#ok no ig we good?

[joyus-whimsy]

I did it boys… I finished red dead redemption two.

#rdr2 #I don’t have the attention span left for the credits #just looking up when a scene comes on #sorry devs you made a beautiful game and I tried to watch the credits but it got too long #holy shit how many people worked on this game #yes I’m typing the tags while watching the credits #aww Pearson that’s kinda cute #ew pinkertons #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan #john marston #who tf is this getting on the boat #I don’t care I want Arthur back #why does everyone just tap Jack’s shoulders to say goodbye lmao #bit of annesberg nice #aww Mary is at Arthur’s grave - THATS who was getting on the boat #hot take but Arthur was too good for Mary #aww fatherhood #shit pinkertons #ok no ig we good? #are the deer for Arthur or are we just enjoying some wildlife BRoll #ngl that wolf was a bit goofy #church and some crows - BODY - who’s? #welp guess we’ll never know #yooo Rain Falls!!!! #I’m done now sorry lol #I just don’t know what to do with myself now #I’m sitting through the whole credits Cus what if there’s something after?

[nebulouscoffee]

"My name is Nyota. I'm the communications officer, I- I was born in Kenya- I used to have a cat, named Kamili. My first memory is watching my dad play the piano. I'm real."

Okay but I was wholly unprepared for how much it would mean to me to see more of Uhura's African identity actually being canonised by this show. The "I'm real" especially got to me; just a throwaway line but it really made me think of the Ben Sisko/Benny Russell parallels! Nyota, born in the 23rd century, is exactly the sort of person Benny Russell dreamed could exist in the future. She is real! She exists!

#celia gooding uhura u are everything 2 me #although. ten whole series of ''sci-fi utopia'' and we are still yet to actually SEE Africa or Asia properly lmao #literally this woman was having a traumatic flashback she was like OMG I'M AT THE SHUTTLECRASH AGAIN #meanwhile I was like OMG SHE'S IN KENYA AGAIN!! #STAR TREK SHOW ME 23th CENTURY AFRICA PLS #star trek: you can have a peek of skyscraper in the corner #me: omg a peek of skyscraper in the corner #(lol ok but in all seriousness. how the global south fits into a quote unquote ''developed'' TECH utopia is an important question!! #you could sidestep it in the 90s ig but now it feels like they're just being cowards about it lol) #all the same I am glad to have characters like her actually acknowledge where they come from in so many words #it does mean something #snw

[jimjamoff]

At the stage of Copium where I pretend nothing is wrong and they're all okay

(My partner helped draw! @loverboylen-art )

#off the game #dedan #zacharie #off game #off dedan #off japhet #off zacharie #off hugo #off enoch #off mortis ghost #off batter #batter #off #finished the game once (we will play again yay!) and have come to the #stage where I pretend they're all buds #no sour intentions over time #no battering the hell out of anyone and anything #just the fellers being good chaps to one another #ALSO LITTLE BABY HAVING NO ATTACKS FUCKING DESTROYED ME BUT OK #THANKS IG??? HATE THAT. UGH. SOB

[celestial-sapphicss]

i'll always have bad buddy & moonlight chicken though thanks <3

#last twilight #bad buddy #moonlight chicken #midnight series #vi.txt #god im so mad about the break up and how it was so unresolved #i NEVER make negative posts but yeah this was just....why #like why #till ep 11 3/4 the show was literally go good and then WHAT HAPPENED #ig aof really went over his head with this one.....it ok i guess #2023 or as i like to call it year of the shows that i anticipated a lot but disappointed me so much #i can go into heavy details of why mlc and bb worked (for me) in contrast to last twilight but yeah no #i wish we had 23.5 trailer atleast

[hoss-bonaventure]

took a blinker and now i wanna talk about the very obvious gay crush that blue-collar lawyer has for his bright-eyed twinky protege

#this is about suits #more specifically marvey #what’s the one thing tyler the creator said? #Un-Follow Me Now This Is Gonna Be the Only Thing I Tweet About For The Next Week. Ive Wanted This For Years Fuck. What The Fuck. #ig this could also be about tomgreg #but i don’t fw tomgreg the way a lot of you do…. #anyway i’m 5 episodes into suits and i smell homoerotic undertones #harvey specter is so real he saw this disheveled twink and was like ‘ok he’s mine now’ #also him calling mike ‘good boy’ IN THE SECOND EPISODE??? #we can not let gay men in corporate positions that power is too much for them #suits #marvey #mike ross #harvey spector #suits tv

[todayisafridaynight]

what makes minedai even sadder is that we never rlly see daigo try to build a bond with anyone else like he did with mine it rlly shows how badly it effected him like yeah he reached out to shinada in y5 but that’s rlly it and he probably would wanna leave him alone after that and not involve him in any yakuza stuff so i don’t think they would’ve hung out or anything like that afterwards. All he rlly had were saejima and majima but they were more like babysitters than anything, wish we saw more of their dynamic tho like we did with majima and daigo in dead souls since that was fun and we were lowkey robbed but in canon he’s just as lonely as he was before majimas promise to kiryu. And mine is the only person he really had a meaningful relationship with romantic or not they were still really close and we don’t see that again with daigo ever (from what i recall after y3) ok sorry for rambling LMFAO

even with shinada, he reached out to him more so out of 'duty' and trying to make up for the misfortune that befell him because of yakuza than wanting to rekindle any kind of friendship they might have had in high school (though it sounds more like they were just acquaintances if shinada needing a second to remember who daigo was is anything), so yah i doubt they really had any kind of bond afterwards

dead souls really was the only time after Y3 where we got to see daigo be more sociable with someone, but its as you say majima and saejima are more like retainers than close friends

#snap chats #you can tell i was into fire emblem when the first term that comes to my mind to call majima and saejima was 'retainers' omfg #but yeah ..... depressing .... #does make me wonder who daigo was on the phone with during the rggo story though. like clearly daigo has friends #apparently. we just never see or hear of them. tho ig it is implied those were his friends from the y2 era. as mine said flarkjla #REGARDLESS yeah after y3 daigo just feels depressing to watch #i think its just because he really has to do everything on his own now #but not even have a friend to just chill with at the end of the day- like the technical work is whatever. for the most part #THATS stressful obvi so to not have anyone to really be personable with thats probably the dire part. imo. #cause yk the world could suck but as long as you have that One Person to just relax with then its ok but with mine gone. 🧍‍♂️ #probably doesnt help that like. during the 'flashback' segment of y3 where we get to see daigo sitting with kiryu and nakahara #we see him all cheery and bein a lil jokester and just. A Happy Dude #granted this is barely a year or two into being chairman so The Horrors Havent Set In relatively but still ... i miss his smile .. #every time i think of daigo post-mine i think of those like. tragedies or accounts of people where its like #'after X's friend/lover died they never found another again' like thats the vibe i always get #he really packed it up and never got close with anyone else again and it makes me want to throw up #y4 widow arc still good tho it makes me chortle

[birdsareblooming]

why does a blonde-haired blue-eyed little girl named susie indicate fnaf?

please she's our one constant she's all we truly know

#ok for not (joking) an actual knowlage #susie is like the only constant throughout all freddy's stuff #and we know the most about her #she's the girl who haunts chica #we know this from cross continuity via the novels and frights #and her gravestone #the gravestones we get at the good ending of 6 which align with the animatronic heads at the endings of 3 #susie's grave being by the chica head #she's also the only girl so consistancy ig #we also know (in gameverse) she was the first kid who got killed and how #her dog died and peepeepoopaw used this fact to lure her to the freddy backroom #we know that via the secret in the fruitymaze minigame in 6 (pictured above in the middle) #we also know she was the first via a chica kill line in ucn: 'i was the first ive seen everything' #this seems to be consistant in canon except the movie #speaking of she's also consistant in the movie seeming as the girl playing the chica ghost has blonde hair and fits the general description #that design of susie you see above firstly showed up for the novels and then was used for the games #the fazbear frights desc is different in the drawn image but even more off in the writing itself describing her with brown hair #(but other writers didn't have all the info so it couldve been that) #also as far as we can tell via the sprite and a missing poster in the background of the movie her dog was a chiuhuahua #anyway i list all this info bc we HAVE all this info #we have fuck all about the other kids no matter the canon #so in the games the other three named kids are gabriel (freddy) fritz (foxy) and jeremy (bonnie) #technically charlie/charlotte for the puppet #in the novels its gabriel (freddy) fritz (foxy) cassidy (bonnie) and michael brooks (golden freddy) #also teeeeechnically charlie again but its a whole thing #in fazbear frights who fuckn knows. there was 6 of them and one of them was probably andrew #in the movies the other kids fit the descrption of the game kids except for that blonde kid i have no idea whats going on with him #but you know whos in all of these every time? #susie #no matter the universe william afton sees this blonde girl and decides she has to die

[saltedcoffeee]

relapsed (thought abt xander watching david's shitty fucking tiktok lives after his family's death to cheer himself up and sending him fanmail that david opens and answers and it makes him cry so hard because he's so kind and patient with all the grieving sad questions xander asks him)

#the parasocial relationship ever #firm believer of the xander fully relied on david during his mourning bc he was too proud to tell anyone irl abt how bad he felt #david saw an onslaught of questions from a single acc w like no pfp n went phew guess ill help him not khs to feel good abt myself #yeah xander formed an unhealthy attachment to davids cheery persona which was the one thing that made him believe this world was good ig :/ #n we all know abt david 'is it rlly a savior complex or something worse' chiem #ik ure sick of my tags so sorry ok im done now by pookiebears #imagine a youtube outro here #drdt #danganronpa despair time #david chiem #xander matthews #xanvid

[crunch-barr]

nadja of antipaxos you will always be famous

#new ep brainrot ig #I’m not very good at likenesses so this was a tad difficult. #but I thought I’d post it anyway #I luv her <3 #ok back to being offline #my art #wwdits #wwdits tv #what we do in the shadows #nadja of antipaxos

[wheresurboytonighthelookslikeenj]

the les mis fandom lucked out so hard with the amis. they're such lovely boys that when you encounter a ship you don't ship on ao3 you read the damn fic anyways because they are lovely boys.

#les mis #les amis de l'abc #also we're decent people here i think #you could say they're all in a big polycule or that they're all aroace or both and everyone would be like yea!!!! #also something something it's not a priority here? like shipping? at least in my corner these days #because ultimately the amis are a group of friends and we love those friends! #what even are popular ships #enjoltaire #yeah ok #um #yeah that's the extent of my level of awareness on popular fandom ships these days #because in my circle in 2020 it was much more well defined yk? #exr courferre jbm feubaz jehanparnasse #but now ig i follow different people and the opinion's scattered now #which is a good thing! #and which is what the post is about! #frouvaire 5ever btw #frouvaire

[fuzzbuns]

Arlecchino discourse is really awkward because both sides are so convinced they are right and that the other side just lacks media literacy but 9 times out of 10 the take in question is also wrong and it leaves me scratching my head a little bit….

#fuzzy rambles #like either they are like ‘no she is bad and doesnt care for the kids at all’ or its ‘she is good actually and does care for the kids’ #and for me its like… damn…. its actually a little more complicated than that but ok ig #saw someone say she doesnt care for freminet or lynette she just uses them as pawns for lyney to be her heir #which is so incorrect on almost every level #it’s basically a self report that they dont know freminet or lynettes relationship with arlecchino #like i think we can agree raising child solider is problematic or whatever while not painting everything she does as master manipulation #like the things ppl claim are just her 5000 level iq manipulation… rolling my eyes it doesnt even make sense #but at the same time she obviously isnt a saint who has everyones best interests in mind because they are still childe soliders #even tho things got better when she took control there is still a lot of cultish and cruel behaviors the kids get drilled into them #tho honestly the whole fatui is like that look at any of the recurits who arent from the orphanage and they are equally brainwashed #if not us than who or whatever (girl who thinks about what happened in the chasm and want to eat drywall) #idk. dont yall have parents? like u can love and care for a child and still suck as a parent #you can try to not become ur abusive mother and still turn into a monster of sorts #ignore the childe instead of child its literally muscle memory how embarrassing

[girlwithfish]

feel my ex is still looking at my tumblr. rn.

#he sent me more texts #Like thanks for realizingall of this shit now i already knew that !!!! lol #ig thanks ur sorry but #idk #itsj hst confusing and i dont like that it affects me. #and no one say anything abt why havent i blocked him again Okkk i will . it was really hard to block him the first time and im processing #the shit hes saying nkw >_< i will soon >_> just annoys me i was doing ok no contact and he disrupts it #and idk #like ig its good hes acknowledging stuff but its also kind of enraging. i knew these things for months and no ur validating it. could have #been nice if u could be there for me like that when we were still in it. and not after after i suffered and went through too much pain

[indigodawns]

.

#these are just some thoughts re: friendship as a result of tonight that i need to jot down somewhere but #realising that i really do have a strict and set idea of Good Friend(ship) and what that entails to me #and id written people off bc i wasn't yk ~receiving love or friendship the way id prefer and i was angry with them for that/hurt about it #did i communicate that to them though? nooo. was i fully right in that? also no. like just bc i felt unheard didn't fully mean #that they were doing something wrong. they were trying in their own way (and sometimes they weren't really or it just wasn't nice) #but that's about how we match and how we communicate right? this is so silly that's so basic but it never fully clicked for me like this #i was blaming them for stuff and building up resentment without ever expressing that (and i still haven't yk dhshsjd) #and i think where i went ~wrong was in thinking that bc i felt that way they weren't ~giving me what i need #when it's like... but did i pick up on the ways in which they DID appreciate me and show me love etc? did i give them ANYTHING to work with? #(ok yes occasionally but also... tangent but i was watching a variety show and they were teasing woozi about how #he gives interviewers/hosts literally nothing to work with. like no extra information for them to ask about or tease him for or anything #and i was like ohhhhhh. yeah i do do that sometimes with friends and it's genuinely smth i don't really know how to do like #giving casual information (but not too much and not too little???) so they can then ask questions etc. so then if im like ughh #they never ask (the right) questions or show interest (or let me talk but that's a different thing dhsjdjd) it's like... #well do i give them the chance to? much to think about thank you woozi) #anyways where was i dhsjsnsnsjns idk but it's soooo annoying that i haven't figured this all out yet #but im slowly letting go off a bunch of resentment that has truly no business being here and im trying to self reflect and all that #and im honestly doing so shit some days but others days it's? finding stuff that matters to me on a deeper level ig? #and all of it really does pale in the face of multiple genocides and it's. but yk. if i want to keep fighting #i need to build a strong foundation and sort my shit out as well and be present so im really really trying #and beating my stupid stupid depression and brain with a stick until i get there

[batz]

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#frank.txt #gonna be going to the seed library bc im planting stuff in the front and!!!! i can get sweetgrass! #luckily its free for my friend and i so we're picking up sweetgrass n tobacco seeds to grow #i think we already have cedar growing in a few places in the yard but idk #tobacco plants would help stave off the blackberry bushes too!! or creeping buttercup idk i cant remember #gardening is difficult im trying to remember this shit bc its good to know but my brain has about 2 wrinkles and thats it #also planting radishes soon ig. i dont like them but theyr OK in salads and make me think of fraggle rock so theyr FINE.

[saaltskies]

i went to bed right after finishing the epilogue but i am now awake and can put my silly little rant here

#pokemon sv dlc spoilers #pokemon scarlet and violet dlc spoilers #sv dlc spoilers #ok first of all NOT PENNY CALLING MY MOM HOT IN FRONT OF ME #EXCUSE ME???? #glad to know penny is into milfs #anyways #it was soooo fun seeing how the three acted as house guests #nemonas the perfect house guest shes super polite and enthusiastic offering to help with stuff fantastic #penny is just vibing and having a good time #and arven is all stressed and anxious about being polite enough bestie calm down its fine #also YES nemona and kieran meeting #ive been wanting them to meet so bad this whole time #wish i could have gotten more nemona and carmine interactions #but ya this event was so silly goofy #oh and i sent out ogerpon in the battle against pecharunt and she reacted that was fun #around the time nemona disappeared i was freaking out bc right before in the remote finding conversation she wasnt saying anything #and i was like NEMONA?? ARE YOU OK?? bro whys she so quiet #i was surprised at first when kieran lost to nemona and by a lot #but ig it makes sense first of all nemonas probably gotten a lot stronger since we last fought her #especially now that she has a rival #and two kierans team is built for double battles #anyways that was fun! #my first class of the day was cancelled so ill be able to do stuff #i havent done anything after beating the story i just went to bed #weeeeee #back to scarleting the violet

[girlcrushau]

#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/ #but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to. #until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you) #and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text. #i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in. #just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me. #im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest. #and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am