when i was a child and first moved to america everyone treated me like dogshit for being weird and not knowing anything and my autistic ass thought it just meant that everyone in america was rude as a cultural thing so i was really mean to everyone thinking that I was being normal which led to more people being mean to me and i dont think i realized that wasnt normal until i was in like highschool
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thinking about that one time I posted about going to an rally organized by STUDENTS at my shcool. In support of Pro-Choice stuff, out of all the werid anti life retrotic that got thrown around in my notes and the notes going “uhuh r/thathappened” comments what discouraged me the most where the notes going off on me about how I didn’t do “enough” and how it hardly mattered and wasn’t going to change anything. And what that says about how the internet views it.
Looking back I remember feeling so ashamed of myself that I even brought it up or that I wasn’ t doing “more” and how it made me not want to get involved again because the only ways i could where small and “didn’t matter “ because of an situation out of my control that I was (AND STILL AM IN BY THE WAY) in. How people thought it was appropriate to chastise me for not doing enough because of that.
Oh and by the way when I made that post I was 16. So yeah great job guys /sarcasm
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i refuse to let clamp off the hook for underutilising himawari's fucking fascinating character setup and traits but on a less serious level im obsessed with the concept of her as an instigator of chaos.
like she's way less airheaded than she seems and it doesn't come off like Default Airhead Girl Behaviour or even Default Girl Companion That Ships Her Friends primarily (like not as hard as some other series by comparison I mean she's very I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE by default) specifically she just seems like someone that thoroughly enjoys being a little shit in a sincere way and giggling at her dumbass friends and has a shade of high emotional intelligence about it all. like she's just girl of all time. she's i don't know where im going with this just take this low effort meme from when i watched the holic stage play on youtube this isn't a coherent thought it's like 2am ill come up with better thoughts later
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the concept of vecna gets me miggling so many maggles bc here u have some loser dude who never had any friends who is just privy to all these other loser kids' deepest darkest secrets and hes clearly hoping for gold w this heavily traumatised kid that he zooms into the hell dimension.
hes like aw yeah this kids gonna have some dark shit up in there. but all it is, is will going 'wow mikes so pretty cant believe all those people were right abt me bein a fruit salad aw shucks D:' (im so sorry william this is not to make light of ur issues with internalised homophobia and self hatred weve all been there)
but still like. hes been thru Mega Trauma and vecna has been INSIDE HIS BRAIN rooting around through his cerebral cortex and its all abt this dude who is Just Some Guy
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