently, but so often enough for Lucinda to know she had a mother (more importantly, that she could always be found) .
More than that, she would have even had to learn a whole new language of the world to stay there, to live on for Irene's sake.
She had to know and learn enough of a culture that she didn't grow up in, that constantly deifies and overlooks ALL of her friends, so she didn't stick out. so she would have the information she needed to roam the world as she wanted (how little she did).
And then. And then she returns forest. The forest that grew in her absence, who still loves her the same, who's seeds were hand sown by her, thousands of years ago and full of hope. Hyria has enough of a heart to let her daughter find her way in, but never for anyone else to find a way out.
(except for one. one lonely heart who's the brother of the new Esmund, shiny and new as a shadow in the dirt, in that second she saw him, Hyria knew he was the one)
#tw: mention of suicide#note: languages don't stay the same over the years#eg. shakespearan & current era english#a lot of these are guesses because the series wasnt even finished with the lore but i think its pretty realistic with where it was going#note that this is partly fanfiction because i havent rewatched mcd in a few months#aphmau#a lot of this is me being dramatic tho#aphmau minecraft diaries#mcd#aphverse#aphmau mcd#long post#kind of anyways#aphblr#mcyt#hyria mcd#vylad mcd#vylad ro'meave#lucinda mcd#lucinda aphmau#my post#character study#divine warriors#esmund the protector#irene the matron
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My younger brother decided that he was going to watch Young Royals with me… but he decided that while I was in the middle of an episode during season 2😂
His main thoughts are that Felice is amazing and that Simon/Omar is the most beautiful person he’s ever seen. He says he might watch it on his own if I like season 3 (which I’m certain I will)
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I had some stomach issues. No emeto but still worth a share.
Last Friday night I drank quite a bit, more than normal. I didn't intend to drink so much, but it just happened. I thought I'd have a cocktail or two to help inspire me (I'd been struggling with some writing and was frustrated at my lack of progress) and I had way more than I intended.
Around 10pm, I was outside sitting on my bench swing while drunkenly mumbling to myself, then I abruptly laid down on my porch and fell asleep there. The neighbors thought I fell so they came to check on me, I assured them I was fine and thanked them. Later I went inside, passed out again (on my back this time, which would've been reeeeally bad if I'd gotten sick), woke up around 2:30am, brushed my teeth and slept for a few more hours.
I awoke at 6am expecting to feel like death, but strangely I didn't. My head hurt a bit and I was fatigued but I expected worse.
While I didn't drink enough to throw up, I did irritate my stomach lining. Last Saturday and Sunday I felt full, bloated, burpy and had no appetite. I had to force myself to eat, which is extremely unusual for me. My stomach was gurgling a lot and I had to poop a lot too. It wasn't quite diarrhea but it wasn't normal either. Monday my appetite came back but my stomach was still audibly gurgling and I had to poop frequently.
I'm all better now. Even though I didn't throw up, maybe you guys will enjoy my story anyways.
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It’s been awhile...
This will be quite the read, so I’ll keep it all under the cut, with a slight trigger warning. I am talking about my personal life and what I’ve been dealing with. Thank you for being understanding and taking the time to read this post. I love you all. ♡
✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧
I know none of you were probably expecting this. I mean, to be completely honest, I wasn’t expecting this either. However, after still getting many messages in my inbox and love on the content I’ve posted, even though I haven’t been around in... roughly two plus years, I wanted to make a post/announcement for everyone. This is to kind of explain what’s been going on in my life and what my plans are for this blog. Thank you all so much for the continued love and support during my absence.
So, to start off. Why have I been gone so long? Well, that’s a very, very long story that involves a lot of trauma and my personal life, so I’ll keep it as brief as possible. I dealt with a string of abusive relationships, many different jobs, moving several times (and by “several times”, I mean that I moved about 7 or 8 times within a year, including between different states), losing friends, trying to better my health, re-discover who I am, and so much more...
I’m not going to get into the details of my relationships or anything like that, but I would like to briefly talk about my health. I’ve finally gotten the chance to see doctors to get confirmed diagnoses, rather than simply wonder if I have something or not. As of right now, besides the mental illnesses I was already well aware of, I had a diagnosis that confirmed I have rheumatoid arthritis, or RA for short. For those of you that don’t know, it’s an autoimmune disease. I’ll post a link that will give you guys basic info about it so I don’t make this post even longer than it needs to be. To put it into simple terms, however, it’s a chronic autoimmune disease that mostly affects joints. RA occurs when the immune system, which normally helps protect the body from infection and disease, attacks its own tissues. The disease causes pain, swelling, stiffness, and loss of function in joints. Having a diagnosis is relieving but it’s also added a lot of stress to my life. I also have had 2 cancer scares now. The first scare (my lungs), which I got testing for, was clear. But now, on my second one (my thyroid), not so much. I have to wait a year to get retested to make sure nothing has gotten worse. It’s a lot, I know, but something I wanted to open up to you guys about.
Link: https://www.niams.nih.gov/health-topics/rheumatoid-arthritis#:~:text=Rheumatoid%20arthritis%20(RA)%20is%20a,loss%20of%20function%20in%20joints.
I also wanted to take the chance to reintroduce myself. I was still me before, but a lot of things about me were the choices of controlling ex’s, and not my own. So, hey there. My name is Stormi. I’m a 24 year old who is non-binary, born female, with no preference to pronouns. You can refer to me however you’d like, and I’ll be happy regardless. I enjoy listening to music, drawing, reading, writing, making crafts, playing video games, watching videos on YouTube, playing Dungeons & Dragons and so much more. It’s hard to encapsulate the person that I truly am over a post, but I still want to give you guys a little bit of an insight into who I truly am.
As for my plans on this blog... I’m not quite sure. I want to start writing and posting again, I do. But my health complicates that a bit. I think I will, but I won’t take it quite as seriously. What I mean by that is not that I won’t care, but I won’t be stressing myself out with it as much as I used to. I think I’m going to delete every single ask that I have in my inbox, re-work my character masterlist and a few other things and let you guys know when requests are open. When that happens, please feel free to request! Just be patient and give me some time to get to them. Also, in regards to NSFW content, I think the only thing I’m going to be accepting is probably headcanons. Don’t get me wrong, I like my smut just as much as the next person, but it’s really difficult for me to write it at times. I also worry that everything will end up being too similar.
Anyways, if you made it through this entire post, then thank you so much. It really means a lot to me. You all have been wonderful to me over the years, and I hope you all are excited about my gentle return to the world of tumblr. Even if you guys don’t have any requests, feel free to get into my inbox just to talk. As I’ve said before, my blog is a safe space for everyone. Thank you, I love you all :) ♡
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Unfriendly First Meetings
Okay so today I posted the /actual/ whump fic for the Many Follies of Mortal Existence for Twilight, but this is the one I had pre-written but ended up trashing because I didn't like it -reasons completely unknown- and couldn't stand to make myself fix it so I /did/ like it.
Instead, I'm throwing on here in all its unfinished misery, so that it isn't a complete waste of my time.
So here it is: Jaws that Bite
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Summary:
Twilight meets the Chain.
It’s just too bad he was scoping these armed strangers out in his wolf form, and that several of the heroes have lupine enemies that they’re all too accustomed to killing without hesitation.
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When Link came across the group of armed hylians as he was burning off some excess energy in the woods he immediately began following them, suspicious of them and their weapons and the way they seemed comfortable and accustomed to a wandering life, lost but clearly unconcerned by it.
He’d seen it often enough, even with the kingdom on the mend after Ganon’s defeat: brigands, taking advantage of the still unorganized army and weakened forces of the crown, attention focused on settling matters in Castletown before it could be turned farther out. They seemed to be trying to decide which way to go before settling on south.
Ordon lay that way, and with so many armed raiders the village wouldn’t stand a chance of escaping without casualties. That said, eight was a bit many for even Hylia’s hero to take on at once, especially with two kids involved that he wouldn’t want to risk hurting. When the group settled down and sent three out into the woods, he had his chance at last.
Link crept closer, trying to get a better read on them before he shifted and tried to talk the duo down before resorting to violence, though he doubted they’d listen. They never listened, it seemed.
Too close, maybe.
He’d made not a sound to give himself away, and yet he was forced to lep back as an arrow sang through the air from the trees behind him, a third hylian stepping into view with another arrow settling on his bowstrings, his scent was near untraceable: forest-y and natural and most importantly, downwind.
The archer lets out a warning whistle, and just like that the whole group’s attention snaps their way.
Retreat would be the better option, wiser, but-
There was only so much distance left before they hit Ordon, and who knew if they’d split up again knowing a wolf was on the loose. This would be his best chance at wiping them out, and that thought was all he needed to growl and duck behind a tree, determined to take out the archer first. He was already alone, and arrows would be a pain to deal with when he’s trying to take down the other two. He darts out the other side and lets the next arrow trace a line of pain down his side with a yelp of pain in favor of maintaining his forward momentum, slamming the slender hylian into a tree with a snap of bone, grabbing the bow as he does so and severing the string with his teeth. He skipped back just in time to avoid a blind swipe of a sword, the other gasping for the breath Link’s full-grown wolf form had knocked right out of him.
The one in red is on him before he can follow up on the openings of the injured archer, and it's surprisingly all Link can do to avoid the vicious stabs and looping swipes of the other, the swordwork at play much better than he’d have expected of common raiders.
Zelda had said that they had more desertions than usual though, and none knew better than the knights and soldiers just how ripe the kingdom was at the moment for highwaymen and their ilk. He snarled at the deserter, and in a move faster than any mere wolf could accomplish leapt forward, swiping aside the shield and burying his teeth in the bare knee before him. He nearly missed as the other almost dodge out of the way, snagging more of the calf than intended before the shield was brought back down upon him and he let go with a single vicious wrench of his head.
Another one out of the fight, hopefully- the grim face had done nothing to hide the youth of this fighter either, to his dismay. He was loath to kill them, but if they weren’t retreating from a wolf he doubted they’d surrender to a single hylian, either. Rolling his shoulder where the edge of the shield had buried in it, he paced around them, looping the last hylian as he took up a defensive stance by the red garbed one.
“Definitely infected,” he gritted out as he staunched the bleeding leg, glaring at Link viciously. “Fast fucker- good thing there’s only one.”
“Don’t jinx it, goddess above, Legend,” the armored one said irately, his single eye fixed on Link. Behind him the archer was getting to his feet as well, though clearly dazed based on the way he was leaning heavily on the tree.
Link wasted no time; he sprinted in a zig zag towards the eldest hylian; with a sword so big he’d never catch-
The blade caught him across the ribs, the only thing that saved his life was the quick twist that let it catch upon bone rather than gutting him any deeper. He rolled back up onto his feet, wobbly but alive, though a low whimper escaped him as blood began to pour in a sheet from the long, deep cut.
The armored raider stepped forward, face empty of emotion, eye pitiless as he flicked that massive blade with terrifying ease.
Link had made a terrible mistake, it seemed. If he was lucky, he’d survive it yet, though. The hylian brought the sword down in a diagonal strike, and Link followed the momentum of the blade, looping back and around the other in a bid to escape and warn the village, to burn the bridge down if that’s what it took to keep these swords from spilling his family’s blood.
An arrow buried itself in his shoulder with a blast of lightning that sent him reeling and convulsing, blinking awake upon the ground and rolling to his feet with barely enough time to tackle the legs out from under the armored hylian as he raised his sword to end Link’s life. It was utterly graceless, leaving them both tangled and sprawling, his claws scrabbling harmlessly over the other’s armor as he pulled himself free in a limping run.
He can make it, even if he can see the archer drawing another arrow -where did he get a second bow from?- and sighting him.
There’s the hum of a blade whistling towards him, broken by a chime and a scream as the sword arcing in from an unseen caped hylian behind the tree went completely awry, missing him cleanly as he tried to dodge away. Link’s arrow-pierced shoulder refuses to bend that way under his weight with a shaft lodged in the joint, though, and with a shriek of pain his leg snags on itself and he tumbles head over heels to the ground, all too aware suddenly of how many raiders have him surrounded at this point, all around him with their swords out and their faces void of compassion, determined to see him die.
“Legend, wait!” He hears through the agony in his shoulder and his own grim panic, his head turning just in time to see the incoming blast of ice without being able to do a single thing to stop it. A sheet of cold immediately sinks deep across his torso, leaving him thoroughly immobile, trapped with ice coating both forelegs and his entire body from hip to neck.
Link can’t shift like this, not unless he wants to risk crushing something important if the magical ice proves stronger than his bones. He snaps helplessly as they draw in, concerned for their injured friends, directing far more attention towards threatening their wounds than the now incapacitated wolf in their midst.
Link twists his head, teeth scratching harmlessly from the ice, twisting immediately to snap at the scarfed hylian walking a circle around him with a naked blade, moving away from his jaws to his unprotected hind legs. I
No, he won’t die like this, he can’t leave his family and friends to face these men without warning!
“Shit,” the scarfed hylian winces, sheathing his blade as the caped raider joins his side, holding a glowing sword tenderly in his hands, face tight with pain and remorse.
Oh fantastic; at least he’d feel bad about killing a wolf. That’s more than Link usually got, to be honest, and it had to come from a brigand. Speaking of, the kid who most looked the part was leaning in as close as he could before the scarfed hylian snagged his arm and pulled him well away from Link’s warning snarls, though he couldn’t bring himself to snap at the kid.
“Oh, we fucked up,” he said, hissing between his teeth.
The white caped hylian crouched down on his heels before the wolf, laying the sword to the side and revealing badly burned palms as he lifted them in a show of harmlessness.
“Hi Link,” he said, causing the hero to immediately still and go silent. “I… think we owe you some apologies.”
And that? That almost sounded like he might just get out of this alive yet.
#The Many Follies Of Mortal Existance Series#LU fic#Ugh#Kind of anyways#edited the name#because an update email just let me know exactly where the title idea came from#stupid brain remember your SOURCE MATERIAL NEXT TIME
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Been thinking about Bendy and redoing my self insert for it, and I think I have a neat idea cause of some funky stuff that happened in Dark Revival (everything else will be under read more to avoid spoilering folks)
Actually rq lemme ramble about something else. There's a new female butcher gang member, a ghost girl if I remember correctly, and she has a physical form and everything despite seemingly not being used at all. It kinda makes me want to make Amber a concept character, though not really canon show wise.
Anywho studio Amber
I had the idea that Amber would have the nickname "Mama Wolf," as her whole thing would be trying to protect the Boris clones all around the studio. I came up with a little story where when she first emerged from the puddles, she accidentally ran into a Boris who took care of her and helped her get used to this scary new world.
Then, through some unfortunate circumstances, Boris ends up sacrificing himself for Amber and gets killed. She later met another clone and soon learned there were many wolves around. So, like the first Boris she was with, she became a protector. She'd help them with food or shelter, even weapons if she could. It earned her the nickname "Mama Wolf" by some.
I even thought that maybe she's the reason Tom was alive. Perhaps Tom went toe to toe with the ink demon or Alice, but Amber would distract them and even at one point, take a hit for him (resulting in an injured eye).
I've also been wondering about the differences between Ink Machine and Dark Revival. I had a thought of Amber being with Boris and Henry during chapter 3, getting badly hurt in the elevator crash to the point in chapter 4 she'd simply sit next to the haunted house ride, in too much pain to do much of anything. She'd even die just before Henry gets on the ride, though I'm still workshopping it.
For Dark Revival, I was thinking that maybe she'd be alive, perhaps even run into Audrey herself. After Allison of course. She could even show up at the end with everyone else. I honestly wonder how her and Allison would get along, since it seems Allison cares somewhat for Alice while Amber would absolutely hate her, for obvious reasons
#lexi rambles#lex worldbuilding#kind of anyways#amber the dog#friendly little wolf#demonic angel#Allison counts imo lol
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it’s a shame how much i enjoy aliens and speculative biology of said aliens because i have to constantly slap my brain around to remind it that for THIS particular story it’s not exactly necessary information nor does it progress the plot
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White people are miserable, racist losers period. They’ve even been getting mad at Japanese people for correcting them about Yasuke as well.
#rambling#seen wp go ‘they’re mismembering their history is all-‘#as if they’d know more than the actual Japanese people#comments on ever post about yasuke are full of racist wp arguing with Japanese ppl and telling them that yasuke was a ‘nobody slave’#while Japanese ppl are just like ‘well anyway-‘ on their asses it’s kind of embarrassing#the guy is literally an historical figure bro#how are you mad that everyone from a country that you have such an unhealthy interest in isn’t as racist as you are??? that’s what it’s#giving#I’m sure there are lots of Japanese ppl being racist af too#since antiblackness is global and everyone has a problem with black people simply existing but#they hate us too but 😭#it’s just#expect full blown kkk bullshit as soon as a black character pokes their head out from around the curtain#antiblackness#I see white ppl cry about yasuke every other month man#or at least once a year on Twitter
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you guys need to be normal about people who don't like penetration. people who don't get hard easily. people who finish quickly. people who participate in kink without having sex. people who don't like being touched. people who don't like giving head. people who only like penetration. people who (almost) always squirt. people who take a long time to cum. people who have a hard time getting wet. people who don't talk during sex or anything else that is not part of the way you think people or bodies should behave during sex
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love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking
#yes i want things to be free like ??? that is not a weird desire#'but but it costs money to keep up' ok and? how is that my problem#the government has plenty of murder dollars they could reallocate a few to make internet services universal if they wanted#also these companies were perfectly capable of supporting themselves before the internet got drowned with ads so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#edit: muting notifs on this post bc new additions have kind of petered out#so no one feel bad about adding something someone else has said‚ it is not bothering me im just trying to keep my#notifs page cleanish lol#also since i saw some people are being redirected to read my tags: firstly hiiiiii this is a special secret message for you:3#secondly i have learned since making this that the reason they were able to support themselves previously was because#of investors bankrolling everything#and theyre now finally realizing that theyre never going to actually make a profit and arent as willing to invest#however thats just a minor correction and doesnt change my overall point#once again. so many murder dollars#so thats why im just adding it here in the tags rather than making an actual correction#anyways . love yall 💕#origibberish#bigger gibbers
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why should palestinians have to leave behind their land because israel wont stop killing them. why should anyone have to leave behind their life and memories and sentimental value just because an aggressor is left unchallenged. please think this sentiment through and delete it from your thoughts. instead of blaming an oppressed people for living in a hostile land, ask who is making that land hostile to live in.
#this is vaguely worded except the first part because ive seen thsi sentiment time and time again#when the trans genocide began everyoen started blaming trans peopel for living in florida isntead of the people making it unlivable#every timw a cop kills a person of color everyones told to just move somewehre w better cops (doesnt exist) >#< rather rhan examine who gave the cops such pwoer and what use the cops are anyways#i know its rasier to blame the victims of this kind of thing. the oppressors deisgn it taht way and encourage that sentiment#but oleeeeeease im begging u. navajo peopel should not just give up their reservation bc it sucks. whyd the us put them there?
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guys I had this realization the other day that Redwall works really well for reading aloud, and kinda half-remembered something about the author reading to kids? So I looked it up to see if I had made a connection.
And it turns out, yes, actually, because he read aloud to kids at a school for the blind. But all the books they gave him to read were depressing. So he wrote Redwall, a story about heroism and courage and making it through struggles, and filled it with so many sensory, visual details so he could give them something better and I just-- that's so wholesome-- help
#my theory is that all good childrens books are written with LOVE#and he clearly loved these kids#anyway I got kind of emotional at that#as someone who read Redwall as a kid and was inspired to be brave#also I left this in my drafts for a while oops#but yeah I have feelings#redwall#brian jacques#reading#scribe rambles
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bring back zooterkins, the best 17th-century swear word
I don't normally do Just Characters Swearing, but. ...this kind of wrote itself and then wouldn't leave my head. it comes from both a piece of character-writing advice that has always stuck with me, and also my conviction that Leona is 1000% funnier as a character if his dialogue has to stay G-rated. let Kalim say fuck, but don't let Leona say bastard.
(I'm sorry)
#art#twisted wonderland#(sort of atemporally somewhere between episodes 6 and 7?)#(i - i wanted that lilia joke okay)#long post#tumblr went 'you can post up to 30 images now :)' and i was like well okay then#anyway once again i'm sorry#i'd say i don't know why i did this but actually it is because i wanted kalim to scandalize everyone#i tried to keep it...you know...tasteful. a tasteful amount of fucks.#hey remember how the framing premise for the original birthday interviews was that yuu worked for the school paper#because i have never forgotten. in my head they are still getting up to all kinds of wacky reporting hijinks.
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i dont think the sages are distinctly aware of everything their avatars are doing, but i imagine some things probably bleed through
#totk#loz#link#tulin#teba#saki#totk spoilers#(minor)#my art#my comics#this... started off rough and bad and got better as i went on. which is the opposite of what usually happens ?#anyways! the sign in links panel is “nice/clean”#it's supposed to be kind of flatter / more level but i couldnt draw it at that angle :pensive: hopefully it reads#n e ways i loooove tulin so have some silly fluff#(literally. lol)#sparks art
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Mother of Pearl
#artists on tumblr#seahorses are cute aren't they#how are we coping with the heat wave everyone?#i'm too busy having like three different kind of existential crises#to worry about it being too hot#hot girl summer more like nonstop anxiety summer#pondering the fact that nothing is permanent#can't rely on anything to last#life is just#drifting in a sea of uncertainty#but anyway#happy pride month#be gay#eat ice cream#don't think about your mortality
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yknow i dont go here but sometimes i gotta go: seriously respect clowns. they have the worst pop culture representation in the world and also the best most thorough honor code. they're just here to be silly little guys who bring joy and are very conscientious about doing so responsibly. let them to their merriment in peace you dont hafta take potshots. i dont go here but like maybe i should, you all seem super chill
#my posts#im mad bc i saw a clown knight adoptable which fascinated me as a concept and then someone bought him and made him evil :(#thats so. boring. its SO BORING IM SORRY THERES A COOL CONCEPT IN THERE BUT THATS THE BORING WAY#maybe ill make my OWN oath of clowning paladin someday#...wait that's actually GOTTA be a dnd subclass somebody's made at some point#anyway also the occasional YouTuber taking potshots and being mean like you dont need to do that theyre just minding their own business :(#we should all strive to be sillier and weirder and more kind forever
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