#lmao this stressed me out so much

[hellspawnmotel]

a couple days late, but happy 23rd birthday twins!

may their next 10 years be peaceful

#gravity falls #dipper pines #mabel pines #pines twins #mystery twins #i had a huge comic thing planned for the anniversary #but honestly it was stressing me out too much as the date approached so i just didnt do it lmao #i might use parts of it for something else someday #art tag

[clownsuu]

Small detour of what I usually post, but I absolutely wish (other) clown the best of luck during these confusing and almost hopeless times- nobody knows how to deal with such amount of attention in such short amount of time- a blessing and a curse to behold

#Seeing their posts absolutely shattered me #I may never be able to relate to how he’s going through rn but at least I can relate to the fear of living in absolute fear #the fear of unable to be yourself in your own home with creative and personal freedom #The fear of being terrified that the thing that gives you the most innocent happiness will be heavily demonized and threatened #The fear of getting caught doing something you love and being yourself with your found identity #The fear of destruction #I relate heavily to this and to feel you are going to be caught doing anything that isn’t a crime hurts #I wish him safety and love during these stressful days #He’s brought so much joy to my life that I must keep private irl too #Whatever he decides for the fandom I will fully support it #I will still continue posting of course unless he wishes otherwise #If he sees this (which I doubt) hey other clown lmao- you are loved and not alone #It may be scary but you are not alone- you will never be alone #There will always be people out there who love you and there will always be those who are not even worth giving time of day #The internet is both a blessing and a cruel cruel unforgiving place #I hope it doesn’t deter you from doing what you love and hold dear #I hope you have anyone you can be with online or in irl that can give you the comfort you need #You deserve peace and security #Do what you feel is best #Welcome home

[rosadellic]

let me clear myself up. i dont hate jennifer keller. shes just not a good replacement for carson and shes not good for a romance choice because, i cant stress this enough, forced canon het relationships are absolutely exhausting to see and sit through in a tv show that brought me so much comfort in middle school. also her being forced into being one of the "gang" is mildly aggravating because it was conceived with no organic buildup or presence. like why are they having lunch with her and chatting like theyre friends? she had barely any scenes before this episode.

#this rewatch is stressing me out and im on s4 lmao #i just kinda wanna roll into a ball and end on s3 but i cant #i miss weir i miss carson i miss ford so much #on the bright side everyone wearing leather is hot #besides ronon we love out earthy toned king #anyways sorry #misc #text #venting #stargate atlantis #i just know if this show was made today the lgbt would be much more prominant and healthy #im watching doppleganger btw

[carlytayjepsen]

The Good Witch merch concepts ✨ [click for hq] graphics used: gradient shapes & y2k shapes

#hellieedits #ended up changing them all a bit so they went together lmao #this stressed me out WAY too much ajfakf #maisie peters #the good witch #graphic design #merch design #design concept #mpetersedit #maisie peters edit #design

[inzombniia]

COUNTLESS.

RAHH FANART 4 @spoiledmilks AU THAT I LUV

#i actually worked on this in my art class for almost the whole week LMAO #i left my actual project at home and did this so i wasnt just awkwardly sitting there with nothing to do #which is why theres so much detail everywhere ☠️ but i actually love it i should do it more #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf au #my art #artists on tumblr #fnaf alternate universe #fnaf fandom #fnaf ucn #william afton #oh also!!!! sorry i havent posted in a hot minute! school is srsly stressing me out even though it's literally the first week #but its the weekend now so i can do whatever i want!!!!! #glitched out au

[b4kuch1n]

IT ARRIVED IT ARRIVED IT ARRIVED

DESPITE EVERYTHING DESPITE MY CHRONICALLY CURSED INTERNATIONAL MAIL PROBLEM I AM STILL THE ZONE RPG

#bakuspeech #and I guess this counts as #bakuspecial #ouuuuuu #my art! on cards! characters I kinda got to build with my visuals!! #also upon getting this which I had mailed to the senpai's place instead of mine in an effort to break the curse we immediately #ran a game. that was supposed to be short. but ended up extending past midnigt #AND had to stop for the night before act 2 even begins #but. its SO fun. the game pieces do just the right amount of heavy lifting for u that it frees u up to make up Real out there stuff #like. we ran a game on the browser version. and while it was also Really fun it got stressful to make stuff up #now if we're stuck we just pick up cards #and like. idk for kinda the first time really? I get the appeal of roleplaying with someone else #I'm usually such a control freak about the stories I tell lmao #with the visual aids in this set I get to imagine the character dynamics so much more easily #like this time around the senpai picked the scientist archetype #and he made that guy a white guy with some means who has been sending people to death to serve his science #and my character's an asian guy who was with a pest control service (yes I picked the trevor henderson character lmao) #who got drafted into the bureau and works as like cleanup/fodder #so immediately I got to go like oh so I hate your guts. and you condescend at me #which turned out to be a Very fun dynamic to roleplay lmao #throughout act 1 we've made this dynamic steadily Worse. one of them envies the other into oblivion #while the other can now communicate with No one except his mission partner #and we're gonna craft the second act as chase. a predator and a prey. gods. it was SO fun #its so funny both of them were touting to be smart or good at their job. and then they went into the zone and Immediately got fucked up #this game really gives u that satisfaction and fascination with like. when things go wrong in way too thematically fitting and messy ways #lmao my contract's fulfilled I do not have to talk this game up. its just really fun. man I enjoy that so much #sadly my pool of english speakers who can play this game with me is not big #I'll try and find time to run a few small games in the near future... maybe during lunar new year #I was over at the senpai's today to toast out birthdays lol. to get that out of the way we've been planning something like that for weeks #weve been both way too busy. with different sliding scales of uh. how pleasant that busy's been

[starlitflowers]

Nothing says unconditional love like jumping into literal fucking lava for them!

#critical role #callowmoore #ashton greymoore #fearne calloway #hey fearne what the FUCK #if that didn’t stress me out so much i could probably write a more poetic post about it #but i was stresssed stressed the whole time LMAO #cant wait for next 4sd if they don’t put ashley on solely to interrogate her about this specific decision i will riot

[ne0nwithazero]

Mike and Host! I miss doing proper traditional art

Bonus Mike :3

Took a while to find markers that had close enough colours x)

#My Art #Mike #Host #I coloured the tip of Host's tailcoat blue instead of green on accident and it's stressing me out so much LMAO

[imwritesometimes]

😺🧁 Kitty Cupcakes 🧁😺

- Vanilla cupcakes with vanilla whipped cream frosting and kitty decor -

#erin bakes #it's my cat's birthday lmao so I decided to try my hand at whipped cream frosting for the first time ever #it came out really good! I made stabilized whipped cream frosting so I could pipe it onto the cupcakes clean #it wasn't hars at all but I did learn lol my hand mixer is *not* the tool to make the frosting. it is too powerful 😞 and it made a mess lol #BUT it still came out and was easy! #the double bag piping technique I picked up from utube was AMAZING I wish I had learned that way originally it saved me #so much fuss and stress and just. despair lmao. also new off set spatula set my beloved! #overall this was simple. I really just wanted to test out making the stabalized whipped cream frosting #and it's great! love it! reminds me of the frosting my dear dear friend who taught me so much abt baking used to make #they're very simple but I wanted them that way so Santino could eat some of the frosting 😄😄😄 #cupcakes #cake #baking

[danandfuckingjonlmao]

Between dnp who is the lazy gay and who is the activity gay?

you’re so real for this because i was waiting for them to tell us their opinions but they left us to contemplate on our own.

my consensus is when they’re at home dan is lazy gay and when they’re on holiday dan is activity gay.

dan is very “i don’t wanna go outside” while also being very into living in the moment and doing everything they can while they can, so it likely depends on the situation.

it’s an important dynamic to develop with a partner (or just anyone you’re in a Pair with)—you encourage each other to do things and also learn how to express when you don’t want to do things.

thanks for the ask friend :)

#i am also lazy gay at home and activity gay on holiday #but also i just don’t like going anywhere especially it there are people #there’s so much pressure to do things on holiday and that makes me so stressed to the point that i just don’t go on holiday lahdkshdjs #but with my partner if they get excited to do something and then lose steam about it i’m like “we should totally do it!” #and then we usually have fun or get something out of it #but i will always elect to just not do the thing #i’m very easy to talk out of plans lmao #dnp #yeet my deet #dan and phil #phan #yeet my deenp

[theswedishpajas]

Been listening to more VJ recently and it put my brain into top gear these past few days.

Ref under readmore

Screenshot taken from the music video for Niet Naar Huis Toe by Vieze Jack on youtube.

#my art stuff #digital art #screenshot redraw #beetlejuice #cartoon #toonjuice #but with a TWIST #cus once again I’m drawing him in one of the outfits of #Vieze Jack #and I am scratching up my walls from it just as much as last time #AUGH I JUST LOVE DRAWING VJ #HE MAKES ME GO GRRRRRRRRR BARK BARK BARK #or like *violent bleating* #or something? ifk man I’m just going insane in the gay brain rn #uhhhhhh #painting #OH AND I ADDED LIL SANDWORM PIRANHA PLANTS CUS I’M NOT ABOUT TO DEAL WITH REAL PLANTS LMAO #I’m gonna be honest. I was streaming this to my friends on discord and the music kept cutting out and not playing- #- and my brushes were slow and it took about a minute for the saving bar to appear on Clip #and it was stressing me out so much so I’m just glad it’s finally finished #I barely even care about thr lil things that don’t looks like they should #I’m so extremely tired and almost out of breath from how stressed it made me to make this #and I’m gonna take a reat and keep watching House for the rest of the day. OTL #break* #forgot to tag #Niet Naar Huis Toe #Vieze Jack ​Niet Naar Huis Toe

[mothbug]

GOING TO BE A SCIENCE CAMP COUNSELOR! yoppie

#it’s going to stress me out so much LMAO . oh well

[blujayonthewing]

the only thing worse than someone crawling up your ass about 'have you seen show yet? haaave you Seen Show Yet?? hey. heeeyyy. you should watch show you're gonna LOVE show when are you gonna Watch Show. what are you doing tonight are you busy right now you should watch show right now' until you are actively repelled by the idea of watching show is when you finally do and it is, just as you feared, Fine

#it's fine. it's fine! but you are Obsessed and clearly Expected me also to be Obsessed so now I'm getting a bad grade in watching show #if it sucked shit I... okay well admittedly I'm not the kind of person who could actually say 'I HATED that thing you love!!' #so I suppose it wouldn't actually be any better lmao #fwiw this is part of why I typically don't strongly/ directly recommend things lol I just vibrate loudly about them #if you watch it and you love it you already know that I'm here waiting to vibrate with you #if you watch it and hate it that's completely fine! because I haven't put either of us in a situation where I'm Expecting you to Report Bac #(with how much you obviously loved it) #now I'm stressed out!! how am I supposed to tell you it's Just Fine you've made this so AWKWARD #about me #irl frens

[rabbithaver]

i hate sonic character age discourse so much

#like. i did not know that there were canon ages at one point until literally this year #before i got into sonic for real i just kind of assumed that they were all early 20s lmao #and ngl that's very much still my interpretation of them as characters. because like. i don't know. it makes more sense to me #i think applying specific numbers to them is just not gonna make sense in the long run because the timeline is so weird #you may be asking. 'Rabbit this is a series for kids why would you think that' please consider: i am stupid #also from my understanding the ages are very much a western thing? but i could be wrong. idk #anyway. yeah i don't care about age discourse it just feels really weird to go after people for interpreting characters differently #this is absolutely one of those topics that like. if anyone brings it up with me i just want to explode their brains with my mind #it makes me anxious and stressed out and ugh ugh ugh #rabbit.txt

[frecklystars]

I'm so sorry I haven't gotten to my DMs yet and there's still a lot of inbox messages I wanna get to as well!!! I've just been very burnt out. I've been working a lot of extra hours this past month and I'm not used to it so my energy levels have been way lower than they usually are. I've been getting about 30 hours more than what I'm supposed to be getting and it'll be coming from nowhere, on days I'm not available, and it's all just kinda... out of nowhere and making me super tired. I will get back to you I promise!!! I'm just a little bit exhausted is all

But on the plus side!! I got another part time job!! I got hired on the spot to work at a... idk if you'd call it a theater?? it's not a musical theater but it's a place where a lot of people have concerts or shows!! It's really hard to get hired here but I got hired on the SPOT to be one of the bartenders WOOHOO

John Legend was performing here a couple years ago!! Jo Koy was here a few months ago for a show too. Some disney voice actors were here last year. I'm so lucky I got hired, I can't wait to make some extra money and start treating myself again. It's been over a year since I've been able to make some self care money, I've just been living from paycheck to paycheck. But now!!! A few times a month I'll get some good money and maybe even get to mix a drink for someone famous!!! Very very very cool.

#woof #i have only bought myself 3 things in the last year and 5 months #like for self care #1 ken doll and 1 skirt and 1 cameo from marco in brba #and man i think it would help me a lot if i uh. treated myself #or even was just able to buy food without stressing about how much it costs #like i'll spend $3 on a burger and think 'wow did i NEED that?' #or i'll buy sandwich ingredients and think 'wow. did i REALLY need those groceries??' UH. YES #it would be such a relief to like... buy the medicine i need to literally survive LOL #i only have 100 bucks to my name right now dude i cant keep living like that #i wanna buy things without stressing if it's necessary. especially when it comes to food! #i should not feel guilty for buying a loaf of bread. i need that! #and tbh i want to indulge in my hyperfixation while i still have it! #im so! in love! with barbie! i want! to buy! margot robbie's barbie costume collection book!!! #i want! to buy! the gray man novels! I WANT. TO. BUY THE OFFICER K FUNKO POP #I WANT TO BUY SKIRTS AAAAAAA I WANT TO BUY CAMEOS AGAIN #so im hoping this job works out and i dont mess up horribly and set something on fire :) #my dad works here and he uh. he says the boss is not very nice and yells a lot #so i will probably cry if my boss yells at me lmao cant wait. but otherwise dude give me that CASH #last time my dad worked there he made 500 dollars in just 4 hours. HELLO??? #and he mixed john legend a drink. HELLO??? im so ready for this job #i know once i learn how things work im gonna kick so much ass #GIMME THOSE TIPS BABEY

[bri-does-art]

i know this probably won’t do much, let alone anything at all, but i’m sorry for the stress this site has caused you and so many other creators here. i’m not asking for you to stick around on here, but i hope you know just how meaningful you and your art have been on here. you’re amazing. /pos

Hey, this ask has done a lot more than you would think. Thank you, you are very sweet. <3

I've kind of made up my mind about what I'm gonna do for a while now, but I've simply been... too busy and overwhelmed to take the time to let you guys know. I'm not going to delete my tumblr, there's just. Too much here that I don't want to lose.

So far the game plan is: keep my tumblr. But do not upload anymore art or writing on it - not because it's gonna get scraped, because it was already getting scraped anyway, AI company deal or not. It's pretty much unavoidable at this point, unfortunately. I simply do not trust Tumblr with my data, if they're going to sell EVERYTHING, including private messages and such, so I'm not going to give it anything worthwhile to profit off of. Instead, I'm going to start uploading my art exclusively on Ao3, for now. I'll answer any asks I receive here on there too, as well. I'll figure some kind of system out. 🤔

The cool thing about uploading to Ao3 is that anyone subscribed to my profile or to the containment series I will make will get a notification anytime I upload something new. Having my art and writing in one place is likely going to be more convenient for you guys too, since you won't have to move across platforms to get the full experience. 😄It'll be different... but a platform getting too greedy for its own good won't stop me from finding ways to share my stories with y'all. I'll just find another solution.

(I've also been entertaining the idea of joining or making my own Discord server but. That one is a little more delicate. The idea of joining a server that has hundreds of members like a lot of this fandom's servers have, just. Makes me break into hives, lmao. (I am in the Ghost in the Machine fic server. I muted it an hour into joining, it was way too intense for me. |'D) That is way too many people, I simply cannot handle it. I'd be way more comfortable in a smaller group with a less rapid-fire rate of posting and conversation. I am also. Very picky about which servers I join, which makes asking for recommendations doubly awkward when I shoot them all down, haha... And making my own... Err, I can hardly keep up with a server I helped create for another fandom and mod for, I don't think I could handle two of them - I would need other people to handle the moderation for me, and I wouldn't trust just anyone to be a mod. I'd need to know them well enough to know I could trust them, and I... do not really know anyone in this fandom well enough to do that, sadly. I take server moderation very seriously, as someone who has had experience modding for forums back before social media was a thing. I do not know if that would make for a fun experience for everyone, and anyone who hasn't known that kind of supervised experience. It is comforting to me. It may be intimidating for others. So that's still a very hand-wavy, 'eehhhh' kind of thing still.)

All of this to say, that this isn't the last you'll see from me, far from it. I'll restrict my creative output to Ao3 for the foreseeable future, and I'll let you guys on here know when I make a new upload, so those of you who do not have an Ao3 account know when something new has happened.

So there you have it. 😊

#also just so y'all know #i AM working on the next CotA chapter #i am. about 40% done. #i needed to take a breather after that massive last upload and then life just. fucking tackled me lmao. #in order: my folks put up the house for sale. i have spent half of my weekends having to evacuate the house at a moment's notice. #so prospective buyers could visit. not very good conditions to write in. too stressful. #then i caught fucking covid for the very first time and had a BAD TIME. it took me weeks to recover. couldn't climb stairs for a while. #i think i still have episodes of brain fog 5 months later because of it. my body was really weird for a while after. #(writing is still a little hard after that. but i think i am slowly overcoming it. hopefully it doesn't show too much in the new chapter.) #random unexplained symptoms and more i will not share. then the holiday season came and went. #then we finally got serious buyers after months of having no-shows yank our chains and expulse us from our home for nothing. #the house is sold. then came the cleaning out and packing. we are nearly done and i am finally coming up to the surface to breathe a little #we are moving in a month's time so i might be a while before i feel stable enough to start posting a little more regularly once more. #so this year i may have to give mermay a pass. to my ENORMOUS chagrin. it's just not in the cards for me this year. ;___;) #but we are getting there. we're seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. and i am confident enough to say it's not a train.