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kanerallels · 11 months

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Don't mind me just kriffing SOBBING over our blueberry boy speaking onscreen for the first time in OVER FIVE YEARS

#I AM LEGIT SO EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW #AND HERA!!! SHE'S HERE!! TRYING TO PREVENT WARS AGAIN #i would like to see the broccoli boy next though thank you #AND SABINE #honestly i'm pretty okay with her potentially being force sensitive mainly cause she is in one of my favorite fan fics #mainly i'm just dying over the kanan parallels #and 'once a rebel always a rebel'#and HERA #and EZRA #and SABINE USING EZRA'S LIGHTSABER OH MY STARS #AND JUST ALL OF IT OKAY I'M LOSING MY MIND #star wars rebels #swr #ezra bridger

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ghoulishcreep · 10 days

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a little joint before bed hehe x (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ

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coffee-bat · 6 months

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i hate to say this but i need comfort rn

#i saw one (1) mention of tumblr being a 'dying site' while scrolling before bed and now i feel legit sick from anxiety #its this 'i dont THINK anythings happening rn but i still feel like i just underwent severe trauma' feeling #probably bpd-specific i dont think thats normal. but i feel nauseous.#but #i dont think anytning new happened tumblr-wise lately right? like aside from them focusing more on managing it and less on-#-pointless additions #did i miss something?#or is it just that one person's pessimism #if. if nothings currently happening. can someone please tell me it'll be okay.#im sorry i genuiely cant sleep or calm down i feel like im gonna throw up i need someone to give me facts and logic im sorry #vent #ramble

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savage-rhi · 7 months

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#my brain is being a dumb horse again #pre-con anxiety is legit like post-con depression #i haven't done this since the plague #feels new all over again #okay dumb horse repeat after me #im gonna have a good time #im gonna experience new things #im gonna see a lot of people that have missed me #im gonna meet new people #I'm gonna network #I'm gonna be silly and not be ashamed #im gonna raid all the delicious food and drink #im gonna rock both my cosplays #we aren't dying theres no need for existential dread right now and there's plenty of future cons and experiences we will have #before we shuttle off this mortal coil #itll be okay #no panic attacks in the club tonight pls

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katyahina · 1 year

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Paleblood Hunter could be Laurence’s reincarnation?

Or how things look different if you use cut content!

I received an ask from @marchioness-of-the-flowers-blog on my other blog that made me dive into a small bit of cute dialogue.. and then dive into an ABYSS of potential because I am unhinged fdshfhd Okay, so I presumed that you was referring to this cut dialogue:

There are different ways to go about it, yeah! The simplest way to interpret it is him 'speaking with a person that isn't here' thing - so he doesn't really call US Laurence, but just clings to the memory of him. Like, you know, same vein as the guy accomplishing something and casting arms to the sky all like 'Father I did this, do you see???' meanwhile 'father' is many years ago dead. You get the point!

But, heck, the version that he does start to confuse us for Laurence (whether because of going insane, or us looking similar, or both) is more interesting! I doubt that intention was within appearance because Souls-like games feature custom playable character in their trademark style! Sekiro is more 'a From's game' than it is 'a Souls-like game' after all. So it is probably Gehrman's mind just falling apart!

However, there is another possibility. It could be that the paleblood hunter is a reincarnation of Laurence, or at least was intended to be such in beta version!

We can conclude that the Paleblood Hunter arrived in Yharnam already being aware of 'paleblood' - and even of the risk of losing their memory after blood transfusion! The bit about the very first note being written in your own handwriting is lost in translation so as always I am using excerpts from the lifesaving Last Protagonist's document ( x ).

Also, interestingly, with the context it seems like the Hunter chosen to arrive in the hood intentionally - as if knowing in advance that Yharnam would be hostile to foreigners from somewhere already. For one reason or another, Hunter was informed of what to expect and what they were looking for - be it some divine omens, dreams, them reading about it somewhere, some other character informing them, etc. Arriving in the city to potentially seek the red moon deity behind the Hunt and the Dream is... already very interesting. And very risky task because as gameplay choices show us - without memory it is easy to fail the quest. Not enough cords, not choosing to fight Gehrman...

But also, a detail often missed is that Paleblood Hunter is already not as simple! Here is the invitation in Cainhurst that you can find after imposter doctor invades Iosefka's clinic and takes her place, if you sneak from the secret cave through the woods. It is found in the exact same room where you start the game and where that first note about 'Seek paleblood to transcend the hunt' is!

Easily, she brought it! She, or Iosefka herself right after we left the room - they are most likely twins because devs aren't even subtle about them looking the same.

I talked more about the theory of Laurence having roots in Cainhurst in this ( x ) post, but the key point - a portrait on the Cainhurst has both gold pendant and a necklace Church Servants wear. Can't imagine a more FAT hint, haha. Laurence was the one responsible for creating Hunter's Dream and associating with the paleblood / moon presence, and in that cut dialogue with Gehrman you see he mentions - "The way we've always said we'd end it, you recall".

So, perhaps Laurence could vaguely (or fully) predict what was to come - his impending early death included. Iosefka and the imposter are both in the Healing Church (and very likely both with Cainhurst roots as well - don't forget that Imposter Doctor can prepare the Numbing Mists that are "secret recipe from Cainhurst" and comments on us having scent 'of the moon' - with the only other character saying the same being Annalise). It is a possibility he entrusted one or both of them with the letter. Maybe name of Paleblood Hunter was known many years prior, or maybe they were instructed to write the invitation as soon as they spot a suspicious person seeking paleblood without being a Yharnamite... because that person WILL be important.

Alternatively - maybe the note written in Hunter’s handwriting was not written BY them, but their handwriting matches Laurence’s, so it seems like their! And the note was by Laurence as he knew where the future self would awaken. Then, maybe rather than one of the doctors bringing Cainhurst invitation, it was something along the lines of imposter Iosefka just fumbling around the place, finding this letter tucked somewhere and discarding it - letter he left? And maybe the reason him being reborn was apparent because of strange Cainhurst heritage transcending death as concept - or him having one favour from the Moon Presece for giving her a surrogate child (old man)? There are so many interpretations that choosing only one is already a hassle!

Laurence also lays idly as a beast, yet for some reason his human skull happens to exist in the Nightmare realm, but can't return his memories. So like... If you follow the reincarnation idea - would not that explain why his reaction upon receiving the skull he so desperately wanted is to turn hostile and attack us? Yeah, in the final game most likely he goes erratic when it doesn't help. But if it just so happens that Laurence is full beast, without any 'human but corrupted' sentiment left to him... would not that make sense why he attacks us? Because his actual soul is within HUNTER and now he realizes, and the way to actually return THE Laurence is to kill and consume the hunter.

And on the brink of the end of the night of the hunt, Gehrman just knows. He just can sense that even reborn as new person - this is merely Laurence's next reincarnation, and speaks hoping this part within the Hunter just... understands.

How is this interpretation?

Yeah, this is possible that it is a bit of a stretch, but that would explain some things. Especially the mystery of Cainhurst invitation and why the hunter specifically arrives to solve mystery of paleblood. Such a long time passed that Laurence found Gehrman again as a reincarnation - but he still arrived to at least free him.

Heh... worth a notice that in the cut dialogue, Gehrman sounds like the burning of the Hunter's Dream will destroy it for good, as opposed to the actual game where it seems to be merely a reset. Anyway, thank you for the ask, this was really fun to think about!

#bloodborne #laurence the first vicar #paleblood hunter #good hunter #bloodborne theory #not art #text post #i originally wanted to answer ask as normal but the post ended up diving far so i decided to make a legit post #pretty sure tumblr will eat mention notif and this user won't know i answered fdsjfhdsfd #tumblr am i right??????#honestly this is really interesting #i like the version about moon giving him a favor of one extra life in case he perishes fast (which he did)#hmmmmm gameplay-less au where the beast does manage to swallow his soul back and recovers himself as laurence?#(before going insane from guilt of remembering his atrocities and dying again but from dread and shock now)#bloodborne is a happy game that makes me relaxed and not depressed at all!!!! :D #holy shit imagine micolash if he realizes he was trying to mess with laurence #reminds me of that time when touka from magia record remembered who iroha was and realized she tried to kill her sister #okay this is canon now #/hs

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mrburnsnuclearpussy · 4 months

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I’m making myself feel sick by getting sad about Carson

#no one cares about Carson #why does no one care for Carson. why #nobody cares!!!! sad #Carson dies from not being acknowledged or loved #Lord Grantham sadder about his dog dying than if Carson died and that’s real (no offence <3) I bet if Carson died right now then his leodhsi #lordship wold be like ‘oh well he was a good butler but we had no real connection so I’ll move on immediately and this won’t affect my day #or state of mind or anything ‘#he’s like Carson why did you come to France with us ew? :(#why not!!! why don’t you want him there he’s been at your side longer than everyone else in your life apart from ur mom #he’s RIGHT THERE #why is he just a joke????? everyone else gets to have serious storylines but Carson just a joke :( okay……..I guess……..#i love Carson <3 could that be enough? i don’t know. it doesn’t feel like enough I need the other characters in the show to legit care #but he’s just whatever and they’re like oh it’s that guy and yeah

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13thpythagoras · 9 months

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#yours truly #4 years after I saw a *light being* and tried to take a camerphone shot #and it flew away #soon as it saw me start to pull out my phone that thang flew *up and away* faster than an F-15 fighter jet #it has been flitting around a dying oak tree #legit #that oak tree died a few years later #tiny point of white light #I had to say to myself wow I'm seeing a point of light flit around an oak tree like a hummindbird on crack drinking all that nectar #but I'm like nah I can't be seeing that #and I'm like yet here I stare at it #but nah that can't be real #but I am staring the ff at it right now #but still that stuff don't exist #yet I'm ffn staring at it #I repeated that thought pattern faster and faster dozens maybe hundreds of times in my head and for about 45 seconds #until i started thinking both almost at the same time #a frequency of belief and disbelief grew faster in my mind #truth is I saw what I saw #I'd be lying if I said light beings don't exist #atheists check out what science is #science says fairies are as real as you and me and the Eiffel Tower #the intersection of #science #and #magic

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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i think i would have gone loco if jo and aoki got to meet up just once after ichi breaks through to him like. the damage to my psyche id have wouldve been immeasurable, irreparable even

#snap chats #im at the vet waiting for my dog please listen to shit thats been tormenting me for months #finally releasing all of my drafted thoughts im ill and im free #srry i know i talked bout it already in todays ask but im still thinking about it #this is also inspod by one of my twitter mutuals saying aoki’s death was the only foreseeable path for him like girl i thought we were fam #but no 😭 ill stand by forever that him dying was legit so dumb and unnecessary idc idc 😭#anyway. let me begin. because its not as if aoki wasnt conscious of jo constantly tailing him #take a shot every time i quote the Lost Dog comment its just such a good line and just exposes jo its my everything ok leave me alone #but please just like. in the weird timeline where jo and aoki did get to be cellmates- or at least were in the same cell block right #id throw up and cry if aoki looked at jo differently that day. like it doesnt help that jo’s without all his flash and flair #hes just in slacks and his hairs all tussled and he just looks So Normal. like hes Not a murderer #as soon as that warden bring aoki in i know jo movin to see him with all the love and concern only a father got #aokid never say sorry i just know hed be awkward as hell in jo’s presence now #like if aoki really did take ichis words to heart and starts to actually see jo as his family and as someone who cares about him for him #id kill myself on the spot thats why they had to kill aoki #no id die and throw up if aoki just outright asks jo if he does care about him or something like that #jo gonna need to muster up every ounce of his will to say he does not because he doesnt but because hes Just Like That. hes a hard nut #but he loves his kid more than anything and im gonna tear my organs out thinking about it #jo your kid sucks but ik you still love him thats the worst part #i wanna write or draw somethin with them in jail together so bad but i always get distracted #and again i have comms to do today.#OH BUT SPEAKING OF MY DUMB ASS DOG GOT LYME DISEASE 😭😭😭#they said he should be fine in like six months if we’re good with meds but still.... this is lame.....#ALSO I FOUND OUT MY POM MIX IS PREDOMINANTLY A PAPILLON..... thats fucked up yo butterfly dog...#ok im gonna go be insane idk how much else i could elaborate on this bye bye

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delphi-dreamin · 2 years

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Having a high-speed come-apart because I'm pretty sure one of my favorite authors read the fic I wrote for one of her series and referenced it in one of the books???

#i'm gonna hurl #sassy panda ari saadie i read the passage #it's a really really freaky coincidence if it's a coincidence #help #i'm legit shaking right now #like i feel like I'm gonna puke right now #not obey me #personal #somebody tell me i'm not dying

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uwooyoungs · 3 months

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#i have a lil bump/lump type thing in my fuckin armpit of all places and i Have convinced myself i have cancer and i Know that i shld like #legit get it check out bc like. its been there for at least 3ish weeks now and while it hasnt grown it also hasnt rly shrunk #but i have my annual check up next month so im like 'it can surely wait' right??#but also i have genuinely convinced myself that im literally dying. so.

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theprissythumbelina · 3 months

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Feel like a hand around my throat is constantly squeezing just enough to be annoying

#voice is going in and out #i'm fighting this thing by god #I'm sure not winning but damn if I'll lose #probably gonna head to bed early again #I wanted to respond to more discussions and things I've been tagged in #but I am legit trying to survive right now #so if you're a friend of mine no I'm not ignoring you #I'm just dying verrryyy slowly

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foe-of-fate · 7 months

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Looking for coping mechanisms that don’t include dying my hair, getting piercings, or getting tattoos. Please be as chaotic as possible.

#don’t get me wrong #I WANT to do those things #I am dying my hair #I’m a bit too broke for a tattoo #and I was legit about to get a piercing but then I remembered that I get MRIs a little too frequently for that right now 🙃#random thoughts with rowan #tattoos #tattoos and piercings #coping methods

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ramblingzombpossum · 1 year

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Me: I am so fucking hungry!

Also me: *Eats ten bites of veggies, one of steak and half the baked potato I've been looking forward to since last week.* Ok, I'm good. :3

#Meds are fucked #I am also not allowed many potatoes #Too many carbs 😭#My wildly uncontroled Diabetes caught up with me #I was apparently so close to being into Diabetic Ketoacidosis #I also went in at 7:30 last night with a 337 Glucose Level #Left with a 366 #I think they were frustrated I was there #but I did legit feel like I was dying #everyone was super nice #someone also died while I was there #and then someone got brought in after a stabbing right when I went back #so I wound up waiting 3 hours for fluids #because i was also really dehydrated #great time #hope to never do it again #Im on more meds now and have a follow up Saturday with my GP

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55szn · 1 month

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reckless - ln4

lando norris x verstappen!singer!reader smau

summary a sliiiight misunderstanding caused by yn made max go mad and almost commit murder warnings cursing fc sabrina carpenter taglist @jaydaaasworld notes requested!🌷 i’ve been dying to get to this request but i’ve had no time and no inspiration 😭 hope you like it!

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ynverstappen

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ynverstappen abt last week ! btw “reckless” is officially out <3

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user no lando pic, no lando like, promoting reckless, not denying the allegations. i’m afraid it’s truly over

user i’m a child of divorce

user the pic with max tho😭

user he’s such an older brother🙏🏻

user i’m legit so sad over this

maxverstappen1 😊

user 😊 = “the body is buried”

user lando i love you but i’m choosing mum’s side on the divorce

lilymhe my beautiful girl😍

ynverstappen love u lils see u on sunday 💘

user HUH??????

user TF YOU MEAN SEE YOU ON SUNDAY

landonorris

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landonorris when you spend a few days away without a phone and your lovely girlfriend lets everyone believe you’re an asshole and suddenly you’re the internet’s most hated person and you have death threats in your messages 🙃

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user HELLOOOOO???????

ynverstappen1 I’M SORRY BABY IT WAS JUST SO FUN TO SEE MAX FREAKING TF OUT

maxverstappen1 not funny. didn’t laugh

landonorris i second that

maxverstappen1 don’t second me i’m still mad at you

landonorris I. DIDN’T. DO. ANYTHING.

ynverstappen i love you please forgive me🥺

landonorris no

landonorris okay just because you’re like really hot

ynverstappen well that was easy

ynverstappen posting that last pic is evil tho i showed you that in confidence.

landonorris is what you deserve

maxverstappen1 what was with you and those glasses

ynverstappen it was a phase max move on🙄

carlossainz55 you almost needed bodyguards to walk around the paddock😂😂

maxverstappen1 at least he knows not to mess around now

landonorris i didn’t intend to who do you think i am mate cmon

user MOM AND DAD ARE STILL TOGETHER?!???? SUICIDE PLANS ARE OFF

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ynverstappen yes we are still together no max didn’t murder him

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maxverstappen1 i tried to

landonorris dude😞

landonorris i love but you almost got me killed love

ynverstappen the price you gotta pay❤️

user i don’t understand what happened here 😭

user right like what does “reckless” even mean

ynverstappen it’s a song i wrote years ago about someone very shitty, found it a few weeks ago and decided to retake it and release it :D

user girl why didn’t you clarify it wasn’t about lando since the beginning 😭

ynverstappen chaos is my fuel

user you are evil.

landonorris she is.

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plumawolf · 1 year

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One of my professors honest to god plays raid shadow legends

He leaves it to grind during class

I’m literally crying rn

#raid shadow legends #‘gotta get those gems’#and ‘playing a game while not actually playing it? now that’s gaming right there’ he says #meanwhile my classmates and I are over here dying #I’ve legit never heard of anyone who actually plays this game other than him #i’m done

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colourstreakgryffin · 4 months

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Sorry if this is spoiler-ish!! ;-; But can I request a scenario where the reader, who’s married to Alastor, is having a nightmare where she loses Alastor? This can be after the battle where she almost witnessed Alastor get killed and it haunts her still. Of course with some comfort from the Radio Demon himself at the end :’3

Not spoilerish! I’ve watched the Adam V Alastor fight in full detail and I ABSOLUTELY LOVVEEE this idea! You’re a legit genius, my dear! Thank you so much! Have a wonderful day! First we had big bro Al, then Dad Al, then BF Al, then best friend Al and now, we have best one: husband Al!

Alastor- Staying Here

It’s been happening nonstop for days… days. Weeks. You can’t sleep like this. Every night, the same nightmare but formatted differently like being tortured over and over again but with a different method. It’s almost like that awful angel has re-manifested and is getting back revenge on Alastor by submitting you to night terrors that have been destroying your sleep schedule

Waking up with a nasty shrill of fear and a cold layer of sweat, your body flung upwards with your eyes shooting open after such a terrible dream, tears welling up in them… your beloved husband, Alastor, slept right next to you with his tall deer-like ears twitching. Knowing that he’s still here and not erased by the head exterminator, Adam is such a relief. Especially since that same Angel, Adam himself, is the reason you’ve been having daily nightmares about a violent and gorey erasure scenario of Alastor with Adam. Adam laughing manically, killing off your husband in the most bloody and ruthless way, wounds all over his body, the radio effects dying out…

It’s awful. You can barely sleep and it’s making you deprived of just a single good night

Sobbing under your breath, right next to your seven year husband. Alastor’s ears twitch once more but this time, as a sign to wake up as well for his peacefully unconscious brain. Yawning and stretching out with a long drawn-out radio glitch in literally no time, his broad body sitting up with you leant over and sobbing into your hands. His crimson eyes looked over to you after a bit longer of waking himself up and just like that, he went from wondering what happened to immediately concerned

“Darling… what’s wrong?”

Alastor asks soft and sweet, his radio voice overtone has completely disappeared so his own organic voice is the only thing remaining. He didn’t even get a chance to speak again since you immediately clung onto him and buried your face into his chest, sobbing and crying for him to never leave you. Alastor doesn’t know what’s wrong but he won’t just let his beloved wife suffer

You legit have to sob and hiccup through your words, telling him about every detail of your repetitive nightmares and Alastor’s body tenses up in pure disgust and malice, mainly towards the idea of being erased by Adam, the now long dead head exterminator. He wouldn’t let him put his hands on himself or you, he loves you way too much. Alastor rubs his hands through your hair, letting you cry into his chest until you finally get over it

You need to cry out your fear and feelings until you can be rational and logical to think. Get the emotions out first

Alastor silently waits for you to come back to him, gently pressing your body together with his, one hand on your back to trace through soft shapes and the other stroking gentle brushes through your hair until you can finally just melt in his embrace, calm down and feel safer with your still very alive husband. Yeah, he was quite close to being erased but he escaped and he has recovered from his injury

“My dear, my love. How long has this been going on?” The guilt to lying and not telling Alastor sooner is already eating your heart apart. You just felt too shy to even drop him a hint about your midnight distress since you always assumed he is already too busy with the Hazbin Hotel to be able to prioritise your minor problems. Your nightmare issue isn’t actually a minor problem at all, that’s what you think but Alastor can see, clear as crystal, that this constant nightmare over him thing is breaking your psyche

“S-since it happened…” Alastor’s eyes widen in shock. You’ve been dealing with nightmares on the daily for two weeks?! How did he not even notice?! God, he is so pissed off at himself and just keeps rocking you, gently laying you down and cuddling you, continuing to massaging rubs of your big menacing hands. The wedding band over his left ring finger rubs on the silky thin fabric of your pyjamas and he can feel the wedding band on your own left ring finger clinging onto him like your hands clinging on his waist

Alastor continues to speak, not remaining silent since it may end up making you believe you’re mad at him for staying silent. He isn’t as mad as his body may seem, he is just worried sick for your health and your mental health over these constant nightmares that are driving a wedge inbetween your sleep schedule. His lips drop down and kisses your forehead, keeping up the sweet, caring and loving tone

His husband tone

“Darling, dearest. I am not mad at you, just embrace me and recover. I’ll make those night terrors go away” Alastor continues to comfort you, soft, quiet and sweet. His soft peppery kisses all over your silky-skinned face, your rosy cheeks. Anything to make those streaming tears halt and your now red puffy demonic eyes. He loves you and he has been neglecting this very serious issue. It’s now his job, as your loyal longtime husband, to take care of you

How grateful you are that Alastor is always right next to you and the nightmares you deal with will never be reality. He’s safe, you’re safe and he is going to be holding your hand through your recovery process

“Would you like to go out and get some fresh air with me?”

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