#like at least bitch at him but lik better lol

[8pxl]

found out today the CREATOR of midjourney fucking follows me lmfaooo? no wonder my art was used to trained their algorithms??

but the fact i can DM him….,,, makes me wanna b nefarious 👿

#like at least bitch at him but lik better lol #ill just block but still! wow #the audacity

[clandestine-j]

GOSSIP GIRL, EP. 5 REACTION & REVIEW

alright

this episode was pretty good, i'm here for this vibe if they continue with it. lots of shit happened, i have feelings about it so lets go!

(this episode also helped me discover i really am a horrible person lol)

ADULTS:

NICK X KATE: Nope! Full stop, don't want it. Bitch you nasty for being friendly with him while posting about his daughter. Nick x Davis is the true otp.

JORDAN & CO: JAIL. Plain and simple, ya'll enjoying this too much. Jail. Please. I beg. Ya'll are sick. A gun in a school and you're Bruce Wayne? Bitch.

KATE: As stated above and addition, I started to be cool with you. You still have to go jail but after serving time, I might be cool with you afterwards. Then you flip flop again went back to doing the worst. Limiting the comments doesn't help. Raggedy.

RAFA: PRISON. And let me tell you, my boy, Aki, he got Fox News in the back of his pocket so, step the fuck back. That's why Max figured yo ass out. GO TO PRISON. PRISON. And he tried to play him for a fool at the end. Prison isn't enough, vanish.

KIKI: SIS! You gotta get it together for your daughter. She can't be the more but, I feel you. Do better, be better. It's not as easy as just saying it but if you have family you can rely on, start to rely. You're daughter her habits from you.

OUR KIDS:

JULIEN: BIG SISTER ENGERY THIS EPISODE. I'M LOVING IT AND LOVING IT. I think she can stop trying a bit now and but I'm here for the connection, I'm here for it all. Quick thinker, knew the circle wasn't tight. She wasn't really there for Audrey but she has been, I think she just got caught up. Since Zoya moved there, they haven't had the chance to just be sisters, to just love each other without any drama. They have not only the past month to make up for but years and she wants to do right by Zoya. I'm glad she realized at the end that, she needed to be there for Audrey but I'm not upset because I get it. I also LOVE that she finally, stood up to Monet and say and get wit it or get it out. Boom. I've been waiting.

OBIE: I wanna ride hard for you because people keep talking about your hair line. I think you need to learn that relationships will have ups and downs and it won't be perfect all of the time. I feel like Obie is chasing perfection, no fights, no problems, just coasting and it won't happen, it'll never happen. Do better. That being said, I'm glad we got something from Obie. I'm glad we got to see him being the Prince of New York. It's hella shady that you didn't just come out with the truth and you wanted to do a song and dance but Obie is doing more and using that name so yes, give me character stuff.

MONET: BYE. No, but really. Amazing one liners as always. I liked the little fight with Julien, I felt a bit of distress, I'm into it. While I did expect her to cross Julien, I didn't expect her to cross Luna and all her hard work, that was dirty but you moving the story and shit so what can I say? I don't think Monet will go for the crown but I could see her finding someone to prop up. I want more of her parents, maybe she has a very bad relationship with her mom? Also, sis, Julien is right, you can't keep jumping clients when they want to change and do up their image. No sis, no. (And you almost tanked Julien's career soooooooooooo)

AUDREY: SIS U WERE SINKING. Okay, so Audrey isn't a character I feel that connected too. She's bitchy, a little less than Lunet but still. So, I have a hard time caring but objectively, you should break up with Aki. You know him by now and maybe it's comfort or you really want to have something. It's okay, break up with him because he's a friend and not the boyfriend you need. You want someone who will let you vent, not solve. Not see. Go live with Julien. The fight with your mom is understandable (And realize that forcing people on her won't work.) because you shouldn't have to be the back bone of the family. The dad line was a low blow, the airport thing was a low blow but you're a teenage girl and what can I say? Nothing, just don't become the woman you hate even though parents are the models. That being said, if I had seen her interacting with her dad more, the line wouldn't have been as low. But I can't tell that he loves her, we don't even get a phone conversation. Do better writers. And I think at the party, she got a chance to see how her mom felt. I don't know what happened to move but I think it has something to do with her meds. Audrey, be a boss. Break up, tell him that ya'll are better as friends because it won't go has bad as you think it will. Move in with Julien (I just want to see it happen.)

ZOYA: I don't even have much to say. My sis was popping off this episode. I got sass, I got questioning her relationship with Obie. Yes, talk about how you feel about him with the girls and go girl stuff. I really felt her when she said she wanted her own friend, writers please give her, her own friends. PLEASE. I'M BEGGING. Simon, you dirty dog. I'm glad Obie got it out but he could've said something to her. I'm sick. I'm more upset that he wasn't a new friend or a love interest. Just ugh. But I liked Zoya this episode, she could worry about normal teenage stuff for the most part without having to worry about being attacked by Monet and Luna.

LUNA: MY GOOD SIS. Just like I didn't expect Monet to turn on her, I didn't expect her to not stand by Monet. I know she was enjoying the Zoya vibe and thought it was cute, she was becoming a bit more friendly sure but I wow, yas. Go off girl. I want to see more of fashion stylist Luna, a Luna sponsored fashion show where Aki models and drama happens? I'd be here for it, I am here for it.

MAX: I was ready to box. Listen. I was ready to fight this point as much as I felt for him. So, the feeling for him. He honestly, believes that Rafa is good for him. And he was catching feelings? He thought Rafa needed him in his life because he had no family, he also has no family in a sense to him at least. So, he's really caught up in this man. And I feel so bad that he said he's sober when he's with him or something along those lines. That's heartbreaking. I'm glad that talk in the end pulled him out of it, I'm glad he realized that he had a hand to play in his friends not wanting to be around him or deal with him. I'm glad he followed them and was in on the hug. Wonderful. Now my dude, you do not deserve Aki, not as a romantic partner or a friend. My boy was seriously worried, and you blew down on him WHILE using a nickname for his nickname....sick. I was ready to throw hands, like. My spirit was not right. That was so low. I keep seeing people say that because Max wasn't in a relationship, Audrey shouldn't feel some type of way and Aki is just letting his hurt roll off because he's worried but while you didn't have a duty in the relationship, you had a duty as a friend, to both of them. You ghost for a week and say nothing, no talking about the blow up or the outing and you running with this little stanky thing, you try to ease back into the group, no. And you still don't deserve Aki's time. Like. My dude did not hit you up after the kiss, he was not checking for you on that dating app, he was interested in other mens, you sat between the couple. Okay. He had been checking on you from jump. Just no. I'm sick of the shit. Never step to my boy like that again.

AKI: MY boy. Lemme get this out the way. You need to listen, not solve or give perspective. Like, she doesn't need it. I get your friends in danger but express how serious you think this is to her. I get that a long-distance relationship might not bother you and you think things will work out because there are bigger problems but talk to her. Re-assure her. Or break up with her her. As I said before, ya'll will not hate each other if you break up. And learn to just, even, pretend or something but you struggle in this aspect. Do better. That being said, Aki, episode MVP. He said, something is off, take him down. My perfect himbo man, said not my watch. And listen, you can't be as pushy because people don't respond but I'm glad you were on it. You knew. You said, I'mma run up on this man and you did. Yes. That being said, stand up for yourself, this boy does not deserve your energy. I get it. You might have a crush, this is bestie but bestie has not been treating you right for a while. And this was a new love. You're too loving, let some of that going at Rafa energy pop out around the friend group. But you a king and you care so much, just re-focus for now. Find you a cute lil thang and make the boy jelly. I need this resolved before I can accept anything canon, fanfics is where I'll be. But overall, Aki was making moves, you gotta learn something from the right wing media mogul.

GROUP: I finally feel like I talk about them as a whole. I wish they would've shown the others being upset by Max's ghosting because ya'll acting lowkey outta pocket and I didn't see anyone but Audrey and Aki check for this boy. Like, do you really care? But he fit into the group hug at the end. I know Monet saw a rising star in Zoya at the bar place, you make this a powerful DUO. YOU KNOW YOU WERE FEELING HER. Luna and Monet roll their eyes Audrey but ya'll bet not play like the three of ya'll don't enjoy gossip, fashion, talking about people and lowkey making fun of Zoya's newbie-ness together. Honestly, I'm happy we got more group interactions and little moments, I can start to kind of see how they were friends for a while even if all of them aren't close.

Random Thoughts:

how was your son missing for two weeks on and off and there isn't more panic, you different but oh no heartbreak

aki is so loving towards everyone's parents, i love it

i also love that he assumed max was with aki

audrey as the child as it worse but her kiki's acting makes me feel for her more lol

the two girls were a bit of fun, i'd like to see monet take them down or build them up for fun

"i'm chuck bass" + the lil pull was great

i feel like max was already thinking about them becoming more when he mentioned audrey pushing him out but i'll take crumbs so he was probs just thinking about sex or the group as a whole

kate get out of nick's life, nick keep her out

zoya stop talking to that woman

jordan eww no, you can have kate

i'll ship obie and aki to get aki with someone that likes him and loves him, they talk, they have do something, i'll take it, whatever

i want throuple and i want akimax but not like this, i can't take the threesome scene unless max say's sorry and aki ducks him for half the episode if it's not that, i don't want it

maybe it's the start of a dream and it ends

(i do really want the ship but i don't trust the writers or the characters)

SIMON, I WAS ROOTING FOR YOU

who or what was max suppose to be?

why am i getting teachers and not family, i've seen jordan just one too many times

rafa prison

obie had shit to do this episode, use the money, i wanna see it

when will a student or random party gain control of gossip girl, give me that

rafa prison

i also think i’m a horrible person because i care more about stopping rafa than audrey’s home life so i was rooting for aki

overall, solid episode, maybe the footing has been found? i'm here for it and ep 6 looks like it's about to pop off

#c;gg #gossip girl reboot #gossip girl hbo #akeno menzies #max wolfe #zoya lott #monet de haan #audrey hope #luna la #obie bergmann iv #julien calloway

[jiminsjam]

I Might Be In Love With You

Summary: After denying your feelings for too long, you are certain you have fallen in love with a certain super soldier.

Word Count: 2K

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Female!Reader x Steve Rogers

Warnings: Jealousy, Language, Angst, Smut (nothing too deep)

Author’s Note: This is my first imagine in here and hopefully I will be writing more. I am still learning to use Tumblr (LOL) so bear with me. Also, thank you for reading. ENJOY!

(GIF credits to owner)

The alarm you had set on your phone last night rung loudly for what seemed like the millionth time, echoing through your room in the Avengers Upstate. You aggressively reached for the phone on the night stand and tried to snooze it again. Just when your head hit the pillows, a light knock on the door made you look up.

“Y/N, its already six am. You gotta wake up now. Come on.” His voice said through the other side of the door.

You buried your face in the pillows to muffle your voice so he wouldn’t hear you, “Fucking Steven!”

“I heard you, you know.” He chuckled. Of course, he did.

“Whatever Rogers. I will be out in five minutes!” You yelled, getting out of the covers. “Wait for me.”

“Looks like someone is having a bad morning today.” Steve said as you both walked to the gym in the building together.

This had become your everyday morning routine. Steve has been your workout partner for a few months now and honestly, you liked working out with him. Being an Avenger meant growing stronger each day and staying in great shape. Steve was just the guy for it. He taught you some of his fighting moves and forced you to get outta bed every morning so that you don’t get lazy. You had to admit waking up at six in the morning wasn’t something you liked. But you knew, this was better for you and you made sure to thank Steve for keeping up with your tantrums.

“Hello! Earth to Y/N!” He waved his hand in front of your face, pulling you out of your thoughts. “You alright?” You nodded, assuring him that it was nothing. 

After a long walk from your room, you both enter the gym, finding it completely empty as usual. You ran inside and started to stretch. Steve waited until you were done so you could get started on the fighting.

“So, Blondie, what are we learning today?” Standing in front of him, hands on your hips, you ask him.

He thought for a moment or at least pretended to before looking at you, “Honestly, I didn’t plan anything for today. Let’s just work on our defending, okay?”

“Fine by me.” 

You got in your position, so does he. Suddenly, he threw punches at you as you effortlessly dodged them. His left leg comes flying to your face but just in time, you managed to lean far back. He missed. 

You attacked this time. You threw punched, tried kicks and back flips. He dodged all of them. 

“Damn, he’s good at this.” You thought.

It doesn’t take much time for you to come up with a plan to bring him down.

Go for the legs.

You got an opportunity to catch him off-guard and kicked his right leg as hard as you could. Successfully, he fell to the floor but then.... so did you. Your feet slipped in the process. You fell on top of him, both of your faces just inches away.

You looked into his eyes and they are just so blue. You were panting. He was too. You couldn’t help but laugh out loudly because of the Great Fall of Steven Rogers. You face falls in his neck and you continued to laugh. He couldn’t help but laugh too. You both were a laughing mess when you hear someone fake coughing behind you to catch your attention.

“I hope I am not interrupting anything.” You looked up to see Bucky standing by the door. You quickly gathered yourself and stood up, offering your hand to Steve. 

“She brought me down again.” Steve told Bucky with a smile. He was proud of you.

“Good.” Bucky almost ignored you both. He had a strange look on his face. He was frowning and seemed so annoyed the whole time. 

“Well Y/N, you can-” He raised his voice a little louder for Bucky to hear, “Stay a little longer to practice.” He emphasized the word and smirked at you. “But I gotta go. See ya.” 

There he was at it again. He left the gym, grinning at you. 

Steve knew about your stupid little crush on his best friend. He tried so hard for you and Bucky to get together and talk to each other but Bucky never seemed to be interested. So, you stopped trying. 

You thought it was only a crush and you would get over it, but your heart didn’t seem to agree. Every time he walked into the room, he would leave you breathless. Every time you looked at you with his perfect blue eyes, your heart would skip a beat. Every time he touched you, just a slightest bit, goosebumps would rise on your skin. Every time he spoke to you, his raspy voice would sound like music to your ears.

These little things made you fall in love with him every day. As much as you liked the feeling, you couldn’t let it lead you on. He’s been to distant from you for the past few months and it ate you up alive. You always thought about where you went wrong that made him hate you. 

“Good Morning, Bucky.” You told him, trying to make conversation. But you couldn’t as his back was facing you this whole time. 

“Mornin’“ He said, wrapping a long piece of cloth on his hands for boxing, not even bothering to look at you.

“You need a partner for practicing? I’m free now.” You smiled even though he couldn’t see your face. 

Then finally he turned around, and peeled the tight t-shirt off his well build body and threw it at one corner of the gym. You chocked on your breath, swallowing hard as he stood there, looking... so good.

He walked towards you, you stiffened. Numbness took over your body and you felt you couldn’t move. He was so close now, you could practically feel his breath falling on your face, “No, Y/N, I am good, Why don’t you after Steve? I am sure his waiting for you in his bedroom.” With that, he stormed out of the gym.

“Okay, what the fuck just happened?” You said to yourself.

You had ENOUGH! You showered after the gym and were determined that you would confront Bucky about his odd behavior towards you. You were on your way to his room but to your luck, you found him in the hallway.  

“We need to talk.” You say, standing upto him.

“So talk.” He says, looking at you. No emotion in his voice.

“Why are you ignoring me?” You asked him, directly. “Or in other words, Why are you being such a bitch to me?” 

“I am not.” He simply stated. You felt your blood boil at his words. Just as you were about to throw a sassy remark at him, Steve appeared out of no where. 

Way to ruin the moment, Steve!

“Y/N, do you wanna go for a movie?” He said. I am tryna talk here!

“Yes.” Bucky turned to him, giving a fake smile, “Of course, she does.” 

Then again, repeating his actions he left me alone again. 

“Woah, what’s up with him?” Steve asked, walking towards me.

“UGH! I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!” 

“Slow Down! What’s wrong?” He asked, completely clueless about what the heck was going on.

“Bucky has been acting so distant with me lately. I tried to talk to him about it and then you appeared outta no where. He saw you, acted like nothing happened and stormed off.” You crossed your arms and huffed. 

He looked at you like there were two horns on your head, then started laughing hysterically. 

“Its not funny, Steve!” You shoved his chest, pushing him away.

“He’s jealous, Y/N.” What?

“The fuck you sayin’?” My eyes widened at his words.

“Y/N,” He breathed before continuing, “We have been best friends for over a hundred years. I am sure I would know when he’s in love with someone.” He grinned at me.

Then, me being me, I started laughing. Again. Louder this time. 

“Bucky Barnes? In love with me?” I laughed.

After I was done laughing for five minutes straight, he looked at me with a poker face. 

“What are you implying, Steve?” 

He smirked.

“I would like to thank everyone for coming. It was very short noticed-” Tony looked your way, flashing a cheeky smile, “But I am glad you people could make it.”

“Steve, you have five seconds to explain what the fuck you and Tony are doing!” You whisper-yelled to Steve, making sure no one hears you.

“We are gonna make Buck jealous.” He almost sings, smirking at you again.

“OH NO, THIS IS BAD.” 

“Just wait and see.”

Just then, Bucky entered the room. His gaze fell on you, he almost smiled. But then, he saw Steve sitting beside you. He lowered his head and walked towards the bar. 

“Hey Buck!” Steve called him from across the room. NO, THIS IS BAD! “Come sit with us!” He loudly said, over the music.

“Don’t do that!” You whispered, angrily. “Don’t call him here!” 

Too late. He walked towards your table where you, Nat, Steve, and then Bucky were sitting. He sat opposite to you and Steve, beside Nat, smiling. 

“Y/N, you look so beautiful tonight.” Steve had one arm draped around your shoulder, his fingers slowly running up and down your shoulder. 

You glared at him but it changed to a smile soon, “Thank you, Steve.” 

“You are welcome, gorgeous.” 

You raised your head to look at Bucky who’s face and ears were now blood red and he was fuming with anger. While, Nat sipped her Martini, trying so hard not to laugh at our situation. 

There was this awkward silence\ tension in the air but Bucky breaks it, “Nat, you wanna go get a drink?” He held his hand out for her. 

Nat awkwardly looked at Steve and back at you. You could tell she couldn’t say no his request. 

You glared at Steve, shoving him by the chest as he fell on the couch, “I told you he didn’t like me!” 

He sat up again, closer to you than you thought, “Y/N, kiss me.”

“What?” 

“Do it!!” 

You brought your lips closer to his. He huffed, cupped your face and kissed the hell outta you. You broke the kiss, looking him in the eye when suddenly a glass crashed from a distance. 

It was Bucky.

He saw you and Steve kissing.

This wouldn’t end well.

“Bucky, wait!”

“Bucky!”

“Stop!”

And there you were. Running after him from the party he just left. Or running away from a party which was especially arranged to make him jealous. 

You felt like your brain was going to explode because of the whole drama going on. That moment, you hated Steve so much. But internally, you were happy that you and Bucky were going somewhere (probably).

“Bucky, please!! Listen to me.” Then he finally turned around.

“What’s there to listen now, huh, Y/N?” He tauntingly said, walking towards you. 

Seeing him almost hovering over you, your feet took steps backwards, but then your back hit the wall, making you stiff in your position, “Bucky, he kissed me to make you jealous.” You sighed, biting your lower lip. Bucky seemed like his eyes would pop out of the socket at your confession. “This whole... This whole party was planned by Tony and Steve to make you jealous. I am sorry. Steve-”

“Wait, Steve planned all this? To make me jealous?” He asked, still hovering over you.

“Yes! I told him not to!” You said, looking up at his beautiful face. Gah, he is so beautiful that sometimes you wanna cry seeing his face. “Did it work? The plan?” You shyly asked.

“Fuck yes!”

You woke up to a strange feeling of coolness surrounding. You sat up straight, yawning a little. Last night’s events playing like a tape in your head. You smiled, looking down at his peaceful self.

There he was. Sleeping right beside you.

He looked so precious. His brown hair was falling on his face. You reached your hand out to tug the strand of hair behind his face, admiring his sleepy state. Lowering your head, you placed your lips on his forehead, kissing it softly.

Bucky groaned a little but his expression changed, seeing you. He smiled.

“Good Morning, Sunshine.” You said, laying back down, facing him.

“Good Morning, Doll.” He smiled one of his million dollar smiles.

He brought his face up to yours and kissed you, It was nothing to dramatic but it was of love and full of passion. He lied down, still smiling like a child on Christmas Morning.

“I know it might be too soon to say this,” You breathed before continuing, “But I might be in love with you.” 

“I AM in love with you, Y/N.” 

#bucky barnes #bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes imagine #bucky barnes fanfic #infinity war #captain america #the winter solider imagine #the winter solider x reader #civil war #the first avenger

[inthewordsofahalfgoddes]

can’t wait to get my nipple pierced buy better clothes, get my nails done all the time, buy gifts or my friends, pay off my student loan and be the capitalist consumerist bitch i am!!!!! but fr this job is perrrfect like good pay, great staff and like i can tlk about astrology all the time with sme queer babes???? while getting paid??? adnd learning about female and male pleasure??? i memba when i started this year and wrote down my goaals for like self improvement inside and out and i got most of them???? i just need to keep up with my emotional monitoring and being honest with myself and ithe happiness ive cultivated will be permenant. ive been feeling more lighter tho i still have my moments but im still okay!!!! the next thing i want to work on is being blunt about how i feel aout people. i get myself in unnessasry conversation with my friends and a part of me is like ‘just tell them you don’t care about th topic but  don want to shut anyone down :/ ive been practisisng a bit with like not very close friends but the real test will be with someone i car about :/ im not really looking forward to it but i really have to curve how sympathetic  i am :/ i really hate to but i can’t always be the person people dump negativity on tho i can handle others problems these days. i really have to curve how gnerous im getting :/ when i have spare money i ust want to take care of people and make sure their okay and like the intent is good but thats how people take advantage of you :/ but i have been getting better and putting strangeers in their place and not really giving a fuck about what they think about me/say not that its been too hard lmao mt communiy made that really easy all these years. anyways i was shopping iwth ciara and i was picking out cute clothes and found this mesh kinda top and my first thought was ‘ooh i can get this for jesus then my mind started to wande and i was like ooh what else ca i get that would please him and a part of me took a step back like ‘look at you ho smh buying clothes for this boy’ and like if i could blsh i would have!!! cause im fucked up!!!! and im in too deep!!!! while we were watching a movie i started daydreaming and thinkng about him and like !!!!  this intesne feeling came ovr me and i hd to write a poem about it cause i was able to capture the scorpionic love i had for him but like ;/ cause it was scary to be able to see it even if it was for a brief second. like i meba when we were first talking and he as like ‘oh you the type that would do anything for someone you liked’ or something like that and i wa like pssh nah but now im like um??? yess??? id do anything for you???? LIKE WHY AM I LIKE THIS FUCK LOL i freak out about this likeeeeeeeeee once a month cause i really love him and my heart is stuck on him :/ i memba in the past being like ‘huh i dont think i’ll ever meet ayone that gets my heart excited’ and now look at me!!! a goddam mess!!! im so scared to exprss the intensity of it tho :/ ik he said he could handle it but like.....this sorpio love does not come to play!!!! like im scaed to even go too deep in the feelings ii have cause its honestly too muh. its scary just what i can do for him :/ its exhilarating too  lik fidnding someone who my heart is like ‘um/???  a thusand times yess???’ feels like a dream. like if my romantic feelings ver go away tho i 100% doubt it i’d literaly be his bodgaurd like of everthing like !!! make usure he had everything and that no one unworthy would come near him lie OMH LOOK AT ME IM LITERALLY A MONSTER T_T and he just let me go unchecked like if he’s not careful i will like get consumed by it :/ well im prob beingg dramattic cause i k that if things dont go well that i can detach myself until i can heal from it tho ik not loving him hurts :/ when i was fighting it before id get like so full of love that it would be too intense that i’d have to let it out :/ anyways im fucking tired let me get my ass to bed and stop blabbing universe pleassseeeeeeeeeeeee make jess feel better or at least speed up the healing processs i promise i’ll make an offering too you if he gets better soon k thx bye