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heartgrooooove · 7 months
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strabin · 10 months
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 エ、エルシャダイ海外人気あったんですの?!Tumblrでシャダイを検索したらファンアートがいっぱいでビックリした。
 昔「欧米では敬虔な信者が『キリスト教を侮辱してる!改変が酷すぎる!』ってキレ散らかされてる」っていうのを見たので、てっきりシャダイは日本だけの人気()だと思ってたけどそっかぁ……嬉しいなぁ。シャダイにハマったの2013~2016年の間で、それからずっと追ってなかったから久々にシャダイを見て懐かしいなって。胸が苦しくなるシーンはいくつかあるけど、やっぱり「ルシフェルの堕天」の部分が一��苦しいよね……。
 シャダイを振り返って思い出も振り返ろうというノスタルジーな気分に浸っているので思ってることを書く。自分語りがあるので閲覧注意。(このブログには私生活のことはあまり描かないでおこうと思っていたので該当箇所はい���か消すかもしれない)長いから畳むね。
 もう消したけど、Twitterで書いたやつを再編してここに書くのが面倒なので画像で貼っつけておく
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 ボカロ経由で初めてシャダイを知り、当時はルシフェルの美しいビジュとキザな言動がかっこよく思えたんだよなぁ。なんでも分かって何でもできる、全能感のあるキャラに見えてひどく惹かれた。そこからMADを見たり二次創作を見たりゲームもしてみたり……。二次創作は特に影響が大きかったな。自分じゃ思いもしなかったところにエモい部分を見出して描写されてる方がたくさんいて、それも含めてさらに好きになっていった。自分でも絵を見よう見まねで描くようになったな。……シャダイで初めてBLを知って以降そういう目でキャラを見るようになったのもあるねそういえば。ちなみに最初はルシイー派だったけど、原作小説を見るとイールシ派になったな。終盤はミカルシも見てた。
 そして原作小説も買って読んだ。私は全く本が読めない人で、絵本すら嫌で写真ばっかり載っている図鑑っぽい本だけを借りて眺めてた。だけど、シャダイの小説は興味があるからか時間を忘れて暗くなって怒られるまで読んだ。興味ってすごいなって思ったよね。
 それはさておき、シャダイの小説ときたらもう……。イーノックの感情がしっかり描かれてるし、アラキエルがかっこよすぎたり……なによりルシフェルがかわいそうで、なんで神はルシフェルを裏切ったの!!って同じ気持ちだったし、最後の戦いでミカエルが死んだのを悟って涙を流す描写に私も泣いた。「兄弟だからわかるんだ」みたいなことルシフェル言ってた気がする。更にだよね。目の当たりにしてないのに死が分かってしまってさ。うぅ……今思い出しても涙出そう。イーノックも神の側についちゃうし、ルシフェルがただただ孤独で当時の私はとてもとても「がな"じい"」って感じだった。まあそんな感じでシャダイにハマってたわけで。
 今思うと、私の自己認識がルシフェルの特性と重なる点が多かったからシャダイにハマったんじゃないかなって。
 当時の私の年頃(小3~6)ってまだまだ視点が低い(今高い視野を持っているというわけでもないけど)。世の中の問題やら葛藤に気づかない年頃。自分が知っているものすべてが世の中のすべてだって無意識に思っていると思うんだ。だから自分に対して絶対的な自信があるしそれこそ自分のことをルシフェルのように何でもできる全知全能完全無欠人間だと思いこんでいるわけだ。あるいは、特にその年ごろって色に染まり切っていない、価値観が固定されていないからいつかは何でもできるようになるだろうといったルシフェルに対する憧れもあったのかもしれない。少なくとも私は、そんな完全無欠で全てを悟っているクール(なように私には見えた)な彼に憧れたものだ。今思うととてもイタいけども。シャダイのあの分厚い小説を読書嫌いな小5女子が読めたのも、そういうルシフェルの全能性にあこがれ、ある種の神聖さを感じていたからだと思う。だから当時は本当にルシフェルばっかりに目が行ってたし、正直ルシ受けを見るのもルシフェルが見たかったからってだけだった。
 あれから10年ほどたった今だからこそ思うのは、シャダイのルシフェルの魅力は完全さではなく不完全さ、思春期の子供ぽい所を感じられるところじゃないかと思うんだ。「神にとって私が一番だったのに、その座をイーノックが……なぁ神?これはどういうことだ?ふざけるな!」って堕天を決意し実行、神に歯向かい世界崩壊、悲しみの宇宙を漂い続ける。この部分がね、「ルシフェルは神の右腕と言う絶対的な揺るがない自負の下、全知全能・何でもできるハイスペックな存在だったが、人間性が皆無で倫理観も葛藤もなく、いわば論理だけで全てを0か1かで判断する機械的全能者だった。しかし、ある日イーノックの天啓を知らされなかったことから自信の支えだった自信が揺らぎ、様々な苦しみや悲しみなど、人間であるからこそ存在する制約の下での経験を通して人間性を身に着けていく」という風に読めるんだよね。そしてこれが「規律やルールを全てとし、それを基に機械的に白黒つけ、またそれが絶対に正しいとおもう自分が、徐々に論理だけでは語れない部分があることを知り、これまでの考えの整合性がとれなくなり動けなくなる自分」や、「(はずかしながら)かつて(視点が低いがために)全知全能だった私が無知の知を体験し、その現実を受け入れられずにふてくされる自分」と重なり、共感性羞恥心と言うか……なんていうんだろう。むずかしいな何が言いたかったかも意味不明な分になっている……。なんか……。だめだ、分からなくなってきた。とりあえず、通じるものがあるのでイロニー・ティーチャーを載せておく。
 幼さゆえに傲慢なかつての自分を、ルシフェルを見ると思い出すわけです。その傲慢さは幼いからこそあるのかな?無垢さ故の傲慢・高慢。そして、これはBL的視点も若干交じるんだけど、そんな傲慢で全能に見えて実は全く子供なルシフェルにケチつけずずっとついていったイーノックは聖人にもほどがあるということで一旦締めます。何を言いたいんだ私は……。関係ないけど、INFPと言われる割にすごく短気だし口汚いし、私の本性は隠れているだけでお人好しのINFPではない気がする。幼少期の傲慢狡猾なイタい自分を思い出して思った。
 私はよく攻めが受けを慰める、包み込むようなCPに惹かれるんですが、イールシも例外じゃないな。ひどくショックを受けたであろうルシフェルを、彼のプライドをへし折らないような態度で接し支え続けていたイーノックはね……とそういう目でも感慨深く思いました。
 ……多分、私生活で現実逃避したい時期が来てる+家のいざこざで頭を悩ませている+自堕落な自分への罪悪感+今年度からの新しい環境に馴染めず社会性のない自分に嫌気がさしているなどで結構げっそりメンタルやられてるのかもしれない。現にちょっと体調が悪い。抵抗力が落ちている(風邪気味+口内炎が治らない+いつも以上に何もやる気になれない)最近ちょっと情緒不安定な気がするな……すこしツイッターで呟くのは控えた方が良さそう。いかにも不安定な感じが出てしまうと良くない、うざったいもんね。もう遅いかもしれないが(ツイートしては消す、を繰り返している時の私は99%メンタルやられてる)……でも、残念ながら気持ちのはけ口がどこにもないので……このブログにまた描いてしまうかもしれないが許してください。
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sorenblr · 2 years
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EL SHADDAI HD - THE BIG HUMUNGOUS WORM PROBLEM
TONIGHT, September 9th, 9:30 PM EST/8:30 PM CST, we’re having fun with a big Nephilim in El Shaddai: Ascension of the Metatron HD! These Nephilim are going crazy out here, they’re selling xannies and eating each other and shit. Help us put a stop to the violence... tonight!!
Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/streamingknowledge
Archive: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXYyuYZQg2tPKOB-eS7BYrw?view_as=subscriber
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mvgaea · 1 year
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Lannon Gets His Dharma (Excerpt from my Compiaverse RP)
[Here is an excerpt from my Compiaverse RP.  This is where the Chosen One Sergeant Alex Lannon gains his Celestial Armor (known as Dharma) for the first time under the guidance of the Archangel Gabriel (Present Time), as well as Michael and Lucifel, and the Metatron Enoch.]
(Lannon and Gabriel go over to the Training Grounds. There, Enoch, Michael, and Lucifel were waiting for them.)
Lannon: (Surprised to see the two other archangels and the Metatron there.) Wait...why are you three here?
Michael: We are are here to determine if you are ready for your next phase in your training.
Enoch: Also to offer any assistance, if necessary.
Lucifel: (Smirks) Me, I am just here to watch the show.
(Enoch then elbows Lucifel.)
Lucifel: (Gazing at Enoch) What? I am being serious!
(Enoch just shakes his head,)
(Gabriel then turns to face Lannon.)
Gabriel: Alex, I want you to take out your Armor Token and hold it up.
(Lannon takes the metallic feather out of his pocket and hold it up.)
Lannon: Okay. Now what? What is this supposed to be?
Michael: It is what we called the Dharma: the Sacred Armor of the Celestials.
Lannon: Sacred...armor?
(Gabriel then pulls out a similar metallic feather out of his own jacket pocket.)
Gabriel: Let me demonstrate for you. (He holds up the feather, closes his eyes, then snaps it. Once he does, his body is enveloped in a bluish light, and his clothing morphs into azure colored armor, complete with a full helmet. His black wings then materialized. Afterward his transformation completed, Gabriel raises the visor of his helmet and gazes at the soldier.)
Gabriel: Now, it is your turn.
Lannon: (Holding up the metallic feather) So I just hold this thing up and concentrate?
Gabriel: You also need to snap it to activate its power.
Lannon: All right. (Takes a deep breath and closes his eyes. He then snaps the token. After he does, he can feel his body being enveloped by a golden light. When he opened his eyes again, he noticed he had golden winged armguards on his arms, golden leg guards on his legs, as well as a golden breast plate with a winged motif.)
Lucifel: (Nods in approval) Hmm...not bad. Of course, you can adjust the armor your preference and how you see f-
(Suddenly, Lannon started to have a hard time breathing. He suddenly collapsed onto his knees.)
Gabriel: I was afraid of this...
Enoch: Alex, I can- (He was go help him, Michael stopped him.)
Michael: (To Enoch) No...he needs to learn himself...
(Sgt. Lannon tried to catch his breath, but finding it difficult to do so. It felt like something was crushing his chest.)
Lannon: This...is...too...heavy....(Gazing up at Gabriel, who had knelt beside him.) What is happening...to me?
Gabriel: It is your spirit....it is found wanting. Our armor isn't just armor...it is made of our spirit...our will...our convictions and beliefs. If there are any fears, doubts, or despair in our hearts...it will fail us. Weigh us down. (Tilting his head as his eyes glowed blue.) Tell me, Saviour...why is it that you fight?
Lannon: (Confused) W-what?
Gabriel: Answer me, Alex. What is the reason why you joined the CFT? To protect this universe? Hell, why did you join the Archangel Corps and fight to protect Vega?
Lannon: (Biting his lip as he clutches his chest, which felt like it was on fire) Because I am the Saviour, and Michael said-
Gabriel: (Shouts at Lannon) NO! (Leaning forward and speaks to the young man in almost a whispering tone.) Why is it that YOU fight? (edited)
(Gabriel then stands up and walks around Lannon.) Gabriel: It doesn't matter who told you that "this is what you are supposed to do". It doesn't matter if this is "destiny". What DOES matter is what is it that YOU want. Find that REASON. Find that PURPOSE. Turn that into CONVICTION. Turn that into ARMOR that will protect against those who will seek to do YOU and your brothers and sisters in arms harm.
Lannon: Find....a...reason...(Closes his eyes) Claire...
(The burning sensation and the pain in his body then stopped. He then felt the armor starting to feel lighter. He rose back onto his feet as a gold helmet appeared on his head.)
(Both Enoch, Gabriel and Michael stood in awe as Lucifel clapped.)
Lucifel: Bravo, Chosen One. (His arch then appeared in his hand as he grinned widely.) Now face me.
Lannon: (Popping up his visor) Face you? (Turns towards Gabriel) But you didn't mention that-
(Lucifel then swung his weapon at the soldier, who immediately jumped back.)
Michael: (To Lannon) Didn't I always tell you to be prepared for anything, Alex?
(Lannon, drew his sacred blade and guarded against Lucifel's strike.)
Lannon: Yeah, but that was back at home, not here! (He then countered with a thrust forward, which Lucifel sidestepped.)
Lucifel: Quit your whining, boy. (Aiming his blade towards Alex's sword arm.) Show me your full potential.
(Lannon guarded the dark archangel's attack with his armguard, and counterstriked with his blade, nicking Lucifel's face.)
Lucifel: (Wipes the blood off his cheek) Hmm...not bad. (He then attacked with a series of slashes and thrusts. )
Lannon: (Struggling to guard against Lucifel's attacks.) He's....he's too fast! (He then notices his armor starting to fall apart.)
Gabriel: (Telepathically) Alex...remember, your belief is what powers your armor. Use its power to strengthen you...to boost your speed...to help you find a weakness in his attacks and find an opening.
Lannon: (Taking a deep breath and closing his eyes) Okay...dharma...guide me with what I need to do to defeat my opponent...(He then noticed the air around him started to feel quite different. As he opened his eyes, he noticed his armor, or more like his whole body starting to glow. Not only that, it seemed like time had started to slow down around him. His body then seemed to have began to move on it's own as he was able to parry each of Lucifel's attacks. He then finally found the opportunity to knock him down onto his back.)
Lannon: (Pointing the tip of his blade at Lucifel's chest.) I got you.
Lucifel: (Grinning) So you have.
(Lannon then sheathed his blade as Lucifel got back onto his feet and straightened out his jacket.)
Lucifel: (Looking at both Gabriel and Michael) I must say...you two have done a great job with this boy. (Gazes at Enoch) I told you there was nothing really to worry about.
Lannon: (Turns to Gabriel) So...is that it? Or is there any more?
Gabriel: That is it for now. (Turns to Michael) Care to add anything? He is your protégé, after all.
Michael: (Shaking his head as he turns to Lannon) You done well...although you still have a bit to go before you prove worthy to wear the Gide Mode. Just remember what Gabriel had said to you.
(Lannon bowed to both Michael and Gabriel.)
Lannon: I should keep it in mind. (The armor then vanished as his clothing reverted to its normal state.)
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dubbidubbida · 2 months
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Another one
I KNOW this chart is for OCs but I had to make one for Belial.
There is severe scarcity of Belial content on Tumblr.
Elaborating on my choices below 👇
⚠️Huge wall of text incoming!!⚠️
For aesthetics, I chose a picture of someone's back with those black hand markings. I interpret it as the taking of Belial's wings (I headcanon he originally had angel wings 🪽 but were ripped off by Lucilius🤬) and I also interpret it as sexual abuse. Just think about it bro. Like almost every aspect of a primal beast is chosen by its creator, at least the prominent aspects.
Belial was made to be a seductress, which is a charming part of himself imo but the bad part about it is that during the beginning of his existence, it was also his job to be one, for who? I'm thinking for the Astrals.
My impression of the astrals so far is that they're all psychopathic dipshits, which was even confirmed in Heart of the Sun ( GBF anniversary event), that they don't see primal beasts as anything other than tools (according to Raziel). Belial had a purpose that couldn't be shared with anybody else, which was to incite a rebellion. To cover up for it, he had to have another purpose. Which was 1) being Lucifer's adjunctant, and 2) being the Astrals' sex toy.
Belial was an exquisite creation, like a demo of Lucifer (cause they both are similar regarding power). And of course, a primal beast needs to be approved by the council of astrals before usage. Lucilius could've proposed both the functions of being Lucifer's adjunctant and tracking machine, and to make it more appealing, a toy with endless stamina that won't break after being used 😂👎👎 (I imagine the astrals like Greek gods who plucked humans and 'used' them, given their sadistic nature). So Belial, both visually appealing and with an alluring personality, would be the perfect unbreakable toy. A tool and a toy, 2 in 1! Approved!! Awful. A toy who won't fight back, a toy who can't say no, a toy who won't break... ughhh. Primal beasts are obviously sentient, despite their inability to reach human complexity. He was literally built to be unable to connect with others, to be sincere, or to just live a normal life like the other archangels have adapted to. That's cruel 😭
So yeah, I don't care if Belial was made to enjoy what they do to him no matter what, I still consider it sexual abuse because Belial is sentient.
Lmao ok that was for aesthetic picture #1 ☠️ Let's proceed with the rest. For the second aesthetic picture, I selected a white snake wrapped around an arm. The snake represents Belial, the serpent. And the arm represents Lucilius. If you're familiar with WMTSB, you are well aware of how tightly Belial is wrapped around Lucilius' finger, and only hangs on tighter and tighter to the man who named him "worthless" lol. (One of the meanings of "Belial" is worthless).
And the third aesthetic picture I've chosen is that of a snake in applussy. The image represents temptation and lust. Pretty much it. You know the drill, Belial serpent, and the apple of temptation.
Now, we have the favorites. By favorites, it means: favorite color, favorite movie/show, and favorite animal.
For his favorite color, I just went with purple cause that's one of his main colors. It's just a headcanon. He changed his white, gold, and red uniform for a black and purple one. He must like purple🤷‍♀️
Next, favorite movie, I didn't know honestly. But he strikes me as someone who'd like the absurdity of 1980s horror films. So I chose the Shining. Maybe he'd like it.
And for his favorite animal, I think he'd like cats. They probably remind him of Cilius. Same gaze, same personalities, meow. And it's just cute to imagine him with cats. 🐈‍⬛
Character inspirations. LMAO. So the first one is that dude Lucifel from El Shaddai. Let's face it, Belial is that guy but with a huge feather boa and huge tits chest and meaty thighs. Massive upgrade tbh
Next up is obviously, Belial the demon. I just put that cuz yk, the name. No need for more explanation.
Then there's the snake of Eden. Belial is the serpent luring others to take a bite out of the apple 🍎 we know this.
The songs are more like what I think of him rather than what I believe applies to him. But at the same time most of those apply to him imo. I don't needa explain just check out the songs yourself, you might like some😁 And that's it.
And finally, there's Lucifer. I know Satan was the snake as well but I'm separating them for the sake of interpretation. By that I mean, Belial is both the serpent and the fallen angel. If you know what I'm saying.
💕Thanks to everyone who read this wall of text💕
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vyragosa · 1 year
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forgot why i even have these saved on my phone but just know there was a collab with a mobage and el shaddai's enoch and lucifel and it just revealed their 3 measurements just like that
never give up one day you might learn your fav's bust size unexpectedly
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apollosanctum · 8 months
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comparing the armor in el shaddai
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from left to right: flat-ish breastplate, flat breastplate, boob plate, flat-ish breastplate.
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lucifel dressed enoch in the boob plate.
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hervygervy · 2 months
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I heckled my brother into creating transparent versions of Enoch and Lucifel from El Shaddai, the game of all time, so I could create the stupidest meme known to man. This could only possibly make sense to my brother but I will toss it into the internet void regardless.
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thehappinessmachine · 2 years
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i will make actual el shaddai fanart later but can i say that lucifel is the best depiction of the Angel Who Would Be Devil in any story ever (yes, he talks to god on the cellphone)
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lostpeace · 2 years
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The scribe and his angel.
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El Shaddai Ceta
Chapter 6 |Download|
Enjoy!
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yarakami-meiosei · 1 year
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strabin · 3 years
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 ボールペン復興運動。
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sorenblr · 2 years
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EL SHADDAI: ASCENSION OF THE METATRON HD
TONIGHT, September 2nd, 9:30 PM EST/8:30 PM CST, we’re breaking in this new, juicy-ass PC with El Shaddai: Ascension of the Metatron (HD)! The only game to look beyond the veil and imagine a world of biblical apocrypha populated by hot guys in cock-strangling jeans. Strap in, and prepare to watch... tonight!!!
Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/streamingknowledge
Archive: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXYyuYZQg2tPKOB-eS7BYrw?view_as=subscriber
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mvgaea · 1 year
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The Archangels Gabriel, Michael and Lucifel and the Metatron.Enoch
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