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handwerkstatt · 9 months

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Yesterday, 5.50 h

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purple-nana · 4 years

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Barriers

Part 1 - Fluff, Angst

1.5k words ( Part of the Dorm of us Series)

Warnings: Anxiety attacks

The sound of the boys was the only thing that was keeping you awake late into the night. You have been scrolling down your phone for the past hour. Hoping that the dim lightning coming from it will help you fall asleep. Throwing your phone to the side, you stared at the ceiling silently.

Noises of Renjun yelling at Jeno to turn down his computer games are echoing through the walls of the hallway of your shared dorm. You have no problems living with the guys, but the the two boys just keep on bickering every night like an old damn married couple.

“Darn these people, why don’t they just marry each other if they want to keep on acting like a married couple every now and then.” You whispered to yourself, covering your head with a pillow to block the voices of the two noisy boys from ringing on to your ears.

In the midst of the noises, the opening of your door startled you. Making you sit up to check who’s at the door that didn’t even bother to knock. Jaemin peeked at the door, giving him a confused look you told him to come in. He closed the door and leaned behind it.

“Still awake I see?” He stepped toward you with a playful smile plastered on his lips. He sat on the chair next to your bed, crossing his legs.

You raised an eyebrow at him. “How could you possibly sleep when World War III is happening right outside your door.” Your tone was sarcastic. Jaemin laughed, you let out a chuckle.

“Wanna go out? You might want to wait until these guys stop before you sleep,” he chuckles, “Or else you’re gonna be awake till sunrise.” He said while standing up. Pulling your arm to convince you even more to go with him.

“Sounds good to me, don’t want to be lookin like a panda when I wake up.” Wearing your slippers you got out your bedroom with Jaemin. Getting your coats at the frontdoor, Jaemin opened the door.

“Ya! Call us when the war is over!” You shouted before closing the door with a loud thud. Jaemin grabbed your arm quickly and ran while laughing, you can’t help but smile while you let yourself be dragged by him.

Being with guys isn’t really a big problem to you since you have been living with them ever since you were in high school. Renjun and Jeno on the other hand haven’t been bickering until Haechan, which is also one of your best buddies left to migrate in the states. Haechan was originally Renjun’s partner when it comes to arguments, bickering and all that. But I guess Renjun got lonely when Haechan moved resulting to Jeno becoming his new partner.

You arrived at an local ice cream parlor with Jaemin. You both got your favorite flavors of ice cream and you decided to go to the park to inhale some fresh air. Both of you run around the park, enjoying the fact that there are only a few people due to the cold weather so both of you can freely run around like a pair of little kids.

After a couple of minutes of fooling around, you both got finally tired. Finding a place to rest, Jaemin decided that you two go to the riverside, which is only a few minutes away from the park. You agreed then you raced each other with a punishment of flicking the forehead of the loser, again like little kids.

When you both arrived at the riverside, your body was so tired out that you can’t help but sit down on the grass. Jaemin followed and sat beside you. Suddenly, both of you became silent. The blowing of the wind was the only thing that can be heard in the silence. Jaemin cannot handle the ear-splitting silence so he decided to break it and talked to you.

“Ahm y/n?” He whispers, his insides debating whether he should tell it to you or not.

“Yeah?” you turned your head to him, patiently waiting for a response. In the end, Jaemin decided to tell it to you. For you are the only person that might understand the situation that he is experiencing right now.

“You know Miri right?” He asks, scratching his neck nervously without looking at you.

You were startled by his question. Oh Miri, the girl Jaemin had feelings for in high school. They dated, but they broke up in senior year. She had to migrate to the states. Sounds familiar right? Because Haechan and Miri got into an arranged marriage and they both have to move to the states. Apart from that, she never really loved Jaemin.

“Ah, Oh Miri?” You sighed, looking up to the night sky. You remembered when Jaemin ran to you when he found out about Miri and Haechan’s arrange marriage, tears are evident in his eyes.

The way he bawled his eyes out hurt your heart. He looked like a lost boy then. You closed your eyes, trying to bury the painful memories of Jaemin and Haechan beating each other up like they have never been friends. Haechan moved out the day after that fight, none of you had seen him neither have contacts of him. Which is why none of you had bid him a proper goodbye.

“Y/n?” Jaemin’s voice woke you up from your reverie. You shook your head trying to ignore the flashbacks that you’ve been having and looked at him.

“Uh, yeah what about her?” You ask trying to get back on the topic you two were discussing about earlier. Silently wishing that Jaemin will not say anything that will completely shock you.

“Well,” He avoids your gaze, “I saw her earlier at the café where I usually go, and I think-“

“You think what?” You cut him. She’s back, that’s what you can only think of. A lot of things are confusing you right now. Moreover, you don’t want anyone to get hurt again. Whether it’s physically or emotionally. You hope she doesn’t bring any more trouble to your friends. Especially Jaemin. He’s been through so much just because of her.

“I-i think I” He sighs as he looks at you then quickly averted his gaze again, “I think I still love her.”

Pain struck your heart. It was exactly what you don’t want him to say. You let out a humorless laugh. “You’re joking right?” He’s got to be, all the pain that he has been through because of that girl is enough. You’ve had enough. You cannot take it anymore if one of your friends leaves again. All of you experienced a hard time because of her. You cannot let this happen again.

He looks at you seriously. “I’m serious y/n.”

“But why?!” You snapped at him, looking up to the sky to prevent your tears from falling. “You’ve already been hurt, but you still love her? What are you trying to do now?” You buried your head between your knees.

Jaemin sighs.” You just don’t understand y/n.”

You looked up again. “Yes, I don’t understand. I don’t get it why you still love that person when she only brought pain to us friends.” Your tone is bitter. Clearly upset with what Jaemin had said.

“I love her y/n, I thought you will understand me but I guess I was wrong.” His words further upset you.

You stood up. “Well, don’t come running to me if you ever got hurt again Jaemin because I’ve had enough with the trouble she has brought. And I swear, if one of our friend’s got hurt because of your love problems this time then expect that we will vanished into thin air and never see you again .” You were raging with anger. You left Jaemin. He sat there as he let out a sob, wishing that love was not this difficult.

You walked with a fast pace. Tears are flowing out of your eyes. Life is better now, but why does she have to return. You lost your friend, she brought pain to Jaemin.

You want to blame everything to her. Your anxiety is eating you up. You haven’t been like this since the day Haechan and Jaemin fought. The memories of your Dad beating your Mom returned to your head as you watched your two friends beat up each other. You felt it again. Your head is spinning.

“No, no, not again.” You mumble as you do your best to find your way back to your dorm.

After minutes that seemed like hours, you reached the dorm. Everything is now blurry. You knocked on the door. Your body can’t take the dizziness anymore. You feel like you are about to collapse. So you did.

You closed your eyes. It felt like you were slowly falling. You expected to hit the hard ground. But instead, a pair of strong arms caught you. You tried looking up, but your vision is blurry. And you hear incoherent voices, and none of them registers to your brain.

“Not again.” You mumble silently then everything was black.

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soooo this is my first story and i know it’s kinda all over the place but yeah it’s my firstt, what do youuu thinkkk about it?

#jaemin #nct #nct dream #angst #kpop angst #nct jaemin #fluff #jaemin fluff #nct dream fluff #nct angst #nct jeno #nct renjun #renjun #jeno

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novfilms · 6 years

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Living at the #ocean with all my #windows pointed #west I never think of looking out my #frontdoor looking #east. But coming upstairs the #color was #unmistakable. What a #sunrise #wow. Lived here four months now this is the first time I’d noticed? I’m a bit #dim https://www.instagram.com/p/BnEHL3_nqTq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=g4s4aqyz1tmd

#ocean #windows #west #frontdoor #east #color #unmistakable #sunrise #wow #dim

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snowdragons3-blog · 6 years

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DIilgence Challenge Day 3 Bunnies, Complaining, illa stella, and oh so much love

We started out our day with a beautiful drive out to Shillig Farm, in the Valley Lockwood. We came home with what we hope are 2 Shillig Standards--rabbits! We had to catch one, (her name is Seeker, because we had to seek-her), and the other will be Heidi, or Millie. Adorable, and they have taken over the chicken barn I just built. They can stay until the chickens move in. The kids, (14 and 16) have been in there all day. Oh yeah--Addie really is allergic to rabbits. Thank you Benadryl. It makes me wonder: How can one instantly love something small and cuddly? Is it triggering something ancient in our brains? Who cares. My children are so happy. When I was working on the hutch, I got bit in the tender fat and gooey part of my leg by a mystery insect, or arachnid. It dang hurt. This was 3 days ago, and it is now half the size of my thigh, hard and has heat. No, there is no picture of the fat gooey part of my leg swollen to 3 times the normal size. I have not been feeling so good since it happened. I think I'm allergic to whatever got me. Again, thank you Benadryl. That stuff knocks me out like a drug. I woke up 2 hours later to the sounds of the dishwasher being loaded by my 16 year old.....who then made me toast and hot apple cider. I felt so cared for. Something that's so nice at this time of year--the constellation Orion is right out my frontdoor. The sky is pristine here on the mountain. I can see the milky-way from my front yard. I woke up this morning to the most beautiful sunrise I have ever seen. I see the sunrise almost every morning, yet I have never seen anything like those 65 seconds. Being aware of my blessings, I feel so loved. It's like Heavenly Father knows just exactly what my soul needs to survive.

#IamachildofGod IfeelmySaviorslove #spacenerd #Ikeepshowingpeoplemygrossleg

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handwerkstatt · 10 months

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