#personal reasons

[saytr]

YO! Thinking about changing my artist name (reason here)

#me #personal reasons

[patchesjam]

i think one of these days i will take a break from here for a few days or week or two weeks or so

#personal reasons #not been doing marvelously #dad got diagnosed with cancer #that and im considering going chronically offline again <- very much doubt that because i enjoy twitch and just this a lot still #but i need to spend some time thinking

[vacantseance]

Excuse me while I (SCREAM)

#gif meme #aaaaaa #mcr #Gerard way #gee way #my chemical romance #my chem #stolen meme #most of my memes are #well #i put the gif #on the original meme #AAAAAAAAAAAA #personal reasons #screaming #i'm not okay #i promise #gif edit #meme edit

[xenokiryu]

Ngl, once upon a time I entertained the idea of just-

Deleting my tumblr once my Queue ran out.

I haven't in a while, but, it's still there in the back of my mind.

#Trezzie's rambles #it's not cause of anything #it's just #personal reasons #very personal reasons that I need to get over

[mattsmemes]

#meme #mattsmemes #memes that make you go hmmm #therapy #professional help #i need help #sighs #personally attacked #personal reasons #therapy helps #but screaming is cheaper #posting memes #meme memes

[jofiah]

alright fine I finally blocked the needy streamer tags, i would appreciate it if mutuals would tag them if they post, thank you

#personal reasons

[joannaliceevans-fanficblog]

Now my day and mood has been ruined.

#personal reasons

[cruelsister-moved2]

started just blocking anyone who uses the word lewd. i dont need this in my life

#personal reasons #idk what it is but ive never encountered anyone who uses tht word and is normal #its got such bad associations for me now

[purplefeathersandblackleather]

Before I type up the first review of a piece of material I did over the year as part of my blogging during Gahan Nidra, I wanted to give all of you an update on a very important choice I've made in my life.

I quit my job.

Now don't misunderstand, I love my job and I have openly told my boss that one day I may go back. But during shadow work and realigning my chakras, it came to my attention that I am emotionally and physically suffering a great deal. My mental health has begun to rapidly deteriorate due to the exertion that has been taken from it within the last three years. I have worked this same job for the same man since 2016, on multiple job sites for various amounts of hours while maintaining one position steadily since being hired on. I loved it and I have never had a problem with it until 2019.

My biological grandfather died on my literal birthday (March 7th for any of you who are curious) and rather than take off, I just put it aside and went to work that weekend. I didn't know him well, so it wasn't particularly hard on me that he passed, but it was hard on me to be away from my mother while she was grieving.

In November of that same year, my ex-husband threw it in my face that Tony had died and I wouldn't be seeing him again. Flashing back on it now, I think that it may have been like finding out my grandfather died from someone else and that just made the pain worse. But rather than give myself time to process it and grieve, I suppressed it because I felt that's what was expected of me. This all happened while my grandmother - who was I'll with Dementia and Wernicke-Korsakoff Syndrome - was rapidly declining.

In February or 2020, not even eleven months from my biological grandfather's death and not even three months after I lost Tony, she passed away from complications with her diabetes because she would no longer eat. The wail that my mother let out when she got the phone call from my grandmother burns my mind... But did I stop? No. I still went to work.

And the same thing with my grandfather. I went to work THE DAY he died, giving all of my remorse and pain to my job rather than letting myself mourn and heal. And because of that, I'm here where I am, with PTSD and guilt that I didn't spend more time with my family before they were gone.

I had no benefits from this job, no vacation time and no chance of a pay raise. Truthfully, others have told me that I should have quit sooner, but I loved my job. However, I believe now is the correct time for me to call it off and pursue something else. Something that will bring more happiness and fulfillment to my life.

With the strength that I have gained from opening up myself about my troubles and the pain I have felt, I have now chosen to make the second biggest choice or my life and quit doing security. I may go back to it at some time, but for now, I need to remove myself from that obligation and allow my soul to be at peace. I need to rebuild myself and spend time with my mother, because after seeing all I have lost and just worked through, I now know that the years I have with her from here forward will be more important than ever.

So, in that regard, I plan to start doing commissions. I would rather spend my time spreading love and smiles with my art for half of the income than continue to work for the man and watch my health get any worse and regret not being here with my mother when the inevitable comes to pass.

If you read to the end of this, you all have my eternal gratitude and know that I will be picking up a pen again very soon. So if any of you have requests, please let me know.

💖 I love you all 💖

#renner ramblings #personal reasons #speaking into the multiverse #I have a lot of healing to do #I couldn't do it anymore

[truthdawn]

what words or sentences would you guys use to describe the color red

#for uhm #personal reasons

[razputin-vodello-au-archive]

I've been feeling down the last couple of days. I need some positive vibes sent my way.

#personal reasons #don't ask #send positive vibes #psychonauts #psychonauts 2 #razputin vodello au #the author speaks

[starfruit-grafitti]

Is the rusame server still around?

I'm afraid I can't answer this one anon :c

#i eventually left at a random point so i can't tell if it still exists or not #personal reasons #whats inside the basket

[mc-slowwalker]

watching a compilation of dsmp members react to dream’s face reveal (the individual video call ones) and in the comments there’s this like conspiracy that technoblade & dream met up pre dream’s face reveal?? I’m almost certain this didn’t happen however I am adding it to my core belief system

#first reaction didn’t happen #second reaction actually I’ve decided that this did happen for #personal reasons

[the-good-the-bad-the-old]

first you can't name your favorite song but then butterflies and hurricanes reappear in your life

#listening for muse for the first time in five years #muse #matthew bellamy #matt bellamy #absolution #butterflies and hurricanes #music #personal #personal reasons #texting #textposting

[saetoru]

i need to clear out my camera roll sobsob

#𑁍 — tee talks. #i think im gonna log off for a few days #just for like #personal reasons #it’s been a rough 2 days #:’)

[firefirevampire]

Please ignore the ungodly amount of Cody Fern gifs I just reblogged they're for uh... personal reasons

#personal reasons #ungodly heh #no but actually for writing reasons I'm not weird #cody fern #michael langdon