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tamagotchikgs · 21 days
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#but.#even after all the time i had aparti still went back at 16#i traveled across the country just to see her again#and it fucking sucked#she ripped that wound right back open#which . felt so weird because she WANTED me to come#she made all the plans#honestly the train trip there was nice#i got to experience a lot of cool things#but the second i got there. it was . one of the worst times of my life#just nonstop#and now ive finally been away for awhile again#but i still miss her#& i dont know why#but it also doesnt help the only gf i have ever had did the same type of thing LMAO//.... i .. i just cannot win#maybe it's just my roll#say all these nice things n then immediately flip#she would make me hang out w her friends n talk me up n then. cheat on me with them with me there#& then get upset when i cried or tried to break up w her LMAO...#like. she wasnt poly or anything she was actually against it#but the worst part is how openly & loudly she'd love me right before it. so now i never know who is telling the truth. i never feel safe#but anyway. again. i stayed#over n over again id try to break up w her but then i loved her & so when she got upset n threaten to kms id flip n stay#n she'd do it again#until eventually she broke up w me n left me so fuckd up im not gonna lie JHVAJH#she still tried to stay friends after that n i tried#but then i started sobbing mid card game & it was very embarrassing top 10 worst things i have done#but i just. all i want is to be a good person. i want to be someone good & loving but i feel like im such a jealous monster#even if i dont let myself show it n try to ignore it bc i dont want to hurt anyone or be this awful it;s still here. just. permeating.#what if i feel too much what if ill never know when someone is genuine what if im just an evil obsessive freak n everyone i love hates me
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gb-patch · 3 years
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Ask Answers: August 8th
Well, doing big posts all together worked for a while but lately I’ve been putting it off because it takes a long time to get them done. I think I’m gonna try switching back to answering asks whenever I can fit it in and posting them one at a time instead of waiting until I’ve filled out one of these major collections.
But for now, here’s more ask answers! Thank you for the questions and for all the kind words along with them ^^.
Hello!! I'm here to ask if its possible to get  the game and its dlcs on steam and play it on android?
I’m afraid not. Steam doesn’t have Android builds on their own site and Steam is not cool with keys for other sites being given out for Steam purchases, so you don’t get the Itch version from buying on Steam.
Hello! Sorry to bother you but, I had a question, if we buy the Game on itchio do we get steam keys or would we need to purchase it twice? 
You would have to buy it twice if you want it in both places, I’m sorry. To repeat myself a little, Steam doesn’t like the key trading thing. Itch may support giving keys for another site, but the reverse isn’t doable with Steam and Steam doesn’t even really want you to get a Steam key for buying somewhere else either. So we just don’t mess around with that.
hey, sorry if this is frequently asked, but is step 4 free dlc or paid for? some of your sources are contradicting each other. 
It’s free! There’s a paid wedding DLC, but Step 4 itself is entirely unpaid.
Hello! I just had a quick question, for the Baxter and Derek DLC's will we be able to confess our feelings to them or let them confess to MC? or will it only be one way? (they confess to MC)
Both type of options will be available!
Hey there! I wanted to ask whether or not the Derek DLC is still on track to be released in August since on the steam discussion board it says it will be released mid 2021. I totally understand if it isn't, I'm just really looking forward to it! If you answer then ty! And keep up the amazing work :D 
It’s not, aha. Unfortunately, 2021 wasn’t easier than 2020 as we hoped so things are still slower than planned. It’ll come out late 2021 or early 2022.
Hi! Firstly I just want to say that I LOVE Our Life. I have played a bit of similar games but this one instantly wins for the best one! Everything about it is amazing! I just wanted to ask if Derek would ever lose feelings for MC, like if they make the deal and then MC gets with Cove would he move on? and even if you don't, after "losing contact" would his feeling fade or would he still like MC? 
If you don’t really keep in touch with him and clearly move on with your life, Derek will too and he’ll be over it. But if you are still close as best as you can be, he’ll still think the MC is special. Though, he’ll always support your relationship with someone else if that’s what’ll make you happy.
Hello! Sorry if you've answered this before but: 'How's Lee related to us? Though which momma? And does she share our player-chosen last names? Also, do you know if Noelani took Pam's last name or did it happen the other way round? 
She’s related to Pamela and Pamela’s last name is the one they use, so the MC has the same last name as Lee.
Will we be able to choose which (they or he) we tend to call Qiu by more often, or will it randomly change depending on the moment? 
Qiu knows which pronoun they’re comfortable with at a time and you’ll call them what they’re happy with. And it doesn’t change between lines, it takes multiple scenes or even full Steps for it to switch. So for extended periods Qiu will be totally a guy or fully agender.
Will Step 4 of OL2 have moments?
It’ll be an epilogue like it is in OL1, so it won’t have a bunch of different Moments.
Hello! Just a quick question, is Sunset bird from OL1 based on a real location? If so what's it called? I wanna visit it +_+
ps i love your games so much <3
It isn’t based on one specific town you can go to, but there are a lot of little coastal towns in Cali that have a similar vibe!
Heyaaa ( I hope you're all well ), umm… it might seem kinda stupid to ask but did Patreon members can have a key for the dlc's ( all the steps-released dlc ) even if they became a member this month or later ? (me? saying this cuz it's my case? maybe ;-;), and once again thanks for absolutely all the amazing works on all the games ! u-u 
You wouldn’t get the DLCs for backing there. The Patreon is for extra bonus content/early access, rather than being a storefront to purchase the normal DLCs. Rarely we give them out as a side gift, but it hardly happens and if what you want is the DLCs it’s best to ignore the Patreon and  buy keys for those directly from Itch or Steam. I’m sorry for the confusion.
Hey y'all, love what youre doing w/Terry. Trans rep outside of player customization is so rare and important to see more of so thank you so much. I do have a question and its that does he have a canon sexuality? I know Miranda was said to be straight ace but I dont believe anything was stated for Terry probably because he wasnt revealed to be a guy which changes things. Im also curious if well get answers on how long hes liked Miranda since he may have liked her in step 3 before she liked him 
Terry likes women and Randy likes men! And he did like Miranda back in Step 3.
Will the Wedding Dlc release at the same time as Step 4? 
They’ll come out separately with Step 4 releasing first.
I really love Our Life so much! I've spent over 20hours playing it even though I only got it a week ago! I was wondering if I could make a fangame for Our Life with a different love interest but same plot. Next-door neighbors romance, multiple steps, etc? I'll probably make it on Google Slides though- 
Sure! I hope you have fun with it and I’m glad you love the game.
How does Cove feel about poly relationships? 
He’s got nothing against them for the people they work for, but he’s 100% monogamous and would only be comfortable with a partner who was willing to be monogamous with him.
Idk if this has been answered before but will Step 4 include the option to advance your feelings towards Cove? 
Yep, you’ll be able to determine your feelings and what your relationship is.
In step 4 will there be a chosen to say we live with Cove even as just friends? 
Yeah, you can choose to live with Cove and that can be done when you’re friends.
I just played the game with the MC and Cove being best friends and omg it’s still so damn cute like the wholesomeness of it all is too much for my heart I swear ^.^  Now with that all said I was wondering can we still marry Cove? if we only love him as a friend like let’s say we’ve made deal with him similar to the one we can make with Derek because let’s real no one could compete with what the MC and Cove have even if they aren’t in love. 
It’s great to hear you enjoyed the friendship story! You can live with Cove, but you can’t marry him platonically. Cove has familial affection for the MC if they’re best-est friends. He wouldn’t think to marry someone he loves like family and even grew up with as though they truly were siblings.
Are you still going to be making a DLC for XOBD? :] 
Yes! We’re slowing adding voiced lines and fixing errors.
It makes me laugh that Shiloh's last name is Fields because that's what I put as my last name! So in Our Life when he talked about "Ms. Fields" picking him up I was extremely confused, lol. That dude mimics personalities so much that he stole my surname!
Oh, wow, that’s a very funny coincidence, haha.
hi !! i cant seem to be able to get the scene where mc is able to propose to cove despite being at the 'love' stage and telling him i'd want to get married, are there any other details that im missing out on? the options just dont appear at the end... 
Maybe you missed telling Cove you were in love with him even if you mentioned wanting to get married or you might’ve accidentally said earlier in the game that you don’t want to progress your relationship further with Cove. We haven’t removed them, so you can get the scene again. It’s just kind of easy to miss since there’s multiple requirements. You can read a little guide in the FAQ.
wait what di you need to do to be able to propose to cove? I've been trying but haven't had much luck 
You can check out the FAQ linked above!
does cove only develop a crush on the mc if the mc is also at crush/in love with him? 
Technically, yes. We treat the non-romantic relationship options as truly non-romantic since we don’t want to bait and switch people. But there’s nothing wrong with headcanoning that Cove does have feelings developing for the MC even before the MC has.
Is there a way to make/allow Lee and Baxter to date?
No, they just don’t have enough time together.
We also got a group of asks related to Tamarack in OL2, but I’m afraid the way they talked about people with larger bodies made me not want to post their words, even if the person didn’t say they’re trying to be hurtful. I will separate out the core question and answer it though, so people can know that info.
Does Tamarack lose weight in later Steps?
No, she doesn’t. As for the other questions included, to be honest, I don’t have to explain/defend having romance options of different sizes. I’m sorry if you’re dealing with unhappiness that’s connected to body image, if that’s where the negative emotions are coming from, but even so I can’t meet you on that level and pretend it’s a problem that needs an answer. A girl who simply isn’t thin being a main love interest is just not an unreasonable concept. Also, Tamarack isn’t a lesbian. Yes, she can date a female MC, but that doesn’t undo her actual sexuality, so I’m not sure where that one part at the end was coming from.
I wonder... can we "fight" with Qiu over leader status? 👀
Not really, haha. No matter how cool your MC is, they’re never gonna replace Qiu for the other kids around. So you can either partner up with him, follow him too, or not be a part of all that group politics stuff.
So when I play the game, sometimes I mentally call Cove “Covie/Covey” and that made me wonder, how does Cove feel about being nicknamed? Not like Romeo/Space Cadet/etc. but like pet names relating to his actual name
It’d depend on his age, personality, and your relationship with him! When he’s younger he’d probably be embarrassed, when he was grown he’d probably be more casual or happy about it.
will you be able to date baxter in step 3 while at crush with cove (but not dating him ofc) sorry if this has been asked already. i really love baxters step 4 design btw!! 
Yeah, you can be crushing on Cove and date Baxter if you weren’t already dating Cove. You just can’t be truly in love with Cove and then switch to Baxter.
I just got my friend into our life, and they adore shiloh and derek sooo will there be more of them in the second game? 
I’m afraid not. But you can see plenty more of Shiloh in XOXO Droplets/XOXO Blood Droplets, haha.
I see you haven't gotten any xoxo droplets asks recently but I'm still obsessed with these boys!! I was just wondering if Nate would curse under any circumstance? 
Yeah, Nate does use certain swear words (damn, hell, bastard) on very rare occasions.
Hi there! I have a question about the wedding dlc. Will we be able to plan a honeymoon during the planning stages of it or would it be something that Cove and the mc would rather plan later on? Thank you! Absolutly love the game by the way, definitely one of my favorite games! 
The focus will be on the wedding day itself. The topic of the honeymoon might come up a bit, but there won’t be any choosing of the exact location and such.
Hi! I have two questions and it's completely understandable if you only answer one/neither and I'm sorry if you've already answered either before! First, is there a set year in which OL:B&A takes place (ex: Step 1 being set in 2010 & Step 2 being set in 2016, etc.) or is it simply up to interpretation? Second, have you guys thought about doing a coming-of-age game where the MC has a tough home life or upbringing? (like one of their parents is an addict, a parent being transphobic whilst the player has the option to be trans, or having friends that are influencing them to do drugs, etc.) That's all! Thanks for making beautiful games. <3 
There is a set timeline!
Step 1: 2006 Step 2: 2011 Step 3: 2016 Step 4: 2021 
And we don’t currently plan on making a game like that. The Our Life series exists to be a safer environment for people to play around in and if we did do a brand new series that was harsher edged it’d be something more fantastical and/or plot-driven instead of a different type of modern day slice-of-life growing up story. I’m sorry.
i don’t know if you’ve already answered this, but do you have a guess on when phase 4 will come out? as well as ol2? i’m so excited for both of them, the inclusivity in this game is amazing, you guys should be really proud of it! 
Step 4 will be coming out very soon! OL2 is gonna take until 2023 to be anywhere near completion. But we might episodically release the Steps one at a time as they get done instead of waiting for three to be finished before launch like we did with the first game.
Hello, I was curious if there was an official or unofficial discord server for the game? 
We do have a discord! You can join by clicking this link HERE.
how long do you plan to keep ol's patreon running? 
Hopefully for at least a few more years.
Are you considering ever making merch? 
Yeah, but I don’t know when it’ll happen or what exactly we’ll make, aha. It’s something we want do, just nothing is set.
hi! i just found out about your game a couple of days ago on tiktok (so sorry if you’ve already answered this question) and i was wondering if y’all are ever planning to release it on iOS? 
I have no idea. It’s hard for a small group to get Apple approval and I honestly can’t say if it’ll ever happen or not. Maybe someday, though!
Hi, I love the art style of Our life and I would like to know if the artist has a Twitter? Also, could it be possible to fund more CGs for the game from him/her? So many times, I wish there was one like when the cutscene of the sunshower. 
That’s nice of you to offer. He doesn’t have a Twitter, at least not one that’s public enough to be shared with me. And I’m afraid not. The issue is that the CGs take huge amounts of time rather than there not being a budget for it. He’s gotta make CGs for Step 4, the DLCs, and new character sprites, too. There isn’t space in the schedule for even more. Sorry for that.
Hi, how are you?!
Are you planning on accepting new writers or is it always the same people who write your stories??
Thanks!!
Our Life: Beginnings & Always won’t be getting new writers, but we will be hiring a new team of writers for Our Life: Now & Forever eventually!
perhaps this counts as nsfw and I'm sure it has been answered before but what does Cove prefer, chests/boobs or butts? or perhaps both :3c thank you for this wonderful game (and the patreon bonus moment, it was worth all the waiting and more ♥) 
He’s a “chests of all shapes and sizes” kind of guy, haha.
i was wondering- did any of the writers actually grow up by the beach? as someone who's lived in a beach town all their life it really did feel nostalgic to play through our life 1 
I was born and raised in Cali! Though, not right by the beach. We still had to make trips out, but the setting is based on my own childhood memories of small beach towns we went through.
In Derek’s upcoming DLC, will we be able to reference the pact we made as teens? (love olba and xod/xobd so much btw you’re literally amazing) 
Yep, you will be able to talk about that!
Oh, sorry about the Cole being secretly L ask, then!
If you wanted context: Death Note is about this one guy who finds a notebook that kills anyone who you write the name of in there. The guy eventually develops a God Complex and starts mass killing criminals and stuff. L is the one trying to find out who is killing all these people.
Me and my sister first joked about it because I couldn't remember how to translate a word about the way Cove was sitting, so I just did the pose, and it looked a lot like how L himself sits! Then we just snowballed from there, with more and more nonsense connections.
That’s okay! Thanks for explaining. I’m sorry I didn’t know what you meant.
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rubyneo · 4 years
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anyway here's some basic information from arc 1/little bit of arc 2 of partner swap au
blake + ruby, yang + weiss, pyrrha + nora, jaune + ren are the main partner pairs
all of team jnpr knows about the maiden power transfer, jaune volunteers to go with pyrrha because nora is worried about yang and ren is worried about nora (sweet sweet best friends)
jaune and ren WILL kiss before jaune goes with pyrrha and ozpin 😌
endgame ships as of now are ladybug, schneekos, and nora/yang
ruby gets framed for 'injuring' neo (she thinks neo is rushing her so ruby uses her semblance to speed neo off the edge of the platform 'breaking' her leg)
yang and mercury face off in the tunnels
ruby actually asks blake to the beacon ball
romantic ladybug starts developing earlier on
adam very nearly cuts out ruby's eye. he narrowly misses and slices open her cheek instead
when RRVN leaves, pyrrha leaves her old sanctum jacket with yang because she wasnt able to give weiss anything before her father took her away
schneekos!!!! dance!!!!!!
neptune is gay and trans
so is sun
sun/sage and neptune/scarlet are the team sssn partner pairs
ruby + blake are in the doubles round against an oc team
sage and scarlet will get to be actual characters in the au. theyre not super important but yeah
sun catches up to blake earlier on! they have a long talk about where blake is going, her actual reasons for leaving, and her feelings regarding team rwby and especially ruby herself
blake also talks to ghira and kali about these things!
dc comics canon will be liberally sprinkled in as i please (i.e the ring)
blake and yang are in fact best friends and did do shit like go out to eat and stuff. im not erasing these two's relationship its just not gonna be romantic!
pyrrha gets about half of the maiden powers
when cinder attacks, jaune calls nora and ren. the three of them follow pyrrha when she goes to fight cinder and defend her until team rwby can arrive. jaune dies (i love him and this rly isnt like a kill jaune to get him out of the way he literally goes out protecting his team)
qrow's shapeshifting comes out earlier bc he flies to the top of the tower to find the kids. he helps bring jaune's body down and at the bottom they find ruby and blake in the courtyard, surrounded by petrified grimm, with blake cradling ruby's head in her lap and sobbing apologies (yknow while she also has a gaping hole in her stomach)
raven helps get them all to taiyang's house (she was watching the vytal festival on a tv in a mistral bar when everything started to go down)
raven isnt necessarily a good person but i do lean her towards the better side of morally grey. she sees no real problems with cutting down a teenager when it feels like theres a huge target on her back but also yang and ruby are her kids babey.
poly str CANON and u find that out early on.
also in the vein of poly str, tai and raven split after summer goes missing. she comes around to see the girls in bird form but she avoids tai ad much as possible. they both blame each other for what happened to summer
qrow still tries to keep his distance from the kids but theyre more or less aware he's following
when the brantwins get hurt they revert to bird form to make it easier to transfer them around. so injured qrow is a little crow being carted around in his niece's hood
qrow + raven have a tense relationship. like theyd die for each other honestly but also? theyre so fucking mean to one another
okay this is getting long so ill end this here
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artificialqueens · 5 years
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taxidermy butterfly (raven x sharon) -lem0n_b0y
an- guess whos back back back again! It’s the long awaited knife play fic. ive worked real hard on this for about a month and a half so please enjoy. also little note , this isn’t a cheating fic. in the verse they are in for this fic, they are both in separate open and poly relationships. the reason why i wrote this was someone suggested they cross over and well it works out that manila would fuck alaska, sharon would fuck raven and raja and jinkx would just smoke weed together. so yeah!!! also check tags before reading!!!!
Thud-Thud-Thud.
Raven was beyond pissed with Sharon. She had continued to not take the hint to not stare at her girlfriend during their weekly hangouts. Raven held off on confronting her since everytime she wanted to the most, Manila was in the room. She’d be just harmlessly sitting on Sharon’s couch with her own girlfriend, just watching a movie together.
Tonight there wasnt anyone to get in the way of a confrontation. Sharon had stayed home while Alaska and Jinkx went to a bar with Raja and Manila. The only for the reason Raven didn’t all join them was to finally go give Sharon a piece of her mind.
Raven stands outside of Sharon’s front door, waiting patiently for a response of her onslaught of knocking. She wanted to make it clear that if she keep eyeing her girlfriend down that it won’t end pretty for her. With more knocking to no response, Raven groans. “Sharon! I know your home!” Seconds pass and no response. Knocking on the door harder at a repetitive pace, Sharon’s ability to ignore it until Raven persistance runs thin.
Sharon sits at her office desk, sorting through emails. With her hair tied up into a bun and her eyes with dark rings, she was physically tired. She had spent most of the day working away in her office. Hearing all the knocks get louder and faster, she slowly pushes herself back in her chair. “I swear to God this better be good.” Sharon stands from her desk, stretching her body out. Sure it was a good excuse for her to take a break but she knew that after stopping she won’t start back up. She sluggishly finds her way to the front door as it’s being assaulted with knocks. Each knock made Sharon’s head hurt a little more. Opening up the door, she is faced with the very unhappy Raven.
Raven wasn’t just unhappy. She was mad. Looking at the opened door, she crosses her arms. “Finally you decide to open up.” Her voice growls out. Sharon leans herself against the door frame. She taps her nails against her forearm as she eyes down the huffing Raven. “I was busy doing school work. I was hoping you’d give up, but now that you’ve annoyed me enough to answer the doooor..” Sharon steps from the doorway to allow Raven into her house.
Raven steps into the house and makes her way towards the small bar that sat inbetween the kitchen and living room. “Did you just come here to drink all my booze?” Sharon closes the front door and makes her way towards the dining room table. She takes a seat as Raven turns around from the bar with two drinks in hand. “No I actually came to talk to you about something important.” Her voice still sharp, she sets a glass of amber liquid in front of Sharon.
“What’s so important that you can’t just call me instead?” Sharon raises her brow as she sips from the glass she was given. She couldn’t take Raven seriously for some reason. Her huffing and puffing seamed so comical. It wasn’t the first time that Sharon had seen her so worked up, but in that moment she had once seen, Raven was screaming at someone in the club for attempting to drug Manilas drink.
Taking a sip from her own glass, Raven sets in back down onto the table. She taps her fingertips against sweating glass, looking Sharon in the eyes. “Well, I thought it would be good to address this in person. Manila told me yesterday that you were really eyeing her down while she came to visit Laska. Is that true?” Her eyebrows furrow together as she takes another sip of her drink to prevent herself from slipping out with a comment that isn’t needed. Sharon’s eyes widen before they squint with a small chuckle. “Oh she’s just dramatic. I was looking at her only a little bit. Shouldn’t send her over here in such a cute skirt if you didn’t want her to get looked at.”
“She’s allowed to wear what she wants, and I should trust you around my girlfriend. I would never look at Alaska the way you look at Manila.” Raven holds her glass tighter as Sharon props her head up with her hands, smiling at the annoyed Raven. She can’t help but admire how protective she gets over her partner. “Its not like I touched her or anything. Did she complain about it or did she tell you and start blushing the ways she does when you act rough with her? Because there’s a difference.”
“The difference isn’t the point. The point is to stop eyeing her down, especially when I’m not around.” Finishing her drink, Raven stands back up from the table to fill her glass once more, with Sharon following behind. “So what if I do it when you’re around? Gonna punch me and watch both of your girls get onto you?” Sharon teases as she takes wraps her fingers around one of Ravens loose curls. Raven quickly turns around to face the unphased Sharon. Her lips curled into a devilish smile, Sharon liked the look on Ravens face. The look of her about to snap. “Sharon, I’m being serious. Do not stare at my girlfriend. No matter what.” She places her full glass onto the counter of booze.
Raven taps her nails as she leans into the island, looking Sharon dead in the eyes. With not a peep coming from Sharon, who stood there with a smile still painted in her lips, Raven huffs. “Are you even listening?” Sharon nods, stepping closer. “Oh I’m all ears. It’s just cute seeing you so worked up from being scared.”
“What would I be scared of?”
“Scared that maybe my ‘wandering eyes’ could somehow steal your Manila away? Does that sound about right?” Sharon sticks her tough out playfully with a smile. Raven doesn’t like the playful attitude that Sharon has towards the serious situation. Raven steps forward as Sharon backs away. Each slow and quiet step backs the still cocky Sharon into the closest wall.
Raven slowly presses her hands onto her waist, pressing her into the wall roughly. She leans closer and looks Sharon dead in her eyes. Maybe it was the booze or the anger ticking in her, but Sharon looks into Ravens glazed over eyes with no fear. “So what are you going to do? Fuck me? Fuck me til you’re not mad anymore and go home to your girlfriend’s like you’re still not mad?”
“Your taunting doesn’t scare me Shar.” Raven says in a flat tone, grabbing into Sharon’s hips tighter. It was true, she isn’t scared of Sharon. Sharon was all bark and no bite, so Raven had no problem testing her limits.
Looking straight at annoyed but calm face, Sharon smiles slightly before pulling her closer by the belt loops and flipping both of their bodies to change positions. The quick and slick movement fully pushed Raven off her guard. With her own back against the wall now, Sharon places on hand onto her hip and one hand around her throat. She’s pinned in place like a taxidermy butterfly. “Let me go! You shithead!” Raven barks out and squirms about. She was not enjoying the spot she is stuck in.
“Not until I can make you scared of me.” Sharon chuckles as her grip around Ravens throat tightens. She liked seeing her glazed over eyes widen with the new pressure. “You’re not going to scare me.” Raven whispers, her eyebrows furrowed together with much annoyance.
Removing her hand that held down Ravens hip, Sharon digs into her pocket for something. The sounds of metal keys against something else that’s metal clangs in Ravens ears. She squirms her hips around to escape, but to no luck. Sharon wasn’t going to let her go that easy. Finally finding what she needed, Sharon pressed her leg between Ravens. “Are you sure about that?”
“You don’t scare me, Needles.”
Her rough around the edges voice was music to Sharon’s ears. With Ravens declaration, she takes the liberty to remove the metal device from her pocket and holding it up for Raven to see. It’s a simple, thick bladed pocket knife. Being shiny and looking to be new, Raven squirms back as the sight of the sharp blade. “So you’re not scared of me huh? You’re already squirming just looking at it.” She slowly drags it down Ravens exposed shoulder. The gentle touch of the blade has quickly changed the cocky and angry Ravens deminor.
“At least be careful, not to cut me.” Her voice was quiet as a mouse, to which Sharon didn’t like. “Are you afraid to get cut? I thought you’d be the miss big and bad who can handle being cut up..” Her voice trails off as she moves the blade to gentle trail down Ravens cheek. She bites her lip instantly as the sharp utinsel touchs her cheek. Trembling under the blade, Raven trys to hold herself together. “I’m- mnot afraid.”
Sharon taps the flat of the blade under Ravens chin, tilting her head up at the perfect angle to look her in the eyes. “If you’re not afraid, let’s have some fun. If I can’t even look at your little Manila, how about we have some private time, hm? I need to blow off some steam.” The cool metal moves forward slowly from Ravens chin to her vision. Looking at Sharon smiling while holding a knife didn’t seem like a nightmare to her. Sharon still had those tired eyes from studying all day and her hair just tied up messily. She may be acting like a psychopath in the moment but Raven knew she wouldn’t hurt her as much as it seemed to be boiling in the moment. Raven nods to the suggestion of blowing off steam with confidence. With Sharon’s guard down, Raven grabs a hold of her shirt and pushes her roughly away from her. The forceful motion brought back Sharon and before she could get her hold back around Ravens throat, she was being dragged into the nearest bedroom.
“Looks like someone’s confident, hm?” Sharon chuckles as she’s thrown onto the bed like a rag doll. Raven rolls her eyes and gets a handful of Sharon’s shirt, pulling her back up from the bed. “Not confident, just still mad.”
“Oh come on!! I just like to windowshop! I’m not actually trying to steal your girl, shes just pretty.” Sharon throws her head back with another dumb chuckle before Raven drops her body back onto the mattress. She follows behind, crawling on top of Sharon who smiles gingerly. Ravens blonde hair drapes down over their faces, inclosing the space. “Hell you look even more gorgeous up close.” The still smiling Sharon teases.
“Oh shut up.” Cupping Sharon’s face carefully, Raven presses her lips against hers. The kiss wasn’t sweet like the kisses that Sharon shares with her girlfriends. It was rough. She knew that there still that venom in everything that Raven does, since she’s clearly still annoyed with the wandering eyes Sharon has. Sharon kisses back at the same tempo as she grabs her by hips to tip her over. Last thing that was going to happen is Raven attempting to control the scene.
Being pushed onto her back in one movement was shocking to Raven, making the kiss break. She looks up at Sharon angrily. “You thought you’d be on top didn’t you?”
Sharon trails one of her hands up to her throat, holding Raven down into the bed with on hand. She lets out a growl while squirming her hips to get free. “I’m not bottoming for you. No way in hell.” The persistent attempts to break free didn’t work in Ravens favor. The metal blade returns from Sharon’s pocket. Dangling the blade in front of Ravens face, Sharon can’t help but chuckle at the look on Ravens face. “Are you sure about that?” The sight of the blade once again turns Ravens attitude around.
Dragging the blade down the front of her shirt, Sharon teases with pressure. So easily she could cut a hole into the shirt, all the way from her collar to her waist band. “Do you like this shirt? I hope not.”
With no room for an answer, the tip of the blade hooks under the collar of her plain black shirt, tugging downwards quickly. The first tear is made, enough to only need one more movement to tear the shirt in two. Ravens eyes widen before she bucks her body forward. “You fucking cunt!” Sharon draws the blade back to prevent any accidental cutting. Her eyes narrow as she tightens her semi loose grip around her throat, pressing her down into the pillow much harder. “Hold still.” The new pressure made Raven gasp out instantly.
Using the back end of the knife to move the torn fabric to the side, exposing Ravens bra and abdomen. Sharon’s eyes trail down her tan skin, smiling slightly. “You really are gorgeous. You’d look better dripping with blood.” The quiet words sent a sharp shiver down Ravens spine as she looks at the dark haired woman eyeing her down. The mixture of fear, anger and arousal was pumping through her veins for sure.
Sharon looks back into her eyes, cocking her head to the side. “How does that sound to you? Can you handle some cuts?” Raven furrows her brows together as if the answer was a given. “Of course I can.”
Leaning her head down, Sharon kisses her jawline to her ear. The back end of the knife slowly slides up and down Ravens ribs. The slight pressure brings Ravens body back out of nervousness. Sharon can feel Ravens skin crawl perfectly under her hand. It was the control she wanted. The small kisses hault as Sharon removes her hand from around her throat. “Don’t try anything.”
Sliding the hand from her throat to her waistband, Sharon unbutton her pants. She’s ready to tear them off along with Ravens shirt but she holds back. “Take your pants off. I’m not doing all the work.” She looks up at Raven who is still very annoyed. Obeying, Raven slides her pants off reluctantly. “If you’re in charge you should do the work.” Raven grumbles under her breath, leaning upwards. She eyes Sharon down, watching as her pelvis is pinned to the mattress with one hand. Her annoyed grumble leads Sharon to look her in the eyes as kneels between her thighs. “You want me to go rough on you or something?”
“No, I want you to just hurry up and fuck me or something.” She narrows her eyes, moving hair from in front of her face. Raven becoming impatient isn’t the best Raven to mess with. Sure she didn’t like to bottom but if she has to wait, she becomes ansty. Sharon isn’t afraid of how she’ll act, she is the one with a knife in her hand. Without a response, Sharon begins kissing her inner thighs slowly trailing to the outside of her panties. With just a kiss press against her, Raven bucks her hips forward with a deep whine.
Sharon pulls her face away quickly, looking up to see the annoyance on Ravens face. The knife makes it way to her thigh, the tip dragging down slowly. Holding Ravens hips down with her free hand, she gentle presses the blade into her skin. A gasp is released from Raven as she lays her head back down. In the moment, she realizes that she’s at no control. The blade slowly breaks the skin, not deep enough to cause much harm but draws blood. Droplets of blood raise from the wound and drip to her inner thighs. Sharon kisses up the trail of crimson, licking her lips. “You taste pretty good Rav. Can you handle more?” The taunting question brings Ravens hips up uncontrollably. They are pressed back down into the matteress.
“I’ll take that as a yes.” Sharon proceeds to make two more small cuts onto her right thigh, warm blood trickles down her skin as it’s kissed away. Each small gash gives Raven shudders down her body. The sharp pain with the gentle kissing drives her insane. Lifting herself up to look at Sharon, she sees all the blood. “Can you please- please fuck me.”
“Will you keep your hips still? If not I’ll keep cutting.”
“I’ll keep still.”
Sharon placed the knife onto the bed as she trails bites onto Ravens thighs. She’s barely able to keep her body still as with every small nip brings Ravens closer to saying 'fuck it’ and begging to get fucked. Her lips return to the outside of her underwear, with sloppy kissing. Being held down was the only thing keeping Raven still. Sharon trails her tounge painfully slow up the front of her panties, resulting in a buck of the hips thats strong enough for Sharon to really feel.
She quietly grabs the knife and hooks it under the underwear. Sharon quickly cuts the fabric off of her. “I said stay still.”
The cold blade finds its way to Ravens left thigh, leaving cut after cut. The blood drips down once more but Sharon wipes it up with her fingers. Crawling back on top of the heavy breathing woman, Sharon taunts the blood in her face. She smears it down the side of her cheek, to her lips. Ravens eyes open at the feeling of the warm liquid on her face. She licks her iron coated lips and grins up at Sharon who dangled above her. The hand that held her down slides between her thighs, pressing into her clit. “Fucking finally!” Ravens head throws back as she is finally greeted with some sort of pleasure. Sharon’s fingers explore her skin, making her jerk and squirm around.
She returns to between her legs as her fingers begin to slip into Raven. Her hips instantly buck towards Sharon. “What did I tell you? Don’t buck.” Another cut is brought to her thigh as the finger movements quicken. The bucking becomes uncontrollable as well as the low moans and loud cursing come from Raven. The onslaught of rough fingering and being cut open feels too good. Sharon licks and kisses up the blood before moving back on top of Raven. She grabs her face with a bloody hand and kisses her with intensity, making sure she tastes herself. The rough biting of lips brings more blood into their mouths, along with more groans of pleasure. Sharon pulls away with a hand still holding Ravens face as her own fingers bullet inside of her.
“Fu-FUCK!” Ravens eyes squint shut as she approaches her finish. As she does so, the fingers slow down. Sliding back to between her thighs, Sharon kisses her clit, slowly grinding her tounge against it while her fingers lazily pump inside of her. The bucking hips turn into grinding, soaking up all the blissful friction. The roughness of the moans fade into quiet whines and gasps. Sharon’s eyes open to see Raven covering her face, with her back arched. Smiling against her, she feels bad for making her wait so long to finish. Maybe it’s how soft she had gotten from not being able to cum.
Sharon’s fingers return to their quick pace, luring her over the edge. She moves her head away from her clit, kissing and lapping up the trickles of blood still flowing. Ravens body begins to shake as her climax peaks. Letting out once last curse, her body goes limp like a rag doll.
Slipping her fingers out, coated in cum, Sharon crawls back on top of her. “Open up.” She smiles as she watches the exhausted blonde do so. Placing her fingers into her mouth, Ravens eyes open as she sucks on them. “You’re so pretty.” The gentlest voice filling the space between them. She removes her fingers and grins. “Need some band-aids?”
After much coaxing of getting out of bed, Raven sits a top the kitchen counter. Sharon digs through drawers to find some sort of first aid. The cuts have stopped bleeding, but still needed to be covered. Taking a sip of her glass of rum, Raven sighs. “You’re not half bad. I expected you to chicken out and go easy on me but you didn’t.”
“Why would I? I knew you, of all people, could handle it.” Sharon responses while looking through a cabinet over the sink. Standing on her tippy toes she grabs a box. “Ah-Ha! Band-aids!” She turns around with with box in hand. Stepping closer she begins opening band-aid after band-aid, covering all of the wounds she caused. Raven watches as she does so, smiling as she finished her glass. “Thank you.”
With all cuts covered, Raven jumps down from the counter, looking at her naked self. “Also, you owe me a new shirt and panties.”
“I know, I know. Come and you can borrow some til I take you shopping for a new outfit. My treat?”
“Sounds perfect to me.”
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darthluffy · 5 years
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I know a lot of people liked to point out that Clarke was doing the same things Abby was while trying to keep Madi safe but if you actually rewatch the episodes it’s really not.
To start with the Clarke and Madi’s situations are completely different. Clarke had already taken control, she was the one that had negotiated the alliance, that was leading the Ark survivors, that had been leading the 100. She had supporters with real power like Kain and Lexa, and she knew how to use it. Abby wanted to wrap Clarke in bubblewrap and lock her in her room. She didnt trust Clarke to do anything and completely ignored the fact that her daughter was an adult that had been surviving and leading without her since she’d landed on the ground. Additionally Clarke also had the information they needed to win, she was the only one that had ever seen the inside of Mt. Weather and made it out, she knew enough about grounder culture to get them to respect her, and she was ruthless enough to make the hard choices that gave them an edge in the war. She wasn’t perfect but she was the best option they had.
With Madi that wasnt the case. For one Madi is like 13, way younger than Clarke was and had no experience with anyone involved in the war. She didn’t know anything about the Elgius crew and only had Clarke’s stories to know Wonkru by. Stories Clarke had heavily modified to make suitable for her daughter. Madi had no experience leading, no experience in war, and had no clue what she was walking into. There wasn’t anywhere near the support for her that Clarke had in the past, sure some of Wonkru wanted a true commander back but plenty were willing to stay with Bludreina til the end. Most would’ve likely stayed out of it until a winner had been decided.
Clarke definitely messed up with how she handled things with Madi, but she was probably right to run away. She looked at the situation and decided they were likely to lose, that since there was another option she’d take it. Keeping her daughter from walking into her own execution isnt a bad thing, she just didnt do a great job in how she stopped her. Abby on the other hand faught Clarke on everything, even though it was obvious Clarke was making the right choices(mostly). The other thing is that can you really blame Clarke for being overprotective? Not only has she looked after Madi for years with it being just the two of them but she has to be terrified that Madi will get killed. Eveyone Clarke loves dies. Her Dad, Finn, Lexa, Jaha’s son(was it will? Cant remember his name right now) she has to be thinking she’s cursed by now. The only ones who havent died have been Bellamy who she has a complicated relationship with and her mom who she has an even more complicated relationship with.
As a final point Abby continued to fight against Clarke even after Season 2, arguing against her staying in Polis, smashing Beca’s lab, stopping Clarke from becoming Heda, probably some more I’m forgetting. Clarke was willing to back Madi and trust her to lead once she was shown that it was actually a viable path, trusting her daughter’s decisions. True we only have a couple of episodes to go off of for that, as opposed to season’s of Abby’s fuckups, but even then it seems different. Abby pretty much had to be forced to let Clarke lead, Madi was able to convince Clarke that it was necessary and to support her.
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devilboyblues · 7 years
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im really upset about this when i think about it like i had to do a lot of nursing of their feelings about their exes while we were in a relationship and it was hamrful to me. like i had to not criticize and comfort them about dating a pedophile. i had to tell them how great their relationship was and affirm their loving feelings toward her.
then there was someone they wanted to date while we were together. it’s a poly thing, it’s ok. except i really really did not like this person. they kept telling me how selfish and immature and manipulative she was. and telling me about various things she did that toyed with their heart. i really did not want them to date them. but i wasnt allowed to say anything negative, despite them acting like they LOATHED her. and i didnt want it to happen. i wasnt against them dating someone else just this particular person made me super uncomfortable. oh but i didnt understand the super loving special connection they had that we don’t
i was constantly compared to these people and told how much more deep and special those relationships were than our. an abusive pedophile and a selfish manipulative person. yes. i was worse than them. after the breakup i was told i was not their equal. i was not a “peer” like those other two were. i dont know wtf about was so low that i got placed under them. i was actually supportive and placed their needs first, if anything.
i felt like i was heavily punished for being mentally ill even tho i made that clear up front. i got no sympathy for my anxiety, self-loathing, and memory problems. or not picking up cues apparently, which i dont understand if that is another area i struggle with or that they expected me to read their mind. i feel like i do fine with other people. but even if i am lacking in that way, i think i should hope i would be accommodated for that too.
one thing i do for all neurotypes is be very clear on what i want and what im feeling. some people might think it’s being demanding but just cuz i say it doesn’t mean it needs to be acted on. i expect the other person to be as clear as me and not punish me for not being psychic. if i say “i want to go to the park” and they didn’t want to go i don’t think it’s fair for them not to say anything but resent us going. i expect them to say “no, i don’t want to go. let’s stay home” if that’s what they want
derail. anyway. that part really really hurt. that i was treated like garbage even tho i didnt do any of the bad things their exes did. being told they were better than me. listening to how awful they were and not being allowed to have a negative opinion of them.
i really hope it’s not about race. they live in a very white area and have never dated a poc before. that’s the only reason i can think of they’d see me as lesser, because my behavior and intentions were miles better than the exes. that and being mentally ill, esp a csa and multiple abuse survivor, which is something the others havent had. also it seems like they only date trans women/transfeminine people. im using that as a warning sign now
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