#new personal tag time i guess

[stangeranfanficion]

You know what, fuck it, TC2 headcanons-Offense

Note: these headcanons will try and organize to each class, then misc for all 3.

Flanker

Around 18 ish

Probably named Apollo or Jackson

Very much a Gen Z kiddo

Shares stupid memes to his co-workers all the time.

He not very socially aware of others and likes to be in the center of the world

He's not really great at recognizing others' emotions.

Flanker is still in high school

Yes, he does sleep with 4 plushies on his bed

Yes, he does watch Mr. Beast

You can not understand his messages on discord.

He uses words shorthands like 4ever and text lingo.

He has a sonic oc

His name is Theroux the Hedgehog

Has a very bad relationship with his mother so he lives with his dad.

His dad thinks his mercenary job is a fast food job

I feel he definitely needs some life lessons, but due to his dad being protective of him, which pushed him to go to his mercenary job. He just wanted freedom in his own life.

He's kinda worried about life later one due to failing in school and worrying to help his dad.

Trooper

In his late 60s and early 70s

Jackie is his nickname, but Jackson Smith is his full name.

Hes very grumpy, all the time he has a resting bitch face.

Hes also autistic but never got diagnosed so he just like "I'm the most normal person here"

He has grandkids but they never come and see him

Lives in a nursing home due to this

Anni was a helper for the home and they became good friends

Anni is kinda a mentor for him

If he and soldier met, they would be father and son

Trooper has a lovely singing voice, just hates singing in front of others

Pro bingo player and has won 5 weeks in a row once

Loves dogs expically Hounds

Sees the tc2 mercs as "troublesome kids"

He has a lot of toxic masculinity and perfectionism. He needs others to fully follow his commands and has trouble working with others even though he was in war.

Though he's a very good ally to his friends/team, thinks of them as a second family

Very close to Annihilator, always by his side

Arsonist

Not autistic- because robot

Was originally a fire fighting bot that was decommissioned for causing more fires than stopping them

Mechanic bought them for like a cent as scarp but learned they were alive

Lives in the base with Mechanic who lives in a cleaning closet

They have a database on their teammates with heath and personal data mainly being saved

Basically knows everyone secrets because everyone thinks they don't save memories like those

Also the main person who gets vented too

Even tho they don't understand, they try to help get the tc2 mercs through anything they need

This includes autistic help with over simulation.

Can warm up body to create a small heated blanket affect

Their also a divorce lawyer on the side and helped Doc and Brute get a divorce

They don't have alot of goals programed into them but they do have one

"Protect the Mercs at any cost"

They seem to consider them their family

Tho seemed the the persumed idea because they don't make it clear

Their we go! Idk when im gonna be able to do defense or support but i hand!

@seahdalune for tags

#typical colors 2 #tc2 #flanker #trooper #arsonist #roblox #flanker tc2 #trooper tc2 #arsonist tc2 #new personal tag time i guess #talkin about blocks #their

[lucabyte]

i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.

i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.

anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.

#[isabeau voice] am i insane or does sometimes loop talk like they might have killed their whole family. is that just me? just checking. #nille design highly inspired by @kiwibrain's since its the one that imprinted in my mind. liberties taken since i didnt look @ reference #anyway i have a lot more thoughts on this? i guess ill hide them in the tags...? scroll down i suppose. #isat #in stars and time #isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #isat act 6 spoilers #isat loop #isat siffrin #isat bonnie #isat nille #isat fanart #in stars and time fanart #doodlebyte #---------------------------------------------------------------------- #anyway the extra thoughts. are literally just my general thoughts on postcanon. (and thus are the context for all of my postcanon doodles!) #which is i think nille joins the party before loop reappears for a start (either from a period of nonexistence or just wandering around) #and that like. i think the party should be able to integrate loop as a completely new person. because they are! the secrecy isn't great but #They and Siffrin shuffle into different ecological niches in the party (eg. i think sif is more squeamish after it all but loop isnt) #and while it's not *exactly* what Loop wanted they get that beggars can't be choosers. and its pretty good #(i am glossing over how i think loop's reappearence drags both them and siffrin into a massive behavioural backslide and is likely a bit #distressing to watch go down. cycle of argument -> lovebombing -> normalcy -> repeat. etc etc. but since they are no longer literally #stewing in the worst pressure cooker of all time they do resolve it via productive conversation on their own time. its fine) #the party well-meaningly tries to deduce things from loop's vagueries and are able to pin down the DEAD FAMILY vibe pretty quickly. #but eventually the question of their prior identity falls by the wayside because well! they're just their friend loop! (also change belief) #as for how The Truth Come Out... this is what i mean by The Isabeau Torment Nexus(tm). which is that i think... isiloop should almost occur #BEFORE isabeau knows who loop is. he's just genuinely charmed by them eventually and tries to close the open end of the polycule #which FREAKS LOOP THE FUCK OUT because thats just too genuinely sick and wrong. and obviously w emotions high its not a great confrontation #ANYWAY told u i had more thoughts. if i were normal itd be a text post but.

[front-facing-pokemon]

#fletchinder #now THIS is an angry guy. they got a big beak and now they're going to stare at you menacingly about it #you better be nice to them. look how grumpy they are #hmph! #kind of an underappreciated pokémon tbqh. route one shitmon‚ sure‚ but i think it's cute and looks cool at least #a fucking! fire bird! that isn't ho-oh or moltres. just a Normal fire bird. love this thing #hi i just edited the talonflame tags to acknowledge 2024 and now i'm here in the fletchinder tags to acknowledge new years eve #i mentioned in the talonflame tags how i'm Considering doing something for new years but that i may end up not doing anything #and ultimately i guess we'll see. it depends on what i end up doing outside the blog whether i end up having the time (or energy) for #like a new year stream or something. i would likely just end up using my own personal twitch account instead of making an ffp one #in case i never end up. using it again #I DUNNO i'll probably just keep talking about maybe doing something until the end of time and never end up doing anything

[suratan-zir]

Random story time

I was 17, the year was 2013. I had just gotten a new t-shirt that I really liked, which was a big deal because I very rarely buy new clothes, let alone something I like. It was a white shirt with a large black cross on the front. This kind of style was popular at the time. Looked like this:

I quickly came to realize that the shirt was cursed. It was a magnet for creeps. Every time I wore it, I got harassed on the streets. Every trip to my uni and back in this shirt felt like a dangerous journey. Some random, sometimes drunk, men would point their hands and scream at me across the street because I somehow offended god. Of course they didn't care about god and I was just an easy victim for bullying. And why is it that you can wear jewelry with crosses, but you can't have two black lines crossed on your t-shirt? Where do we draw the line?

Anyway, I would usually try to ignore them or say something like "fuck off" if they couldn't be ignored. It was scary, but I didn't want to give up and simply not wear it anymore because of some crazy people.

One evening, I was walking my dog. It was an empty alley, surrounded by trees, with no one else except me, my dog, and an elderly man approaching us. As he walked closer, he started pointing his cane at me and opened his mouth to try to say something. I realized that he was probably offended by my shirt. So I tried to explain myself, because I didn't want to upset an older gentleman, but I also didn't want to be lectured.

"I know what you're thinking," I said, "it's not a religious symbol, it's not even an orthodox cross, it's just two lines, it doesn't mean anything. I don't try to disrespect any religion." As I quickly babbled all of that, he smiled pensively, nodded, and listened to me. When I stopped, he said, "Yes, yes... now better take off this shirt and show me your boobs."

I felt like such a fool. I never wore that t-shirt again.

The end of a random story.

#personal #random story time #<- I guess this will be a new tag

[trans-axolotl]

why is it so hard to find information about POTS that isn't either ableist nonsense from doctors or someone trying to scam me into buying their supplement. losing my mind

#personal #pots #it isn't really like. necessarily a new diagnosis for me #but it's been in limbo for a year where i was tenatively diagnosed last year and then they said #never mind and that it was just my ed. but finally got rediagnosed this week #and i guess i'm processing for the first time that this is chronic and isn't just like. going away #and trying to figure out how to adapt my life #chronic illness tag #im glad i already knew so many people who have POTS bc that has been helpful

[tianshiisdead]

im happy my post is garnering discussion but honestly i wasnt around for 2018-2021 fandom on tumblr and i was mainly talking about how its kind of silly to get mad at people for portraying colonizer countries as mean, or calling it demonization and stuff. like its okay not to like personally portraying ur fav characters as mean or part of the state, but getting irritated at the fact that it exists or is popular imo kind of misses the fact that this… is the state and nation personification fandom. and its hard to say its not canon when canon did once portray the characters in uniform and at times involved in their state activities… like the early strips discussing western imperialism in china is literally ‘china being bullied by the allies’ ‘france wanting to grope china’ ‘china being treated like a maid’ etc etc like they were very much. the state LOL also china and japan’s canon relationship, as much as I have my issues with it, has an entire thing about china being stabbed by japan… i do feel like hetalia started out as a history nerd’s history exploration that blended humour with ‘what i find cute’ with satire etc etc, which inevitably involves illustrating the personifications as vessels of state and culture, and although the modern strips have deviated quite a bit… well, different people will approach this series for different reasons, right? Whether its serious or comedic content showing the characters as mean or imperialist or unpleasant, it’s not something that deviates too far from canon (if we take all canon eras into consideration) nor is it surprising given how history laden the topic is.

#diary #hetalia #hater tag #also have some issues with some things being called drama… #like i know some of u think of me and some others as drama stirring little devils #honestly i dont enjoy drama that much but ill become upset when i see things that i see as racist or insensitive… #because im of the opinion that this fandom requires extra sensitivity given the subject matter. #let people have fun #but #also be careful yk? i guess for me personally im always trying to be careful #when im out of my depth i try to talk to ppl with better understanding while doing my own research #and if ive written or expressed antyhing bad (which i certainly have even on this blog many times before) #i try to change my stances with new info… and like #this is important to me and its important for me to read ppls thoughts bc. #i know what its like to be treated racistly and dismissed. or to have things and history precious to me twisted #but anyways rambling aside… i guess what i want to say is i understand it seems annoying but #if you post something insensitive… and someone gets upset… then thats just how it is. hetalia is sensitive #again ive definitely posted bad insensitive things. ive been told im acting out of line. #and it sucks. but… sometimes you have to understand ur own irritation doesnt outweigh the hurt #and listen a little #sometimes i like things that i then find are insensitive or cruel. and id rather not engage with it than dismiss peoples hurt… or something #honestly i keep most of my whining private i promise JLKFHDJGLKFH BC FOR THE MOST PART I THINK I CAN TELL THE DIFF BETWEEN #when i have a real issue and when im just nitpicking #so i keep my more petty whining or basic stuff private #but if i see something egregious then i dont want to be quiet #and if a friend of mine (esp if theyre a kid) is upset or hurt by racism I dont want to be quiet

[neonmaycry]

Me, ukrainian who lived in Donetsk before ruzzian occupation: O MY FUCKING GOD

#neon.exe #← i need new personal tag now #war in ukraine #useful idiot #this is worse than Russian propaganda where they interviewed children who were 5-8 years old at the time of the occupation #guess in three attempts what they were talking about: about Ukrainian Nazis; Ukrainian Nazis; or Ukrainian Nazis? #I'm tired of reading how such people “who understand and love geopolitics” seriously think that Ukrainians don't have their own interests #I'm just wondering how many of these people actually know how Euro Maidan started

[seventh-district]

not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go

(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)

#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill #well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst #like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc. #so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made #bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you #but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings #and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste #there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc #so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously) #but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything #if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is #which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose #anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate. #and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic! #if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it. #like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages #or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing #i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know #it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess #as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence #the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education #i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is- #writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl- #will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype #sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen #there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions #like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of- #'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity #like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem #but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.

[kijosakka]

au where through training for the,,, fuckin skate olympics or whatever alejandro did he realizes how shitty his family is and manages to leave the situation (probably getting disowned,, living off of money won through skate competitions or smth idk) and years later reunites with josé on ridonculous race to try and rekindle a real family relationship

#sorry everyone i thought 'hmm skateboarder alejandro????????' and this was born #actually why havent we done more with that skateboarding fact. #scratch that what could we do w that fact............ #new fic guys where alejandro has the shittiest time ever learning to skateboard (i do not skateboard) #this also probably has something to do with me currently watching rr who knows #uhh idk who they would replace....... any of the earlier elimination fodder i guess if you switched the order of some things #a shame rr doesnt have 3 person teams we couldve had all the brothers #actually no. carlos comes down to uhhhh wherever alejandro is for sports or something #< theyre on fantastic terms. however José #this is also also partially an outlet for the family dynamic for all three of them which ive completely made up. in my head. #alejandro does not go on world tour im thinking..... now for total drama dirtbags #i could. i could. josé could compete in world tour #too many ideas. too late at night for this #rambling in the tags again hmmm #kijorambles #total drama #total drama au #< horrifying. i am terrified of putting this on main tags #will delete those later if i become too Fearful

[pirate-captain-froggy]

hey what if you walked into your bedroom and there was a clone of yourself just... hanging out. would that be fucked up or what?

#art #comic #webcomic #furry #anthro #froggy art tag #first person to call me out on my biggest inspo gets a cameo in the comic lmaoo #anyway yeah!! excited to finally post this!! #it's a new style but i think it's cool :] #also the main character is just my fursona but shhhhh it's fine it's a different guy #if you can guess my second biggest inspo you get a cameo also #i spent too much time thinking about what i'd do if there was a clone of me so i made a comic about it

[fluffs-n-stuffs]

Pokémon Horizons Episode 24 spoilers under the cut!

HEY AMETHIO BESTIE WHAT DOES THAT MEAN . WHAT DOES THAT MEAN

#fluff binges !!! #GUESS WHO'S OFFICIALLY CAUGHT UP WITH HORIZONS AND GOT TO WATCH THE LATEST EP FROM YESTERDAY !!! 💥💥💥💥💥 #I have a bunch of posts to make about the previous eps because I enjoyed them a lot but first oh my g o d #adding an extra tag here before spoiler talk --------------------------> #I was still reeling from finding out that Hamber was Diana's old friend I like genuinely jumped from seeing that #butler jumpscare /lh #Hamber's essentially Gibeon's righthand at this rate and considering how Onyx and Sango were even scared of him that spells out bad news #NO BUT WHAT WAS UP WITH TERAPAGOS BEEFING WITH AMETHIO AT THE END I'M.................................................. #AMETHIO HAVING AN EVEN BIGGER ROLE IN THIS STORY ASIDE FROM HIS OWN PERSONAL VENDETTA?????????????????AMEN AMEN AMEN #it's so funny for the past few episodes I was thinking to myself “man I miss Amethio I miss my edgy son where is he :(” #AND HE NOT ONLY CAME BACK BUT POSSIBLY HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE PAST CONSIDERING TERAPAGOS' REACTION................... #my current theory is like - maybe Amethio's a descendant of someone who knew Lucius? #and maybe they're the reason why he's been missing all this time? because that was anger Hatenna was sensing I feel #and terapagos was acting so aggressively thinking that Amethio was that same person from before /insane /insane /insane #I thought that Liko could possibly be a descendant of Lucius as well but it seems like Diana only knew him through his journals- #-not by relations like I initially thought #OOOUGHGGHGNNGG I NEED MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #next friday come soon huhu #pokemon horizons #anipoke #pokeani #amethio #amethio pokemon

[inkykeiji]

>.<

#tw clari overshares #i really need to start making new friends on here and being more active #but the issue is just the mere *thought* of that fucking terrifies me #just typing out that single sentence has my heart pounding and my hands shaking and my stomach churning #i really wish i was kidding or over-exaggerating #i want so badly to make new friends and be active in a little community on here again #but i’m so so so scared #(of what?????????? of what!!!!!!!!!!!) #bring me back to 2020 clari who talked to people despite the anxiety and was so damn active and was having an absolute blast!!! #what happened to her!!!!! #she got really sick i guess #it’s crazy like sometimes i just scroll through my archive and i can SEE it #i can see myself getting sicker and sicker and withdrawing more and more #feeding into the fear and letting it win #and now i’m here #in this hole that i’m going to have to claw myself out of IN SPITE OF the terror i feel #i miss being a part of this community so much #i miss being able to post little drabbles willy nilly and not having breakdowns over them not being perfect #NOT obsessing over my own work and flaws it may have #i miss having fun #YES my writing is extremely important to me and YES i want to one day write for a living in some capacity #but since when did that mean i had to cut everyone off??? seclude myself in a protective little bubble??? #the only person who can fix this is me #(obviously hahaha) #it’s about time i put on my big girl pant(ie)s and faced that fear head on #i’m so sick of it dominating and controlling so much of my life #why did i let it take something so fucking important to me??? #i have to end it!!! #if u got this far in the tags: thank you and i’m sorry for venting #i just feel like i NEED to say this

[mashbrainrot]

I think if you are the sort of person with Big Feelings when it comes to a certain piece of media (or just in general) you may have a tendency to read every post someone makes - and even posts they simply reblog - and assume they also have Big Feelings about it. Assume they have some sort of... dark agenda, are attempting to stir up drama, however you wanna frame it. The truth is, a lot of the time, people post things with very little feeling, and sometimes without much thought.

#see: my post from earlier that seemed to make at least one person experience some Big Feelings #and also seemed to make at least one person jump to ALL SORTS of conclusions. all of which were pretty wild and off the mark. #like 1-6 people were really in my askbox talking about bj when he wasnt even the main thing i was talking about. red rag to a bull i guess #anyway once i post this I'll be back to the regularly programmed not having the time for this #also due to a fun new tumblr mobile glitch #where i cant seem to edit any og posts i make once i post em #i guess this will just be up and i wont be able to amend it. so i better stick with it huh. #basically just assume everything i post on here is posted with Little Feelings because this is a mash blog and i am 31 years of age. #ok now i need to tag this extensively so it shows up in every conceivable m/ash tag one sec... #(queuing this so I'll be asleep when it drops lmao)

[paradife-loft]

so this "ethics & legal requirements for research involving human subjects" course I'm doing for class rn hasn't figured out that you don't hyphenate "cisgender," and yet has still somehow heard of "trans broken arm syndrome" and wants to inform us about it being a source of distrust in medical professionals among some trans people. what's happening here....

#various factors in my life have coincided such that 95% of the content of this course isn't remotely new to me at all #(i.e. psychology undergrad & kink community) #but every so often it just throws a curveball without so much as blinking that has me going #'EXCUSE ME CAN WE BACK UP A SECOND AND UNPACK THAT??' #and that's approximately the entertainment keeping me going through it #(well that and the intonation of the person reading the voiceover whenever they say ''federal regulations'') #(because it's the exact same prosody as airplane safety voice 'federal regulations prohibit tampering/disabling/removing smoke detectors') #(so I guess that's now in my head the same way as grocery store checkout machine 'put your. PINK LADY APPLE. in the bag.') #.......well those tags certainly went off on a ramble didn't they #...OH YEAH RIGHT the holy shit unpack pls stuff has largely included like #''the police & justice department are exempt from these [previously described] regulations about ethical overview'' #YOU CAN'T JUST SAY THAT MATTER-OF-FACTLY AND THEN MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE HELLO #anyway. yeah. this is a time I'm having. #James liveblogs grad school #content is for other people

[juriyuna]

my favorite flavor of codependency in ships is probably "puppeteer/marionette". the marionette might not like being at the mercy of their puppeteer, but they'd be paralyzed on their own, so they have to stay, no matter how bad it gets. similarly, the puppeteer is nothing without their marionette, so they have to keep pulling the strings-- and while they do enjoy their position, the knowledge that they can't stop (even if it starts to hurt) without losing who they are still looms threateningly over their head. the two of them are wholly and inextricably linked, yet they keep an arm's length between each other, the nature of puppetry rendering them unable to grow closer or drift apart.

the way it blurs the line of who- if either of them- truly holds the power here... the way they continue to hollow themselves and each other out until it's difficult to discern where one ends and the other begins... 10/10 i love it when characters are extremely bad for each other but also all they know

#i guess it's basically a subtype of master/servant but it has a very different vibe to me #(tho i like master/servant a lot as well) #master/servant can be healthy (in the sense that they respect and care for each other) but this never is #it's also different from a ghost-possession dynamic because they aren't literally fused together #both parties here could walk away at any time but they don't #i need a new personal tag

[dandyshucks]

blinks tiredly. i decide "hm maybe i should try to expand my circle and step outside of it a little, lets go look at the main community tags" and im just greeted with a bunch of edgelords who think saying "fiction doesn't affect reality, don't like don't read" is peak activism and "fighting censorship". head in my hands. this is partially why i do not ever go into the community tags, my nervous system cannot handle blocking fifty weirdos every single day just so i can have a normal experience in the community tags hfdsjkl

#I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE BLOCKED ALREADY. i am TRYING to curate my experience 😭😭😭 #and i have so many tags blacklisted fjdsjkl like. so many. every single variation of tag to do with those chuckleheads #which helps avoid them a lot of the time tbh bc it'll flag posts that ppl rb if the original post was tagged w any of those #so i can avoid rbing posts that have chuckleheads as the op most of the time #i also usually double check OP's blog before i rb stuff now bc man this place is rife with these weirdos #ANYWAYS. yes i want to try to engage w the community but i do not think i can handle it if theres gonna be so many edgelords jkdslfl #the only way i follow new ppl now is when yall do promo hour and i sometimes see a new face pop up fdsjkl #every now and then i have energy to try to engage with new ppl but its so difficult when so many ppl are such insufferable edgelords !!!! #''im the nasty pr-sh-pper your parents warned you about 😎'' cool man you sound like the most insufferably obnoxious person ever. :/ #''if you like CENSORSHIP-'' i am hitting block immediately bc u have a fundamental misunderstanding of what censorship actually is 👍 #I'M TIREDDDD WHY ARE PEOPLE SO DUMB ABOUT THIS STUFF. ''fiction doesn't affect reality'' I GUESS PROPAGANDA DOESNT EXIST THEN ???? #what a strange world they live in honestly. they dont understand how stories have served humans since the dawn of time. sighing loudly. #vent // #SORRY FOR THIS ONE IM JUST. ARGH. ppl talk abt encouraging community but i think maybe im not cut out for community #i want desperately to partake but i cannot handle it if it means dealing w all these bozos #it frustrates me to no end fdhsjkl and it upsets me so much and i wish i could deal w it better but. my nervous system is broken fdsjkl #i will try to expand my circle every now and then but i cannot do it often bc of this 😭 im not going to give up entirely though fdsjkl #(also this is partially why i dont tag my posts w community tags anymore bc i am just. so scared of these freaks getting their hands on it) #(the most i'll do is s.afeship or variations every now n then bc supposedly they're not in those tags fdsjkl) #delete later #dandyshucks