#like we kept it alive it’s for us

[eroticwound]

i want d+ dd to prove me wrong so bad, but i need you to look me in the eye and tell me whether you think disney is gonna do anything within the realm of cut man, or the erotic shit between elektra and matt, or the fucking Neti Pot Scene™️

i’m just not buying that.

#daredevil #matt murdock #daredevil: born again #whump #i want to be proved wrong so bad but i’m so fucking stressed it’s gonna be some OOC lighthearted bs #again i don’t even think they’ll touch the catholicism #i really think even that’ll be too spicy #like i’m sorry disney/marvel just looks to water down everything to appeal to the most amount of people it’s so STUPID #like you have this massive stable of characters that you can use to draw disparate fans in with #but instead they just want every fucking property to appeal to the most people possible #insane #like they’re gonna mcuify my boy #and i’m gonna kill #like it would be such a betrayal to alienate the whump girlies who kept dd alive #like we kept it alive it’s for us

[uncanny-tranny]

If I'm honest, the whole "love in every stitch" saying for fiber artists does not apply to me, like. I'm trying to get this fucking hook into stubborn yarn and I'll be stabbing it like it owed me money. Is that love because I hope not 😭💀

#art #crochet #honestly the closest thing i feel to love when crocheting is this feeling that this is bigger than me if that makes sense... #...i think it'sthe feeling of knowing how old the craft itself is and knowing that millions of people have done the same as you... #...millions of people have stabbed their crochet hook into the yarn because it's stubborn but so are you... #...millions of people in the past have sat and devoted their time and effort into all of this... #...millions of people have passed on this knowledge and kept this thing alive... #...and it's the feeling of knowing that humans across millenia aren't THAT different #to our core we are more or less similar - across the ages across the colours across everything. that really comforts and humbles me #have you looked up ancient textiles? because that also sparks these emotions in me #it makes me think about the tupes of people to make the textile but also about who wore it #and so many of them are still beautiful and colourful and it shows you SO MUCH about the people who made them #even the ones that are tattered and faded and stripped of colour still feel beautiful... #...because it has SURVIVED. it is evidence of a people who made it and a people who had technical skills #and THIS is why i HATE HATE HATE the idea that ancient people were just 'dumb' and 'uneducated' #that is so unfair to them and cruel and just. wrong. (and often it reeks of white supremacy) #i'm sorry i rant and rave about this so much but i canNOT be normal about this. i can't be normal about humanity #i am learning to love humanity and learn about us and learn everything and it'll never be enough - i will never know enough #i will never know everything about everybody and it will be the death of me #okay the only thing i liked about the greatest showman movie was Never Enough because that is me thinking about all this

[cupophrogs]

I honestly dont trust Ollie either. I do wonder if he’s tried to tell drew to not trust daddy or pops. Cause like poppy Ollie seems to not care of the bigger bodies die or live.

“Poppy ain’t perfect, but trust me when I tell you that she cares. But you’re right about one thing, I don’t trust Ollie worth a shit.”

(This is a joke, please do not take this seriously! I thought it was funny)

#no Poppy slander in this clown car/lh #okay but seriously I ADORE Poppy’s whole character #OML I could ramble for ages but I’ll keep it short for tags sake #Poppy cares so much and I will die on this hill #she wants to be free; she wants to expose/uncover the company’s secrets so that SOMEONE knows what happened to them #she wants to LIVE #Yes Poppy kept us from leaving but she said it herself #she NEEDS the player. she physically can’t do anything on her own #and we see through her interactions with Kissy that she DOES want to save who she can- remember that she had no idea Dogday was alive! #likely why she never says anything about it #SO #What Poppy is doing; trapping the player. forcing them into this savior role so that she and anyone they can find can be saved #is incredibly human of her #trading the freedom of the one for the validation and seeing and possible freedom of the many is so human #and I adore it so deeply #phrart #art #ask phrog #poppy playtime #ask the three d’s #the three d’s #Ollie ain’t shit though lmao #that’s GOT TO be the prototype #poppy playtime chapter 3 #poppy poppy playtime #will smith meme

[calypsolemon]

hrm. Post-future Steven and Greg heart-to-heart where Greg comes to the realization that the thing he accidentally had in common with his son growing up was a near complete lack of privacy, just in a different way to what he was used to as a kid.

#Greg trying not to let the guilt of that eat him alive because when he starts blaming himself Steven is like #''no no dad it sucked but it wasn't your fault we were just homeless at the time and then the house was so expensive to build already-'' #and Greg just grasps him by the shoulders and is like. Son it doesn't matter. Neither of us should have had to live like that #idk i just need them to actually bond over the mutual messed up childhoods that they kept stopping themselves from discussing with each oth

[villainartist]

can i be honest and say that the idea of danganronpa being a tv show where the tv actors are legit murdered on live television, and thats just that, never made sense to me.

i know we get vagueries of the world being all rotten and fucked up and its not like i deny this! but i think a big corrupt tv company that has a death grip on the worlds attention would want its actors around after the season ends for contracting shit, merch ads, interviews, etc etc etc.

it just makes more sense to me then actually killing off popular characters and basically never being able to do anything w them again bc you fucking killed the actor playing them. VR au just makes so much sense yknow

#im thinking abt this from like a corrupt capitalism standpoint #i do enjoy the usual art/fic of the survivors coping in a fucked world w/o their friends ofc #i just think. Personally. theyre all kept alive #if i was a greedy ceo id keep my golden goose (kokichi) alive for constant corporate harassment #like um no sir you signed this contract we wiped from your brain before putting you under so you belong to US now #NOW GET UP THERE AND POSE FOR THE CEREAL COMMERCIAL. #also partially related to the topic but i think tsumugi is as much as a pawn as the other characters #she was simply allowed to write the basic structure of the plot and was given the mastermind role #i totally think team DR meddled with her story tho lmao

[sharpbluejay]

I do kinda love the thought that it was Lucifer that kept Sam alive in Red Meat because truly what better way to show the levels of possession both Dean and Lucifer feel like they have over him. Sam can't die until either of them let him and they just won't let him.

#sam winchester #lucifer #this is probably not an original thought but please give me the benefit of the doubt I'm watching spn for the first time in 2022 #also I do like that they don't tell us what was going on with Sam in that episode so that we can say it was Lucifer #dean and Lucifer obsessed in their own ways with sam #sams ‘you kept me alive for you’ speech went in one of deans ears and out the other #spn #yeah I guess this counts as #samifer

[bylertruther]

"will wouldn't like musicals" he literally has a little shop of horrors poster on his wall AND loves music AND loves movies. shut up.

#i need to stop reading the tags on posts i need to just. talk to myself even more than i already do online #music literally saved his life and is what kept him alive it was all he had and it's gotten him through terrible times both in the upside #down and when his parents were fighting like GOD can we like . can we stop stripping will down to nothing. can we use our eyeballs please #and work on building up our memory for when we say things with our whole chest like 😭😭😭😭

[giganotus]

favorite thing about playing a DnD campaign module: finding out how much we deviated from the original module's plan

#ttrpg #dungeons and dragons #rise of tiamat #I don't read ahead but I do sometimes backread #out of curiosity #my group and I are good at not metagaming too much #but anyway apparently Cyanwrath was supposed to die WAY early #but we kept that fucker alive #WE'RE LIKE 2 CHAPTERS AWAY FROM THE ENDGAME #AND HE'S GETTING A REDEMPTION ARC #WE USED A REVIVIFY ON HIM AFTER WE SAW HIM GET STABBED #it's so funny #Rezmir's alive too but she's not getting redeemed

[songtwo]

idk i think my bf might be developing a drinking problem and i just don’t know what to do…..

#it’s been going on for a couple of months now but he promised he would stop and he had been doing well until today…. #and it’s like. on one hand i never wanted to be w an alcoholic and i told him straight so he promised it would stop #but on the other hand i can’t just abandon him #and it’s like we used to go out a lot and party but like. that was it but ever since he met this guy he just gets lost when he drinks w him #and the thing was he got like aggressive like he didn’t do anything to me and i can’t really explain it but he just wasn’t himself #and like. we talked about it a million times and it’s not like it happens every week #it’s been like 5 times since december #but 3 have been on the past month alone #and two weeks ago it got bad like he almost got into an accident #and like i’m not even physically w him anymore like we really only see each other once a week since i moved #and from the very first time it happened i told him i couldn’t be w him if it kept happening #and after that incident two weeks ago he swore it was the last time but it just happened again #by the way he and that guy get wasted it really is a miracle they get home alive #and like. idk what to do #i really don’t want to be w someone like this #and i hate feeling like this like if i were to think only about myself i don’t want this i hate feeling like this #but i also can’t abandon him #like not even bc i would miss him or whatever i just wouldn’t feel good leaving him alone #but like i don’t want to live like this #maybe i’ll ask for some time to just figure things out #but it’s gonna suck so bad bc we were supposed to see kendrick lamar next week and then we already had plans for his bday and omfg #i don’t wanna leave but i don’t want things to be like this either #and i asked him to stop and gave him multiple chances but idk #i just don’t know what to do #i love him endlessly but i need to put myself first but i can’t abandon him:( #and our 1.5 anniversary was also next week….. #but i think time is the sanest and safest thing right now

[worthlessandembarrasing]

#they're the best characters your honour #i feel so many ways about gansey and the pig #like you could say gansey (narratively speaking) serves as the vehicle for the story; despite the fact that he was supposed to die #and even tho the pig keeps breaking down gansey keeps forcing it to power through #just like how he forces himself to keep going even as his time is running out #i don't remember if this actually happens but the pig eventually runs on magic instead of its engine #which is a parallel to gansey being kept alive with magic (noah and cabeswater's sacrifice) #and as for crowley; I think the bentley embodies everything that he's trying to supress #we see this more clearly when aziraphale is driving it and it willingly lets him change its colour; the music; and the speed #i always found it interesting that whilst crowley keeps trying to convince aziraphale he's not the way he is bc he's a demon #he also uses his demonic aesthetics as something to hide behind; just like how his sunglasses act as a wall between him and everyone else #he lets aziraphale assume he's used a gun before and he leans into the whole “demons lie” rhetoric #and yet the bentley is the most honest version of him we get to see bc it exists without restrictions (aside from the ones crowley imposes) #anyways it's probably not that deep lol #gansey #crowley #good omens #trc #the bentley #the pig

[witchthatwrites]

just finished bojack horseman for the first time…

#so like woah #I have mixed feelings on whether or not I’m glad they kept BoJack alive #TVFHD was quite possibly the best episode of television I have ever seen #it was the perfect way for BoJack to confront his mortality and the fact that he always thinks he’s going to ‘wake up’ #but keeping him alive also forces him to confront his mortality: how long will he spend being a shitty person how many days will he waste #will he ever change? i’d like to think so. i feel as tho bojack’s death #whenever it arrives for him #will be once again similar to TVFHD #sorry I’m stoned i need to shut up #But anyways the idea that shit happens and we think it’s the end of the world but it’s really not and eventually we move on #And we don’t always realize we’ve moved on/what has passed us until it is so far gone it’s almost laughable #bojack lives to see another day. sunlight shines on all the bad choices he’s made sure but sun shines on all the chances he has to change #And be better #BoJack horseman #j watches #shaggy’s stash #j’s thoughts

[legendariium]

Maeglin had to grow up so fast and yet he died so young, too. somethingsomething dior parallel and the difference having a loving parent vs. an abusive parent can make

#Maeglin was abused and suffered severe trauma and never got the healing he needed for it #I don’t think he ever stopped looking over his shoulder even after Eöl dies #he tried to make Gondolin his home but he probably suffered from severe anxiety and depression and never felt like he belonged #probably always blamed himself for his mother and father’s deaths #of course maeglin gave in to Melkor’s torture and of course he would make deals that in his mind protect his loved ones #he was told he’d be given lordship of Gondolin and Idril’s hand in marriage #fucked up. yes #but in his mind after being tortured both physically and mentally by literal Satan #he told himself the if he’s given lordship of the city then that means there will be a city with inhabitants left to rule #and Idril will be kept alive #not making excuses but I can see the reasoning #and again when you consider that he’s quite young for an elf & was probably never that mentally stable in the first place #I just. poor thing #and when you remember the books are supposed to be translations & technically up for interpretation? #boom. bias has become introduced #you cannot stop me #anyways we both had a parent that abused us and made us wish we were never born #and that’s why I’ll defend maeglin to the grave :) thank you very much :)

[necromycologist]

is he part of the charter? kept alive by the charter? free magic infected so he can’t use the charter? free magic and charter? charter dead zone? walking charter generator? charter mage? fuck if i know baby hes any of them depending on the fic. goldenhand can die by my blade

#home cooked hijinks #old kingdom #the old kingdom #canon is but a framework for the putting of Guys in Situations. #i think technically in canon he’s supposed to be a walking charter generator but idk. as previously mentioned goldenhand does not matter #like look why would you limit yourself. theyre all good. #if hes kept alive by the charter theres angst because he can’t go back to ancelstierre w/out dying and has to stay with sam #if hes free magic infected/charter dead zone theres angst because it would make him super creepy to the kingdomers #plus obviously he wouldn’t be able to use anything sam made (for him) #if hes free magic and charter it’s chill he and lirael handshake meme abt it #if hes a charter mage lirael and sam get to teach him and he gets to finally fight back instead of being a stupid twink #if hes a charter generator we can have magic shenanigans/fights in ancelstierre #and in general if hes any flavour of Weird and Unprecedented about him it’s super funny how everyone reacts #after all nick doesn’t know shit abt the charter. he just goes “ah yeah it doesn’t work around me lol :) idk why” #and twenty clayr are frantically nodding and writing their fantasy dissertations about him

[arolesbianism]

Thinks oh so hard abt the spiraling upwards clan founders, especially the birchclan founders. Silly lil kitties who's pasts are drenched in blood with the primary regret of not drawing it sooner

#rat rambles #oc posting #warriors posting #spiraling upwards #long story short they had a shitty awful terrible leader who sucked absolutely ass and they tore him to shreds #I mean that literally they pinned him onto the mountain side and slashed and mauled the shit out of him so hard that his lives evaporated #and several of the cats involved in that scene are sill alive and major parts of the story and I love them #oh also the cat that pinned him through a stab through the throat was his own daughter btw everyone hated his ass so much #and for good reason get his ass #alas in the main story I dont rly get to go too deep into how he harmed everyone involved mostly just three main ones #aka bristlestar because shes murtlepaw's ghost mom dawncrackle because hes also haunting murtle and gullspot because shes bristle's kit #so basically all the flashbacks we get involve those three in some form or another #honeystar was also there and involved but Im not currently planning on having her rly talk abt that #most of her more modern angst is the fact that she was forced into leadership against her will #and shes been alive long enough that shes been leading birchclan far longer than she ever lived in her old clan #but she did go through a lot of shit before birchclan was founded and it definitely shaped her a lot #she used to be a very determined and high spirited lil kitty cat who tried to be optimistic #but her family began to slowly be picked off one by one by both the old leader and the one whod later get evicerated #some of the older cats around her hoped it make her back down from her revelutionary ideas but she noticed that and it backfired on them #instead of being worn down to submission she became absolutely Furious and began to lash out more and become more demanding #it got to the point that she really only had two friends in the entire clan and one of them was her aunt whod later also die after coming #out abt having witnessed the leader killing his own kits #that was the final fucking straw for her and she was fully on board when bristle and dawn started looking for cats to join their rebellion #she did get rly frustrated with them as they waited patiently for the right moment but her remaining bestie kept her from going apeshit #so once the big fight finally broke out she was more than eager to join the hoard of cats chasing the bastard upwards #now unlike some of the other cats involved this legitimately actually made her feel a lot better for a while #for the first time in ages she finally felt like she could be optimistic abt smth again and was excited abt the idea of leaving this place #she had lost so much in this damn place since she was an apprentice and just wanted to finally be able to rest easy #but once they got to their new territory and set up camp things went south real fast as a flood fucked everything up #and after losing the only cat she had left in her life and losing her tail and being made deputy on top of that she deteriorated quickly

[woundedheartwithin]

Middle of the fucking night, I go to the bathroom and hear my fucking chickens screaming???? Go out to their coop and they’re out in the fully fucking enclosed pen with bloody faces and there are feathers everywhere. They’re okay, thankfully, but Jesus Christ can these fucking predators quit trying to kill my birds?????? I keep them cooped now to keep this from happening and something still tries to eat them like STOP IT. So now they’re in an extra large dog crate in my milk room 😑

#she speaks #there was signs of digging and a hole in the fence but no fur #girls have as good as they got apparently cuz like they’re alive #whatever it was tried to grab their heads so probably a racoon or a skunk #no smell probably means no skunk especially since the birds fought back but raccoons don’t really dig #but we do have a major skunk problem anyway #we’re just gonna have to break down and buy electric fencing #cuz this is fucking ridiculous #they’re in a fully enclosed coop/pen with hardware cloth #my dad was crouched down in their pen stapling the hardware cloth back to the frame #and my sweet little peep kept coming over to see what he was doing and demanding attention lol #she’s so cute and she’s gotten so big #like she’s a real chicken now #and this is the fucking second time she’s gotten attacked #like can y’all stop? she’s been through enough #and my older girl was like why is this happening why are you in here #I love my birds but man it seems like the entire universe is conspiring against us #so now we gotta figure out a solution in the meantime #cuz they can’t stay in my fucking milk parlor omg #but like even if we get electric netting we’ll have to order it and that’ll take time #ugh frustrating #my poor dad I had to wake him up to help me move the birds #and it’s like four in the morning when this happened #and now he has to go to work #UGH and I have to drive my brother to the doctor’s office tomorrow omfg #I haven’t slept #I was reading and then I went to the bathroom and then something tried to kill my birds #great start to the day jfc

[imageofvoid]

Every time I see a dollhouse I’m reminded that my grandmother on my fathers side had a beautiful dollhouse she maintained for me and was constantly buying new items and sending me pictures and was there for me when I visited her and when she passed away my father simply got rid of it

#she kept it for me bc we lived in different countries lol. and how my father despite having money for it did not buy us tickets #to attend her funeral. so I actually never got to say goodbye. the first time I went to England after like 10+years I thought about #visiting her grave but I actually don’t even know where it was. bc my father never gave any information and vanished after my grandma died #like literally he was only a somewhat ‘present’ father while my grandma was alive and pushed him to like. visit and call and help #and then when I was like 22 he shows up again expecting all to be good. LMAO. #anyway. I am never seeing him again 👍 I don’t think I would be able to recognise him if I saw him and that feels like peace