#like your experience that shapes you both physically and spiritually shape what this you even is and no one else has that | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

cosmichighpriestess · 5 months

Text

The Magick of Gratitude

It's all about learning how to navigate and shift through challenging circumstances, challenging situations through utilizing the power of gratitude. So, we'll talk about it like this: when you feel as if you are stuck in some type of rut, when your life feels stagnant, when you feel blocked; oftentimes the reason for many of these things energetically speaking because of some type of judgement that is being held about either the situation or about oneself. And judgement inherently is not a negative thing however judgment will create the idea of limitation. For example you can judge something positively and you can judge something negatively.

But once you have judged something you have sort of pigeonholed it you have defined it. And that definition creates a certain gradation and while judgement does have its uses in being able to really navigate the physical reality in a more primitive sense being able to differentiate between a type of a tiger, a predator, and a friend and family member in your modern society what you would consider to be judgement can at times become an obstacle, can at times become a self-imposed blockage that prevents you from really seeing the bigger picture.

Because once you have judged something negatively, you have in a sense eliminated your ability to see how that thing could manifest in a positive way. You have limited your perception so it's ability to serve you in a positive way is then less perceivable to you. When you judge something in a positive way, the same thing takes effect where you have limited your ability to see how that thing could serve you in potentially a negative way. Because both positivity and negativity are a form of service because both positive and negative experiences can nourish the soul can grow the soul and can give you experience. Which is a type of spiritual nourishment.

When someone is judging something positively oftentimes you will see that thing with what you call rose colored glasses, and while there is use in that ultimately there may be dimensions to that thing which are not inherently positive. And the individual will miss those perceptions and eventually what they'll find is the thing that they were judging as absolutely positive is in fact not really so. And the same can be found for negative judgment. Where when a person has judged something negatively, they only see it as a negative manifestation.

And even though that thing may have the potential of serving them positively, they are unable to perceive that. However, as all of you have experienced in different ways, even the things that you have labeled as negative may appear to be negative at first at a certain point when you overcome that challenge, you end up finding that it did in fact serve you in some way shape or form; that there was some type of positive dimension to it that you were able to extract through overcoming that particular challenge.

The reason we are emphasizing this so clearly, So you could say distinctly, is because while judgment may serve you the way to perceive that will serve you the most is, neutrally because all things within your dualistic expression of reality will contain both positive and negative frequencies. All things will contain what you call Yin and yang. As you know, even the most positive of states can eventually reveal to you negative things. And in that sense the polarity shifts, the polarity flips. Even the most negative of things can reveal to you the most positive of things, and in the instance the polarity flips.

When you are able to observe things neutrally, You hold space for both positive and negative thus allowing for you to see the totality of that which is perceivable to you in the moment of that particular subject matter. So when you see things free of judgment, ultimately you are more empowered; you are more informed. And ultimately you are more allowing of your higher guidance to reflect back to you whatever you need to see in that moment. And to share with you the instructions, the intuition and the forms of guidance that allow for you to form an appropriate and beneficial relationship to that particular subject.

So when you see things free of judgment, you are seeing things as Source sees things. Because Source recognizes the dualistic dimensions of all of its creations because Source is the only level of existence where there is no duality, there is only the One. Anything other than that, even the dimensions of Source that are aware of itself will express the idea of some type of duality. For example, the dimension of Source, the example of the One, that is aware of itself is what you call the two. And this dimension of Source which is aware of itself can be divided into two portions. There is the idea of the yin portion to it, and the yang portion to it. And these two yin and yang dimensions interact with one another and that is what gives rise to the myriad of realities and manifestations that Source creates.

So the one is the only level where there is no experience and because of that there is no duality. And when you see things neutrally, when you see things free of judgment, you are aligning with that particular level of Source. And when you are aligning with that particular level of Source, you are able to look down onto the myriad of creations that you are giving rise to and that allows for you to see both positive and the negative yin and yang dimensions clearly just as Source is able to do when it looks into itself and is able to see the myriad of realities that it's engendering. So, one of the ways that you can really expand your perspective through expanding your perspective and overcome challenges, or what you would call blockages or obstacles is through embodying the power of gratitude.

As we have said both positive and negative things are capable of serving you because they grant you experiences and that is what causes you to evolve and that is what causes you to grow and expand in yourself. Therefore, there is an inherent generosity present in both positive negative experiences both are giving you a gift, both are giving you something of value. So when you tune into the frequency of gratitude you are actually tuning into your natural state. You are tuning into the foundational dimension that is present inherently in all experiences. Because when you choose to experience life from a state of gratitude you are acknowledging that both positive and negative things can serve you.

And that allows for you to extract the highest levels of benefit, the highest level of value from those things. When those things are, let's just say judged either positively or negatively in that sense of gratitude may not be there fully. And what we mean by this is if you only accept the positive and you are only grateful for this and you judge the negative and reject it; you are not in a complete state of gratitude. You are in a state that we would translate as conditional gratitude. Which means you are really only half alive. You are really only turning on half of your consciousness.

You are really only activating half of yourself. However, when you choose to remain grateful whether you are experiencing a positive thing or a negative thing you have activated all of yourself. Because that neutral center point is what allows for you to have a 360 degree point of view that includes all experiences, it doesn't shun them and it doesn't push them away. It doesn't value one and devalue the other. It allows them to be and that allows for you to receive the higher wisdom and the positive energy that you can then use to navigate those experiences of positivity and negativity in a way that will ultimately serve you the most.

When you face a negative challenge and you go into a state of gratitude you are actually shifting the energy of that negative theme that's being explored and in that moment it is no longer a purely negative theme and you have chosen to be grateful for that theme you are activating your awareness of positivity in the face of the negative theme which allows for you to see how that theme may actually serve you, how it may benefit you and how you can use it in an uplifting way. So what we would advise is if you are dealing with some type of psychic block or emotional block, or mental block experiment for a little bit with practicing gratitude for those things that you are feeling, for those things that you are experiencing.

And when we say, become grateful for these things, we are not attempting to invalidate the challenge, or the pain, or the suffering, that may be connected to those things. We understand that those things are there. We understand that suffering does not feel good for many of you. We understand pain does not feel good for many of you. However, when you begin to become grateful for those things which perhaps are engendering suffering and/or pain, what ends up happening is you are disentangling yourself from the identity of the one who suffers. You are disentangling yourself from the identity of the one who is in pain and through that disentanglement, space is then made available within your consciousness. And because you're using gratitude you are flavoring that new created space with positivity which then allows for you to draw in positive realizations, positive experiences, and positive decisions.

-Ryokah 👽 (Channeled by Tyler Ellison)

13 notes · View notes

betterbemeta · 11 months

Text

"despairpilled whatevercore" is how I would describe Cyberpunk 2077 itself so far. Maybe it will surprise me. But I doubt it. let me explain but backwards:

Whatevercore,,,

The first thing that stands out to me about this setting is that there is no concept of 'counterculture.' In a game that has 'punk' in the title! That may be part of the 'point', that because the dominant culture's capitalist nightmare has consumed every possible human choice, motivation, emotional experience or expression it's all for sale and therefore it's extremely difficult to meaningfully oppose it. The police is normative culture. fuck the police is normative culture. conformity is normative, non-conformity is normative, rage against the machine is normative as a part of the machine... But what this means is that every possible aesthetic is blasting in your face at any given time at maximum volume surrounded by the trashiest possible conditions even in the supposedly high-class areas, so there are very few coherent emotional statements, reactions to the conditions (come back to this later) that could constitute 'punk art.'

And no, faking some kind of future-street-slanguage stand-in for AAVE does not constitute 'urban' punky flavor.

(Caption: ugh)

It's just aesthetic 'whatever' made with voyeurism to a racialized, class-linked idea of 'subculture' in mind, with no authentic foundation.

Now, I can understand the type of satire that exaggerates current conditions to express dissatisfaction with them, a desire to blow them all to bits. Warhammer 40k is a bit like this. But Cyberpunk 2077 makes the same mistake as Warhammer 40k: earnestly marketing the dystopian conditions as 'cool.' In reality everyone in this entire Cyberpunk 2077 world is deeply deeply uncool because none of them are fighting the currents that deposit them like sand in the suffering river, or at least not in any way that doesn't just replicate its conditions. you're never 'cool' if you follow the dominant hierarchical authoritarian thought in the world you live in, yes even if you mean to oppose it and YES! THAT MEANS YOU, KEANU REEVES! HOW DID PLAYING PRESIDENT TRUMAN SIMULATOR WORK OUT FOR YOU?

Rolling around being a super cool cyber assassin as a power fantasy is not counterculture in the world of Cyberpunk 2077 itself. at all. I have no choice but to be V who is one, and my experience is smooth and requires no thinking or friction besides two shit plot options that will both end bad for me sometimes, or how to blow up a buncha guys with my mind bullets and regular bullets. I swooce between cyber gang bandit lairs cleaning them out for the police. My wardrobe is mostly clothes i take from my dead enemies. I look horrible and I cant do anything about it right now.

I tried to design my V as a cute goth trans girl because if the game is going to force me to have a gender, that's the only correct answer. Sure, they have a bunch of lipstick shapes but they all kind of suck and ONLY ONE SHADE OF BLACK?! perish by my hand!!! There are a lot of 'options' for the character creator but all and all you can't actually execute them well as part of a 'look' anywhere near the start of the game so right away spiritually, physically, aesthetically, you're doomed to basically be 'whatevercore.' I could understand 'you gain the right to express yourself as you become more badass and accumulate more stuff' except for 1) the game LEADS with that this is a world of 'style over substance' in the character creator (an anti-punk statement if I ever heard one!!! the right to be so substantial you make people SICK is a punk fundamental RIGHT!) and 2) if a 14 year old could be a goth in middle school how come nobody running around is really 'anything' including me????

Despairpilled,,,

An important question and what I suspect is the theme of this game comes pretty early, from Dexter DeShawn: "Would you rather live in peace as Mr. Nobody, die ripe, old and smelling slightly of urine? Or go down for all times in a blaze of glory, smelling near like posies, without seeing your thirtieth?"

He's asking if I'm suicidal.

Everywhere I turn in Night City there's graffiti like, NO FUTURE or, THE END IS HERE. I think I saw an ACAB once but it was under a bunch of other stuff.

Even at the top of society, suicide seems like a prevalent theme given its relevance to Saburo Arasaka and his various children. Hell, Saburo wants you (an American) to be suicidal. It seems to be his goal, in how the Arasaka corporation targets the USA in specific. He is fighting a war against 'America' personally, like it's WWII. In a literal sense. The Japanese dominance in this story is primarily a dated one formed of American guilt, a fear of repercussions for atrocities of the atomic bomb from an enemy that committed (and denies) its own atrocities.

I don't want to say suicide isn't a powerful theme for a story. But the execution of this (no pun intended?) has very little relevance in a video game where your future does not move forward unless you do it yourself and moving forward often means like... roaming around barging into people's homes and getting into a zillion gunfights to no permanent consequences for you.

When I think of 'punk' attitudes, I don't really think about suicide by cop or drug overdose or a detachment from reality. I think like, 'we're not going to take this.' I think about Pride. I think about black activism. I think about die-ins on the steps at Capitol Hill. I think about a desire to live, demanding others not look away from those who are living and feeling. I think about anger at human sacrifice. Riots typically are about the right to not die, they aren't about a death wish.

#cyberpunk 2077 #long post #despairpilled whatevercore #suicide cw

34 notes · View notes

thistleation · 5 months

Note

I’m so obsessed with your eldritch space fic, I just can’t get it out of my head! I swear I catch myself thinking about it at least once per day. It’s got me really wanting to finally get into sci-fi media again and I’m wondering if you happen to have any recommendations?

Oh wow.

Damn.

Okay well first of all, holy shit, thank you!

I knew BoSaS was well liked by a handful of people, but until now I didn't think anyone besides me belonged in the "thinks about it daily category" 😭💖

As for sci-fi recs... well this is going to be a bit scattershot.

I've honestly not really kept up with recent sci-fi due to over a decade of major depression and not having my shit together, and I'm not a huge fan of a lot of the sci-fi that comes out these days in visual media, so I'm trying to make some time to read some of the sci-fi stories of recent years, but again, that's a work in progress, so can't really rec much in that regard.

First things first though, if you like Beyond our Space and Starlight, I absolutely have to rec luminous beings by @daisychainsandbowties .

It's warrior nun, it's star wars, it's got the suffering and the crying and the patented Cas poetic beauty amid the despair. It's SO fucking good and if you've not read it (and its companion pieces in the same setting) you absolutely gotta.

And also before I go any further, shouting out the Bifrost Incident which @the-darkness-does-not-bargain so kindly introduced me to. (don't look up anything about it, just listen). I assume that the main motivation behind you asking is something along the lines of "what kind of sci-fi was the inspiration behind this?" To which I'd have to say it's a mix that's a little eclectic and mainly old.

But let's talk about them because why not:

First off, the biggest influence is probably the original Star Wars trilogy, with dashes of the prequel trilogy.

I could write an essay about this, but I guess I could condense my opinion on Star Wars (and its relation to BoSaS) very simplified into something like: "Yes! You SHOULD bring swords and myth/magic into sci-fi... no, not quite like that!"

Rogue One brought it back and did it pretty well. (Only truly good recent Star Wars movie) I'd also draw from other sci-fi classics like the original Alien movies, the first two Terminators and Blade Runner.

Not to be all "the original is always better," but I feel like an issue with a lot of modern sci-fi is that the setting is too effaced, it lacks story and it's just a vehicle for spectacle. I like sci-fi stories where space is BIG and scary, and being on a ship surrounded by millions upon millions of miles of vacuum, utterly hostile to life? That should feel a little claustrophobic! Or at least occasionally unsettling.

If you hit the original movies, you're more likely to catch more of the vibe of the setting itself being an important character in the story, which to me is an essential aspect of my favourite kind of sci-fi content.

Okay this is getting long, let's go over the rest faster.

Ghost in the Shell

The original movie and the Stand Alone Complex (second season especially).

This is probably one of my biggest formative experiences on my "didn't realize they were trans at the time" adolescent brain.

High concept, transhumanism, guns, fast action, and enough of a spiritual/philosophical vibe to keep it from getting bland.

Then in a similar vein of physical dissociation and occasional body horror, but you want it to be even more fucked up?

Battle Angel Alita/Gunnm

The original run in particular. This along with Ghost in the Shell was what shaped my interest in sci-fi around my adolescence. I liked how both weren't afraid to introduce philosophical, almost spiritual and mythological elements to their futuristic stories.

Ghost in the Shell especially is like, the powers of mythical creatures, achieved through technology, and it leans into that and so you get an almost spiritual experience as an end result.

This story gets fucked up at times, but it's beautiful and heart wrenching all the same.

Prey

In contrast to my "watch the originals" statement of earlier, this is a recent predator movie that's actually good.

Thorgal

Okay this one isn't sci-fi, but I'm adding it to the list because this takes my love of adding magical/fantasy elements to sci-fi, but from the other direction: a story of a viking outcast, featuring gods and mythical creatures, but ALSO sci-fi elements as the lead character is of a race of spacefaring human(oids?)

Again, the first 20-odd books especially.

A powerhouse of the classic Franco-Belgian comics, nothing quite like it.

It's getting late and this is getting long, if any mutuals wanna tag on their recs for weird and not-so-weird sci-fi, please feel free.

#fic: BoSaS #answered

7 notes · View notes

readingsbylibramc · 1 year

Text

birth chart reading for @paranoidfanfictionreader

hello! welcome to your reading. I’m gonna give you a quick overview of what I’m going to analyze about your natal chart. feel free to ask me anything if something isn’t clear, of course. you’ll find out your dominants’ influence on your persona, your physical appearance, impression on others and the way you approach the world; your ego, identity, the real you; your reactions, your desires, inner emotions; your way of expressing your feelings, your mind and ideas; your desires and approach to love; your energy tank, instincts and temperament; in-depth analysis of each house with their rulers and analysis of heavy aspects; love life + soulmates/karmic partners interpretation; your relationship with your friends; your family life; your approach to career and work in general + possible jobs suggestion; your style, fashion sense analysis; life purpose and past life description; basic transits’ analysis to describe your current mood and, last but not least, your secret skills, how to make the most out of your soul and manifest what you desire based on your birth chart.

🦋 chart shape, dominants

your chart is a bucket shape, with the moon as the handle of the bucket. your saturn is in the 12th house, hence matters regarding spirituality and mental health will be your priorities in this lifetime. you also have clear ideas about your future and who you want to be. even though you may have different passions and talents, you’re capable of only sticking to one and mastering it, giving your all.

your dominant planets are venus, pluto and uranus. you are probably quite creative, or at least you have a passion for creative outlets; you may like music, reading, cooking, etc. you may be a trendsetter among your peers, or you may even become pretty well-known in your field. you may have to go through many overwhelming, life-changing experiences throughout your life. you definitely don't have an easy past, you might have struggled or may be struggling with your own inner demons or even external people that may try to harm you. but you're also a person who grows more and more mature as time goes by. you're becoming more confident and self-aware, even though the many transformations you have to undergo could be painful.

your dominant sign is taurus. you're a chill person, you prefer staying at home instead of going out and partying. you are quite stubborn, but that's because you're passionate about your ideas and beliefs. you prefer trying and take action, even if you risk to hurt yourself, instead of just standing still and observing. you find comfort helping others; it's a way to feel satisfied both with others and yourself, as you like proving your skills and talents.

your dominant element is earth. you're a loyal and stable individual. you value longevity in your relationships, and that makes you quite picky. you can easily appear as cold, as opening up to someone you don't know well is too much of a risk for you. once you do, though, you'll stay forever. money and material possessions are important for you, as you understand that financial stability is one of the main qualifications in life.

🌎 ascendant in taurus, 24° / 3rd decan ruled by venus and saturn

taurus is ruled by venus, the planet of beauty. therefore, you’re probably very attractive, even if not conventionally. taurus risings usually come off as introverted and shy, you’re probably not much talkative. you’re a homebody, you prefer staying at home reading a good book instead of going out and partying, even though you don’t despise hanging out with your friends either. basically, you’d rather watch a movie with them than going to the disco, for example. you’re a very patient and cautious person; because of that, you may considered slow, and it may be true, especially in your movements. yet, you just like thinking deeply about a decision, even if it’s just about what to eat for dinner. you don’t want to have regrets. you may also be quite materialistic, and hence you’re extremely careful to how you spend your money. you don’t want to be a burden to someone else, in fact you most likely used to feel guilty to ask your parents for money when you were younger. you’d rather be independent. usually, taurus placements are quite egotistic, but I don’t think it’s exactly your case. you’re careful to who’re you generous with, but you’re not selfish. you don’t fancy flaky, insignificant relationships. you prefer having long-lasting and intense bonds, you don’t have time to waste. you’re particularly loyal, but you could become too possessive and possibly controlling of your partners or friends. you’re probably not very flexible in life, since taurus is a fixed sign; you’re particularly fond of routine and you don’t like changing it out too often. it’s hard for you to adapt to changes, so you’d rather avoid them at all. taurus risings tend to have a very youthful vibe to them, and they’re usually more on the shorter side, or at least average. I’ve also noticed that they tend to have naturally straight and silky hair. even if you don't take much care of it, it’s still thick and good-looking. your eyes may be small or at least of average size, and they’re usually hooded, almond-shaped with naturally long lashes. your nose could be a button shape or a french nose but, even if it’s not, it still goes very well with your overall face. your lips are most likely full, even if not necessarily plump. you may also have a defined, distinctive cupid’s bow. last but not least, you may be of average height or tall, with long arms and legs.

taurus ascendant square aquarius sun: this placement indicates that, when you’re in public, you tend to act in a different way from who you truly are. perhaps you tend to act sociable and welcoming to hide your competitive and determined aquarius sun, even if unconsciously. this can obviously interfere in your relationships and bonds with others; some may expect you to be different, so you may often lose friends because you turned out to be different from what they were expecting. in fact, you may often attract people that try to take advantage of you. I wouldn’t worry too much, though, as I find this placement beneficial in your case, exactly because of this reason. but just in case it bothers you, now that you’re aware of this tendency of yours you can try to understand your real self more thanks to this reading, and start acting like who you truly are to get out of your shell.

taurus ascendant conjunct taurus moon: this placement makes you look softer than the typical taurus rising. in fact, you're kind of a cancer rising for some traits: you can read people's mood very well, it's easy for you to understand whether someone is sad, angry, happy... because of that, you always try to make people feel at ease, you're always kind with people, and that makes you extremely likeable. also, since the moon rules over feelings and the inner you, you're probably a very genuine person. it's hard for you to hide your real emotions, and even if you wanted to hide them you wouldn't be capable, you're not fake. you could also have frequent mood swings. you have a strong sense of family and comfort to you, and hence it's extremely essential for you feel at ease to truly be yourself. you may also resemble your mother more than your father.

taurus ascendant opposite scorpio mars: you easily come off as more assertive and arrogant than you actually are. this manifests both in your face and in your words. you could say things impulsively, and sometimes you're too blunt and hurt people's feelings. you don't do it on purpose, though, there's no malice behind your acts; it's just your natural way to express your opinions. on the other hand, you probably have a very strong charisma to you that makes you look very captivating and bold. people see you as a leader, and hence they could get intimidated by your presence. to cope with this placement, you can try controlling yourself and your words before speaking. I'm aware that it's a way to vent your anger, but you can find another way that doesn't hurt others.

taurus ascendant opposite scorpio saturn: you may be shy and have self-esteem issues, especially during your early years. because of that, you may often appear as insecure to others, or even unreliable. you have a strong desire to be with someone and commit to them, you despise supertificial bonds, but at the same time you may find yourself being too shy to approach others, especially during your early years. you may not be the most confident person on earth, but as time goes by your grow more and more confident. this may apply more to the younger you, actually. you don't feel much comfortable around other people, and others can sense that; your insecurity is exposed to the world, and some may take advantage of that to hurt your feelings. you're afraid of being judged, whether it's for your appearance, or maybe because of your ideals or interests. hence, you end up becoming reserved. this is something that will be solved through growth and time; the older you get, the easier you'll be on yourself. also, thanks to this aspect, you're a responsible person with defined values. to cope with this placement, I'd suggest you to do what makes you feel the best. there are different ways to boost your self-esteem, so maybe you can work on that and then start expressing yourself freely; if you do it without the fear of being judged, you will shine even more.

🌞 sun in aquarius, 20° / 3rd decan ruled by uranus and venus

this is the most sociable aquarius decan. even though you may face some insecurities, you’re typically a strong-minded person. you strive for independence, as you focus your existence on your witty intellect. you have the ability to achieve great things, as your mind is literally revolutionary, even though you may struggle to make those projects concrete. a downside to this placement is that you may not give enough importance to your words; you’re brutally honest, and you may often hurt someone with your thoughts. even though you may appreciate it, as you don’t like it when people aren’t straight-forward, you probably don’t realize the effect your words can have on others. you’re also quite stubborn, and you take particular pride about your ideals. you may feel offended when people disagree with you. or maybe, you don’t even say your opinions, because you could be aware of the weight of your words and you don’t want to hurt others, or you’re afraid of being judged. people may define you as cold, but you’re really not. you just struggle to look sweet like other signs, and your heavy earth and scoprio energy combo doesn’t help either. you’re more detached, but that doesn’t mean that you don’t have emotions.

aquarius sun square taurus moon: with this aspect, what you need and what you want tend to clash. in your case, your aquarius sun wants to be in the spotlight, you want to be sociable and have fun. you want to go out often and live life to the fullest, while your taurus moon is more private, it prefers being alone. as a result, you may come off as unpredictable and / or indecisive. you could struggle with being optimistic, as you have this inner turmoil in you that makes you struggle to attract positive situations in your life. you may often feel conflicted, as if you didn't have control over your emotions. you may have unstable self-esteem, one day you could be feeling extra confident and happy with yourself and then the next day you feel very insecure, you want to change everything about your persona. you could feel unwanted, or perhaps you actually used to feel unwanted during your childhood, perhaps by your parents, relatives or even by other children at school. you're basically a walking paradox, you want both intimacy and independence, stability and flexibility.

aquarius sun square scorpio mars: you’re extremely passionate about the things you love, you strive to be perfect at them, and your perfectionist aquarius nature confirms this. this could make you quite competitive, as your aquarius sun wants to succeed and be always right. I feel like you don’t really enjoy being in the spotlight; you’d rather avoid conflicts, or at least not be the center of them. yet, sometimes it’s hard for you not be aggressive. I don’t think it happens often, but you can be very blunt and rude if someone truly gets on your nerves. this, paired up with your uranus dominance, makes you sort of dramatic. as long as you don’t react like this too often, I don’t think it’s a big issue though.

aquarius sun square scorpio saturn: during the first years of your life, you were most likely very insecure. probably, your father or any kind of authoritative figure influenced your growth, making you self-conscious about your looks and abilities. they might've been really strict, or at least critical or overprotective of you. you feel the need to be perfect, or at least to meet others' expectations. you may also care too much about what others think about you. you may be a late bloomer, and you could face some hardships in your relationships, but this gets better with time. this probably manifests in your approach to friendships and relationships, making you quite awkward. don't worry, though; as you become more aware of yourself and your potential, saturn's lessons won't seem so harsh anymore.

🌙 moon in taurus, 21° / 3rd decan ruled by venus and saturn

the moon is exalted in taurus, so it's definitely a good placement! you're very peaceful, you try to avoid conflicts when you can. this placement makes you crave stability, whether it's financial, in love etc. you must be very stubborn, as taurus is a fixed sign. this placement, paired with your imaginative aquarius energy, makes you settle on making your ideas concrete, and it's very beneficial. it makes you capable of achieving any goals in your life. you're also very artsy, and you may fancy particular art styles. you have a good eye for aesthetics, and you care a lot about the looks of your house, body, clothes etc. you have excellent concentration, and that is another thing that helps you achieve your goals and make your ideas concrete. last but not least, you're amazingly patient, and that makes you a great friend. probably, they vent a lot of their worries to you, as you're also a great listener.

taurus moon opposite scorpio mars: your feelings are very intense. you may tend to react aggressively, or at least overreact. you feel the constant need to express your emotions, but you also want to be understood by others. you tend to be aggressive because you're actually afraid that others may be the first ones to hurt you. you don't really do it with malice, it's your way to defend yourself from eventual enemies. this placement also indicates that your childhood / family life was or will be quite turbulent. to cope with this placement, I'd suggest you to be a little bit more mechanic when you express your feelings. you don't have to hide them, just try not to vent all your anger around.

taurus moon opposite scorpio saturn: you most probably felt misunderstood during your childhood, as if everyone were cold with you. maybe your mother (or anyone in your family/childhood) was emotionally absent or even aggressive, hence you didn't grow up in a completely healthy environment. this issue causes you to question your worth; you may have low self-esteem, especially during your early years. your family may have big expectations of you, and hence you feel the need to meet them, making you even more pressured to be perfect. overall, your personality may resemble that of your parents a lot, even though it may feel challenging for you. you're constantly strict with yourself, challenging yourself to improve. especially with your moon being in taurus, you always want to be at your best state, physically but also emotionally. you just want to radiate good vibes, even though you may feel limitated to share all of your true self due to saturn making harsh aspects.

🗣️ mercury in aquarius, 1° / 1st decan ruled by uranus

mercury is exalted in the sign of aquarius, so this is definitely a beneficial placement! you have a very distinctive way of thinking and speaking. you don't like being like others, you don't follow trends. you're probably the trendsetter, and you may find confidence and pride in your ideas and opinions. some may even define you weird, but you have very strong beliefs that could actually be helpful for the world. you're quite 'ahead' of others from this point of view, you're able to find beauty in things without being influenced by others. for example, you may follow a fashion trend before it gets viral. you are able to come up with very innovative ways of solving problems, you're extremely creative. you may even be the type to invent your own words, or perhaps you love learning and reading new words, you have a wide vocabulary. you're also probably interested in science and any darker or logical topic, you want to use your words and theories to change something in the world. you want to leave an impact, maybe even help others through your mind. you have a very witty sense of humor, you most likely speak fluent sarcasm and you're also very astute. I would say that the only problem with this placement is that you may come off as a know-it-all. you're proud of your intellect, you can't help but show it off, but obviously others may be jealous of you or feel attacked. for your voice, I assume you have a very particular tone, maybe even a nasal voice.

aquarius mercury square scorpio pluto: you may become a bit manipulative. you probably don’t even realize it, though, as you have the ability to make people do what you want them to do. you probably love being right, especially during arguments, and you always manage to be so thanks to your skills. your words are like knives for others, they can truly cut deep through their ego. you’re direct and blunt, as you just say what you have in mind with no filters. you can develop a provocative attitude without even realizing it, which can obviously cause you conflicts. you need to be more careful about how you communicate your ideas, otherwise you could seriously damage other people’s self-esteem. on the other hand, if you acknowledge your flaws and work on them, this can actually turn into diplomacy. take advantage of your interest in your inner self to find out how to be a bit more gentle in choosing your words.

❤️ venus in capricorn, 18° / 2nd decan ruled by saturn and venus

you seem like the type of person who's not totally into the idea of love and relationships, especially in your early years. you find your individuality way more important, and you feel the need to establish your status in the world. yet, there's still a place in your heart that desires love, but it's quite hidden. maybe, you're actually afraid of falling in love; or perhaps, it's the opposite: you jump into relationships, even if they aren't actually your priority. it may be hard for you to fall for someone, but once you do, you're totally invested in them. you're quite of a traditionalist when it comes to love; you may the type that prefers being courted, rather than court yourself. you're also quite into clichés, and you're looking for a polite and ambitious partner. someone who has a stable job, and is also wealthy. basically, someone that looks (and possibly is) rich and noble. you may also have the tendency to date people that are older than you, and possibly also soulmates from your past lives. in fact, you attract many karmic partners that are here to teach you lessons. your relationships may be quite painful, or at least they're so intense that they are hard to forget. with this placement, it's also recommended to get married after your saturn return, hence after your 28-29 years old, to avoid any kind of challenges.

☄️ mars in scorpio, 14° / 2nd decan ruled by pluto and neptune

you’re an extremely goal-oriented person. you want to be the best at everything you do, not only to be better than others but also the best for yourself. you’re very astute, it’s impossible to trick you, and you always find a way to be in charge and get what you want. yet, you can get quite obsessed about your goals, that you could do extreme things to get what you want. in fact, people with this placement can even manipulate others, as they’re totally capable of doing that. people are naturally attracted to you, you have a way with words, and hence you’re always able to convince others into giving you what you want. but luckily, this doesn’t turn into manipulation, you probably don’t even realize this skill of yours, and hence you don’t use it to damage others. you are very persuasive, but you don't do it on purpose, you could actually be a little naive. when you get angry, you could actually get scary, though. your emotions are very intense, it’s hard to calm you down. you may be very sarcastic and aggressive with your words. you could hurt people, but you don’t do it on purpose. most of the time, you don’t even mean the things you say. you may also vent your anger with physical action, hence you could slam doors, punch or break things etc.

scorpio mars conjunct scorpio saturn: you're a serious competitor, as your mind is very strategic. your ambition makes you want to be the best wherever you are, and you may actually overwork yourself to achieve your goals. establishing your status is important for you. you may not be the type to act instantly, you prefer taking your time to follow a plan. in fact, you probably write down what you have to do in an agenda, or even in your phone's notes app. you have this strong sense of duty, as you feel 100% responsible of your fate. you're sure that, if you don't work hard, you don't deserve success and recognition. in fact, you don't take orders from others, you are your own boss. you could have materialistic tendencies, as wealth is what motivates you the most to work or just take action in general. you may often experience burnouts, as saturn, especially near mars, brings intense workaholic tendencies.

🏡 houses

your 1st house is in taurus. you have a slow, cautious approach to the world. you don’t like rushing things, you prefer taking your time on any decision you make, it doesn’t matter whether it’s about what to wear or even about your future career. you’re fond of arts, creativity and self-expression in general, and people may actually know you for your creativity. combined with your aquarius sun, you may even seem alternative.

your 2nd house is in gemini. you’re probably very intelligent, and your skills are what boost your self-esteem. you’re also capable of doing more than one thing at the same time. you could make money from communication, hence you could become a writer, a singer, a theraphist, a judge, even an influencer. anything that involves the use of words. you may also be quite intelligent, and your intellect and ideas are what make you feel most confident. you’re most likely very creative, you could do amazing at artistic outlets like writing, drawing, acting above all thanks to your prominent and dramatic leo dominance. you may actually gain money from your creativity, so you may pursue a career that involves it. you may often also experience creative blockages.

your 3rd house is in cancer. your parents were probably successful in school and university, and they passed down their knowledge to you. maybe, you may have the same interests or passions as them, or perhaps they want you to be academically successful just like them. you may also find yourself talking about your memories, as you’re very attached to them, or even directly about your childhood/parents. the ruler of the 3rd house is in the 12th house: you may be interested in the occult, in astrology, in religion, in psychology, in philosophy... anything that deals with the metaphysical. the theme of mental health is also very prominent in your lifetime.

your 4th house is in leo. your family had great expectations of you, which could have eventually led to anxiety/self-esteem issues. on the other hand, your parents cared about you, and they always made sure that you had everything you needed. if you have siblings, you were most likely the favourite child in the family, or at least you were spoiled by your parents, both with material things and affection. overall, your childhood wasn’t much turbulent, even though your parents most likely were quite strict with you. there could have been lots of arguing as well aside from restrictions, and hence it was hard for you to establish a proper emotional bond with them. because of that, you may feel a little insecure now, as you may constantly feel misunderstood by others.

your 5th house is in virgo. you enjoy relax, yet you may feel guilty to abandon work for a while. you always feel like you have something to do, and that doesn’t allow you to fully enjoy your rest time. make sure to always find some space for yourself, though. it’s where your energy resides, you feel at home and comfortable exploring your abilities, you shouldn’t take them for granted. also, this enhances your writing abilities even more. in fact, you’re both creative to create stories and rational to tell them objectively and in a clear manner. you're picky with your lovers and friends, it takes time for you to open up to someone and fully trust them, but once you do, you're very loyal. I don't see you being as extroverted as other geminis, you need your alone time, but you definitely don't mind spending time with your loved ones and close friends.

your 6th house is in libra. pluto, mars and saturn are also sitting in this house. you most likely involve beauty, art, aesthetics and creativity in your daily routine. your home environment probably looks very neat and well-designed. you care a lot about it, as much as you care about yourself; you put a lot of attention in your outfits and looks too, and you most likely love shopping. this is another placement that indicates that your ideal career should serve your need for creativity and self-expression. it’s very important for you to pursue a career that helps you find a way to express the creative side of your mind. you may also often find yourself dating people from your daily routine, hence co-workers, classmates etc. your life revolves around being productive. you don't like to waste your time, you always try to learn and gain something useful from everything you do. that's caused by the fact that you're motivated to be perfect in what you like; this, combined with your competitive nature, may often cause you to burn out. in fact, the downside to this placement is that you may overwork yourself too much. this is bad, as if you work too much you don't have time to travel with your mind, you can't relax and have fun. in fact, it may be hard for you to endure too much hard work. you're capable of achieving your goals, but in order to do that you also need a break from time to time. you may be passionate about routine, self-care, health and work, to the point that it looks (and feels) obsessive. you may attract enemies in your daily life, e.g co-workers that are jealous of your ambition. you might have to undergo different changes in your routine and health throughout your life, which can literally transform you both physically and emotionally.

your 7th house is in scorpio, with also uranus placed there. you tend to attract very intense partners. your future spouse will be very loyal and fond of you, but they may be a little too obsessive for you. it will be a very intimate relationship, but you may struggle with control. in fact, you’ll most likely be both very possessive and easily jealous, and there may be some arguments regarding this issue. with this placement, you may also attract ‘broken’ people, such as drug dealers, alcoholics, abusers… your relationships will be very karmic. they may be painful, as you love hard when you fall for someone, but they’ll be crucial for your self-growth. perhaps, you could even attract mentally unstable partners, they could be a bit moody for example. last but not least, you may meet your future spouse in an unexpected situation.

your 8th house is in sagittarius. neptune, jupiter and venus are also in this house. you’re very curious when it comes to taboo topics, you like learning about them. you’re probably into conspiracy theories, as well as matters like astrology, tarots, horror, tragedies, violence… you can use them to transform yourself and grow up, so you could definitely use this birth chart reading to improve yourself. 8th house is also the house of karma, and yours is kind of strange. you may often feel like you’re right about something, e.g the sky is blue. you’re very proud of your observation, but then it turns out to be different. it’s like the universe is constantly teaching you new things. luckily, this is something that gets better with time. in addition, having sagittarius here is great, as jupiter kind of protects you from the 8th house’s malefic themes. all the negative things that could happen to you, are actually blessings that are here to help you. you just need to be a little bit more optimistic, the universe has your back. as for love, you have high expectations for your future partner. you always try to be at your best state, and you want those who surround you to be perfect too. it's hard for you to fall for someone, as you take everything in consideration: personality, physical appearance, fashion sense... it may look like it is too much, but once you find the right one that truly satisfies your standards, you're in for a long ride. you'll want to travel, live your life in the best way possible with the person you love. you look at them as if they were the brighest star in the sky, and you want to be seen like this as well. you may even be a bit clingy, but your partner needs to be aware of that. they can't repress your need for affection. you see love as a way to revive your inner child, you feel younger when you're in love. even though you want someone fun and outgoing, you also need someone ambitious, hard-working and generally serious when it comes to committing. there's no room in your life for flaky people.

your 9th house is in capricorn. mercury is also in this house. you have a pragmatic approach to philosophy, school and experiences in general. for example, you may be the type to plan every day of a travel. at school, you were probably the type to prefer more logical subjects, but I assume that you were good at all of them. you may often get lost in your thoughts and get unmotivated from time to time, even though this mercury's energy is way too strong to be ignored. you most likely love travelling and making new experiences. if you had to choose how to spend your spare time, you’d most likely choose to travel somewhere. you’re also extremely open-minded, you hardly ever have prejudices. you surely don’t judge people from their sexuality, skin colour etc, you actually dislike that kind of things. last but not least, you may also have a knack for philosophy, poetry, literature, history… anything that can open your mind and stimulate your creativity.

your 10th house is in aquarius. your sun is also sitting in this house. you want to stand out from the crowd, you strive to establish your own morals and beliefs. you don’t want to conform to anything and anyone, as you’re a trend-setter and you want to be seen as such. you’d rather have a job where you can handle your work yourself, rather than having a boss. in fact, aquarius in this house makes you extremely resolute and motivated to achieve your goals and be independent. you may not be much interested in love, and if you are, you don’t overlook career either. having a stable and successful future that makes you happy is the key for happiness in your life. it could take you some time at first to be recognized for your efforts. you may easily experience 'almost-winner’ situation, and hence you could often make silly mistakes that ruin your work. it’s important to be focused when working, especially for you. yet, once you know how to balance this tricky energy and get your stuff together, you’ll earn a reputation for being an innovative and original person. you may be quite artistic, creative and emotional, you’ll probably focus your life on self-expression. you are most likely going to be independent at work, you'll most likely have your own business. you could possibly work online as well, you could earn money through the internet. you may also become famous or well-known on social media. generally speaking, you'll pursue an original career that will allow you to earn money in an unconventional way.

your 11th house is in pisces. you probably had problems with your friendships in your early years. you could have been too shy to approach people, hence you struggled to befriend them. or maybe, you used to gossip around, and that led you to lose them. or perhaps, you’re too work-oriented to find some spare time to hang out with others, and hence you end up losing your bond with them. in the best case, you may have quite spiritual / religious friends, or perhaps they’re your soulmates, they were a part of your past life. you have this habit of idealizing them a bit; that is, you may be too picky in choosing your friends. you’re probably looking for the type of friend that’d literally throw themselves under a car to save you, but it’s hard to actually find someone like that. open up more and accept others as they are. you don’t necessarily need to be with them for a long time, but make sure to learn your lessons from them.

lastly, your 12th house is in aries. there’s this side of you that is very bold and daring, but you struggle to let it out. it’s hidden inside of you, and you’re only able to show this side of yourself to those who can understand you. you’re also extremely scared of physical violence, like rape, fights, wars… they’re probably your deepest fears. you are probably very spiritual and intuitive. you'll have lots of meaningful dreams, possibly prophetic dreams that could warn you about the future. you may be able to perceive and talk to higher entities such as spirits, and you could become a master at manifestation. with a positive attitude, you'll be able to attract everything you want in your life. you rely a lot on your intuition rather than logic. this may make you appear as submissive, sometimes, as if you can’t stand up for yourself. you’re actually a very spiritual person though, who thinks deeply before acting. you’re aware of your actions, but at the same time you’re ready for eventual changes in your schedule/routine. you have no problems improvising, you’re very versatile. the problem is, you may rely so much on your intuition that you don’t take action. you’re the type to fantasize about being a better person, rather than trying to become one. you may also have the tendency to be passive-aggressive and avoid problems; you may prefer being cold to someone rather than trying to work your argument out.

❤️ love life, soulmates

in love, you attract scorpio, aquarius, leo, capricorn and gemini. your future spouse will most likely have scorpio and capricorn traits; they’ll be extremely intelligent and astute, with a great thrist for knowledge of any kind. yet, they’ll also have a warm, playful, almost childish vibe to them that will make you feel like a teenager again. you’ll most likely meet them at your job place, even though it may take you a while. you’ll probably meet them after your 27-28s. they’ll also most likely have something to do with teaching or abroad. they could be foreign, or at least they’re able to speak more than one language. they’ll also be very open-minded and wise, probably older than you. your children will have virgo, leo and gemini traits as well: they’ll be extremely intelligent and witty, maybe a bit too paranoid, but also very fond of their parents, especially of you. they’ll love playing around, but they could be a bit immature. they’ll also love being spoiled with affection, as well as material things.

👶🏻 family life

your mother was very maternal with you, and she probably had cancer / water placements. she was very supportive of your decisions, and she was also very intelligent and fun to be around. your father was also very dominant in your family, and he was probably older than your mother. he was very hard-working, maybe even absent in your life, but it was because he wanted to give you all he could. he’s possibly a capricorn or another earth sign. you may have a few siblings, and they could even be your twins. you probably have a nice relationship with them; you’re all very intelligent and playful at the same time. you most likely share the same ideas and opinions. they’re also very astute, and they could have gemini and / or virgo placements.

📊 career

I can picture you being an amazing teacher or even professor. based on your other placements, you could also do well at literally any creative career! you may be a dancer, a singer, or even something more complex like a creative director. otherwise, you could also be successful as a designer of any kind, an architect, a scientist… something that allows you to be mostly independent, but that can still guarantee you mental stimulation and a decent income, and that also allows you to use your creative venusian energy. I also see you working in the spotlight, you could possibly become a celebrity or at least you may get famous on the internet. you could work online or using technology, for example if you're an artist you may prefer digital art. you could also work in human resources and marketing.

👗 fashion sense, style analysis

your style may be quite androgynous, yet still very classy. even if you’re wearing a simple sweatshirt, you make sure that it’s all neat and high quality above all. you could fancy wearing basic, ageless pieces, such as blazers, jeans, shirts etc. you mostly wear monochrome shades, such as black, white, beige, grey etc., but you still make them look effortlessly trendy. you could also be into retro trends, especially 20s/60s fashion or even 70s or 80s.

👁️ past life, life purpose

in your past life, the focus was on your relationships with others. maybe, you had troubles with self-esteem and identity in general and you used to depend on others. you had to work hard and finally understand how to build healthy relationships with others to fulfill your past life purpose. hence, this lifetime your focus will be yourself. even though at first you might feel quite insecure, this lifetime you're here to develop this matter. after all, saturn will give you many lessons in order to transform yourself and grow into a better person.

🤔 major transits analysis / may 9

with the sun transiting your 12th house, touching your natal taurus moon, this may be an emotional period for you. you might be feeling extra sensitive, you may be offended easily and as a result, you argue with others more than usual. you may be impulsive, driven by your own emotions and create conflict without meaning to. try to control your words and your temper in these days, in order to avoid useless stress.

🧿 manifest what you want, secret skills

your secret skills revolve around finances and just security in general. with a positive attitude, you may attract material luck: money, clothes, houses… everything that you desire. since you’re a logical person, I assume the most efficient way for you to manifest through the LOA is writing! take a notebook and just write down positive affirmations, such as 'I have the car of my dreams’ etc. you may also write them on post-its and glue them around your house, so that you can accelerate the progress. you can also try to idealize your wish before trying to manifest it. for example, if you want a new sweatshirt, try to imagine yourself wearing it. you could also go into a shop and actually try that sweatshirt it on; being in contact with it will boost the law of attraction even more.

this is the end! thank you again for booking a reading, hope it resonated with you :)

- libramc xx

#astrology

9 notes · View notes

brightgnosis · 1 year

Text

Note Dump on 'Land, Respect, and Belonging: A Teaching on Sacred Responsibility', Hosted by Dr. Daniel Foor and the Ancestral Medicine Team

Guiding Question for the session:

What are our responsibilities to the land where we live? How do our relationships to the lands we visit or call home impact our sense of belonging and our physical, psychological, and spiritual wellbeing?

There are four main ways that we end up where we are, which form the foundation of our Human Ancestral Story:

We are where we've been for a long time (which is not inherently the same as being indigenous to the area); where the bones, ashes, and histories of your people have played themselves out over a long period of time, which creates its own unique experience with and connection to the land, there .

We arrived through the enactment of harm on others (which is generally the case through settler-colonialism); this doesn't necessarily mean that your ancestors themselves inherently acted as aggressors directly. But rather, that they were likely a minor part of a much larger movement enacting a violent boundary violation .

We arrived through, or after, experiencing a harm enacted upon us (which is typical of refugees, the enslaved, the displaced, those fleeing famine or structural inequality and violence, etc); sometimes the framing gets collapsed into "Settlers vs Colonialists", where the reason we come is to enact violence. But this is not actually nuanced enough, because the way in which we arrive to a place can be the cause of violence enacted on us in other places instead .

The active choice we make ourselves to migrate or immigrate to a new place; this ultimately comes from an inherent place of privilege and choice, and through consensual navigation between person and government or other powers.

Our Ancestral Story is most commonly a mixture of many of these things throughout history; our bodies are frequently an intersection of multiple stories that lay down lineage from both the enactment of harm by and the active reception of harm enacted upon our ancestors in many ways.

Sometimes those who came from a harm inflicted become those who inflict the harm on others later. And it's incredibly easy to avoid our Ancestral stories if they're uncomfortable; to choose not to face it, even though we need to. But we are also still individuals ... We're not defined by our Ancestral Stories.

There are ways we are individually drawn to the land, and may interface with it, due to our own temperament and our needs, our own destinies, and what we need to be our best self or to thrive, etc. And sometimes that means moving, even though our Ancestral Stories are located somewhere else.

People have different needs, and different Ancestral Trajectories. And what land we're on has a lot of implications for us ... What trees you dream of when you dream of trees will be different. Our relationships with things will different; our soul potential is a constantly unfolding conversation in relationship with the land we inhabit. And that's an invitation to understand how your practice is actively being shaped by where you're at.

It's not only about our ancestral conditions.

However: It's always important to consider who is already there when you arrive- regardless of when you arrived; the dead (remaining living representatives or not) and the living both who still speak through that place. But also the ones who are not and will never be Human as well: The plants and animals, bugs, and so on; the Spirits who are the land you have arrived on.

The Human and Other-than-Human and Divine beings are all the ecology of the land. And we are stepping into that ecology when we are visiting, or passing through a place- but especially when we are intending to unfold and build a life there for a prolonged period of time. But these communities are mostly not Human; yes they include Humans, but they are mostly not Human.

Thinking our particular physical body or Ancestral Group is better than another is bad. It's supremacy mindset to say "my group is better"; saying that Humans are above other-than-humans is the same garbage and arrogance. We have to recognize that.

We also have to recognize there's no actual stance outside of "the system". That's the colonialist stance: That you can sit outside the system, and be exempt from it (especially from the consequences). But there is no true "outsider" space to occupy.

That being said: Belonging is typically earned- which people don't want to hear. To be culturally skillful, and to have group-level belonging, however, there is a significant portion of that which hinges on learning how to skillfully engage with that group. And that is earning your belonging within that group.

How do you do that? You have to relate, and to participate. And how we relate with the system matters; are we going to bring more wisdom, and kindness, and care to it? Or are we going to bring more amnesia, and mindless crashing around?

So you want belonging there ... Belonging comes through participation ... So let's greet the Other-than-Human things. It's a great starting point in any space; if we don't know who "the others" are, then our mindfulness of etiquette is often diminished in a place.

No one has a map, though; there's no "one correct way" to participate. There's no set way it really needs to look to be "right". However, our participation should be intentionally personalized- especially as settler-colonialists. And making it personal matters to building that relationship.

It's not only about our personal connection, but also about our Ancestral Group and accepting that there are modes of participation that are pre-determined for us based on group identity and belonging. And so as the descendants of settler-colonialists, there is a clear moral imperative to participate. There is no other morally responsible way to "belong". That doesn't mean your whole life needs to be defined by that, however. But there is an active need for tithing to prevent sinking back into the amnesia of the past.

If we lean in and build relationship with a specific place over time, even if we're not "ancestrally of that place"? If we still show up with humility and peace and reciprocation and participation, time and time again, unprompted ... The elder powers of that land may speak to us in a very real and tangible way. One that changes what's happening on an outer level, and changes how things unfold there; it's the participation and the relationship building that leads to it. This is the outcome of showing up and participating again and again.

At first the sense of "The Others" is often "Who are you? Why are you doing this, why are you here". But over time as you show up, there is a sense that the attitude changes to "Ok well you're here and I guess we don't get to pick who shows up for us. So we might as well work with you". And towards the end, there is frequently a true sense of real nurturing and contact.

There's an incomplete piece surrounding how we interact with, revere, relate mindfully to, and even think about the other-than-human around us in the land. We're not really seeing them yet. We haven't actually met them in our perception. And it doesn't have to be like that. And until we have language for it, it's rarely conscious. It's a forgotten aspect of reality. So for those of us who have, we should model it as a basic set of values- even when it isn't the standard social norm

Personal Responses for the Questions During Practice

What would greater Belonging look like for you?

Better financial opportunities, here

Independent housing, here

Friends

Is there anything you could do to move into better attunement with the land to achieve this?

Actually making more regular pilgrimages and offerings like intended (wild); continuing to aid my city as a Master Gardener (cultivated).

6 notes · View notes

mickgaydolenz · 1 year

Note

“hit me with the grim discovery, i want to suffer” okay asia, if you insist.

major tw for discussing death //

something else in that AXS interview that got brought up is Micky's health, which is another thing that's flown over my head as he's certainly been talking about it within recent years. and hey, watching your health not a bad thing at all, especially for that age! but the way he talks about it, at least to me, comes off almost a bit obsessive. that’s typical Pluto 6H behavior, a planet dealing with obsessiveness and control. it’s in opposite to our current Pluto Aquarius, which is currently transiting his 12H. nothing to sweat over, right?

except that people don’t usually live long enough to experience that kind of transit. that’s a big fucking deal and i cannot even begin to stress that enough, it’s literal cosmic magic we’re witnessing! ✨🌟💫

despite that being cool as all hell, it doesn't mean it's entirely positive. this is Pluto-on-Pluto we’re talking: double negative nancies. this is the time where everything comes full circle for a person's life; it can be extremely stressful if he’s not mentally capable of handling it, because the powerful Plutonic force is going to hit the gas by messing entirely with his psyche… which by the way his asteroid Psyche in Pisces is in his 1H, the house of the self and outward appearance. if he becomes too obsessed with trying to control his health it's only going to cause more harm than good -- definetly psychologically.

and you know what? it’s no wonder why i kept getting spiritual messages saying “watch your head” in regards to Micky, i wish i was kidding. it is Aries season after all, and Aries rules the head, so AHHH!! if anyone is willing to donate $50 to me so that i can go to the tour and spread this message to him you’d be funding my ‘mystical witch who gives riddling omens to strangers’ services. i only accept paypal.

Pluto is usually the metaphorical representation of death, so this is more of a psychological experience at best (“best” said with a frowny face). but with this current transiting Saturn, a planet that represents physical death itself, literally on his Ascendant, which we’ve also discussed that it will bring in a melancholic and cranky attitude, it all has me body and soul clenched for dear fucking life. even with those supportive placements in his chart that i've mentioned before it's going to get extremely rough for him and i'm praying that someone around him is keeping a watchful eye on his behavior. if no one will, i absolutely will.

so this all inspires me to start going back and checking the ephemeris’ once again for the three others because now i feel like i just unlocked the secrets of the universe. and here’s what i’ve uncovered:

Davy passed when Saturn was in 29° Libra, and in retrograde, transiting along his 7H in close conjunction to his Jupiter and asteroid Chiron. not only that, it also squares his Mars in 28° Cancer 5H AND his natal Saturn in 22° Cancer 4H, to which both squares his natal Jupiter. something very important to note about Jupiter is that it’s very capable of over-expanding and overdoing something if left unchecked, so it’s strange to me that when the other three talked about him during that time they all said that Davy was healthy in shape… which doesn’t add up to me. whatever he was doing, something was being overdone and his tiny chihuahua body couldn’t handle being pumped by such a big heart no more, as Cancer does rule the chest area. then again, i have to remind everyone once more that his birthtime is still up in the air and i’m just working off the one and only sus source i found. please keep that in mind!

Peter passed when both Saturn and Pluto were in Capricorn, transiting his 3H, where his asteroids Vesta, Eros, Pholus and Pallas, but Satrun was in 15° and Pluto in 22°, and both were in close conjunction to his Pholus (!!!). they also both squared his Jupiter and Lilith in Gemini 8H, but trines his 8H Uranus Taurus; Uranus, much like Pholus, deals with sudden and unexpected changes, but Uranus in particular represents release and freedom, and with it in the 8H it seems to me he finally felt free from his burdens. moreover, the transiting Pluto was in trine to his Mars, and Satrun was in trine to his natal Satrun, both in Taurus 7H. not just a literal death but a metaphysical one at that too! and of course, Taurus rules the throat. who woulda thunk.

Mike passed when Saturn was in 9° Aquarius, which had just transited into his 12H, its cusp starting at 8° Aquarius. it opposed his natal Pluto in 6° Leo 5H and squaring his asteroid Psyche in 9° Scorpio 8H. most importantly it trines his natal Saturn, and Uranus both in Gemini 3H, as well as his Moon and Neptune Libra 7H. remember when i talked about him mending things at the end of his life? yeah me too. Leo specifically rules the heart and his Chiron in 29° Leo, the healing & wounding asteroid, was in his 6H, the house of physical health. literally should’ve seen it coming but alas, i was not there in time to call it out.

it’s very easy to look back retroactively and find these things and start to panic. more often than not i find myself getting panicked over Micky and this crazy astro weather. however, what we all have to remember at the end of the day is that, no matter what tools you use, death cannot be predicted, ever -- we may see it on the horizon but we’ll never truly know when it’ll strike, and that’s how it’s intended to be in universal law. we won’t know what day and what time Micky will be gone. all i can tell you is that it’s getting to be that time and it’s time to start emotionally preparing for it.

i’m no grief counselor and in no way am i sharing these things with the purpose to make everyone scared and worried. i’m sharing this to, in a way, not only help all of us come to terms with the fact that it’s almost over, but to also really enjoy the time we have left with our favorite goober. endings have to happen in life and it would be in our best interest to at the very least be prepared for it, rather than be surprised and in shocked.

i’m confident that’s what Micky would want from all of us anyways! he’s gonna go out of this with a bang, if anything, come hell or high water.

ugh he wants to be like Mike so bad girl get over yourself /j /lh

hahahahahahhahaha ouch 🥲

#man oh man though kale this really feels…..like oddly coming full circle you know???#like with micky being the last monkee and then deciding to embark on this huge tour celebrating their most personal album #and having to live through all of the memories that brings up on top of him releasing his book #of candid photos again just immersing himself in the past #it feels…….oddly like a goodbye???#also micky health wise. i recall an interview he did during covid where he mentioned being more cognizant of his health #and how he had high blood pressure but did yoga and other things to keep himself in shape #but uh I’m wondering if peter and then mike both having major health problems just fed into his own obsession with not falling into those #pitfalls??? and now he’s like hyper aware of his health???? god micky…….#anyways ouch but thank you kale i think it’s nice to like…..be able to prepare if something does happen y’know?

3 notes · View notes

legend-tripper · 2 years

Note

You don’t have to answer this but I read your tags and was super interested in the blood magic you mentioned on a post. I was wondering if you could tell me about that please? Thanks anyways (:

yeah absolutely, but let me preface this by saying i am in no way qualified to give spiritual advice lmao. my approach to spirituality and magic has been very "dive in and see what happens," which i REALLY dont recommend. its important to make informed decisions and take measures to protect yourself with anything, spirituality included - im just irresponsible and dont follow my own advice most of the time lmao.

also, this is gonna be a long one, so sorry in advance lol.

but uh yeah, i started getting into blood magic a few months after i started praying to the moon. i was sort of in a weird place with spirituality where i had left christianity a few years prior and wasnt sure what i believed or if i even believed anything, but the moon was always sort of there. like, the actual moon itself - not its energy or any associated deity, but like the actual moon. i always sort of felt grateful that it was such a beautiful natural constant, so i just sort of said fuck it, might as well just say thank you when i see it, y'know? from there, i sort of got more into mindfulness and meditation, and within a few months, my period had regulated and aligned with the full moon. it really caught me off guard, to be honest - just to recap those tags, my periods have always been majorly irregular for uh medical reasons, and nothing i ever did even came close to regulating my cycle until then.

so, long story short, i spent a few years researching and exploring different aspects of spirituality, but eventually, i started working with norse deities - namely odin, thor, and loki, but mostly odin. i researched the runes and found a lot of different stuff regarding the use of blood on the runes and giving blood as an offering, and it sort of resonated with my experience with the moon, so i started using blood in my spiritual practice.

uh, i feel like its worth mentioning here that theres a lot of information about the runes and blood magic that doesnt have any basis in historical paganism - which is fine, im not gonna sit here and tell anyone that their pagan/neo pagan practices are wrong, and frankly i dont know enough about them to really speak on them. unfortunately, most of the information we have about ancient pagan practices has been lost, and its hard to say how blood was actually used in traditional magic. i dont think that invalidates any modern blood-related practices, but i do think its important to just be aware that there is no "historical right way" to practice. just consume information with a critical eye and use your better judgement when researching, especially when it comes to norse traditions. lots of nazis out there will present "historical facts" about paganism that are just blatantly wrong, not to mention harmful and deeply entrenched in hatred, racism, and bigotry.

anyway, for me personally, blood has always held a certain level of importance both physically and spiritually. without diving too deep into my medical history on an already-too-personal tumblr post (lol), ive always had to work with and be very aware of my own blood as part of my health care. blood is also one of those things that i always associated with "magic" before i really understood what that meant for me. it was sort of the same as staring at the moon or looking out at the ocean and feeling a power or significance to it that was - and still is - inexplicable. i always got the sense that these things were alive, perhaps not in the same way that we are alive, but alive in and of themselves nonetheless. regardless of what they are and what we are in a magical, spiritual, cosmic, or whatever type of sense, we are all "alive" in this world. to me, that simply means that we have the potential to communicate with one another in some way shape or form.

so, for me, offering blood is a means of communication. i see my blood as the sort of vessel for my life force, in both a physical and spiritual sense. my spiritual practice sort of relies on honoring the fact that the physical and the spiritual are not separate, and using blood is a big part of that. my blood carries oxygen, iron, water, salt, sugar, and a million other chemicals through my body to keep me alive. to me, that in and of itself is inherently magical. assuming that what we believe about the universe is correct, those same chemicals have been part of reality for as long as it has existed, simply transformed and converted between energy and matter and who knows what else. to me, offering my own blood, which is so intensely connected to my life and existence as i currently am in this universe, is a way to express a desire to connect with and learn from other forces of nature.

uh, as far as actual practices go though, im pretty lax about making offerings lmao. mostly, i'll put a few drops of blood in a wine offering for odin, put blood on the runes as an offering to them, or put blood on candles, crystals, or other spiritual tools to strengthen our connection or express gratitude. i dont really do a lot of "magic" in the sense of enacting change in my life, so i cant really speak on a majority of blood practices or rituals, to be honest. i mostly do divination, and i use blood as a means to express that sense of connection between myself and the universe in order to learn whatever its willing to show me as a result, if anything. really, i just use blood when it feels right to do so, so i dont have a consistent practice or ritual for using blood spiritually.

since im posting this on a public blog, i do want to make a note about health and safety when it comes to blood. aside from the health and sanitation aspects (make sure you clean any wounds, dont mix your blood with other peoples, etc), its important to take care of yourself mentally when engaging in blood practices. theres a difference between offering blood and self harm, and its important to be aware of that distinction, especially if you have a history of self harm or related mental health issues. no entity, deity, spiritual or religious group, or any other party in spiritual/metaphysical practice should ever demand blood or require you to hurt yourself in order to practice, either. it should be a choice made with mutual trust, desire, and respect on both sides.

anyway, sorry that was such a long-winded response, but i hope i answered your question!

#long post #blood magic #tw blood #tw self harm #blood #ask #ty for asking!#arexhere #also thanks for reading my tags lmao as per my bio im giving you a big ol kiss

2 notes · View notes

harmoonix · 1 year

Text

🌹Astrology Notes🌹

These can also be called Degree Notes since a lot of them are about Degrees ❤️

Intro Song ❤️☺️

❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣

Virgo's Suns are the balance between brain and beauty, that combination of I'm smart and pretty too. (This can also apply if you have the Sun or Ascendant at Virgo Degrees: 6°, 18°)

Water and Air moons are very sensitive people, they are having a very emotional nature and inner child.

Capricorn Placements are getting very JEALOUS, but VERY jealous in relationships too with their partners, they can get very jealous when someone doesn't give them enough attention

Cancer and Pisces placements are so underated for their anger. Seriously, they can get very angry and create a lot of conflicts and chaos

People with North Node in Leo... You know their destiny is gonna be big

Recently i discovered that Sagittarius and Scorpio Venuses get along so good like what??? They both have a very attractive energy omg Fire + Water combination 🫂

Leo Risings people can get along so good with people who are Aquarius Risings they are sisters signs and can have a lot in common, and hobbies, talents too

Pluto aspecting the ascendant can give you very big and misterious eyes, very big magnetism those people can find people asking them a lot about their eyes (I call myself out here i have Pluto sextile ascendant and i get asked a lot about my eyes 👀)

Sagittarius Risings are having a very nice body shape and a very fiery energy i swear those people have so much fun in them

❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣

Any planet/asteroid that enters in your 7th house is gonna affect your relationship life

People with Sun in Taurus Degrees (2°, 14°, 26°) are very charismatic and very fashionable,they can be very good at arts and music and at singing too

People with Sun in Aquarius Degrees (11°, 23°) wanna be different from other people, they always had something's that made them unique.

Neptune in the 4th house can make you to dream about your family and maybe to dream about your spiritual family also, since Neptune is a very spiritual planet, they can also dream about family members who lost their lives 🫂💫

Uranus in the 11th house can make you the unique friend in your friend group, you can always have something different from your friends

❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣

Venus in Aquarius Degrees (11°, 23°) can give you very unique love experiences and partners, your spouse can be very unique in their talents or their job

Mars in the 2nd house can give you a very good physical body

People with Ascendant in Aries Degrees (1° 13°, 25°) can be very stubborn and very dominant toward others

Moon at Libra Degrees (7°,19°) can make you to be very balanced with your emotions and you know how to control your feelings very good and enough to not show others when you feel sad. I send you a lot of hugs ⊂⁠(⁠◉⁠‿⁠◉⁠)⁠つ

Pisces Placements like to listen to sad songs even when they are not sad, 😭 sometimes they can transform this into a habit

❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣

Gemini Risings are having such a good charisma towards others to always make such a good first impression when they met someone

Saturnian/Uranian Risings; (Aquarius and Capricorn) Saturn guides them very much and a lot of times they need to learn big lesson in life because Saturn knows these people are very strong and strong enough to end every challenge. If you stop them from going on their path way Saturn can punish you really bad because Saturn really cares about what happens in these natives life

Leo Mars can be really seductive people 👀, they are very good at seducing

Fire Mars people can have a lot of simps around them 👀 but be careful because you attract people who can see you only for your outside and not your inside

Air Moons people tend to have around people who can misunderstand their emotions, or tend to be a little cold around other people because it can be hard for them to open up.

❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣

8th house in personal planets (Sun,Moon,Mars,Venus,Mercury) can attract stalkers

8th house Mars can have a very big drive in bed

11th house placements, be careful when you make friends, some people can be fake and use you for personal reasons and they can betray or backstab you so please choose your friends with much care

6th house placements, please don't forget to take a break if you are tired and take care of yourself and your needs too. These people are workaholics and they can work 24/7 but they always forget to take a break :(, relax your soul a bit and take care of yourself

7th house placements can have a dark side beside they are destined to have very good relationships, but these people can lost themselves for people their love, they can become very obsessive of their partners and forget about themselves, make sure to spend some time with yourself and to take care of your heart ❤️

❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣🌹❣

Don't forget to take care of you ❤️

With love, Harmoonix

2K notes · View notes

mylifestyles-posts · 5 months

Text

To regain your joy in the Lord, here are some practical steps you can take:

1. Reflect on God's goodness: Remind yourself of all the ways God has been faithful and loving in your life. Spend time in prayer or meditation, expressing gratitude for His blessings.

2. Engage in worship: Participate in meaningful worship experiences such as attending church services, singing hymns or spiritual songs, or listening to uplifting worship music. Let the music and lyrics stir your spirit and draw you closer to God.

3. Read and study Scripture: Dive into the Word of God to find encouragement and inspiration. Choose passages that speak to you and meditate on their meaning. Allow God's truth to refresh your soul and renew your perspective.

4. Seek fellowship: Surround yourself with other believers who can support and encourage you. Join a small group, attend Bible studies, or connect with like-minded individuals who can share in your spiritual journey.

5. Serve others: Look for opportunities to serve and bless those in need. Engaging in acts of kindness and compassion can bring fulfillment and joy. Volunteer at a local charity, help a friend, or get involved in community outreach programs.

6. Practice gratitude: Cultivate a grateful heart by intentionally focusing on the positive aspects of your life. Keep a gratitude journal or make it a habit to express thanks to God daily for His blessings, both big and small.

7. Take care of yourself: Remember that your physical, mental, and emotional well-being are interconnected with your spiritual health. Prioritize self-care by getting enough rest, eating nutritious food, exercising, and seeking support when needed.

Remember, regaining joy in the Lord is a personal journey, and it may take time. Be patient with yourself and trust that God will guide you along the way.

Absolutely! Even when you make mistakes, you can still find joy in the Lord. Here are some additional steps to consider:

1. Confess and seek forgiveness: When you make mistakes, it's important to acknowledge them, take responsibility, and seek forgiveness from God. Confess your shortcomings, ask for His mercy, and receive His forgiveness with a repentant heart.

2. Embrace God's grace: Remember that God's love and grace are greater than any mistake you can make. Accept His forgiveness and allow His grace to wash over you. Understand that His love is unconditional and that He offers you a fresh start.

3. Learn from your mistakes: Mistakes can serve as valuable lessons for growth and transformation. Reflect on what went wrong, identify areas for improvement, and strive to make positive changes. Allow your mistakes to shape you into a stronger and wiser person.

4. Surround yourself with support: Seek guidance and accountability from trusted mentors, friends, or your church community. Confide in them, share your struggles, and ask for their prayers and encouragement. Having a support system can help you navigate through challenging times and find joy in the midst of your journey.

5. Trust in God's promises: Remind yourself of the promises found in God's Word. Trust that He is faithful to His promises, including His promise to forgive, restore, and bring joy. Lean on His Word for comfort and assurance in times of difficulty.

Remember, God's love and joy are not dependent on your perfection. He loves you unconditionally and desires to walk with you through every step of your journey, even when you make mistakes.

0 notes

charlottee5 · 6 months

Text

LOVE

What is the definition of love?

What is love? We all talk about love a lot, but what actually is the definition of love? What does love really feel like? And how is love different from lust? Here are all the different ways that love can be defined, plus an expert explains exactly what love is.

What are the different types of love?

Love is an incredibly subjective thing, and within love itself there are a whole bunch of different kinds of love. There’s non-romantic platonic love between friends, love between family members, plus intense unconditional love. But, most often, when people talk about love they mean romantic love with a partner. The LGBTQ+ community shows that there are plenty of different forms of love. Lesbians are women that love other women, while gay men love other men, and bisexual people love people of more than one gender, while pansexual people love people of all genders. Some people are polyamorous, meaning they love multiple romantic partners at once, while others are aromantic and don't feel romantically attracted to other people at all. Meanwhile, a lot of people simply prefer to identify as queer. But at the end of the day, love is love.

What is the definition of love?

According to the dictionary, love is "an intense feeling of deep affection." Meanwhile, Urban Dictionary defines love as, "The act of caring and giving to someone else. Having someone's best interest and wellbeing as a priority in your life. To truly love is a very selfless act."

"Loving someone is about accepting them for who they are," explains psychosexual & relationship therapist and psychotherapist Sarah Calvert, even the things that you might not necessarily like about them, such as how messy they are. Loving someone means even loving the mundanity of your day-to-day life together, and building a real commitment to the other person, Sarah explains.

Different people have different definitions and experiences of love, and everyone's different experiences of love is of course going to shape what love means to them. According to Anya*, age 20, who is engaged in a long-distance relationship, "Love is a reciprocal interaction that needs to be displayed on both sides. It is an emotion however it comes after there’s trust, after there’s loyalty and after there’s commitment. So there’s a lot of sacrifice and a lot of responsibility."

How can you tell you’re in love?

“Being in love is associated with intense feelings of passion, infatuation, obsession and lust,” says Sarah. You can tell that you’re in love with somebody if you feel like you miss them all the time, feel a desperate need to be with them, or feel like you can’t concentrate on other things. However, love can also take up a lot of energy and feel very consuming, adds Sarah, and it may cause you to see an ‘idealised’ version of the other person, which is where the phrase ‘love is blind’ comes from.

What does love feel like?

There are plenty of physical reasons as to why you feel the way you do when you’re in love, whether that's excited, happy, or just a bit all over the place. “Being in love causes changes in our bodies as we release dopamine, the ‘feel good’ hormone, which gives us a sense of euphoria or pleasure,” explains Sarah. When we’re in love, our bodies also increase production of norepinephrine, adds Sarah, which makes your heart race and gives you extra energy, causing hyperactivity. “That’s why sometimes people 'in love' have a lower appetite and experience insomnia and restlessness,” Sarah explains, which is often referred to as being ‘love sick’.

"I think being in love means that you are connected with someone on all levels: physically, emotionally, spiritually," explains one Reddit user. It's the feeling that even though you just met them, you feel like you've known them your entire life."

What is the difference between loving someone and being in love with someone?

To make the whole concept of love even more complicated, you can love a person without being in love with them i.e. you love them but they don’t love you back (sadly). According to Sarah, “loving a person as opposed to being in love is calmer and less dramatic.” Plenty of books, films, poems and songs have been written about unrequited love, and anyone who’s been there will tell you it’s a painful experience.

What are the signs that someone loves you?

It's difficult to identify the signs that someone is in love with you. Sarah suggests looking out for the five love languages in your partner's behaviour. According to relationship expert Dr Gary Chapman in his book The Five Love Languages: The Secret to Love That Lasts, the different ways that people show love are: words of affirmation, physical touch, sending gifts, quality time, and acts of service.

"It's important that both partners understand what makes each other feel loved," adds Sarah, especially if you have a mis-match in how you both express love.

1 note · View note

werewolfoverlord12 · 1 year

Text

Addendum Post Fall 5

Urabrask blinked against the harsh light Dr. Sharma, granddaughter of Kaladesh, shone in his eyes.

Jazal was using his magic to scan through layer after layer of his being as the doctor continued her examination, pausing every so often to record something on Urabrask's chart.

"So," he said; healer and doctor paused, "how's Slobad?"

Jazal snorted, "Unconscious, but not infectious nor trying to kill anyone."

Urabrask winced; while getting to him, Slobad had attacked two guards and left them writhing against Phyrisis in pools of their own blood and Glistening Oil. Both were currently undergoing treatment with Melira while Slobad was recovering in the room beside Urabrask's.

"Don't worry," Dr. Sharma said, "I've already heard Alistair chewing out the Dominarian Bureaucrat who thought sending a freed phyrexian into Urborg swamp was a good idea. He's being charged with the guard's hospitalization." she clicked off the light, "Out of his own, personal funds."

Urabrask nodded, "Doesn't help we basically have two more for the Deprocessing Chamber..."

"Not your fault," Jazal said, "No one expected Urborg Swamp would be an issue."

The red former praetor sighed, "No, but i'm still responsible for their well being. I should have tested the Swamp or something..."

They finished up their assessment, and marking it on his charts,

"Well?" Urabrask asked.

"Physically, I think there are centaurs in worse shape than you. Mentally... Well..." she glanced at Jazal.

"Stable, saner than us probably. Spiritually, no curses, psychic wounds, parasites, etc. Emotionally..." he glanced at Urabrask.

"Confused about ... Whatever that dream was, upset and angry that" he broke off into a string of Phyrexian, "paper pusher thought to use one of my people for his experiment, and ... Concerned about what that could mean for the future." Urabrask slid from the examine table to his feet.

"You'll have Sanctuary's complete support," Jazal said, "however little that helps."

"I appreciate it." Urabrask said. He stared through the glass windows to where Slobad slept. Alone. Again. "Can i see him, please?"

Urabrask settled into a chair beside Slobad's bed before glancing around; the nurses had drawn the curtains across the glass windows into the examine room once he'd entered and he realized they'd left them open for him. The room was small, barely big enough for the single bed and various equipment... but he also noticed veins of pulsing blue crystal running through the walls.

It's a prison cell. He thought.

"Only because we're concerned for his safety." Alistair said.

Urabrask glanced up at the intercom, "Why's that?"

"He's was fine before he entered the swamp and was fine afterwards. I don't think it was the Swamp that caused his little episode." Alistair said.

"Any idea what did?" Urabrask asked.

"Not really."

Urabrask glanced over as Slobad sat up, holding his head,

"Ugh what hit me...?" Slobad paused as he spied his hand. No longer withered from it's merger than removal from his iron body, his arms were both now forged from polished black metal, gold filigree running across its surface in complex designs. He threw back the covers and found both of his legs were the same.

"I... i can feel them." He whispered, "It's like... it's my skin."

He glanced at Urabrask, "What happened?"

"Long story... but i suppose i have time..." Urabrask said, glancing at the Intercom.

"I've got the whole of Sanctuary under surveillance and Watcher is keeping an even closer eye on things. You've got time." Alistair said.

We're going to need it. I've got a bad feeling about this. Urabrask thought.

"So... remember that attack a few days ago? Well..."

#Urabrask #magic the gathering #Fractured Pride

1 note · View note

heal3fit · 1 year

Text

Garbh Sanskar Expert in Canada

What is Garbh Sanskar Expert?

Garbh Sanskar is an ancient Indian Spiritual practise prevalent from the Vedic times and is known to help in shaping the Character and personality of the foetus in the womb or Garbh. Thus essentially, Garbh Sanskar simply translates into ‘educating the mind of the foetus in womb’ Garbh Sanskar is the practice of a few simple activities that contribute towards social, physical , spiritual, mental well-being of both mother and child. With the benefit of scientific research, it is well-proven now that the baby, when in the womb, has infinite capacity to grow his or her mind and senses if the right external stimulation is given. The baby is not an ‘object’ lying in the womb but a smart, and receptive human-in-development. The right stimulation from the external world, mainly by the mother, can make a huge development in its mental growth. For nine months, the developing baby listens to all the outside world sounds. But the strongest bonding of the baby is with its mother’s voice. Scientific studies have established that from 24 weeks onwards it can hear her heartbeats and her voice and its brain is developed enough to react and absorbs mother’s feeling of Joy, happiness, calmness, sadness, and of course horror too. A restless newborn calms down instantly after hearing mother’s voice and feeling her touch is the result of this bonding.

https://www.heal2fit.in/assets/img/section-img/gs.jpg

Acharya Charaka says that the foetus’ mind is connected with the parents’ mind, especially with the mother during pregnancy.

https://www.heal2fit.in/assets/img/section-img/garbh-sanskar-online-classes.jpg

How does the pregnant woman connect to her baby using help of Grabh Sanskar Expert in Canada?

In a nutshell, the connection is like a ‘Mental’ Umbilical Cord. The pregnant woman is impacting her baby with:

Her diet

Oxygen saturation

Stress and anxiety

Mental activities

Physical activities

What are Garbh Sanskar Expert suggest activities for a pregnant woman?

Garbh Sanskar Experts in Canada advises that a pregnant woman should be emotionally, mentally, physically and spiritually healthy. With some lifestyle changes, transforming mind and body is possible. The Heal2fit has taken this as the cornerstone of all its sections. The 6 golden rules for Garbh Sanskar are: Relaxing with Calming Music Initially, the baby isn’t able to hear, but don’t estimate his ability to take the benefits from your good hormones that are released with calming music. Classical music, gentle sounds like lullabies, nice melodies that inspire happiness are all excellent ideas. In the third trimester, the baby is hearing, so it becomes all the more important to choose good music. Ragas like Malkauns, Shaant, Bageshwari, Yaman and Bhairav are also considered to be very good for a child's growth. Pregnancy Meditation With the pressures of pregnancy, unwanted advice and managing day to day stress, it is possible that your mind fills with angry, irritable thoughts. They are very harmful for the baby: it can cause intrauterine infections, low birth weight and premature labour. Pre-term babies are prone to a range of complications later, including chronic lung disease, developmental delays, learning disorders and infant mortality. There's even compelling evidence from epidemiological studies and animal research that babies who experience stress in utero are more likely to develop chronic health problems as adults, such as heart disease, high blood pressure and diabetes. Regular meditation helps in a BIG WAY. For Meditation you can connect with Heal2fit Garbh Sanskar Sessions. Pregnancy Yoga While yoga is awesome in preparing your body for delivery and soothing pregnancy aches and pains, its benefits extend to your unborn baby, too. Yoga asanas improve blood circulation and oxygenation which eases your stress. The baby gets the good hormones! Get them from the Yoga section on Heal2fit.

In which month should a pregnant woman Hire a Garbh Sanskar Expert in Canada?

According to the experts, 'Garbh Sanskar' practices should be started three months before conception. Satvik food and Naadi Shuddhi will cleanse and purify your body for a healthy conception. As soon as you get the good news of pregnancy, remember that there is gene environment interaction happening, right away. Your psychological, physiological and genetic environment is impacting the tiny embryo. It’s time to make a schedule of activities to follow Garbh Sanskar practices immediately!

#health

0 notes

alokastrology1 · 2 years

Text

Can Spiritual counseling help me overcome depression?

People who are depressed often feel sad, but they also think the world is unfair, that life has no point, or that God doesn’t like them. You might wonder, “Am I clinically depressed or just not believing in God?” “Is life as empty and unfair as it seems?” “Is God going to punish me?” Should I take medication or something else? It is a lot like spiritual experiences that people have every day.

Get an online astrology consultation by the world-renowned Astrologer Mr. Alok Khandelwal.

Some people don’t want to get help because they think they should have more faith. Religious traditions and communities perceive depression as a sickness, proof of mental weakness, or even punishment, yet it can be addressed through Spiritual counseling for depression.

What's it all about?

Depression kills enthusiasm and stops people from taking action. It can also make people feel hopeless and make their minds and bodies sick. You can make a resource for outbursts and actions without worrying that someone might regret it later.

Often, these thoughts are pointless. Depression must be treated so individuals may live with greater enjoyment, naivete, energy, and potential.

What is depression spiritual counseling?

From a divine point of view, it’s easy to get over depression, despite what someone with depression might think. It’s not as hard as you might think. This is a concern since mental capacity affects viewpoint. This advice is for those who need to see a doctor about something physically wrong with them; it takes into account environmental, psychological, and esoteric issues.

First, try to figure out the problem’s cause as best you can by analyzing it. Do not rush. Think about the question as you sit quietly. If you have to, spend a few days.

Don’t pay attention to the reasons, because your problems can’t be solved and you can’t get past them. All of your problems can be solved or dissolved by the divine inside you and the expensive things around it. Don’t just give up.

Keep your body in good shape by working out regularly and doing other healthy things. Both your mind and body will feel refreshed and re-energized after a walk in the field.

A clean and healthy diet is important for the health of both the body and the mind. Increase your intake of fresh fruits and vegetables. You can get them at health food stores. Vitamin tablets made from natural products can be good for you.

To strengthen the nervous system, you should get enough exercise, take time to relax, eat healthy food, and pray regularly. Even practicing yoga every day is better.

Read Also:- Lucky Colors To Wear This Holiday Season!

How do spiritual therapies work?

The best way to use the divinity inside you is to say the holy names of God over and over again and get spiritual counseling. Please pick the name of God that means the most to you from the Bible and say it over and over again, without stopping.

You will feel your power in a short time. All of the holy books of the world agree on this technique of spiritual practice. The last power of the divine name is like the power in a tree seed that is not yet used.

Just like a seed needs soil and water to grow into such a big plant, the divine name needs to be said over and over again for its power to show.

How do the mind and body interact to cause depression?

Discomfort caused by things like digestive problems, diabetes, anemia, or other diseases will naturally lead to a scarcity layout in the mind.

Too much sugar can induce high and low blood sugar, which affects mood.

Young moms may feel depressed right after giving birth. Hormones are often out of whack at that time, so a new mother’s feelings about things can change a lot.

A tiring mental arrangement is caused by a flawed nervous system or too much work and stress. And a bad attitude can make things go even further off track in the long run.

What are the outside things that can cause depression?

It seems that simple things like the weather or a cloudy day can cause sadness and depression.

If someone’s welfare state isn’t good enough, it can also make them fight.

A person will also become more negative if they work with other negative people.

Have your possessions stolen from you or destroyed in a fire, tornado, storm, or other natural disasters.

Conclusion.

At the top level of spiritual growth, you can reach a spiritual bliss that lets you forget about all your troubles, challenges, and material conditions. But that’s a different story.

If you think about yourself, you can rise above good or bad things that happen. You can’t let what’s going on in the world or your life gets you down, or you won’t be able to do anything about it. Counseling works, and it always makes things better.

Read Also:- The Importance of Vastu for factories

#asttrolok #astrology consultation #Help Depression #Depression #cause depression #best astrologers #astrologers #online astrologers #vedic astrologer in usa

0 notes

readingsbylibramc · 2 years

Text

birth chart reading for @oatchailatte

🦋 chart shape, dominants

your chart is a locomotive shape. this means that you're a very ambitious person, with a lot of energy. the moon has a big influence on you, and your life revolves around understanding your feelings and emotional growth. the empty part of your life is what you have to develop, hence your family, romantic life and also your health and routine.

your dominant planets are saturn, venus and jupiter. you are definitely a very responsible and mature person, with an open mind. you are approachable, people are naturally drawn to your kindness. you are probably very intelligent and creative too, you may have a knack for philosophy, literature... anything that stimulates your mind.

your dominant sign is scorpio. you may have trust issues and be quite of a loner, yet once you commit to someone, you'll be in for a long ride. you are very deep, both mentally and emotionally. you may struggle with power control, as you may have the perception that people are trying to take advantage of you due to your insecurities. because of that, you may also get quite possessive and bossy.

your dominant element is water. you're very intuitive and empathetic, you care a lot about others, and you may seem like a healer to people you know. in fact, you always try to help them if you can, almost in a therapeutic way. you're also very spiritual, and you're attracted to anything related to discovering your higher self and soul purpose.

🌎 ascendant in sagittarius, 26° / 3rd decan ruled by jupiter and the sun

you have a knack for philosophy, and your favourite is most probably ‘you only live once’. you tame dying before making the amount of experiences you want to have in your life, hence you could even be impulsive sometimes. you’re the type to always be up to crack a joke or anything that can make you and others smile, yet when someone gets against you, it’s over for them. you have quite of a sharp tongue, you’re pretty blunt and straight-forward. in fact, you may often get in trouble due to your impulsiveness, which may be misunderstood. you have an incredible charm to you; it’s not like taurus’ or libra’s, those are more related to physical traits. sagittarius people, on the other hand, are surely very talented at something; maybe, at school you were one of the best students, and everyone recognized it and appreciated you for that; people understand your potential, and you may often receive compliments for your skills. basically, your personality is charismatic. jupiter is also one of your dominant planets, and it’s willing to give you the best of luck if you respect its themes. hence, you need to have faith in the universe and be optimistic. try to look more at the positive sides in life and even in people. physically, sagittarius is all about abundance, hence you may have trouble losing weight. you could have big bones, or at least something bigger on your body that doesn’t make you look like a model. you’re more on the thick side, in fact you probably have a wide bone structure, with wider hips and/or thick thighs. you could also have wide shoulders, and something big and memorable on your face as well. maybe you have a very distinctive nose, or perhaps your eyes are almond-shaped. your forehead and lips could be pretty wide as well. I’ve also noticed that sagittarius people have a very lively sparkle in their eyes, even though they may be very dark. it’s like having two/three tiny diamonds at the centre of each of your eyes.

sagittarius ascendant square pisces moon: you may have trouble understanding others’ real feelings for you. you may feel as if everyone hates you, like everyone is talking behind your back when it’s the opposite. you’re particularly sensitive about others’ view and opinion of you, you may get deeply hurt when people criticize you. you could have the tendency to act differently than you usually do, in order to preserve your feelings. this is obviously a toxic behaviour, that fills you up with your own stress and doubles it. due to that, you may become very moody and nervous, ending up hurting others yourself. or maybe, it’s the other way around; your feelings are so overwhelming that you can’t hide them, and that could put you in embarrassing, unpleasant situations. you may show all of your emotions on your face, ready to be read. the way to cope with this placement is finding someone similiar to you; someone who’s trust-worthy, and very sensitive and empathetic too. someone who’d never judge you for you think or say, and that would always help you becoming the best version of yourself. someone that understands you, without having to explain all of your behaviours and habits.

sagittarius ascendant square virgo jupiter: you probably learn a lot from people around you. you're most likely surrounded by wise, spiritual and possibly foreign individuals in your life. they help you to grow up, both spiritually and mentally. you're also very open-minded, and you rarely have prejudices. the downside to this placement is that you may be depend too much on your friends or lovers, especially when it comes to your beliefs. you're easy to influence, and you may change your mind often if others disagree with you. you could possibly have high expectations from others, creating a false idea of those who surround you. at least, you're aware of your abilities and you have the potential to make the most out of them, but you're modest about it. you don't come off as bossy, as other jupiter - asc aspects would.

🌞 sun in libra, 16° / 2nd decan ruled by venus and uranus

this is the most romantic and kind-hearted libra decan. you are very intuitive, you understand others’ real feelings very easily. you’re very polite and mannered, you have this innate elegance about you that could make people jealous. you may even come off as a snob. even though your libra energy may make you look flaky, once people get to know you you’re actually very reliable and trust-worthy, as you are a person of strong morals. you may unconsciously manipulate people, but you don’t do it with malice. in fact, you’re probably not even aware of it most of the time. you’re reserved, and you don’t like being the centre of attention, despite craving compliments. nonetheless, you still like getting to know new people; you’re the type to know everyone, but you may struggle to find actual best friends, as your bonds with people are quite undeveloped and superficial. you have a nice sense of humor, and you may rely on sarcasm a lot. you’re also the type that doesn’t like to accept her mistakes. probably, when you were a child you used to scream 'it’s not my fault!’ in every occasion. in life, you strive for equality and fairness. for example, you don’t want to give less than someone else, you would feel guilty about it. at the same time, you don’t want to be the one that gives more either; you’re afraid that people could take advantage of you. therefore, balance is what you find the most pleasant.

libra sun square cancer mars: you’re extremely passionate about the things you love, you strive to be perfect at them, and your perfectionist, libra nature confirms this. this could make you quite competitive, as your libra sun wants to succeed and be always right. I feel like you don’t really enjoy being in the spotlight; you’d rather avoid conflicts, or at least not be the center of them. yet, sometimes it’s hard for you not be aggressive. I don’t think it happens often, but you can be very blunt and rude if someone truly gets on your nerves. this, paired up with your scorpio dominance, makes you sort of dramatic. as long as you don’t react like this too often, I don’t think it’s a big issue though.

🌙 moon in pisces, 24° / 3rd decan ruled by neptune and pluto

hands down my favourite moon sign! you're extremely empathetic and sensitive, you care a lot about others and you treat others' problems as if they were yours, you get totally immersed in them. you have quite a vivid imagination, you're able to idealize and picture anything you want. while this placement gives you an incredible amount of creativity, it can also make you uncomfortable. in fact, you may actually find yourself imagining every detail of every situation, even the worst ones. let's suppose you hear of a rape at the news; you literally start imagining the scene detail by detail, and it makes you extremely uncomfortable. actually, it literally ruins your mood, as it's as if you actually lived that scene. going back to the creativity matter, you have the soul of an artist; you have very enhanced emotions, and you're able to express them through artistic outlets. you could be amazing at writing poetry, books, art, music... also, your particular empathy of human's intellect can also make you an amazing psychologist or actress, as you're able to understand others' feelings and make them your own. you're extremely spiritual, and if you don't feel like that, you just have yet to have your spiritual awakening. you may be able to talk to spirits, for example, or perhaps you have very meaningful dreams. or maybe, you could literally predict the future through them. you're also most probably an avid daydreamer, you tend to get distracted easily because you're too busy thinking about random scenarios in your head. seriously, you could even make a movie out of them. you're also an hopeless romantic, and you dream of finding not just your spouse, but your literal soulmate. to make it simple, you want all of your daydreams to become reality.

pisces moon opposite virgo jupiter: you enjoy making different experiences and living your life to the fullest, making you also a risk-taker. you may lack self-control. with this trait you get bored easily, and you may have a reputation for being flaky. you tend to overindulge; you may spend too much money, or even develop eating disorders like binge-eating. at least, you're able to build your life again and have a fresh start, but you risk to get stuck in this cycle. you have the potential to master different talents, but you may struggle to develop them due to this placement. you're a procrastinator, and you find it hard to focus on more things at the same time. you may also attract people with different beliefs and ideas from you, causing you to fall out with them easily. there are also positive sides to this placement, though! you're probably naturally lucky, even though luck may not always be by your side. you have a nice sense of humor, making you more likeable.

🗣 mercury in scorpio, 3° / 1st decan ruled by pluto

you're extremely blunt and straight-forward, you may actually hurt people with your words. you probably lack diplomacy, and you're very realistic. the thing is, you speak the truth, but not everyone can accept it. that's why your behaviour is so controversial. you speak fluent sarcasm, and that could annoy people who don't understand your sense of humor. you're probably good at lying, and even manipulating people. you may often make others change their mind just with your own words, but be careful not to use this skill to hurt others, or you'll only experience a sense of guilt and overall the bad sides of it. on the other hand, you're an extremely captivating speaker, you'd be successful at anything that involves the use of words and voice. you're truly intuitive, and it's easy for you to understand when someone is being honest or is lying to you. last but not least, you're very secretive as well. you're probably the type to know everything and anything about others, while you remain a mystery.

scorpio mercury square aquarius saturn: this placement gives you limitations and lessons regarding the way you think and talk. it may be that you’re too shy to approach others and to say what you think, so you just don’t try. otherwise, if you actually take action and try to overcome this problem, you could get into trouble. that’s probably caused by the fact that you don’t really pay attention to your words. you’re quite straight-forward, and due to your fire energy you always seem as if you’re up for a fight. you may be particularly pessimistic, or maybe you lack confidence in social interactions due to these problems, which could be possibly caused by your parents, or perhaps interfer in your relationship with your family. in fact, you may argue quite often with others, and misunderstandings are also common. this is something that gets naturally better with time, but in order for it to happen you need to take action. you may for example start speaking with others more at work, anything that allows you to challenge your mind and voice, in order to make you gain experiences and become a master at it. many celebrities, once they mastered this hard aspect, got loads of success. you can do that too, you just need to work on it.

❤️ venus in scorpio, 17° / 2nd decan ruled by pluto and neptune

this placement is extremely intense; you have very high standards when it comes to love. you're a passionate, loyal lover, but at the same time you also want and need a lover that is willing to go as far as you go with your feelings. you may often test your partner to see if they're worthy of your love, for example. you have this sort of self-destructive behaviour that makes people stressed, just because you have extreme trust issues and you feel the need to control everyone, especially if 'everyone' is your lover. you find yourself being more attracted to 'darker' types; that is, you may be into bad boys / girls, someone with an edgy / grunge aesthetic. I've noticed that many scorpio venus individuals have a thing for people wearing leather jackets, for example. you're probably into the idea of that passionate, even kinky love, despite being quite afraid of opening up to others. you despise too much intimacy, especially since you may often attract and / or fall for self-centered players that don't care about the intensity and purity of your feelings. you may have a few trust issues that lead you into being extremely jealous and / or possessive. you could even get quite stalker-ish at times, but in the best way possible of course. that isn't because you want to take over your partner's life, but you need to feel secure and understand whether you're dedicating your time and your heart to the right person or you're just wasting yourself. a betrayal would hurt you deeply, as you'd literally die for the one you love.

scorpio venus square aquarius saturn: you feel unable to love someone. this placement usually brings fear of committing, causing the individual to be flaky. there are two possibilities; I assume you directly avoid to get into relationships. your mind may unconsciously repress any thought about an eventual crush or love interest. it is caused by your insecurity. or perhaps, it’s the other way around: you literally jump into relationships, resulting in you getting hurt from time to time. you could feel pressured to be in a relationship, even though it’s not your priority. in my readings I don’t generally talk about easy aspects, but I wanted to point this out as it may help you dealing with your low self-esteem; you have very strong venusian influence in your chart. if you’re struggling with image issues, you shouldn’t; you’re definitely beautiful. even if not conventionally, you still have charm and charisma that make others stare. don’t be afraid of not being enough, because you are. but if you don’t realize it first, others won’t. you have to be your own healer, you’re totally capable of doing that.

☄️ mars in cancer, 14° / 2nd decan ruled by the moon and pluto

in life, you have the need of feeling grounded and stable. you want to feel secure, and that makes you think deeply about your decisions, you don’t rush them. you’re not much impulsive, you think deeply about what to do and / or say, you are very cautious. this sense of being careful makes you quite indecisive, especially since you also have your sun in the sign of libra, this energy is even stronger. you may change your mind often, or perhaps it takes you a lot to finally make a decision because you kept changing your mind. you tend to try and be collected whenever someone is getting on your nerves, but your feelings are extremely intense to totally bottle them up. you either get slightly passive-aggressive, and hence you could get very sarcastic and call them out indirectly, or perhaps you just lose your temper and face them angrily. possibly, you could even be the type to bottle up all of your feelings, until you explode all of a sudden. that can also make you more furious than normal, as you have all these repressed, strong feelings inside of you that were screaming to get out. you’re also extremely protective of your loved ones, especially of your family.

🏡 houses

your 1st house is in sagittarius, with also neptune and uranus placed there. you come off as someone very sympathetic and bold, you’re probably the fun one in the family or in your group of friends, especially with your libra sun as well, giving you a very striking charisma. you are very entertaining, you have a witty sense of humor and people are always pleased to have you around, as you’re able to light up the room. people always see you as someone easy to talk to, someone trustworthy. you probably have great problem-solving skills or, otherwise, you just ignore your problems and wait for time to heal. you’re also quite spiritual, you may be sensitive to higher entities and you could possibly also be religious. you have a very unusual, yet noticeable charisma to you. people notice you because you look different, interesting. you probably have an alternative style, or at least you don’t like following trends. you prefer making your own. you are very independent and open-minded, you hardly ever judge someone from their appearance, for example. you may also have a dreamy aura about you, you may have sleepy eyes and often look like you have your head in the clouds.

your 2nd house is in aquarius. saturn is also sitting in this house. your relationship with money isn’t stable at all. you may often go from periods where you earn a lot of money and possessions, to other times where you lose all of them all of a sudden. the same thing goes for your self-esteem, it fluctuates a lot. at the beginning of your life, you're probably struggled with finances and confidence, your family is likely not wealthy and you're also quite insecure about yourself. you find beauty and aesthetic in material things; you most probably love clothes, art, music… anything that isn’t exactly a priority in life, but that allows you to express your personal taste, which is very refined. this placement makes you very creative, and hence you could make money out of your creativity. it would be a great way to find a job and become successful, but also to increase your security and confidence. you could even be a very innovative person, and with your sagittarius rising you would make an excellent leader / boss. you could also make money through the internet or with technology in general.

your 3rd house is in pisces. the moon is also placed in this house. your emotional and rational sides are constantly in conflict. people may find you confusing, as you alternate moments where you feel compassionate to others where you’re stone cold. at least, this placement makes you highly intuitive, it’s easy for you to detect lies. also, you have a therapeutic way of speaking, you most likely sound like a psychologist. yet, you could have or could have had troubles speaking your mind, or maybe you struggle to deliver your message in a diplomatic way. your tone is calm and placid, while your voice sounds quite youthful, but still with a note of steadiness. you’re funny, but your humor is more sarcasm-based. you’re not intimidated easily; even when someone tries to argue with you, you don’t back up from it. you may dive deep into your mind to find the right answer you to your problem. even if it takes you some time, you manage to find a solution. the ruler of the 3rd house is in the 1st house: people recognize you for your intellect and for your way of speaking. you may also meet a lot of people thanks to/with your siblings, and you could be pretty known in your neighborhood. you gain self-esteem from socializing and befriending others and also through your intelligence. you live to fill up your mind with knowledge, and you love sharing what you learn with others. in some cases, you may even come off as a bit of a know-it-all. you're really practical and logical; while this is good, as it's obviously a heavy mental work that makes you even smarter, you have the tendency to over-analyze your emotions. for example, if you start feeling happy all of a sudden, you may be so busy trying to understand what makes you so happy that you may forget to feel your happiness. you're also quite moody, and go from being full of energy and sociable to isolating yourself. I also assume that you may hide your feelings, even if you don't do it consciously. e.g, you may make jokes about them. even though you don't realize it, it's a sort of self-sabotaging mechanism, as you're literally exposing your weak points to the world and enhancing your flaws.

your 4th house is in aries. while outside you may appear as very polite, when you feel comfortable you actually become way more fiery. you’re very impulsive in your home environment, you could have been some sort of warrior in your childhood. maybe you used to argue a lot with your parents, perhaps because they were too overprotective. it wasn’t totally peaceful, there were a few events that made you hold a grudge, maybe even subconsciously. it might be regarding a family member, or even a childhood mate. with your saturn aspects, I assume your parents were mostly strict, and they influenced you a lot regarding your passions, interests, career, education etc. or perhaps, it could be that you were bullied in school, and hence you felt restricted from being yourself, this lack of self-esteem doesn’t necessarily come from your family. your parents may also be very successful, both in their academic and career life.

your 5th house is in taurus. even though you may seem like a rational person (and you most likely are), you also have a very creative, artistic side to you. you’re able to relax by watching netflix, eating, writing, painting… anything that can be done at home. you’re not the type to hang out too often or party all night, you’re more of a homebody. you could also love sleeping in, just being able to stay in bed all day wearing comfy clothes is a vacation for you. perhaps, even if you don’t have any creative talent, you may still be attracted to the arts, music, etc. you could have hobbies that revolve around your self-care. perhaps you may be into trying new styles, shopping, working out, skincare… you probably care about your appearance. or perhaps, you may also have a hobby that allows you to be known to others, for instance you could be a great photographer and everyone recognizes you for the beautiful pictures you take.

your 6th house is in gemini. in your daily routine, especially at work, you have to communicate a lot. you come in contact with lots of people, or maybe you write stuff like blogs or books. generally, you have a very hectic schedule, as you have different hobbies and appointments that you can’t abandon. this placement indicates that you may be prone to overwork yourself, as you put a lot of energy into your job. you could be quite superficial in a certain sense, and you’d risk to waste your potential as you may take your job as a challenge, for example, you need to feel mentally stimulated to like it. in fact, your ideal career has to include something that allows you to express your personal taste, ideas and interests. in this way, it won’t feel too heavy to you, and you’ll find pleasure in working. the 6th house is also the house of health, and hence you could be a very anxious person. you could even suffer from an anxiety disorder, and in general you may have problems with your lungs and respiratory system. you could have problems with your arms and hands, you could have very dry skin or maybe you could suffer from arthritis.

your 7th house is in gemini. your cancer mars is also in this house. in a partner, you seek someone intelligent that is able to keep up with your rhythm. you don’t have time to nurture someone, you want them to fully understand you. in fact, you may be more attracted to older partners, as they’re supposed to be more mature. I don’t see many issues arising in your marriage life, it will probably be very peaceful, but it may take you a while to find someone you like. you’re a picky person when it comes to love, you want someone hard-working and responsible with a big brain, yet they should also be quite outgoing and funny. you need mental stimulation, someone that is a constant adventure for you and that is worth exploring. love is most likely not your priority in life. you need independence, and you’re able to stand up for yourself on your own. you don’t need someone else to help you. you tend to attract partners in your life that are hot-headed, stubborn, assertive and goal-oriented. they strive to be the best at everything they do, they’re extremely competitive and willing to do anything to achieve their goals. basically, you attract very dominant partners, but you don’t want to be dominated or controlled. you may often experience power struggles between you and your partner, which cause you issues in every relationship you get in. at the same time, you wouldn’t stand someone too submissive either, as you still need someone that would mentally stimulate you.

your 8th house is in leo. you have the potential to become a very successful individual, with a great amount of charisma. yet, since the 8th house is related to pluto, the malefic planet of transformation, there are some hardships to this placement. in fact, you may have the tendency to look down on people that aren’t as open-minded as you are. I have the same placement, so I understand that it’s not easy at all, but you should learn to accept respectful people’s opinions. if you do that, you’ll finally be able to glow brightly. you absorb people’s feelings like a sponge, there’s no way that you won’t instantly understand their real emotions. overall, you tend to overreact a lot. dealing with these emotional burnouts may be stressing to you, as you totally get caught up in them. even if it looks like you get to know other people often, you actually don’t let others know you. you’re the type of person to talk and socialize, but you never reveal your deepest fears and thoughts to strangers. you only open up to people you’re sure you can trust. when you’re angry, you can literally go as far as using violence; you need to let out your emotions by screaming, swearing… anything that can make you feel better.

your 9th house is in virgo. jupiter is also sitting in this house. you have a practical approach to philosophy and your thoughts in general. that is, you’re able to grasp a lot of information that makes you think more on your identity. you’re interested in psychology, and that explains why you decided to get your chart read after all. you were a perfectionist at school, and you probably had amazing grades. you very justice-driven, you like learning new stuff and being the #1 at pretty much everything you care about. yet, you could be quite bossy at times, as you could come off as a bit too arrogant but you’re just very dedicated. you could write books about your life philosophies, and they could get very successful. you could actually become a writer, or perhaps a professor, a teacher etc. anything that allows you to make money while teaching and communicating something. you may also get to earn through foreign languages, so you could need to travel often for work or perhaps you have to speak another language.

your 10th house is in libra. the sun and mercury are also placed in this house. you have an eye for aesthetics, and you want to have a reputation for looking classy and mannered. basically a lady, but that knows how to stand up for herself. in your ideal career you need something that makes you express your need for beauty, possibly even justice. you may have a passion for poetry and literature in general, or maybe you could be particularly skilled at fashion. you have a natural talent to match colours with undertones, body shapes, vibes etc., and you could make this particular ability of yours a job. you’re also a charismatic, strong-willed speaker, hence you could also do well as a lawyer, a politician, an activist etc. your career and independence are most likely to boost your self-esteem. you’re very career-oriented, and you tend to think that your material achievements shape your person. while this can obviously be good for your self-esteem, as your fire energy makes you very dedicated and hard-working, remember that you don’t have to be perfect. everyone has their ups and downs and it’s completely normal, don’t base your worth on your reputation. your future career may involve communication of any kind; you may be a writer, a journalist, a screenwriter, anything that involves the use of words. you may also work in the spotlight, you may cover a relevant position in your business or you may even become a celebrity.

your 11th house is in scorpio. venus and pluto are also placed in this house. you are extremely picky with your friends. you have a few trust issues, probably caused by your karmic issues again, that make you secretive around your friends. you may close yourself in your shell, or maybe you actually know a lot of people, yet you only consider a few of them your friends. most of the time, you may also befriend people that try to take advantage of you. or perhaps, since there’s a possibility that you understand that, you could be the one who leads the group and acts quite bossy. this is something that gets naturally better with time; actually, your friends will be of great help for you to grow up. you may have big dreams for your future, yet you may feel intimidated as they’re very intense, and hence hard to make come true. the fact that your pluto is here confirms all of this. you need to pay your karmic debts in order to finally feel comfortable with others and have the motivation to achieve your long-term goals. even though you may face some insecurities, you’re typically a strong-minded person. you strive for independence, as you focus your existence on your witty intellect. you have the ability to achieve great things, as your mind is literally revolutionary, even though you may struggle to make those projects concrete. a downside to this placement is that you may not give enough importance to your words; you’re brutally honest, and you may often hurt someone with your thoughts. when it comes to love, you actually step out of your comfort-zone! aquarius is unpredictable; that is, you're not into clichés. sure, you need a loyal partner who's stable both emotionally and financially, but at the same time they must have something unique about them. you're not the type to fall for the first guy you see down the street. in addition to that, you're not into the typical, cheesy romantic stuff. you want your partner to be a friend, not only a boyfriend/husband. you want to feel able to talk and vent to them, just like you'd do with a friend, but also someone that is willing to stay with you through thick and thin. you hardly fall in love at first sight, and you act quite casually around your crushes. in fact, most of the times you come off as so detached that you hardly look like you're interested in someone. people could get intimidated from you because of that, in fact sometimes you just wish you could be the one taking the lead and ask others out, and maybe you do. also, you need a partner that can stimulate you mentally. you can't stand a boring relationship with no amusement and excitement, you want someone that can constantly surprise you in some way. in fact, you'd probably choose brains over looks. last but no least, you hate feeling committed. that doesn't mean that you're unloyal, not at all. but you can't be with someone possessive that wants to take control of your life, it would be the death of you. you're able to stand up on your own.

your 12th house is in sagittarius. you’re particularly interested in religion and higher beliefs, hence meditation would be effective for you. yet, you need to get enough sleep, or you could not be able to fully embrace the spirituality of this placement. you may also be able to have prophetic dreams, or at least they have a strong moral beyond them. sagittarius in this house indicates that you may daydream about the perfect romance. you have strong ideals, you’re a very fair person and you expect a lot from people, but you may sometimes be let down from others because of these high standards of yours. you most probably feel kind of lonely. you may not have many friends, but I don’t think you suffer much about it. you enjoy your time alone. you might have also had an imaginary friend during your childhood, and you could have been able to see spirits of any kind. you’re hopelessly romantic, to the point that you almost look naive. you’re not simply looking for a partner or spouse, you’re looking for a soulmate; someone you can literally communicate with just using your eyes, someone that knows how to make you feel even messier on the inside. you like to nurture and feel nurtured in a relationship. your ideal lover would be sensitive and empathetic, yet still with a sort of rebel vibe to them.

❤️ love life, soulmates

in love you attract gemini, taurus, aries, scorpio and cancer. your future spouse will most probably have scorpio and gemini placements, hence they’ll be very smart, bright and witty, but also very emotional and a bit moody. it may be love at first sight, and you may find them very attractive. you could meet them at work, and your encounter with them will fill you with intensity and excitement. your children will be heavy in taurus placements, hence they’ll be very stubborn and strong, they’ll probably love to be spoiled with affection and toys and they will like playing around. yet, they could be a bit too lazy at times.

👶🏻 family life

your mother is a very fiery person, with a short-temper. she could have even been quite violent, physically or verbally, with you during your childhood, and she might have a bit of a childish behaviour. deep down, she’s actually kind of insecure with her role as a mother. she may have aries, capricorn, sagittarius or scorpio placements in her chart. your father, on the other hand, is more submissive. he’s a peaceful person, even though he most probably has a passive-aggressive behaviour. you could actually have a better relationship with him rather than with your mother, or at least he understands your needs better. he may have libra, aries, pisces or taurus in his chart. if you have siblings, they most probably have pisces, capricorn or sagittarius placements in their chart. you have a great relationship with them, it was probably very pleasant even though there could have been a few arguments. perhaps, you didn’t get along when you were young or at least you weren’t much close, but this got better with time.

📊 career

you could do well at a variety of jobs to be honest! with your gemini in the 6th house you could actually work in different fields before sticking to one career, hence you’re pretty experienced. I certainly see you being successful in your career, you will most likely work alone and you’ll most likely be a boss. you’re very hard-working, so I can see you having your own business for example. otherwise, you may also do well in an aesthetic field, or even more practical jobs like lawyer, judge, possibly also a therapist or psychologist. and again, you may work abroad, so maybe as a translator, as a teacher etc. also, as I’ve mentioned above, you have many creative placements that indicate that you’re a very innovative person. you may use this creativity of yours in your chosen career, therefore you may be a writer, a singer, an actress, etc. or maybe, you may have to use your innovative mind, for example marketing would also be a nice choice for you.

👕 fashion sense, style analysis

you may have lots of dark, edgy clothes in your wardrobe, from leather to animal prints. you could possibly also fancy velvet in your clothes. your style is mostly quite classy and elegant, but still with a touch of boldness to it. as for the colors, I assume you also enjoy wearing darker shades, from dark blue, purple, burgundy… to just directly black. you could possibly be fond of total-black fits too.

👁 past life, life purpose

in your past lifetime, you used to put your spirituality aside for a while to focus on finding out your identity here on the earth. you learned how to be responsible, healthy and stable on the earth. you know your values, and they’re already very grounded, you’re very mature from this point of view. in this lifetime, you now need to get more in touch with your spirituality. you need to get close to your higher self, and you may actually be quite skilled at it; probably you may interpret your dreams, you could be interested in religion, what’s beyond the world, and you’re most likely also interested in astrology and other occult matters. you’ll finally be able to reach happiness and fulfill your soul when you start having awareness of your soul’s purpose. since you’ve booked a reading, I’m sure you’re already on the right path, so keep going this way.

🤔 major transits analysis / june 19

since chiron and mars are currently in a conjunction transiting your 4th house, you may be undergoing some trouble in your house environment. you may be having conflicts in your family, or maybe there's something wrong about your physical home. yet, with jupiter entering the sign of aries, this period of chaos is probably coming to an end soon. jupiter is also opposing your natal sun; this transit may make you even more proud than yourself, you probably feel more confident but you may also have to take on a few challenges. you may be feeling optimistic, but be careful about the choices you make in this time span, as you may be blinded by this optimism of yours and do things that you may regret.

🧿 manifest what you want, secret skills

you’re very in contact with your spirituality, making you more sensitive to higher affirmations. you have the ability to visualize what you want. that’s the key to activate the loa: travel with your fantasy, and visualize what you desire. do you want a new car? imagine yourself doing road-trips on that car. a new phone? visualize yourself making calls with that phone. you can even literally create a story involving those topics and it will come true. you can also help yourself by writing and listening to your own affirmations, maybe covered up by some music. in this way, you'll develop a more optimistic mindset and you'll be able to attract more positivity in your life. you just have to believe in your power!

this is the end, thank you again for booking a reading! hope it resonated with you :)

- libramc xx

#astrology

1 note · View note